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/fit/ I seriously see no point in living

>be me
>live in Malaysia
>19, 5'9" nice physique, not too huge, not too otter, most (asian) girls said it's just nice
>I'm a demigod in Malaysia. Southeast asian girls are tiny asf
>moved here 9 months ago for studying
>literally the first time in my life I ever feel tall
>I can get any girl from university, any girlfriend or random fuck I want, but they are obviously not above 8.5/10
>first time since I'm here I decide to go clubbing
>go to this street called Changkat which is just a long street full of clubs
>get there
>fuck. there are white people everywhere.
>everyone who's white or not local is easily above 5'11"-6'
>girls are fucking hot
>all in high heels obviously
>literally 80% of the place are tall viking tourists
>my confidence already at rock bottom
>nvm, get some drinks and try to get a girl
>she refuses the drink I offer
>later I see her with a tall dyel white guy
>killme.jpg
>try again
>turned down again
>get more wasted
>try again
>it happens again
>start talking to some random Swedish guy
>he tells me how easy it is to get pussy here
>"y-yeah haha I know man... s-so easy right"
>try to talk to this malay girl next to me, offering her a drink and trying to impress her with my fluent malay
>she kindly refuses
>swedishbro tries also
>gets puss
>tells me maybe I should try somewhere else with less competition because he thinks girls only want the tall guys here
>"sorry bro it was nice meeting you"
>buy some shitty weed
>go home
>smoke up and cry a lot

I can't even score a girl in fucking southeast asia. The only place where I felt tall for the past 9 months because I never went to places with foreigners.
I regret that I went clubbing.

w-wi...will I ever score, /fit/?