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1st for jbflgf

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IN THREE DAYS MY ASCENSION BEGINS

So uhhhhh in a hypothetical nigger scenario, what exactly would you expect to happen if you mixed tren dnp and accutane?

One FUCKED ASS immune system you think?

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>>38678249
what should I take for the sides of test e ? I was thinking proviron 12 days after my last pin for PCT but what about DURİNG my cycle? I dont want tits and water retention ,dont care about balls shrinking for a few weeks tho.
250mg a week btw

>>38678320
everything about this post screams retard

you still have more reading to do. read and understand everything on r/steroids/wiki

>>38678249
are puffy nipples by themselves a definite sign i need to up the dose of AI?

I'm not feeling any other high estro sides and my nipples aren't sensitive, just puffier than usual. It's my first cycle (test-e 500/week) and i'm in my 3rd week, currently doing 6.5mg aromasin EOD.

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>>38678249
Capitalist is a qt
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sG41IqqV5qs

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Post your rarest fraud-related pepes

No saving unless you ask permission

just turned in my natty card.

Pinned 250mg of test-e.
1st cycle, only wanted to do 250 mgs of test. maybe do 500 for 2nd cycle.

But for now, let the gain train roll!

>want to fuck
>think I'm inviting this hot dude over
>apparently got my #s mixed up
>some other guy shows up
>not hot
>weirdly obsessed with complimenting me
>clingy
>proposed moving in with him after we banged
>would not leave in the morning
>wants to pick me up tonight again

I mean at least I came a bunch but ew god I am not about the romance lyfe

>tfw you were just gonna ghost but he said he'd show up at your place if you didn't text

Honestly think I'm just going to text him saying I'm an escort and not down for monogamy and HOPE he gets turned off.... I have a feeling it wouldnt work as intended though

Kiiinda thought he knew because he said something about 'being worth every penny' yet I did not git paid for this one...
>during sex he asks what happens if I get knocked up
>say I'm prochoice
>he says he'd want a kid with me
>wants me to be preggo

I got out crazied famjam

The most awful part is I was sober

>>38678288
Weeeeeeeeew

His gf is LoL

>>38678307
Weakness like an AIDS patient kek

Probably more dependent on doses, I wouldn't mix dnp with shiet ... where's notop anecdotal dnp usage expert?

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>tfw had to come off
>tfw eating like a horse and training as hard as I can
>literally wake up smaller each day
>all lifts going down
>tfw wasting away
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4z2DtNW79sQ

>>38678612
Isn't that fatlifts?

>>38679390
no
this is what FL looked like at the time that other video was posted
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7FDPF--a8E

>>38679406
wew lad

who was the other fat guy you posted? The shill?

>>38679476
I didn't post that first video
I dunno if that's cap

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>>38679251
>>he says he'd want a kid with me
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

>>38679201
pin twice a week

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How far can a no-tren/hgh permablast go?

@ 180lbs atm and maintenance is short of 3000.

Want to up my dosage to gram of test + gram of equipoise, 2000 calories a day and 250g protein minimum(carbs under 100) while training hard and 15 mins of 85% BPM cardio.

Can I recomp well and look like a mid-tier fake natty?

>>38679365
>training as hard as I can
need to train smart to kiddo

>>38679564
DECA

>>38679592

BUT MUH DICK
MUH BLOAT
MUH FACE ANGLES

>>38679564
>a gram of test and a gram of eq
>fake natty
why not eat around 3000 kcal and cruise on 150mg of test

>>38679744
ai caber

>>38679799

cabers expensive in the UK, more than 1 burgerbuck per mg.

I coulda just gotten 3g test and 2g equipoise instead, letro is super cheap on the other hand.

>>38679826
>1 burgerbuck per mg
so thats what, $20 for a blasts worth? pretty fuckin cheap m8

>>38679826
you won't need more than 1mg per week that is cheap as fuck

>>38679872

Mate my nippes were sensitive on and off on 400mg tren and TWO mg of pharma caber(tried 3 diff brands) every 2-3 days.

I think I've had it with nor-19s. Decas probably gonna bloat and incel me despite spending so much on caber.

>>38679894
wew lad

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>>38679894
There is literally nothing wrong with being an incel

So 19nor it up

>>38679934

yeah but there is everything wrong with being moonfaced/bloated.

this is a permablast (or at least 8 months of the year) so no, I can't have the facial features of kim jong il for most of the year.

will TRT increase / return confidence? natty lifting for 3 years hasnt helped

>>38680069
not in my experience

>>38680069
get bloods done to see if you have low test

>>38680073
how long / how much test did you take?

how do I do a long-term blast/cruise regimen of straight Testosterone (sustanon 250)?

What sort of other supplements will I need to battle potential sides like gyno and dick problems?

>>38680069
No not all all

Also natty life sucks
Wow i gained fat fast
Dick broke
Anxiety is out of control

>>38680123
Read the wiki on r/steroids you lazy fuck

>>38679525
I tried saying I'm not the maternal type but he can "tell I'd be such a good mother
.....

Act is 2 good senpai desu ne

>>38680097
500 mg is as high as ive gone
been on for almost 2 years

>>38680144
>4ch recommends reddit

goddamn half chan is terrible compared to the real thing

>>38680132
what? was your exp good or bad?

>>38680167
no confidence/self esteem gains?

>>38680188
ONLY IF YOU ARE LOW TEST
GET BLOODS

>>38680169
well you get banned if you post the information you can find on there directly in these threads
also: why did you come here if its so bad?
>>38680188
not like youd expect at least
biggest difference mentally is the increased libido, slightly more energy in general tho

hypothetically speaking, let's say i wanted to run equipoise, anavar, and test enanthate, that i would be getting off the undernet, how would i know once i get it, once it's real or not aside from obviously using it, obviously not gonna be able to get them lab tested and i'm aware i probably won't be able to get 100% confirmation but just being able to weed out some obvious fakes. how common are fake roids off the undernet?

>>38680215
find a reputable source

>>38680238
kinda impossible to find a reputable source on the undernet since nothing is really regulated fake site links are common, feedback can be faked, etc.

>>38679951
People loved the reverend sun Jung moon.

>>38680215
Test and eq aren't worth worrying about.
Could always lab max, but lab max is kinda shit

My gyno lump is getting larger im taking raloxifene 60mg for 2 weeks and nolvadex 20mg for about a week cause pct

Why is this happening? Shouldnt it get smaller or at least stay the same

>>38678559
>6.5 mg
How are your joints pal?

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Want to make some nice sauce for my cauliflower cheese.

