How do you stop hating yourself? How do you overcome BDD? How

I'm going to kill myself.

I just take pre workout
the temporary high makes me feel good and keeps me busy
afterwards I'm too tired to hate myself and just idle around until I fall asleep or have to go to class or work

>>38645264
When I look in the mirror I want to slit my throat.

>>38645145
Too busy hating everyone else.

Apathy

>>38645191
>>38645271
Same here . Eventually I will kill myself , it's a decision that I already made long time ago , it's not even the fact that I don't make gains or shit like that . But it's the fact that I'm an outsider of everything in this world , I never experienced something that TRULY made me happy.
At this point I'll just keep myself busy until I will commit suicide.
I wish my mom hated me so I could have done it right now .

>inb4 nice blog

>>38645191
no you won't

I'm eventually gonna take steroids so I know I'll reach my goal body one day. I'm not in a rush. But at times I'll fail a work set on squats and my entire day will be ruined because crippling thoughts of how I'm never gonna have big strong legs and squat 4pl8s haunt me.

This thread

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd9OhYroLN0

>>38645368
Just hop on the juice dude. That or heroin. Or that and heroin, ftw. Being a drug addicted loser fucktard with a killer body is better than being dead.

>>38645145
How's that giraffe's legs going to clear the slingshot?

I look like shit after lifting for 4 years but I think it's 30% not lifting hard enough, 60% diet, 10% genetics where I gain fat in my midsection instantly when I eat at a surplus.

I don't want to start cycling until I'm like 40 and my natty hormones are garbage though.

Copious amounts of drugs and overcompensating.

Or you can do stuff that makes you happy or feel like you accomplished something that's permanent and shows, but hey I'm no doctor.