How ya holding up /fit/...

Feeling shit.
I went to a party yesterday after my workout. Was a lot of fun. Meeting new people.
Have a heavy hangover today. Feeling fat.
Just want to cuddle with my gf, but she is away with her family on vacation.

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>>38000556
I'm not.

I made #38000000

So I am feeling pretty good

I meant >>38000000

>>38000615
Normies are so fucking boring.

Doing alright, feeling a little discouraged by the stall in my weightloss and the stubborn midsection fat I'm contending with. Otherwise I'm ok, I'm going to keep with my current routine and edge closer to being a muscle bound god king

>>38000556
im pretty much broken right now. went to doctor my neck is all fucked up, will take 3 months to heal, it will never be the same no lifting or working for now. im prob never gonna be profesional athelte. olmost cryed when i get the diagnosis

>>38000674


i know right

beta uprising when?

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>hot as balls
>work out every day
>gym deserted because of the heat
>tfw hating fatties even more lately
>including my own fat ass
>tfw self-hate fueled workouts

Literally fucked up whole life because of drug addiction . I spent the last year or so getting fit. In my sobriety I realized how bad I fucked up.

From a poor family and had a full ride to a good state school, but I failed out because I put drugs above it.

The worse part is 1.5 years of sobriety and losing 80 lbs and getting fit, I realized how far ahead I could have been if I didn't get mixed up with drugs.

I realized now that I can achieve and have a good life but I think it's too late.


I have a shitty fast food job and no car. Fuck.

im lonely and infatuated with a girl I met online who lives halfway across the globe

8 days into my diet, already dropped 11 pounds.

Which isn't hard when your starting weight is 328 lbs, but I digress.

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I am actually doing better.

I got in touch with an ex-gf from 3 years ago and we are going camping next month when we are both home from college. Feels good to have something to look forward to as well as having a friend to talk to. Don't know if it's anything romantic but honestly i'm just happy to have a friend again. It's been a while since I've had plans or looked forward to something..

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>>38002375
Mad props to you. Good fucking job anon, keep that shit up

>>38002372
fuck that hits close to home anon.
except it's just across the country, no the globe.

>>38002383
>I got in touch with an ex-gf from 3 years ago

Disaster waiting to happen

>>38002408
How so?
I am not interested in her romantically because there is a reason we are exs but again, just hsppy to have someone to talk to.

>>38002401
worst part is I talk with her everyday through voice and i've ran out of things to bullshit about so our conversations are really slow and boring nowadays since we've been talking to each other everyday for like 2 months

i wish I wasn't such a boring person, all I do is lift, work and play a bit of videogames/watch some tv series. I have like no life experience so I have trouble bringing up interesting or funny topics.

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>Ex breaks up with me
>wants to be friends
>i want to talk to her because i miss her
>dont want to talk to her because i still love her and it's unreciprocated
what do i do lads? i want to die. I have so much i want to say to her but i don't know if it would be pathetic at this point.

I felt like shit 2 weeks ago...
I said fuck it... this is enough, now i feel like im in charge now and if things arent going my way i make it. Goes down to how much you want to try and improve and for those who are in a shitty standings things get better it just starts with BEING A FUCKING MAN. STARE A BITCH IN THE FUCKING EYES, HIT ON THAT WAITRESS, HELP A OL LADY USE A SMITH MACHINE FUCKING STOP BEING A FUCKING LITTLE BITCH AND FUCKING GET THIS SHIT

Doing alright

>>38002372
>>38002401

Jumped continents a while ago to chase down girl of my dreams, similar situation to you lads. Ended up marrying her.

But just trying to get by has been tough for us, wouldn't have made it without friends and family. Still wasn't enough to make me permanently happy though.

I've lost myself to self improvement, my career. Can't have everything. I keep telling myself that securing our future is worth more than anything, but I almost feel more disconnected from her now than when we were on different continents.

New PR on deadlift yesterday though, really high test so I feel like a beast, doesn't seem that serious.
Don't know if that's a good or bad thing.

>>38002436
fuck off Pete

>>38002436

It is pathetic. Get joocy, fuck her younger sister. Move on with your life.

>>38002436
From my experience, the only reason ex's want to be friends is because they feel bad for breaking up with you and want to make sure you aren't mad at them. Then they will cease communication with you after talking for a couple days.

