How's it goin /fit/

I have no friends so i always try to work on weekends.

>no work this weekend.

just fappin and getting drunk.

the only thing that keeps me from depression is fucking my 9/10 gf pussy doggystyle. Besides that im empty.

>>38481424
Whatcha drinkin?
Do you go to the gym or anything? That's another good way to temporarily fill the void

>>38481424
How can you have no friends but a gf?

>>38481484

I have interest in women.

i have no interest in finding friends. Sometimes i miss it but most of the time i don't give a fuck.

>>38481476
Bombay saphire with tonic and a little piece of lemon.

yes i lift. Have a sportscar and had a great job but i had to quit it in order to study for a government job. So now i have to live with my parents and living off my savings.

>>38481744
>Bombay saphire with tonic and a little piece of lemon.

That sounds pretty good. It's only 8pm here and I don't know what to do with the rest of my night. Might make a drink too.

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>>38481391
I enjoy the loneliness when i feel it. I'm not really lonely right now n my life, but next month a lot changes in my life and I might be alone again, I'm not sure for how long this will happen but more than likely, I will stop hanging out with my current group sometime next month. I don't know how I will act/feel next month., but I hope everything goes well once I;m alone

in other news, just got back from the lunch/theater, i just watched hell or high water and this is one of the best movies of 2016. I seriously enjoyed it and its on my top 10 list. My friends even enjoyed it, go and try to catch this flick while its playing.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQoqsKoJVDw

>>38481878
>I enjoy the loneliness when i feel it.
How/what do you enjoy about it?
Being alone is one thing, but being lonely is different.

And are you moving to a new place by yourself or something?

>>38481484
Def doesn't have a 9/10 gf.

>>38481906
Already did, I've been on my own for this whole year, not feeling lonely yet, although i still have people i occasionally hang out with, next month that might stop, they're moving on to other places/careers

Either I make new friends somehow, again or i will end up alone in my place

>have awful night on the piss a few weeks ago
>won't drink again until im in a good place
>thought i was good
>drank friday
>it all came back

ffs

>>38481929
Gotcha.
There's a part of me that likes being a loner/shut-in but obviously there are times when you want somebody to be alone with you. You'll be alright I'm sure. If/when it gets to that point you'll figure out what to do

>>38481994
Thanks, Since I'm going to be alone again ,and wont have a reason to drink/eat out occasionally I will go into cocoon mode and start worshiping the iron again. I'll give it a solid three months, and re-evaluate if i want to keep going. Hopefully i stick with it this time

>>38482050
Try to make some acquaintances at the gym. That's part of what kept me going in the beginning. I wanted to see the people there and wanted them to see me there.
You might even make some friends.

>>38481391
>>38481391
/depressed/

>Ask oneitis on date over messenger
>its been 3 days
>Active 1hr ago
>her friend asks me how she is teasingly
>mfw

also had to deload on most lifts after 1 week of being super sick

Does it ever get better?

I wasn't getting too many gains at the gym for the last year. Trying to be able to bench my own weight by the end of the year at the least

Finally took a break from the gym since I was not getting any gains and I had resolved to running a half marathon. Running went ok, I trimmed down what fat was still on me. Down to about 13% I believe.

Ready to try /fit/ approved gains program. Not going to eat shit, just good carbs, low sugar fruits, and protein. Not sure what will happen to my body, I naturally like to eat a lot but I've been running so much recently you couldn't tell.

The gym is the answer to all my stress and anxiety, but ironically I don't go as often if Im feeling anxious. I just want to find inner peace and a cute bf.

>>38481909
If you think that you cant have a hot gf without being a popular chad with a hundred friends let me tell you your world view is narrow.

>>38482122
Your lifts will def get better, just take time to recover.

Asking your oneitis out over messenger is a risk. Where you two already messaging a lot or was it just out of the blue? She should have at least responded though, and her friend is shitty for teasing you.

>>38482140
You're a girl?

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>hemorrhoid
>back ache
>shifting in chair to relieve one pain triggers the other

>>38482140
If you do all that stuff you said you're gonna do your body will definitely improve. I get anxious going to the gym because I have a stupid big crush on somebody there. I go regardless but just thinking about if I'll see him and if I'll do anything about it makes me anxious all the time. Good luck, I believe in you.

