al/ck/oholic general Choking down bottom shelf liquor edition

>>8786803
woke up mildly sober, have shit to do (that can be put off)
Just took a shot of a 13 dollar 1.75 bottle of vodka.

I dont think shits getting done today.

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>bottom shelf liquor

post listenings

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ADIkLh5Wr3o

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I woke up today and I guess when I blacked ou last night I ordered a pizza. I ordered one with tomato, olives and anchovies. Thats right I blacked out and ordered the meme pizza. I need to spend less time on 4chan

>>8786865
oh man, could you not post that pic anymore? i get a little naseous just looking at it. and ive never drank that swill. but you just know it tastes like diesel fuel smells.

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>>8786865
it looks like antifreeze what are you doing with your life anon

You're not a true alcoholic until it's Christmas Eve and, with all the stores shut, your usual supply depleted, you resort to drinking neat Angostura because you've noticed they're 90 proof.

>>8786893
>>8786899
$3.65

>last night went to bed with a buzz
>dreamed I was drinking
>woke up and I was

Started opening beers like an hour after I got up today.

>>8786865
Looks like something I'd drink. Where can I buy one?

so taking antibiotics 5 times a day(shit teeth, finaly went to the dentist)

doctor said no alch, any really really bad side effects, i dont plan on getting totaly hammered but still

>>8787082

only very specific antibiotics will make you sick if you drink - I assume you are on common ones for some throat or chest infection. booze does stop them from working though.

Last month I went on a longer drinking binge than usual, and now I cant even drink a six pack without getting horribly sick the next morning. Have I done permanent damage to myself? tbqh drinking isn't even worth it anymore if this is the new normal.

recommend me a beer cocktail lads

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>>8786865
>>8786910
>blended & packaged in Sierra Leone

>>8786900
OH SHIT IVE BEE THERE SON

it sucked

>>8786803
Anyone here who used to daily drink, say a 6 or 12 pack and successfully cut back to once a week or less?

Everytime I quit for a spell and try to go back I get into the daily drinking habit again. It would be nice to unwind once in a while. So is it possible to be an occasional drinker or should I just stay dry?

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>>8786803
I came here to post this

>>8786889
Hope it was with a nice mug vodka.

>>8787731
I drank 3/4 of a bottle of vodka. Still trying to piece together what i did last night.

welp i officially had shaky hands for the first time this morning after drinking pretty heavy for the past 4 years

is it time to throw in the towel?

>>8787707
That's what I do, and I'm not tempted to go back daily. I drink once a week to maintain the few social relations I still have.

However Ive noticed that drinking as much gin I used to is not satisfying. But if I drink only à few glasses of wine, like 7 or 8, I'll have a pleasant buzz.

I'm the guy who posted earlier and who feels half retarded since soberish.

>>8787849
You should try to quit now, otherwise this will become nightmarish

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Lost my job last week, on to whiskey again this week. fucking kill me

>>8787903
What movie is this?

>>8787707
Most peeps just can't moderate.

>>8787912
Looks like blazing saddles

>>8787912
Blazing Saddles my dude

I keep puking up every time I drink this vodka. I've tried mixing it with sprite and i still puke it up! I just want to be drunk.

>>8787997
Eyeball it.

Kill me

>>8786965
Dreams do come true.

I'm more and more depressed.

Im not suicidal, but for the 1st time in my life I had this idea: I would welcome with joy a comet destroying earth. This is pathetic.

drinking antibiotics, should i skip drinking while im drinking them ?

>>8787871
So you drink about a bottle of wine per week or do you get totally shitfaced on that one day?

>>8788208
Depends on which ABx. It won't make them ineffective but certain ones, in conjunction with alcohol, will give you all the nausea with none of the fun.

>>8787707
I used to get shitfaced 4 or 5 nights a week from the age of 20 to abot 32, i've cut back to once every two or three weeks wherein i will drink way more than i ever used to on a single night such as a fifth of vodka and 8 or 9 beers until i blackout, which hasn't happened since i was in my early 20's. I enjoy drinking alot more like this, you actually enjoy your buzz when you get it, and you aren't hungover all day at work feeling like a hot pile of dog turds constantly.

>>8788257
yeah, pills say metronidazole and everything on google iv read say dont fucking do it, guess il wait one more week, fuck my life

Holy fuck is this what I'm like when I'm drunk?

My friend drank a litre of whiskey and I'm skyping with him. He keeps forgetting what we're talking about and generally just being an asshole. "Just shut the fuck up" and then he forgets he was being mean to me and acts like everything is okay. I'm pretty sure he's blacked out. I black out every night so I wonder if everyone gets like this.

>>8788267
Yeah, metronidazole and alcohol isn't worth it unless you're so physically dependant that you're going to die if you don't have a drink. Save the booze for next week, it's not even a tradeoff, you'll be vomiting and peeling your own skin off before you even get a buzz.

>>8788263
I think this is actually worse for your health

>>8788289
It is, a regular binge will toast your liver in the long term.

>>8788273
It's probably very likely.
It's part of why I don't let myself buy large bottles of alcohol anymore, and if I do I make a mark with a sharpie on it that's my "cutoff point" so no matter how drunk I am, I just keep looking at that to decide whether or not I can have more.

>>8787646
if you've got rum and/or brandy on hand you can make rattle-skull

it's just 3-4 oz of the hard stuff into a pint of dark beer with lime juice and some nutmeg if you've got it

have fun

>>8788279
thx breh

>>8788312
No problem. Nothing's worse than wasting a drink that could be enjoyed later.

Anyone else getting really fat? I lost a bunch of weight not too long ago and its creeping back.

>>8786803
I got a couple of mangos and I want to make a bomb alcoholic smoothie. What do I do with them. I have 2 mangos, a bottle of bacardi superior, and some jack daniels. Orange just too.