Just ignore her anon, there are plenty of other fish in the sea to talk to. Take this time to focus on bettering yourself. Analyxe the relationship, think of whst you can do better next relstionship. Work out, eat healthy, get some hobbies.

>>38002436
Been here breh. Let it go. As much as she "wants to be friends" its easier to just let it die. Hurts for awhile but time heals all wounds

>>38002435
Listen to other peoples stories and make them your own

I used to do that when I had no friends and no life experiences and it worked out pretty well. Just make sure its not a story from someone well known since there's a chance the other person may have heard the story before. I tend to steal stories from podcasts since a lot of the people I talk to don't listen to podcasts.

Pretending someone else's stories are yours is super autistic I know but idgaf, I didn't have a choice, either lie and be interesting or tell the truth and have no one want to talk to me

>>38002460
i know for a fact she doesn't feel the same for me however

>tfw reverted from beta faggot to I-don't-give-a-fuck about relationships alpha back to beta faggot because of some girl I met online

>>38002395
Thanks breh, I know I'm gonna make it.

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>ex leaves me
>we work at the same place
>see her talking to other guys

qt3.14 who sometimes come to my gym keeps looking at me and I encountered her in the stairs yesterday. Almost smashed her humongous tits in my face on purpose (she had space to go past me) and said "teehee, oops, I'm sorry".

I can't even fucking make this up. Felt good mang.

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>>38000556
>deleted Snapchat because I couldn't stop looking at exgf's / oneitis's stories of them at bars and enjoying life.
>have a date with a pretty cute co-worker on Saturday, but I'm not sure much will come of it because she really isn't my type.
>decided to finally say "fuck it" and stop deadlifting all together and focus on my squat.
>just going to embrace the fact that my lower back will never be the same as it was before my snap city trip.
>my grandmother died recently, but its looking like she put me as her sole beneficiary so I'll be pretty well off financially for a 23 year old.
>sleep schedule is destroyed this week as summer semester finals are next week.
>already had to absolute zero monsters and its not even 1pm....

Feeling pretty manic / depressive right meow tbqh bros

I'm under 210 for the first time in five years.

I cut 20 pounds in a little over a month. I only have 40 to go.

>>38000556

I can't stop thinking about her, its driving me insane.

I wanted to become a normie and it only fucked me mentally even more

>>38000556
i'm drinking at 11am

>>38002436
kill me pete

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Same thing at the same time every day until I move out at the end of the year.

>>38002436
Yeah, like the other anons said, just let it die. I tried the whole "lets be friends" thing and despite how civil I am, she's still being a cunt, just say fuck it and move on anon.

>>38002475
he is right, you know

>>38002655
me too anon. i want to talk to her but i'd just be looking even dumber.

>>38002436
Kill me, Pete.

Decent been holding off doing certain stuff for like 2 weeks+ need to write personal statement for uni, write a CV, sell my bike and get a new one, haven't been gyming properly for like 2 weeks now too because bus pass ran out so i can't get to gym. Spent the last 2 weeks at home all day basically, kind of makes you feel like shit.

I'm going to a festival on thursday, camping for 4 days, any advice bros?

>>38002728

THIS, i wish i never joined tinder desu. I'm not even sure if its depression or what but im not even safe in my dreams.

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>>38002754
depressed anon here. i know that feel.
>tfw dreaming about her and you wake up
>the next half hour
>mfw

>>38002495
I have a non existant retention capacity for stories. Like i can't even remember what happens on the show i watched yesterday

Moved in with my gf and got back to lifting. Persuing my hobbies but havent started working at my job because corporate is dragging their heels. I still got money saved up but I just dont feel right not working.

>>38002547
You're going to talk to her next tine you see her r-right?

Iktf. Those little interactions while your walking through some doors or going up/down stairs and that qt acknowledges you

>>38002581
>deleted Snapchat because I couldn't stop looking at exgf's / oneitis's stories of them at bars and enjoying life.
Why not just delete her mang?

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>>38000556
Mums got cancer...(Crohns)
She protected me from all my bullies as a child .. and now I can't protect her.

It's hard watching the ones you watch slowly die.