Was thinking

500g cauliflower (150cal 12.5g protein)

for sauce

3 eggs (200 cal 15g prot)
250g light mozarella (400cal 50g prot)
200mg soy milk (40 cal 3g prot)

Not sure if they will mix thick enough, you reckon I should add a scoop of protein powder?

>>38680343
Add 1/2 soy 1/2 pea protein.
Thick as heck.

>>38680268
is anavar commonly faked should i just not run anavar in that case? my goal is to increase stamina, speed, strength, and power without fucking up my joints, also size is not something i care about at all.

>>38680367

dont want to reorder again for that gonna take a while either way, will whey be alright?

>>38680379

anavar along with GH is the most faked shit youll find.

you need a super solid supplier and source for that shit.

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hey guys, do you think he is natty?
https://www.instagram.com/marcushenrikssoonn/ is his instagram for other pics

>tfw no estp gf

>>38680343
>soy milk
don't forget to take an ai with that

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How do you guys warm up for squats? Warmup with light cardio for 5 minutes then progressively increasing weight in squats?

>>38680469
ja det är han, bara för att du är ett genetic dead end betyder det inte att alla andra är det

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Should you be modest with showing off your gains?
I kinda cringe when I see dudes Instagram's filled with shirtless selfies and gym pics
Gym and roid culture can be pretty cancerous

>>38680503
Dynamic stretching then just work up from the bar to my working sets

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>>38680544
Arnold was really clear about this: If you don't have it don't hit it.

Let's say, you have to be at least at my level to show of your gains. Otherwise it would be beta and cringy

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>>38680469
I hate you and the guy that tells he just lost his v-card the most.

faggot

>>38680379
It's fairly common to be faked

>>38680414
Whey makes things liquidy in my experience

>>38680175
Good at the time
Tren abuse gave me some mental issues
Coming off is p thoroughly bad
In hindsight i would have done cycles rather than permablast
Now i get to see myself regress physically
Which is amazing for somebody like myself who has dysmorphia issues

>>38680215
>>38680267
how about not being one of those retards who orders steroids off darknet marketplaces

Hey /fraud/ I'm turning in my natty card on 400mg test c/week.
Should I stack aromasin with nolvadex for pct or is that overkill?

>>38680877
Why such a low dose.

>>38680998
B-babys first cycle

>>38680998
Do you have another suggestion?

guys which drugs most commonly cause gyno, and how can i avoid it?

>>38681068
depends on how your vials are dosed. most are 250/ml, so 500mg/week makes sense. 500 is prototypical babbys first

>>38681068
600mg test, maybe 40mg dbol daily for 4 weeks also.

What's the longest you have blasted for? Just coming up on 6 months here. Any issues you guys ran into on longer cycles?

>>38680998
>>38681127
>>38681127
>>38681137
lol

>>38681127
So I'll pin 2ml every week for 14 weeks.
Advice taken, but what about my pct?
I was going to run aromasin and then nolvadex for 4 weeks

>>38680302
haven't noticed much of a difference from what they're usually like desu

>>38681091
it's easy, you can completely avoid gyno just by massaging your nipples within 5 minutes of your injection or pill consumption

>>38681231
why do i feel like this is a huge troll lol

>>38680877
you shouldn't use asin for pct because that's stupid

to r/steroids/wiki with you

>>38679251
why did you not slam the door at this face when you noticed it was someone else showing up?

logic brah

>>38681166
depends on which test. test e/c are best for first cycle. pin 250mg 2x/wk. 12-16 weeks. typical nolva/clomid pct 4 weeks starting 2 weeks after last pin. have an AI (aromasin, arimidex) on hand to keep estro sides from getting to bad

>>38681275

No HCG?

>>38681301
depends on how worried you are about your balls during the cycle. they typically come back ok after pct. if you've got it and it's legit pharma then have at it. jcaesar, a mod on r/steroids had a great write up about pct. i recommend

>>38681301
Even if he recommended hcg I wouldn't try to find it. I already have my test c vials, and my pct orals on their way. I'm waiting on my shipment to arrive before my first pin.

>>38679251
>totally making billions of dollars having sex for money
>btw no one from pof has paid a single cent yet
>and I'm calling random people over for free bootycalls still

How attractive is ESTP?

>>38681361
I think there is a pic of her in prev thread

>>38681368
... Her?
I legit thought ESTP was a gay guy.

>>38681379
fuck my dreams then

>>38681474
Toppest of keks

With what compounds is tren commonly faked/dilluted with? Have a feeling I got some garbage tren that was cut with somethinf. Never used it before but not really getting the insane vascularity or dryness or anything. A bit of minor rage, semi broken dick, occasional nightsweats, minor insomnia, etc make me think it's tren, but tren cut with something

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>>38680474
You can be my bf

I mean I'll have several others to compensate my degenerate lifestyles but hey

>>38681270
I wasn't catfished I just had the dude in my phone wrong. Kinda just wanted to get laid and goto sleep so I took wot was now available

>>38681343
Most of my money offers don't come from pof but there's been a few

I usually get the pof guys to buy me drugs cuz the sdaddys are mostly against it so you gotta pretend to be pure innocent

>>38681361
Pic was the latest posted

>>38681379
B-but my c-cooch pix all over fraud

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>>38681916
So the last few fucks you've described sound like they went down without exchange of funds. What gives?

>>38681916
how are you even remotely fitness related?

>>38681916
unsubscribed

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>>38681971
she's the type you homos roid for

Is anyone here on legal TRT?

Do you find the advantages of being to travel with gear and pharma worth the cost? What was the process like to get a doc to recommend TRT to you? Were you prescribed other shit before you eventually got the vitamin T?

Also if you could post your age/levels when you were prescribed that would help.

>>38681952
Tbh the $$ ones are usually shorter lived do not worth story telling always. Got one guy coming over tonight who'll pay, date with another tomorrow, date with another wed or fri idr. A lot of the high paying guys do business out of town so plans with them can take weeks. Like in the next 2-3 weeks I'll be well booked from prior arrangements

>>38681971
Sometimes I talk about anavar since anon forbade me to discuss mens fitness

>>38681916
>browses fit and gets off on socially unadjusted men
>dangles the pussy like yarn for a cat

You seem like the smartest stupid girl ever.
Or maybe the stupidest smart girl?

