Fav image/feels thread?

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im a cis scum bi dude and i come here to fill the void in my life that il never experience in reality so i substitute it with looking at cute gay anime couples. I wonder how many of you people are actually girl fujoshits, theres quite a bit here right?

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I am admittedly a fujoshit grill. Can't say much in regard to my sexuality considering I've never been in a relationship cause I'm very bad at conversation and people take my shyness for bitchiness. But I have been wondering whether I'm straight or bi. I have a small liking for boobs as well as cute gay boys with skinny waists and abs.

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>>3099879
female. lol asexual.

was in relationships since I was in high school, got the cancer, lost all sex drive forever(?), now an old-fag, single and happy cause I don't have to worry about 3DPD sekksu anymore.

now I can focus on loving 2D boys 100% of the time. it's quite pleasant actually.

>tfw you get more satisfaction out of looking at an image of boys cuddling then you ever did with a human irl

>>3099880
>implying males aren't in the minority on /cm/

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trans gay dude, currently in a relationship with a cis dude. im here to get off. fully clothed & suggestive turns me on more than naked & fucking, probably since i dont have a dick and cant self-insert if they're both naked. i also have a fetish for crop tops (specifically boys in crop tops) which are sadly lacking in explicit porn due to the whole naked thing. idk bellies just arent as magical if nothing is left to the imagination. (pic related, that's me on the right)

the cute, warm fuzzy images that arent suggestive are also a really nice bonus. i dont generally feel emotions when i interact with humans irl so its nice when a cute picture can make me want to scream into a pillow like im falling in love for the first time

>>3099891
you ever been attracted to someone? you could be asexual maybe

>>3099916
>>3099891
sorry should clarify by someone i meant like an actual person. i have an ace friend who still is into fictional characters and masturbates n stuff but feels repulsed at the thought of sexually interacting with someone else.

>>3099912
>tfw you get more satisfaction out of looking at an image of boys cuddling then you ever did with a human irl
i feel this so hard

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>>3099879
Female
Straight
I have a thing for innocent and soft guys. I will die to find someone like that.
I like husbando threads and blonds thread.
I support love of any kind. Sadly, no one has been capable to touch my heart.

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>>3099879
Female, bisexual.
Pretty funny that this is the first thread I see after coming here trying to deal with anxiety. These days I only browse the yoi threads because baldfat makes me feel comfy. I think i've been falling asleep for the past 5 months or so just thinking about them being happy, this anime has done a lot for my mental health.

>>3100005
I don't think that's supposed to be arousing...

>>3100017
Well that's just like, your opinion, man.

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Straight girl.

I love the "lewd, not nude" photos on here. They're way better than full frontal nudity. I also wanna find a cute guy who is into makeup and fashion, and is sensitive. I don't get how some women would want a burly man over a cute slim one. I mean he's like a girlfriend but also a man with a dick. You can watch S&TC while having wine together then have hot sex afterward, it's best of both worlds. *-*

>>3100028
Yes! I agree! I hope I can find one someday. I want a beautiful face to watch over me every morning.

>male
>Bi-sexual
>/fit/, because I spend a lot of time lifting, not enough though
> I have a girlfriend but really want to fuck a lot of guys

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Young gay guy. Permavirgin. Long time Anon.

Spend time on /cm because I don't have that intimacy in real life, never have. Also helps me work on my music.

Just left a Christian celibacy cult, recently moved out from the disgraced former priest's house I briefly lived in.

Still kinda lonely, but otherwise happy as a clam! ...Thanks for the venting thread Anon

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>>3100305
Post music

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>>3099879
>female/closet-transguy
>not worth coming out
>repulsed by sex
>crave companionship and affection
>but only homosexual
>/cm/ main board
>visit /c/ and /u/ too
>used to be very active on /k/ but it became trash
>feel lonely, but don't mind the solitude
>just wish I could be me

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I'm an pan ace/questioning cis girl and I usually end up on /b/ most days, as a way to cure boredom for a bit. I like coming back to /cm/ when I'm in the mood to save pics. I'm a spoonie and am too sick to work but too poor to go to a doctor so essentially I'm just biding time till I absolutely have to work and deal with the pain.

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>>3099879
>permavirgin pan guy
>desperately craving cute relationship
Browse /cm/ because 2D cuties fill my heart with warmth in a way their 3DPD counterparts have never been able to.

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m/gay
I hop around /ck/ and /an/ but spend most of my time on other imageboards. I've been in a very fulfilling relationship for a while now and having someone to be close with has made me appreciate lovey dovey art a lot more.
>>3100305
Don't worry about being lonely for long. Keep being happy and enjoying yourself and someone else is going to start enjoying you too.

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Cis male
Bisexual
I have clinical depression and anxiety, browsing this board calms me down and puts me in a better mood.

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>>3099891
>I am admittedly a fujoshit grill. Can't say much in regard to my sexuality considering I've never been in a relationship cause I'm very bad at conversation and people take my shyness for bitchiness.
This. I've also only considered dating a couple of guys life irl, but they either seemed to be already taken or above my tier. I'm not that attractive so I've never had anyone ask me out either. I want to experience sex at least once, but I'm 25 and at this rate I'll probably end up as a female wizard.
I'm on /y/, /v/, and /int/ mostly.

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>>3100427
First time sex is almost always the worst you can have so you might be better off not having sex at all than just trying it once.

>>3100305
Christian celibacy cult? Good grief, that must be disturbing like wow.

As for me, female, bi. Last boyfriend wanted chidren, I said NO WAY IN hell. Yeah, that didn't end well but I wouldn't change a thing.

>>3100436
I've heard that a lot yeah, so of course it would be with someone I'm steady with.

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Female, ace.
I've never found anyone or anything attractive, 2D or otherwise. I am here strictly for the cute. I enjoy collecting all kinds fan art in general and the characters being male has nothing to do with my presence here.

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Fujoshit cis girl, newfound bisexual with a similarly fujoshit grillfriend. Thought I was straight before but fell in love with my female best friend hardcore. (And luckily she did for me, too, yay.)

Like /cm/, /y/, /i/, /v/ and /cgl/. Used to like /x/ before it was shit.

I just think it's all qt and entertaining and aw and comfy, I don't get off on any of it at all (although I can enjoy some good lewds, just in an entertainment way). A lot of the time I look for qt inspiration art for drawing/writing and for OCs that I made/make with my girlfriend.

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guy. used to think I knew my sexuality, but the internet fucks you up.

I don't know for how long I can keep doing this. all of these fucking cartoons and comics about boys falling in love, they're like narcotics. every one is exactly the same—social outcast kid is just about to give up in life when big strong guy gets in the way and suddenly things aren't so bad! it's really sad, because that's the exact plot that I keep looking for over and over again. I don't know what I'm thinking, day in and day out waiting for answers and opportunity to come to me. it's all lies, but they're lies that feel good. nobody's life is just a fun little comic where conflicts just get resolved out of pure chance. there's bravery involved, and I don't have it.

it's gotten to the point where I've created my own world in my head. I play out conversations in my brain almost all of the time, and imaginary characters come and go. lately I've just been walking and running a lot, not just for the exercise, but because looking at the stars and moon at night make me feel like I'm in some other world where everything I want is within reach. but that's impossible, because I don't think I'll ever be satisfied with what I have. I'm a removed, self-conscious, sentimental dreamer just like my father was. there's no end-game I'm reaching for anymore, because what I want is such a vague idea that I keep living for but can't understand. maybe in one of these fucking manga series or anime there'll be something worthwhile, but for now they're collections of ideas and fantasies.

hope things are going good for everyone else. feel free to recommend music, anime, manga, whatever. sorry for vent, but this is what these threads are for i guess.

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>>3099879

u a good person OP.

>m
>gay

I don't know what my favorite board is. I spend most of my time switching tabs between /v/, /cm/, and [s4s].

feeling like i'm living in a dream or a trance desu. life is just the same thing every day. i somehow manage to scrape by despite being basically an unskilled worker. dunno how i landed my job. 23, feel like i'm rapidly approaching gay death. don't feel up to a relationship but don't feel particularly sad either.

I like /cm/ because like, when i die, i hope i reincarnate as someone more attractive/personable or who has whatever quality i'm currently missing that will let me live a cute gay life.

>>3099879
>trans mtf, 6m hrt
>straight for the cock
I browse /a/ and /g/ for the most part, but I started coming here because I fell hard for cute masc boys. Now that I can't... Finish anymore on my own, /cm/ for me is about the cute and ideas to keep my bf happy.

Most of my life has been a nightmare, I lived in a religious conservative house and repressed until I ran away with my bf. He helped me recover from being sheltered and encouraged me to go on antidepressants and hrt. If I didn't meet him I'm not sure I would be alive today. For those grinding away at some crappy job all alone, hang in there. I'm rooting for you.

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>male
>gay

/mu/ and /cm/ are my favorite boards. browse /cm/ because i love looking at cute boys

happy because ive been making positive changes in my life but still worried about shit. im a dumbo and im in a long distance, and im still not sure if they're right for me. hoping for the best though.

>>3100479
wish i could give u a hug anon. would love to chat with you.

>gender
Male
>sexuality
Gay
>your favorite board, or why you browse /cm/
Fave board atm is probably /v/ but it changes frequently
>spill your beans and talk with others
Classic case of nobody likes me for various reasons.

>>3099993
>young kagari

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>male
>cis bi scum
> mainly come on /cm/ to fill the romantic void in my life because I'm picky and secretly fear getting hurt again because I tend to attract shallow people who get bored with me, favor men over women in the 2D but can't relate to gay men at all, have really enjoyed making due with the sappy bait ships and no-homo rivals that all anime reduce male intimacy to because the men are men instead of flamboyant lisping pet gossips

I really don't know what to say besides man I had really hoped more cute guys would be into experimentation in college and now I feel really let down and wish I had a husbando to crush on; I like to hope I could be a good boyfriend

Male
Gay (maybe a little bi if the situation availed itself)
I browse a lot of boards (fit, lit, pol, r9k, mu, news, and b (for shota threads)) and spend most of my 4chan time on those but I think /cm/ is my favorite board overall. It might sound kinda stupid but if I'm really depressed of anxious about something that happened, I open up /cm/ and it really calms me down.

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>gender
I had a vagina last time I checked

>sexuality
Mostly het, but somewhat bi. Girls can be attractive, too.
I'm also aro. I just don't like the idea of a relationship.

>your favorite board, or why you browse /cm/
I'm pretty much only on /cm/. I come here to get diabetes from adorable art. I just like cute boys. I also go on Pixiv a lot, so I post quite a bit.

>spill your beans and talk with others
You see, the thing is, irl, I'm probably the most seemingly innocent person around. I don't curse, and I don't find inappropriate jokes funny, little less bringing up anything sexual. However, that couldn't be further from the truth. I'm probably one of the most pervy people I know, which can be taxing at times. I mean, I want to talk about sex, but without unnecessary drama and with open-minded people. Also my friends generally aren't into the same kind of stuff as me, so that'd get extra weird. It's very tempting just to shout out that I want to do the do, but the social contract (my inner judgement) forces me not to.
I've always wanted to sit one of my closest friends down and have a chat, but I've never summed up the courage to.
At least this is where we have the internet so I can rant about it.

>>3099879
>gender
Male
>sexuality
Bi
>your favorite board, or why you browse /cm/
I browse /cm/ mostly for Kawoshin and or pictures of Shinji Ikari, from NGE.
>spill your beans and talk with others
I could go on for a while about this...
Basically, I'm unhappy with my life, and have been for a very long time. I hate my job, hate where I live, and hate being alone, and not knowing how to change any of it. I feel trapped. I see everyone else, and they seem happy with their lives. I also feel very misunderstood by everyone. I just want to meet someone who would at least take the time and effort to at least try to understand where I'm coming from, and what I want out of life without judgement. I know this probably sounds cringey...but I feel like I need to get it off my chest. Honestly, think I've convinced myself, that I'll find the right person on this board, that I can be with...as crazy as that sounds...I know. I just feel like I'm the only one who cares about my well being, and even I feel myself slipping away...
Thanks to anyone who listened.

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>Male
>Gay
>/pol/

Got caught smooching my boyfriend at the park by my Christian parents and now they know I'm not only gay but atheist as well, and they've been trying to Jesus the gay out of me with increased church attendance (with hostile implications if I refuse) and constantly urging me to go watch The Case For Christ with the pastor, and they won't let me go anywhere on my own or talk to my boyfriend. They even blabbed to the pastor of that damn church to meet with me and rant about how he "disagrees with the idea of anal sex."

I just wanna move out and move in with my boyfriend so we can cuddle forever ;-;

>>3100535
That sucks ;_; Religion causes way too much discrimination. Hope things get better for you.

Sorry, got no picture to share because I'm at work.

>Gender:
Male

>Sexuality:
Bi- Female pref (the closet is comfy). Am a bit of a gentle giant and moderately /fit/.

>Fav boards:
Aco and S4S because memes and pretty colours.