>>38002837
its hard watching the ones you love slowly die*

>>38002837
Be strong anon

>>38002837
Cancer can go eat a dick

>>38002436
Kill me, Pete

I'm losing my house because my wife decided she'd rather fuck the landlord and steal the title from me. Women are worse than meth.

Not good I have to deal with my failures I hope I'll be alright
Love y'all guys
We're all gonna make it

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>>38002922
women cause me so much fucking stress and depression. I cant stop thinking about her, even though it's not doing me any favors.

I feel you brother. Stay strong.

>>38002363
You did good bro, keep it up.

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>>38002837

Sorry bro..wish I could give you a hug.

Stay strong

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>broke collarbone
>can't lift for 4 months
>1.5 months in
>already lost 5kg

It was much worse at first when I couldn't prepare most foods because even moving my good arm caused pain to shoot through to my broken bone

But 2.5 months with no lifting, even with eating right is gonna be some more lost gains

Hopefulyl I can start squatting again at 3 months, I can't even lift my arm above my head right now

>>38000556

I'm hanging in there.

Crushed way too hard on a chick I met at the end of last year. It wasn't a conscious thing, I just couldn't get her out of my head - thinking of her would either set butterflies blasting around my stomach or kick up this horrible pain in my heart.

Used it as motivation to get my life together, dropped over a hundred pounds in 6 months.

Got a chance to talk to her a few weeks ago, I thought we connected but ever since she's completely ignored me. Like I don't even exist. At least I got the chance to tell her my story, to let her know that she sort of saved my life. Getting that off my chest was alright.

Still working on it. I was afraid that losing her would send me spiraling back into the pit of depression that I crawled out of, but the momentum I built up was too great to be sandbagged by the heart of a girl.

All I can do now is continue to work on myself and enjoy the life that awaits me - whatever it holds.

Wish all you brothers the best as well. Let's kill it, gents.

>>38002817
Eh... It wastes time and I don't really get anything out of it. I also end up using the messenger on it more than the actual pics anyway.

>>38003110
do abs and legs brah

>>38003122
>Got a chance to talk to her a few weeks ago, I thought we connected but ever since she's completely ignored me. Like I don't even exist. At least I got the chance to tell her my story, to let her know that she sort of saved my life. Getting that off my chest was alright.
You scared her off with your pathetic desperation. Like she doesn't owe yoy shit mate.


Otherwise, making progress anon good job, we're all gonna make it

still cutting on a -500 to -1000 deficit (varies)

I hate it but the only thing keeping me going is seeing weekly progress. when you get to 12-13% or so holy fuck does it seem like progress slows down.

but ill get rid of this last bit of fat no matter what.

>>38003154
But it's better to have it, at least you can see your freinds stories.. that you can even comment on. Socialising in general wastes time but snapchat is one of the essentials. I never realised how important social media is in meeting people and getting invited to shit until i deleted FB

My sister invited me to go to some health and wellness event in California next year but I told her I've been looking into going to college so I might be busy during it.

After I brought that up she got annoyed because if I do go to college it's going to be in order to get a job certificate instead of doing something I like (I used to like drawing/painting a lot and also participate in theater pit bands/local concert groups). She said it'd be better to go out and travel because there could be a chance that I'd meet someone or find a place I'd want to work at, but at this point I'm trying to think about having a job that would give me a livable wage. She just sponges off her husband and quit her job to sell health products from a pyramid scheme company.

It was weird when we were talking because she brought up our parents and how much money they make to defend her reasoning that college isn't worth going to but neither of them went to or finished college and they're both miserable and make a pittance at their jobs.

> About to give scooby's advanced workout a try
> 30 minutes cardio afterwards then maybe a bikeride
> making it natty because I don't get shilled

>>38003238

Just go to college anon.

Don't let other people, especially people with terrible perspective on what it actually takes to succeed in life, decide what's best for you.

It'll be far easier to pursue any art form from a position of financial security.
Art also benefits from a richness of human experience. Don't be afraid of pigeon holing yourself, or you will.

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I've started getting really close with this girl at work and we've been on a few dates and are really hitting it off. Problem is she's on exchange from Spain and will be leaving in like a month and a half anyways. Is it even worth trying to win her over when she's just gonna leave?

>No willpower mode
>Anxiety mode
>lay down and rot mode

I never felt so weak and helpless about these things as I do right now.