Either way you need jesus

>>38682067
>Either way you need jesus
don't try and send estp to church
she'll just get the boys who could have been saved all lusty and corrupt them

see pic related of >>38681952

>>38682067
Idgy it's different from fit fraud stories of brehs banging hoes all the time

I'm stacys degenerate cousin senpai

If you offer her money she'll fuck you

>>38680215

reputable source from some place like sst (people leave reviews with bloodwork and stuff). then you get precycle bloods and bloods during cycle and compare (you'll prob also notice them working after several weeks).

i've never had a problem with bunk gear. but my usage is also very simple, so i don't mess with stuff that could be underdosed or bunk.

>>38682127
You have one of those faces I just wanna face fuck violently

>>38682127
And I'm Chad's wiser brother desu

I won't even bother bring up traditional gender roles cause it's 2016 and there are women in my gym larger and stronger than most the men

I still love all my hoes though

>>38678320
Proviron is not PCT. Use it on cycle to compliment your test e, not after.

>>38682187
I get that a lot

Weird amount of dudes who are into trying to get me to puke from it too

Is it a power thing?

>>38682260
>2016 almost over
>chads wiser older brother not banging degenerate cousin of stacys in a huge scandal of polar opposites no one expected to collide

It's like you don't even want to live the life of a shitty lowbudg blockbuster movie

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>>38679251
>His gf is LoL

>>38682174
I've got a bunch of pennies I was just going to throw away anyways.

>>38682385
You mean a porno?

>implying opposites attract

Find a real man hun
That's what you really need. This just seems like an elaborate cry for help
Ffs you trip on 4chan

>>38682015
kekd

Would anything bad happen to me if I blasted test for 6 months straight?

>>38682429
it's another episode of "anon plays armchair psychotherapist and tries to analyze estp"

literally worse than get

>>38682476
get=her

>>38682127
>fraud stories of brehs banging hoes all the time
kek, that's called fiction

>>38682476
I'm not playing anything, I'm just waiting for some quality discussion

>>38682399
Jerrbears confirmed it

>>38682429
>porno
Kek
Now it's just an netflix orig series

>reeel man
Excyse u
I'm a strong independent degenerate who don't need no man

Only several of their bank accs!

Let's be honest here how would a 'real man' benefit me? Are you one of them, 'I can fix your crazy with my cock and morals' types cuz realizing I don't learn lessons or respond to consequences is a lot of wot drove notbf mad... but I do like a challenge

>>38682502
Keeeeeek 10/10

>>38682147

>>38679201
250mg is shutting yourself down for minimal results

>>38682575
>me
>real man
I'm just a fuckboy blessed with height and good genetics

Do what makes you happy
But I'm sure when you were a little girl you didn't sut there thinking "Fuck I can't wait to ride my way through the dicks to leech off some lame rich man"

>>38682643
She was busy kicking dogs anon, she's damaged goods

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>>38682671
Faurkn sick cunt m8

>>38682575
jesus is it a fucking hole in the wall in this pic? >>38682706

>>38682604
no
70mg is around the natty serum test levels.
250mg will cause unnaty amounts of protein synthesis on hypertrophied muscle tissue and cause more than decent strength.with the minimal sides

>>38682719
someone post the bathroom pic

estp do you live in a trap house?

>>38682750
TURN A FIVE START HOTEL INTO A TRAP HOUSE
ROACHES EVERYWHERE LIKE WE FORGOT TO TAKE THE TRASH OUT

>>38682771
GOT MY BABY MOMMA AND MY SIDE BITCH KISSING

>>38682787
trip on jm

>>38682643
To be fair I had some pretty steteotypically psycho child traits like abusing pets, needless dominance/control of peers, trying repeatedly to hurt/kill my younger sibling, violence against peers, verbally abusing neighbor kids and not understanding why their parents were mad about it... etc etc so stealing wallets for sex is probably an improvement morally

I mean I remember myself as a sweet angel but my family and records claim otherwise.... they're probably just biased I'm perfection

>>38682719
Yes that's where i threw notbfs hopes nd dreams

No that's a closet and from notbf and is old apartment

>>38682750
Other than the bathroom ceiling being unfinished my current suite is actually quite nice

>>38682819
Oh so you're just a sociopath with a functioning moral compass that you turn a blind eye to

How many STIs have you had in your life

>>38682385
yea a power and combination thing

so what state u in

>>38682937
She's in Saskatchewan, pretty shit hole desu

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>>38682984
no shit?

>>38682937
domination*
and it fucking feels nice

>>38683030
>>38682984
tfw she won't come to toronto
I can accommodate her in a trap house
it'll be just like home estp

Guys I fucked up badly.

Been seeing a girl for three weeks. As soon as we met we haven't been apart, she's been living with me since we met. I even took her with me on a work trip for a week. She would give me lots of head but we never had sex, she wouldn't even let me touch her down there. I eventually felt defeated by this, like it was something we'd never have in our relationship and I cheated on her while we were on that work trip. She found out and is now leaving today. I genuinely think she loved me. I'm very upset with myself that I hurt someone like this. Before all of this I was trying to get use to the fact that I would be alone all my life.

Here's a list of my other complaints:
Bad oral health. Couldnt afford dentist, said she has her wisdom teeth growing in, cavities not fixed. possibly had gingivitis. Bad breathe
No job.
No car.

All of those things could be fixed though and I was even thinking about helping her with them too.

>>38682912
>functioning
From my understanding most sociopaths conceive morals fine, in the sense of understanding a list of imaginary rules, we just have no natural emotional understanding. Ie. You hit someone, it feels 'wrong', you deem it morally wrong. I hit someone, it doesn't feel anything, I have to go through the checklist understanding of what others consider wrong to know. It still doesn't feel wrong, though, so outside of upholding appearances for a better reward there's little incentive to pick moral good or bad for anything

>stis
Cum find out big boi

Kek I've been surprisingly lucky

>>38682937
Wew nd this
>>38682984

>>38682475
wheelchair

>tfw watch no longer fits because your forearms grew too much
it's an awesome kind of feel

>>38683088

have you been actually diagnosed or is this your self analysis?

>>38683088

Not just a sociopath thing.

Tbh, guilt is usually absent when there's no way of getting caught.

It's a deterrent to behavior that might screw yourself over. Not others.

Jerry will like this waif.

Also O/, 2 morphine shots and 2.5g of diclofenac and my knee still hurt this weekend. Fuck my life.

Question, how long for water retention to gtfo? Dosed AI yesterday after 3 weeks off, letro 1/2 tab eod, starting dandelion tonight as well.

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>>38683165

Failing Notop. Forgetting the waifu.