>Am here because it's my little way of.. I dunno, it's weird to say. I just like letting my guard down and appreciating cute things. Kind of my little revolution, y'know? I explain that below.

>Beans:
It hurts to stay at home, I am a tad awkward, last time I had sex was a year ago and I am just.. Finding myself, slowly. I never were good at socializing so now that I'm a big boy I'm trying to fix that. People know me as the walking talking sexually aggressive Greek stereotype, but I just want someone adventurous and interesting, I don't want to fuck all day, I wanna go out and have a picnic and get drunk and then nap in the sun.

But alas, BRUNO BIG STRONG MAN. NO TIME FOR GAY PICNIC. That's my curse. Wish I found someone open minded enough to let me be a bit more than just a macho living dildo.

>>3100529
we love u anon!

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>>3100479
Are you me, anon? Right down to posting best boy.

For what it's worth, you're not alone.

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Female, Bi who likes girls just as much as guys, but wants to get married to a man, settle down, and have kids.

I browse around, mostly /wsg/, /a/, /co/, and certain /vg/ boards. I contribute here more than anywhere else though, because it makes me feel comfy and I seriously love lots of types of men.

I'm complete and utter fujoshit with a side of depression and crippling self esteem issues. I've lost my drive to do almost everything, including things like video games, writing, and drawing. I'm a freelance artist, and I should open commissions in order to actually make some income, but I don't have the drive to do it. The only thing that's really given me joy lately is talking about pic related. I've been talking about those two with a friend of mine for over four months now and it's been fantastic.

So yeah, just your average dead inside college kid who's confident she'll never have a bf or gf until she can learn self love and be happy being single.

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Female
Straight, I think.
It's actually my first time on 4chan. I don't know what I expected, but I never thought that it would be this chill.

>>3100523
Are you me? I have the same problem. Too scared to show any sexual interest towards guys and a virgin, because of that.

>>3100478
Can I just thank you for this picture? Props for posting best bros.

I want to give a hug to every single one of you people. Keep fighting.

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>>3100484
>>3100305

For all of you who are in a terrible situation because of religion, there are support groups specifically for that. Off the top of my head there is Recovering From Religion, odds are they have some kind of local branch around you.
I strongly encourage you to look them up, they have online resources if in-person support is not option for you.

I can relate, somewhat. My childhood had its heavy dose of Catholic mania and this is in a time when the bulk of my country had moved on from such things. As a result, there is hardly anyone my age who has had to deal with religious infused terror and I find myself relating easier to those across than the pond who at least can understand how crippling the fear of hell can be.

>>3099880
Your posting style says you are a woman between 17-25 who uses tumblr. Why are you lying?

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>gender
Male
>Gay in theory, asexual in practice
>Favorite board is /y/, but I duck into /cm/ and /cgl/ from time to time.
>Was abused sexually as a child and can only tolerate very limited physical contact. Even though I really want an intimate relationship having someone's hand on my body disgusts me. I want to be held, but I can't stand it.

All I can do is look at others enjoying what I can't have.

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>>3100598
I'm female but relate to this post very heavily.
I want to be appealing because I feel worthless if I'm not, but on the other hand, I get angry with anyone who expresses a sexual interest in me; it is violently repulsive and disgusting to me. I'm sure at least half the reason my previous girlfriend broke up with me is because I didn't want to be intimate with her. She kept telling me she wanted to show me how beautiful I was by fucking me, but that just made me want to vomit.
I'm with someone right now who is asexual, which is the best gift I could have been given. He doesn't have any of those expectations of me.
I want to be held too, though. Not even sexually, necessarily. I am very close with my little brother, but he's starting to turn into a man. I'm afraid I'll get scared of him the bigger and more masculine he gets. I don't know what I'll do if the day comes where I can't let him hug me anymore.

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>>3100600
>I want to be appealing because I feel worthless if I'm not, but on the other hand, I get angry with anyone who expresses a sexual interest in me; it is violently repulsive and disgusting to me.

I feel this way too, I put a lot of effort into my appearance but am very uncomfortable when people flirt with or compliment me. I know its (usually) supposed to be flattering, but to me its just creepy and disgusting. Its such a conundrum; I want to be attractive, but I hate being sexualized. I want healthy happy relationship; to be with someone that I want to cuddle with, watch movies with, have sex with... but at the same time whenever I try I end up resenting them for wanting those same things from me.
What I want more than anything is to be able to cuddle up with the person I love and for it to be cozy, casual, and comfortable.

Do you live with your brother? It might be easier if you see the changes more slowly and continue to hug him as he grows. I really hope his growing up doesn't change your relationship. It would be very sad if what someone else did ruins an important connection.

>>3099880
fujoshit and also biscum like you.
lgbt.
Mhhh I have been having a crippling depression for the past 5 years or something,lots of things have happened and I got around people that fucked me up for a while,hated yuri on ice because fans were sjws cunts.
Never had any experience with guys actually lol,but I did have with girls even thou I wasn't aware of it at as much at the time.

>>3100629
You need to become an adult,realize that those things happen, people will find you sexy it's normal and you need to stop acting traumatized everytime about it.
One thing is finding it gross,another thing is making the person's fault that they find you attractive.imagine if someone did that to you.

>>3100479
Wow...how did I miss this the first time I went through this thread?
What you wrote really touched me.
It sounded a lot like what I've been thinking of lately, as well.
You sound like a beautiful soul.

>>3100529 is my original post, by the way.

>>3100629
Sexual attraction is normal. I hope you can find ways to ease your resentment.
I do live with my brother. I've been taking his changes in stride. He's a good boy, too.

>>3100719
You replied to that other anon and not me, but let me just say that while most people aren't creepy predators, I ended up experiencing someone who is at a very early, formative time in my life, so yeah, I'm going to be repulsed and defensive when it happens. It's not always about "being an adult" or not. Some people have legitimate reasons for their issues with crap like this. Imagine if someone shat on you for acting traumatized when you actually have been traumatized.

>>3100719
I know all too well that my behavior isn't rational or logical, and am not trying to justify it in any way. That's just the way it is, I want to get past it but it isn't something that happens over night.
I haven't even attempted to have a relationship in nearly six years because I don't want to put someone else through that.

Psychological damage doesn't go away just by 'being an adult'.

>>3100724
Again, its the same. When your first impression of intimacy is being taken advantage of by a predator at young age, it shapes your perspective.

>>3100731
I didn't want to ask whether it was or wasn't the same; that wasn't really my right. But I do understand, and I hope you can come to a place where you feel well, or close to it. It seems trite to say I'm sorry, but I am sorry about it, and more than that I hate it. I don't know you, but I hate that you have felt things similar to what I have felt.
I hope you'll be okay someday.

>>3100724
I was talking about people despising sexual attraction,of course if it's about abuse the issue is something that has to be dealt with very carefully...

>>3100339
hoooo jesus are you me

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>Male, gay
I’m here because this type of art can be very calming, it has a refreshing effect on my mood.

As for me, I’m just a loner. Things have always been a bit difficult for me, and although I keep trying my best to improve, it doesn’t seem like my situation will change. Sometimes I think I should just humbly accept my fate and give up, at least then I’d have a clear conscience.

But the truth is there are so many things I want to do and experience, so many places I want to go to, so many dreams I want to make true… And I wish I had someone to share all of that with, someone to give my best for, who I could devote my efforts to. But it’s not easy. Bad experiences with school, family, death, etc, have shaped me into an introverted person with very low self-esteem. I can relate to those anons who are scared of physical contact, it’s not easy when the type of physical interaction you were taught were the beatings you used to receive during your school years. And I’ve also met a lot of hedonist guys who would only see a sexual object in me. I once had a crush on a straight guy. He was so nice and kind towards me, until one day he said “Oh anon, if only you were a girl”. Those things really messed up my self-confidence. I'll keep trying anyway.

I see many people here whose lives are a lot more complicated than mine, and I sincerely wish the best for all of you. I know it can very tough at times.

>>3100738
You had no idea what you were talking about when you said it, and that's your bad.

>>3100757
Anon, I'm sorry. "If only you were a girl" sounds like such a crippling blow to the heart.
I hope you can find someone to help tend to these parts of you, to guide you open like the growth of a fresh plant; and it's a very good feeling to tend to someone else in that way, so I hope you're able to experience that as well.
I'm rooting for you.

>>3100789
Reading this felt like having a stroke

>>3100773
Well I have been victim of abuse too but of course it's irrelevant to you despite my view on it.

>>3100791
I'm not going to get into a huge argument, but what I'm saying is you came down on that anon for not behaving "like an adult", when in reality you had no idea what anon's experiences were or what anon's reasons for such behavior may have been.
Concerning matters of intimacy, you never know when someone has or hasn't been abused. And it's not your right to expect that they tell you. Knowing the humiliation of sexual abuse should make you doubly aware of this.

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>male
>gay

I browse /v/ and /vg/, also /soc/ from time to time, /y/ and /trash/ to see specific threads, once out of a blue moon /b/ for shota threads.

Mostly made this post to complain a bit and hope it makes me feel better. I think I have a tendency to shoot myself in the foot a lot of the time, especially in romance. I was dating this wonderful guy, and blew things out of proportion after he wanted space away from me because of a suicide attempt, to the point where I don't think our friendship will ever recover. I met another guy and tried really hard not to do anything that would turn him away, and turns out all he wanted to do was have sex with me and then kick me to the curb. At least it seemed that way. It's kind of gotten me to look at myself as someone whose only there to sexually gratify others, and I really hard that.

But the more I look back on things like this, the more I tend to blame myself for everything that goes wrong. It's been kind of depressing me. I tried cutting out the need for romance, focusing on school and work so that I can take care of someone, or just have someone to love me back, and it's never worked.

Guess that's a bit of a rant though. You know, people of 4chan, even though they're anonymous, have some really similar characteristics. Hope the best for everyone else who posted.

>male
>no fucking idea
> /mu/ or /v/ probably

it irks me that i can't work out what my sexuality is even though its current year and nobody gives a shit anymore

>>3100817
theres nothing wrong with a bit of introspection but laying blame on yourself 100% of the time isn't healthy and (probably) isn't accurate either, we're all human. hope it all works out anon.

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gay dude reporting in

I just frequent /cm/ and the dark souls general on /vg/

I've been feeling pretty shitty for a while. I have really low self-esteem and I'm doing awful in school. I'm failing two classes and over the 4 years I've been at my school, I have one friend I look forward to hanging out with each day. I can hardly get any of my work done because I either have trouble sustaining my attention, or I just don't start it at all. I might have ADD but I'm too nervous to go get a diagnosis for some reason. My parents are disappointed in me and it makes me feel terrible because I feel unable to do anything productive. I've been on spring break for over a week now and even though I told myself I would get all my missing work done I haven't done a single thing. I've just been laying down for a week straight. For a while I felt like running away from home because I'm such a failure but I've since reconsidered. I got into baking a few months ago and I'd be fine doing it for a living, it's not too mentally taxing so I think I'd be able to handle it. I'm also an emotional wreck and really lonely and hate myself but I think this post is long enough as it is.

Anyway, here's a nice song, NITW is really grud.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzqO7oKTJKI

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I'm a young bi guy looking for another young bi guy to talk to and be close with. Someone where we can just both be really feminine around each other and could be company while I'm living alone in my cabin in the mountains. Preferable a casual sexual partner as well. other than that I'm a student at a university, and I love the wilderness.(not my cabin btw)

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>f, bi
>usually just browse /cgl/, /ic/ and /cm/, visit /fa/ occasionally. i like it here because fujoshit tendencies and it makes me happy to see characters being cute together

great thread, i relate to quite a few of these posts. i guess i'm in the same boat as a lot of people in that i'm unhappy with my life. it feels like nothing has ever changed for me, and nothing ever will. like, sometimes something will happen and i'll think 'wow, maybe my life can become better and i can start something new', but then it turns out its nothing and i'm back to being miserable and alone. i've noticed recently that i'm spending more and more time using fictional characters/media as escapism and that i feel more happy thinking about them than i do in real life, and whilst i realise it's probably not a good thing i kind of don't care anymore. it's just nice to have something that helps me forget for a while.

anyway, sounds like some of y'all are going through a rough time. i hope things get better

>>3100738
Its not that I despise sexual attraction, I'm just uncomfortable with it being directed at me.

>>3100479
Just copy paste this guy except the dad part. but I still have hope and and confidence its going to be alright. I have internet and a roof.

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>>3099879
bisexual ftm, aka no hope for sex/relationships because I look like a regular guy but then surprise, no dick

I've accepted I'm gonna be alone forever and have no hope for my life, so pictures of cute boys happy together makes me way more excited and fulfilled than trying to have any unrealistic optimism about my own life.

>>3100815
Hm well I'd get into an argument then.
I came down because anon original post made me think it was just a sexual negative problem that young girls with low self esteem tend to have.
In ''reality'' no one has any idea what other people experiences and reasons are.
You can't track down a person past from such a small information,unless you plan to be so lunatic and simply avoiding saying anything without engaging.
I didn't ''expect'' her to tell me anything.she clarified by her own.
And especially as someone with past sexual abuse I find humiliating to be treated with condescedence.

