/fit/ feels

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Shameless self-bump with a qt

YEAHH BUDDDYY!!!!!!!!!!! NOTHING BUT A PEANUT!!!!!!!!

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>>38641300
EVERYBODY WANTS TO BE A BODYBUILDER BUT NOBODY WANTS TO LIFT NO HEAVY ASS WEIGHTS

>>38641293
MAN I WANT TO SEXUALLY FUCK THAT PRIME QT

How's that for a feel eh lads

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>>38641387
Have another one

Took a bunch of online depression tests, all say I have moderate - severe. Guess I'll go see a Therapist see what they say. Only thing keeping me alive is lifting so I think they're actually accurate.

Yeah was alright

>have been partying/working nonstop this week so i havn't had a proper rest day, so i felt it affect my workout today but i pushed myself and completed it
Anyways
>have a appointment with an accountant to get my tax done
>the accounting office is front of the highway
>get there and start doing tax return with nice ground floor office with wide windows
>finishing up paper work and just about to get up from the desk to walk to the counter to pay when
>(in the space of 1-4 seconds;)
>hear loud noise coming from highway
>female clerk screams
>look other direction outside the window
>See a massive semitrailer smash its way through the fense dividing the highway lanes, into the oncoming lane and pulverise a van head on (luckily parked the guys was in our building though), and proceed to push it another 10 metres,

The window of the building i'm in to the distance of the road is about 4-5 metres, so the truck covered the whole feild of view outside the window, the truck was heading straight for us but the driver turned a bit back into the road before it would have hit us.

Now to continue;
>Massive bang, i'm in shock and so is everybody else
>get the shakes and decide to go outside anyway to check things out
>had my phone out as reflex but it took me another 5 seconds to actually start dialling because of shock
>call 000 (australia) whilst getting out of the building to investigate

Every time i call emergency i just talk spagetti haha its so hard to speak normally when you're shocked.
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>>38641600
Nice dubs what happened then?

>>38641600
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>go towards van, see slightly pinkish liquid on floor, freakout for microsecond then realised its not blood (i find out later who the driver of the van is)
>walk toward semi trailer, the driver gets out and he is fine no injuries, but the look on his face, i just knew the dude was shaken as fuck. He sort of moved like a drunk person (though he wasn't drunk) from the amount of shock he was feeling
>meanwhile semi trailer is pissing fuel all over the road
>i've been talking details to the emergency center while walking around

I ask the truck driver what happened
>says he was drinking coffee then had a coffing fit "and then i don't remember", thats is of course because he is shocked
>Some asian dude is also outside of our building and says that the van is his, says that he was just dropping a package off and was about to come out the door before this happened


...
>No one was on the oncoming lane at that exact point in time, (the gap is usually 10-15 seconds before traffics catches up from the lights)
>If the delivery guy in the parked van was late or early, he would have been dead for sure
>I say the my accountant, what an exciting job you have
>He laughs but i'm sure he rages at the same time internally
>Ambulance arrives, police make a perimetre and tell peeps to back away, i got back in office to pay and am outa there

I won't ever forget my first visit to the accountant.

Other then the visit to the accountant i didnt have anything to do today, my first rest day of the week fuck yeah, i feel like i should have taken photos but oh well.

>>38641211
Pretty good got mired by a qt at my krav maga class then dod 315 bench 5x5
Doing legs today then tomorrow is deadlift day

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>>38641718
The driver of the truck had his eyes wide open

This is what the truck looked like except it had 2 trailers and not 3, after it all happened i was very self crittical.

Was going through the entire event saying to myself i should have done this or that and should have reacted faster, but i'm not used to that much shock, though i'll keep these lessons in mind for next time shit goes down

>>38641211
>tfw still DYEL by /fit/ standards but going along decent
>tfw go to a class of younger students wearing some /fa/ clothing
>notice a few mires
>still feels like I'm being made fun of, makes me uncomfortable

Feels bad man.

>>38641797
If you feel uncomfortable you have to assert your dominance famalan

>>38641600
>>38641718
What is the point of this story?
How is it relevant to the OP?

