mental effects from test arent just placebo you fucking retards, edition.
reposting from last thread:
is it normal to lose a lot of hair (read, fuckton) when you start doing finasteride?
im losing so much fucking hair from washing my head in the sink i feel like i wake up bald in 2 weeks
pic related. It isnt my pic, but thats approx. how much hair i lose when i wash it.
been on fin since 3 weeks now, the shedding is insane. Hairline is the same tho
last one
>>39190330
>>39190330
>>39190330
>>39197147
I have the same during showers. Shedding like crazy.
There is a major difference between shedding and balding. If you have good hair genetics it will grow back, otherwise you're fucked.
If were balding before you go bald on roids. If you weren't balding before you won't go bald.
Simple is that
>>39197147
It's normal it's usually a sign it's working
>>39197147
Takes about six months to see noticeable hair loss. Just chill dude.
>TFW concerned because source stopped responding
>>39197178
Mi amore! How I have missed you...
>>39197194
For how long?
Are you asking them a bunch of stupid questions?
>>39197194
u got scammed
>>39197174
the key point here is finasteride.
the difference is, i am using finasteride now which obviously combats hairloss.
now 3 weeks after finasteride, i am losing more hair then i did as a natty, and i wonder if thats normal on finasteride, because it drives me crazy.
I have some widow peaks though, before roids
>>39197178
>>39197203
You're back?!
>>39197203
2 hours nope
>>39197204
M-maybe he's just busy with something...?
>>39197147
It may take a couple of months before you get the full effect of the drug. I've been on it for seven years but i think i remember feeling like my hair was falling out faster though all these years on and my hair is still the same.
>>39197178
prove it is you.
anyone can make a trip and call themselves ESTP.
>>39197174
masT, if thats actually her, dont BTFO her again.
You know how fragile and weak girls are, even if they pretend they are though shit like estp did.
>>39197210
I've already told you, you got winny instead of fina
>>39197218
>7 years on roids and finas
man, you are a veteran, post some pics.
>>39197199
We mon cher
>>39197213
I don't know
things got a little frisky and for now I'm well medicated
>>39197217
breh 2hours I mean he has shit to do give him a break
You're fine
>>39197210
Like i said: if you were balding before roids, you're fucked. Get on duta and pray for the best. Otherwise end up like JM. Bald, bitter and fucking bald transsexuals
The choice is yours.
>>39197236
Okay daddy. Shall i also suck your micropenis now, just in case.
>>39197262
It was 2hrs after I sent money though
How does it go from insta replies to none at all? :#
>>39197262
No boobs wtf
>>39197267
well i did lose hair before, but it was nothing major.
pretty sure JM had a 40 year hold hairline when he was a kid.
Im 24 and only have tiny widow peaks.
Anyone know the risk of having dead kill for the rest of your life with finas?
>>39197272
dude stfu you are pissing me off already.
I told you the fucking website was offline and no response from them for 1 week, and i still got my message.
just give them some fucking time, you are not the only one messaging them.
are they a trusted source? Or did you just google "babbys first cycle" and picked the first one that you saw
>>39197321
Chill man it's not like I'm being unreasonable... but yeah I guess you're right I'm worrying for nothing
guys should I do a sust cycle I have like 20 amps humangrade legit stuff
>>39197353
but people keep telling me sust sucks*
>tfw your grandpa on your moms side and your uncle on moms side went bald
>21 years old
>ran 3 cycles (test, dbol, epi all thrown in)
>Still have good hairline
>Never shed
>Full lushish hair
thanks god. I don't care if I die when I'm 50 as long as I keep my hair. Also, should I BnC at 21, I will probably be doing it for the next 10 years at least. My last time PCT I kept my gains but mentally got fuckey. Nolva kinda fucked with my mental health.
>>39196878
>Pls gief all of test-u
dml from sst
>>39197262
>things got a little frisky and for now I'm well medicated
>>39197353
>>39197364
because they're right and you should get something that isn't a useless clusterfuck of esters
What the fuck is this new draw around the picture captcha shit do they honestly think I'm that coordinated over my busted phone screen what thevfyck
>>39197272
Did you check his reviews...?
Howd you send it?
>>39197273
Welcome to/fraud/ I'll be your flat chested degenerate guide
>>39197236
>prove
Is there even a point to secure trip codes wot is this
>masT don't
I was pissed about notbf why tf would I leave because of jaw god
>>39197353
what else would you do with them?
Hey fraud how do I stop self destroying myself. I drink a fuck ton and basically do any drug under the sun if its in front of me. Any good books or anything? I'm a smart dude (or like to think so), in uni, and in good shape, just a straight up degenerate. I remember when life wasn't so hollow m8s. Also doing all this coke on roids will probably make me go out zyzz style and I ain't trynna do that.
>>39197262
Wow hot pic. Most of your stuff makes me cringe but I actually got a litte chubby going on ;)
>>39197267
Sup dude?
>>39197377
Eh it's ok, as long as you don't have a clitdick like cheekie
>>39197403
Do lsd and think about where you want to go in life and whether the drinking and drugs are hindering you. Ironically, doing lsd made me want to stop doing lsd cause I was wasting my life.
>>39197403
If you really don't want to do it just don't do it
There's no magic book just willpower
Same as you will yourself to get up and lift
>>39197424
>most of your stuff
I didn't realize there was a collection
>>39197426
Fraud consensus last I checked was dis pussy be poppin'
>>39195540
nope
>>39195633
>it's the retard who can't tell the difference between suppression and shutdown again
>>39197494
I'm new, convince me
>>39197403
Between you and bimbo, there's enough lack of willpower in this thread to derail a small country.
For real, though, you just need to say no to drugs like they told you in elementary school. If you think it's bad for you, just don't.
>>39197540
>every time
go check desuarchives I'm not getting banned again
>>39197308
but he was a bald boss, sucking bald transsexual cock. And you? You're just bald.
You see what i mean.
>>39197377
Did you already better your life? Did you get your prince yet?
>>39197424
Boss life and you?
>>39197262
>things got a little frisky and for now I'm well medicated
but you're still whoring around right
>>39197539
>it's the retard who can't tell the difference between suppression and shutdown again
semantics
>>39197582
>Boss life and you?
mast, the only boss thing about you is the name on the suit you got from a thrift shop
What to expect on mk677
>>39197582
>and you? you are just bald
i also have a small dick and ugly face?
BOOM, now what faggot? didnt expect that ?
>>39197638
the war kinda fucked with your head didnt it?
>>39197638
>semantics
it's really not though
the difference is very important
>>39197494
I mean your pics. I'm sure several anons have collected all of them and jerk off to them regularly hahaha
>>39197582
Same lol. Makin money and chilling. Might go hunting for a woman again here soon.
>>39197658
Huge dick
>>39197638
NO, nobody can take away the boss life. Let a man dream and believe.
You really think my name is boss life? The professor things I am a boss. Love life, love yourself.
GET BIG
>>39197671
masT BTFO, on suicide watch. That was all the leverage i had.
GAME OVER. I never post here anymore, you guiyz are right I am delusional degenerate. I feel like a filthy slut. Used and abused.
>>39197703
do we know each other yet? We're going too fast already. I like it slow and steady.
>>39197582
Nah. Last time notbf called me at 4am to tell me I'm a whore and my dad doesn't love me or something retarded, he's got my number on permablock since
I went off the wall black out psycho apparently and now I've got some pending police reports against me and am taking meds to make me zombie esque again. I think the police reports are pretty much falling through though because it's all he said she said bullshit
So literally nothing changed and I'm still a whore
On the plus side I apparently put in a fuck load on cardio in my down time
But the thighs are fat boi
Oh and my latest fwb thinks he loves me or something so I guess there's that
I feel mostly medicated apathy that smooths over the rage when any little thing reminds me of notbf
>>39197703
>I'm sure several anons have collected all of them and jerk off to them regularly hahaha
*cough cough*.
I dont jerk off to them though, i just save them like the autist i am
t. nofapmasterrace
>>39197743
>on gear
>nofap
feel like killing yourself yet?
>>39197719
>love
>love that thing that is called estp
>loving something that cannot be loved
devil vagina magic at its finest again
what's that site like roid graph or roid chart that lets me see the time of release for different compounds. thanks
>>39197792
steroidcalc
>>39197719
Fuck breh. You got some serious crazy shit going on.
You need a daddy in your life, that supports you. Why not stop whoring and find yourself a real man, who can help you so you can be like Romeo and Juliet and live happily after.
>>39197770
no, i love it. Obviously the crave to fap or fuck is insane, but it makes me so confident and energetic
Do you know how easy it easy to approach girls and how confident you get when you have libido that makes you want to fertilize asses 24/7 ?
>>39197561
My willpower is cool. I swear.