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>>3100479
>"it's gotten to the point where I've created my own world in my head. I play out conversations in my brain almost all of the time, and imaginary characters come and go."

HOLY SHIT! I KNOW THOSE FEELS! i don't watch manga or anime but ya I can never set my sexuality straight. I feel like asking myself about my sexuality is akin to asking a blind man what his favorite color is; he's never seen color so how would he know. I've never actually had any sexual encounter before, so i don't really know what I'd be capable of.

I've gone beyond just creating stories in my head though. I'm a lucid dreamer, and pretty decent at it. All the people I want to visit, the stories i make, those people you see in shows and movies that you want to cuddle with and hold and meet; I have done those things in my lucid dreams, and it makes it worse.

I created a story combining the "Interview with the Vampire" universe and "The Childhood of a Leader". I don't even want to mention the feelings I have toward the main character (played by Tom Sweet). The feelings are so mixed (from Fatherly to intimate) but I morph them into this Vampiristic expression of consuming blood, of literally becoming one with them. Turning him into a Vampire, immortalizing his juvenile beauty but robbing him of his humanity. It reflects real underlying issues with the .. idk... pederastic themes. How fitting for me to live out the role of a Vampire, a monster in my lucid dreams as that is what I feel like with these thoughts.

The dreams feel real. You are no longer viewing the characters from the third person perspective, like some ghost in the camera, but you see them in first person. They make eye contact, how powerful that is, they acknowledge yur existence and talk to you and smile and you hold them and do whatever you wish.
I even collect pics and photoshop some and collect music that inspires the story. This story is called "Amor Vincit".
Pic related: I photoshopped that blood. Looks real, no?

>>3100893
>I came down because anon original post made me think it was just a sexual negative problem that young girls with low self esteem tend to have.
That was your assumption, which is the problem.
Pro tip: it doesn't feel great to be treated like you're immature or difficult for having issues with intimacy, especially when those issues are due to circumstances beyond your control. Talk about condescension.

>>3100896
It's your problem thou,not my issue.
It also feels like shit to be implying that I meant that,when I never said anything about being intimate or having sex in my first post,I merely talked about sexual attraction.

>>3100906
Your first post was shit, anon, I don't know what to tell you if you can't see that. I would advise you not to make such comments to people regarding their struggles with sexuality, intimacy, or sexual attraction in the future if you don't want to come off as ignorant.

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>>3099879
>MtF
>mostly like guys, a little curious about women though
I'm a massive fujo, so it's only natural that I come to /cm/ every now and again.

It feels like, on one hand, I've been living the same white-noise week on repeat for the last three years, like every single day is fogged by this overwhelming dullness that I'm too afraid, or just don't know how, to leave. Most of the time I wish I could just sleep and dream and stay in my dreams where the worlds are ephemeral and intangible and novel and not the same, predictable sort of thing every day.

On the other hand, though, time does keep marching on, steadily and rather quickly away from the only time when I could ever feel anything more than this incessant dullness. And I have no earthly clue how to make it better either, because it feels like the few aspirations I do have are just desperate attempts to try to return to that time, even though it will never come back and the more time I waste trying the less there will be to accept that and maybe find some other way to make it all feel worthwhile again.

Sorry for the whining, but I don't really have anyone to say this to. I hope everyone else is doing okay.

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>>3100890
I think plenty of people would date an FtM. I certainly would, as long as you're nice.

>>3100909
Give that advise to yourself.I couldn't give any less fuck about what you think I came off as.

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>tfw cm is so filled with tumblr shit

>>3100930
Can you two anons just drop it already? This is supposed to be a happy board where we look at pics of cute 2D boys.

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If talking about life, issues and sexuality isn't your thing then just go browse a different thread.

>>3100938
Oops, that was supposed to be a reply to >>3100931

>>3100931
I miss the old days when everybody just posted pictures without talking.

>>3100541
Aww, anon (Bruno?), you sound like a sweetie. You'll find someone to have picnics and naps with, I'm sure of it.

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>>3100745

Well, it's a comfort to know we're not solitary cases, right?

I believe that someday we'll be able to be who we are, anon, and find what we need, as long as we stay true to and live for ourselves. In the meantime, I hope you are content and even happy, and that the low roar of desire and anguish is quiet for you. Don't lose hope, anon.

Just, imagine I'm holding your hand, okay?

>>3099879

This is a good thread, OP! Thank you.

To everyone posting: I believe in you.

That may not be much, but on your worst days, just know that anon is cheering for you.

We are animals trapped in cages, anons, but we are strong enough to set ourselves free, I know it. Best of luck to all. Hold on to hope!

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>>3100983

I like you.

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>>3099879
Straight female. Fujo but I prefer /cm/ over /y/ anytime any day because I like fluffs more than hardcore sex.
I like /a/ despite the board has been dead in a sense but I still come back to it because of manga and nostalgia (anons talk about the 90's and stuffs) threads. And sometimes, /wsr/ because I really like spoonfeeding people. My main thread is /vg/@/ just because I really like Idolmaster a lot. I don't actually browse /cm/ that much, more like I stay in one thread (or two, say hello to me at sidem and tokusatsu threads).

The only concern I have right now is a job. A job that doesn't need me to interact with a lot of people. Got sick of that honestly. I'm not good at it and never will. But >college dropout. Mm yeah.

>>3100893
>>3100896
>I came down because anon original post made me think it was just a sexual negative problem that young girls with low self esteem tend to have.

Didn't that anon also say they were male?
Sexual abuse cases in young men are treated completely differently from in young girls, and causes problems not only from abuse itself but from the way they are treated based on it.

>>3100906
You should probably actually bother to read someone's post before trying to start shit over it.

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>>3100894

How'd you learn to lucid dream? I've been trying for years. I've read that the first stage is to learn to remember your dreams. Keep a diary of them. Well, I'm stuck at the first stage, because I can rarely remember anything. Looked through the diary - barely 1 dream in a month. That's such a shame, especially because I remember I used to have a lot of colorful, vivid, coherent dreams with fascinating pots when I was a teen. Perhaps I've missed my chance? Perhaps I'm too old now? Ah, another sad thought to 'spice up' my already sad evning.
The shoop is really nice btw, you should keep at it.

>>3101016
>>3100629 original post.
Never said they were male,not that is relevant because they said that their problem was flirting or compliments,and that they wanted to cuddle and have sex but hated when people felt the same way about them.
Maybe if you try to read as much as you try to virtue signal you'll understand.

>>3101011
You're just like me anon! I hang around /v/ for videogame news I am college dropout too and currently trying to find a job..but I'm stuck because I'm an antisocial neet that doesn't really get along with people.
I've realized thou I'm fine with it,hating myself for who I am has made me too vulnerable for people to manipulate me and I'm done with that.

>>3101016
Why you keep bothering anon >>3101029 ?
they are not ace,let them live jfc

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Straight, Male

Browse /o/ /a/ /jp/

I used to be strong, full of energy, hard working, reliable and everyone IRL held enormous respect for me, but at the same time I was rugged, pretending to be someone who I am not.I did this for years.Up till I was 15 I was an affectionate,shy and innocent kid. I locked that kid up and didn't look back for 9 years. I had become a man that everybody wanted me to be, and I was a spitting image of it. And I was disgusted with myself.
I dropped it all, let my hair grow out, became, weak and embraced that kid again.
This all might sound gay, but I've never been happier with me being true to myself.
And at last I am really glad I shared this with someone.

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>>3101011
I can relare in that the one thing I am focused on is getting a job. The fact that I have little to no irl interaction with others does not even bother me. I would rather have a job than relationships, a job allows you to take care of yourself, relationships are not necessary to actually live.

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i'm a girl and i have no clue how to define myself sexually.
i have a more than healthy amount of sexual tension and agression repressed. more precisely i either wanna screw and punch everything and everyone around me or i have no sex drive whatsoever (like, for months); there's no inbetween. i blame depression and various other things, but i don't feel like talking about that.

i wouldn't call this my main board, since "cute boiz" (or girls) don't do much for me, i'm into more masculine / sexy / hardcore stuff / huge tiddies, etc.... but i recently found out fluff does wonders easing my frustration.

also i'm 9999% a fujo aayy wtf

dude kinda
Bi
bored and wanted to see what this was..plus just have no life in general so

ITT cancer

>>3099880
Bi male chiming in as well.
I'm physically more attracted to girls in real life, but I tend to like males personalities more. Most men in real life are kind of gross looking, but I like the idea of gay relationships, since it seems like the best of both worlds. Animu guys look just feminine enough that I can have my cake and eat it too.
Also, since a lot of people hate the gays, I think gay love is more pure, cause then you're certian they're not just using you for appearances.

>>3101078
Kindly piss off.

I think we all need to go outside more

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Male, Gay,
Browse /lit/ mostly, but I tend to browse /cm/ and /y/ for vicarious love.

In November, my mother died in a car crash. After the funeral, I didn't leave my bed for 2 days. We were very close. I've never been particularly emotional, but since her death there is this strange relief that's come over me. I hate myself for acknowledging it, but I'm glad she died before I could come out. She was very conservative, and I remember her specifically asking me if I was gay. I denied it, and she told me that the one favor she wanted was that I don't become gay. She wouldn't have disowned me or anything, but I always feared she'd be perpetually unhappy if she knew.

I was born rich too, and she was the breadwinner in my family. I inherited a lot of money, but I feel guilty about using any of it. I'm in college to become a archivist, wanted to move to some big city like New York and find love there, but since her death I feel like nothing. I just want to drop out, sit in my room, and read all day. I had this kind of idealism about love and poetry before, and I'd imagine all these romantic scenes with various crushes I'd have, but now I've just become this self-pitying cynic who reads pessimistic literature for catharsis. I can't write anything anymore, it all seems pointless. Sorry this post is so long, but I need to get it off my chest. I'm not comfortable telling people I know.

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>>3101126
I think you should probably see a therapist for grief counseling, it's a productive and objectively correct outlet for both your emotions and finances. I know how you feel about just sinking into your literature and losing all your motivation; and I think it'd be a good idea to bring up your emotional isolation too. All in all, I think the smartest thing you can do right now is to be patient with yourself. A lot of people try to force themselves into a 'proper' shape of who they think others need them to be in times of crisis. I know I'm just a stranger on the internet; but you're not evil for having negative unresolved feelings. A lot of people feel insulted by the idea of therapy; but honestly if I lost my parents I know someone would have to help me put myself back together

>>3101119
Kindly realize what site you are on.

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Gay cis male here. I tend to come here for a bit of tenderness when the world's getting to me.

The irregular thing weighing on my mind at the moment is, I'm afraid that I'm developing some kind of schizoaffective thing. I've had a history of depression etc. (usual story) but this is the first time I've noticed anything resembling psychosis and while it's still pretty mild, I'm frightened.

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>>3101170

Me too anon. For me though I've basically um ... well I'm pretty terrible at school (was diagnosed with a learning disability) and well ... I mean I'm basically an unskilled laborer ... so I turned to magick/occult stuff to survive. I miraculously got a job that's amazing and am on the path to better days, but there's like a few things that bug me all the time.

- I did some magick spells for lack of a better word, and they seemed to work
- I can't tell if magick is real or if I fooled myself into thinking magick is real, and by doing that it ended up having the effect I want
- I'm either unhealthily obsessed with Astrology, or it's become a healthy and reasonable habitual part of my life: depending on whether magick is real or not

I guess basically that's the whole thing. Either I'm crazy, I know I'm crazy, and I'm just manipulating myself and others into getting what I want out of life, or I'm not crazy, magick is real, but if it is real then the universe is way too complicated for me to understand and a lot scarier. Basically, I don't know what's really going on, and wew. It's confusing. I feel frightened too.

Anyway, nice pic.

>>3101178
Bad news: you are crazy.
Good news: your brand of crazy is fixable. You can start with the fact that magic is not real, astrology has always been pure nonsense, and people are remarkably adept at ascribing supernatural causes to mundane occurrences or even simple chance.

>>3101027

>>3100629
Was a response to >>3100600
This is their original post >>3100598

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>>3101199

"magick is not real" - he types into a glowing box connected by an invisible web to other glowing boxes, in a world where Donald Trump is president.

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>>3101129

I second this anon's advice. If you feel irl therapy is not something you are willing to try, then at least look at online resources.

But grief counseling is something that you should give a go. I suggest to try a secular one, too, (there are directories online where you can find secular therapists) to make sure your sexuality does not end up being blamed and to avoid being rerouted to a church as I know happens in the States.

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Gay male.
Come here from time to time when I'm feeling sad or lonely. Looking at cute 2d boys doing cute 2d things cheers me up. Spend a lot of time wishing I had someone to share this stuff with.

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Female, questionin FtM because I don't know if I could do transition fearing the bad things that could happen with all the hormones and operations, but I feel like a guy more than a girl.

