I have forgotten what the touch of another human feels like.
The memory of my last kiss faded like a sunset. The warmth vanished in the night.
I don't even need to close my eyes to see """Her""" in front of me. She haunts me in my dreams, but tortures me in my waking hours.
The fool who said it was better to have loved and lost than to have never loved never lost her.
I would rather feel nothing than feel this loss.
I cannot remember her touch, her voice, her smell, her warmth.
I remember her face. It is a villain now. A cancer eating at my heart.
I'm stalling on shoulder presses. Hit a peak at 110 pounds and started to have to deload. (3 x 10)
How do I fix this? Should I do 5 x 5 at higher weights until they're easy?
>>38393817
110 is my warmup you pussy
>>38393832
Yeah, thanks for reminding me I'm DYEl on top of everything else.
>>38393817
S S & G O M A D
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>>38393907
My Finnish isn't great...
Kisaamaa = Complete/All Life/World?
I'd be happy with a life with Sofi Oksanen.
>>38393945
I always thought it was moon speak
>you bastard!
>tfw never experienced love
the only thing that sucks is that i can't vibe with heartbreak songs.
>>38393945
It's japanese, not finnish. "kisa" and "maa" are finnish words though so you weren't too far.
>>38393957
I am probably wrong.
>>38393991
Finnish has those weird compound words I can't quite grasp. Figured it was like "Epäjärjestelmällisyydestäänköhän."
>>38393990
This cover of Leonard (((Cohen))) really helps me:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RaJAxdGeZ4E
>>38393990
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9GAl3F3HIw
>>38393990
at least youre smart enough to realize that it doesn't make sense to you.
>>38393817
Nu male detected
>>38393817
So give her a call, anon.
Why are you still focusing on relationships and sexual things? They're literally animal tier. The only reason you want that stuff is because of your primal instincts and desires. Do you want to become ascended, or do you want to continue to live like a animal?
>>38393817
CRAWWWWLING INNNNN MY SKINNNNN
try 5x5, also try eating more fruits you'll feel like you have more energy