>>38641960
I guess i focused too much on the last thing he wrote "how was your day", and my day certainly had some feels in it

>>38641960
I made a thread for sharing feels, he dindu nuthin wrong

>>38641451
>Only thing keeping me alive is lifting so I think they're actually accurate.
if you needed a bunch of online tests to figure that out you might wanna take a couple of IQ tests as well

>end of my first month of 5x5
>gotten to a point where I can finally load 1 plate on my bench
>some jacked dude asks to work in with me, say sure
>we do warm up sets in the same phase and then I stop loading after reaching a plate
>first set, only manage 4 reps. second, only 3, third I squeeze out another 3 then can't do any more
>in between my sets the other dude keep adding more and more plates while we arkwardly take them off together until we're back at one plate when I'm going to lift
>look at the other people in the row of benches
>people who look even shittier than me are using my working set to just warm up

>>38641211
>get /fit/
>not tall enough or handsome enough for chad status
>cute enough to get laid
>become lonely fuck boi

>>38641797
post outfit

>>38642123
Not necessarily, if you've had it for ages and don't know what depresion is then to you, you feel normal. I took me 2 years of depression, dropping out of my sports team and dropping out of highschool to realise i had a big problem and had something called "depression", once i found out about this i read up on it and it made so much sense.

What i mean is if you don't know about mental illnesses then you will not know you have one unless something external can say to you that you are not normal

She ain't making up her mind man and she got problems yo, doesn't want me to help her. Ima lift

>>38642353
Are you of a negro origin, if you don't mind me asking

>be me yesterday inna gym
>finishing off my uppers day with wrist rolls as usual
>finish set, go to return the plates
>squat rack is being loitered by older dyels
>only other station with plate holders is bench/ohp

This is where it gets interesting

>bench is currently being used by a 8/10 qt
>only issue is she's in a wheelchair, and somehow hopped onto the bench
>I just walk back and start putting the plates away while she chills between sets of 95lbs
>she immediately gives me a weird look and says
>"Yeah don't bother putting them in the right spot or anything"
>so I start rearranging them, even though they were already out of order cuz anytime fitness
>after I rearrange a couple she just giggles and says she can do it
>at this point I just put the plates back as fast as possible and walk away, avoiding eye contact
>she laughed

Either she was akwardly hitting on me or I got bullied by a fucking crippled whore

Sick for a week now tried lifting yesterday today My leg feel totally fucked and it makes me think of my ex even More when I have a bad day. She was the One that got away.

It finally fucking happened /fit/.
I used my gains.

>Car hit some girl, ran over her
>Shes trapped under the car
>Already know I'd have to deadlift like 1k lbs to pick up half of that shit
>Only need ~2 other people to help plus another to drag her
>Get in the middle, DL stance
>Lift it with the other people

Felt fucking good. I wish I could deadlift a car by myself but doing the math it's just too heavy for me right now.

>>38642502

Anyone with a 4 plate diddly should be able to lift the average car from the rear, at least enough to help a trapped person.

Problem is grip. There's nowhere to hold the stupid thing.

>>38641960
It's /story time/

>>38642430
she was hitting on you, but you blew it.

>>38642568
That's only ~400lbs though. Picking up half a car, even from the rear, is around 700-1200lbs.

Average car weighs 2200-4000lbs. Even if it was 1/4th of the weight just to lift the back end up of a small ass car, it'd still be 550lbs.

>>38642587
how was I supposed to flirt back to that tho? like I still can't of a witty response

>>38642606

You're forgetting leverage.

Most cars have all of their weight at the front, especially FWD cars. Add to that you're not deadlifting, it's more a rack pull.

I can deadlift 190kg
I can rackpull 230kg from the knees

If you could get a reliable grip on the rear subframe somehow you could just about lift it.

>>38642632
>look at the obviously not arranged plates
'they are already arranged tho'


alternatively you can just smile and laugh like a normal human being might

>>38642639
Maybe I'll try it by myself sometime. Always wanted to be able to lift one by myself.