>>38481391
how could anyone live there? mosquitoes would drain all your blood

>>38482189
yeah we messaged a fair bit, but I hadn't talked irl in a while so that might be why

I'm just annoyed that I was too much of a pussy to do it irl, and she's to much of a pussy to even acknowledge she's seen it

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I am going to be alone for the rest of my life

>>38481391
>just got off work
>going back to my place of work later to flirt with a girl that I like
>can't tell if she likes me or just tolerates me
>too pussy to ask her out but also because we work together and it could complicate things
>in this awkward limbo zone where I think we are more than friends but less than a relationship
>haven't been to the gym for the last 3 days due to a neck injury (see: strained levator scapulae)
>will probably spend the rest of the night jacking off and watching movies cause fuck a social life

>>38482215
Just talk to your crush, your life would be so much better with them

>>38482242
Were you going to have a chance to see her irl though? If not, I think you did what you could. And it's a red flag that she's doesn't even have the balls (so to speak) to acknowledge you.

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>>38482191
> You're a girl
Nope, Im a fag. Girls don't go to the gym, silly.
Actually thats not true, but I'm pretty sure they don't post on 4chins.

>>38482215
That is cute- hope you work up the courage to talk to your crush. Then again, familiarty breeds contempt!

Oh, also: I asked the trainers at the gym to help me measure my bodyfat today since I wanted to get down to about 12% before going on gains. The guy who helped me was pretty qt and flirted with me lightly I think.

>>38482296
I know. I'm gay though, and I have no idea if he is. I'm not a flamer or obvious in any way though -people are always surprised when I tell them.

Anyway, I'm just really into this guy for some reason. I want to get to know him more, but I also want to just skip to the part where he talks about a hot girl or mentions his girlfriend or something so I can move on.

He seems like a cool guy and we're always working out at the same time, so I'll get to know him eventually I'm sure. It's just been a very slow process, and it's felt even slower and more agonizing for me because I don't think he gives a fuck about me.

I got hit by a car about a year and a half ago, and I stopped lifting so that I wouldn't complicate my injuries. As such, I got into a lot of old habits (binge eating, for instance). I only gained like 20lbs, which is a fraction of what I've already lost, so it's not like I'm worried about it. But I miss being strong (or at least skinny), and I'm not looking forward to re-disciplining myself.

I have a lawsuit in the works, and right now my best option is to just relax and focus on daily life. But I feel uncomfortable and depressed if I'm not actively working towards some goal, so I need to figure something out to keep me sane.

Also I started dating a girl I had been crushing on for a while, but we broke up a few weeks ago and I'm still kinda bummed about it. I want to ask her back, but I'm not sure if she cheated on me and that would make a difference.

>>38482215
There was a cute employee at the 24hr I used to go to in Irvine about 5 years ago. I used to shoot glances all the time when I was there working out over my lunch break. He noticed me staring one time between sets. I didn't look, but I'm rather certain my blushing was visible.

Man life was simpler then

>have a gf
>qt 7/10
>get complacent
>we go out to eat ALOT


im fucking fat now

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>>38481391
>tfw my best friend is replacing me with his gf
>definitely don't want to be that faggot friend that tries to hamper the relationship
>tfw she's really great and I actually like her a lot

it's not a good feel

>>38482415
Your goal right now is recovering and getting the lawsuit settled. It's not the same as going into the gym every day and physically working towards something like that so it makes sense you'd be a little anxious. You could try fixing up your diet now. That way you wouldn't have to combine that with the discipline of getting back on a steady workout routine when you're able to.

Not sure what to say about the girl though... that sucks mate. I think it would be worth asking her back if she didn't cheat.

>>38482428
Ouch, iktf.
Might as well just own it and keep doing your thing, just try to keep the staring to a minimum now.

this year has been going well until the past few days, ive gained 7 lbs, and im fairly certain im gay and dont know how to deal with that knowledge

>>38482361
being gay must be tough as fuck. with girls i just worry about whether or not they're attracted to me. not only do gay people have to worry about that, but they also have to consider whether the person is gay or not.

gl breh

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>>38482442
I just finished an EMT course a few months ago, so I know I need to give myself a break. I just feel guilty when I sit around smoking pot and playing Dark Souls all day. At least I still work 40 hours.

I'm honestly on the fence about whether she did or not. What I /do/ know is that we had amazing chemistry, and it was difficult to keep things slow like we both wanted. I think it scared her, seeing as though she was only a year single after a long-term gig. I can read her like a book, and I know that if I asked her directly I'd be able to tell if she did or not.

But honestly, part of me wants to give her the benefit of the doubt and ask her back without the interrogation. She broke up with me because she's convinced she'd hurt me in the long run, maybe I should just take her word for it and leave things amicable between us. I dunno, this isn't my blog, I'm just stoned and it's been on my mind.

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>>38481391
I'm just playing vidya since no friends really have no plans this weekend. Plus we're shit broke right now so everyone just stayed home right now.

I also found some old Vaporwave albums I downloaded a year or so ago so I'm just relaxing while I browse /fit/.

>>38482511
Thanks man, and yeah that part really sucks.

