effay feels

Just stop being autist you retard

>>11664699
dude just see a therapist, you have some serious issues bro

>>11664744

My therapist (well psychiatrist) shotgunned a bunch of meds on me, many of which did jackshit, and basically told me CBT shit that I already knew (bro just breathe bro, breathing techniques).

Not OP but shrinks are useless imo. Unless you get slapped with a script that has actually helpful meds (benzo) (and many won't because they're regulated af and many psychs are too pussy to give you a script so you're better off scumming them off your sketchy drug dealer friend), they ain't worth shit and are a waste of money/your medicare fund.

>>11664699
madly in love with whom?

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I've got two good feels
>Dislike/not fond of particular colour
>Thrift something that fits perfect in said colour and work it into some outfits
>Start to appreciate said colour

Also
>On the train after buying some shrooms
>Find a perfect fitting jersey jacket on the seat next to me that someone forgot

>>11664699
>everyone seems to like me
>people tell me how grate of a guy am
>always getting complements
>still no close friends ;_;

>took a photo where i look 100x times better than irl
>can't take another similar, always end up looking worse
fuck

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>>11664989

>>11664699
what's her instagram again? i thought i was following her but I can't find her :(

>can't turn acquaintances into freinds
>Last year of HS coming up and I missed teenage love
>2.8 GPA and 25 ACT so probably not gonna have a great college experience
>Not a lot of cash so all my fits are from Pascun, Uniqlo,Macy's no designer stuff unless Ralph Lauren and Tommy Hilfiger count

>Used to talk to obnoxious but cute vegan fatherless feminist genderqueer sub girl who went to my university
>She's in love with me, talks to me about having sore thigh muscles from masturbating to the thought of me dominating her
>I'm happy with my gf and don't have feelings for her, tell her and leave it to her if she want's to continue talkting to me regardless
>She wants to, we send each other clothing inspo and WAYWTs about twice a week
>She suddenly starts ghosting me and completely disappears from the internet, claiming she hates me
>Didn't really care at first because I never had any feelings for her
>Notice that I start buying more clothes she liked
>Now I'm starting to miss her and think of her everytime I see a fit I think she'd like

>>11665161
she sounds like the worst man. leave it

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>>11665161

How the fuck do you faggots always have girls flocking to you whereas I have to make a goddamn fucking effort

>>11665161
She was probably going to make you a vegan meal with her hair in it or kill you or something

You lucked out t b h

>>11665169
>>11665197
I know. I think it's the ghosting that got me. I have a hard time dealing with people suddenly disappearing from my life.

>>11665161
>obnoxious but cute vegan fatherless feminist genderqueer sub girl

she would be good for a fuck but you dont wanna get involved with that much crazy

good ridance

>>11665161
>fatherless
>feminist
>genderqueer
>literally talks to you about her masturbating
>obnoxious
so many red flags you lucked out

>>11665204
>>11665238
Haha I know all this, which is why - on top of having a great gf - I never bothered. It's only just now that I miss talking to her. Which is why I think her ghosting was on purpose to hurt/annoy me.
Is being a cyberstalker /fa/?

>>11665017
please explain

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>half black
>6'3.9
>Thin
>no muscles
>get compliments for my clothes
>quite a funny guy
>talk to girls
>too beta to actually flirt
>don't know how to do it
>give up

>>11664989
maybe you should start inviting people to hang out?

>>11665076
okmalissa

>>11665315
Basically just treat them like your friends which is bants and light teasing and light praise when its required.

>>11665153
You should start thrifting boi. Maybe shop at H&M as well. They have fairly cheap basics and jeans.

t. person in the same boat as you

>>11664699
HAHAHAHAHAHA

I legitimitely think that's my ex. She is like, super mentally ill dude.

>>11665493
MOM'S GONNA FREAK

>>11665282
yea she is prob doing it on purpose or has found someone to replace you with and doesnt need you anymore, girls are like that

point is fuck her and stop thinking about her, youve got a great gf be happy with her

>>11665315
try to slide in the odd compliment, like the way they compliment you on your clothes

also play around and joke with them like you would with your mates

try to initiate contact in a playful manner

>>11665493
post pics

>the blisters on my feet hurt
>forming new blisters on top of old ones
>only a few more weeks and these fly ass sandals will be a perfect fit.
>scabs on my feet are fa though

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>>11665594

>>11665617
i can tell she is a mess just from these pics

but now post puss or tits for bonus points

>>11665617
wtf the fuck she got on her fingernails?

>>11665616
disgusting

>>11665617
>>11665622

her hands look disgusting

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>tfw when date lined up for tomorrow and she wants the d
>tfw date lines up for Thursday and she wants the d
>tfw date lines up Friday and she wants the d

I'm gonna do it lads. Three in a row. I'm gonna do it for you.

>>11665622
>>11665623
>>11665627
She'd buy super expensive nail polish and then anxiously pick it off before it dried.
Did I say buy, I meant compulsively stole.

>>11665628
I dont get it mario
espiegati

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>>11665415
>>11665589
thank you kind men

salvation is in sight

>>11665642
You're not familiar with the comedic stylings of Leslie Henrietta Nielson? You really should be anon.

>>11665649
Yeah dude, and also for some reason girls like it better when you are beside them as opposed to in front of them.

No idea why. Good luck.

>>11665324
I always feel like am imposing myself on other people. I was at a party and these acquaintances gave their numbers and told me we should hangout more, but I still can't bring myself to call anyone.

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>>11664699

>most women are one some level, crazy irrational bitches
>most of them are overweight and fall well below my standards
>sex is oppressive for the male, the need to perform causes me anxiety
>to be in a relationship is like walking on eggshells
>so many unspoken rules and etiquette when it comes to picking up girls, how dominant should i be? how assertive? will she respond well to this kind of behavior? how much respect do i need to show? negging? red pill? nice guy?