>>39197687
not really, shockingly enough I'm one of the more level-headed and laid back people you'll ever meet
I do have occasional outbursts of being a belligerent asshole, but that's more a nature thing than a nurture
>>39197700
it's one subjective continuum from full gonadal function to complete suppression, the only dynamic added to the suppression end is whatever degree of gonadal atrophy you end up at as your floor
so yeah it is exactly semantics
>>39197718
>You really think my name is boss life?
that whooshing sound is the point sailing over your head at exit velocity
>>39197719
>>39197809
>You need a daddy in your life, that supports you. Why not stop whoring and find yourself a real man, who can help you so you can be like Romeo and Juliet and live happily after.
yeah no that'd be like sticking your dick in a bear trap that has the power to make a guy go from normal, stable, functional person to needing decades of therapy
why would you wish that on someone
what's the ralox/asin dosage for baby's first Test E PCT?
>>39197885
I feel that
>>39197885
are you sure?
i knew some guy that killed shot kids and bunch of men from a range where he could hear their screams, and he is a really fucked up guy.
Like he isnt a bad person, but that shit makes him do/say/think crazy stuff.
Whatever, i hope that shit wont get to you man. It can be a serious issue.
I also hope that murica will stop playing world police.
>>39197909
>pct
>ralox and asin
wew lad
how do you guys go about identifying pot heads to buy weed from?
Will gear help me be simultaneously good at BJJ and lifting heavy weights?
The amount of cardio I get during Jits kills my natty gains
>>39197960
I live in Washington so I just go to the store.
Celibate master race
Think of how many great people of history were destroyed because of.lust.
Now think about all these chads who do nothing but chase more and more pussy. Are they accomplishing anything? No.
Vaginas destroy lives people.
>Pic related. Needless violence because of vagina influence
>>39197115
>guy in normal range
>gets on trt
>fits of rage when wife cheats on him
>ITS ROID RAAAGEEE
>>39197960
>Hey man do you smoke weed?
Wow so hard.
>>39197945
ralox is pretty much the best SERM out there, and asin the best AI. the fuck faggot
I need a source for my first cycle. Help
>>39197909
ralox is actually not that great at restarting HPTA
why not use a more established SERM like tamoxifene (nolva)?
go to reddit's wiki for nolva based PCT. you can probably extrapolate for ralox knowing that 60mg is a pretty normal ED dose for people removing gyno
look into nolva/clomid man. also how long was your cycle?
that being said, ralox has low sides, little/no activity @ liver iirc, it has its purposes
>>39197885
have you used test u from aforementioned reddit person? haven't seen any reviews on his u, though he seems to be well liked for his other stuff
>>39197743
You would be nofap sven...
>>39197998
do you need to ask this to obvious pot heads?
>>39197997
That's not what happened.
First off he said 'high end of trt' which to me means more than natty test, at least. Could be wrong.
Second"normal range" is arbitrary as fuck, you should know that. 350ng/dl is 'NORMAL'
Third, he's not saying he flew off in a rage. He's saying instead of crying and whining about it he just got angry. That's not roid rage. Roid rage would be getting the wrong order back at McDonald's so start throwing ketchup packs as hard as you can at the people behind the counter.
And then you chime in how NAH BREH ITS ALL PLACEBO NO EFFECT LMAO
jerry get your shit together
>>39198014
Yeah, I tried clomid and nolva on cycle and didn't like the sides. With ralox I have no sides at all. I know it's not as good, but the lack of sides make it worth it for me. I guess I'll do 60 mg then, thanks.
I was on for 16 weeks. Been off two weeks starting today. Honestly, might just hop back on to a cruise dose, but I have until the end of the day to decide that.
>>39198034
No, but dont ask it to people who are obviously against drugs.
They dont need to be wearing hemp sweatshirts but try not to ask your mid 50s middle-management bitch of a co-worker.
>>39197989
This.
Lust should be eliminated from one's constitution (i.e., nofap, noporn, etc.) and sublimated into higher desires.
With a little practice and supplementation with transcendental philosophies you'll start to experience natural pleasure that arises from the effortless contemplation of the higher natures of creation (and the source of creation as well).
>>39198002
>PCT
>post cycle therapy
>the point of time where you try to get your natural leves back
>pop aromatise inhibitors for PCT
someone kill me if im biting the b8 right now
>>39197914
oh wow I didn't even think of that, hahaha
>>39197936
it's literally an entirely individual thing
entirely dependent on what you went through, who you went through it with aka support structures, who you had with you when you came back home and the quiet really set in, and the biggest thing is just the completely random nature of how you personally process everything that's entirely up to both genetic predispositions and how you grew up
some people it's just that one thing that does the death star run and bullseyes you right past all of your defenses, others it's the slow grinding wearing away at their souls and they don't know how to deal, other people like me just try to accept shit for what it is then learn from it and move on
I was the one that ended up playing therapist for a bunch of guys that got hit by something, not just because I was their doc and they were my responsibility, but because I loved all of them and had the maturity to turn my ego off and just help them work through shit the best they could, or facilitate them getting help from somebody a little more qualified than a jumped-up shaved gorilla with a rifle and some bandaids
>>39197989
>>39198072
binary black and white thinking is a hallmark of the dull mind
then again you're both pseudointellectuals desperately trying to masquerade as ~deep~ and ~meaningful~, so yeah
>>39198002
>ralox is pretty much the best SERM out there, and asin the best AI. the fuck faggot
and triptorelin or luliberin is lightyears beyond either
>>39198014
>have you used test u from aforementioned reddit person? haven't seen any reviews on his u, though he seems to be well liked for his other stuff
nein but he's a decent established guy with consistent reviews
also why the fuck would I buy test u nigger I've got enough sitting here to brew up cruise dose for the better part of 8 years
>>39197885
this is some "a square is a rectangle but a rectangle isn't necessarily a square" shit
"shutdown" is binary, you either are or you aren't. you can be 10, 20, 50, 90% suppressed without being shutdown.
this difference is very important, so no, it's not just "semantics." it's literally the difference between having to kickstart your hpta back up or not.
Starting to get some soreness in the front of my delts right around pic related, thoughts?
Generally only occurs when I'm going through shoulder press / OHP movements
>>39198023
guys, sven is dead
he hasn't posted in like 4 weeks
>>39198088
In that case "shutdown" doesn't exist. You'll never be 100% shut down with literally no testosterone production at all.
>>39198054
>I guess I'll do 60 mg then, thanks.
Maybe do 120mg ED for the first week or two just while all that excess test is still in your system. Better be safe rather than sorry lest you get crazy aromatisation (since you didn't describe your AI dosing schedule I'm assuming you are going to do it wrong - look on reddit's wiki for doses).
>Been off two weeks starting today.
Wait so during those two weeks you were taking nolva/clomid, right? Or were you doing nothing?
I personally don't see the downsides to just staying on a cruise dose.
>>39198089
To clarify; around the blue circle, not the fucking arrow my dumb ass didn't even notice was in the photo before posting
>>39198054
you know what else has less effectiveness and no sides? taking nothing at all
>>39197989
>>39198072
Those chads have fun. Which is all that truly matters. There is nothing more. In the end everyone will be forgotten and humanity will go extinct, making life meaningless.
So go have fun instead of spouting pseudo-intellectual bullshit.
>>39197960
I just drive to the supermarket, edibles are next to the chocolate here.
>tfw dutch.
>>39197885
>I do have occasional outbursts of being a belligerent asshole, but that's more a nature thing than a nurture.
Wouldn't know, but that sounds like me. I only deal with road rage and the occasional outburst. Otherwise i'll just leave whenever people get annoying.
It's for the best.
>>39197770
I dislike fapping. So I almost never do it. Pretty sure i didn't even once on tren.
But
>tfw caber+gf
>>39198072
>higher desires
Such as what
>>39198072
"It sometimes happens that when an inexperienced meditator falls into the nimitta, they immediately bounce back to where they began. I call this "Yo, yo Jhanas," after the children's toy that goes up and down on the end of a string. It isn't real Jhana, because it doesn't last long enough, but it is so close that I give it this label. It is that enemy "excitement," which I explained above, that caused the mindfulness to bounce right back from Jhana. Such a reaction is quite understandable since the bliss that one experiences when falling into the nimitta is so much more joy than one can ever imagine. If one thought that the best sexual orgasm was something nice, then one now discovers that it is nothing, trivial, compared to the bliss of these Jhanas. These Jhanas are powerful, they blow one away, they are real bliss. Even after a Yo, yo Jhana, one often bursts into tears with happiness, crying at the most wonderful experience, by far, of one's whole life."
- Ajahn Brahm
>>39198101
you can very much stop producing lh/vsh
>>39198153
fsh
mobile typing smH
>>39198088
what the fuck is even going on right now
>"shutdown" is binary, you either are or you aren't. you can be 10, 20, 50, 90% suppressed without being shutdown.
you can also be 100% suppressed you thick motherfucker, see:
>the only dynamic added to the suppression end is whatever degree of gonadal atrophy you end up at as your floor
god damn do I have to break out the fucking crayons for this one?