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>>38683063
>Bad oral health. Couldnt afford dentist, said she has her wisdom teeth growing in, cavities not fixed. possibly had gingivitis. Bad breathe
This is actually the biggest deal breaker. Fucking gross.

You dodged a bullet on this one man. Idk how you could bear to get head from someone with a disgusting smelly mouth, much less kiss her.

>>38683063
Dude you cannot think you can "fix" or help anyone. They have to want it. She purposefully withheld intimacy for whatever reason.

She was using you as a quick ticket for fun and affection without commitment. Don't feel badly.

>>38683063
>>38683210
Also I know it's normal in today's society but how did giving head become something "casual" and not indicative of commitment?

I feel like it's a way bigger act of commitment because of how submissive it is - moreso than penetrative vaginal sex.

>>38683237
Penetration and then cumming inside a woman are the biggest physical bonds you can have.

>>38683210
>She was using you as a quick ticket for fun and affection without commitment. Don't feel badly.

Possibly. Some people are just fucked up that bad though. Can't say what it is desu.

>>38683243

Thought you were spouting red pill shit.

Then saw physical.

Pretty much spot on.

>>38683243
What up dood

>>38683254
My ex was like that. Like extremely badly. It got to the point where the only affection I was received was during sex. It was a huge 180. She'd nurture and cradle me during sex, extremely emotional. And then otherwise, nothing. I felt little to no value unless I had sex. She wouldn't ever commit to the idea of us. For 10 months.

>>38683259
It just is. It takes an insane amount of trust for a woman to let you cum inside her, especially like in my case, where she's not on BC. It literally saying "you're my mate, your genetics are what I need. I choose you to breed me", On a biological spectrum this is the most important thing a woman can do for a man; allow him to donate his genetic material to her.

>>38683263
Literally my life is a mess.

>>38683302
ohh you're back
still with the crazy girl?

>>38683180
it was rough
>>38683210
I would think in the back of my head she was just using me for a place to stay. Or someone to take care of her. A lot of her friends kind of had the same attitude towards men, one definitely married for money, another's life goal was to find a husband/someone to take care of her, that one also was a big prude.
>>38683237
She once said it was more intimate than sex. It's kind of like how girls you'll hook up with wont give you head and you wont give it to them either. But to me it's more like >>38683243 said, You actually have more of a connection with someone through intercourse

>>38683161
I've been diagnosed. Most of my self understanding is just agreeing on other people's observations of my behavior. I was aware of things like, not being able to bond with friends like everyone else, but I never really thought anything about it

>>38683165
Where were you for the dnp question earlier famjam

>>38683302
Why is it a mess? Did you miss us that much?

>>38683311
Nah. I spent the last three weeks with her, at her place. We were going to make things work. On the way to the airport she said that this would be the last time we'd see each other. I was crushed. Who does that? We a pretty nice embrace, she held me tight, gave me a kiss.

I asked if she'd be okay and she retorted with are you? I gave her another kiss, she pulled away, looked super fearful and then just left. I called out to her and she stopped her truck then pulled away. That night she went out and partied.

She kept reaching out, then probing me to fight. I finally caved and gave her a scathing rant; "you are a scared child and wholly unable to reciprocate any form of empathy". She blocked me, the unblocked me yesterday, told me I was never to be near her again and blocked me again.

She posted my rant publicly in order to shame me. All the commenters were like "He's just hurting..." so she deleted it.

>>38683088
Have you gotten checked?
You should get checked

>>38683368
you should see a therapist

>>38683368
Not the anon you were talking with, but she sounds like a bitch.
Go find yourself a more mentally stable girl

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>>38683368
Shit dude, hope things get better, I for one missed you helping all the retard anons asking shit I didn't know/want to help them with

It will get better

>>38683392
Going tomorrow. I have a lot of shit to wade through.

Mostly I feel little to no self worth from this relationship. Completely undervalued.

>>38683373
For stis? Yes

>>38683392
This, it will help and there is nothing wrong with needing help

>>38683368
damn dude
you're better off without her

>>38683399
Next time you run into this problem break it off when you see warning signs

>>38683406
Did you fuck your doctor? Doctors make good money

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>>38683368
That hit me.

FOCUS ON BEING BIGGER NOW.

Who needs, woman, RIGHT? RIGHT?

fuck her

>>38683368
She knew you sucked cock and took it in the ass right?

>>38683396
She has a lot on her plate. I was the only person to stand by her side for ten months and she felt it appropriate to alienate me and burn our bridge.

She very definitely suffers from undiagnosed manic depression. I talked to her ex; literally everything she said about him and their relationship was a lie. He was super chill, he harbors literally 0 ill will, even though she fucked his reputation professionally and socially. People literally came out of the woodwork and were like "hey shes actually just a bitch, sorry for cutting you off". They'd say "Sorry about what she did, have you heard how she treats her new guy (me)"?

He told me she is a completely different person as from when they dated. She's impulsive, selfish and exponentially hateful. Seeking validation from the sources that provide it most often.

>>38683398
That's a nice thing to say. I'm so unused to any empathy. I'd tell her I needed this or that and all I would get is "I can't help" 'I don't know" despite my doing literally everything a person could do to bring up their partner.

>>38683429
I don't have a consistent dr right now but there was one in a nearby city who has plans with roomie and I

Tbh I find the really rich guys are more stingy. It's the middle class that try to seem like they can pay beyond their actual means to impress you

>>38683460
you can cruise for years and still retain natural test after a solid pct

>>38683460
Well your natty test is already forever fucked trt is 4 lyfe too you know

>>38682018
bumping this guy's question

>>38683439

Are you sure you went to university el Mastivo? Your english is horrible.

That said, how's work? Settling in and such?

>>38683485
resubscribed

>>38683454
Yeah she was fine with it. Never bothered her and she actively helped by sending nudes during shoots to get me hard or would ask me to send pics from the set. It was pretty cool.

>>38683415
The warning signs were not even there. She would be sweet and sentimental for a week and then just nothing. It was so confusing. The sex was always so emotional and connecting. She would beg me to own her, or she'd gently ride me, press my face into her breasts and call me "mommas big boy". Especially once she started lactating, she got super nurturing during the sex, would spend hours just worshipping me. It really fucks with your head when a woman does that sort of thing.

And like I said, cumming inside your partner is a strong bond. She would beg me for it, and I was the only guy she let do so. That bond is super important to me, so when she just trivialized it I was shocked.

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>>38683494
Your mother is also horrible. Unfortunately you're still here, alive.