>look around

>all of my straight male friends, even the very good looking and chad ones are depressed, can't stay in a relationship more than a few months before they're driven crazy
>even the one that actually 'understand' women, really don't, all they've realised is how irrational they are when it comes to the opposite sex and even themselves

>All my gay male friends have great sex lives and/or are in amazing relationships
>the ones in relationships actually communicate with each other, have shared interests/common goals, there's no craziness, little jealousy, they know exactly how to pleasure and respond to each other
>most of the guys in the community seem to be successful, look great, work out, take care of themselves, hardly any are overweight
>my closest, oldest friend is gay, literally a perfect human being, both he and his boyfriend are models and go to great universities

>i'm stuck chasing unrequited love, bad hook ups and am slowly being chipped away at by all these crazy women

Goddamn I wish I were gay. Any straight man in the west who thinks that being hetro is better than homosexual are deluded and clearly don't understand the sexual/romantic dynamics between men and woman and how oppressive they are towards men.

>>11665814
it's obvious enough they're interested

>>11665814
You should impose yourself if they already like you they'll see you as more social and likable

>>11665920

start sucking dick then

>>11665980
Ive tried, i've even tried sex with other guys and it just won't work, i even tried watching gay porn for a few months and it didn't change anything, i'm still stuck being hetro.

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>>11664699

>girl I like views my message but doesn't reply
>feel like it's falling apart again

How to not feel this feel

>>11665944
>>11665974
I guess I'll give it a shot.

>>11666022
move on

>>11666022
Grow a left testicle, and then a right testical.

>>11665920
i've had enough of this feel

>>11665409
no accounts found
did she delete it? i wouldn't be surprised tbqh

>>11665920
>tfw everyone thinks you are gay but you are not

>>11665920
you sound a lot like a guy i know.
do a lot of straight guys feel this disillusioned about women? why?

>>11665161
That just happens whenever you're in contact with someone a lot, regardless of of how you feel about them.

>tfw so ugly fashion cant save me

>open ebay
>search settings: keyword "xs", auction only
>womens clothing: 20.000 items
>mens clothing: 575 items
i hate my size

>>11665617
>>11665493
Mentally ill exes are the worst.

>>11666022
stop taking to her intill her messages you agian
and if she doesnt then stop texting her

>>11666269
become a trap

>>11666022
stop messaging her retard, she wont miss you till you are gone

move on

>>11665814
>I always feel like am imposing myself on other people.

I get the feeling, but THEY give you their number. It obvious that they WANT you to invite them.

So just fucking do it. If they don't want to, they'll decile.

>>11666269
u can just wear a small in japanese brands yo

>>11666269
I can relate to this feel

>>11666077
https://www.instagram.com/okmalissa/

>>11664749
don't see a psychiatrist, man! prescribing meds is all they do. go see a real psychologist.

>>11666022
Take it from a guy who's had this happen recently and on multiple occasions, stop texting her. If nothing after a few days then forget her and move on, she wasn't worth your time anyway. That's what you need to understand the most, people can be shitty just let them wallow in it alone.

>>11665920
I know this feel my frogposting friend

>>11665238

>talks to you about her masturbating

is this rly a red flag? i kno a girl who mentions it kinda off handedly, told me about a vibrator she got etc.

>>11667332
Yes, it's a red flag.

>>11664749
Benzos will fuck your life up m8, I wouldn't recommend people get involved with that unless they have no other choice.

>>11667332
yes, why would you want a woman aroudn you that tells you she sticks stuff up her belly button or whatever girls have down there

>>11666205
Another straight guy here. I don't know about a majority but I do, yes. Also a growing trend among western men.
Women are very picky, while also the rise in extreme 3rd wave feminism makes men feel afraid to be forward, times ten in university settings.
On top of that, like the first anon said, there's just so much unspoken shit. Girls tell me all the time how creepy 90% of guys are, and it just scares me that making any move would mark me as one also among all women.
My friend, the most womanizing guy I know gets made fun of for underperforming by mutual friends we have. "Kisses like a third grader" "awkward" "small dick" etc

It's just terrifying to go for women these days.

>>11664699
>fall in love with girl
>move in and all is well
>accidentally stumble upon message about hating being monogamous and in relationship with Me
>break it off for both of our benefits
>just miss her cute face every morning
>me and another mate lose our jobs due to finial problems with cafe

At least I look the cutest/most effay I've ever been

>>11664749

>benzos
>helpful meds

whew

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>>11665920
hahaha i wish this wasn't true but it is
fucking hell
not now not at 3am

>>11667740
Seconding this. I went from an alpha Chad in high school to a beta in college entirely cause of how fucked up girls are now a days.

>>11667740
>>11667830
This. I wasn't a Chad but it was easier in HS to get a date than it has been the last three years of college.

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>Try to dress nice
>Kinda like a dark prep, moody Uniqlo customer
>Only girls that are into me seem to be emo/alternative girls

>>11665201
sounds like abandonment issues.

>>11665628


congrats on fucking tinder whores, don't catch anything

>>11667740
thats because you dumbasses only hang around and try to fuck staceys

>>11665197
Then the meal wouldn't be vegan

>>11668195
>moody uniqlo customer

thank you for the laugh

>>11667830
>>11667885
>>11667740
Lol I love this feeling of never getting any in secondary school and now on my way to uni I've had the summer of pussy having to be turned down. All I had to do was develop an attitude that didn't give a fuck about people that didn't accept me

>>11665920
You are fucking stupid. I have the same relationship you're describing with your gay friends, with my girlfriend.

You just need to stop deciding that every single girl you lay your eyes on is your 10/10 perfect waifu.

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>>11667830
yeah it's the girls fault and totally has nothing to do with you yourself at all.

>>11666225
Fitness can save you.

>>11667740
Honestly, it sounds like all that has more to do with how you perceive women, rather than how women actually behave.

Why do you care so much about the opinions of strangers?

>>11668923
*money

>>11668904
You're in the minority, seriously anon.

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>walk in hair salon
>hair dresser visibly clicks her tongue in disgust as she looks at me and realizes she has to cut my hair

yep.

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>at party
>feel fresh af in muh new knitwear and muh pantalon
>drink muh wine nonchalantly while talking to some peeps about the fucking Eredivisie
>tfw I realize everyone around me is at least 5 years older and already established a great career (lawyers/associates from big firms)
>mfw hot lawyer actually started hitting on me and gave her number before she left

I'm totally ok with this.

>>11665017
haha

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>>11669093
got pics ?

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>>11666269

dude.
bruh
thats my life senpai

guess how tall pic related is?

