Are girls mirin or am I autistic?

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Hi /fit/,

I was a complete loser in high school i.e. auschwitz-tier skinny, had no confidence and was so nervous I couldn't look people in the eye while talking.

Over the last couple of years I have put a lot of effort into developing myself into a more attractive person (being more outgoing, learning how to talk to people, dressing better, getting a fashionable haircut and I've also gained about 40 lbs, I'm currently 190 lbs @ 6'2).

Of course, nowadays people in general are much nicer to me and everything but during the last year or so I have noticed that girls treat me a lot different than before.

One thing that's been happening a lot recently is girls blushing when I look at them, e.g. I'm sitting on a train and a girl gets on and immediately starts blushing when she sees me. Or I see a girl looking at me from the corner of my eye and when turn to her and I look back she blushes and looks down.
This blushing thing also happens a lot with cashiers at the supermarket and stuff.

On the other hand I might be interpreting all this wrong. Like I said I used to be a complete autist in high school and I'm still learning how to behave like a normal person in some ways.

Because I was ugly for so long I just can't imagine any pretty girl finding me attractive, I feel like those years have completely fucked me up.

Can you tell if a girl finds you attractive just by how they react when you look at them?

Seriously /fit/, I'm not trolling. I might be able to fake being a normie now but I am still completely autistic when it comes to girls.

Thanks