I like any gender if they're at least average looking and not fat (I don't have anything against fat people really, my best friends are fat, but I just can't feel attracted to it.) What sexuality is that? xD

Boards: /cm/, /y/ for saving pictures

I'm 26, average looking, people call me skinny through I work out.. I have a decent office job but I don't really like it, as well as the country I live in. And of course I've never been in a relationship because of the thing with my gender.
I like any kind of queer relationships, but my favourite is BL. Now I'm obsessed with Yuri x Victor, their chemistry really got me since the series started. I also like roleplaying (instant messaing).
I hope to find someone (any gender) in life who is at least average looking, and can accept what I am, and who can enjoy BL with me.
I'd like to chat with anyone similar (I speak japanese as well). @.@

Sorry I just posted this shitty sketch of mine.

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>>3101020
Not that anon but I'll help a bit if you want lucid dream advice. You gotta actually get in a pretty good habit of remembering your dreams first. If you rarely remember them the best thing you can do is alter your sleep habits a bit. You almost always remember what you were dreaming about if you wake up pretty much straight from REM sleep. You have a much harder time remembering if you wake up in a non-REM cycle. It could be that you just got in a sleep pattern where you wake up at a point where you are furthest away from your most recent dream. Changing around wake up time could help.

Keeping a dream journal will help once you actually start remembering them. Just thinking about your dreams more will up your chances of having a lucid dream but reality checks will also help. Reality checks are stuff you get into the habit of during the day (I use looking at my watch twice and seeing if the time unexpectedly changes) and eventually you start doing them during your dreams. If I am in a dream and look at my watch twice weird shit usually happens. For instance went lucid once when I looked at my watch and saw a tetris game playing rather than the time.

Also keeping a dream journal will help you find your dream signs. Those are things that commonly appear in your dreams and matching those things in real life with reality checks can help increase chances of having a lucid dream. There's more stuff you can do (WILD technique is popular) but that all takes effort so I don't.

>>3101339
Damn, thanks for remembering Mordecai/Zer0. Haven't seen that in years.

>>3101284
>xD
>@.@
Anon, leave that shit on tumblr/gaia where it belongs.

Female, straight, my job sucks all the life out of me and I'm lonely, and looking at cute anime boys makes me less lonely.

>>3101403
I also have a drinking problem because that's my other way of getting through my life.

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>>3101178

Thank you for sharing, Anon. While your beliefs are different to mine, your feelings aren't so much. (Foregoing proto-schizo anon here.) Kia kaha.

>>3101399
Sorry but I don't use "tumblr/gaia", I use smiles like that in messaging and emails since I started using the internet 20 years ago..

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>male
Sexuality is complicated. My parents divorced right around the time I was starting to hit puberty and it pretty much made me scared to try for a relationship. I feel like my only hope is if someone else starts pursuing me and makes me feel secure about the relationship. I think I'm in a "not sure if bi or lonely" phase right now
>/mu/, /cgl/, and here obviously
I'm in a similar position as >>3101050 was. While I've never tried to be someone I'm not, I do feel that my appaearance could be improved to reflect how I am. I really want to have a softer appearance, I've never felt like I could get away with the typical "rough" look that men seem to have. Genetics have luckily helped a little at least

I also never thought I'd be using this board. I came here once after hearing about semi regular osomatsu threads (I got into the show really late). I eventually branched out to other threads out of curiosity. As many others here have mentioned there's just something really peaceful and relaxing about this board, it makes me happy

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Male
Bi
i dunno, /a/ i guess. i browse /cm/ because it lets me slip into another world. my home life is pretty shitty and i've never been with someone romantically, so browsing here is kinda like going into a dream world. i just imagine i'm with someone i love and i'm far away from everything i hate and everything that makes me wanna die. it's nice here.

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>gender
Trans male, over a year on testosterone now but still pre-top surgery which is the absolute fucking worst but it is what it is.

>sexuality
Bi, have actually slept with multiple men and women and people who are both/neither; prefer sex with men and relationships with the ladies but it's all wonderful desu. I just really love people.

>your favorite board, or why you browse /cm/
I'm on /cm/ and /y/ mostly these days. I'm in an open polyamorous relationship with two people who sadly live far away from me right now, so I come here mostly either for a dose of nice feels and/or to vent some sexual frustration. I also just like the community on both boards, /cm/ in particular.

>spill your beans and talk with others
Mostly, I just want to thank all of you guys for sharing about yourselves. I read through every post in this thread, and it was nice to see so much relatable shit. I suffer from pretty severe clinical depression (and tend to come on this board most when I'm at my worst) and have been struggling with not really wanting to exist anymore on and off lately, so to those of you out there who are/were struggling too: I feel you and I'm proud of you guys for still being here.
And to all the other trans kids in this thread, it's been a nice surprise to see you. Makes me feel a little less awful, so thank you for being yourselves.

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Male
Too gay to function
I hate 4chan, but I love me some qt anime bois
In a relationship that barely functions thanks to depression and anxiety on both sides coupled with him having chronic pain. I always loved bl but get jealous that I will never be as qt, and sometimes I worry I won't ever have a truly satisfying relationship because of my own issues, but also because the people I find typically lie about who they are at first (which we all probably due, unintentionally or otherwise). But at the same time my guy is sweet so I feel guilty and awful. tl;dr I hate myself and compare myself to perfect animu boys

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>>3101764

Male fag here. I've posted before in this thread but...

This is exactly the thing that's keeping me from a relationship. I've got intense depression and anxiety. I've got a lot of self image problems too.

Basically I feel like I'm not cute enough to be in a relationship with another guy, and I have a lot of anxiety and stress because I worry about growing old and even uglier, physically, to the point where any potential partner would get sick of me.

I guess I don't think my personality is good enough for someone to want to stay with me. haha

The thing is though: I'm right. That's not me being ironically self depreciating. I really have just a terrible personality and sense of humor that makes everyone I meet, including myself, uncomfortable.

I've been reading a lot of literature about how to be a better person, all the way from basic psych stuff to the occult, but all it's done is made me realize how terrible and weak a person I really am, how incredibly difficult life is, and how it will literally take a miracle for me to be happy.

Sometimes I think it'd be better to die, but there's shit like /cm/ that gives me that horrible pernicious hope that good things can happen in the world. I've ruled out suicide: i've gone way too far into the occult and am deathly terrified of either ending up in hell or reincarnating in a life that is equally or more painful than the one I'm in now.

Ideally I'd reincarnate as some kind of eternal cute anime boi and live forever in Buddha's country with ma boyfirend, but I haven't found the occult means of doing that. Shit's not even real anyways.

What I've typed is literally the REEEEEEEEing of a child. what the fuck

Sorry for the melodramatic rant. I'm just constantly REEEEEEEEEing internally and I'm currently a believer that speaking completely honestly and truthfully is a deeply magical act that transforms the universe around you for the better.

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Female, straight, slowly turning asexual.
I browse /w/ and /wg/ a lot. /cm/ on a regular basis. Your typical fujoshit, but BL makes me feel a lot better and is with me since quite a lot of years now. Reading BL helps me deal with anxiety/depression I guess.
Currently on a relationship that began wonderfully great, but which is now killing myself. He's a great person, but he's also my first sexual partner, and sex actually disgusted me so much that I don't feel like I want to be with him anymore. Struggled a lot with porn addiction, rn I can't even watch romance movies or even a romance in a movie because of how much am I disgusted by it. I don't even know why I am like this.
Also dealing with a lot of self loathing, and anxiety attacks, which 4chan helps me fight.
Sorry for ranting. Anonymity is sometimes a great thing

>>3101795
I read your post and you're so much like me that reading someone dealing with the same stuff mades me tear up. I did all the psych/occult stuff too. And I got the same thing about that "horrible hope".
I don't even know what should I say to make you feel better, since I know very much that everything sounds hollow. Be brave.

Female, not sure about my sexuality (which is fucking retarded considering I'm 23, I shouldn't be confused about this shit anymore). For a while I thought I was bisexual, now I'm thinking I might be asexual. I do masturbate and watch porn though, so I think it's just the romance/relationship part I'm not interested in.

My main board is /co/, but I also visit /tv/, /v/, /vg/, /cm/, /y/ and a lot of the other porn boards. I like /cm/ because it doesn't have drama and shitposting and it's pretty relaxing to come here. I have anxiety issues so sometimes I just like looking at nice pictures. I've been into BL and gay porn for a long time now, I think it's because it lets me be "detached" from the romance/sex so to speak? I can't self insert when it's 2 guys and I can just enjoy the romance and fucking from the outside. I don't even know if that makes sense.

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>>3101801
Forgot pic, have a /co/ one.

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>dude
>mostly gay
>pol, v and here
I just want somone to love, I'm pretty desperate for it. I'm unfortunately only attracted to "straight" guys, which means I could very well be alone for a while longer since I haven't properly come out. My dad will disown me if he finds out.

I have a guy I've been getting close to, but he's very Christian and wants to push me away because he thinks it's a sin. Pretty heart breaking.

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>male
>bi, prefer boys

/fit/, /k/, and /tv/

I'm currently dating a sweet guy that lives an hour away from me and I love him. I just don't know how long this can go on though. Both our families don't approve of the gay™ and its hard to see each other and get away from our dumb family lives. We're also at a crossroads in our lives and I just don't know whats going to happen next and it just makes me sad and anxious. Coming here is nice though, and I know he does too.

>>3101848
Also, family life ain't so good. My mom and dad don't love each other and only stay together because of me and my brothers. I'm the only one bringing in a weekly paycheck too, and we might have to sell our house. I'm not in uni because I hated it and it cost too much money. Might emd up having to join the army or some shit, I dunno.

>>3101850

hold onto your boy

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I'm a very young bi male, I like both boys as much as I do with girls. The only board I ever seen to go in is cm, because I find all the threads really great.

I've only been in a relationship with 2 males, and both of them ended badly. My second one ended because of our time zones were different, which made me incredibly upset. He had found someone else, one day he had told me that his girlfriend was a fake, and wanted to be with me instead. I made the horrible decision and let him in again. 2 days later I found out that he was still with his girlfriend, which made me angry beyond fucking belief.

A few days ago, I had been talking with this really nice girl that had been going through a breakup, and I had the need to cheer her up. I somehow made her feel better, and I felt great. I found quite romantic feelings towards her, and I said something stupid by the lines of "I think I like you more than just a small amount", and she said she had liked me too. She told me that we should be "special for eachother", which I thought meant we were together. Few days later, she said she seems I "want to be more than friends". After I heard this, I wanted to ball into tears of pure sadness. We're still friends though.

I feel like I've tolerated so much fucking bullshit from so many people that I find it quite insane and I just want to bang my head on a wall.

As for the less dramatic things going on...I've had thoughts of myself in a skirt with cute boots. I find it interesting and want to try crossdressing. I daydream a lot about my own characters in a far different world, on a daily basis too. So you can say I'm a dreamer.

I really like boys that are feminine and cute. I think muscular is gross.
I hope this post isn't too long, just wanted to vent.

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>closeted transdude
>asexual
>i mostly circulate /ck/, /x/, but i like my cute fandom art

despite being asexual i still wouldnt mind any kind of romance or closeness... but theres no real way to get that without having to do the banging. thats how i ruined all previous relationships, whether with a man or woman i just. i don't like sex. it felt like a job and it was so emotionally taxing to put up with.

anyways depression has been kicking my ass and ever since i got a work-from-home job ive been interacting with humans less and less. i would love to just peacefully fade away into the void.

>>3101888
hang in there man.

>I think muscular is gross
same. although i do like some girls with a little muscle.

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Female
Like 80% gay and 20% straight. Not really into sex, I get how nice that could be and all but when I am personally involved it grosses me out.
I only like calm and soft boys and all types of girls as long as they don't look too masculine. I like people with an androgynous appearance a lot.
I mostly browse /a/ but i come here for the cute stuff, and also because i like taking requests in the drawthread.
Here we go. i was in a relationship with a girl when i was 14, which was 4 years ago.
I ruined everything because I was stupid and reaaally didn't mean to. Since she was hurt and had always been a drama queen, she turned a lot of people/friends against me, which made my life a living hell. There's too much to explain about it all, it's not just about people leaving me, you can trust me on that. I'm still thinking about her every day of my life because I think I really love(d) her and I haven't been able to fall in love with someone else since then. I just want to talk to her but I know she won't listen.
It resulted in me having a low self-esteem, thinking about every bad thing I've said and done every night, wanting to die, anxiety, etc.

TL;DR I'd like to throw myself into a black hole and I use memes, BL and heavy sarcasm to hide the fact that i wish for someone to end my suffering and give me the peace of mind I fucking deserve

>>3101891
There is hope. I hate the idea of having sex and I managed to find someone else who does, too. Now we're in a loving relationship and neither of us feel the need to touch each other like that.
It can happen.