You think that an alpha man like me cares about some dyel grammar. I will leave the dirty work to dyels like you

It's fine. How's the drug life? Still alive i see

>>38683460
>natural test isn't forever fucked
just cruise forever since you already have low test lol

>>38683323

Ask away for teh dnp.

You can just message me desu. I've just been busyish.

>>38683469
Ride that dick like a soldier and make eye contact the entire time

Gotta break them missy

>>38683460
What are your levels? In ng/dl
And age?

>>38681265
Asin is complementary to nolva and can actually accelerate recovery, you must be thinking of a-dex.

>>38683532

Yeah, I know. Insulting my family is my thing though I won't argue on that.

Havent had a drink, only half a cigar because a friend wanted to try longfillers and no drugs since the 26th of august.

Told my friends I was quitting after that party. So at 00:00 I threw one of my beers at someone, a tiny girl stole my other two and threw them at people as well. And I had taken my last dose of drugs before that.

My knee is still fucked, and im on painkillers for it. So technically still on drugs.

No real urge to smoke/drink/dope.

>>38683564

Guessing +- 18-23 and 10-12 nmol or 250-320ng/dl.

>>38683624

Both work. Body notices less e2, e2 comes from test. Body ups test.

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I'm at the end of my first cycle. Decided to get some bloodwork done. Can you guys help me make sense of my results?

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>>38683737

>>38683737

Rbc seems low for someone on gear. The rest looks fine. No LH?

>>38683737
You look okay. Hematocrit is a little high, but e2 looks good.

Donate blood.

>>38683776
Yeah what does the low LH and FSH mean? I've had gyno towards of my cycle and I've been on nolva and asin for like a month now. Could that be it?

>>38683439
>>38683592
Don't do it MasT. I've fallen for this trick before.

>>38683801
it means that your natty production is shut down

>>38683820
I'll add five bucks to sweeten the pot

>>38683801

It's sign of suppression/shutdown.

>>38683776
>>38683790
>>38683856
Thanks guys. Huge relief to know my levels are ok.

>>38682127
This made me laugh. She can stay.

>>38683915

Stacy's degenerate cousin, spot on.

>>38683522
Jesus dude that sounds like a fucked investment.

Go back to your normal girls or just focus on getting big - it's for the best

Could a natty use aromatase inhibitors just to get rid of excess estrogen?

I want to take HCG on my first cycle to avoid ball shrinkage, but at the same time I don't want to mix stuff and not know what's causing sides (hence why I'm not kickstarting with dbol).

Would HCG cause any sides? I also can't for the life of me figure out what dose HCG I should take.

I'll be on 500 mg Test-e / week for 12 weeks, pinning 250 twice a week.

Should I wait 2 or 3 weeks to add tren to my test prop cycle?

>>38684012

Yes.

>>38684014

Google hcg sides.

>>38684020

If you've done test before? No. If you havent done test before? Leave tren alone for a while longer.

>>38683990
Yeah. It was a fucked investment. I was her only true friend for almost a year. Everything, every facet of the relationship, was tailored to her needs. I would bring up my needs in an effort to compromise and get "No stop pressuring me into what you want. You always try to convince me".

I have no drive to do anything because I have zero value. I have known for a long time I am only good for my body, and now it's not even useful.

>>38684065

Bimbo pls. Feels. Not nice. Up letro. I did, it helps.

>>38684059
I know it can cause sides, but I can't figure out what dose could actually cause sides. I mean, if I took a TRT dose of Test, I would see no sides. How does that compare to HCG?

>>38684089
Seeing my therapist tomorrow. He's a sports med guy too. I don't know what to mention and what not to mention. There's a laundry list and I am afraid he will pinpoint gear use and tell me to stop.

I don't know if I should talk about the ex, porn, gear, suicidal ideation, history of depression, anxiety, what?

>>38684100
>if I took a TRT dose of Test, I would see no sides

Even that's debatable.

It's all trial and error. Hcg is e2 issues, just keep ai/nolva on hand.

I can't comment on the dose but I will anyway.

1000/week is a lot. And hcg is better while on cycle to keep your balls up, it can aid recovery but there's a chance it slows recovery of the hpta in pct.

Iirc 200-250 eod on cycle is enough

>>38684130
Everything. Talk about everything. Every girl you've been with in the last few years, jobs, anxieties, depression etc

His job isn't to fix your problems - it's to help you sift through everything and help you find solutions. He has to know everything in order to do that.

>>38684130

It's not gear.

Suicidal ideation is part of the ex/anxiety/depression.

So those 4. I don't think gear or porn are all that relevant. Just mention porn when it seems relevant to what you're discussing.

Also, it's their job to pinpoint it. You just talk, let them ask if you don't know what to say.

Finally got my doc to give me test shots, but he said it will stop the body producing its own testosterone can this be avoided?

>>38684181
I should probably talk about my ex prior to this too. She fucked with my trust and ability to feel value as well. The last year we were together, we fucked maybe 4 times. BTW thanks Sven for dumping her pics that was really great.

Damn. My most recent girl doesn't even acknowledge it as a relationship. We were exclusive, hung out 5-6 days a week, fucked 7-7x a day, and were best friends but it definitely wasn't a relationship.

>>38684205

Not true, it suppresses it. And not really.

If you didn't know that and pushed for testosterone you're an idiot though. It's basics.

>>38684211

/Fraud/, therapy edition.

Ffs, I thought I was one of the few. More are joining every day it seems.

>>38684211
Have you had any healthy relationships with a girl??? Anything semi positive?

A beginner cycle of test e 250 mg. What else to make moderate gainz and not rob me completely?

>>38684220
I read it, but he made it sound like the moment I start taking the shots my balls will shrivel up and fall off and if I ever stop taking them my body won't ever produce its own testosterone

>>38684269
Yeah totally. My high school sweetheart was amazing. Actually every relationship was a pretty net positive except the last two. And even the one before this was a pretty amicable split.

I've just never been used and dumped like this before.

>>38684196
That makes some sense but I feel gear amplifies the emotional response, and porn only reenforces my lack of self worth.
>>38684243
We all have low self esteem. We're on gear.

It's super shitty spending three weeks with the woman you love and she's blogging about how she "will have an amazing girlfriend one day" or how she "fucking hates being with a man" then jumps in bed with you and tells you how much she "cares".

>>38684304
So if every sexual encounter lately has been net negative you need to mention that to your therapist. What makes you attract/be attracted to that and such it needs to be talked about. Go through every girl you've been with and evaluate it. Get to the root of why your self worth is so wrapped up in what your ex did.