I've had some flamboyant gays (huge turn off for me) chat me up and I just gave them the impression that I was straight so they would leave me alone. I felt kinda bad but I didn't want to lead them on.

It really gets exhausting and discouraging playing the guessing game all the time with the masculine (possibly low-key gay but probably not) guys.

>>38482553
i guess that might be why some people act so flamboyant and queenie; because it's how other guys will know theyre gay. it'll work out eventually though m8

>>38482440
If she's really that great, she'll catch onto the fact that you guys aren't spending that much time together and try to nudge him in the right direction.

"If" being the factor here.

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>just started senior year of college
>black guy at a top 20 us uni
>21 yo KV
>constant subtle depression
>limited postgrad direction that I don't concretely believe in
>I have friends and people that like me but I'm slowly starting to care less
>black women can smell my betaness

My shyness and fear of being sexual/rejected are the death of me in the sexual realm.
My lack of motivation and general academic success in college have put me in a shitty position going into my final (hopefully because I dislike this place) year

And finally
>I haven't been to the gym in 26 days

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>>38482439
> im fucking fat now

>>38481391
Me...
15(almost 16 yo kid) 178cm tall.
Currently on holiday with my family, so I can't go to a. Gym for another week atleast.my gains haven't dissappeared yet. Is there hope /fit/?

>>38482638
20% bf

i mean im not overweight im 5'7 148lbs

i just look like shit now

>>38481391
Just can't get over her...
Is it normal to think about her every hour?

Decided to log into facebook just now after 1 month, bad mistake.

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>>38482676
> 20% bf

Do it for God and country if not yourself, anon. If I'm fat-shaming you, its because I want you to do the best for yourself.

>>38482461
Well, old gym no longer go there. I may always regret never getting up the nerve to flirt with him.

>>38482719
thanks anon. will do a recomp at maintenance while doing Greyskulls or SL again or something

>>38482573
Yeah I came to that same conclusion. That kind of behavior makes it a lot easier to find a mate, but it's exactly those traits that I don't like.

Thanks bro. It's all about keeping a positive mindset.

>>38482680
>Is it normal to think about her every hour?

Honestly yeah, it is. Shit sucks.
Like every minute that your mind isn't actively occupied with something it's filled with thoughts of that person. For some reason you get caught up wondering the most mundane shit about them like what they ate for breakfast and you end up feeling pathetic and creepy.

R-right?

I just got laid. And I creampied her. We hung out for a while after talking and laughing and shit naked in the bed. Then she went home. Now I'm lonely chilling with the dog eating some Thai red curry chicken I made with greek yogurt instead of coconut milk. Mixed it with a little brown rice and it's ok. But she doesn't like me. She doesn't want to be with me. Doesn't matter had sex. Fuck my lonely ass life.

>>38482806
Sounds amazing, how is your life. where do you live?

>>38482600

Im in a similar situation too except I actually have no friends let alone a gf.
Start going to the gym again anon, its will make you feel like your accomplishing something atleast and in turn will give you more motivation and confidence to do shit in your life.

>be with qt gf for 3 years
>She has problems with communication in a relationship where she just distances herself from everything
>4 and a half months later, she barely messages me back, only seen her like 3 times, we're supposed to have a "talk" tomorrow night

Everyday is a constant struggle. My god I love her but I can't do this anymore. 4 and a half months of wondering daily if I'm still with her or not, so much stress, so many bad feels. Feels bad man.

>>38482899
Where you at senpai? Bet there is a /fitzen/ who lives close by

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broke up with gf yesterday, it was mutual and for the best but I still want to die.

It feels so weird not messaging her asking how her day is or saying good night..

fuck guys..spent the day crying/listening to music despite knowing this is the best move.

>>38482899
Bro where you at??

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I gave up my life to care for my parents.

I go to the gym M-F and that's about my life.

Friends have all drifted away or died, women don't look at me.

Getting drunk tonight, as it has been a terrible week. Everything that could go wrong did.

If it wasn't for me needing to care for the elders, I'd just try to squat some weight I couldn't do and hope a blood vessel in my to brain pop.

I wish I could remember the touch of another person other than what wiping ass or feeding them feels like.

At least I have a beer.

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>>38482899
We are all with you, bro.

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>>38482899
that's horrible anon, what happened?

>>38482913

It's always hard when you cut off a girl for logical reasons. Sorry, breh. I dumped my gf because I found out she was insane, but I still loved her.

>texted her a week ago to complain about something
>"why are you trying?"

Like bitch, I'm not trying shit, I just miss our talks.

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>>38482440
Having the same situation here. Tbf the girl is pretty bro-tier, we drink, watch movies and she makes me sandwiches when I wake up drunk. She's ok I reckon.