>gf of 8 months is getting tiring
>try to avoid seeing her, no desire to have sex with her anymore
>not sure how to end things because she'll probably commit suicide or s/t
>go out every weekend with best friend to try to pick up sluts at the bar
>the thought of having sex with some random 6/10 gets me hard as diamonds, but cant get hard to fuck my 8/10 gf

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>>11669157

>>11669157
Make her hate you, like actually cheat on her and tell here, she's less likely to top herself if can find a reason to end it her self.

>>11669157
>'not sure how to end things because she'll probably commit suicide or s/t
So being afraid that she'd commit suicide is the thing stopping you?
Mate, if that's the single pillar on which your relationship stands, just fucking end it (the relationship that is, not yourself).
Don't guilt-trip yourself into staying. If she'd really do something like that, what's the point of playing theatre in the form of a fake loving relationship

>>11669167
>like actually cheat on her and tell here
Terrible fucking advice.
That shit is gonna spread to everyone she knows and you'll be known as a cheater amongst plenty of girls.

>>11669157
I should also say the girl I'm actually in love with lives 4 hours away and is always busy with school and a little bit of a basket case herself, so we rarely have time to meet up

>>11669100
yes

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>>11669167
lmfao kys

>>11668970
I actually know that, but the thing is, I'm in that minority because I knew what I was looking for. A friend, not just a girl that was a "qt" or something trivial like that. You're not gonna find it around every corner, but if you look for someone that you actually get along with as a person, and are capable of communicating with, you'll find em.

>>11669258
post 'em boi

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>I couldn't gauge your fears
>I can't relate to my peers
>I'd rather live outside
>I'd rather chip my pride than lose myself out here

>>11669157
I was totally convinced that my ex bf was going to slit his wrists if i left him. It took 8 painful and depressing months to actually build up the courage to do it. I felt suicidal myself because i was so unhappy in the relationship. I basically had to make the choice between my sanity and him, I felt like a murderer, like I was committing him to death or something.
You know what? he was fine. Sure he was depressed and still loves me a year after and it was very painful for him. But unless they're extremely unstable and have severe emotional issues, they're not going to fucking kill themselves over you, no matter how great you are. Just do it, before you drive yourself insane.

>>11665493
>>11666435
>tfw had an on/off casual sex thing with a girl who was kinda nuts
>first even remotely crazy girl I ever slept with
>stop fucking her cos I can tell she's headed down towards a mental breakdown
>now find myself attracted to girls I can see are crazy because sex with her was the best I've ever had
I just know this is gonna end with my house on fire or some shit but I can't help it, as soon as I catch that a chick might be a bit fucked up I instantly see her as more appealing. Only a matter of time before it bites me

>>11667740
>>11665920
>tfw lightly bi
>mainly into girls but fantasize about guys way too often to call myself straight
>have felt myself become less and less interested in men over the last few months
>tfw might be stuck with just chicks forever
Knowing I could always get with a guy has been such a safety net, really hope I don't somehow magically straighten out and lose that interest

>>11666067
lol might borrow this

>>11669426
The more dick you suck, the better you'll like it. Don't let women destroy you.

>>11664699
>90% of family: you're handsome
>male friends: you're handsome bro
>male acquaintances: you're handsome
>Mother's friend: wow is that you're son? He's handsome!
>Mother's business partners: wow your son's so handsome
>smoking hot Spanish woman: you're beautiful, you take care of yourself, you have nice style
>her hot friends: he's beautiful!

Still tfw no gf. Help me I am oh so lonely.

>>11669157
This is cuckholdry but if you fear for her life it's best to find a man to seduce her that she can rely on so you can be freeeeeeeee.

Or harden up and just leave. Think of it like this. It's your lifeblood being used to satisfy her needs. By that I mean your time. You are wasting your precious life time on her needs. Time is a man's most important resource.

>>11669565
u gotta do more than just be handsome. you sound like that elliot guy from the mass shooting, don't expect things to go your way just because of your looks. it's probably as easy as walking up and talking to a girl about her day to get into it

>>11669601
I already know all that and I'm not like Elliot Rodger at all. I'm more logical and in control, just sometimes at crucial moments my autism takes over. Though I am much more narcissistic.

I'm well aware of my autism. The thing is I have two extremes. I am either extremely forward or extremely subtle. I'm a very social, cheerful person but I also highly value courtesy and politeness.

So when I go up to women it's either fully sexual and thirsty (works in the clubs if I tweak it to having less words and more dancing) or I just sound like some 'nice guy' full blown gentleman.

I need to find a mid ground between those two. But I don't know how to announce my sexual intentions to women in a non hyper straightforward and sexualised way or a way which puts her on the pedestal like 'hey, you're beautiful, let me take you out this weekend'.

>>11666993
>https://www.instagram.com/okmalissa/
"Sorry, this page isn't available."
...did she block me? i really hope not i never commented on her pics just liked them

>>11667332
yes, if you aren't in a relationship with her then she prob talks about it to others, mad slut vibes, not something you want

>>11668785
>Summer going into uni
Yeah, it might change when you get there desu.
The end of senior year I was getting with and had more girls into me than I knew what to do with.

>>11668736
>Telling me facts about my life
>While trying to project it to about 5 random people around the world
I do not hang out with staceys. I was able to actually get some when I did, funny enough.
>>11668931
>Implying I care
I don't care for women, I'm just explaining why it's harder now to make a meaningful connection with one than it used to be. That's all.

>>11669712
Works fine for me. Go on mobile, and if the profile says "No posts" but the post number is 1 or higher, 362 in this case, she blocked you.
t. guy with vindictive exes

>>11664699
because you have more in common with them than you think or would like, normie.

>>11667332
Y E S
Only girl I knew who told me about things like that is a slut.

I had a hard summer.
> Got a girls number and snapchat some months ago.
> She always wanted to meet or go for drinks.
> I didn't want to act because she's 10 years older than me and she didn't know.
> She kept complimenting my style and looks.
> Ended it with my flirt in July, and met the girl while out with some friends. She basically stalked me and went to the same bar.
> Went home with her.
Afterwards I felt really attracted to her and she didn't reply at all, because I told her she was 50% older than me the that evening.
I have always been the most attracted to older women, but it is almost impossible to get them, when you are only in your early twenties like me.