>mid august of 2015 I was 203 pounds down from 305
>was flying high seeing my waist get thin and seeing all the gains ive been working for
>meet current gf
>slowly stop caring
>start lifting again after 2 months of not going, just didnt do anything
>weigh in at 264 lbs
>self loathing and all that
>go to docs, explain my situation
>low libido, no energy, complete lethargy, no drive
>prescribes a test and thryoid blood test
>feel even worse today thinking about it all
>not happy whatsoever and feel myself becoming distant with my gf and everyone else

Boyos, I did not ask for these feels. I hate that I let myself get to this point. I truly hate myself these days

>>38642652
only thing I could think of was making a leg day joke, which would probably get me slapped

>>38642679
Also I think im gay fit, what do?

>>38642679
stop hating yourself and get back to the fucking grind, sculpt your body.

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someone stole my brand new nike AirMax from my fucking room in college. I'm so fucking pissed. I think it was my crazy ex gf but who knows.

>>38642881
1488 and start the race war anon.

>>38641742
>falling for the meme maga meme

>>38642639
>tfw me and my pa had to fix the fridge and had to fet under it
>ask dad if he can hold it up while i work under but he cant lift it (dad is 52 good shape but he's old)
>i lift and hold the fridge for an hour while he fixes it
> get congrats from dad who trained marines
Felt pretty gud brahs

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>>38642123
>taking online IQ test

>>38641211

>I also upped my diddylift by lmao0.5pl8 today

dyel detected.

>>38641211
>week 4 of college
>haven't made any new friends
>even my acquaintances from high school don't invite me out

>>38641211
ITT: neckbeard fantasy

>>38642679
Similar thing happened to me. Just gotta find a way to get back to that mental state

>>38643036
Do you know what "upped" means right?
>>38643111
Sure thing buddy

>hit 275 on bench for the first time
>have job interview on Monday

Just sharing some good feels. If I get this new job it's a $15k a year raise over my current job.

Also I plan on trying 285 on bench by end of next week

We're all gonna make it brehs

>>38641211
>morning
>first thing i hear as I wake up is that dad's van got broken into
>most of the expensive tools stolen
>bummed out for the rest of the day
>first day of boxing club
>fitness pretty much better than anyone there
>got to punch shit so let some anger out
Overall it felt pretty good. Still a bit pissed about the tools and would strangle the guy that did that but theres nothing I can do.

>>38641211

>Get a snapchat from a friend saying 'Send me a selfie'
>Weird request but ok, send a face shot
>Next snap back is of a hot girl I know who's taken his phone
>She starts talking to me, haven't seen her in almost a year, pretty unexpected
>Don't know how to deal with these feels
>Go lift heavy things instead
>Almost back at 2x BW DLs

>>38641797

>Most /fit/ in my course at uni
>In general get a compliment here or there, good times
>Can always find the insecure ones as they're the ones who'll make lifting jokes/jabs towards me
>Pros outweight cons by far, least I'm not a fatass so I win by default

>>38642950
Fuck m8 I'd go fucking mental if someone stole my Janoskis.

Hope you find the cunt who stole them.

>>38643078
i know that feel if you were at app i would chill with you bud

>>38641300
YEA BABYY
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

>oneitis tells me we arent gonna work out a week before pax
>think its going to shit on my time, but try not to let it
>spent some time with qt cosplayer at pax and end up fucking multiple times
>she tells me im hot even tho im complete dyel and skinnyfat
>was virgin before this all happened
>over oneitis entirely, watching her make shitty decisions lmao

>>38642679
get prescribed test and get big

>>38644897
yeah once you realize that oneitis is just a normal person like anyone else the spell dissapears pretty damn fast

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>>38641211
Help me bros

>Talked to this girl for a while
>We went out a few times
>She said we should just be friends
>Didn't speak to her for about 2 months after that because was gutted as fuck
>She ends up messaging I think whatever it's been a while
>Get talking pretty much same as we were before everything went downhill
>Find out she's been seeing someone since the day after she turned me down
>I know I'm never going to be with her but I still reply to her messages even though I am dead inside
>Hoping she eventually gets bored and stops but then if she messages again I'll be straight back there replying
:(

>>38645016
Drop her, i went through the same exact thing and holy hell i wish i could do it all over and just ignore her bitch ass

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Tfw im completely confident and talkative now because i feel like the shit compared to everyone else

Tfw i still dont pick up chicks because i have shitty high standards and refuse to believe any girl would possibly be interested in me aside from being a friend.