>>8788346
>>8788346
I'm 225. a couple years ago I was 140. I'm fat AF.

>>8788223
Either a fifth of gin or a few glasses of wine.

>>8788223
More like half a fifth actually

Senpai

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>>8786803
I'm drinking supermarket vodka.
It tastes horrible, really bad. After a while it doesn't matter.
It's £13 for a litre.
I've got some fresh soup (carrot and coriander) to eat with bread. I'll probably just pass out.
Or my liver will pack in.
My cat's alright though.

>>8788370
That cat is judging you with his eyes. Cats really do not respect drunk people

>>8788351
Shit... I went from 225 to 145, and now I'm 155... not long til I'm back up there

>>8788351
All booze? What's your diet like (including booze)?

>>8788388
Schizophrenic meds. They cause a metabolic syndrome. I eat twice a day if that. Usually I just have dinner. I drink a bottle of vodka per day.

>>8788273
>>8788295
Just drink alone.

>>8786889
Lol that sounds like something I would do.

>>8788047
I've had this idea too, anon. This specific one, actually--the world-ending comet. Wonder how common that is among miserable people?

If it makes you feel any better, you CAN quit and get better. I'm going on three months sober now. It does suck at times. Because of anhedonia (sp?), you won't have much fun for a while, but the rest and the peacefulness alone are worth it. Food becomes a lot more enjoyable too, especially sweets. Anyway, good luck.

>>8788370
>>8788380
Yeah, that cat definitely does not approve.

Im turning 21 next week. Any advice to not turn up like you guys?

I'm 22 and an alcoholic. Been drinking since about age 18. Used to drink a handle of vodka in about 5 days, I did that for maybe 3 years.

My liver hurts after I drink but I drink a little less now. Maybe 4 or 5 days a week and equivilent about 6-12 beers

>>8787646
Clamato and Bud

>>8788719
the best cure for a hangover is more alcohol. Don't do that, you'll just end up on a binge

>>8788908
This. This is your downfall.

It might be hard at first to keep drinking, you might puke a few times but once your stomach is empty it should be okay. But don't do that.

>>8788370
Well at least your cat will have something to eat.

>>8788370
Is it hard to raise a kitten? I want one. Should I get an older cat? I want a cuddly one.

>>8788719

Start with heroin, that way you won't be tempted by alcohol

>>8788719
"normal levels of drinking" is highly contextual

it's easy to fall into a crowd that drinks to excess and think it's "normal" because that's the group you socialize with

if you're genetically disposed to alcoholism, this is very bad. for some members of the group it's just a phase and they snap out of it quickly when it's time to grow up. for others, it's game over

>>8788719

If you have troubles seek medical help instead of drinking.

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>>8786803
drinking stout out of a little 7 oz glass, I seem to drink a lot quicker and get drunk quick when I use a little glass. I can fill it...take 2 gulps, fill it again...another two gulps until i've gone through a 6 pack in 20 minutes. It's not intentional it just happens.

Anyone here seen any good movies lately? I need something to watch while I drink as much of this goon bag as I can.

>>8788956
They need to to be home all day. I mean you can try leaving it, but I'd put it in a cage with all the foods and water

>>8789026
I like troma/ Nic Cage flicks while drinking but Jackie Chan shit is nice too. Twin dragons or any of the shit before he became "legit" really.

>>8789026
leaving las vegas is my favorite documentary

>>8789026
What's a goon bag? Boxed wine?

>>8789026
Touch of Evil is a good movie to watch drunk even if you don't like old black and white movies.

>>8789071
are you drunk... bumwine/goonbag/etc

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>>8789057
Fuck yeah I haven't watched any kung fu in ages. I've got Drunken Master and Enter the Dragon downloading now, and Kung Pow as a joke for when I'm completely toasted.

>>8789071
Yee

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>>8789112
Good taste anon. Bruce lee's facial expression when he fucks people up in enter the dragon is amazing. Hope you won't be too hungover tomorrow.

Im only happy when Im drinking.......Its the only time when I feel alive....All other times I feel like an empty robot....And now Im lonely....

>>8788349
Dice the mangos and then freeze them. Add a quarter alcohol or close to half if you can handle the taste, and then 3 fourths pj, and then the mangos.

If you do not freeze the fruit, it will taste warm and like stingy mango. Frozen fruit is crucial for smoothies.

Enjoy!

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>>8789112
Kung Pow! is love, Kung Pow! is life.
>>8789150
Me too.

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So after 8 years of hardcore drinking...
I wanna ask a question for all you.
Does it hurt?
Not physically, but mentally.
I'm hurt, I think we all hurt.
But today...
Long story short, I'm almost 28, parents fucked me over.
Like I'm border edge Alcoholics Anonymous.
Last thing I wanna do is seek help.
I dunno.
How you guys evade help?

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>>8789150
>>8789167

Many such cases. Sad!

>>8789162
Also, use the bacardi, not the jack. Clear colored liquors are best for smoothies.

>>8789169
Do you consume anything else?

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Why is life so depressing holy shit. I can only feel happy when Im chugging alcohol. All other times my life is an endless pit of despair. And even when Im drunk I want to experience more of what other people do. I want to go out and be surprised, just for one night. I want to take part in the fun. And yet I am always on the outside looking in.

>>8788956
Cats are very independent creatures to an extent. They will beg you for food when they're hungry (make sure you feed them breakfast and dinner). And will be mad if you dont change their litter box. But they will do their own thing for most of the day. They will always appreciate the cuddles and rubs but may act off-putish because sometimes cats just want to be left alone and that's just what you have to do.

Do not listen to the other retard anon that says put the cat in a cage. NEVER put a cat in a cage. It will go crazy.