>>39198089
>>39198106
lu raises
>>39198084
>and triptorelin or luliberin is lightyears beyond either
Yeah, but good luck finding some
>>39198084
>binary black and white thinking is a hallmark of the dull mind
So what's your solution? Just keep on thinking of everything on a continuum having no really defined nature and being so ambivalent that you can't make conclusions about anything without sticking pages of qualifying addendum as a disclaimer (lest you offend the sensibilities of those enlightened ones who have non-"binary" thinking?
Not saying I really disagree with you that not everything is black and white but thinking that a quip about that is enough to discredit a stance held and espoused by scholarly saints/monks/philosophers for centuries is pretty stupid as well. Or maybe they were the ones with a dull mind.
>>39198099
Thank God
>>39198127
>I dislike fapping
But why?...
>>39198150
How 2 align Chakra?
>>39198089
after doing rotator cuff exercises, i goth some really horrific soreness in that area too.
Like even when all the soreness in my other muscles vanish, this one stays for full 5 fucking days and it feels like a strained tendon or something.
was worried at first, but i figured it was my rotator cuff muscles getting trained for the first time in 22 years.
>>39198174
>this is some "a square is a rectangle but a rectangle isn't necessarily a square" shit
THE DIFFERENCE IS IMPORTANT YOU MOUTHBREATHER
>>39198106
You could be getting impinged, a certain percentage of people have a hooked acromion and have this happen in overhead movements.
Too hard to determine online the direct cause in this case.
>>39197743
It's like collecting cards
have a rare nofap shiney
>>39197809
Apparently I wreck them all
And I get bored and end up ignoring everything that loves me
>>39197885
My sides
I honestly don't think I do such awful things
I still don't understand why notbf blames me for him being batshit
Whatever
I'm gr8, people just want to blame everyone but themselves and I was the closest person
>>39198180
Dunno. It's boring? I prefer sex.
But I have this shit called emotions, I hate them, they make sex with random sluts boring as well.
>>39198206
Canadian degenerate, where were you?
>>39198174
lu raises?
>>39198183
desu I don't really do any specific rotator cuff exercises
>>39198189
Thanks, don't suppose the fact I get a 'popping' going through the OHP movements helps clarify at all
Just bouncing back from a serious injury after months off. The last thing I want to do is throw myself into another one, fuck
>>39198084
>triptorelin
Hey brick I saw you mention this earlier too. It's been a while since I did my research on HPTA and all the drugs that act on it, but iirc triptorelin is sometimes used for GnRH receptor desensitization right?
I think I read bout it in a context where they were intentionally trying to induce desensitization. But I guess it's the does that would determine that. Just wondering if this sounds familiar or anything.
>I've got enough sitting here to brew up cruise dose for the better part of 8 years
Interesting. You have it sitting in raws? Are you worried about degradation? I know jano popped in here a few threads back and confirmed that shelf life of raws is a bit worse than brewed.
Also what trest ester are you again? I swear I remember someone in /fraud/ talking about trest u and I wanted to ask them about it.
>>39198118
yes
>>39198180
Jhana is what happens when your attention is stable and still. Truly stable and truly still.
To do this you must calm the body and senses, and have something for the mind to rest on. Usually the breath is chosen, for a multitude of reasons I wont get into. It doesn't necessarily have to be the breath.
You don't align your chakras, you dont DO anything really.
>>39198217
>But I have this shit called emotions, I hate them, they make sex with random sluts boring as well.
I know this feel...
>>39198233
I think she was just sad that I was gone and lost her will to post. That's what my ego is telling me and it's never wrong.
>>39198254
I was just fucking with you. I don't really I to hippy bullshit. I do stretch a lot though
>>39198037
1200ng/dl is also normal
Without numbers there is no way to know.
Im not arguing that there is no change.
But without numbers it is hard to say and such a switch in attitudes sounds like placebo to me. We are all capable of tears. Dude is just madder than he is sad.
>>39198180
Wheres my loli
>>39198254
>this thing someone made up to sound spiritual to shill for money...
>>39197174
wait so the fact that i get 0 shedding from even fuckloads of tren and dbol doesn't mean i won't go bald?
fuck
>>39198267
Loli 4 u.
>>39198267
Sup dude. We gotta wait for Trump to win and ruin economics in China so I can buy her. Shit we might even be able to get a two for one. Did you see my cool MAGA hats picture? How was the surgery? You lifting?
>>39198233
Getting in fist fights and almost stabbing people for not eating popcorn which I guess I took as a challenge against my will
'allegedly'
Fuck if I know
>estp is back
Fuck. I was hoping she was dead.
>>39198267
Pouting SoB4jerrbear
>>39198267
>But without numbers it is hard to say and such a switch in attitudes sounds like placebo to me. We are all capable of tears.
please
even if you disagree with test mental gains, you should know how much balancing e2 matters and being on test could have solved his out of whack e2 making him no longer cry at everything
>>39198298
About fucking time too. There's lulz to be had.
>>39198266
You said you wouldn't tell anyone!!
>>39197377
Lmao nice weeb hoodie
>>39198331
Dattebayo
>>39198266
It's not exactly hippy bullshit. Brahm graduated from Cambridge with a degree in theoretical physics back in the early 70s
Meditation is actually becoming well studied scientifically. Even 'beginner' courses of 8-weeks with just mindfulness have profound STRUCTURAL changes on the brain. Think about that, 8-weeks of this (in a particularly 'low' form) and your brain physically changes shape.
>>39198268
Dude is a monk, he doesn't handle money. At all, he isn't allowed to. He can't even cook or buy his own food.
>>39198289
Thats an old used up hag
>>39198293
It went well, thanks. Almost back to normal. Maybe another week?
But then Ive gotta cut hard.
>>39198302
Those are large breasts!
Its like you hate me.
>>39198305
>take higher test
>which converts to estro
>no more tears brah!!
Weak b8m8
>>39198175
I can think of 5 clearnet peps sites off the top of my head
>>39198178
why don't you let the stance held and espoused by those people for such a long time stand on its own merits instead of trying to use a tired old saw like the appeal to age
my "solution" is to not be intellectually lazy and realize that by its nature it's a continual self-refining process, you can draw conclusions in the same vein as the scientific method where something coalesces from available evidence while eliminating personal bias and you firmly acknowledge the fact that while there is x amount of weight behind this new thing it's never going to be absolute inviolate truth
>>39198206
I mean you can't absolve the dude from his portion of the blame, but at the same time there should be this little voice in the back of a dude's head that starts screaming like a stuck pig when he really gets a good look at you
>>39198241
youtube, chinese oly champion
>>39198248
>but iirc triptorelin is sometimes used for GnRH receptor desensitization right?
in quantities ~20x our therapeutic dosages constantly re-administered to maintain suppression, I've seen things about temporarily evoking an artificially high lh/fsh output from a second 100mcg pin ~2 weeks after the first iirc but it fades away after a little while and people are already skittish enough about desensitization as it is
>You have it sitting in raws? Are you worried about degradation?
brewed should end up with less oxidation than raws but just a matter of getting to it, if I really wanted to go nuts and stockpile I'd n2 purge the filled vials and crimp them at positive pressure while using the most oxidatively stable carrier oil I could find
>Also what trest ester are you again?
decanoate
>>39198222
Mirin jerrbears
Haven't smashed the girlie in a week.
>>39198307
You euros get all the cool drugs
>>39198413
>decanoate
Fugg. It's basically impossible to find trest D once those fucktards at PO went belly up.
>>39198309
We don't need to hide our love anymore bb!
>>39198372
Eh like I said. I stretch and breathe and chill but that's about as far as meditation goes.
>>39198409
Nice. So you are all fixed up? No more exploding calves?
>>39198414
As if you can't go get laid right now Chad.
>>39198084
you make it sound like, people got issues from war because they were hit with something?
The guy i was talking about, was fucked in the head because he has shot men and even a child, and saw them dying.
Second question, do you even had people in your "squad" or whatever, that actually enjoyed the war? I mean i know its a real thing, seeing these videos with US soldiers pissing on corpses and laughing their ass of.
>>39198409
If you decide to blast and cruise for a whole year, are you devoting to forever be on TRT?
>>39198465
That's fine. Just using you to promote a practice that works and has profound positive effects with basically zero downsides. Completely free. Scientifically studied as well.
>>39198372
>your brain physically changes shape.
No.
>>39198465
I'm just saying I have enough self control not to fuck my human trash ex.
how do you come off a year long Test E blast and cruise? Will my levels return or am I fucked?
>>39198570
http://www.ironmagazineforums.com/threads/146990-Recovered-perfectly-from-a-1-year-blast-cruise
>>39198533
Oh but it does!
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3004979/
>>39198461
yeah well fuck them and their customer service, literally the worst shit I have ever experienced in my entire life, like comcast and verizon had a retarded flipper baby incapable of communication
>>39198471
metaphorically hit by something, as in some event that impacted them emotionally
>The guy i was talking about, was fucked in the head because he has shot men and even a child, and saw them dying.
and because of his own personal psychological makeup he was incapable of digesting and incorporating that without internalizing whatever measure of it, it's literally just random chance more than anything else
>Second question, do you even had people in your "squad" or whatever, that actually enjoyed the war?
are you fucking kidding me? war is the most profound, electrifying, visceral drug ever invented and the high is indescribably superlative
I miss the actual "war" parts every second of every day, but the "war" parts are vanishing quicker than a gnat fart in a hurricane and the entire rest of the military experience is an intolerable shit-smeared kaleidoscope of self-masturbatory misery
>>39198127
>There is nothing more.