>>38642430
You see, what a person free from the shackles of autism would do would be to use tone to judge the situation

>>38641413
>no tits but them thighs/ass
>those tats
>that hairstyle
LONDON
O
N
D
O
N

>going though police training
>pull up to pool to swim laps
>some kids who appearantly knew me started shouting insults
>fuck you, pig! Smells like bacon, etc
>shrug it off
>get into pool and start swimming
>some kid I used to know in highschool comes up to me
>hey you're anon, right? You're doing the police training
>yeah man
>that's awesome dude I hope it's going well for you. My father is a cop, it a tough job
>swim 2k with him

It was a good day

>>38642174
Everyone starts somewhere, just do your thing and dont be such a goddamn lilbitch.

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>>38645016
>>38645034
Tfw she just drunk messaged me

>>38642203
lucky you. i lost all my friends somehow over the last years ... now im fit, there is this one milf i bang from time to time and thats it ... waiting uni to start again ... its an abstract kind of feel, but im feeling like iam missing out on life.

>>38645370
Don't do it.

>>38645370
don't do it faggot. reply to me instead

>>38641211
>on my way back from chess club
>group of maybe 6 subhumans break my glorious meditation
>"look at his fedora and unwashed hair, maybe we should ask him if he is alright?"
>turned around and stared them down for a good 2 minutes
>feel their heartbeat rise
>this is what Naruto trained me for
>begin to do a Jutsu with my left hand while grasping my 1000 fold katana
>whole bus is falls silent
>feel my chakra flow
>take the first step of the tiger formation, scaring a lady(which is against my code)
>the "male"yields when i reveal an inch of my nippon steel
>shake my head, resheath my blade
>"one shouldn't start combat with forces he does not understand. Take this day as a lesson, young man"
>leave the bus
>hear laughter of fear as I go
I also added lmao0.5 dakimakura to my collection

>>38645370
just reply "go cry to your boyfriend, im not intrested hearing your drunken horseshit."

>>38646258
>>38646258
>>38646258
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>>38646258

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>cutting
>weigh myself yesterday
>178lbs
>weigh myself today
>182lbs

I know weight fluctuates for random bullshit reasons and it's nothing to be concerned about but it's so off putting.

>Wake up
>Work
>Go to gym
>Come home and ate
>Spend my entire day on the computer
>Sleep at 3 am
>Wake up at 12
>Repeat

>>38646283
?

>>38641413
>not Cop

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>>38646367
Fuck, wrong

>>38642430
Kek you're a loser

>>38642849

ha ha oh man thank god you stayed silent in that case

>>38642174

Just a game of time my man. Started benching 65 and am now at 175 5 months later after some form fix and proper dieting. Just keep trucking on and the weights will go up.

Thats all the gym takes, just time and commitment. Keep at it and you WILL get results.

>>38646072
the faggot didn't reply you but i'm here for you my fred

>>38643240
Nice brah get it

>>38646301
your shit is 10lbs

>>38646187
trying way too hard anon

my life is empty but my ohp is progressing nicely

>>38645016
dude just put her in your blocked contact list if it bothers you that much

If you can't be her friend then you need to cut contact

>>38642881
>>38642881
>>38641211
>>>38642679
>Also I think im gay fit, what do?
Suck a cock

>>38646301
Go take a shit

>>38646434
If you're on this website, you're a loser.

>>38646494
>started with tactically the bar and chump change
>lift now barely lmao 1.5 pl8

Ask me how I know you've neglected proper exercises

>>38646301

>I know weight fluctuates for random bullshit reasons

I don't really see how the food in your intestines being processed to keep you alive or the water in your system and bladder are somehow bullshit reasons.