Cats are dope. Get one! Very easy to take care of.

>>8789169
It hurts everyday. I'm 32. The things that hurt never go away. I can drink to blackout and they're there, the next day. I spent two years going to AA, currently sign up for a rehab program I'll never go to. Drunk as fuck. Trying to escape. I don't know man. I'll never get the things back that I lost. I'll probably die this way.

>>8789201
He asked about a kitten you dolt.

>>8789209
>>8789169
>>8789200
you could try getting off the shit with downers for a while, it's what hardcore alkies get anyway. Or, I don't know, maybe get a kitten.

>>8789236
pee up a rope

>>8789261
Why would I? I'm not the pathetic drunk here. These sad fucks are killing themselves anyway, they might as well take the easy road, and since they seemed to be asking for the painless way, I told them. Faggot.

>>8788956
definitely adopt an older cat anon, i can see the appeal in wanting to raise a kitten but an older cat will love you just as much - plus, since everyone wants kittens, older cats at shelters tend to miss out on adoption which is sad

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>>8789275
you're talking to me, man.

20 years old and I have never had a drop of alcohol because I might easily develop an addiction

>>8789363
drink

>>8789371
That is exactly what I have been avoiding

why is the alcoholic general on ck? shouldn't it be on soc or r9k or something? just seems a bit off since it's not really cooking

>>8789348
I'm sorry, I wasn't aware of that. In that case I recommend 100mg of intravenous fentanyl.

>>8789374
drink

>>8789376
It is food.

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>>8789382
did your mom die or alcohol or something, come on babby

>>8789376
Well, technically I guess some people drink alcohol for the taste, al-though they're clearly in the minority on here. Should have a /drug/ board for such things imo, but there's always 420chan.

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>>8789376
it has cals, it's a food.

>>8789363
Don't listen to
>>8789371
>>8789383
Psychedelics are superior in almost every aspect.

>>8789393
>>8789391
>>8789384
alright alright. my dad's ma died from asphyxiation when she got too drunk one night, and his brother died from a hole in his liver from the alcohol, and my dad's a massive boozer too should i pick it up?

>>8789169
>So after 8 years of hardcore drinking...
I drank for 9 years and recently found out my liver function is not enough to keep me alive. I'm ineligible for the liver transplant list until 2 years after quitting drinking. So I'm now taking $2600/month worth of medicines that do a half ass job of removing ammonia and ketone from my blood.

It really sux guys... It feels just like that feels you get at the end of a bender where youre too sick to drink any more. It's a an ordeal trying to eat, and the toxin build-up has given me a mild brain swelling/hepatic encephalopathy. I constantly forget what I'm saying mid sentence, it takes me 3x as long to do just about anything. It's identical to losing your train of thought on lsd if you've done that.

I never was afraid of dying, but I didn't know there was such a thing as this half-dead state of being or I would have quit sooner.

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>>8789387
No, but few family members, more or less directly. I assume your mom drank during her pregnancy?

>>8789401
Exactly how much were you drinking

>>8789400
The answer to that almost universally is no, there is nothing wrong with having a beer or drink in a social setting, but due to it's cheapness and availability it really is one of the worst addictions you could catch. Also, checked.

>>8789401
I feel bad for you, anon. I hate the feeling of being crippled by a habit, which is why I try to alternate between substances a lot.

>>8789411
>Exactly how much were you drinking
First year was 6 x 16oz cans of lager, then over the next 6 years I worked my way up from 1 pint to 2 pints of vodka, and sometimes 3 pints a day on the weekend since I could start earlier in the day. The last 2 years I drank 2-3 40oz steel reserve.

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this general's a bit grimmer than i expected, thought you'd be talking about your favorite drinks. is there anything i can do to cheer you guys up?

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>>8789452
>tfw at a pint of vodka a day

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i want to help too

>>8789452
Damn how is that even humanly possible
>>8789455
Al/ck/ie generals are usually pretty grim. I guess you could buy a round, that should lighten the mood. Also, checked.

>>8789452
It was about 2 years ago my Dr. told me I was right on the borderline of the "point of no return" live function, or possibly over it. With my brain being pickled daily I got the bright idea that switching to beer would be OK.

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>>8789455
There's usually al/ck, a beer thread and sometimes one about drinks.

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>>8789465
i don't have the ability to buy a round but here, have 1(one) anime

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>>8789475
why thank you

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5am here, all shops shut. Less than half a bottle of Bourbon left. Panicing desu

>>8786865
Please don't hurt yourself with that anon

>>8789492
My poor bro, where do you live where there is no 24 hr liquor store?

>>8789514
the english countryside, there is an alcohol delivery service but I think they stop at about 3am, and the shops shut early on sunday because of some religious hangover

>>8789465
>Damn how is that even humanly possible
Pints are tiny after you get used to them. It took about 4 chugs to finish one and I'd have that finished within an hour after work. Buzz would start about then and over the next couple hours I would do smaller shots. Weekends same thing, except I would start early in the morning and was able to finish three pints by evening. What was weird is I would stay dronk for another 8 hours after that. It was the lame kind of drunk though, only difference between that and 2 pints was I completely lost my balance and slurred my speech, but it just didn't feel right being done drinking at 5pm because is hit my 2pt quota.

Since this is /ck/, I have a recipe. Take a big old shot of Jager and chase it with Nestea, the kind that comes in a can. One of my favorite tastes in the world.

>>8789109
No I live in the southeast US and have never heard that. Buddy of mine drinks box wine all the time too

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>>8789455
>thread full of people addicted to a depressant
>surprised when it's depressing

>>8786803
>general

Just started.