Anyway, I fell off the wagon today and ended up drinking from the moment I woke up until a few hours ago. Currently at home alone, sweating like a motherfucker. I really feel like going out to dance but I went out last night and it was rather quiet, sucks being in a smallish town.

Anyway, I'm one year off of my MD, 23, making baby-gains and still haven't taken a girl home this summer. I went home with one girl but her bed hurt my back so much I ended up pulling my kit on and leaving. The following day I hooked up with a high-test 7/10 that I got into my bed only to get a call from her friend that was piss-drunk and she left to look after her (don't get me wrong, I'd have done the same in a heartbeat to look after my bros, but it was kinda defeating). I keep wondering what the hell is wrong with me but I'll just keep lifting and talking to girls until I crack it.

Ex-fatty here, just tried on the next smaller size of underwear from what I've been wearing, and they fit! So that's something, right?

>>38482899

Please be in London.

>>38481391
>things have been shitty for a while
>works been slow
>family problems finally getting the better of me
>been in a shitty mood for a while
but wait
>been talking to a qt girl for a while
>things have been so so with her
>she works two jobs and goes to college so she has little free time
>texted me the other day asking if I wanted to hang out
>end up going to her place having a few drinks and cuddling while watching a movie
>end up going in her room and cuddling and talking most of the night
>tfw she falls asleep in your arms
>tfw she rolls over and you spoon her and she puts her hand in yours
>tfw you wake up next to her

>inb4 should have fucked her

It's been so long since I've just cuddled with a girl and felt that kind of way brehs. I've been putting in a lot of effort with this girl hopefully things work out and I finally achieve that qt gf

Feeling bad.

>still broken up over my gf dumping me about two and a half weeks ago
>come back to my place at uni for the first time since being dumped
>everything I see reminds me of my gf since she's all up in there with gifts and memories
>feel really broken up and text her
>I had hated the idea of talking to her after being dumped but feeling weak
>she wanted to stay friends so she could get what she wanted out of me without banging (she dumped me because she hates sex)
>tell her that's not happening
>just feel worse and more desolate after texting her
>look at her pictures on Facebook and feel even worse

Fucking hell. I just want to be with her.

>>38482934
Im almost in the same position
How do you guys deal with the guilt of older parents? my parents seperated along time ago so my dad lives by himself. My sibling seems to not care at all but im home on vacation and he seems so happy for me to be home but I cant stay. It tears me apart leaving him alone in his house away from everyone but I also dont want to cancel my life and move home. idk what to do

>>38482967
Proud of you mate, keep it up.

>>38482987
>tell her that's not happening
You did the right thing mate, all I can say is unfollow her on facebook, put the gifts into boxes, buy new sheets and a different scent for your place. Try and remove as many memory cues of her as possible.

trying to sleep a bit buzzed and a bit high, listening to bonobo and enjoying my solitude.

It's funny. I always hated the feeling of being alone. scared even. Now i just enjoy the silence and the calmness of the night.

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Girlfriend told me she loves me, but isn't head over heels in love with me. So she left.

I wanted to marry this girl.

I'm fucked.. Got drunk last night, told my best mate I hate his wife. Now he won't speak to me and I'm hungover as fuck. Wasting the day laying on the couch feeling sorry for myself.
Cant wait to go running tomorrow morning and I'm never drinking again

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>>38483161
I feel like two girlfriends I had really felt this way...but I just can't have a normie girlfriend. Going out is boring as shit, I rather just play sports, I don't want to socialize and have parties every weekend. They were nice and sweet too.

I'm going in deep tonight, just took another 10mg, it will hit in 3 hours, but i will be sleeping at that time, life is legit right now, I fucking love it /fit/

>>38482899
i'd eat pizza with you bro and we can play pizza poker

>>38481484
It's easier than you think.

>>38482899
Nigga that's yo regular dinner you fat af

>>38481484
My friends and I abandoned each other once I found my succubus

I'm feeling good /fit/, I thought I was set at 5'10" at 18 but now I'm 19 and I'm 5'11". I need an inch /fit/, is this possible? What do?

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>>38483240
Normie gfs are unbearable. Going out out on weekdays until 2am to drink at whatever bar. Terrible sense of humor. Zero hobbies or interests outside of instagram and shopping.

I hate going normie mode around them, it's exhausting putting so much energy into it.

This looks like a good thread to post my feelings in.

I'm starting to see results again after a long plateau. The solution was fucking eating more.

I can't describe this feeling of excitement I have about going to the gym again tomorrow.

>>38483209
I wouldn't fuck her. She's a blonde German succubus and I only like asian girls.
Might be better this way, he's a bad influence on me any way - I never drink unless he's around

>>38483002
I don't think it's a sort of situation anyone can give advice on.