>>38646324
i do this as well anon except i have no work

>>38646351
i'm just second your post, that's the best thing to do in his case

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>>38645016

>be friends with ex
>try to go back with ex gf
>no luck
>"you know what, I don't want to be your friend I want to be your boyfriend"
>"I don't like you"
>"OK, don't talk to me ever again, you hurt me"
>"OK"
>she actually stopped talking to me

>>38641960
Calm the autism, faggot.

>>38642679
Same happened to me

/fit/ was right when they told me grills are literal gains goblins

>>38643556
>>38641848
Feel like a fraud m8, I'm still pretty DYEL by /fit/ standards but I'm the biggest in the class since I'm a year or two older and actually hit the gym.

How do I lift the feels away. Just want to reach my goal bod by the Summer finally...

>>38648159
I don't remember writing this post

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Mixed bag of feels

>wake up late and miss my classes
>go to the gym but still groggy
>bad workout, only did bench and almost dropped the bar on my head while racking
>I've been growing facial hair now thanks to minoxidil
>get my old badger brush and shaving soap I got 3 years ago and never had to use
>had my first genuine shave shirtless
>felt manly
>go to walmart and ask the cashier how it is. I'm thinking of working there. It's the grocery store type, not the supercenter.
>just fapped at 11:59pm and intend to do nofap until I get a gf in a year when I reach my final form (^:

I'm going to workout hopefully after class tomorrow.

I'm also ordering some meal prep containers I saw off a guy's channel off amazon.

I must become the person I want to be.

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>Wake up, depressed as usual
>Check news sites, make sure WWIII hasn't started (it hasn't yet)
>Feed and water elderly, ill parents
>Clean bedpans, catheters
>Carry mom to the living room so she can watch her talk TV shows
>Thaw some chicken for dinner
>Check Emails/texts. Nothing
>Try to not thing about "HER."
>Carry dad to living room.
>Make them oatmeal for lunch
>Check mail/texts. Still nothing.
>Work on one of my novels.
>Make dinner. Feed my parents
>Go to the gym... Ride my bicycle just to have some time to myself.
>Receptionist asks, "Any fun plans for the weekend?"
>Reply: "Gonna cut the grass, watch 'Narcos' Season Two."

Joke's on her. I cut the grass yesterday and finished Narcos on Wednesday. I am cunning jester.

>Do my routine alone in the gym. No one else is there.
>Try to think happy thoughts. Can't find any.
>Ride home from gym.
>Give parents their meds.
>Mom forgot my name again.
>Work on novel some more.
>Carry parents to bed.
>Spend my last $2 of my own money on a cheap tallboy of beer (I use their retirement for their bills/needs and never touch it for my own stuff)
>Shitpost on 4chan for a bit, try to not think of "HER"

As soon as my parents both pass from This Mortal Coil, I'm just going to hang myself.

>>38649456

>Get feels
>Lift until exhaustion makes feels go away/secondary to tiredness
>Repeat whenever necessary.

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>>38646072
I went to bed bro I didn't reply

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>>38649726
>>Mom forgot my name again.

>>38649726
>Mom forgot my name again

I don't even have a picture that gives justice to that feel. I don't know what that feels like thankfully, but I can't imagine that even the worst person on the planet should ever know that feel. How do you even cope with that?

>>38649991
Like the rest of my shit life, it's just more shit to deal with.

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>>38649726
This is one of the most depressing things I've read on this site, and kinda hope you're just joking a little.

If not, I really hope you reconsider, and not kill yourself. Instead do things with your life that you couldn't when you were taking care of your parents. All because their lives end doesn't mean yours has to follow, instead think of it as a new start.

>>38650305
There's nothing I can do that I want to after they're gone. I have no money and probably won't ever have any again.

Too old to find a gf, too old to start over, too dead inside to care.

>>38642502
>things that happened

>>38644301
>Janoskis

spot the 19 yr old snapback crew socks faggot wannabe

>>38645016
you're what girls call an "option"

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>>38649726
Please don't do it bro. We all go through seasons of difficulty in life, but trust in Jesus.