>>11668910
These guys are disillusioned af

>>11669776
nigga you are so dumb wtf, why would you tell a woman how old you are when you obviously know she'll react like this? shit

>>11669627
>nicest person you will ever meet and TWISTED FUCKING PSYCHOPATH

>>11669748
wierd, when i type in her username on mobile it just says "no accounts found". just logged out on desktop and i can see her account, im pretty sure she blocked me, wtf

>>11669748
>>11669813
wait, i remember. she posted an ad for this quirky company that sold tshirts and I commented "that store sells fake vetements lmao". thats why she must of blocked me lol.

>www.instagram.com/p/BILtSXqjQ08/

>>11665409
That bitch blocked me

>>11669810
I know I know :|

>>11669627
ill bludgen you to death you 16 year old fucking cuckolding piece of shit

stop watching american psycho and reading about mental illnesses, subhuman little shit

>>11669627
>hurr durr im speshul and unique xDD
literally kill yourself.

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>>11664699
You just needed an excuse to post Malissa didn't you? Stop spamming this girl and shitting up the board you fucking autists.

>tfw poor

Any life hacks to get enough money for designer clothes that dosen't involve a job or a loan? (lol)`

I'm studying so getting a job would mean I get literally no free time

>>11668999
And what, you went through with it anyway?

>>11665153
you can prob get into your state flagship with that

flagship schools (penn state, ohio state, etc) always have a great experience

mad parties n shit

>>11669908
buy used designer on Grailed

>>11665309
>grate

>>11669157
>>not sure how to end things because she'll probably commit suicide or s/t
i was going to call you a scum bag for cheating but i honestly to god hate bitches like that and don't even blame you now, thats so emotionally manipulative.

>>11667332
no it's not don't get your advice on girls from fucking 4chan

>>11667830
lol blaming others for your shortcomings. keep it up bro

>>11669933
In in NJ so the flagship is Rutgers or maybe Rowan
Idk there's not many good schools in this state other than Rutgers

>>11664947
her

>>11670827
her being?

>>11670827
Hang on, I can't find my physics-defyingly tiny violin

Get it together dog, you're posting ambiguous bullshit feelsy posts on a 4chan fashion board. You know there's other shit you can be doing other than feeling sorry for yourself online. Turn off the computer screen for a second and look at yourself in the monitor reflection and really ask yourself if THIS is the best possible usage of your time.

>>11665617
Holy fuck does she live in Boston?is she Eurasian Too? I think I Know her

>>11669273
oh well you tried

Seriously, this thread is just validating my depression and disillusionment even further. I hate women, i don't want to have anything to do with them. Is there any way i can actually turn myself gay? I'm 100% hetro, i can't bring myself to be intimate with a guy. Help.

>>11669882
>>11669894
I can probably kill both of you with my bare hands if we met. I bet you haven't even been in one fight. Your little weakling faces will literally shatter under one punch while I sodomize your corpses afterwards. Also I am older than you. You're just some over autistic fedoralord trying to be 'muh internet tough guy'. Seriously, this self projection of yours makes you a retarded cunt.

Never said I was special, just either overly eager or really distant. Get over it you little cuck faggots and learn to fucking read you dumb cunts.

Why so mad faggots? Did someone fuck your girl or did you get the short end of the stick in life? I bet you're ugly. Yes, you talk like ugly people.

>>11664699

>falling in love with a girl you're not even dating

this is legitimately even worse than being cucked

>>11669268

>not just a girl that was a "qt" or something trivial like that

cute girls are actually way easier to get along with

I don't know why so many people settle

>tfw mix raced with curly hair
>OMG CURLS ARE GREAT XDDDD GET AN AFROOOO LOLOLOL

is this some form of hell i was forced into because i don't know what i did wrong.

>>11671014
>I hate women
good, we hate you too faggot.

>>11669933
You can't get into state flagships with that
At least not in the east coast where state schools are literally top schools

>>11669933
Don't fuck with him pennstate and OSU are impossible for him

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>tfw depressed and don't want to do anything
>tfw girl you ask says she needs time

>>11664699
Malissa is a cake face attention whore who gets mad at ppl on the internet and it's hilarious

Genuinely don't see how someone who isnt an autist would fall in love with this girl lol

>>11671736
well a good amount of autists on /fa/ are obssessed with her

>>11671742
One is, and he posts nonstop

>>11671612
>>11671425
out of state sure but in state its easier to get in

2.8 is still cutting it close, he'd have to get his shit together senior year

>>11670810
Im at Rutgers now, its pretty great.

Rowan is very easy to get into, I think you can make it there, apply to Rutgers just in case anyway, since youre in state you have a decent shot. Seton Hall also has a high acceptance rate

>>11672093
What I do senior year doesn't count tho right?

>>11672106
depends when you apply, but nah not really

TIP: apply as early as possible to Rutgers. rolling admissions, the earlier you send your app the better chance to get in

certainly submit it before november 1st, thats the deadline for early admission

lol I remember last year filling my application out halloween night

>>11672127
>>11672127
Does Rutgers need am essay
My GC said it didn't

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>There's a club in my city, it's kinda famous among ~20yo pretentious somewhat bohemian alcotrash
>Sometimes I go there to get some really cheap booze and find someone to talk with
>Usually it's just common drunk talk about meaning of life or some other philosophical shit
>But sometimes you can have yourself a really great conversation, since the crowd is very diverse
>if you're too lonely, you can easily find another lonely girl to make out with, it's not a big deal there
>Didn't go any further than that because see no need in this
>So, one time I maybe got a bit too much to drink
>Accepted this girl's offer to get somewhere less crowdy
>Continued to make out, my dick is diamonds but I'm still getting a bit suspicious about the whole idea since she whispers some lovey-dovey shit to me
>Got underneath her shirt, massaged her tiddies, sucked on nips, the usual stuff
>By the time I get my hand inside her panties she were wet as fuck
>hear this
>'You're one cute kitty, anon'
>CUTE
>KITTY
>wtf cyкaблять
>tried keep it together, but quickly lost any interest in the ordeal and went limp
>fingered her for five minutes and then suggested to go back since I've left my booze there
Fuck me sideways, still can't think about this without laughing about how fucked up I am.