Your entire argument hinges on this. Are you calling the monastic orders that have independently evolved with every religion of note and that have even attracted secular philosophers mere bastions of "pseudo-intellectual bullshit."
Just because you can't find a reason to keep your dick in your pants doesn't mean those who have found a reason are spouting bs.
>>39198148
You can either pursue pure concentration-type meditation, or contemplation-type meditation that involves close reading of scriptures relating to discovering the underlying nature of life and relative existence. Both paths are worthy of praise, though I am partial to the latter.
If you are actually interested, it helps to start on this path from what is closest to you. If you were raised Christian, I would start reading the contemplation of Catholic church doctors.
If raised atheist, read the ancient greek philosophers starting with Xenophanes. If that's too obtuse, you might enjoy Cicero's "On the Nature of the Gods" for a good intro to epicurean/stoic philosophy that is not too dissimilar from popular ideas held today.
If raised in an eastern tradition, please avoid Buddhism unless you have a competent teacher who is versed in his/her sect. Vedic school of thought is much more coherent and has less sectarian variation.
Coupled with the improvement in mental real estate that you get from removing lust from your system, you will find yourself better equipped to focus on their import and see the subtle reality to which these great thinkers' writings refer.
>>39198150
Exactly. When you realize that that for which the people who had enjoyed royal pleasures, CHAD status, and harems of women left it all is not a meme, abstinence from wet human holes doesn't seem as big of a sacrifice as it does currently.
>>39198413
>use a tired old saw like the appeal to age
Fair enough. I mean I was using that to kinda show how you're not just dismissing a random anon's crackpot theory but are in fact dismissing something that many cultures have come to regard as important in their religious/monastic traditions.
Not saying that makes it any better of an idea, just saying that maybe it deserves a little more than "lol binary thinking nice try so ~deep." But this is 4chan, not like I'm expecting anything more or put in extra effort myself haha
>>39198606
Fuck off "prove me wrong" retard.
>>39198625
Yes, they're all just a bunch of retarded, delusional idiots.
Trying to feel superior by doing retarded shit isn't new. It doesn't mean a thing.
>>39198663
Im proving myself correct. Meditation changes the structure of the brain, it's actually becoming pretty well studied.
>>39198465
Not in my left leg. I have it in my right, but it wasnt nearly as severe as my left. We'll see if I need that surgery once I can run again.
>>39198693
>blankly staring at nothing changes the shape of our brain.
Everything we do changes us.
Correlation =/= causation. Now go spout this shit somewhere else. Or trip so sensible people can filter you.
>>39198687
Literally just name calling. Really proving your point there pal.
How many brown dicks has your ex taken at this point? Think she's had a train run on her yet? What's her favorite flavor? I bet she loves the dark chocolate Somalian dick.
>>39198725
Specifically causes cortical thickening and over time increased grey matter retention. Both extremely important things.
See images here
>>39198606
>>39198513
>Blankly staring at nothing
Ok so you literally dont even know what meditation is. Then why are you raging so hard about it?
>>39198727
Pretty sure nothing, I might not be keeping an eye on her but others have for me.
Losers have existed for millenia, always trying to justify their lack of everything else.
Those cults are just old-timey neckbeards.
>>39198413
>n2 purge the filled vials and crimp them at positive pressure while using the most oxidatively stable carrier oil I could find
Is this something you think you could do by yourself by just buying the right equipment?
Damn, I thought I was fancy after reading about the BA/BB co-solvent ratios and stuff but this rabbit hole seems to keep getting deeper!
Should I be checking to see if my sources do what you mentioned? Or is this degree of seriousness inspired from pharma practice?
>>39198538
Lmao I love it. Make Chad's great again!
>>39198716
Best wishes dude
>>39198725
My bad, wrong idiot I responded to there.
You've proved nothing desu. It's not detailed enough. It shows there might be change, not that there would be change. Nothing else has been accounted for.
>>39198725
>>39198687
Damn this guy is angry. What happened bro?
>>39198792
His ex prefers immigrant dick
>>39198792
Life breh...
>>39198513
Interesting how the meditators start lower on the gray matter compared to control but have a lessened decline. What do you think is the reason for this? Link to paper for their proposition why?
>>39198792
Im hot. Dnp does that. And I can't stand people that claim evidence on coincidences.
All that crap is easily explained.
>People finding deeper meaning in MLP?
>M'neckbeards?
>His "monks"?
All just a piss poor attempt at justifying their empty, meaningless lives. Trying to drag others down with them.
That's nothing worthy of praise.
>>39198774
probably could but there's no actual need for me to do so while raws are still easily available
>Should I be checking to see if my sources do what you mentioned? Or is this degree of seriousness inspired from pharma practice?
pure theoretical butthole-fingering just based on reducing oxygen concentrations as much as possible inside the sealed environment
>>39198786
>To summarize, analyses of gray matter concentration changes in the regions of interest analysis supported significant increases in the left hippocampus in the MBSR group, confirming that structural changes in this region are detectable within eight weeks following the participation in this mindfulness training program.
Stay mad.
>>39198799
She was advocating to limit or stop migration last I heard. And she hates pretty much everyone anyway.
She wouldn't even go near a shitskin, she thinks they look disgusting and smell even worse.
Shame I lost her, she would have been great on /pol/
>>39198863
Now compare that to people doing something useful.
>oh wait. You can't.
It's a meaningless study and those researchers should be ashamed.
>>39198890
K.
>>39198596
So if I'm gonna do a year blast (just Test E in my case), use HCG and GnRH. Got it
>>39198835
Meaning is subjective though is it not? One could say their meaning comes from contributing to society while you previously defined meaning as "being happy". Possibly some find personal satisfaction in meditating (which defeats the purpose I might add); in that case, whats the problem?
No offense, but you don't sound very smart. You sound stubborn.
Also, often their lives might be empty but they embody levels of empathy and charity that are remarkable. Under standard Christian ideals is that not worthy of praise?
Or are you someone who believes charity and selflessness is not cause for merit?
I'm just trying to get you, man. You sound mad angry.
Maybe you should meditate.
>>39198878
Define 'doing something useful' in this context?
>mean age of 38.0 years (SD: 4.1 years). Ethnicities were: 13 Caucasians, one Asian, one African American, and one multi-ethnic. Participants had an average of 17.7 years of education (SD: 1.9 years).
It's not like they grabbed 20-something pre-grads looking for cash. These are educated working adults. Add to that, this isnt a radical change in daily activity, average time spent was 27 minutes a day.
You are really mad at something you have very little understanding of.
>>39198687
Hey I'm the guy who wrote >>39198625 (You)
You're entitled to your opinion. Not sure why someone is trolling you over your responses to it. Sorry about your ex.
All I'd say is to keep an open mind about this stuff. God knows I used to feel the same way about this shit but I slowly became more receptive to it and have recently started to see the fruits of pursuing it.
I agree that "it doesn't mean a thing" in the context of the worldly games we all play and try to succeed in. But there are other ways to cut the cake and non-physical attributes that we can try to improve on.
And hell, I still miss pussy some days. It's not like anyone's perfect (although some of these saintly personalities from early times make you question that). But once you start to see gains in the philosophical/contemplative department it can get kinda addicting.
Btw guys I can offer testing now. $100 a pop. More than jano I believe but it should be a faster turnaround for US customers.
>>39198971
>>39198953
>Christian ideals
Those would include pedophilia? They're outdated.
>contributing to society
One that will go extinct eventually, what's the point?
People do things for their own benefit or to delude themselves. That charity? They get praise. Contribute to society? Could pay off, increase status.
Meditation, if it works, is still 90% crap. There are likely ways to do it more efficiently, effectively and enhance these alleged effects with drugs.
So, like those that came up with it, it's outdated and irrelevant.
Nootropics > meditation.
>>39198967
>Not sure why someone is trolling you over your responses to it
He acts like this every time he gets a chance. About damn near anything. He makes his mind up about something and then throws insults out if you disagree. Instead of engaging him it's easier to just make him madder and laugh
>>39198971
raws only I assume? no oils?
>>39199010
Lol seriously. I am using a new lab and things are finally stable. They have 4 lcms machines 3 hnmr and a bunch of other shit I don't even know what it is. They do primarily drug research targeting specific proteins and then move into lab rats. They are basically doing all the steps leading up to testing in humans.
Lab was cool as shit. Lots of robots and stuff. They agreed to let me film there so I'm gonna try to work up some youtube videos for promotional purposes.
