>Waisted 4 years of studying bullshit science stuff
>Skinny as hell
>Started working out
>After 2 years see serious results
>Droping everything else
The thing is anons that all i wanna do is to go to the gym. Life seems meaningless to me. Friends looks fake, I dont bother with grils as they r lying bitches. The knowledge of life is useless. Nothing matters exept my next 20 pounds on bench. How to exit this shit ?
>>38442865
you dont. there is no going back now
>>38442865
>literal_autism.txt
>>38442865
Your lifts don't matter shit if you're going to be making minimum wage and living in a studio apartment.
>>38442865
>>Waisted 4 years of studying bullshit science stuff
What field of science did you study?
>>38442929
Bro science.
>waisted
yeah seems like you really wasted those 4 years, kek
>>38442929
Physics and maths
>>38442865
There's always pic related
>>38442865
>>38442929
Obviously not the science of proper English.
>scine
>bullshit
3(10 made me reply
i know what you mean op. my life is over in just about every way. I really thought things would improve but somehow the world just says no to me.
>>38442865
If you're under 18 then you're fine. If you're over, there's a serious problem.
>start lifting
>start enjoying it
>think boohoo no one is real cept weight
>life is meaningless
its just a phase.
I get what youre sayin OP
Im 27 and starting to realize that the next chapter of my life is gonna be boring wagecuck routine bullshit with half the fun of my teens, and all i have to look forward to is aging
Im successful have a wonderful gf and i still feel bored and empty, like im always wanting something
I drink, smoke weed, cigarettes, go to the gym, eat something, take a nap. But nothing scratches this itch i have... for whatever it is im missing
I dunno how to describe it. I barely enjoy anything anymore while my life is better than ever
Sucks dick
Liftings goin well tho, as always
6 days a week brah
That 7th rest day is hell
>>38442992
math is not a waste. the physics kinda is because it is just applied math but the math isn't bad. If you just pick up basic programming knowledge you can make some big bucks with data search and management and quantitative programming which requires a high level of math. My friend graduated last year and is making 100/hour being a quant at a major banking firm.
>>38443142
I m 25 and pretty experienced with the so called 'social life' The fact is i hoped to find something meaningful in science and filosophy after a huge life crush which happened to me but no.
>>38442928 money and house is not a big problem to me
The only thing that keeps me going is my gym now. The only thing that makes me feel somehow, alive
And i know that this is wrong