>>11669776
same senpai
Like a girl ten years older than me

the struggle

>>11672136
yeah you need an essay for the Rutgers application

>>11672169
O I didn't start mine yet I'm not getting into Rutgers lmao

>>11670135
>t. slut

>>11672216
wtf i wrote my essay in 3 days

you can do it in a matter of hours (dont, take some time to brainstorm and then revise after)

its like a few paragraphs, calm down

>>11672252
Wait how long should it be
Everyone in my life is hyping it up as the most difficult thing I will do as a teen
On top of that I'm pretty shitty at expressing my emotions in an eloquent way so this is a very stressful situation for me

>>11672279
>Everyone in my life is hyping it up as the most difficult thing I will do as a teen
ive never heard this

theres a word limit, you'll see when you start writing it on the application.

its not meant to be a huge essay, I think mine was 3 or 4 paragraphs

>>11672300
My f a m fucking lied to me baka
This why I gotta leave them fuck lmao
But you gotta be all emotional in it

>>11672313
dw anon you got this

if not its not a terrible idea to go to community college for a year or two and transfer

that way you can get a job and save some money for sick fits and go to Rutgers anyway

like i said thats worst case scenario

go ahead and apply, if you do it before the nov 1st early admission deadline you got a good shot

>>11672324
Def gonna do that
If I get in great
If I don't Rowan seems nice
If those don't work at least I can save money at CC

>18
>A senior in hs (started school a year late)
>have good grades 3.4 gpa take a couple of ap classes
>suck at math and I got a 780 on the SAT when my friends got 1100 to 1400
>feel like dying idk what went wrong
>don't know what I want to do with my life, don't know what college I'm going to even tho I'm taking college courses that will give me credits when I do go to college
Is something supposed to happen like find out I have a good voice to be in a punk rock band or another hidden talent that will save me and make me money?...so far haven't found any talent & can someone tell me some stuff I can do before college or anything helpful ?

>>11669712
How tall is this bitch? Her legs and feet look big

>>11672414
start working and get money

>>11672458
Yeah I have a job at ihop as a dishwasher pretty boring but easy what else should I do?

>>11672473
get a FoH position

>>11672479
How would that help me? I already work at the back of the restaurant. I barely started btw like a week ago

>>11666022
Stop Replying she doesn't care, take it from me.

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>>11665201
Same man, been talking to a chick for about two weeks over text and thought she was cool but wasn't anything special, we go on a date since she asked me out (she even paid before i could lol), after the date we talk for like two more days then she ghosts me and now im interested in her

>>11673630
>we go on a date since she asked me out (she even paid before i could lol)

Really? Same thing happened to me. Not even trying to make fun of you, she invited me to and paid for coffee in her favorite vegan joint.

>>11673648
Yea she was a friend of a friend, we ended up going out with our mutual friend and his girlfriend, we took a walk then got to the theater and she just bought both tickets before i could grab my card, imo a double date and a movie is one of the worst date ideas i can think of so no wonder it was awkward

>>11667332
My ex would talk to anyone about masturbating.
>my ex
>ex

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>Meet most attractive girl (we have the same interests/aspirations and she's fucking gorgeous)
>Ask her out on a date
>She says yes
>Perfect effay date that goes really well
>Now she's leaving for college (I don't start for a few weeks)
>Says she wants to hang out when we're both back in town
>She's already adding all of the chads on FB
>Now we only have brief conversations on FB
>TFW I know it's over

>too big for XS too Small for S
>Can't be vulnerable with anyone anymore not even my 'close' friends. So anytime I'm in distress I just sorta stare blankly as there is no one to confide in.
>severe social anxiety. literally dropped out a semester at college once because I couldn't handle all the people
>better now but seeing myself lack heavily in meeting women and making friends
>know I can get better if I just get out there and talk to people and commit to exposure therapy but scared as fuck to.

>>11674022
OH MOTHER
I CAN FEEL
THE SOIL FALLING OVER MY HEAD

I've been getting really self conscious about my teeth lately

My set of teeth isn't wide enough as a whole and they don't point to the inside like they would with good teeth, on the top they even slightly gravitate outwards a little bit it's fucking terrible
This has nothing to do with care or health, I just have shitty teeth and that's that

It feels bad

>dress well
>have fiance, good job, can afford all the clothes I want
>manlet

Life is hard.

>>11674187
>dress well
>manlet
Pick one

>>11674187
every manlet has a good job

its the only way they can show that they are worthy of being considered a man(even if everyone laughs behind their back and call them midgets)

>>11674198
mad

>>11674220
and madder

>>11674284
madder rhymes with ladder and that's what you need to reach the cookie jar

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>>11674306

>>11671014
I hate women too.
I enjoy anal but I'm not gay though. It sucks because nearly all women are bitches

>>11665633
Actually band groupies, but fair assessment

>>11669411
Yeah crazy girls/vegan girls (same thing) are the best lays

Annual festival is happening in my town and for the first time in my life I do not have friends to go with. Used to have pals but they were all through this girl who lead me on and who rubbed it in my face she liked someone more than me. I posted about it in another feels thread. Those pals were the only people I knew from highschool :(. I am 20 and feel like a failure. I know I just have to work hard to leave the town. I'm just feeling down rn because I know their big clique is having fun together at the festival :(

>>11672414
Take an ACT man
At least you have good grades
I'm fucked since I slacked off freshman sophomore year and got a 2.2 I brought it up to a 2.8 in my junior year and have an average test score
ACTs are super straightforward and don't try to trick you in the math section
Be careful about the science tho read the graphs and questions carefully

>>11675904
Is the theme of the festival "upside down"?
If yes then it's the same town I live in

>moved to Socal about a year ago for new job after university
>making lots of money, can buy all my designer clothes and other stupid shit while paying bills and still saving a good amount for the future
>try to meet new people and girls, use online dating
>meet alternative girl online, mess around for a few months but never ask her to be my gf because too many red flags like depression, money issues, and still hanging around ex-bf
>slowly become part of her social circle, do shit together all the time with new pals
>catch feels for other lady friends and try to romance them, but everything gets fucked up due to weird web of relationships and jealousy, tons of drama
>use Tinder, get nothing but two or three one night stands after a month of trying


I think it would be best for me to try to date outside this circle of friends. I just want a girlfriend to do fun activities together while banging on the reg, but I find it difficult to meet new people considering how I've been and still am a social retard. I basically lucked out meeting that girl online, didn't have much luck with that or Tinder desu. Even though I'm decently good looking and have $$, life's hard when you have social anxiety senpai.