Here's some tunes to whistle to on a lonely night
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QoikcECHqM

Been sober for a week. I usually have a handle on my drinking and only drink 2 times a week on weekend nights except sunday but last week I was drunk from thursday to monday day and night. Shit happens, whatever, but I decided that I needed to take a break completely for at least a couple of weeks.
Hasn't been too bad, waking up without a hangover and being able to sleep in is great, just been getting really comfy these last 3 nights playing a lot of vidya and watching a lot of movies. I actually got way back into like 3 games I used to love so thats nice

>>8787646

diesel
8oz beer 4oz coke
idk the germans like it

>>8788719
Smoke weed instead. No hangover, and you'll sleep like a baby.

t. former weekend binge drinker

>>8789907
not him but thats how I've been stopping myself from drinking on the weekends.
been eatin so much tho, holy shit, its a good thing I eat relatively healthy on the weekdays

>>8788370

>please stop drinking anon

>>8789852
>general

>>8786803
When I arrived in Euston, I was little more than a child
And I didn't know then that the dives and the dens would be so vulgar and wicked and wild
Mama always told me, the city ladies were bawdy and bold
And so I searched night and day to catch a kiss from a lady,
But all that I caught was a cold

Ever since I was knee-high, I thought the city was paved with gold
But I've seen so many losers and down-and-out boozers who were tired of being bought and sold

>>8789475
Sauce

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Alcky logic

>Wake up Sunday and have booze left
>It's better if I drink it in the morning
>That way I will sober up faster
>And since I won't drink for another 2-3 days ( hopefully )
>That means that I will stay sober longer
>Than if I drink Sunday evening

dying, ladies n' gents. can feel it coming. blood everywhere. flesh coming off in chunks.shaking like mad and can't see properly. i'm finished.
wish i could have met 1 or 2 of you before this happened. these threads have really helped me.
night all.

Ugh... 5 am and I'm not going to sleep today. 1st sober attempt in a month. At least my body temperature appears to have gone back to normal. Might try to drink 1 beer to see if that puts me out. Will probably just drink until noon and pass out.

>>8790372
I know that it isn't fun, but you can go a few days with barley any sleep, it's more of a problem if you have a job.

And just having that "one" is usually not that good of an idea for people like "us". But if you have just one at home than it might work, but not if you have more.

>>8789452
>>8789524
Are we talking actual pints here?

omfg help, i haven't cum for like a week, and the testosterone is fucking killing me. i just want it gone, but i cannot find the energy to fap. every time i go to the shop to get booze i hit on every girl i see, but i'm conscious of how creepy it makes me appear.
fuck, i'm not even horny, i just want this stupid energy to fuck off. my dick won't stop fucking tormenting me with its retarded hormones. fuck OFF for fuck's SAKE.

i feel like complete shit

alcohol is so fucking comfyyyyyyy

helo frens

>>8790516
Just get some fag from Craigslist to come blow you.

>>8790548
can't into gay. nothing against gay ppl, but makes me feel kinda sick.
i buy booze three times a day on average. walk past at least 2 tasty grils each time. hit on them ALL. am 6fy2 and grils seem to like me. i'll get a bj soon. that'll do me for a week or two. just gotta suffer until then.

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Every day I wake up and consider killing myself

Then I don't

Just to much of a coward

>feeling super weak and can barely walk in my room
>want to walk to store to get more alcohol

wish me luck guys

>>8790617
>can barely walk

u ok breh?

>>8790618

no i feel really fuckign shit right now
and its the weakness, sometimes happens, probably dehydration related
>live on 7th floor
>had to take stairs

had to take a break every few steps, fuck, at least i got some

>>8787088
Mix might destroy his liver.

>>8786803
Who else \9:30a.m.beer\ here? It's Sunday and I've only been drinking at night recently, so I figured I'd reward myself. The SamAdams cherry wheat ale is nice.

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>have shitty hangover from strong beer bender
>remember that somebody told me unsalted baked potatoes is a GOAT hangover cure
>try it
>headache is gone

>>8791105
Coconut water is the magic cure
Gots dose electrolytes in it

>>8791109

I Think that's the idea behind potato as well, they're loaded with potassium and people who get shitfaced and then eat a bunch of grubby comfort food with 500% of their salt intake end up with a sodium/potassium imbalance since alcohol also makes you piss out your electrolytes

>>8788047
>>8788680
Don't worry, my brothers. We will all be devoured by nuclear hellfire soon enough.

>>8791123
Potassium is the shit
That's why I drink the coconut water
High K

Not even Gatoraid has potassium in it

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this shit is liquid ruin

>>8791228
Where in the world can you buy those?

>>8791228
in the UK my local corner shop does them 4 for a fiver

>>8790529
>>8790537
This is sad

The alcoholism documentary might be Louis Theroux's most depsressing, and thats saying something

Hitlet did the correct thing with drunkards. No youre not "alcoholics" aka SJW snowflake term.

Hitler put you degerate wastes of flith into camps so you could concentrate better on getting sober and stop being losers.

>>8791276
>Hitlet
Manlet Hitler?

>>8791276
t. Ubermensch on a chinese cartoon forum

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>>8789401
This is my biggest fear by far, death doesn't bother me in the least. But being sick and not being able to escape it terrifies me. And the worst part is that I recognize my drinking patterns in yours, it's not as bad but it's not good.

>>8788257
Some will destroy your liver with alcohol.

>>8788346
My weight stays at steady 85kg, but last year I lost 5kg in 3 weeks only because I stopped drinking for a short while.

I'm getting my wisdom tooth out tomorrow. Doc said I can't drink for 3 days after because of the pain meds.

What the fuck do I do?

>>8791422
Enjoy the pain meds and play video games

>>8791422
Fuck that, take your pain killers and do a few shots. Thank me later.

