How do I develop an eating disorder?

stop eating

Take Adderall in 4th grade and permanently fuck your appetite and spend every day choking down enough food to avoid passing out and secretly hold an idealized fantasty of starving to death in a locked room, withering away, and finally not have to deal with it anymore

>>12091769
wew lad

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>>12091731
Have you tried the Master Cleanse? Apparently there exist or existed celebrities who were enthusiastic about it, but don't let that throw you. It's 100% what it claims to be, and (surprisingly) extremely fun and pleasurable to do. However, it IS expensive. Quite expensive, in fact. I do it a few times each year, each time for two to three weeks straight. It's not an eating disorder, but extended fasting is close. If you're more or less healthy, I strongly recommend it.

https://www.amazon.com/Master-Cleanser-Stanley-Burroughs/dp/1607966077

>>12091747
No

i didnt even try. i went from 69kg to 58 from summer to today.
>smoking
>listening to music
>fucking up sleep schedule
>doing drugs sometimes


this got me here, i want to go back to at least 65 tho, shitty life makes you lose weight somehow

also only thing i made my mind up very back in the day was candy is bad for you and you dont fucking eat it

Don't, you spergs

>tfw went from 140 lbs to 180 lbs after I started lifting
>can still see abs but look 20x better

god damn the alphamale lifestyle is so much cooler than the effay lifestyle, giving faggots like you swirlies

>>12091769
Been there, done that.

>>12091731
Develop a stupid habit regarding food and internalise it. Ta da.

>>12091769
i think we should keep giving children stimulants!

maybe it's because i don't actually have an eating disorder but i would personally really like to not be underweight
i find it hard to eat big so every time i look in the mirror i just haven't gotten any bigger

>>12094253
fucking this.

i have a huge anxiety problem about eating in front of people. its fine in my current situation (live in a house w/ roommates, always alone and food is always here) so I've maintained a healthy weight ~135 lbs

but when I was in a dorm for Uni I never ate and had a problem with binge eating. Went down to around 115 lbs.

Gonna try and lose weight because I'm skinnyfat but its rough when you have depression and are alone all the time

i smoked a ton over the summer and it made me lose my appetite almost completely

went from 175 to 150 6'0"

>>12094989
Cigarettes I'm guessing?

>>12093561
then y r u here

>>12094996
not that anon but i actually have lost ~20 pounds because when i smoke weed I don't really feel hungry, and i've been smoking a lot recently

wew