I was my mom's primary and only caretaker for aboit 2 years and I regret it every day. Not only for the time I lost that I'll never get back, but also for the light I had to see her in. Those 2 years warped my vision of her where I can now only see her as a hollow husk of a person.

When I drink and let it all come out, I say out loud that if I could go back I'd do it all differently. But deep down I know that if I were put right back there, I'd have just as little idea of what to do then as I do now.

Mine wasn't even "older," just fading away at 48. Dead at 50.

>>38483334
>I hate going normie mode around them, it's exhausting putting so much energy into it.
This is what really makes me hesitate to go out with my friends.

Sometimes I wonder if they're all really having fun or is everybody just going into normie mode and they're just better at it

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>>38483017
>It's funny. I always hated the feeling of being alone. scared even. Now i just enjoy the silence and the calmness of the night.

Well said.
But too many silent, calm nights without hearing from anybody get kind of hard to take sometimes.

>>38482318
Is it weird that I think ppl like this have "more balls."imo the fact that they know you've seen it and still don't respond shows that they really don't give af.

Anyways fuck her lad. Very bitchy of her to not respond. Clearly she has NO interest.

>>38481391
>just moved states to live with family
>have no friends at uni
>no qt3.14 gf
>getting used to driving in traffic sucks
>fell off Longboards at high speed at uni and have scabs on my left knee and shoulder
>have to wait for them to heal to work out so they don't reopen
>haven't worked out in almost 2 weeks

They're not even big problems. It's all just kinda bringing me down. Things will get better though bros. It takes time I guess. Everyone have a great week

>>38483737
Damn that is shitty dude, Im scared that is exactly what is going to happen, but the fucked up part is I would want it to just end, because I know I will end up doing this because I cant say no to someone who spent years raising me. Just dont want to wake up at 30 looking after someone who doesent even remember who I am stuck watching them die.

had a 1/3lb thickburger from Hardees with a small combo today as my only meal

came home from work, ate a couple of crackers and brewed some tea that I had been drinking with milk and cheaper baileys. Might break out the scotch, because lifes been a bitch.

>>38483967
I ate like shit as well today. Large cheesesteak sandwich for lunch, half a pizza for dinner.

It's ok though. I'm looking forward to going grocery shopping and buying some good food to prep for the week. It'll be tasty.

Hope shit gets better for ya soon. Have some scotch, but not too much.

>>38484042

On a cut, not a deep one.
Just letting it be as its gonna be.
If I lose muscle, that'll be alright too since thats just further weight loss. I just try to keep it under 2k calories a day, and let the lifting take care of the rest.

You bulking up, or trying to cut? Training your stomach for one meal a day through intermittent fasting is pretty great I think. I can pig out on something tasty, as as long as I prepare a drink other than soda like tea or coffee I can manage it just fine.

For example, trying to eat a zeros ham and cheese sub (860 calories, and is a full 30 minute long task to get through that fucker. A true grinder)

Feeling bloated and fat and slightly hating my life.

>tfw am a fatty fatty fatty
>tfw down from 241 to 235lbs in a month
>tfw want to get down to 200lbs by the end of the year

I need to watch my diet, i need to focus
>tfw just want to ride off into Valhalla
>tfw so shiny and chrome

>>38484083
I'm trying to bulk, but slowly and carefully. When I started like two years ago I was really skinny and just bulked dirty as fuck. When I tried to cut for this summer I paid the consequences of my dirty bulking - Lost a lot of weight but still had too much bodyfat and horrible discipline with my diet.

>>38484129
>>tfw want to get down to 200lbs by the end of the year
You can absolutely do it.
Watch your diet remember consistancy is key

Pretty lonely I guess
>Girlfriend of 3 years broke up with me last month
>One of my friends just left for college out of state
>Don't get to see other 2 friends much cause they're always really busy
>Have no one else, totally alone
I just want someone to talk to, and I want someone to cuddle with me

>>38484129
Hey brah,
I've gone from 300lbs to 200lbs
...The feels don't go away.

Woke up feeling wank this morning

Ate a big load of bacteria filled cheese milk and now I need a big shit

Fell a sleep with the fan on so I woke up with snot down my face

>>38484497

Are you a light drinker?
your waifu might be located at your nearest alphabet store

361>286 in 5 months

i started because of my first breakup.

no friends irl. i just lift and do cardio and talk to whoever i run into.

i honestly dont want to flirt with grills/tinder etc until i'm 10% bf. although i don't look as fat as i am because my shoulders are 24 inches

>>38481391

Comfy Sunday morning.