>>39199020
Alright, if you have a history with him that's fair. I was just confused because it's not really an uncommon opinion among the vast majority of people. The ideals of a monk are very hard to identify with for anyone, much less people who are on 4chan, much less people who are on /fit/, much less people on /fraud/.
>>39198957
Anything using their brain, which most people don't. Not at work nor at home. Most work could be automated, it's mindless drone crap. So unless they were actively trying to do something challenging this research is meaningless.
Even highly educated Jobs are auto-pilot tier these days.
Might as well fire up dr NIPON GLORIOUS' BRAIN TRAINER DESU.
>>39198967
Nootropics are likely vastly superior and meditation itself is mostly a meme. Though it's possible there are some benefits there is no research showing how it adds up to actually using your brain. So it's pretty damned meaningless.
Ex thing has been years, I honestly don't care much for other women and found life to be meaningless anyway. There is nothing more, nothing greater. Just us ants living and dieing. If Im going to live, it's for my benefit, not others.
Or hers, but that's my weakness.
I would make an awesome sociopath. Right now feels for my ex keep me from doing certain things.
>>39199073
It's because the only thing he does is post prove me wrong on edgy shit that doesn't belong here.
And i've got a short fuse on dnp. I have issues breathing properly and im sweating buckets. I'm avoiding human contact for another 10 days.
Last year I did dnp and beat the crap out of someone while out of breath.
>dnp
>yellow
>tren
>yellow
Fuck I've been taking tren! That explains it.
>>39199010
You want some vials? I need less than 10mg for testing.
>>39199061
I should be able to test oil? Raws are easier.
>>39197147
Doesn't look too bad Bruce Willis.
>>39199184
Why are you investing in silver and ammo? In preparation of an impending habbening or are those your usual investment outlets?
>tfw your lottle brother drops by your work
>throws $5 at you and some change
>'look you didn't even have to fuck me for it'
Btfo by my own blood weeeew
>>39199229
My sister does this
Hello, are there any good resources for learning about steroids, cycles etc online?
planning on doing it at some point in the future, just want to educate myself on the matter first.
>>39199229
jesus fucking christ
>>39199184
ehh mebbe, although $100 is rough on the margins for personal sized orders
>>39199229
kid's going places
>>39199229
>>39199229
Have him buy my ticket
>>39199229
do you have a sister
can I have her
>>39199184
btw way to never respond to my email last night you spearchucker
>>39199224
Yes I think there is gonna be an impending happening and ammo is not too expensive. $0.25 a round for 77gr hollow point .556
As for silver that's a no brainer. The stock market is a complete shit show right now. Extremely inflated and investors don't know their ass from their elbow right now. None of the fundamentals are applying to investment at this time in stocks. It's purely a day trader in and out market right now. If you have long-term Investments you need to sell them all and put that money into the metals. I also hold a small amount of BTC.
I am not super old by any means but the corruption and things that are occurring in America right now are insane and I have never seen them in my lifetime nor have my parents or any other older people I've talked too. Shit is no Bueno. Better safe than sorry, always be prepared. Etc etc.
>>39199229
Just sell drugs for me and you won't need to let strange men sex you!
>>39199256
Ya I know it's high. =/ it's my cost plus a few for my trouble.
>>39199283
I already claimed her sorry
>>39199311
Ya of have your email lol. Once this podcast is over I will go inside and respond to emails.
P.S. In case anyone is wondering why I really came back see pic related.
Hey /fraud/ can anyone give me some advice on where to start for making a first cycle.
Is there like a generic beginner cycle or anything?
Just looking to run some Test-E and continue powerlifting to see how much weight I can put on before the end of the year
Pic related is what I have available
>>39199333
trips of truth
Where the fuck are you getting 77gr 556 @.25 a round??? I just bought 500 rounds of 62gr and it was like 0.41 per round or maybe more after shipping.
I'm playing some pharma stocks right now that have catalysts in the spring, but was planning to sell the shit I have in mutual stocks before November.
I feel like when Trump wins people are just going to lose their minds and bail just like they did for Brexit. Agree with you about the corruption. Am I sort of on track when it comes to the timing of this habbening? Or are you thinking about another event or bubble-burst?
And the reason you're converting cash to silver is the simple reason of possession right? I'm all for cashing out investments but the step to silver is a little foreign to me (but then again, I've never went through a serious crash in my short adult lifetime).
>>39199339
grab some aromasin, clomid, and nolva with that test E and you've got a good 1st cycle
also:
>cycle
>>39199333
trio of trips confirm habbending
but yeah, silver and ammo are good investments.
I should really take a picture of my happening bunker one day for you guys
>6 55gal purified light-proofed water drums
>stockpiles of ammo
>table mounted grain-mill
>bugout bag(s) [multiple at multiple residencies and a few wildnerness locations I check annually]
>4-tier shelving unit about 8ft tall x 25ft long full of seeds
>equal sized shelving unit full of canned food, MRE's, other food supplies
>misc.: life straws, fire utensils, heating, temporary shelter, etc. could go on forever listing shit
you're all welcome to join me in the happening
Quick one guys. I'm not new to roids but I'm new to orals aside for prohormones. I'm going back home for roughly 2 months and so I want to delay injecting for this period. I'm wanting to take anavar as a sort of bridge. Would 7/8 weeks of var at say 30mg be ok. I'm not looking for any big gains from it, maybe a 3/4 lbs. mainly just to keep what I have until I can inject again. Would I need to worry about my liver or blood pressure at that dose?
Thanks brehs
>>39199451
Word I'm taking you up on this. You can put me to work.
>>39199333
Wait wait wait.
4chan been bought out by the globalists? Fucking weird.
>>39199464
Var is so mild you shouldn't worry about anything other than lipids. You won't gain anything but 30-40mg should help maintain. You'll be way less full though.
If you ate at a surplus you'd probably keep strength.
>>39199451
>>39199466
>putting bimbo to work sowing seeds in all of the furrows we create
surreal
>>39199483
Anything I can take for helping my lipids? And thanks
>>39199451
How old are you dude?
Mirin the preparedness. You're the guy with stockpiled test as well right?
Are you in the midwest USA? I feel like I should be more survial-minded since I'm in the SW but I've really been lagging behind. All I've got is my rifle+ammo, two boxes of MREs, and a few 5 gallon jugs of water.
Where did you learn about what all you need? /k/ barely gets into that shit I feel. Their most active threads are about gucci ARs and I guess their AK thread is pretty active as well.
>>39199339
r/steroids/wiki
I suggest deleting that image before a mod comes in and notices there's an email in there, that's source talk and gets you banned around here
>>39199531
>flash hider
>>39199398
I like ammunitiontogo dot com for my ammo. They had 1000 rounds of 77gr for $249 the other day. Looks like it's sold out though.
Silver tripled nearly last crash and gold doubled. Silver is easier to buy because it's only like $17.50 an ounce instead of $1300 like gold. You just need to go to a we buy gold place or go online to purchase it. I have a close personal friend who owns a coin store so I get the hookup but it's not hard to find a good dealer.
The markets are over inflated. The country is still shit and yet we have record market highs with the lowest individual investor rate ever. It's all the establishment trying to swipe money off the table just like 2008. Pic related
>>39199451
Sounds bad ass. What part of the country are you in?
>>39199478
Ding ding ding. That's a bingo. Numerous people jumped at the chance to buy the site from Japanese moot and he didn't sell to anyone despite severe financial problems and all of the sudden ctr threads like crazy and professionally made hillary pepes and weird bans. Anons did some digging and a hillary super pac basically bought the rights to be mods hence why the crusade against me posting is over.
>>39199531
>age
20
>stockpiled test
bugoutbag dedicated to it kek
>midwest
yeah, not a lot of likely targets or reason for anything to happen here, but once shit hits the fan for real, it's not isolated
I learned a lot from family. Multiple vets in the family, they're resourceful enough they've taught me some decent tips when it comes to things to look out for. Mostly comes from my father, ex-CIA
>inb4 big guy, he is
He's always done the prepping thing my entire life too, had shit packed away for as long as I can remember. Kinda tells you that you should be prepared for something when someone who held a position like that is doing the same.
Just spend time browsing some milsurp stores or sportsmans guide; you'll find little useful things that you can pick up. Half of being prepared is having the things you need, the other half is just knowing how to be resourceful with what you have and being able to adapt those things to different situations.
example being, I know that if I'm forced out of retreating into my hole where all of my water is stored, I need another water solution. Can't exactly take even one 55 gallon drum with me. Hence the life straws, as well as a "portable" (5 gal) water filter for large amounts of water. And if it comes down to it, the good ol' "boil it before you drink it"
>>39199587
see above, midwest
>>39199587
I bought 100€ worth of gold with a 1:500 leverage +- 18 months ago. I know it should still be running.
Itll be like my btc, ill find it 4 years from now.
I mined 17 back in 2008 or so. Then forgot about them. Kek. Found the wallet later. That was a fine day.
Can't remember my password though. For the gold.
>>39199238
pls respond
>>39199651
r/steroids wiki page
>>39199611
I'm in FL. Don't really have a shit hit the fan bug out location desu lol. Maybe my buddies land in the country about an hour away.