>>8790208
Sayonara Anon. We'll meet on the other side.

>>8791276
>concentrate better
Kek

>>8790516
How old are you?

>>8790651
Get a cane or a walking stick. It helps.

>>8791422
Dude try your meds first. If you are getting anything stronger where you shouldnt be drinking you will probably enjoy them without. But if you want to drink, dont take them, or just take less. I didnt get anything apart from Paracetamol and survived.

>>8788370
13gbp for a litre of cheap vodka? I thought you have cheep booze in tesco.

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>>8791228
lol. my man.

>>8789907
This, I used to drink a lot when I was depressed/anxious and it never helped but weed did

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My mom just talked to me for two hours about divorcing my dad after 25 years.
She knows how bad my drinking is, so she wants me to come with her.
I don't know how to feel.
I wanna cry, but I also just wanna drain the emotion with drinking.
I spent another two hours spending time with her.
I don't wanna leave, but I want my mom to be happy.
She's the world to me, but I want to continue drinking.
I dunno what to do.

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>>8789401
Fuck...
I'm the 8 years in guy, man.
I'm scared I'm on my way there.
I hurt all the time, heart feels like it's pinched, and I'm always worried I'm gonna have a heart attack.
I have the shakes, I belch all the time which burns my entire chest, and my hair is slowing falling out.
I can't stop drinking, and I'm ready to lose my life in my 30s, but I don't wanna end up in your situation.

>>8792052
drink. It's not your fault. Just deal with it and go.

>>8792103
jesus this is me every two weeks, remember that you can have a seizure too.

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>>8792133
>drinking is "dealing with it"

that's how you know you went too far

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>>8792152
no

whats up al/ck/ies

about to start with a couple beers here

>>8792198

woah man dont get too crazy

>>8792200
a 1000 mile journey starts with a single step

>>8792215
If you don't wake up wondering what happened and you go on a journey and slowly process the previous night, you're not a real man.

>>8792219

Real men don't care how others define them.

I've started doing this thing:
>Get drunk
>Not drunk enough to really feel the self hate
>Drive to grocery store
>Steal calorie-dense items like cakes or whatever
>Scarf them down in parking lot
>Drive somewhere else (last night it was my department building at the Uni)
>Purge

I have done this the past three days. I need to stop... my intestines feel terrible.

>>8792261
Damn, you have a food addiction too.
I make it a thing to never drink and drive.
Though I did have to make a run to Best Buy yesterday.
I feel bad, I don't wanna hurt anyone, but I needed to go buy a controller to watch a movie.

>>8792261
I used to do this when I was off my anti dep pils. I used to get sky high and walk to taco bell, get a shit ton of food and scarf it down then purge. Felt good after

>>8792261
please avoid drinking and driving, that shit will land you in jail, or even dead. Drink all you want at home, but dont ever drive.

>>8792272
Yeah... shit has been ugly this weekend. The drinking and driving needs to stop, but hey - so does the desire to hurt myself.

>>8792282
I've been told I should go on medication. Does it really help? I was on anti-anxiety pills for a while in high school, but it just made me feel like a zombie. If I were to be put on medication, it would be mood stabilizers. I declined because I don't want to lose my manic episodes.

>>8792261
this >>8792283

I don't mean to sound like some reddit faggot here, but try to at least prepare for this shit ahead of time if you can. Your self destructive behavior stems from your self hatred. Don't bring down other people with you.

>>8790206
Yes.

Also:

>Better drink all this booze right now so I can get back on (or is it off?) the wagon as soon as possible.

>>8792261
this >>8792318

I don't mean stop drinking, but at least plan ahead.
You should never put yourself in danger of hurting an innocent person.
What if you accidently killed a poor child's mother?
Could you live with yourself if that ever happened?
I know I couldn't.

Who here has emotionally-detached parents?

>>8792261
holy shit this is bad news

>>8791573

It only happens when I'm hangover sometimes, sometimes not, it's not an every day thing

> I'm not stealing things and eating them
I> lost my job last week from drinking
>Started drinking again this week

what the fuck

>>8792697
You're drunk, Anon.

>>8789376
the line cooks and service workers who visit this board occasionally are all al/ck/ies

do you guys get drunk and watch chaturbate girls?

>>8792245
>>8792219
>>8792215
>>8792200
>>8792198
Reading thread from bottom up and this was an intriguing exchange. Didn't start the way I thought it must have.

I'm winding down with a beer mysef. Had some vodka earlier then took a drunk nap.

>>8786865
At least pour it into an old crown royal bottle or something.

>>8789852
That's pretty much the exact situation I'm in now. Drank a steel reserve that i had hidden in my closet last night which gave me a slight buzz, and now im gonna take a few weeks off completely and enjoy not having a hangover and being able to sleep and work on my raspberry pi and enjoy the boring comfyness of sobriety as opposed to the mental stress of drinking to excess.

>>8793687
what are you doing with your raspberry pi anon?

>>8792521
Doesn't stop you from getting a stick for when you're feeling weak. They're made for that you know, it can stay in a closet when you don't use it.

>that comfortable vague unfeeling numbness that sets in after 5-6 drinks

lads,........lovely

Spent a whole week sober in anticipation of going out with friends. Everyone cancelled. Time to get trashed by myself. Such is life.

6 years since she gave up on me, still only want her. legit looking for ropes on ebay.

I think she's going to break up with me. I want to die.

>>8786803
375ml every other night for 3 years, 375 a night or more for past 6 months.

Been sober for a week. You can do it niggers. Quit before youre in above your heads

>>8794205
Hmm nah I'll probably just keep on killing myself slowly.

Liver pain got a lot worse today for some reason, it's sharp, hurts kinda bad. Still havent gone to the doctor

What do?