>Coffee
>In a new country, so no friends
>Gym results shooting up, conna break 2/3/4/5 (Only bench is lacking, I do push press instead of OHP)
>Making good money
>Met a couple of girls through Tinder, fucked none of them. UK girls have weird attitude issues
>Don't have the tats/beard/skinnyjeans look that's hot shit here
>Should work on my thesis more
>Gonna make de-fucking-licious red wine sauce and pasta


It's breddy gud

>>38482676
Thats fat af by aesthetic s standards.

You can do it fami believe in u

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>>38482984
you had a fun night it's fine good job. have some extra test

work sucks. I wish I could quit and train full time

>>38485066

i thought the same thing, but I got an extra 140$ on top of the 8 hours @ >10$ I made earlier today for unskilled labor 40% or more wa sspent sitting on my behind

>>38485089
I really want to be able to train two-a-days though. It would be ideal to wake up, eat, morning session, nap after morning session, eat, nap, night session, eat, sleep.

>>38483268
10mg of what?

I have the feeling my mental health deteriorates again. Dealing with people stresses me a lot again and lately I have caught myself several times loosing all motivation to do something, I just stopped what I was doing in that moment, didn't move anymore are got a thousand yards stare.

>>38485686
zzzquil

>my fitbro (only friend) changed schools
>he lives on the other side of the country now

Now I go to gym alone. My lifts are weak

i feel like life is evolving around me
but my life isn't

>>38484817
Sounds great. Good for you dude. Don't give in to the tats/beard/skinny jeans - you sound better than all that you don't want the girls that are into that anyway.

>Gym results shooting up, conna break 2/3/4/5 (Only bench is lacking, I do push press instead of OHP)

Damn, mirin

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>>38486619
i feel you. i'm in my early 20s but i feel like a little kid and an old man at the same time.
everyone i know is going to grad school and getting full time jobs and partying in the city, meanwhile i'm making shit money and staying home every weekend by myself because i haven't enjoyed going out in a while. i also just can't afford it.

>>38481424
>>38481391
I feel you guys that have no friends, I have no friends either. I had friends but we drifted apart.

They only like me if I drink alcohol, do drugs or they're better than me. If I don't sink to their level then they get salty about it.

And they don't want me to be happy, they it when bad shit happens to each other. What the fuck is wrong with people?

>Had qt mire me a couple of months ago
> she posted a picture at the discotheque witha guy

I wanna kill myself

>>38481878
This looks like a good movie. Thanks for the recommendation bro

>>38483328
Post glutes and I'll tell you if I'd give you more than just 1 inch

>>38487752
Damn. Those guys sounds shitty and unhappy. You're probably better off without their shit honestly.

I wouldn't say I have no friends, but just that I haven't been seeing them nearly as much any more. Me and a couple people have tickets for some concerts coming up so that will be fun, but I've just kinda checked out on the average night of hanging out. It all revolves around finding a place to shit and drink and eat shit food and smoke weed, otherwise they're bored. I'm just sick of it even though I like them as people.

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Not very good

>22
>still in college
>not sure what I want to do in life
>hate my major ( accounting)
>only taking 4 classes this semester and I hate all of them
>thinking I'll never be done with my degree
>family is having money problems
>my car is fucked
>hate my job as a server
>been at my school for 2 years now and I haven't made a single friend
>tried to meet up with people I met on /soc/ and /r9k/, but they all bailed
>I'm sure my only best friend is depressed, but he won't open up at all
>lost all my baby gains
>no gf ever
>constantly falling in "love" with every girl who shows me attention.
>the loneliness is getting to me

but at least the Frank Ocean album came out.

>>38487940
A place to sit and drink*
Not shit and drink. Kek.

>>38487720
>Don't give in to the tats/beard/skinny jeans


It's super weird, seeing all these dudes with the "ironic beards" and tats and hipster clothes people make fun of on the internet. It's real life memes here.

>Mirin

Need to work on my form a bit. I squat 190-200 with godawful for, deadlift 240 and push press around 110. My bench is 130 now, needs another 10 kg before I'm happy. BW 86, I'm on a light cut doing IF at the moment.

>>38487940
I can relate to this bro.

Once I removed drugs, alcohol and chasing bitches from the equation I discovered that my friendships seemed to take a nose dive.

I've got better shit to focus on now anyway. I'm on my way to where I want to be and all these faggots will waste their time chasing bitches and drinking alcohol.

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Very abruptly stopped a three week drug/alcohol/sex binge to start the college semester .
my stress levels have been through the roof and it's only been a week
i can't stop binge eating at night
i tried to jog this morning on an empty stomach lasted 10 mins and puked
i got to 132 lbs and i'm so close to my goal weight (125lbs) but if i keep it up i'm going to gain the ten pounds i lost back
been tryna summon the motivation to be healthy again but all i really want is an adderall prescription
also follow my insta @forkmebb

>>38488528
Are you a female?