>>11676547
No it's about corn. But upside down sounds fun

>europoor
>gringo sugar daddy sends $200 in clothes
>have to pay taxes to receive package
>been waiting a week after customs and nothing comes
Now I'm poorer and I don't know when my package is coming

>>11664699
>Why do I spend my time trying to be as anti-normie as possible but still revolve my life around them .

Because normal people try to stand out and weird people try to fit in.
You are a normie.

>>11671111
>Falling in love with a girl you already dated and she left you.
Boy is unrequited love painful and uneffay

>>11664749


Med School Fag here. Previous degree in psychology.

CBT and Drugs will never work until you make a consious decision to work at making yourself better. You can shotgun all the pills and do all the CBT, but unless you work at feeling better every day youre never going to feel better.

>be me, a straight asian grill in asia
>shitty four eyes, hair always tied like Gokusen, often in tracksuit like a slav
>start wanting to have a kind boyfriend
>did a 180 flip in image, start getting into asian fashion, graduated braces, did better in my studies, etc
>studied how to act in front of people, how to win friends, even entered PUA communities, bookshelf started having witchcraft books about NLP, human behavior, how to seduce people
>start doing it on guys I'm interested in
>they just smile, treat me nicer, thats it
>dont do it on girls because obv I want a BF not a GF
>get signals or straight up confessions from girls, friends who are more loyal to me tells me i'm the type of this girl or that girl, girls I dont really care about nor remember their names or faces slap my ass or touch me wherever randomly in public or private
>lesbian-hating mother tells me "jus b urself" if I'm a lesbian as I'm trying to cook another batch of seduction techniques for MEN

its because im flat isnt it and look young for my age

>>11677060
lol is this a joke?

p. sure you can just stand around and eventually dudes will hit on you

>>11676645
ey yo u in LA?

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>>11664699
>Bad facial structure
>Early receding hairline (only 28)
>Plagued with effay nightmares like cystic acne
>5'8"
>Only thing going for me is that I'm /fit/

While on the other hand

>Brother has 10/10 facial structure
>Thick hair
>Somehow skin as clear as glass
>6'2"
>Fat fuck autist who throws it all away

Seriously? WHY? Why does someone like that get blessed with every blessing under the sun and I'm stuck here having to bust my ass to even be considered by women. He complains all the time about how he can't get bitches on his dick and all he has to do LITERALLY ALL HE HAS TO DO is slim down like 50 pounds and bam. Why is it all so fucking unfair?

I daresay you live in suburbia, just like I did.
You probably got your "anti normie" tastes from your parents or the internet. But unfortunately in suburbia your surrounded, so you adapt to the nature around u i guess

>>11665617

is that a brisbane train?

You guys might be more disillusioned with women than /fit/.

>>11676189
What should I study? To prepare myself I'm a bad test taker..

Her nose looks like she had plastic surgery,

>>11676189
Probably the same shit as an SAT take practice tests tho
Timing is the hardest part of the act imo
35 minutes for 40 questions and 4 passages seems hard but once you get the hang of it you practice a few times, also science section is not about knowing science, you juat read passages and graphs and answer questions on them, it's confusing for me because I'm dumb and they use big words but after a few times it starts making sense
You got this anon, you can still improve your test scores
If it was your GPA you would be fucked

>>11675904
Go on tinder and get a date or something

>>11677060
be a little more sluttier
work on your slut smirk

>depressed
>meds don't work, they make me shake all over and stay up all night
>spend a month in bed wanting to die
>im 18 years old and I've already seen enough

>semi-decent genetics
>finally started working and dressing better
>always been social and easy to talk to
>girls like me
>whenever a girl talks to me i never really feel a great connection
>tried dating a guy and didn't feel it either
>afraid if i get in a relationship i'll miss out on someone really special
>despite how picky i am im also extremely lonely

>>11680180
oh also i forgot
>really really like one girl i'd been friends with for a while
>she has absolutely no romantic interest in me
>ask her on a date anyway
>get rejected and now we barely talk
feels bad fa

>>11664699
Plastic surgery.

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> tfw youll never have a gf with a hot smokey voice like dua lipa

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>>11669933
Nah he wouldn't have much of a chance unless he has done a LOT of extracurriculars.

Osu: prepscholar.com/sat/s/colleges/Ohio-State-University-admission-requirements

Penn:prepscholar.com/sat/s/colleges/Penn-State-admission-requirements

>>11677060
Asia's a big place, you might want to be more descriptive if you're doing more than commiserating

also flat is where it's at as far as I'm concerned

>>11677060
whats your favorite pick-up/social/seduction books or which do you recommend?

Reading "Models" rn desu

>>11677060
it's like my chinese cartoons

>>11677084
Fuck off Liquid

>>11664699
6 people liked my tee so much that they needed to say it to me yesterday

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>>11681163
its probably a stupid looking shirt you got from bigcartel

does it have anime on it

>>11672146
wtf ? if she said cute kitty to me then i would bust on her face idk

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>>11681166
well i dont care bout the fact its diesel but i like the badge on it

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>>11681198
its still pretty dumb looking and im not sure why itd compel anyone to comment on it but it doesnt make me hate your existence

have a good one fella

>>11681212
damn i dont know but it felt nice kinda laughable for me

>>11668195
I don't see a problem here.

>>11664699
Lmao are you fucking gay

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>fell in love with a 6/10
>she probably noticed already as we meet eyes lots of times
>never talked with her
>still can't muster courage to talk to her

Just kill me please it has been 5 years ever since I kissed a girl I actually like

>>11665617
That's definitely not Malissa.

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>went out to lunch with girl and two other dudes yesterday during work
>i describe how with new feature in Pokemon go will have gym leader tell you "Thats the tiniest Dong Ive ever seen!" if you nickname you Pokemon Dong
>dudes try to make it sound like I said have a small dick
>tell everyone I dont have a small dick
>girl says "are you sure?"
>mfw

>>11665153
>2.8 gpa
Jesus dude are you retarded or black or a spic or something

>>11682239
I didn't hand in a couple major assignments

>>11664699

>kicking heroin
>still growing/legs are long as fuck
>waiting on an hba hoodie and some rick shoes for bday
>starting to get sick but glad because ill lose a little weight

>>11664699
Because no matter how fashionable you are, you are still human.