>>38684364
i love you

>>38684420
I think because I dumped everything into trying to help her see herself as "good" or be better while trying to maintain myself too, while getting literally 0 of that back.

>>38684536
Shoulda dumped everything in a better investment my boy, maybe next time

>>38684059
I have done test prop before. Should I let my system get used to it for 3 or 4 weeks before adding the tren?

>>38684520
lol i don't believe this

>>38684130
Be very careful mentioning suicidal thoughts. Not only can they have you arrested, but it is an "ethical and legal obligation" if for whatever reason they feel you are a danger to yourself.

I have literally been put in a psych house and fed antipsychotics for mentioning a desire to kill myself. I didn't even name a method, was told a sincerely expressed desire was enough for them to make a decision. Our mental healthcare in the States is profoundly fucked.

>>38684580
That's why I am hesitant.

http://www.xxlmag.com/news/2016/09/desiigner-steroids-not-oxycontin

lol

>>38684065
Quit with the narrative. Its useless. Im this, Im that. You don't know who you are, and it's not your job to find out.

Find someone who does CBT or MBCT. Regular therapy feels.nice but accomplishes nothing. You need to 'rewire' the way you think, and a regular therapist just wont do that. They'll help talk you out and validate your feelings, even give you homework, but its not the same as someone trained in CBT or MBCT.

a friend of mine *AHEM* he is 17 and want to do a non aromatising cycle to keep his growth plates from fusing and wants to know if there are any options that ;
1)dont block estrogen completely so the plates wont fuse
2)dont shut down HTPA thus fusing the growth plates
3)use PCT that wont fuse the growth plates

>>38684619
Identify the root causes of the suicidal ideation yourself, on your own not with a therapist.

When you know what is feeding those thoughts, ask for help with that. I.e. ask for help with low self worth, dont ask for help with wanting to die. I know it sucks not being able to be completely forthright, but that's just the way things are right nkw. Take what you can get.

I was gonna buy some India pharma ralox (Ralixa by Cipla) but the source is lagging on responses. Should I just buy Ceretropic research raloxifene powder?

I want to get rid of this gyno ffs

>>38684781
Seems interesting. Especially since I have had depressive episodes in the past.
>>38684818
Makes sense.

>>38684826
I've found ceretropic to be pretty legit

is the jump from 500 test to 750 test a week big in terms of gains?

>>38684883
if youre ugly and loook like shit like bimbo it matters, every drop, obviously didnt grow up with any natural test in his body lol

HEY YOU GUYYYSSSS

>>38684841
Dope. Do you know how to take the powder? Can I just eat it straight or does it need to be in a capsule or some shit?

Hey guys, I've ran 2 cycles without test that included Tren and never had major issues, altho the gains were noticable they were moderate.

Thinking of running a 3rd cycle and I really wanna try out Tren + Test since everybody recomends it, but my dad who's a sports doctor doesn't want me to take Test and tells me that Tren alone will sufice like the other 2 times.

What's your experience on Tren without Test? Could I get some scientific reasoning and not just "dude everybody runs test with tren, just do it" so I can convince my father?

>>38684835
This is gonna sound memey, but as youre on the west coast theres gonna be more resources available - look into Buddhism and Buddhist philosophy. Find a teacher. One that your gut says is good for you. Intuition is good for these things, if you have it.


Ive been dealing with suicidal thoughts and existencial depression since I was 10 years old. Tried to kill myself at 11. Ive been though literally every medication, and Ive seen at lesst 7 different therapists over the years. Encountering the Buddist philosophy has been the one thing to really help, on a very deep level. Im not cured, I still have agnst and suicidal thoughts from time to time, but they have been so severely reduced in intensity and duration, its unreal.

>>38684917
Everyone here says you need a test base
ask your pops why you don't need one

>>38684946
>>38684949
>>38684917
He says my PCT is gonna be way worse due to exogenous test ruining my natural levels.

>>38684977
Your father is retarded, sorry to say. Tren is enough to suppress endogenous test completely.

Google it if you dont believe me.

>>38684903
it's a nippository so just rub directly on your nips

>>38684835
Find yourself a good girl m8

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>>38685041

>>38685047
In my experience anon they are few and far between, I'm a real piece of shit too but still, I require the best

>>38683522
>The warning signs were not even there.
LOL

dude you've broken up with this girl like 60 times

>>38685041
>>38685082
fuck yall lol

Just did my first pin. Can someone validate me?

>>38685188
u did it man

where did you pin?

>>38685213
Thanks man. Did my Quad because pinning glutes sounds homo as shit.

>>38684901
lol thats why I'm paid for my body right?
>>38684921
Started practicing pranyama

>>38684580

Depends on the country. Doesn't work that way here.

>>38684815

Do more research. This looks retarded

>>38685348
I was on vacation in the balkans and shipped myself a fuckload of test amps. so that's one way

>>38685348
Mexico. Youth clinic.

If latter, you'll pay out the ass for literally the same results. UGL gear isn't any less effective.

Your options are reduced as well. Test, deca, eq, vet tren, var, drol, and maybe winstrol.

>>38685385
Gross dude.

>>38678249
boys I NEED help asap. Ill sucky sucky 5 dollar if you sort me out a solution.

So I was on a 300mg then 500mg test 12 week blast. The tren is now over, I'm running test for the last 4 weeks. I have been taking caber and asin and I show no sign of high test and I have no reason to believe my progest is too high (I am off tren now after all). But I am SO apathetic to sex, I have someone literally begging me for sex and I really want to bang them, but I couldn't care less. I can sort of get a boner if I really push for it, but just making out and stuff doesn't do anything for me. Do you all think my estro is too high? Its really fucking annoying me.

>>38685400
I don't have your answer but I would like sucky sucky 5 dollar

>>38685227
Enjoy your debilitating pip for like the first 5 or so injections, glutes are my preferred now

>>38685382
I know ugl gear isn't less effective, it's just it has a possibility of being impure or even cut with something that makes me worried. Also is test legal in Mexico?

>>38685227
implying glutes aren't by far the best place to inject

>>38685427
Yeah. You can buy it OTC. A lot of UGL labs run mass spec on their products.

>>38685400
should have picked up some cialis just in case faggot

personally never had dick issues on gear but it does happen

>>38685227
Try shoulders. Best place to pin IMO

>>38685440
Sorry for asking to be spoonfed but where would I get this mass spectrometer tested shit? I think I'm just gonna get some Balkan amps, you can check the serial number online to make sure it's legit. I have just heard so many horror stories about impure drugs I have a hard time believing most gear is mass spectrometer tested

>>38685476
lol what horror stories?