Also I know how you feel. I started school this week and my stress level is insane. I fucked up last year and ended up with a shitty gpa. Really hope I do better this year, but so far I'm starting off kinda bad.

>be me, 15, skinny fat,
>get a qt Korean gf, 7/10, 8/10 body (no tits but great ass legs
>she's 6'0 and i'm 5'7, loves cuddling me between her B cup tits
>everything goes great, dating for 8 months
>summer comes around
>she goes silent on me and refuses to talk when school starts
>spend a year trying to win her back and hurting myself
>deep depression, lots of drinking and smoking
>eventually move on and get better in life
>she texts me out of the blue saying "i never loved you"
>it all hits again and i fall back into depression

remembering this now is depressing. i still haven't changed at all. still a skinnyfag ass. i quit the smoking and the drinking and i have a qt gf but im still a piece of shit on the inside

>>38488995
>>she texts me out of the blue saying "i never loved you"


wow what a cunt.

seen riff raff last night, was not disappointed
>he's a big guy

>>38481424
> yes gf
> No Friends

a gf is necessarily a friend.

>>38488953
yes
same, i'm on probation for absences and if i miss any more days of school i can be kicked out of the program . I usually start off really motivated and focused but i'm struggling this time around .
let's try to break through the slumppp

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Kinda good but not great. I'm a freshman in college and I made the same mistake in high school of making the wrong friends. It's inly the second week but I already feel so behind. At least my bench is up to 1 plate for reps and I hit 3 plate deadlift at 170 lbs

>>38489207
Whats your major?

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It was my 19th birthday and got drunk and laid
On the flip side my best friend forgot my birthday and still hasn't remembered

Win sum lose sum

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>>38482913
>tfw break up with gf couple of months ago because it was the logical thing to do
>ex-gf was heartbroken but is seemingly over it already

>still miss asking how her day was and saying goodnight
>life didn't get better as a single
>cry myself to sleep on a regular basis

oh i am also getting pretty aesthetic and strong,
yet i don't talk to people so i am lonely as fuck and i might never get a gf ever again (or friends)

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>be a fatass my whole life
>Talk to 0 girls, feel dead and hollow inside
>Decide fuck it back in December
>lost a shit ton of weight
>Made serious facial gains
>All of a sudden talking to girls is easy mode
>Get all the female attention I want
>Somehow all this makes me feel even worse than I did before I lost the weight

All I want to do is lift the feels away... But I can't

>>38489393
Illustration , you?

>be in a long term relation ship of almost 5 years, together since 17yo
>MFW went long distance recently since we both got into our dream schools in different cities
>see once in 2 weeks
>Start falling out of love with GF
>Have huge mutual crush with Ex who lives in same city with me, almost end up cheating on GF
>too much of a pussy to break up, afraid >>38489588 will happen

FML.

>>38481391
SO MANY MOSQUITOES

>>38481878
Was that fucking Little Hurricane covering Knocking On Heaven's Door?

>>38489705
accounting, but I really don't like it. I've been in school for a while too, mainly because I did part time for so long.

I'm kind of a mess desu

what uni do you go to?

>>38489043
Yeah what the fuck haha. He definitely doesn't look natty. Is it true that he just walks around stage with his songs playing and sometimes shouts out the lyrics? Seems like fun

>>38489829
You responded to me, I was in the same boat as you,
started dating my now ex when i was 16-17ish, and we were together for little over 5 years.
But it all changed when we both went to uni in different cities and only saw eachother like one to two times a month.

Takeaway from this:
>once or twice a month is more than never

FML too senpai, atleast i am getting bigger and stronger, not that it helps me with my social anxiety.

>>38489304
Nice dude. I just hit 3 pl8 dl at 150 pounds. My bench is still shit though. Can barely do 1 pl8

>>38481391
don't know how to feel desu

>have crush on qt temp girl at work last summer
>she goes back to uni a few weeks later, completely forget about her
>my contract ends at work so I decide to apply for uni (starting in September)
>saw her on the street last week
>exchanged numbers etc
>go on date
>went fucking amazingly
>arrange another
>"sorry anon I'm busy working this weekend"

it's a week until we both head back to uni and then we'll be 2 hours apart, fuck.

Things are getting better
>talking to qt girl for a while
>things seem to be going well
>go to her place a 2 nights ago and just cuddle with her and fall asleep
>she texts me the next morning saying she repects me more
>end up going to her place last night
>drink a whole 5th of Jameson
>end up fucking her but can cum do to alcohol
>Mfw she just texted me asking f I wanted to come over when she gets off today

Maybe I'll finally get that qt gf brehs

Getting back into lifting tomorrow at my uni's gym. Was reading the page of requirements and rules and such and they don't allow bags (or extra clothing) in workout areas which means I can't take my small bag to the gym building, change, do my workout, and leave. I have to fucking change, THEN walk/drive over there and do my workout which feels tedious and an unnecessary rule. I'm just aggravated. Grumble grumble grumble.

