Thank you.

>Our schedules are so misaligned that we never have time to go together
>Eventually she starts getting pissier than normal, always upset
>I go along with it, trying to "fix things" like a dumb cuck
>She becomes more hostile, openly rejects affection, puts me down when I try working on my appearance, talks about celebrities that she'd leave me for
>Eventually get to go to gym together, she listens to literally no advice I give her on form, or even workouts
>By the way, women really only do useless meme workouts it's a waste of time.
>Eventually because of her, develop some serious body dysmorphia
>Literally never use the camera on my phone because I feel like a goblin
>Become a drag everywhere I go
>Sense of humor quickly spirals into jokes about killing myself
>Get the brooding feeling that eventually, they won't become jokes
>Despite all this shit, I drag myself to the gym, browse /fit/, think of killing myself, go to bed. Day in, day out.
>Roommate has her boyfriend over, I'm in the bathroom shirtless after a shower, she glaces over. Hear her whisper something
>"Hey baby, maybe you should think about going to the gym with Anon"
>Stars shine a little brighter that night
>Eventually lease runs out, roommates cant stand each other, I know I'll have to be alone.
>Move into apartment solo, friends hardly ever come over, gf comes over once in a while to fuck and play with my feels
>Wake up to nobody, come home to nobody
>One day the urge gets too high
>Take all the sleeping meds I had
>Wait for the cold and blissful embrace of death
>Have wicked scary hallucinations instead
>Vomit
>Sleep
>Wake up
>Fuck.

>Still manage to drag myself to gym
>Friends notice my gains, I still fucking hate myself
>Talk to /fit/. /fit/ is there for me
>Yep, gf is still a cunt
>Except wait, a new guy has entered the fight
>Despite it's reputation for being a fucking neckbeard breeding ground, start browsing TRP along with /fit/
>Sift through most of the PUA tactics and stories I assume are fake, learn that my life doesnt depend on some girl
>Eventually stop trying to win her over the other guy
>She breaks up with me to date him
>To be honest, I really didn't care.
>Move on with my life
>Still hit the gym
>Notice one day that a qt is checking me out
>Dysmorphia still in action, I didn't do anything besides make a note of it.
>Get home, do something that I hadn't done in months, if not years.
>Turned on the front facing camera on my phone.
>Take a picture that I think is okay, upload it to let my friends know I'm not dead
>Literally everyone tells me how different I look since high school
>Everyone's asking me for lifting advice
>Holy fucking shit
>Turned phone off
>Went to mirror
>Looked at myself
>Cried like a little bitch
>I looked at myself for what looked like hours. I finally looked normal
>It's like a whole fucking new world
>Get message from ex one day
>Go to gym with her
>She actually does the workouts, pays attention to form
>Fucked her to spite her boyfriend.Never contacted her again
>That wasn't really relevant, I just wanted you guys to know
>Went to work today
>Didn't feel the usual exhaustion and depression
>Got home
>Realized the literal most important gift that I'd ever gotten
>For the first time in forever, I didn't think about killing myself even once.

Honestly, thank you /fit/
Thank you for turning a self hating meme addicted faggot into who I am
Thanks for being there when I had literally no one to go to
Despite being strangers on a Taiwanese Haircutting Plaza, you guys knew me more than anyone
I love you brehs

Good motivational story anon, keep it up brah

post pic

We're proud of you anon. Always glad to see someone better themselves.

>>38470012
The public will see that I'm a minority, and then I will be shredded with words and not weights

>>38469948
Good story for once mang. Nice

>>>38470044
>shredded with words and not weights

....nice.

>>38470059
He's probably black or pajeet.

Either way, I hope this story is real.

>>38469934
>>38469940
>>38469948
Thank you to you too. I'm going through a bad moment now so these things help.

>>38470079
Lol yes I'm black, and yes this story is real.

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>That wasn't really relevant, I just wanted you guys to know

fuck, lost

>>38469934
I love you boys
We're all going to make it

>>38470090
I'm glad that it did. Keep your head up, Anon.

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>>38469948
this is literally my story to the T

what the fuck?

even the last part about fucking ex gf

????

>mfw we are the same person from completely different time zones
>mfw we're both gonna make it
>mfw its been almost a year exactly today and i just PR'd 2pl8 5x5 on bench

>>38470173
Holy shit.
Holy fucking shit.

Anon this is it.
We found each other.
It's time to become Gods.

>>38470091
proud of you fellow blackanon.
you made it my nigga

Congratulations my man

i'm proud of you, OP

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thank you for this OP

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On this day, OP made it.
Take note, everybody.
Perseverance and PR's.
Soon we'll all make it.

OP here.

Once again, I'd like to thank literally every single one of you. Wouldn't have made it without you.

Every last one of you will make it, and I'll be there to read your stories.

>>38469948
You sir have just eevitalized a piece of me that wasn't there for along time. I think I should go back to boxing. Dump my sociopathic gf and start living my life again. Fuck the suicidal thoughts.

that was pretty anti-climactic. there was no lesson learned or dramatic turning point. you just took a picture of yourself and then felt better.

are you leaving something out anon

>>38471176
Congrats man. Don't stop. You really only have upwards to go. You just have to accept that you're the reason for the position your in, and then accept that you want better and deserve better. Then do whatever it takes to get there.

>>38471411
That's often how it goes. We're used to TV and movies telling us that life has a narrative. It doesn't. Anon here got himself turned around. He pushed through, and kept pushing. Finally got better. That's the lesson.

I found /fit/ through on of sirs comics, started browsing and found the fat hate thread ongoing at the time, seeing that level of delusion is what triggered me to make the change i so desperately needed.

Now i'm looking like a sure thing to get into army rangers, lifes bretty gud now.

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>>38469940
>Wake up to nobody, come home to nobody

>>38471465
Great stuff man. Always good to here /fit/izens making it!

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congrats bro, you made it

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>>38469948
>>Fucked her to spite her boyfriend.Never contacted her again
>>That wasn't really relevant, I just wanted you guys to know

Good job OP. I approve of this and your big change.

I'm going to go to sleep and stop wasting my time here so I can continue working towards that ideal too.

>>38470091
You made it, monica.

>>38470044
>The public will see that I'm a minority, and then I will be shredded with words and not weights

This is /fit/, not /pol/. Doesn't matter if you're black or white, rice or beans, what matters is you're an iron butted, otter mode warrior with a deadlift 3 times your bodyweight.

Nice OP :3

>>38469934
I'm 24 y/o kv skeltal and already finishing my first year of college. I wish I had autism or something to blame it on. (well maybe not but still). I have two years left before my sheltered uni life ends and wagecuck begins. Is it too late for me to start? Please tell me there's hope.

I would've screencapped had you posted a pic mate. You're an alright guy.

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>>38470091
>Despite all this shit, I drag myself to the gym
That what it's all about.
Anyway, ain't all blacks swole? jk. Apart from that fucking your ex out of spite and suicide attempt you did good brah. At lest you gone to the gym the next day.