>>38685445
I've got viagra but it kind of just gives me a semi rather than a full hard on, might have to use it anyway

>>38683063
kys

>>38684569
Inject in bloodstream

>>38685416
next in line thank you very much

>>38685541
answer the question and all shall be yours.

>>38684815
Creatine

>>38685400
I am now proceeding to try 100mg of viagra on my own and see if this fixes it, aka the max dose. If it does then its happy days and I shall leave and never return. If not then I will need advice.

>>38685615
I was taking 150mg for porn.

>>38685622
can't tell if serious or not

>>38685622
did you actually take viagra? If so how much did you take for sex and did it work despite gear trying to cuck you

Bruvs I have property in europe, what compounds are you guys interested in but always finding in short or even absent supply?

>>38685622
do you like cialis?

>>38685639
oh he's serious

>>38685658
yk11

>>38685649
Gear has never cucked me. Fucking men is revolting and I need a large dose to get hard.

50mg worked fine when I was with my ex just so I could stay hard for 6 hours at a time when we marathoned the past few weeks.Viagra and 4 shots of tequila really keeps me hard.
>>38685639
Serious.

>>38685484
Literally 90% of street drugs are either fake or cut so I don't know why test would be any different

>>38685660
I do like cialis but cialis only seems to work if you are in the mood already. Cialis is great if you are planning a romantic weekend and want to be gtg at the drop of a hat.

>>38685683
lol

>>38685658
Not by any mean in low supply, but I would definitely pay top dollar for some lab grade test e

>>38685683
I have never gotten fake or cut street drugs. Where are you getting your information or drugs? Tyrone in W Oakland?

>>38685683

test is cheap and the only thing they are going to "cut" it with is oil.

underdosed test is common, but this isnt like coke or something where people put in baby powder or baking flour lol.

>>38685681
how much did you use to fuck guys? Im trying to find what I can go up to without causing a major fuck up, i just need to guarantee this boner man so bad. 50mg didn't feel that strong to me

>>38685689
i figured as much. is it dangerous to pair the two?

missed you btw bro. things will get better

>>38685703
lol

>>38685705
Thanks, I appreciate that. I have mixed the two with no sides but I went low dose on each. They seem synergistic. It was a really strong erection.

Id rather go to a gay doctor and just get trimix though.

>>38685711
answer my question pls ill love u 5eva

>>38685720
good to know

I've always wondered if equippoise would synergize with ED pills, since RBC can get sky high

>>38685703
>>38685742
>>38685622
he already did..

>>38685488
damn that's some serious limp dick dude

>>38685742
I usually dose 100-150mg to get hard for men. 50mg was all I needed to stay rock hard for hours with my ex. What really helped was bumping up asin. Other vasodilators help as well. Like I said, Tequila really helps me. Not so much to get drunk but like 4-5 shots for a slight buzz.

>>38685699
If you can get uncut cocaine on the street then you literally must have a direct connect to the cartels... Also LSD is ridiculously hard to make, like literally there are probably like 20 people in the whole US who can make it, so again, it's most likely a research Chem like nbome if you buy it off the street. Tabs of Molly usually contain bath salts as well, just go to a website like pill reports and see for yourself

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>>38685694
Meanwhile here I am trying to get rid of it.

Got like 100 amps of pharma grade and don't know what to do with them.

Only useful for cruising imo

>>38685751
Actually I was a marathon man when I was doing 1.5g test and 1200 eq. I would fuck Rachel for literally 8 hours and not cum, since EQ killed my ability to cum and gave me a huge cardio boost.

Id start fucking her at 8-9pm and we'd go to bed at 4-5am. Just fuck for an hour or two, then eat her out for an hour or have her grind my cock while I sucked her titties for a while, until she wasn't sore.

Sex god combo is high test high eq and cialis.

>>38685766
Im about your size height wise so I think the 4 shot thing could be a good idea. I think as its going to be on my mind about how I'm not gonna get hard because of gear I'm gonna rock 100-150 then, as if you hate fucking guys but even then can still get hard with that then I should be just fine after 100. I have been upping my asin just took 25mg but I think its from tren rather than test so not sure if estros the problem

>>38685786
Got a kik?

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>>38685658
talk with brick about DHB and his ester experimentation, not sure if he ever followed through with that

recruit fl for dream team, he wants to get back in the game

he knows this deep down in his plaque filled heart

>>38685800
The alcohol will reduce your anxiety as well.

I also smoked weed a lot before sex and that amplified sensation ten fold. Felt like my whole body was swallowed by warm gooey thick pussy.

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yo senpai real talk I've been wondering this for a while. Usually when I pin shoulders, sometimes quads, I get some oil leakage from pin site.

Just pinned, here's my shoulder. This is more oil leakage than usual, sometimes I don't get any. How much test do you think I'm losing from this kid of leakage? I have the needle like an inch and a half deep, I don't understand.

>>38685819
Z track? And pin slower. Much much slower. Like 30 seconds per ml.

>>38685831
word, that's probably why sometimes I don't leak. I pinned really fast today cause my housemates came home and called for me lol

>>38684977
Anyone who has done 30min research into roids knows that's wrong. Tren alone will shut you down just as hard as test. Tell him to fuckoff

>>38685831
should I pin again? I have some test P I could add (100mg/1ml). But I don't know how much I lost.

>>38685853
No. You lost a negligible amount, it's fine.

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>>38685801
Is that some sort of American messaging app

I'm euro

>>38685809
Too much pip, he got rekt passed over to trest afaik

>>38685787
Sex god combo is tren, cialis and dapoxetine imo

>>38685816
Yeah it will do, though I need to drive to pick her up so I don't wanna risk losing my license. I guess if I do them just before I go they won't hit me till i get back home

>>38685857
Can't do it so well on tren. I become a sweaty monster within 15 minutes. Literally pouring onto my ex's face. I have to take breaks and catch my breath, literally dizzy and huffing.

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>>38685870
Yeah the sweat is a problem for sure

Don't have the cardio troubles on the other hand so as long as she's cool with sweat, game on

>>38685322
Pranayama isnt really going to help you without a solid philosophy and discipline behind it.

The fact you sought out something like pranayama hints at part of the problem. It's flashy, and promises a lot. What are you looking for?


Anapanasati is good, though. It's hard to pervert paying attention to your breathing. But having a teacher behind these practices is infinitely more helpful than trying to piece together whatever looks interesting. You can find one for free, someone who wants to give back happiness they received. The best ones are free, even.