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Bi female.
I spend time here 'cause I really love cute 2D boys - it's my form of escapism. Sometimes I go to /y/, /a/ and /fa/ too, but only to certain threads.
I don't see myself as a fujoshi, 'cause I like BL, GL, and NL equally.
I've been depressed for 4 years or so. At first, I felt sad and had suicidal thoughts all the time. Now, it's not that I feel sad, I just feel numb and empty all the time, and my lack of energy, interest and motivation only gets worse. I've decided that I won't kill myself because of my mom, I think she can't deal with another big loss (my father died some years ago). But I don't want to live like this, so I think I'm going to seek help for the first time in all these years. I realized that there are plenty of things I want to do in this life, but I can't if I don't have the energy to get up from bed.
About relationships, I want to know how it's like to date a girl, but my disastrous experiences with guys made me lose hope in love. I feel lonely, but I want to stay away from people, to protect myself.

>>3101888
>I'm a very young bi male
Are you outing yourself as underaged anon?

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Straight, male

I'm just a chill dude who likes drawing of effeminate guys feeling each other up.

>>3102006
Maybe I am, maybe I'm not.

Female, old fag, sort of lesbian. As in, I'm sexually attracted to any gender but I only actually want to be in a relationship with women. Married for like 14 years now. Wife is a total fujoshit too. I fucking love her. Finding her was probably the only good thing that ever happened in my life. Fucked up past, blah blah.

Right now I'm just trying to overcome this bipolar bullshit so I can keep a job. Or start writing again. Both would be fantastic.

As for boards, I spend most of my time here or on /vg/, /cm/, or /gif/. Pic is my current obsession, Ryuji from Persona 5.

>>3102034
Whoops, forgot I wasn't on /y/

Male, Straight, but I'm not sure about that part anymore.
I'm pretty new to this board, usually browse /vg/, /int/ and /v/, but I got attracted to cute boys, not only 2D ones, but real ones as well.
I live in a dormitory, and my next door neighbor is a really feminine boy, you have no idea how girly he is. Not only in appearance, but in behavior as well. I don't know how to put it, English is not my first language, but you get the idea. We're pretty good friends, I stand up for him often, because he can't fight for shit, and some folk at the dorm likes to bully people. He hangs out in my room a lot, we watch anime and play games together, but I'm literally sweating when he gets close, because I want to fold with him so bad. I wonder if he notices it, because sometimes I think he does this shit on purpose, like put a head on my shoulder when we're watching something. Or maybe it's just me imagining things, I don't know anymore. Gay stuff is borderline outlawed in my country, so if I'll confess to him and someone would know, I'll be laughed upon in my dorm, if not in the whole uni. He went through the same stuff in school, told me a lot of fucked up things. I don't know what to do, anon. I can't possibly distance from him, not that I want to, anyway. And I'm scared shitless of making first steps. I'not even sure if he'll accept me, he may be scared of that too. Looking at pictures of sweet anime boyos eases my stress somehow, and he's away for a day, so I can restore my patience, but something must be done.
I don't even know why I wrote this, maybe hoping for advice, but I feel better. Thanks for having this thread. Also no picture because I don't have a favorite one. Sorry.

>>3102063
From what you're saying I think he probably likes you too. You should try telling him (if you don't have the courage to do it sober just get together and drink a few beers) and then see how it goes. Keep your relationship on the down-low while you're still in uni if your country is homophobic.

Don't pass up the chance if you really care about him, he sounds like a good lad.

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i guess cis female, i used to identify as male (and i do still feel like a male, and have dysphoria) but i fucked it up

bi-sexual

i dont really browse any boards except /cm/ and /y/. i like coming here because i like cute boys

i've become very disassociated with pretty much everyone i know, staying almost completely silent at school and trying to avoid talking to my friends. when i do talk i just feel disgusting after, like i was being annoying.
but i also feel bad for not talking. i dont know what to do
this is probably really edgy oops

>>3102063
I agree with the other anon. You can still try it out, even if he doesn't feel the same, there is no reason for him to spill out everything as you stood up for him.

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>>3099879
Thanks OP, this a comfy thread :)

I'm male and technically bi-sexual but I only want to have a relationship with boys.

Fav boards are a cm fa ck and mu I guess, I love browsing cm because it makes me feel comfy and i like cute things

I guess i'm kinda happy again, spend the last couple of months processing my broken heart. I always thought that I wasn't really the guy to have a broken heart but turns out I was never truly in love. But maybe it was because he returned to his country without saying goodbye. I think he cared about me because he didn't want to hurt me, but I was really stubborn and didn't want to break up. But oh well. Learned a lot and now i actually know how it feels to be truly in love. And i also had a lot of comfy and romantic fun so it wasn't bad at all.

What i want to say: everyone try to be happy! Don't give up!

>>3102063
go for it, he obviously likes you and sounds really cute, if you won't go for it you are probably going to regret it

>>3101888
>>3101892
i agree, muscular and buff is not my cup of coffee

>>3102063
99% of this board would trade places with you. Go for it, you silly.

>>3102063
I was in the same boat as you when I was about 14-15, but missed my chance because I was autistic as fuck and denser than your average harem lead. Go for it, because at least you'd be able to say that you tried. Nothing good will ever happen if you don't take some risks.

>gay
>Male
Basically just down in the dumps because my dad died and now me and my mother are not in the best spot financially

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>>3102251
Forgot to post my favorite picture

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>Female drawfag
>Sexually confused
>Anxiety problems (I have been on meds for a year now)
>Very into androgyny since I can remember (both male and female)
>But can barely show my art to people irl without them going "Is that a guy?/Men don't look like that/I can't tell that's a woman/How freakish! Draw something normal for a change"
>Not into porn or explicit stuff so it is hard to fit online at times too.
>Find /cm/
>Stay bc it is perfect and friendly and soothing.

Also I don't have a fav pic, have something by my fav artist instead.

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After reading and relating to comments like >>3100479 and >>3101126 and thought maybe something like this would be helpful to a lot of people

https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=2514809#

I don't know. Maybe a lot of you just want a quiet place to share your thoughts but I think a lot of people here could use a friend and I know these days it's very hard to find people to connect to, especially if you're like a lot of 4chan users in that you spend all your time alone.

So anyway, I don't know if this will catch on but I hope it does. I'm not a regular to this board. Maybe you've already done something like this in the past. I couldn't find anything.

Bye!

>>3102315
Your art sounds like something I would LOVE. Do you have a Tumblr or place you post it? I'd love to check it out.

>>3099879
Male
1-2 on the Kinsey scale

I just like cute things, these pictures give me a warm, happy feeling.
Sometimes I feel awful; worn out, self-hating, angry, etc. I find this place has a healing effect.
When I see the peace, love and happiness, it reminds me of past warmth and gives me hope for the future.

Best wishes everyone, you deserve it

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>>3102516
>it reminds me of past warmth and gives me hope for the future.
reminds me

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>>3100523
I always had problems with people talking about sexuality or sex jokes too. I didnt like it.

Yet i was the most pervy boy out there i bet.
And with my boyfriend and all the things i ask him to do for me (he enjoys it too no worries) now i am certain that everyone who is like that is a big pervy pervert.

>>3101834
Heh im browsing pol too!
Awwwe. Being to desperate is no good cupcake.
And to comeout you dont have to tell your dad lol
Coming out to someone you like is okay and i highly doubt this person will tell your dad and even if you could always play the "its just a joke/bully" card.

Never understood this "coming out" anyway. Why the hell should i tell everyone? I dont feel the need to come out to the world. If someone asks me if im gay he gets an honest answer - as simple as that. No need to go around and tell everyone.

>I have a guy I've been getting close to, but he's very Christian and wants to push me away because he thinks it's a sin
Does he know youre gay? Does he know your feelings about him?
I was pretty weird about gay people too until i realized im gay myself x3

>>3101891
>>3101916
Never understood this. What exactly do you not like about sex? Its nothing but normal i think. You are being really close with your loved one, both feeling pleasure - having fun.

>>3102094
You wouldnt have fun with girls while in a relationship though right? >:o

>>3101126
>>3102516
>self hating
I think some people just have to high expectations. especially in the gay community looks are really really important which creates a lot of pressure. Combine that with the false expectations you get from watching those cute and great animes you set your bar way to high.

>>3099879
>male
>totally straight
>/a/

>>3102561
>Never understood this. What exactly do you not like about sex? Its nothing but normal i think. You are being really close with your loved one, both feeling pleasure - having fun.
Trauma + general disinterest, I get bored with sexual actions really fast. It's not that uncommon. You can't understand why people don't like sex; I don't understand why it's such a big deal.

>>3102565
>totally straight
So, what's the appeal of /cm/ for you?

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>>3102561
>You wouldnt have fun with girls while in a relationship though right? >:o
Nooo, I'm really "old fashioned" I guess, when it's about relationships I'm super serious, I'd only want to have fun with someone I'm in a relationship with, even kissing. What I meant was that I know I'm bi because when I watch straight porn I also get excited so yeah. I only fall in love with boys, so I'll probably never have fun with a girl again.

>I was pretty weird about gay people too until i realized im gay myself x3
Exactly what I experienced

>Never understood this "coming out" anyway. Why the hell should i tell everyone? I dont feel the need to come out to the world. If someone asks me if im gay he gets an honest answer - as simple as that. No need to go around and tell everyone.
This, exactly this. It shouldn't be special. So sure, if someone asks me I tell them but why tell everyone? Who cares.

I'm a boy, bi/gay. Browsing /cm/ to fill up the emptyness of that i'll never be together in a relationship with my best friend who i am deeply in love with. :< Seeing all those cute images fills the gap but at the same time makes me want him even more. Sorry for my garbage englando. Another reason is that i wish that i was still a cute boy who people would lobe to cuddle with. Life sucks

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>>3100479
this is my original post. i came back to add on to it since i feel there are still many important things to point out; they might be of some help to you all. i've read almost every post here, and while my life isn't one to set an example by, there are some things i have learned in the past few weeks that you should know.

this is extremely embarrassing to talk about, but here goes: i have been increasing the amount of estrogen in my diet; i have been doing lower-body workouts and running five times a week; i have spent too much money on fashion; i grew my hair out; i got it cut just the way i wanted; i changed the way i talked to people, and who i talked with; i adjusted my mannerisms and hand gestures—i have essentially reworked my entire lifestyle and body shape in order to better reflect a feminine personality and sex appeal, something like the characters on a stereotypical bl manga or shit like that. i spent time, energy, and money literally changing myself in the hopes that maybe someone, somewhere, would be attracted to this incarnation of myself and peruse me as a love interest. i clung to this idea that maybe, though i lacked courage and dedication to break outside my shell and become a better person, changing my physical appearance might lure in others to do the work for me.

and you know what? my efforts to change my physical appearance came to fruition. it's embarrassing, but yeah, my ass got a lot bigger. my hips are more curvy. my waist is more feminine and smooth. my skin is softer. my style and "chique" has improved. my hair, i think, is kinda cute. but you know what? like i said in my original post, we do not live in a fucking anime world. change does not just happen with changes that are superficial like all of the things i've listed for you. opportunity does not present itself to you belly-up out of nowhere. i am no close to a happy life. bravery is the only way out. thank you all for your kindness. don't end up like me

>>3102665
Hey Anon, im the op of the post above yours. I know roughly how you are feeling rn and would love to give you a hug. If you wanna have a chat on here im down to talk a little :)

Male, bi (i guess? Dunno :I)
This board is great, as i'm not really into the lewd stuff and the people here are pretty nice too. Guess this board also helps me with figuring out what i actually want in terms of relationshits.
Besides that, i also browse /fa/ from time to time.

Although being an awkward mess around girls, I think I'm more into dudes, at least that's my impression from looking at the cute stuff here.
Someone to cuddle and talk with would probably be nice, but being alone is also not too bad ￣\(ツ)/￣

>>3102665
> i am no closer to a happy life
But don't you consider the lessons you've gained valuable? I think even just recognizing that happiness comes from within rather than from appearance is an important step towards it.
I think your dedication towards your goal and seeing it through to the end, even if it didn't turn out how you expected, is something to be proud of
(Also a nice ass is a sweet bonus)
I know it's much easier said than done, but I would try and focus on becoming comfortable with yourself; rather than framing your desired appearance for others
I'm not particularly good at giving advice though so take from this what you will.
either way, don't forget you deserve happiness
Best of luck anon

>>3102063
What country do you live in if you don't mind me asking?
It sounds like he likes you, I think you should let him know how you're feeling

>>3102665
So are you making these changes solely to impress others? I feel like when it comes to appearance you should start by making yourself look a way you're happy with.

>>3102741
>>3102730
my point was mostly that, like many others have said on here, stressing about your physical appearance and whether or not others will find you "cute" is wildly less important than finding solace in yourself first. so great, i look a bit different, but it's not like i'm any less self-conscious of defeatist.

but you guys are totally right. it was just kinda depressing after putting in a bunch of hard work to look at myself in the mirror and say, "okay great. now what?"

I'm male, bi, trans-thinking person. More into women than guys, but I don't know if thats because of my general experiences in life or what. Super into futunari, and my ex-girlfriend used to peg me, but she broke up with me because I was too weird for her i guess. Still don't really know why because she never wants to talk to me again.