>>11671997
Its more than one. I likedher since all the amount of malissaposting

>>11674022
this hurts 2 read
feel bad for u man
maybe the best thing to do is to try really hard to carry on a convo even when its dead to show that you really like her? idk man good luck though

>>11677060
Mfw I'm more into flat girls then big titties
But love a good ass but still don't need one

>>11677060
Post yourself dudette

>>11682239
Okay. Fuck you whitey
Triggered

>>11684074
I'm not white kek

I wish I was though

>>11664699
melissa is ugly as shit and dresses horribly normal. pic very related

>>11682275
fuck u had a heroin addiction and you arent even fully grown?

>>11684735
u fat

>>11665182
Females are attracted to status:
(This isn't pseudo-PUA-science, it's a real thing we're taught in psychology)
>physical displays of dominance
>earning potential
>social status
He has a gf (social status/approval that he's attractive), sounds alpha-ish and being good looking (or at least wearing good clothes) give a bonus to the appearance of all the things listed above.
If you're a faggot wearing some good clothes that alone won't find you love. We're not women, who are primarily found attractive by our looks. This is actually a godsend for some people like myself who lost the genetic lottery and will take a couple operations just to look normal. We are men. Act like it - you don't have a choice.

t. Guy who lost weight but now still looks fat because he has loose skin everywhere and went through his first operation at 17.

>>11669776
I feel you dude
>18 years old
>falling for a 21 year old
Not as bad as you, but it's stressful as fuck

some dude in a group chat said i looked "rapey" and he and his friends would keep kicking me out until the creator just shut the thing down

that was more than a year ago and i never actually met the guy, but i still feel bad when i think about it


in happier news one of my friends told me i'm cute recently, and it's one of the first times i've been complimented by a non-family member
am i gonna make it?

>become NEET scum since I graduate highschool in 2009
>finally get my first job a few months ago
>finally got money to do things
>zero friends
>self-conscious as fuck
>zero self-esteem
>socially retarded
>closet gay/virgin shithead
>25 years old and no hope for life

Who /killingthemselves/ soon here?

>tfw you want to get advice on improving your appearance
>tfw you don't want to post a picture on /fa/

>>11676970
This
I'm weird as all fuck and I'm only a tourist on fa
But yeah I go to uni in like a trashy old hoodie and some distressed jeans I don't give a fuck

>>11677084
He doesn't need to try and be fit for his happiness, for you to be so autistic about your looks you had to grow up being insecure, for what I can see it's probably best you don't have them

>>11665920
As a gay male where the fuck do you live. All the other gay people around here are dramatic and toxic as fuck, nobody wants to be monogamous, and many of them some kind of mental instability

>High school
>Many girls had cruah on me
>Knew from my gossiping fem friend
>Had crush on that one perfect girl
>Never actually bother about any other
>After three years of closing gap with
>dream one she moved abroad
>Wasted three years and had no qt in hs
>Starting College in engineering field
>next month
>95% students are male
>mfw

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>>11676970
>Because normal people try to stand out and weird people try to fit in.

>above average looks
>used to be thinspo skelly, decided to put on some lean muscle so my fits look better
>work in the fashion industry
>super comfy life

>crippling anxiety and chronic depression
>easily addicted
>deranged rich family, dad used to kill people for a living (special ops) til the day he flipped and almost killed mom
>grass is greener, etc

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>bought a fake item on grailed
>down 400$
>too much of a beta to dispute it
>also awkward because seller was super nice and always messaging me
>can't even eat this week because rent is due

>>11688517
fucking send it back my man

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>>11665659
thank you for this

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>>11669329
>>11669329
this

>>11682207
what? no way

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>>11685787
right here pal

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>feel aesthetic
>in uni, slacking
>too beta to approach anyone
>no reason to be approached

The biggest thrill in my day to day is a girl looking at me for a few seconds longer than usual.
>they probably are looking because I look weird and don't know it.

>went on first date ever when I was 21 with 7/10
>she stopped texting me
>still saw her every few days and she flirted with me
>STILL see her every few days and she ignores me

wew lad, I must be retarded because I have no idea what was up with that.

But don't worry, friends. Times are better in other aspects of my life; though, I still think about above and what I did.
I'm probably just ugly.

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>>11688650
>The biggest thrill in my day to day is a girl looking at me for a few seconds longer than usual.

i can relate 100%

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>>11683760
Thanks man. I tried talking to her a bit more and told her to contact me if she ever needs help with anything. I feel fucking miserable now though...

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I live on the ground floor.

Below my window there's a grid and a window below ground level.
Behind that window there's a basement cave where some Arab is hiding out.

In front of his window, below the gutter, I spotted three small (literal) frogs this morning
They can't get out since the surface is very smooth.

Since he's in all likelihood a cruel savage and won't help the frogs, what do I do?
How do I free the frogs without altering the Arab and all that?

One time last winter when I was piss drunk I dropped my keys down there and removed the gutter (you can just pick it up it's not bolted or anything) and hopped down, but I have no real idea how I got away with that

>>11682275
>>11684742
Seriously bro, you're not supposed to lose faith in humanity until at least your 20s.

>>11664994
It's called a filter

>>11685787
you get what you deserve faggot xDD

>>11669908
Drug dealing

>>11664699
>pic not related
lol nice try

>TFW ALWAYS BUY SOMETHING THAT I WILL REGRET
>TFW
>TFW
>TFW

>>11689334
altering his state as in emotionally when he seems me sitting in front of his window

i can't spell my man

>>11689342
>seems

i did that on purpose to prove how bad my spelling is btw

>Met a young foreign qt a few weeks ago through friends
>We really hit it off, went on dates, have been messaging each other non stop
>She is going back to Austria in a couple of days for 5 years to university

>>11689178
Tell him the whole story and ask him if you can pick up the frogs.

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>>11664749
Get that shit outta there.

Going into psychiatry and I can tell you 80% of the field is pumping unsuspecting people full of meds cause you get a referral bonus for doing so. See a legit therapist, the kind that will just listen, and work towards sorting out your insecurities.