Started smoking tobacco.
Smoked Marlboro reds over my old man's grave. It's the only brand he smoked.

>>38003446
Why are you still tripfagging?

Feeling like fucking shit. Just got a programming job, a month ago. For 500 euros a month, but they are late with the money and the coworkers are fuckin nerd fags, who drink monster and red bull all day everyday. Can't go to the gym, because working 10 hours a day.

>just die in my sleep already

>>38003180

I thought about playing it cool, but I realized what I wanted was to let her know that she saved my life.

The thing is, I was expecting to be let down easy - not completely dropped. I mean, what can you say to someone who comes to you and says, "Look, you saved my life - thanks for that."

S'all good - live and learn and all that.

>>38003532
Sorry for your loss brah

>>38002436
Don't interact for at minimum 5 months. No fb pic likes, no nothing.

>got sick on holiday
>kept doing shit and uni started again so the infection spread. Lungs, sinus and tonsils all fucked
>can't work on my bike because need to recover for uni
I just wanna work on my bike and make gains. Fuck gfs, fuck friends, fuck talking to people in my course. I don't care anymore. It never made me happy anyway

>>38003566
Yeah you were pretty autistic ngl but it's not worth dwelling on; you're still improving either way

>>38003547
Honestly right now it's just so people notice me, bad pr is still pr..

Cute girls smile at me everyday and it just makes me uncomfortable. I should find an ugly girl to be with for a bit so I can learn to relax around women

If I don't lift atleast 3 hours a day everyday I get suicidal. Haven't come to the point of overtraining yet I don't think so I don't care

>>38003803
Truth is no one actually gives a fuck about you though, it's just an unnecessary anoyance

>>38003864
You give enough of a fuck to refer to me as me which means you remember me and that feels really really good right now, believe it or not.

>>38000556
Every once in a while I remember nobody ever straight up said to me "I love you"

Like now, then I cry.
At this point I cant even trust any new girl, I know thee increased attention only comes from me being leaner and they could be superficial whores and I wouldn't notice.
Flame on, little candle

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I've been sober for 22 days straight, and perfect workout and diet.

Feelz pretty fucking great.

>>38002408

>taking the bait

top keks

>>38004117
I feel you bro. It's hard to believe someone could love you when you've always been alone. I wish I could give you advice or something but all I can do is relate. I hope things work out for us

Lost everything because of drugs and impulsive/ poor choices. Lost my job and got evicted in the last month. Dropped out of university and got a criminal record in the last couple years. I know I'm focusing on the negative here -- but I have lost everything multiple times and don't know what I want to do in the future. The only thing that I haven't lost yet is my azn fiancé, who loves me unconditionally and supports my gains

>>38004254
Honestly idk if its a good thing if your azn qt lets you do whatever you want or she not talking you out of doing crazy shit. But I know how you feel man hit rock bottom about 2 years ago, friends stopped talking to me and stopped eating/lifting. On a positive note one of them reached out a couple weeks ago. Things will probably get worse man but hey its free real estate.

>>38002523
Leave. Leave. Leave. Your. Your. Your. Job. Job. Job.

>>38000556
Studying for a CPA exam while going through a divorce and renovating my house. And I work full time.

Doing great!

>>38004355
This. This. This. Dip. Dip. Dip. Shit. Shit. Shit.

Pumping and dumping is acceptable within the work place why are you fags catching feelings you're making it harder on yourself.

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I hurt my knee after 2 years of lifting. Time to skip leg day. I aint dealing with this shit

Feeling good,only 10-15 lbs to lose and i won't be a fatass anymore by /fit/ standard.

>>38002837
You need to be strong and be there for your mother. Anon fucking dig deep to the untapped well of emotional power and make your mother laugh, be that hand to hold, be that shoulder to cry on.

I can't stress this enough, please man, please try to get in some last happy memories with your mother, have some more to smile back on.

When the unfortunate moment comes and she passes onto the great house party in the sky, THEN you have my permission to cry.