I am super attracted to pretty much everyone I get close too, and its super weird because I'm pretty sure they dont all feel the same way back. I guess I'm poly, or whatever. I dont really look at much on 4-chan, but like to find threads that are interesting and about all the fucked up shit people go through because it helps me put things in perspective. I feel like everyones at least a little gay, and men are totally fucked emotionally. Sometimes I wish I was a woman. They are super attractive and I could just fuck the shit out of myself and it would be great. Thank you all of you for sharing your incredible stories. We'll get through this together through our neural synthesis called the internet.

I cry inside because everyone around me looks so normal when i reality we are all sort of freaks of nature. I where womans clothes now because they have way more fashion choices and its fun. people love me for it, and they say I have good style. I just want to meet a girl who won't expect me too be this big strong man that will solve all their emotional needs.

I think I'm an empath. My gender and sexuality change according to my environment and I don't know how to be in control of that aspect. Its frustrating because I'm not always in a place I want to be.

I've had sex with a couple guys and either it was so so or really weird and aweful. I don't really know what its like to fall in love with a guy, other than sean, who claimed he was super straight, but hit on me, and I feel traumatized from all that, his gaslighting, etc. everybody is lying all the time. including myself. This place is the only reality that seems truthful.

>>3102749
I agree with women having more fashion choices. I'd totally buy tons of women's clothing but I'm not sure if I could pull it off, plus I don't know what to start with since there's so many options

>Male
>Straight
>Usually on /k/
I like drawing when I'm not shooting so I come here sometimes like on other boards to get some "inspiration", some fanarts are really well made and I'm just trying to get better at the usage of colors at the moment.
I'm not even into mangas/animes desu ...

Male

Confused about my sexuality more than ever

/g/ would probably be my main board, but it's such a shitfest lately that I'm going there less and less

Not so long ago I randomly stumbled upon some yaoi stories because the internet, and started reading them out of curiosity and boredom not even knowing what they are at that moment or what I'm getting myself into. I swear all the cuteness and the romantic aspect of it must have broken something inside me that day. I felt really emotional, discovering feelings that were alien to me. I always thought of myself as straight as kind of the default, but I can't say I ever felt anything to anyone. Yet suddenly I couldn't get the idea of having a cute boyfriend out of my head. Just having that someone in my life that I could open myself to, that I could talk with about everything and anything, that I could hug and cuddle with and feel his body warmth, it all just made so much sense.

I pretty much reconsidered my life that day and decided to turn it around. Decided to stop being a fat fuck, started visiting /fit/ and losing weight, gave up a few bad habits I wanted to get rid of a long time ago, decided to do stuff I already wanted to do but didn't have the courage, and started trying to be more social and open to people. Who knows, maybe one day I won't be such a lonely shy fat fuck.

I'm contemplating whether I should even post this or not, because just reading it back to myself I'm cringing.

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>male
>bi
>main is /ic/, but spend time on /wsg/ gondola threads, /cm/ in general, some /sp/ threads and /pol/
anything comfy t b h, and that's what I like best about this board

>beans
things have got pretty lonely for a couple years now and I spend almost all my time working or trying to git gud at art
Ive only had a couple of relationships and both went wrong, one because the girl's crazy ex came back into her life and ruined things, and the other, more recently, because my male best friend just used me as a rebound and tool so he could get with the girl he wanted I guess

I have a secret folder with pics that remind me of times when things were at their best, but can't look at many of those before the feels turn sour.

/cm/ is comfy and makes me feel a little hopeful about the future. Even if most girls are after manly men with decent careers and such, and most guys are either only after sex, or straight but so desperate they'd even settle for cuddling me. Better to stay single until I find someone better tbqh.

>>3102767
OK! well, i found that the best choices are stretchy clothes because my build doesn't fit clothing that doesn't stretch. I wear short shorts with yoga pants and its so great. I also love cardigans and long open front dresses. Blouses are fun, but I havent been so into full dresses. I just wish the people of society would make more interesting, feminine clothes for men, but they dont, so I wear what i wear. perhaps i should become a seamstress for all the guys who just want to feel better about themselves. Anyways, YOU can pull it off! go buy some yoga pants, where normal pants over them until you feel comfortable cuttin the chords! at first it was a super sexual thing for me (crossdressing). That was amazeballs but after i started opening up to people it became more of a normal, everyday thing i guess. People will love you, just try it. It's important to be who your are in real life, so I try my hardest to be that way, although a lot of times its not easy, I still try. One thing I learned today-DONT let the world around you change the freak inside! Don't let it consume you. Be your own person and fuck everyone else who doesn't love the shit out of you when they see you.

Lately, I have had my issues with women who call themselves feminists, bashing men, or certainly it is a very upsetting to know that I, as a man who wants to be a sensitive, feeling, goddamn human being gets attacked in general terms for because of social media (social media sucks sometimes if you let it consume you). but, I think I'm not part of gay culture, I'm not part of straight culture, I'm not really even part of trans culture, and a lot of times I just feel alone. So I just do that, do me, and it seems to be working really well. Like, I dont need anybody to tell me who to be, I just need people to love me. Because that's what we all need. And sometimes it's not always pleasant, but it's what's best.

>>3102767
Also, I appreciate a response from you, its nice to know someone cares...

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Gay male. I'm a sucker for cute anime and vidya boys.

I suffer from horrible depression, caused by a combination of feeling like I have no friends and feeling like I'm not good at anything. I do have friends, but I always worry that they all secretly don't like me. I'm also very antisocial and bad at making new friends, and I'm worried that I'll never be able to find a boyfriend because of how antisocial I am. And I'm good at academics (I have a 3.6 GPA at one of the best schools in the United States), but mediocre at anything else I've done. It doesn't help that I constantly compare myself to my friends who are better than me at everything besides academics. And I don't even have a right to be as depressed as I am, considering my family is incredibly rich and I can essentially get whatever I want.

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>gender

Female

>sexuality

Straight

>your favorite board, or why you browse /cm/

/pol/

>spill your beans and talk with others

I'm an artist and I absolutely love Yowamushi Pedal.

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>>3102851
>I don't even have a right to be as depressed as I am, considering my family is incredibly rich and I can essentially get whatever I want.

Many people with money are depressed. Sometimes having too much money robs us of having a goal to strive for long-term. Also:

>I suffer from horrible depression, caused by a combination of feeling like I have no friends and feeling like I'm not good at anything. I do have friends, but I always worry that they all secretly don't like me.

...this is a common problem with affluent people too. You never really know if people like you for who you are, or just like having you around as an accessory/safety net.

Poor people obviously have a struggle to get through life, but rich people do as well. It's a different beast, but it can still be soul-destroying and lonely. I know this, because I've been both destitute and rich. You don't have to earn the right to have your feelings; you just have them and that makes you perfectly human.

>>3102851
For better or worse, it's entirely up to you how happy or unhappy you will be. I know it sounds cold, but objectively, your problems are trivial. You can never see into other people's heads, so why care whether or not they "secretly" like you? Be a good person, keep improving yourself, take some chances and you will have a good and satisfying life. You have all the means for it.

>>3102859
>"just stop being depressed!!"

stop

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>>3099879
>fujoshit grill
>asexual (I think???)

Cute guys kissing give me hope that I too can find a meaningful platonic relationship with that special someone.

I feel lonely. I moved to a new city a year ago because of a new job. I love my job, but due to work and not finding an apartment for 9 months, I haven't had time to find any new friends at all. I'm very introverted, so it just takes more effort than I can give right now. I'm sad to see the lives of my old friends that I left behind move on without me. I just want to find other fujos to cuddle and watch anime with, but I don't have the energy to go out at all right now, so I stay at home and look at cute boys to fill that hole.

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noticing what may be a pattern. people, not just in this thread but in general, seem to on some level /want/ to be depressed (and generally, if they're depressed, they have good reasons to be) ... people want to be depressed, and feel they're right to be depressed, which they are, but they especially want to be sustained and maybe healed by someone or by a social group.

If depression is a symptom of the very real wounds of life, we want a doctor. Depression is important, like the pain of a wound is important; pain is literally a biological signal that we should pay attention to the area that's hurting. If we don't pay attention to an area that's hurting we could end up crippled, or dead.

So we want someone, either someone in particular or a supportive social group, that will attend to the emotional pain we experience, without judgement, and with intent to make us well.

This is probably cringy haha. I'm speaking for myself in a lot of ways, but I see this in other people.

>>3102897
>"people who are depressed want to no longer be depressed"

groundbreaking

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>>3102898

that's actually the opposite of what I meant, and if you look at what I actually typed, it's the opposite of that as well...

Depressed people /do/ want to be depressed. I was trying to say that depression is like the pain of an open wound. There's actually a biological basis for this. So telling someone to "stop being depressed" is exactly like telling someone to "stop feeling the pain of your open flesh wound". It just doesn't work, and is negligent.

Of course, at the end of the day, people don't want to feel pain or depression, but they don't want it to be ignored and neglected either. To treat a flesh wound you clean it, stitch it up, cover it, and then give the poor fucker some pain meds. In my experience and observation, depression has physical root causes. For example, observing the physical and spiritual suffering of other conscious creatures in the world contributes to my depressive state of mind. In fact, reading through this thread gives me a lot of pain. If there was more hope up in here I'd probably feel a little better, just a little.

I want to be taken care of and I want to be able to stand on my own two feet afterwards, and from what I've observed, I think a lot of people in the thread feel the same way. But I'm weak and I need other people to help me for now.

>>3102891
You have to take responsibility for your life at some point. Yes, clinical depression is an actual illness, but your attitude can influence your chances of recovery to a very large extent. Saying "I can't do anything about it" is not going to help you regardless of what you're struggling with.

>>3099879
>tfw fudanshit
>tfw I just want bf
>tfw I might be to /y/ for him

>>3102930

Sometimes there are cases where no matter how much you want to stop being depressed, and no matter how much effort you put in, you can't stop being depressed. Life's like that.

>>3102931

are you a grill? i'm a gay boy but I've often though that i could try dating a grill if she was ok with the fact that i'm a fag and like dicks.

I don't know if I would be able to keep up a relationship because grills are scary, but i could at least try dating a grill if she knew i was gay. just to try it out.

>>3102900
i understood what you meant anon. sometimes the best way to alleviate the burden of depression is not to try to fix it immediately, but just to seek out comfort and endearment; to find somebody who understands. it's like pain meds. until my body recovers from this huge injury, the pain meds are the best option for the present. everything else takes time and patience.

>>3102896
>kissing
>platonic relationship

>>3102934
Anon said fudanshit, he's a guy.

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this is a good thread

> fujoshit, no idea whether im bi, gay, het, probably never gonna find out

>wanna be an storyboard artist/animator but i feel so behind art-wise for my age, its depressing to see all these 14 year-olds painting the mona lisa on a daily basis

>i only go here, /u/ /ck/ and sometimes /co/ and /lgbt/ but theyve basically been taken over by /pol/

>art isnt mine, sauce in pic

Anyone else hyped for the new yoi movie?

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>>3102934
I'm a guy anon. And I'm gay too

>>3102980

hey wow, i like guys :^)

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>>3102981
Generally that is to be expected when you come around a gay board though

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>>3102981
>>3102982

This is so cute desu

>>3102810
nice pic

>Girl
>Lesbean
>/e/
I fuckin love cute people bein cute together. Girls and girls and boys and boys are equal for me. Het stuff is usually pretty cringe, but that's only because the straights use "it's straight" as the base foundation for acceptable and give it absolutely no substance whatsoever. :)

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how can people stand /lgbt/? like what the fuck?

you'd think that a board dedicated to a repressed minority of people would be kinder to each other, and be supportive. it's literally just a bunch of young kids and buff dudes bullying each other. some kid was talking about how he wanted to take hrt because he was trans and every else said he'd be better off killing himself because he was so ugly. like what the fuck, i know this is 4chan but jesus guys

y'all oughtta ease up a little.

>>3103016
What the fuck is "cringe" about having a different sexual preference?

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I'm no guy but I'm only really gay for 2d boys. It's hard to find androgynous guys irl. On an unrelated note, I decided to start shaving my leg and arm hair because I dislike body hair, but it's kind of a pain to keep taking care of. Anyone got any tips for keeping that shit under control?

>>3103078
A bi guy*
I'm also a filthy phoneposter

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>>3099880
>>3100305
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>>3103078


Want to join the comfy/supporting/venting discord I made for this sorta thing? ^-^ It seems that a lot of us are fairly lonely, and I think chatting about this stuff (Be it over voice chat or anon text chat) might be really nice and uplifting :3

https://discord.gg/TG77BCm

(It's better to download discord rather than just using it on browser).