>>39199625
>Can't remember my password though. For the gold.
Fail.jpg
>>39199611
Watch many many hours of Survivor man, read the military issued survival manuals, and go on hunts/thru hikes with ultralight packs.
That'll get you as mentally ready as possible really, besides the firearms.
>>39199611
Very cool man. I didn't have half of the worldly awareness you do at your age - probably still don't at 25. But you've inspired me to get thinking about this stuff more seriously.
Do you own your own house? I feel like that is a huge prerequisite for prepping on the scale you have done.
BTW how do you stash shit in the wilderness and "check on it" without disturbing it? Do you just make sure no one else has disturbed it? Are you burying shit in the dirt?
On the topic of water purification, is it so important what sort of water you use to irrigate your crops with (which is what I assume you have the seeds for). Like, can you use natural water sources to water your plants and then the stockpiled water for yourself and fellow humans?
I'm wondering if a hydroponic setup in a bunker would be useful since I know soil growing can be very expensive water-wise.
>>39199587
This may show my basic lack of understanding about markets and stuff, but I am wondering how you think the stock crash would impact the housing market.
I've been holding off on buying a house just because I have this sense that it's a seller's market. I feel like in view of the reasoning laid out in you posts and the artificially low institutional interest rates, a stock market crash is imminent.
Will a housing crash follow? Would you wait to buy a house in the current market or am I deluding myself and throwing money away by continuing to rent?
I know the last crash was due to fraudulent practices when packaging mortgages, so I'm not sure whether the correlation/timing can inform me very well about when the next crash will be.
>>39199670
I'll get it eventually. I like surprises.
Found 2 old prepaid ccs a few days ago. 1700€ in both total but they're no longer valid.
Gotta send them in + my bank account shit and they'll deposit that.
Guess my new car + tuning is coming soon.
Local company gets it up to 240bhp and 410nm.
And it still hits 47mpg/1l per 20km
>>39199715
Right now everything is in a massive bubble, the Fed has set the interest rate at 0.
They're deliberately blowing shit the fuck up.
>>39199670
Quite a few woods by my place.
I'm not intent on staying in a house during the happening, but I'll stay there until I can't any longer, to reap the benefit of what supplies I can.
But my backup location is about 10 minutes away, even more remote. About 5 miles into a wooded area; dug a shallow pit and brick/mortared/waterproofed it; enter into it from the side of a hill about, maybe 25 feet away? Would have to measure exactly
not exactly comfy, but it's got a cot, some small supply stores (maybe ~5yr worth?) and enough natural shelter / camo around it, especially considering it's underground ~2.5ft
>>39199713
trust me, survivorman was my shit. Watched all the episodes as they aired growing up.
>survival manuals
have read a few field guides for medical treatment, have numerous books on safety in the wild (what's edible, what's not, easily identifiable pictures)
hiking is a frequent pasttime
>>39199715
>own house
no, but I don't want to get into a lot of detail about the logistics involved with that
>stash shit in the wilderness
burying shit in the dirt, some hollow tree trunks, other areas like that. I check the bags they're stocked in, pull them up annually, make sure everything's still solid. Always take extra bags with me in case I need to replace anything due to erosion from the elements, none of that so far after ~3yrs, no incidents with people stealing them, hidden fairly well and in very remote areas.
>water sources and crops
depends on the event, obviously with any type of radioactivity pretty much any natural source is a no-go.
>hydroponic setup
again, depends on the event. Anything radioactive in nature and I'd say it would be useless. BUT if you could get a seep-stream of water for slow replacement over time through the hydroponic systems basin, just out of the ground and run through a large particle filter, then you'd be able to run it effortlessly without impeding your water supply
>>39199715
>I've been holding off on buying a house just because I have this sense that it's a seller's market.
You are spot on.
>Will a housing crash follow? Would you wait to buy a house in the current market or am I deluding myself and throwing money away by continuing to rent?
If the markets crash housing will follow. Only the metals will go up. Rent now, buy a year after the crash.
Buy low, sell high. KISS. Zig when everyone else zags.
Silver and the metals are getting hammered lately and the market continues to rise for no reason. GOOD, more cheap silver for me. Might seem crazy but watch...
>>39199750
I don't know how people miss place money lmao
>>39199765
Nice graph and summary. We /fraud biz/ now? Never liked /biz/ btw. They are so up the ass of crypto currencies without understanding the fundamentals. That board is a buncha turkeys imho.
>>39199797
>>39199715
actually, I redact that statement about the hydroponic setup
if you made it self-sufficient within its own bio-dome you could use the reclaimed water from a condensation catch to cycle back through the basin
but practice that, a LOT, before shit goes down. With numerous different types of crops.
>>39199750
You have a mini? I used to have a 450whp awd eclipse when I was younger. Shit was bad ass. Ran an 11.7 second 1/4 mile as my best. Car got stolen years ago =(
>>39199817
>Nice graph and summary. We /fraud biz/ now?
If you're being sarcastic please explain your reasoning. If not, yeah shit's actually pretty scary. Errything is bubble modo right now. Free money for all!
Got some mk677, how to take, other then before bed
>>39199817
>Never liked /biz/ btw.
Their stock thread (robinhood general) is where I picked up the horrible horrible habit of playing pharma stocks for catalysts.
They are the only reason I'm not 100% out of the market right now (too deep in the hole, hoping catalysts save me).
Although depending on how my confidence is like in these next two weeks I might settle for harvesting the tax losses.
>Might seem crazy but watch...
>Zig when everyone else zags.
No man, I feel you. All my friends make fun of me for not buying a house even though I've got over 100k sitting in cash reserves and investments. I keep telling myself that I should hold true but sometimes the normie memes catch up to me.
But after reading your posts I feel like I'm on the right track and should stick to my guns (figuratively and literally lol).
>>39199855
Thanks for clarifying.
Going to try fogponics in the next few months. Reclaiming/condensing is of huge importance in such a set up so it will be good practice.
>>39199869
I don't think he was being sarcastic. /fraud/ + /biz/, not fraudulent biz.
EST FUCKING P IS BACK?!
Wow, it it really her?
>>39199893
If only we could have Trappy-chan back ;_;
>>39199916
what is the deal with this i left fit for a while
>>39199797
>Survivorman
If youre stateside check the internet out. There's like 2-3 seasons that weren't aired in the US.
Plus a few episodes from the first seasons Im pretty sure never aired on discovery for whatever reason.
>>39199943
shiiiiiiiiet didn't know that
thanks anon
>>39199856
No, I have a fiat 500 abarth atm.
When I want to impress people or fuck with them I take this car.
Tuned lambo v10. Kek.
Dead uncle has a bentley. Aunt still owns it. I can borrow it for networking shit.
>>39197377
>pissed about notbf
What happened to being a sociopath
>>39199931
a mentally ill faggot attention whored here giving wikipedia level advice to a bunch of autistic virgin dyels who naturally fell in love with him because he used smileys and anime pictures
>>39199962
>pissed
That's an emotion sociopaths do feel.
>>39199963
but it was actually a trap or was it just some dude acting like a trap using some girls facebook or what
i always fucking hated that guy
>>39199931
Trappy got doxxed, Livia Cavalcanti.
Then someone tripping as Haino started posting in plg and owg like a week and a half later, and acted just as autistic about the same shit. Later doxxed as trappy again using pics of a friend to cover up.
The drama was good.
>>39199980
so it was really a trap?
>>39199977
>>39199980
>>39199983
Old news, can we go get vegan trap banned already?
>>39199988
christ another trap is attention whoring here now?
>>39199983
Yes. The people claiming catfish were whiteknights and trappy.
>>39199994
"trap" mtf abomination.
>>39200000
>>39199980
>plg
>a dyel who takes woman hormones
>giving advice and people listen
>on power fucking lifting general
kek
>>39200000
oh
btw i just started mk677 if i use it for a long time could i get taller?
5'7 at 19
>>39200016
are any of them not abominations?
>>39199988
glad I haven't read /fit/ outside of fraud in months now
this board is shit
>>39199988
That's an obvious troll though
>>39200000
CHECKED
>>39200000
>>39199869
Being totally serious and wtf that post... lmao
>>39199875
It's fine to play stocks but if you haven't read pic related and understand the fundamentals/basics GET OUT NOW.
Also, if you have that much cash on hand you should definitely invest some of it into metal. Gold or silver. I prefer silver personally.
>>39199893
Ya she missed me ;)
>>39199956
>When I want to impress people or fuck with them I take this car.
I feel you lol. I used to use cars to get pussy and then I realized I was a BAMF and I didn't need to have a nice car to get girls to suck on my average size cock. =P
I do REALLY miss having a nice car though.
>>39199962
Sup dude. Did you get a scale?
>>39200023
If your growth plates are still open and not fused you will get taller.
>>39200036
Partially. It's definitely an ugly dude going allout to pretend to be a girl tho.