I'm not holding up at all I'm fucking falling apart. I got a crucifix tatood on my chest and ended up making so many excuses while looking at it its losing its meaning. I held out hope for years that things would get better but instead every time o manage to cope with one problem another one hits. I'm jealous of the sad cunts I try every day to feel sad or anything at all but I've become a total zombie the sadest part is when I was young I knew I stood no chance at happiness but I always was hopeful for the future well after all these years the hope is gone too. T-thanks for asking.

broke up with gf of 6 years. Feelin the best i ever have desu, much happier and hanging out with friends more. Feels_good.jpg

Not well. Job search stress is causing me all kinds of issues. Also might have caught a cold.

feeling that feel when you are trying to move on from your past but you can't escape it.

>>38004540
>tfw was always rejected and hated by everybody and now can't form any relationships with anyone

Whenever I talk with someone I automatically assume they hate me. I don't know what to do anymore. I haven't been close with anyone in years, even family

>>38004530
If its full time then take it. Cleaner, fast food whatever. Take it.

>>38004599
I feel you. I finally got a girlfriend but when she started asking me about high school it got awkward because she said, "how many girlfriends did you have" and "who were your friends" and I had none of either. She eventually broke up with me. Oh well someday we will be able to forget the past anon.

Turned 30 a few months ago and over the last few weeks I've realized that this is the happiest I've been since I was <18. It feels weird. Still have all kinds of shit to work out, but holy fuck not being a depressed mess feels amazing.

>>38004636
Haha I have never had a gf and I lie about having one because I am a pathetic loser and I don't trust anybody who acts like they like me so I just hate them back Like I assume they hate me oh god I have been so alone for so long and so hurt by my attempts at human contact all that's left is hate and then once every 2 months I cry myself to sleep

>>38004660
It doesn't last. Be ready, you'll be depressed again soon. I had a month of happiness and fate snatched it away

>>38004636
I just want someone who will accept me and look forward with me. It would mean everything to have someone to share dreams with

>>38004530
Try having a job but it's 80% women and they all bitch about you behind your back to the point where even the guys don't want to associate with you for fear of 'Catching' your unpopularity. I used to work in a 80% male environment and I was popular as hell I got here and made the same jokes and suddenly I am an insensitive pig which through gossip might aswell turn into a pig fucking nazi. Wtf mates women will just ruin your life because they are bored be careful

>>38001772
You're gonna make it bro, we all are

>>38002363
You could still be addicted to drugs man.

The best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago, the next best time is tomorrow

>>38003440
If it's to plow her then I say go for it, she might even think the same ("I won't see him again so fuck it")

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shit.
because of the holidays and massive drinking and bbqing i have got some of the lovehandles back and the hint of mantits again.

disgusted with my reflection.

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>contemplated an heroing back in march
>made life changing decisions, and started changing what i didnt like
>one thing left to change
>wife
>decide its time to leave
>was miserable
>last thing i need to fix
>feel even more horrible
>woman i love wont be with me
>wont leave husband
>feel even more horrible
>tfw killing myself over women would be the worst ever
>i stopped doing shit for women
>cant an hero
>dont want to keep going
>tfw my whole life and happiness has been contingent on women
>never happy as just myself

>tfw im the weakest, worse person i know, even after my initial, visible gains

>tfw everyday during my divorce i keep making more and more horrible decisions

>mfw i have always been the creator of my own misery

Fucking terrible.
I have my first ever date in a few days, and I'm about to shit my pants.
My mind keeps going through different conversation scenarios, and I just know I'm fucked.

>>38000556
The girl i like rejected me yesterday, she said she didn't want a relationship at the moment. L-least she let me down easy right lads?

>>38005992
You're a fucking faggot, go kill yourself then if you want to so badly. Don't expect the mimimimimmi we r her "4u" reactions. Improve, adapt or die. If you want to feel go to r9k, you loser.

>Tfw 200 kg squat today

Mostly wrestling with the fact that I don't live up to my own expectations, my forgetfulness and that I have no idea what I want to do with my life as I'm only getting older.

Feels like walls are closing in and I don't have the strength to keep them at bay. Not sure what feels worse, knowing my father's disappointed in me or my own disappointment for not getting my shit together.

>>38002581
>co-worker
Never.

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Work is boring and I feel like I'm wasting the time when I'm not at work

>>38006060
Im not a virgin.

And the faggots on r9k are too faggy for me

Also, dont need your fucking sympathy

>>38005996
Just b urself.