Me:

>Guy, 23
>Mostly gay, but it's only for other feminine guys like me
>/pol/, /wg/, /w/, /cm/
>Come here for escapism
>Suffered generalized anxiety disorders for most of my adult life, but learning to pick up my suffering ^-^

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Male
Bi
/tg/
Recently came into some revelations about myself, was happy but found everything slowing down again. I don't really "attract" people, maybe I'm not really interesting. Cute feminine boys ftw

>>3101050
This, ever since i went to another school (dutch school system) i locked up the 'loser' version of mine. Now im loved by a big group of people but im starting to hate it and want to go back. Only thing is idk how. Idk if this is cringey but thats just the way it is. Help is welcome

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>>3099879
>girl
>straight
>/a/, and because I collect fanart
I'm a healthy, emotionally/mentally/financially stable normalfag so I have no real beans to spill, but Baldfat make me happier than anything else right now. I'll probably die alone because I'm already a cake and wasting my youth on the easy, instant gratification of cute homo boys, I imagine eschewing 3DPD will be quite problematic when 2D stop fulfilling my social/romantic quota.

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>>3103103
Oh, wait, that's not my favourite image, I just posted a random one. Here's my favourite.

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>22
>male
>be 5' 4"
>People mistake me for 16-14 all the time
>mlfw


>/cm/ , /vg/, /ic/

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>>3103112

Oh also
[spoiler]gay[/spoiler]

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>>3103091
>>3103112
>>3103103

Join our /cm/ discord ^-^
https://discord.gg/TG77BCm

>>3102944
I feel you so much on this:
>depressing to see all these 14 year-olds painting the mona lisa on a daily basis
Tough it out, don't give up! I was not bad at art since I was little. Didn't study systematically, wanted to start. But then gave up alltogether due to depression (someone's mean comments about my art made it very bad, to the point I developed a sort of phobia of holding a pencil). Worst mistake in my life. Without any meaningful hobbies and creative pursuits I just started hating myself more and it all went downhill from there. Don't be like me.

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Cis female, possibly ftm.
Lesbian, well, not lesbian if I'm ftm because then I'd be straight.
/lgbt/, /u/, /x/, /cgl/, /fa/, and of course /cm/. I love reverse traps.
Not sure why I visit this board sometimes, I think I'm self-inserting myself into cm's.
I'm also college dropout, and in my country, high school and college are mixed together, and anyone over 18 may not apply.
So, I'm doing manual labor despite having scoliosis, and suffering from physical problems, since there's no other way. Not that I blame anyone else but myself for it.
Well, I dropped out because my grandmother died(I was 15 at the time), because she was the only one who supported me in my fucked up abusive family. She was helping me with school, when no one else did, so I was on my own from that point on.
And I also fell into depression because of the loss, I loved her wayyy more than my own mother. When I was 18, mother started to beat me, and I had to move away, to this ill-reputable area in moldy house, and I'm slowly developing asthma.
I'm 21 and I'm already so tired of living, eternally lost, and might as well die any day. Shit sucks man.
(I guess Kylo Ren pic is relevant, since he, too, feels like never living up to his granfather's expetations)

>>3103184
Also, that's not drawn by me, sry I forgot to mention.

>>3100890
>>3102749
I don't know who are you but I like you. I'm a boyish girl who likes gay/trans guys all the way. I just wish I can meet you somewhere, someday and can be az least friends.

>>3102803
hey, thanks for sharing your story, I felt it so much. I didn't even care about genders and sexuality until I got to know shounen-ai and yaoi, then it just sucked me in. I'd absolutely date you judging on your thinking, too bad I'm an ftm and you're searching a normal guy. :')

>>3103112
>24
>female
>5'10
>still get mistaken for mid teens

There's no hope. When I visit my sister's high school, they don't even ask to give me a visitor's pass.

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>>3103078
>shaving your arm hair
Oh no.

>>3103279
I'm also female, 23 and 5'8. People always think I'm in highschool even when I wear make-up, I think I just have a natural baby face.

Right now it's frustrating, but I guess it's gonna be better when we're older and we won't look our age. Also, it's great going to museums or other places where there's entry fee and automatically getting the under 18 discount, kek. Most of the time they don't even ask for ID, they just give me the discount.

>>3103335
I'm natural baby face too, plus having no tits makes me look younger even despite my height. But yeah, everyone tells me I'll appreciate it later. I personally don't give a fuck, I'm expecting to grey early anyway due to my genes, but it feels ridiculous when people patronize me like I'm a literal child. I'm young, but not quite that young.
It's true there are perks though.

>>3103342
Oh yeah I'm in the same boat when it comes to boobs so it doesn't help. Small tits+skinny+baby face guarantees that I'll be seen as a highschool teenager for some time, even if I'm pretty tall.

I won't complain much though, from my impression men who don't look their age have it worse. For women it's okay, but men still have that expectation to look "more like a man and less like a boy".

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Maybe you guys could help me.
I've posted before on this thread, but I have a bigger problem now.

My dad is very abusive, to me and my mom. He is not usually physically abusive, but he is a bully. A horrible, horrible bully. He belittles us all the time, especially if he doesn't get what he wants. He is a textbook narcissist.

He has physically abused my mom, and even tried to strangle her and throw her into the ocean. He blames her for my sister's death, even though she didn't kill her. No one did. She died of Hirschsprung's at a young age. He has killed my mother metaphorically, and reshaped her into a slave. He has done the same with me. I suspect he has sexually abused me as well, though I have no physical evidence.

This man has destroyed us every day for nearly two decades. I've become tired of it, and resistant to it. My dad doesn't like that I won't play along, and he seems to actively despise me now. If I ever stand up for myself or my mom, he kicks me out of the house.

I have a stable job that I love, and a boss that I love equally so. Unfortunately, I don't get paid enough to rent any property in the area I live. I also cannot get a mortgage loan for another year, due to lack of employment history. This puts me in quite the pickle.

My mom and I could probably rent together, with joint income, but she is reluctant to leave. She is naïve, and thinks that my father loves her, despite the above. She also fears we will run out of money and we will have to go back to him.

In my opinion, the best course of action is: move out with mom --> divorce dad --> use alimony to help with finances--> put restraining orders on dad--> change name and live rest of life in relative freedom.

The first step cannot be accomplished with my mother being as reluctant as she is. She has been so submissive for so long, she believes that if we just ignore dad and what he does, we can live in peace. I cannot do this.

I am at a loss for what to do. Any input is appreciated.

>>3100854
I like you, that would be great! Already getting that comfy feel by thinking of cuddling up in front of the fireplace. Boy/bi/unsure aswell

>>3103419
gather evidence and go to the police?
although, if your mother doesn't want to leave him, there's not much you can do

>>3103421
I talked to her tonight about it. She wants to leave, too. Unfortunately, there's not that much evidence to gather. In my state (CA), abuse is only categorized as domestic violence, which must have direct evidence (pictures or eyewitness testimony) of physical injury. The only direct evidence of verbal abuse, which is not considered domestic abuse in adults (of which I am), is audio recording, which, unless I ask him to let me record his screaming at us, is both inadmissable in court AND could land me a felony, not to mention open me up to a lawsuit.

Sometimes it's really depressing being in the law profession. I can talk to a Sheriff about it, but they probably won't do anything, because a) it is a misdemeanor not conducted in their presence or b) there is no evidence to detain him. Even if they did, he would probably be released without hearing, due to point b, and then I have to face THAT.

I'm just going to apply to apartments and hope for the best. Maybe I can talk to some of my lawyer friends about it. Thanks for replying.

>>3103419
>>3103473
This is very serious stuff anon, but I don't think the help you need is from us. You should contact the social services, there's little we at 4chan can do for you.

>>3103475
Yeah. I guess I just wanted to vent, too. I'll talk to social services, though my county's branch is useless. Maybe I'll talk to the Sheriff too. I think I have enough to constitute verbal assault, at least a single count. But that's still a felony. It'll buy us time while we move and go through divorce.

Thanks anon.

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>Cis/f
>Demi/bi (leaning towards men. TMI: Was molested by women on multiple occasions as a child, and I'm still not over it enough to actively pursue women irl). Currently have a boyfriend.
>/vr/, /v/ is insufferable now unless the right thread shows up. I like /cm/ because the pictures are more romantic-based than /c/'s pinups. I like a bit of narrative and relation between characters since I have a bad time self-inserting without feeling like shit about myself to really enjoy single and POV stuff.
>Not enjoying home life, but staying with my grandmother as she cant afford her house without me and my aunt helping, even though I want to leave so goddamn badly I don't know what to do with myself. I could rant forever, but I feel super stuck and no one gets it. I just want to go live by myself up in a mountain. As much as I idealize and value the idea of relationships and being close to others, I've got so much spaghetti built up in my pockets to go all that far.

>>3103522
holy shit same,cis gir,bi,molestation by an older woman as a 5 years old here...I never bring it up because i repressed it and move on but i thought i was the only one.

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>>3103527
I'm glad you were able to move on from it. I don't know why or how I let myself do it, but I was a but better about it back in middle school and high school, but the reality of it has really bogged me down. It really does fuck with ya some nights/days, so, while I'm sickened it happened to someone else, I'm relieved you were able to move on from it.

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>>3099879
>gender
male
>sexuality
bi
>your favorite board
/o/ and 8/pol/
>why you browse /cm/
Why not?
I´m a small too young looking guy myself...

Also, as a mechanical engineering student, you won´t find a gitl where I live anyway, in my age group about 80% of the citizens are male.
Most of the girls here aren´t attractive any way...

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>>3099879
>gender
sad boy
>sexuality
p sure im gay... but super in the closet- like being in a straight relationship for over a year type of in the closet...
>favorite board
/r9k/, used to be /pol/ maybe a year or two ago.
>why you browse /cm/
For cute anime boys ofc

Im on a lot of valium rn so i hope that sounds cohernet.

>>3103620
>Valium

Whoa me too

>>3100523
I know a girl like you, and she's super cute

Also

>gender
Mail

>Sexuality
Straight

>Fave board
I lurk many boards, post on occasion, but the one I go to most is /v/ for the keks

>Baked Beans
This is literally the first time I've come to this board lmao. I'm board and will do anything to avoid typing this damn essay atm. I find the stuff on here to be cute despite not being at all interested in other men sexually irl. I really admire cute stuff and am, myself, a softy despite my height and size lol~

>>3103682
Also, feel free to AMA I guess since I'm new. some of you people seem wonderful and I wish the best.

>>3099879
>gender
sad boyu

>sexuality
I think I am gay or bi

>boards
/r9k/, maybe /pol/

browse /cm/ because of cute boys

like I am not shy actually. however i can't get in relationship (tried with girls when i was kid, no luck in stable one)

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>boy prey' young still
>gay/bi/lonely. Pretty fucking sure im gay tho
>been hiding the true "weak/gay and softy me" for years now (since i went to a new school)

I just wish i had someone who i could hug all day and just cuddle and fall asleep in front of the fireplace and i wanna change to who i really am, but im too much of a pussy.
Browsing /cm/ to feel better and comfy, also filling up a void of what i want to be. Looking at some of these images tears me up insade aswell as making me push on.
Also browse /b/, this place is way more lovely

(Sorry for bad englando, not my main language >.<)
If anyone wants to talk im here.

>>3099879
>gender
Female
>sexuality
Bisexual
>your favorite board, or why you browse /cm/
/vg/ or /tg/
I browse /cm/ for the cute boys and chill atmosphere.

I want to get back on my medication very badly, but I'm ashamed to admit to my doctor that I stopped taking them out of nowhere instead of asking to raise the dosage like a normal person.

>>3103823
What's your first language, anon?

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male. Bisexual. /mu because I like finding new music.
browse this board because I really want a relationship with a cute dude and this board helps me cope with the fact that it probably wont happen

>>3103077
misphrased myself. Meant, most het shit is badly written. Ain't have an issue w/ straight stuff by it's own merit ofc.

Dreiländereck anyone?

>>3103850
are you me

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>>3099879
>male
>gay
>/v/ but I come here because I like /cm/ animu and manga/manhua
>I dont know, most everyone that's into the gay shit I am is a girl, and that's cool but it's not the same.

>>3103823
>lonely
what do you mean by this?

by the way feeling same way.

So here we are again, good evening
>>3103838
My first language is dutch but i just straight up suck at formatting.
>>3103920
Glad someone is feeling the same way :>
Idk man, pretty sure im bi/gay, but maybe im just so hungry for this shit that it makes me fall in love/get attracted to both boys and girls aswell.
I dont even feel like hooking up or having sex that much, I'd like being the sort of puppy in a relationship way and way more.
Another thing that seems really awesome to me is wearing onesies, but in no way possible i can do that atm.
Hope im not too cringey for the folks on here

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Male, Bi, fellow /mu/tant as well as /wg/. (i dont have many pics saved, Link is the best i could find)
Naturally gravitated toward /cm/ because animu and love for cute bois, and the fact that this is one of the chillest, calmest boards on here. I think I've gotten tired of relationships with women at this point, and wish I could live a comfy urban life with a cute boi and cuddle and be happy and gay together. But the more i browse places like this and as time passes, the more i realize what a far cry that is. Also too pussy and antisocial/anxiety anyways so yeah.

However, I just wanna say reading through this thread and seeing some of the terrible shit many of you have gone through and also the tough times some are currently facing, I really wish the best for all of you and hope you all find peace in the future. rooting for you every step of the way.