>>38685865
Just drink when she gets there dude. You dont have to rush into anything take your time and settle into it. The best part of sex isn't ruining that sloppy cunt, it's taking time to worship and appreciate your lady.

Exalt this girl. If you take 30-60 minutes to just explore her, kiss her body, and feel yourself get swallowed in that creamy thick flesh the easier it will be to get into the mindset of relaxing and being able to perform.

Don't focus on your ability to get hard; focus on your ability to make your partner feel like she is your world in that moment. The more you make her moan, squirm and beg for your cock, the more thrilling and excited you will be.

Allow yourself to enjoy the experience of worshipping your Goddess so she can please her God.

how long do u guys run tren? i dont want off this ride

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>>38685896
>it's taking time to worship and appreciate your lady
Wut

Is bimbo having feel problems or something. Is this even bimbo. What's this gay chit

>>38685886
I use pranayama to help with centering my mind. I had been reading some books by RAW and he fully exerts that pranayama can be key to entering 6th and 7th circuit systems of the brain. Im much more interested in detaching from how i perceive reality to be, and am instead focusing on simultaneously perceiving and creating my reality.

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>>38685903
Until my mind goes whacky and/or the anxiety becomes too much

>>38685896
Thanks for that I think you are right, its annoying as once I've done it once with her there will be 100% no problems, its the fear that it could go wrong thats fucking with me. I think you are right, just make out and go down on her and take my time and it will all work out fine.

>>38685909
I've always done this and have always been into body worship.

I always took an hour or two to worship my girl before I would throw her on the floor, and rut her like a beast in heat. I want her to beg for me before I start choking her and slapping her in the face. Last week I choked her in such a good position, she went unconscious hit her head on the counter and slumped onto the floor. So fucking hot. She was out for a good 15 seconds.

>>38685857
Ok got any method of contact more secure than 4chan? pmsl

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>>38685934
>Last week I choked her in such a good position, she went unconscious hit her head on the counter and slumped onto the floor. So fucking hot. She was out for a good 15 seconds.

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>>38685934
No wonder you guys have relationship troubles and go on and off the whole time

>>38685909
Lol

>>38685930
I mean making out and eating her out is nice, but I mean full stop, imagine her as a fertility goddess dog. If you are this anxious about performing with her, you have a real investment in pleasing her.

Remember anxiety is a chronic fight or flight response; it's no different from being excited. You're not nervous that you won't perform well, you're excited to be worshipped like the god of virility that you are.

Undress her with your teeth. Drag your tongue across every inch of that thick flesh. Bite and manhandle her ass and thighs. Massage, grope and explore literally every inch of her before you even consider touching her pussy.

I usually start with making out and then Ill breathe heavy on her neck, and kiss the collarbone, travelling back up to bite her ears or jaw. Kiss lightly down to her tummy, and then drag your tongue to where her happy trail meets the lip of her pubic hair. Then bite and kiss her stomach and breasts. Leave hickies. Pin her arms down and lick her arms. Kiss her hands and fingers. Run your fingers through her hair, and pull hard, expose her neck. Bite it.

Just do shit like this for hours.

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>>38685950
Don't think I'm gonna mess around sending pharma stuff out and about with an anon, sorry mate but this stuff gets linked to you far more easily than UGL

>>38685809
>talk with brick about DHB and his ester experimentation, not sure if he ever followed through with that
>>38685857

I can confirm DHB will have pip no matter what. I have no idea why or how you can fix it other than lowering the dosage per ml, which of course turns people off.

>>38685958
Explain. I take my time to worship and then always applied aftercare.

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>>38685992
>>38685977
I'm just hoping you do these things once every couple of months.

If this is seriously something you do often, as in anywhere near to once a week, I just hope she's got a good book at hand.

I'm just a spastic on the internet, but if I see two people spending so much time on this and even enjoy it I'd think they need some hobbies and something is fundamentally wrong with the rest of their lives so it's gonna end in fireworks either way.

Also, sounds like a lot of pressure being worshiped to such an extreme and feeling like you have to be good enough for the part.

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>>38686062
always the best pics

>>38686062
It was our hobby. We spent probably every other day fucking like this. You sound like she'd get bored but she loved it. Moaning and stroking my face or head the entire time.

There's so much to explore with sex. It was reciprocated pretty well too. The best would be when she'd wrap herself around me and let me suck those milky titties or she'd sit on my face and massage my abs and legs while drowning me in ass fat.

You're missing out. Smoke a bowl or two, and enjoy foreplay or slow gentle fucking for 4-5 hours at a time without orgasm. You enter a new state of bliss.

On the flip side, I really only felt valued by her when I was fucking her.

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>>38686097
>You sound like she'd get bored but she loved it.
> but if I see two people spending so much time on this and even enjoy it I'd think they need some hobbies and something is fundamentally wrong with the rest of their lives
Pull all your happiness from the same source and shit's gonna hit you like a brick when it'll inevitably end, and with nothing to show for it.

Not that it's any worse than a drug addiction or spending all your day playing games, but I just can't envision it realistically ending well long term.

>>38686155
Oh yeah it's ended horribly.

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>>38686164
If this is anything like all the other times, you guys will be back together in less than a week.

How many times has it been now?

>>38686177
8 or 9. Probably won't happen. I'm literally on the opposite side of the country.

>>38685912
>detaching from how i perceive reality to be
This is fine. You might have success with Anapanasati. Find a good translation of the Anapanasati sutta, it will at least assist you in your understanding of pranayama.

"He trains himself, 'I will breathe in steadying the mind.' He trains himself, 'I will breathe out steadying the mind.' He trains himself, 'I will breathe in releasing the mind.' He trains himself, 'I will breathe out releasing the mind.' "


>simultaneously perceiving and creating my reality
There is never a you that creates. Only a you that percieves. If it can even be called a you.


Like I said, pranayama is flashy and seductive. But its not what you need, nor will it give you any lasting peace. At least not the brand youre pursuing. In my opinion at least; I used to seek out these things all the time as well.

>>38686197
You should read Prometheus Rising.

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>>38686177
The flight over there would take less than one of your sex sessions

>>38685990
>I can confirm DHB will have pip no matter what
fug

is your experience with dhb cyp? that's the only one i can find raws of, but if it's guaranteed pip maybe it's not worth the trouble. wonder if you'd have better luck with another ester...

>>38684130

therapists don't usually just tell their client to immediately stop whatever it is they're doing. you don't need to worry about that.

for best results you should tell him everything, but it's going to take a lot of time to do that. many, many sessions. it'll probably start out at a higher, more general level.