>>38000556
Like shit. Running out of funds I may need to stop school for a year/semester to work but too lazy/autistic to apply for jobs. When I'm not lifting I stay home the whole day and avoid interaction with anyone. I try watching movies/tv shows/anime but it just stop less than halfway through, same thing with reading books and manga. I try to play video games but I get bored after 20 min or so and never get back to it again.

Other than that, my numbers are still increasing so I have that going for me at least.

>>38006159
are you me?

>>38000556
Feeling good brehs.
Next week ill leave the country to move in with my best bro. This year is the year we turn our shit around.
Im also quite fine, healthy and white. Feelin blessed desu

>>38000556
Considering suicide every other days. Thankfully I don't because in hindsight I realize how stupid it is, then repeat. Realized my family is toxic. Trying to figure out a way to separate myself from them.

pretty average desu

>>38002581

>decided to finally say "fuck it" and stop deadlifting all together and focus on my squat

ummm why?

>>38000556
I'm a fucking manlet, so you tell me senpai

>>38003532
You know the one thing he wouldn't want you to do right?

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>>38000556
Quit pornography. Trying to fill my day with other things.

The problem is, I have no other hobbies.

>>38003384
She was able to trick me into signing up for the dump yoga thing but she also apologized about what she said about me wanting to go to college. I don't see why I shouldn't try because it'd just be a community college or something cheap. Since I work and applied for FAFSA I'd probably get enough free money to cover most of it, too.

>>38003384 and listen to >>38006898

go into a trade, you will never be out of work, if you want in a few years you can go back to college.

>>38000556
Feeling pretty great. I've been getting into running recently, initially just on my rest days - but I've had so much energy recently that I usually end up running on my lifting days too. My sleeping patterns are still a bit fucked up, so that's the number one priority to fix right now.

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I miss her a lot, and I'll be in her country for an unrelated reason for several months

She said she'd love to hang out with me

I don't think I much of a chance to rekindle anything between us, but I can't help but feel hopeful about it- and it's driving me insane.

I know the usual /fit/ motto is "fuck grills acquire gains" but I'm going over in my head how I could possibly win her back

Carrying that weight.

>>38000556
Got the worst sunburn of my life today, now super paranoid about melanoma. Bright side of this week was I got into contact with a few clubs I want to join this semester. Hbu OP?

Been talking with my old high school friend who I once told I was infatuated with her, she of course didn't feel the same way. We've been talking every day and become good friends since October when we began talking again. Unfortunately I've become infatuated again and am contemplating asking her out (not as autistic since high school and we've both changed a lot). I'm very confused as to if I should do it at all and risk our newfound friendship or just hope that the feelings for her go away in time. Fuck guys. Fuck feeling anything. I just want to go workout and lose all this weight right now...

>>38000556
im extremely depressed and suicidal at my job. doing shit routinely, I feel like im rotting

i was thinking about joining the military really

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Unemployed. Gotta find a fucking job but I have no motivation to look for another minimum wage job. Also recently had jaw surgery and I can't chew food for another 6 weeks. Feel like a fucking piece of shit with no future.

>>38000642
I witnessed that get bro

The only posts in these threads that get replied to are the ones about how bad things are going, but I see so much triumph in this thread.

So if you're making it happen, fuckin' good on you. You earned it.

>>38009222
By living for yourself. The reason she liked you before was because you were a person, not just a mindless obsession factory over her. Girls don't want an accessory who can only think about them, they want a partner in life. You can't be that right now.

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got brutally rejected by the girl who i thought liked me today

Went to the ER this night when i started coughing blood. Turned out i have a serious infection in my lungs. Got told that if i didnt get there this night and would have worked today i would probably die.

>got told i should absolutley not lift for atleast 2months
Goodbye gains

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I'm ok. Girlfriend is wanting to devolve into an internet dwelling NEET and I laid out that if she does, we're done. She has to own her actions and their consequences. One way or another she'll have learned something.

Just feel bad about it right now.

>>38002363
In 10 years you will look back and think:
A: damn I worked hard and achieved my goals

Or

B: damn I had time to change shit but now its late

Real bad man, haven't felt this shit in my life.

>>38009441
I appreciate your words, anon

I'm just gonna take this next month as a chance to work on myself a little bit, stay out of contact with her, and then when we see each other again in august/september, I'll play it by ear

just kinda hits in waves sometimes is all

and to all the other anons struggling or triumphing, keep at it brehs