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>>8786886
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KOXd7bzFL0Q

>>8794221
drink more

yo

i am drunk

:)

>>8789229
Kittens are very independent creatures to an extent. They will beg you for food when they're hungry (make sure you feed them breakfast and dinner). And will be mad if you dont change their litter box. But they will do their own thing for most of the day. They will always appreciate the cuddles and rubs but may act off-putish because sometimes kittens just want to be left alone and that's just what you have to do.

Do not listen to the other retard anon that says put the kitten in a cage. NEVER put a kitten in a cage. It will go crazy.

Kittens are dope. Get one! Very easy to take care of.

>>8794066

are you me? Made it 5 days but they brought beer and gin.

I gotta stop mixing my own drinks.

>>8794586

I'm still here and royally slaughtered. Idk why people flaking bothers me as much as it does. But whatever, I'm drunk, and that's a kind of happiness, even if it's alone and transient

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>>8792103
I just talked to my parents.
I'm gonna go to AA.
I don't wanna die.
I wanna let you know you saved my life.
I wanna let you know you were a martyr for my life.
Because of you, I'm gonna go to AA, and when I recover, I'm gonna become a sponsor.
Because you saved my life, I'm gonna save others.

>>8794790
>>8789401
I meant you, sorry.

>>8794790

good luck anon, i believe you can make it

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>>8794790
yay! you can do it anon!

please tell me, how do you deal wit h the death of a friend beyond drinking. i have been drunk for a week now its not helping . how to deal please thanks

>>8794790
god bless you anon,m im a casusaul drinker but when i drink i drink hard because of the shit in my life and i wanna thanky ou for the good you have planned (im drunk rn but not esxessively)

It's 530 am. I haven't had a drink since 8 last night and I'm shaking and sick. I need a god damn drink

Wish I could help you guys. I can relate to just about everything posted in the streets, I'm in hell right now, 'the fear' is imminent, can't get to the shop, too sick and dizzy. Wish we lived close so we could help each other out when the help is really needed. Few people experience suffering like this. I've watched people die from cancer in less pain.
Don't give a fuck whether it sounds ga af; I'd hug every one of the people in these threads. We need help, but we've only each other on whom we can rely.

>>8794927
>in the streets
*in these threads.

Fucking Siri. It's hard enough to post once, let alone correct that robot slut.

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>>8794790
Good for you anon, it would be nice if you kept us posted about your progress.

this is too hard i give up

>Tfw eye infection

gay shit

>>8791670
That is about as cheap as it gets here

https://www.mysupermarket.co.uk/shopping/findproducts.aspx?query=vodka

You are as well drinking gin or whisky, it is about the same price and tastes a lot better

>>8789026
I have been binge watching sons of anarchy shitfaced, it is pretty good.

>tfw you always need to re watch the last episode you watched the night before because you were too drunk to remember it

>>8789518
Least you aren't in Scotland, you can't buy alcohol from a shop here after 10pm or before 10am

>tfw drunkenly tried to bribe the guy in the paki shop into selling my gin at 5am

>Get really hard cravings
>Go and buy some
>Take a sip
>Forget about it 2 hours

???

>>8791234
Morrisons in the UK sell 4 for £5. It really fucks you up fast

>tfw rotating between 3 local shops to buy booze so they don't notice my habits
One of the worst moments of my life was buying my daily bottle of gin before I did this, and the girl at the till said "see you tomorrow". I have never been back

>>8787014
Sierra Leone

>>8795273
I know this feel.

I went back to a liquor store recently after not going there for a year and the guy behind the counter asked where I had been.

>>8795273
>>8795296

Fuck, I'm so happy the cashiers here don't say anything other than "hi" (sometimes) and "have a nice day" (rarely)

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>>8795273
>"see you tomorrow"

>>8795273
Same, and cycling several stores and between liquor and beer, so that i end up buying booze once per week to make it seem like i have a normal drinking pattern

>>8795306
The ones in the shops I go to now don't say anything thankfully. I am only in once every 3 days so hopefully they won't recognise me.
>>8795312
It was fucking mortifying. I actively avoid even walking past that shop now. She probably thinks I am dead

>>8794155
Well she didn't. She loves me too much. I'm waiting for this booze to stop withdrawals so I can actually walk to go get this prescription from the hospital filled out. I was there on Friday to try and quit and stop withdrawals and they gave me it, but i kept drinking the next day because I'm a fucking idiot.

I'm done, boys. I never want to be that scared to lose someone ever again in my life.

>>8795505
Also, it was good drinking with you guys, but I'm not losing my life and the love of my life over this crap. It's just not worth it. I don't cry, but I did a lot last night and it was possibly the worst I've ever felt in my life.

If you have someone that loves you, please, please try and quit man.

I've been having some weird ass hangovers this week
Like, they're not painful. I just feel foggy in the head
I'm not complaining or anything
It's just weird

Day 10 sober. Feeling great physically. Only negative is I'm lethargic as hell. Sleeping 9-10 hours and still tired all the time. Weird since most of you say you can't sleep wihout booze.

Might go an out patient program tonight. Do they give you anything for withdrawals?

>>8786865
Best before 2012

>>8788908
>>8788931
True advice. I had a drinking problem for years but was able to maintain and be normal because I only drank at night. Then one day I decided to take a shot in the morning. One thing led to another, somehow managed to stay drunk without sobering up ever for almost four months, less than a year after I decided to morning drink I'm in the hospital for medical detox.

I can't do this anymore. I'm tired of being tired, having heart issues when I'm not drinking caused by my drinking. I want to feel normal again. I'm out the game, guys. I would come here to have company and rationalize my drinking but it's killing me and I don't want to go. You're all beautiful people. If you feel you're alone, reach out your hand, you'll be surprised to see who reaches back. I mean this in a good way but I hope to never see this thread again. Peace, brothers.