>>39200054
maybe my penor girth will get massive too
i can dream
>>39200066
Nah it won't help your dick. But desu most girls don't want a huge dick. 3-6 inches is the most universally desired. Girth is more important than length as well. Just ask estp if you don't believe me.
>>39199975
Not with people, but with situations. Massive difference.
>>39200054
I don't drive it for girlz. I drive it for driving and for impressing the right people.
Show up in that or a bentley as a 25yo at a golf tournament, people notice.
It gets you in.
For girls all I need is drugs, and they take those willingly.
>>39200066
Get a bathmate to use alongside it.
Test, increased GH/IGF, stress and stimulation, maybe even deca for that collagen synthesis, bam. Bigger penor guaranteed.
Literally zero way for that to go wrong.
>>39200098
It can be seen as either though.
He fucked something up for her. She's pissed. Must be him. While it's really just the situation
Emotions are complex.
>says the guy with bpd.
>>39200054
Not yet, more out of laziness than anything to be honest. Not currently brewing cause I've got enough available.
Should really get a new scale though rather than the shitty little squares we have.
>>39200099
>Show up in that or a bentley as a 25yo at a golf tournament, people notice.
Ya I feel you for sure.
>For girls all I need is drugs, and they take those willingly.
Only the ones that are easy lol. The good wife material girls don't do drugs ;)
>>39200093
Estp bragged about a big dicked fuck partner not too long ago.
>Not being long enough to smash the posterior fornix
Dicklet
>>39200093
>3-6 inches is the most universally desired.
LMAO
this is what dicklets tell themselves
6 is fine, it's pretty average. 3 is micro-penis tier
>>39200093
>desu most girls don't want a huge dick
Can confirm.
>t. 7.5x6 who can never really "let go" and go balls deep during sex
Have never met a girl who could take it all. Doesn't help that I hate positions where girl is on top.
>>39200093
>3-6 inches is the most universally desired
This is literally like saying "4 feet to 5 feet 11 is the most universally desired height"
>>39200126
delete this
>>39200121
I've done drugs with a qt 17 year old virgin
>inb4 Jerry
And all we did was sit back and enjoy tripping for 6 hours on 2cb. Would have tapped that, but.. Meh. About an hour in I got ex flashbacks and didn't feel like it anymore.
Neat ESTP is back.
Even made a tinder and set it in SK to see if she was dead and all I ended up with was more questions and 150 matches in a weekend.
>>39200129
My ex could for half a minute before her cervix or w/e it's called in english went from PLS MOAR to PLS STOP.
It hurt, but at the same time got her horny as fuck.
Period sex was the best, they're far more sensitive.
>tfw after a while of teasing I could get her to cum from playing with her nipples.
>>39200125
>>39200126
Go on soc and look at the "what do girls prefer" cock threads
Like I said girth is more important. Girls don't want to be stabbed in the cervix by some 9 inch dick...
Learn to breathe and last as long as you want. I have a normal dick and I have had several girls say that I'm the best they have been with. This was not said to my face fyi. Just passed down the chain to me via mutual friends.
>>39200129
Word, I would not be happy if I couldn't go balls deep lol
>>39200142
It's a vagina man. Some are smaller/more shallow/tighter and most girls don't want to get fucking ripped apart by godzilla dick.
>>39200147
I can't even relate to girls that young =/ literally almost zero attraction.
>>39200184
I reassured my latest qt match on tinder.
She thought I was pretty old.
>Don't worry, you're going to have to be the adult here.
She laughed. It was fun. She's not my ex so I ignored her 20 messages in.
>>39200184
The big dick thing is a man-oriented desire. The penis acts as a sperm plunger, it can scrape out the jizz of past partners. If a dude iz fucking your girl and has a longer dick, though, you cant scrape out his jizz.
That's why the cucks focus on it. 'my dick can't compete'
>>39200208
You are a shining example of who I don't want to be
>>39200221
Can't blame you, I don't want to be me either.
>>39200221
A fictional character on 4chan?
>>39200221
That would be a cynical jaded asshole who only wants his ex, yes?
>>39200221
Based on that post or just in general?
>>39200184
>Word, I would not be happy if I couldn't go balls deep lol
mfw
>>39200220
that's not how vaginas work.
small dicks can scrap out big dick semen because vaginas change in size depending on arousal, and women can consciously tighten their vaginas.
if your shit was true everyone's dick would be huge.
>>39200208
>She's not my ex so I ignored her 20 messages in.
This is not the way
>>39200220
Ya for sure. I mean shit I wish mine was bigger even though it's probably totally unnecessary. I'm like 5 inches? Never measured to be honest. I know it's average based on pics I've seen and I don't really care about the actual measurements. When I have a girl cumming so hard that she is trying to stop me from fucking her that's all I need to see.
>>39200221
>>39200233
=(
>>39200275
Jeb uses guacamole as lube so he can go balls deep lmao
>>39200275
>>39200277
Humans have the largest penis among the primates.
>>39200208
You seem like a cunt m8? My tinder has my real age and I'm still matching girls literally a decade younger than me wanting to meet up. Even when I accidentally tear open their ass and make em bleed for a week I don't ghost them for no reason.
>>39200313
My ex looked like your pic with smaller boobs. And was pretty much everything you'd want from a woman otherwise. I lost that.
>>39200347
And gorillas who have the least promiscuity (because it's a harem culture and male gorillas will kill each other on sight) have the smallest
>>39200357
It was just a comment from a fresh 18 year old to an almost 26 year old.
Also, tinder in the US gets me hundreds of matches within a week, that hookup online thing is less common here.
I get laid easily when I want to. It's just that I've basically given up on finding anyone even remotely close to my ex.
That makes me a sad cunt.
Yo how do you guys train rear delts?
I'm too tall for the meme machine so it fucking hurts my shoulders because of position.
What's best rear delt exercise?
>>39200407
Why did the relationship fail in the first place?
>>39200361
Yeah you showed me before. She is extremely beautiful. I know that it's hard to deal with. Trust me I know. But, it was not meant to be and you will find someone better.
>>39200414
Band face pulls with strict form?
>>39200414
I'm 6'5 rear felt rows work fine. Facepulls and be rear delt rows.
>>39200424
I am a retarded asshole. That's why.
Not kidding.
>>39200431
>perfect/10
Doesn't get any better.
>>39200458
What did you do?
>>39200407
>I've basically given up on finding anyone even remotely close to my ex
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Xf038zEVvM
There's a song for you, sadcunt.
>>39200473
don't encourage him
>>39200431
I could never figure out facepulls suxh I felt them in my rear delts.
>>39200441
Ill give rear delt rows a try.
I did that idiotic rear delt machine but even at the highest setting it put my shoulders in a weird position
>>39200481
Then you tell me. He brings this up every thread I at least wanna know the story behind it
Left or right brehs
>>39200508
right fAm
>>39200497
You're tall put it on the lowest setting
>>39200508
What the fuck.
>>39199750
Y no audi
>>39200479
NO ONE should be a sad cunt. MFGA!
>>39200497
Start with red or yellow band. Arms at a 90 degree angle relative to your torso. Elbows DO NOT move. Arms rotate up and behind your head/ears. If I had an anon mask I would make you pictures. It's pretty simple though.
>>39200508
Is that really the same grill?
>>39200522
God why...
>>39200508
pic related
>>39200539
>>39200522
>>39200517
Gabi Garcia
She really isn't that good looking honestly, just a good pic.
I dont recommend googling her to check my statement. Just trust me.
>>39200473
We were apart because of crap and suddenly I felt insecure. Then she ignored me for 3 days and I flipped.
She was in the hospital. With a major concussion and her phone was broken.
Her best friend was supposed to tell me. But didn't. Deliberately.
I got back at that friend and her family by using my uncle and father's network to drive them to bankruptcy. Then sent screenshots of my ex's messages between the two of them to her extended family. There were a few pictures of her doing drugs. Vids too.
I don't give a fuck about anything but my ex when it comes down to it. And while it was my fault, I found out later her friend had been pushing her to break up with me for almost a year. Right after she went from nice to 24/7 retarded partygirl.
Now I just screw around, make money and wait. I'll probably be dead by 30 anyway.
>>39200521
No I mean my hands wont be level with my shoulders
So it's retarded...
>>39200539
Lolk ill give it a shot again
Hands need to be above elbows or else it causes impingement right?
>>39200528
FUCK AUDIS
Got an A4 that is nothing but trouble, has been a real pain in the ass to get parts for, and has cost me a shit ton.
Not gonna lie, it's fun as hell to drive but if I knew then what I knew now I would not have gotten it.
>>39200563
>I got back at that friend and her family by using my uncle and father's network to drive them to bankruptcy.
what
>>39200479
Tonight Alive - You don't owe me anything
Muse - Hysteria
Aerosmith - Don't wanna miss a thing
>>39200565
Bicep area of the arm needs to be parallel with the deck. Forearms behind/equal with ears like an OHP. I personally don't "pull" as much as I keep my elbows parallel with the deck and rotate my hands back and up towards my ears.