>>11689367
>go to a therapist
>don't get any cool happy pills

what's the point then to be honest

>>11689371
To remove the need for cool happy pills. And to start to phrase your life in terms of more than a series of post-ironic jokes

>>11664749

Rule #1 of therapy: Don't take prescriptions from a therapists who can't help you without them. A good therapist will talk to you, and won't prescribe anything unless you absolutely need it. By "talk" I don't mean "The patient talks for 60 minutes while I ask meaningless questions".

Prescribing shit is easy money for them. Patient comes in, he's unhappy. Prescribe meds, he's happy. Ask if he's feeling better, and he does because he's popping pills every day. Gj, now the patient depends on medications for the rest of his life because the therapist was too lazy to actually work.

Don't get me wrong, sometimes you do need meds, but always try to cope and be better without them first. Think of them as a last resort. Therapy without prescriptions works, it's just that therapists often don't even give it a chance.

>>11680185

Man, I struggled with that shit too. I didn't want to jump into a relationship I wasn't 100% content with because I knew there are girls out there who would be a perfect match. I knew girls like that but they weren't interested in me. Moved away for a few months, no literal 10/10s, so I got into a relationship I wasn't really happy with instead of a futile chase this time.

>She says I read too much
>She says I drink too much
>She says museums and art shows have a nerdy touch
>She hates the music I like
>FOH

You can't lower your standards once you know there's someone better than any girl you've met. We're plagued, brother. That only works for desperate autists who don't know that they can be attractive to women from all walks of life. Best thing you can do is keep looking, not among girls you already know, but by meeting new people.

>>11665616
Let that shit dry up and put some pumice to those dingy fuckers, dude.

>>11664749
>My therapist (well psychiatrist)
Dude see a psychologist. They talk to you instead of giving you pills.
I am dramatically different now than I was 3 years ago. I used to blame everyone else for my problems.

>>11684116
lol wtf dude

>>11667694
I chuckled. Your post deserves a (you).

>>11665182
How is this picture supposed to make me sad when it looks that comfy

>gonna commute to uni
>Living with parents
>No parties
>No bitches
>Fucking nosy as parents making me come home at 8
>This is a valid reason for suicide at 18 I assume

be me
>not autist
>dress like pic related
>similar hair and look to pic, not as pretty tho
>not shite with girls
>see effay cute grill at school
>wander around campus to see if i can find her
>realize that I might be falling for her already
>fantasize about her and what she is like
>never even have spoken to her
>after exams one day i see her sitting alone
>sit down next to her
>go into straight turbo autist mode
>feels like iv never talked to a grill ever
>I muster up the courage and try and talk
>she stares at me and ignores me
>I stay silent for awhile and pull out phone
>15min pass by
>My stomach is in knots
>I get up and take a sip of my water
>sheepishly introduce myself
>she doesnt give a shit
>shes too busy watching overwatch vids
>ask for her number, like a fucking autist
>she says "i dont think thats a good idea"
>the autism sinks
>leave the campus in shame
>hope to never see her again
>fucking see her first day back to class
fuk my shit up

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>>11692889
forgot pic related

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>>11666090
I had this feel until I realized that I'm bi and it's meaningless because I'm in a great relationship with a girl.
>tfw they were right and i didn't even know it

>go to uni in the beautiful pnw
>freshman year is full of amazing hedonism, friendship, learning, and self discovery
>finally stop caring about how i dress because i actually like all of my clothing so throwing together fits takes no effort
>stop getting on 4chan because my social/cultural needs are being fulfilled by wonderful people
>break up with shitty ex and get a qt gf
>get addicted to cigarettes and start vaping to quit
>feel like a douchebag but gf vapes too so it's kind of ironically cute
>pursuing physical, artistic and academic interests that i find purpose in
>life is gr8

Now:
>back home with family in the mid-atlantic for two weeks
>go from being surrounded by hipsters and druggies back to hickville
>all of my old friends are either at shitty state university or got into dabbing and are wasting their lives away
>slowly losing my shit from not interacting with anybody but my kind of redneck family
>can't pursue any of my interests, life in haitus
>90 degrees out so have to dress like shit
>feel bad because i love my family but hate it here
>lay in bed for hours or go on long car rides in the oppressing heat because i have no meaning here
>slowly sliding back into the pit of depression and lethargy that i was in before i left for uni

thank goodness that everything is passing. keep your heads up, /fa/m :)

>>11693072
shouldn't you be back at school again already?

>>11692889
awwwww, i wish a weird effay boy would talk to me.

>>11689439
she said you read too much? lmao huh i can see the music and drinking, and i can even understand if you think someone goes to art shows nd shit 24/7 but to tell someone they read too much is pretty out there

>>11688517
for sure send it back
thats some low shit son

>>11688501
go a therapist anon, also hope your dad gets better, transitioning out of the military is pretty hard. hope they unfuck the VA, shits a disgrace

>>11687011
if your at a college in a city it wont matter if its 95% but if its in the middle of nowhere id transfer

>>11685792
post on a thread like thinspo or something, they are nice over there

>>11682275
keep it up on quitting man, good jorb

>>11682207
sounds like some shit co-workers

>>11682142
remember.. shia. d o i t

>>11667694
underrated comment

>>11670810
>not that many good schools in NJ
>what is Princeton

>>11694481
>>what is Princeton

a meme made manifest

>>11689367
not them but ive been seeing a therapist for 3 months and i don't really understand how its suppose to help? like i told them all my problems and i was hoping for answers but now it just feels like im repeating myself

>>11692889
She thought your jacket looked stupid

>>11693072
At least you get to go back to uni
I have to commute to a state university 20 miles from my home so I'm stuck in my shitty town full of stoners and other people wasting their lives, ugly basic bitches, and mcmansions
For the past year all I did was go on 4chan, play video games, and surf the internet. I wish I could use tinder but since I have no freinds in this town all my pics were selfies and I got no decent looking matches
I should have tried harder in highschool desu that 2.9 GPA fucked me

>>11694481
>Not many good schools that people with average/below average grades can get into

>>11669383
Why was this literally the only piece of advice given that wasn't total bullshit?

>>11677826
this