Not very good. I spend my whole day in bed listening to some sad music.
>my gf is pregnent
>I am a lesbian
>was hard but had to break up
I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her... She was also my only social contact so now all I have left is 4chan and my mom to talk to.
I wonder when I will be able to make friends...

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>>38481391
>Looking more aesthetic than ever (big by normie standards, probably small as fuck for /fit/)

>>38491812
Damn...
So what's the deal with your ex? Was she bi and got knocked up by some guy or something?

>>38492323
Well she told me she hated the thought of having sex with a guy but the fact that she slept with one makes her bi.
I wouldnt even care if she were bi but it hurts to know she cheated on me. I also guess she had more than 1 affair but well I will never know...
Well she came to me today crying and apologizing and rambling on how she was pregnant and how she is sorry and that she loves me and that the guy she had sex with was just a stupid mistake and how she wants to be a good mother now and that we should raise the child together. Which would mean that I would work and pay everything for her plus the child. All she does is watching TV and not even trying to get a job while I work my ass off all day to get my STEM degree.
>I wont let myself get chucked.
Anyway sorry if my text is all over the place (i hope anyone could keep up) but I am just so emotional...

Drowning my sorrows in weed at the moment and falling into bad habits. I will work extra hard at the gym tomorrow while hoping I will ever reach my perfect live someday.

>>38487951
Fucking same bro, same...

>went to a party on the weekend
>all the girls thought I was gay

it's fucking sunday and i have to go back to work and be a functioning adult in only a handful of hours

sundays are the worst

>>38489588
Pretty much word for word me

We'll make it brah

>>38483744

Fuck that cuts deep. I've been thinking the same exact thing for so long now.

>>38482995
Hit the gim hard.
You need the iron bro srsly

>>38482995

That looks like good 'za anon. That sucks though, you probably should have picked up on her hesitance earlier, or if you did, not ignored it.

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Hit a bench PR and the happiness only lasted for about 2 minutes.
>tfw never happy

>>how's ya feelin

>Promoted at work
>Got a fat raise (30k extra a year)
>Celebrated by buying a medium-tier escort (400 for an hour)
>Great sex
>Neither of us noticed the condom break and I ended up cumming inside her raw
>Used a fake name + burner phone so I doubt she can find me if she gets preggos and keeps it
>I probably have a shitload of STDs now

5/10 could be worse could be better.

>>38481391
I'm feelin salty af

All I ever get attention from is black guys and old guys

I've been putting in my gym time to get my body to look good and I still don't get hot gym guys that wanna fuck, date, or just hangout and make out

Grindr sucks.

I'm just gonna keep working out till I leave humanity and then I'll just jerk off to myself in the mirror..

Fuckin salty like the ocean is how I'm feeling

>>38493879
Fuck off I ain't no whale
Imma 5"8 Asian-Latino guy, I weigh 150lbs

>>38493920
>Gay guy that works out and can't get other good looking gay guys
I'm straight, but based on what little I know about gay dudes, this isn't possible. If you want to bitch about not getting sex with good looking people, try being straight. It's a 1000 times worse.

>>38494003
Fuck being straight, getting a guy to suck you off is easy

Getting a good looking guy that's worth it is a whole different mother fuckin story

>how's ya feelin?
Good. Pretty good.

Haven't been to fit in several months, but came here tonight. Had forgotten how careful people are of one another here. You're all gonna make it, I'm feeling a bit at home here.

>>38494003
If you want shit-tier flamers then yeah, it's easy. If you want a quality guy that isn't an embarrassment to all men then it's very hard. I've had obviously gay guys hit on me and the gym and I made it clear that I wasn't interested. In my eyes those kind of gays are basically women desu. In fact, I'd rather get with a hot woman than a flaming gay guy.

>how's ya feelin?
Gassy. I ate way too many beans

>>38492583
Yikes, she sounds like a mess now. Good on you for standing your ground and not giving in. Enjoy your smoke, I just caved last night feeling bad for myself and bought some weed. it's nice once in a while. Get back on track tomorrow and kill it at the gym. You'll reach your perfect life someday

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>>38494218
glad to have you here senpai

/fit/ how do I make social gains? Why even lift if everything I say turns into spaghetti and meatballs.

>>38496414
Try and talk to as many people as you can. You'll work out how not to fuck up after a while. Easy mode is talking to older people, not to say you won't end every day by setting a PR and talking to the pretty girl at the store.

Think of this as the first time you do an air squat and now you're going to keep pushing through the deloads and endless sessions driven by the urge to hit four plates.