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>>38646187

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>start running while ago
>do 5ks
>now focusing on cutting the time
>steady improvements
>can force myself hard
>Need to go to gym to get big
>Cant force myself to go out and do this shit

Tfw born autistic

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>>38649726

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>>38649726

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>Starting to become healthier after years of being athletically challenged and a lazy fatass (not actually fat)
>Get a nice routine going for myself and really put in the effort each day
>Biggest issue for me is eating which essentially prevents me from leaving the realm of skeleton
>After every session I literally sit in the locker room depressed as shit because I dont have an appetite and know that if I dont eat this will all be a waste of time.

I like my slim figure and only want to broaden myself out at bit. Is there any way to increase say, my arms and chest without eating a fuckton?

Even just doing push ups at home should be enough to get bigger arms no?

>>38642430
>I got bullied by a fucking crippled whore

Didn't your mum hug you enough?

>>38649726

It sounds like you need support. Reach out to someone, anyone, everyone. Please don't give up.

I love you. You're amazing.

>>38641211
>>girl jumps

lol, what

>>38650791
>boohoo i am "depressed as shit" because i dont have appetite to bulk :'((((

Shut the fuck up you pussy, you stuff the food down your throat like the rest of us. No one gets depressed because of it what the fuck. And just buy calorie dense foods you dumbo.

>>38650987
She jumped from her seat

I'm kinda feeling bad now, they were just having fun (at my expense), but still

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>>38649726
>Try to think happy thoughts. Can't find any.

>>38649680
>been growing facial hair now thanks to minoxidil
Are you using min because you're balding?

>>38650791
Drink chocolate milk

>>38646386
i cried man

>>38649726

You are a hero, man. Your parents are the luckiest people to have you as their child. I really hope things work out for you.

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>>38648159
I'm actually thinking on trying to be friends with my ex so she falls in love with me again like she used to be, worst idea ever I know but I really don't know how to let people go when the relationship is over.
Also how did you cope knowing she was seeing other guys while you were still in love of her? That concerns me a tiny bit

>>38651863
DON'T

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> mfw you make eye contact with a fat fuck and you just SEE his seething jealousy

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>>38652017
B-but I want to
I'm getting to the point now of accepting she doesn't wanna be with me anymore and there is nothing I can do about it.
The last month and a half has been shit tho, too much trying and pushing and she just messing around with me

>>38652577
Nigga don't be like me, I'm still jumping to beck and call of the girl I loved who's seeing someone else despite asking myself daily why I'm doing it.
My friends have told me it'll take finding someone else to forget her so maybe consider that?

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>>38652604
The thing is my last two relationship have had the same structure.
At the beginning they are super keen on me and both were good girlfriends, first one had some huge family related problems and ended up depressed and all that shit but this last girl was honestly amazing.
Then we broke up before summer for whatever reason and I'm ok with that, they were both still really keen and in love at that point.
During summer something changes, they discover they can be happy without me and I realise i don't wanna waste my time with other people and they are worth it.
But it's too late.
I was very independent before this two girls but I think the first one fucked me somehow, now when I feel they are leaving me at an emotional level I turn to be a dependant pussy, I need them to self-validate me or some shit. Both of them were confused about their feeling so it has been a constant ups and downs which has drived me crazy.
After a loooong time I was fine and happy again after the first girl when I meet this second one. I know it'll go away but right now I can't imagine me being this lucky and finding anyone this amazing again
Feels better when I talk about it cause I realise how stupid I am so thanks mate

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>>38652695
Pretty much sums me up with >tfw no gf
I just want someone to fill a hole in me.
But they won't be the last to break our hearts bud, best we can do is try to pick up what remnants we have and move on to the next candidate

>>38652695
>>38652745
Im a random dude and i got some experience with relationship and im telling you guys no woman will ever fill that need you have
It does sound dumb but they simply cant fill that space, you will end up more and more broken if you follow this path

Focus on how to make yourself happy, focus on what you want out of life and try to do things you know have a meaning to you

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>>38652786
Tfw my endgame is having a happy family

>>38652820
mine too, i love the thought of having kids and preferably a dog but girls are just so rare to find i doubt ill get my wish

Anyway, if you want this and you know where to find a girl always remember you must lead
She isnt there to validate you or comfort you in any form, you must be strong because if youre not you will fail and lose your gf and kids

>>38641413
Dam bruv, sauce on this P R I M E T I M E L O N D O N qt?