Hope that makes sense.
>>39200588
If your family is known as the local mafia in a way and all her parents' clients are in some way involved with your family it doesnt take much to convince then to go find someone else.
Her father lost 90% of his business in 2 months. Almost all local businesses left him for dead.
>>39200610
>see guys smaller than you in /fruad/ thread
>sudden rush of self esteem and ego
Thanks?
>>39200623
I didn't ask how but someone like you wouldn't of course be able to understand that
>>39200610
Oh I've done that form
Never felt my rear delts get hit tho, more like traps desu
>>39200539
>NO ONE should be a sad cunt
I'm not too sure about that.
>>39200592
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wzhA6YciMOo
Your favorite genre, hook related, shift your perspective breh.
>>39200628
He's 6'5.
>>39200623
Yes, I am that vindictive. You don't try to take away the one thing I care about.
I think she underestimated how much my ex trusted me. She had her entire message history backed up at my place.
Those messages gave her away.
>>39200633
Oh, how I can do it without feeling guilty? I felt they deserved more than that. But the rest would have been risky and far from legal. This was the best I could do without risking giving myself away.
It felt good. She ruined my life, I ruined hers and her family's. Karma is a bitch.
>>39200638
This all was when I went from nice to a jaded, cynical asshole. I don't think people can blame me.
My father and uncle approved btw. They said I should have done more though.
HAHAHAHAH I COULD NOT MAKE THIS UP BOYS
Btw, the rp he's referring to is that it says for 1st date on my profile:
"Throw money at my naked body and we'll roleplay; you be harambe and I'll be the kid"
How much do you want to bet he goes on 4chan
>>39197115
started baby's first blast, 500mg ew. anyways, been pinning outer quads, doesnt hurt or anything, how deep is too deep? My legs dont have much fat, and quads are decent size, 315 squat blah blah, is bottoming out a 1in pin a safe bet?
>>39200712
Aw man.
This puts me in an even more bummed out mood. I'm supposed to be eye candy for this milf tonight and you're bumming me out Estp.
>>39200712
ESTP pls.
>fucking weebs
>>39200740
At least now you know why i'm usually such a miserable cunt eh?
>>39200712
the fact that your last name on an internet dating website is "uchiha" (and you're wearing a naruto sweater) is almost as bad tbH
>>39200740
I'm sorry your milf isn't obeast and willing to RP naruto with you, bimbsies
Can't win em all desu ka
>>39200712
>>39200740
>>39200749
Don't mess with Cobra.
>>39200628
That's not me lol. Just a random Google pic that showed the form correctly. I will buy a mask soon so I can learn you noobs something.
>>39200634
You are not deadlifting properly if your traps are that weak.
>>39200638
I am very sure. You get a new job yet or anything? Sorry I have not been in touch. I have been busy with my personal life and capitalist shit.
>>39200712
LMAO! Pic related is my worst most recent offer. Cosplay definitely tops what I get though lol
>>39200749
he didn't quote you you insufferable "I'm so edgy" faggot
>>39200737
I pin 0.75 but 1 should be fine. You'll know when you go too far but muscle is fucking deep. I can easily pin delts with 1"
>>39200764
I know oh great and powerful shitposter.
>>39200755
My last name on pof isn't uchiha (he phrased that weird) and the sweater is pretty subtle if you don't know the show
>>39200760
Hahahagag omg cap you don't deserve that
I will never understand how these people even think to try
>>39200780
would going to far feel like a sharp pain? been there once. how do delt injections compare?
>>39200760
>or anything?
Nope, actually applied to McDonalds this time even.
>>39198725
You don't blankly stare - you concentrate intensely on something like your breath, and let thoughts go as quickly as they come. The frontal lobe has been found to be strengthened by this, while the Amygdala is physically decreased in size.
This is based on somewhat limited studies, however, so you may be correct in your sentiments on some accounts. You shouldn't be so quick to dismiss it, however
>>39200795
It's like going outside with A-cups.
Who does that.
>>39200799
Delt is my favourite. I don't feel them much if at all.
I don't think it's possible to go too deep on quads with 1" even. Just push it. See how far it dents and realize there's more space than that
>>39200806
NSI189 <3
>>39200810
>subtly puts on an extra push up bra
Y-yeah w-who does that
Heh... heheh
>>39200830
>C-cute!
>>39200838
Going to roll for amount of dnp x100mg i'll take in 15 minutes. First post in New fraud thread decides.
900mg might kill me. Do your best fraud.
>>39200824
great thanks. super low T naturally, been at 300mg ew for about 6 weeks, this is week 2 of 500ew, ideally when do I notice a difference?
sorry for newfagness
>>39200795
>I will never understand how these people even think to try
Lol breh... honestly I lift and pursue other self improvement type shit so I won't be one of those people. Like wtf...
>>39200803
How's your living situation?
>>39200830
As long as your pussy is tight and you can cum from getting fucked who cares?
Anybody like this beer? I'm not really an IPA guy but this stuff does taste like California in a bottle and I dig it.
>>39200863
>who cares?
I do.
>beer
Gains, where art thou
>>39200855
Anywhere from 4 weeks to 6 months is possible. What were your symptoms?
>>39200863
Domestic? Alright now.
>>39200873
Lol dude come to the states and I will find you a tit cow for sure. 75% of my girlfriends have been D. I don't even care about tits that much but I just get these blonds with massive tits like it's going out of style for some reason lol. Not complaining at all.
>>39200879
no energy, no real sex drive, feeling like shit, the usual. I lost about 110 lbs in like 11 months, most of it from starving myself, I think that may have killed my endocrine system. Had three sets of bloods taken over the summer and average test was 96ng/dl... on legit trt, but blasting the rest of my supply as I just got a new perscription.
>>39200900
Any 9/10 pixies there?
>>39200910
Should be working already but nothing will speed it up desu. Just keep at it :)
>>39200900
>blonds with massive tits
The dream
>>39200943
Eugh, god, that thing is repulsive. Why do you have that saved?
>>39200953
It's a disease. Chronic titytis
>>39200943
you have shit taste
>>39200910
>I lost about 110 lbs in like 11 months
How are you alive
>>39200919
There is whatever you want here. Lots of Puerto Rican girls, some cuban. But mostly white and some black.
>>39200943
>The reality in the United States of America
>>39200972
say that 2 my face fagit
Hi americans. I'm a european and will be moving to THE LAND OF THE FREE in a few years. I'm a republican and like trucks, golf, guns and other outdoor activities. Right now Salt Lake City and the surrounding areas are number on my list, any other places you recommended? It would also be great if there is very little black people and also if it isn't a desert. Thanks
>>39201001
>It would also be great if there is very little black people and also if it isn't a desert. Thanks
LMAO
Montana. Become a capitalist and MAGA.
>>39200979
Any like this?
Plssayyes.
Plsbehipster.
Plsbearrogant and hate everyone.
>>39201001
I like the midwest.
>>39201039
ye montana looks great too
>>39201059
>the midwest
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJpWiV-zLoM
no, thanks I think that I'd refer the great plains/rocky mountains or whatever that area is called
>>39200795
>these people
>she writes on 4chan
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>39201059
>Any like this?
Yes they are plentiful here. You have to combat the ingrained liberal schooling they received but it's probably the same there if not worse.
>I like the midwest.
I hate when people generalize large sections of the US. Every state has it's own laws and rights. There are mini countries in their own right.
Not bashing you but it's sad that even American citizens don't understand how our country works.
>>39201101
>Montana
It has ALWAYS been a bastion of freedom in it's most basic form. My family owns land there and it is an amazing place. Not gonna lie it's boring as shit comapred to a big city but the quality of people and the lifestyle there is something special.
>>39201059
this is literally a 5/10
>>39201174
>Not gonna lie it's boring as shit comapred to a big city
ye that is why I put Salt Lake City at the top it seems a bit more fun
>>39201174
Odd, I've never seen another since I met her.
>>39201194
It's just a shitty pic. I wish she was 5/10. Itd be easier to get her back.
I know, the bangs are too long.
It's that time again brahs!
>>39201256
>>39201256
>>39201256
>>39201256
>>39200979
old pic, on the right is about the smallest ive ever been, up to 185 and pretty lean, 5 11 btw
started weighing 278
>>39200806
Just because this is something I spent way too long struggling with
When you say concentrating intensely, while it's not wrong, the language is very misleading. If you try and use willpower above all you stress out the meditation and you never make it anywhere. Think of it more as letting go of the world for now, and resting with your object. Youre not gonna deal with your achey neck, or itchy ear, or whatever idea just popped into your head. You're just watching the breath. It's very peaceful. You dont need to exert yourself and ONLY THE BREATH GODDAMMIT all over your meditation. See how taken to the extreme it can be counterproductive? Like watching a sunset, or the clouds. No energy required. Just restful observation.
>>39201001
>Salt Lake City
Hope you like mormons
If you really are like you say Id stick to the southeast/midwest and visit the west coast and Montana just for the nature.