>>8795871
I hope you're sober now, anon. This is a not a life worth living.

>>8795881
I wish you the best. Currently drinking hard liquor but I still can't shake the anxiety. Kinda terrified of the withdrawals. One day sober was enough to realize the hell I put myself in.

>>8789167
Last night I James Bond Hamburger Fucked your sister.

I'm the anon that feels half retarded since switching to semi sobriety (drinking only on saturdays)

This monday I felt more focused and less retarded. There can bé 2 explanations to this

- This week end I didn't drink
- This monday I took Piracetam

Or its à combination of the 2

>>8789962
hahahahaha

>>8795672
When I quit, it's either/or. Sometimes I can't sleep at all and other times it's like you described. Your body does what it needs to recover. I'm not sure what causes either case.

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No captain Morgan here? This shit is good with coke.

>>8786832
>13 dollar 1.75 bottle of vodka
better be skol.

they call me the skolcrusher.
i crush skols.

I drank 2 bottles of vodka yesterday and now my computer is broken wtf. 2000 dollars down the drain.

>>8795505
glad she didn't mate. hope it all works out

4 days sober.

Normally this is when I would want to start again. I don't want to start again. Life is so much easier sober.

>>8792328
I can't believe how often I see this on 4chan.

On the wagon is sober.
Off the wagon is getting drunk all the time again.

>>8796635
It is easier. But you need to be wary of the temptation when the real boredom hits. I'm rooting for you, but I'm just being realistic, you have to recognize the threats before they arise.

>>8794887
Mourn sober. You can't actually mourn if you're drunk all the time and you'll feel sad for ever if you go down the alkie path.
Mourning as the psychological process of getting over it, takes time but not only.

>>8795243
Enjoying entire seasons for the first time several times.

>>8795881
I've been sober for a year, still come to remember why I don't drink.
If an arsehole like me can stop, so can you. Good luck.

>>8796760
All aboard the sobriety train!

Welp back home after another time at detox. They still have a lot of my shit unfortunately including my meds cause I broke out that shit. Barricaded the door ect... I'll write about it in another alchy thread. Hey still haven't drank since thou.

>>8788719
Drink for the taste and not to get fucked up. Avoid people who drink to excess. Don't use booze to cope with bad things in your life. Call your mom up and tell her you love her.

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>>8797231
this is some faggot shit

>>8796345
broken how? Maybe I can help.

>>8797295
Ur a faget u queer

>>8788370
your cat is very cute

please don't drink yourself to death

you can still pet the cat

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Saw this and thought of you guys.

Diego Naidu Ishtaria ladyship luckstone listeriosis psycho outside

Have any of you tried Everclear straight?

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>>8796236
Oh, captain, my captain...

>>8795736
Yes. It is possible to die from serious withdrawls. The one i was in gave me valium

2 40ozs of steel reserve here

Is drinking until I pass out every Friday and Saturday night still responsible drinking?

>>8797666
nice trips

depends on your age

>>8797682
I'm 23, I hope that's good enough.

>>8797756
I would have to say if you think if its effecting your life in a negative way, then yes

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>>8797777
look at those fucking quads man

nice

i hope it brings you good luck

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>>8797298
drink more

>>8786803
Didn't really drink much in college. Went to a craft beer/pizza pub and drank hard liquor maybe 1-2 times a week. Maybe 3 on certain weeks.

Two years later, I'm working an okay 8-5 job, but have found myself drinking more often and in greater quantities. Probably having at least one drink a night 6/7 days. Sometimes 2-3.

I'm starting to get worried about it. My dad was a functioning drinker with a good job while my mom was a barely functioning alcoholic. I've seen family members and friends die from alcoholism. I've abhorred it my whole life.

Now I'm falling into it. What the fuck.

>>8798134
>Probably having at least one drink a night 6/7 days. Sometimes 2-3
just get the fuck out of here

Just learned today that my great-great grandfather died after walking around on a train-track drunk.

It must be in the blood.

>>8798581
oh shit i used to live in the woods along a train bridge and my mom would walk to town on the tracks, get pilt, and then walk home on the tracks early in the morning before the sun came up. I'd always lay awake waiting to hear train whistles.

dude i'm outside of my mind... pls help

i didnt do it now but does anyone just type out really long posts and then delete them haha

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Babies mommas is going out of town for a week. Looking at buying 2 bottles of evan Williams for this period. Also I'm gonna be working. Lets get drunk and fuck it

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MAAAHHHH the French Champagne!

>>8797224

Alrighty had to go back with my head held high to go get my shit apparently a lot of shit I did was completely hallucinated by the dt's. Didn't barricard the door or anything nor did some immaginary "goon squad" try to grab me, but did manage to jimmy the window and jump out with nothing but a pillow sack of clothes on the ol' shoulder like a hobo and get picked up.

lads is it worth getting 40% over 37.5% abv vodka? not sure i can feel the difference anymore

>>8798918
I only drink Turkey or Devil's Cut now: 42% and 45%

If I drop to 40% or below I struggle to get drunk.

now im drunk eurotime 12 o fucking clock

isnt there any discord or some place to be social?

feel lonely as fug

>>8799211

Fuck off to a pub

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Just ordered 10 feet of rope.
3 days.
Bye all.
- 'Smirnoff bro
x

>>8799211

>Discord
>Not irc

Fucking normals

>>8799296

fuck off normie

>>8799354

The normie here is not me

god I love throwing up

>>8799357

PLEASE MR GRIPS IM A NORMIE SAVE ME

>>8799420

Throwing up feels really good when you're drunk

>>8790208
>flesh coming off in chunks
wut

>>8791642
dont mix paracetamol and booze

>>8792468
I've never talked about my feelings with my parents ever, is that what you mean? My neighbor even pointed out how depressed I seemed and they didn't even ask about it. I guess they're about as good at handling this shit as I am myself, can't really blame them but it still sucks.