>>38649726
fuck man I didnt ask for those feels

>>38652916
That's my gf
Don't you touch her

>>38649726

I truly hope you make it lad, don't do anything permanent

>>38652577
NO CONTACT
NO CONTACT
NO CONTACT

>>38645016
Dont reply to her anymore bro, she just wants to use you to make some self steem gains, that bitch.
Get over her.

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>>38652786
I used to be like that and actually the first year of uni I was feeling fucking great and I didnt had a gf at the time.
I know that's what I have to do, focus on me and be happy with myself not relying on anyone else but I'm a weak ass faggot when I'm in love.
Again it does help talking about it so thank you too bro

>>38653044
Sharing is caring

Good:
>visiting family in Spain, haven't been to my grandfather's village in years

Bad:
>no gym because it's a village
>deadlift stalled because of shit grip strength

At least I'm up to my target weight for the summer bulk

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>>38646187
under8ed

>>38650791
try Queal Athletic. It only takes 2 minutes to get it down you and it's calorie/protein dense as fuck.

>>38642502
Iktf. Me and a buddy had to move a Kia Sentra in a driveway one time. We deadlifted the tail end up and moved it a couple inches at a time.

>>38645064
sounds pretty similar to me but i'm trying to change hah

>>38650492
Wow, you sure got me good ! Well done pal.

>>38653232
Ugly:
>You

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>>38646187

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>>38646187
OP here

Kek'd hard

>>38653954
I mean, yes, but what does that have to do with anything

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>>38654091

>>38642456
i have some gifts for you
.................
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use them wisely

>>38642430
Autism

>>38649726
FUCKGUGING

My grandad died from Alzheimers. I didnt ask for feels here you fucking fuck.

Live through it as you are, you're doing God's work m8.

>>38642430
SHIGGYYYYYY
DID YOU ACTUALLY JUST WASTE THE OPPORTUNITY TO GET A WHEELCHAIR GF?

>>38654367
yo dude you have no foresight.

can you imagine, getting wheelchair gf, all going good, finally get bored of her

you can never break up with her.

the immense shaming from everyone around you

you would have to fucking to a different country to get out of that relationship

>visit mom in hospital (breast cancer, had to have all breast tissue removed)
>feel like shit after coming home
>go into gym listening to sad music on full volume and hit 3pl8 squat for 3x6 (huge pr, barely squeezed out 3x4 before and i could have done more too)

Kind of a weird day desu

Anyone else /good feels/?

Finally hit lmao2pl8 squat at 65kg bw

>>38641293
LONDON

>>38641451
Online anything tests are complete bullshit for soccer moms. If you want a proper diagnosis, go see a doctor or psychologist or some such. We'll al make it breh

>>38654891
>finally
You should hit 2pl8 really fast dude.

>finally happy with my body
>starting to lose all my motivation to keep lifting

>>38655274
Learn the arcane and amazing art of "maintenance".
You only need to lift once a week and do two 5-10 HIIT sessions a week to maintain your gains.

A full body 1-2 set 5-15 rep workout that hits all of your muscles in one workout all ALL you need to maintain.

>>38646386
fuck this always make me weep

>>38649726
eyo senpai, Idk about them but I'm here for you. This board is nothing but feels being lifted anyways. Share the feels. Lift Heavy.

>>38649726
Keep going brah, we're all gonna make it

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>>38641351
I DO IT THO

>>38644897
you're living the life my man. I was at pax and though I'm skinnybuilt I didn't talk to many QTs.

be proud of yourself.

>>38655673
>we're all gonna make it

I'm beyond that. I have no future. The best I can hope for is to one day make a friend, but that's incredibly unlikely.

>>38641293
Arm as big as mine.

But can she bench 80 kg?

>>38657267
Anybody can bench 80kg lad