>>3103823
>>3103920
lol, I feel like in this day and age 'lonely' is a perfectly valid sexuality

>>3103991
I love that shit and have for the longest time. Throughout my last relationship all I wanted was cuddling and hand holding. I mean we fucked but it was lame and I wasn't into it really. found myself just masturbating more often than not.

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>>3103993
This, I'd love and crave to be in a relationship like this, thinking of that kind of stuff just makes me feel at ease and warm inside.
Sometimes some of my friends say stuff like "Damn man, you are a real cutie" or "Looking really cute again" just to tease me, but secretly I love them saying that stuff and sometimes I just start blushing and look away with a silly grin.
Nothing more would make me happier, just letting out that person inside of me seems like the hardest thing to do and i'm afraid i will lose a lot of people who like the "not me".

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>>3103994
>friends saying you're cute
oh jeez that's adorable anon
hope you live somewhere that's accepting of gaydudes because I know if you tried that shit out in backwoods burgerland you'd be hanging from a tree before the cops could even look the other way.

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>>3103997
This is one of the things im quite worried and afraid about. I really adore most of the people surrounding me.
I'm also worried that some people that are quite close to me might get disturbed by knowing this, which is also a reason why i'm not writing big stories and such on here because some of them know im browsing 4chan :\

Im also quite scared to come out of the closet to some people and dont really want to be openly gay. I'd love to just hold hands etc in public but I'm afraid of being too open in public.

Already bought some nice new clothes and shoes that i love and are 'less manly and old me'. One thing that is really soothing is that i know my parents are really accepting when it comes to these things.

If anyone is interested and wants to have a chat go ahead and ama, ill be around for a little while.

>gender

Cis Male(?? I dunno tho ??)

>sexuality

Gay

>your favorite board, or why you browse /cm/

I just arrived here hahaha.

>spill your beans and talk with others

I pretty much crave a relationship and physical contact, I'm shit at showing my interest in person. I'm in Glasgow so options are limited for me, and I'm firing into a cutie whose down in London for Uni.

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>>3104000
digits
Luckily I had a go fuck yourself attitude because I have been living on my own since high school so I let my parents know I was into guys. Not everyone get's that lucky. I go about my day to day life as if there's nothing gay about me. Only a select few people know. The idea of doing overtly gay things in public strikes a fear in me that no god can. I definitely know where you're coming from there. Not that I wish for it to be any other way though. Do you?

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>>3104002
This is kind of how im feeling right now, only 1 person knows that im probably gay.
I totaly agree with what you are saying, imagining doing something really gay gives me a terrible chill all the way up my spine. I also agree with you on not wanting it any other way. Idk but seeing overly acting gay people in public makes me feel a little uncomfortable and gives me chilly/mixed up feels. Although when I see the 'calm/shy' gay people in public always puts a little smile on my face.

>>3104014
Hate to just talk from a personal perspective but that's all I have. Never had any gay friends that weren't sooper flamboyant and proud. Shit makes me feel out of place.
Why are you still on /b/? That place is like the welcome mat and first floor for newcomers that haven't found their niche/home board imo.

>>3104002
>>3104014
>mfw closeted bisexual
I hate it when people act overly gay as well.
I also hate it when people ask if I have a GF yet.

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>>3104015
forgot my image

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>>3104015
You are so right. Tbh I'm only browsing /b/ lately because of the sometimes funny YLYL threads and the occational feels thread.
I like browsing and chatting up on /cm/ a lot more since the people here are seem godsend angels if you compare them to the people on /b/.

>>3104016
Wow, that i forgot about this. I've always hated it ever since people started asking (for some reason its a normal and fun thing to do on birthdays in my family).
It always makes me really really nervous and anxious and makes me want to hide somewhere behind the couch for the rest of the day. It feels like someone has just exposed me. Also sometimes while me and my family are having dinner the subject of girlfriends and boyfriends comes across since i live in a family with 3 sisters. If that subject comes along i get suspiciously silent to the point where it starts to draw the attention to me because im so silent. When that happens i can already feel the pressure building up inside of me.
One thing that really helped me with this was that everytime my mom or one of my sister asks this they also ask "Or do you have a boyfriend, thats also a possibility" and my sister backed it up with telling me she would find it adorable if someone in our family, like my nephew, was gay.

Sorry, i absolutely suck at formatting and it is taking me ages to type a normal story

>>3104020
Since I moved out they don´t ask that often anymore.
I use beeing a mechnical engineering student living in a city full of mechanical engineering Students as a excuse.
We only have 12% women here, so it isn´t unusual to stay a virgin for a long time...

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>>3104022
Ah well, thats a nice way to cover it up i guess. I cant really use stuff like that since I'm still living with my family and can't really move out. It is just like im facing really tough choices and insecurities. On the one hand I really want to be myself, and open up. But it is just that it feels like there is a lot of weight on me. My mom, dad and sisters say I'm the eye-apple of our family and for my grandma and pa.
This is only making me feel more pressured to not let the people down that like me right now.
I dont want to lose the lovely reactions that i get when i meet my friends and family, or when i visit my grandma and grandpa. This stuff really gets on my mind and makes me feel weird and down.

If someone has some feels anime/movie recommendations please go ahead. Getting the feel to put on my pyjamas and binge on some feels anime or film.

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>>3104026
I think if you're the best you that you can be your family will be happy. Everyone has an opinion but it's not their experience to partake in.
I watched YOI with some friends of mine and we had to break out the tissues at one or two points because we are lil emotional bitches apparently. But it's super mainstream at this point and everyone either loves or hates it. Definitely not a masterpiece in writing but it's the first anime that got me to save almost 1000 images/webms.

>>3104000
What kind of clothes have you been getting? "Less many" clothes sounds like what I need right now but I don't want to go full crossdressing

>>3104026
Wich country are you from?

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>>3104034
"less manly" these days is literally just having a style and looking after yourself in a way that's not tshirt and jeans or sterotypical of a straight alpha male complete with a set of poorly fitting realtree camo or generic sport's team shit.

>>3104033
Thank you for the kind words!
Ill definitely look Yuri on ice up. Is No.6 a nice anime to watch aswell? I really like the anime that make me tear up really hard and cry like a little girl.

>>3104034
>>3104036
I think this Anon is right in one way with developing a style somewhat of your own.
But what i mean with less manly are some (which i find) cute sweaters, some nice T-shirts, a little more colorful style and some happysocks to top that off. Also bought a few new trousers, a waistband and 2 new pairs of shoes, like the non hipster kind of sneakers and a pair of blue and red Vans, which i can pair with some anckle socks from happysocks.

>>3104035
I am from The Netherlands, and more specific a place where gay people aren't really that common/used to live.

Thanks for you all chatting up in here btw, it's awesome!

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>>3104037
Forgot my lil image

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>>3104036
I usually wear Jeans and a sweater with sneakers.
When I´m driving my Moped (wich looks like small 1970s Motorcycle) I wear a protective jacket with a relatively small waist.

Should I change something?
>>3104037
>Netherland
Goodendag!
I am from germany, but moved to the Netherlands.

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>>3104037
>>3104039
I also live in the Netherlands! Surprises me to see other dutch people here, cozy yay

>>3104040
I am not realy dutch, I don´t even speak the language (I understand it though) and live only meters from the german border...

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>>3104039
Only change your style if you want to anon.
I only know what works for me.
Though usually just through behavior and mannerisms I can tell if someone might be leaning towards homo.

>>3104045
I´m not good at these things.
I am the guy that has only 3 Jeans...

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>>3104037
>Is No.6 a nice anime to watch aswell?
I've never seen it. I've been buried in manga recently. Have to get my fill of trap love interest/MC interaction now that YOI is finished with S1 and I'm scared to pick up another anime for fear of being disappointed that it isn't as good.
>>3104043
I'm probably going to Germany for schooling for a long while. What's the gay scene like over there? I could probably pass for extremely shy hetero but if they catch me on grindr or some shit I'll be found out real quick and I don't want to spend my time having to fight retards when I cant own a handgun like here in the states. That's my only concern really. Not a new culture, or native language. Just making sure I don't get my ass beat.
>>3104049
I think I have 6? I just found pictures of styles I liked, thought about my own build/facial shape/personality and took things from there. I mostly shop at thrift stores and outlet malls. There may be trial and error involved and you may buy some things you think look good on you but you later hate, as long as you're not spending $80 a pair and $75 a shirt you should be ok. Also your style will evolve over time as you pick up new interests and pieces. What's most important is that you feel confident in what you're wearing. Because being confident changes how you hold yourself and interact with others. :3c

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>>3104039
>>3104040
>>3104043
Damn, nice to see that there are more people like this living that close! :x

>>3104039
>>3104045
Just wear whatever makes you feel at ease wearing it. Like i said >>3104037 these clothes are what make me happy and feel comfy in. Try different things that you like and mix it up a little! I'd say try something that has some nice colours in it and isnt the super mainstream stuff, as for shoes pick whatever you like and matching clothes will come. If you dont really know where to start i'd say start with the small things like socks or underwear. Just dont wear anything that makes you feel weird or extraordinary in it.
Something small like a cool pair of socks or a nice sweater/shirt can already make you feel a lot more at ease. Hope it helps :>
I can also reccomend more stuff that i like if you want. :#

>>3104050
>What's the gay scene like over there?
I have no clue, since I am just a closeted bisexual.
But even in the right wing AFD there is a lesbian women at the top.
> I cant own a handgun like here in the states.
You can, but you can´t carry.
Crossbows and Muskets are unregulated.
Pepperspray or oven cleaner or blank or gas guns are the weapons of choice here.

>>3104052
I realy would like some reccomendations, since I am not good at that.
But it shouldn´t scream gay all over the place and be ok to wear on a moped.

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>>3104054
Cool, I just didn't know what public perception was like. In some areas here I have to be like "yeah I love fuckin chicks dude" just to get people to shut the fuck up and switch topics.

Shame, my state allows concealed carry without a permit as long as you're legally allowed to own a handgun. No issues of constant shootings or mass murders either. Not sure what it is but maybe it's because there's nothing out here and not too many people in the state.

>>3104055
>he rides a moped
that's cute

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>>3104055
1 second let me open photoshop real quick :)
Its can't give big recomends because im not familiar with any other body types other than my own, so ill just throw in some smaller scope thingys real quick

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>>3104052
I'm not that anon but since I live in the Netherlands as well I'm curious where you get your clothes from if you don't mind sharing your secrets

>>3104050
>>3104056
I forgot to add that there are huge regional differences in germany.
If you don´t go in big citys, you won´t have troubble with muslim migrants.

>my state allows concealed carry without a permit as long as you're legally allowed to own a handgun
Sadly this isn´t allowed in germany and all major partys except for the AFD want to make laws even more strickt.

>>he rides a moped
>that's cute
It is not a scooter type of moped.
Pic:
>>3104039

They are cheap on gas and inshureance, while beeing fast in the city....

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>>3104060
>trouble with muslim migrants
they can suck my ass
I dont fuck with them and they dont fuck with me. That's the tolerance I want.
Sad because I would like to go to some of the larger cities and experience another culture's city life. The bonus being I don't have to drive everywhere like where I live currently.

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Male
Bi, as in I get aroused by women but can never imagine living with one as a partner
/pol/, /ck/, /k/ regularly, /diy/ and /tg/ less of lately. And /cm/ ofc, lovely board, looking at cute young men shows me something I always deeply wanted and never could have. I have to admit I browse a number of specific threads, like those about yuri on ice or voleyball boys. It's just a shame it's such a slow board.

As a rather cold and rational thinking man I've only quite recently realised that the crushing pressure I feel is loneliness. I am alone my entire life, only once finding a true friend, who doesn't even live where I do, but with this loneliness I always could cope. But lack of warmth, someone to take care of, someone who could at least a bit care about me... it takes it's toll after some time. Also the knowledge that I could never find that person, terrible stuff. After I finish my university education I hope to move out abroad, start life anew, and hopefully find "that" person, if ever. But I will endure even if I don't. To all people who have problems here, endure. Believe it or not, that is the most important thing. As this has turned into a venting thread I have absolutely no shame and also vent. Quite amazingly, during my life I have been also told that I give very good advice, perhaps due to my way of thinking. Ask me anything, I aim to help or at least converse.

pic related is the best bl I ever read and it really made me realise what do I feel. Such an absurd thing though, that some comic can do that! Can absolutely recommend it to anyone here.

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>>3104058
>>3104055

Ofc I dont mind :)
I mostly just slowly walk around all the stores in the area with my milkshake banana and see what is nice, but for the most common thing that i like:
>C&A
For the not that expensive, and normal trousers and jeans. Really like this store because they have a lot of different kinds of things
>J&J
I like to buy my simple and good looking sweatshirts from here, can be quite expensive but i love wearing a nice sweater.
>Socks
I like to wear socks and underwear from happysocks :3
>Moar underwear
Really like the underwear from The Sting, stangata in particular. They are also really comfy
>The W.E.
Like the clothes they have there too