>>8799249
Dude no

>Doing sudokus
>Drunk so thinking stupid ideas like making a video explaining some techniques
Luckily I'll feel really stupid when I wake up sober

>>8799249
it doesn't have to be like this, friend

Listening to les miserables again (10th anniversary dream cast not the movie garbage)
Very good tunes!

got 5 sommersby (were 8) and an almost full (this glass in me hand is missing there) bottle of absinthe.
Fun day.

>>8795736
They'll give you a benzodiazepine to prevent you from going into DTs. It makes detox much easier.

>>8795881
I drank like a fish for years and stopped by replacing it with a joint at night. My life is infinitely better now.

>>8798627
Probably should get to a hospital dude.

>>8798768
This makes me really appreciate the work nurses and doctors do everyday. I wonder how they even find sympathy for addicts.

>>8799249
Don't do it dude. All your problems are small when the solution is offing yourself. Why are you so unhappy with life?

>>8786889
That looks tasty as fuck. Sounds like past you took good care of future you.

>>8788267
Why are you on metronidazole? That's a pretty intense drug.

>>8789405
Do you come here to feel better than other people because real life human interactions often do the opposite for you?

>>8789401
There's almost nothing worse than watching someone die of liver failure. In medical school we were taught that alcoholics are actually great candidates for transplants because they almost all stop drinking afterwards, but it's still hard for them to get consideration when so many people are in need of livers for causes they legitmately had no control over.

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>>8786803
Hey guys,
Started a batch of brewers beer last weekend should be ready to drink this weekend.
Bought some whisky and rum essences from the brewers store will probably end up buying some fruitier stuff later. Also planning on making some European schnapps.
Anyone have any ideas of what else I should make? Thinking about making American Schnapps with koolaid flavouring.

>>8789463
>>8789455
It makes me happy people like you exist even if you can't really do anything.

>>8789492
Good lord that place looks dreary as fuck.

>>8799249
My mom says you shouldn't.

>>8790208
You need to call 911.

>>8791105
Besto = IV fluids

>>8791314
Liver failure is a really horrible way to die and to watch someone die. I'd rather go from the DVTs/dilated cardiomyopathy or at least have the asterixis and ammonia swiss cheese my brain first.

>>8792052
Whether you want to face it or not, if she loves you then your drinking is killing her too.

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>>8792103
The fat/inflammation in your liver from every drink chokes off the veins that run through it. You can get stasis and clots that lead to DVTs or strokes as well. On top of that the pressure increase causes veins to find other ways to empty including re-forming pathways from when you were a baby. That can lead to caput medusae.

>>8794023
You're just borrowing calm from your future self though. You'll be anxious as fuck for months after you stop.

>>8794433
Seconded. My cat and dog have saved my life on many occasions.

>>8800251
Bump

If you could have anything in your liquor cabinet, what would it be ?

>>8794790
Get it girl.

>>8794927
If it helps, I've been where you are too and it gets better and better the longer you manage to keep up sobriety. You start noticing little things that bring you happiness again more and more.

>>8795252
Wow really? That seems like totally the opposite of how I think of Scotland. I understand wanting to curb abuse but people will just find other ways to get drunk.

>>8795273
Whether they say something or not, they notice. For some people those little pokes might be the impetus to start thinking about quitting.

>>8795505
My husband is the reason that I quit too. I couldn't deal with someone having that much patience and understanding for something that is entirely my own fault. The moments I thought I was fooling him were actually his choosing his battles.

>>8795652
Alcohol prevents your body from generating new glucose and your brain is very dependent on glucose as its energy source, even if you've not eaten any real food for a while. You enter a hypoglycemic state that alcohol prevents your body from being able to respond to. Alcohol also causes your body to increase the synthesis of all the natural stimulant like epinephrine to counteract that massive quantities of depressant you're taking in.

>>8795980
I'd say it's the not drinking.

>>8800297
wew lad that looks fucked up

>>8797295
Yeah that vodka looks like garbage.

>>8798134
This is how I started. I didn't drink until college, except on the weekend at parties. Once I got married and started working full-time I was drinking a 6 pack a night within 6 months just to deal with my garbage job. Then I gained weight and switched to liquor because I didn't want the calories. Now I only drink once or twice a month and only when I'm out with other people. It's a slippery slope to being stay at home drunk who forces their insecurities on their family.

>>8798749
They're even better raw.

>>8799420
I did until I started getting burst capillaries around my eyes that I couldn't hide at work the next day. People really notice when you look like you've been punched in the face.

>>8799848
Maybe someone would really like to watch that though. It's not stupid just because you're sober. It's only stupid to have the idea and not consider it just because you happened to come up with it drunk.

>>8800358
Yeah it's as disgusting in person to listen to and feel as it is to look at. It's also insanely embarrassing for the patient because some doctors/staff are assholes who feel like they need to make people feel bad when anyone with that going on has clearly suffered already.

>>8800390

All the ideas I come up with when drunk have been stupid and I've regretted every daydreaming about doing them and what would happen if i I did

>>8799848
I'd watch it, but I think I know most of the techniques. I prefer Hexcells/nonograms though.

tfw got too drunk around a girl I like and probably ruined my chances

>>8800261
Deal.
BUT
It's conditional.
I bet she has some boobs.
I fucking LOVE boobs.

Let's just get straight to the point here. One teeny tiny squeeze of underneath the clothing and I'll put serious thought into her proposal.
Also sfw pic pls anon.