You surviving, /fit/?
sadly yes.
why can't he just come and save me already
Today is harder than most, but I'm here.
>>38784802
no
are there any /fit/ ways of ending myself?
might try a suicide grip on a 5pl8 bench on monday, so that people think it was an accident
Honestly I'm not. ;(
Unfortunately
Why can't she be mine?
Still can't get a second date with a girl to save my life. I feel like I lost all this weight for nothing.
>>38786521
>second date
>second
>>38784802
Yeah I pulled 500lbs two days ago. Was hoping to do it by October for my birthday but I pulled it way earlier. Strained something in my hip and it knocked 60lbs off my squat instantly. So rehabbing that and packing the weight back on the squat . Girlfriend is a gains goblin currently im 235lbs at 6'8 usually float around 240lbs but my girlfriend eats hummus and salad and shit. So I just gotta start bring food over there or gorging before hand
>>38786582
>235lbs at 6'8 + gf
>>38784802
Fuck you asshole.
>>38786617
It's okay anon I spent my school years as a fat longhaired bad postured creep. Never too late to change. Hell two years ago I was a skeleton Harry Potter
Felt severely depressed a week ago, but dug myself out of that hole now. Have been sober for 9 days now. First few days were terrible, but right now I feel quite okay and also fairly good in terms of physical fitness.
>tfw officially 24 year old kv today
i'm getting closer and closer to earning my robes guys
this board makes me feel insecure otherwise great
>>38787461
I thought the same, then in the last year I decided to stop being a cunt, get tipsy and chat random girls.
Fucked 5 girls, kissed a bunch of others and now have a gf.
>>38787461
happy bday anon
>>38785650
protein poisoning.
just eat nothing but rabbit meat for a month
>>38785650
Sorry but I laughed at that.
You can try a homemade squat rack too.
>tfw parents want grandchildren someday.
Least I got twenty six brothers
>>38787782
trip dubs timestamp
>>38784802
>counting calories, weighting all the shit
>1.9kcal a day max in the past 2 weeks, TDEE 2.5k
>not even counting the half hour 6km run
>lifting heavier than i ever have
>gain 0.2kg
I just don't know man, i just don't know. I was hoping to lose 10kg until year end and get a nice cut, but i don't see it coming now. Maybe it's the coffe my mom makes with sugar, but it's gonna be retarded if 1-2 teacups a day gets me that much extra kcal
Gonna tweak a little workout, but if i don't lose a kilo in 2-3 weeks from now i'm killing myself with a home made squat rack
Barely.
>She acted like she wanted to go out with me so bad
>blew me off like trash after 2 days
I don't even know what I did wrong.
Antidepressants or nah, /fit/?
>>38784802
Yeah I'm surviving. Out of a 6 year relationship for a few weeks now. Binge drank and smoked and wasted a lot of money going out and getting fucked up with my Bros for a couple weeks. Now I'm just lonely at night and trying to focus on myself and move on. I wish we ended on bad terms because I still love her. I wish I could hate her and forget her.
>>38787954
You did nothing wrong. Women are just dumb bitches some times. You'll unortunately learn this lesson first hand.
I went years without crying, and now in recent times, almost every night, tears dwell up in my eyes.
I'm 20, but sometimes I feel like it's already too late.
I just started bulking 3 months ago, going twice a day, really fucking enjoyable pushing and pulling big weights. I had surgery today on my Deviated Septum today, fucking doc said I can't workout for 2 weeks. I'm just gonna keep proteins high and carbs super low. Fucking sucks lads.