al/ck/

Local gas station are having a sale on Keystone Light 15pks for $6.99!!

Im so fucked

>>8727479
HOLLY SHIT

yeah my 3-4 day blackouts are really just making me want to die though.

I quit 3 days ago.

Drinking summer shandy with don julio shots. Higher spending tonight, though it will end the same as every drinking night, black out passed out. The one good thing about better booze is the hangover is much easier to get over in the am. Tomorrows drinks are pre planned, screw drivers with breakfast then miller and jack daniels all day/night. Sunday will be a slow day of just beer.

HIJO DE PUTA SI AJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA

Sweetwater ipa and maybe some homebrew mead.

>definately some mead

How do you get addicted to alcohol lmao, it's not even that fun

Weed on the other hand...

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I have no interest in cooking. I am a mobilefag and I accidently made this the default board when I start the app. I waste hours browsing it anyways.

>>8727469
Dont drink, it will catch up with you.

I started drinking heavily after I had a falling out with my dad. I worked at his business and long story short I quit and was out of a job for a while. I started drinking every day, sometimes as much as 3/4 of a fifth but usually around half a fifth a day.

After a year i had gained 30 lbs, my liver enzymes and iron levels were elevated and my side was hurting all the time. I had to get about 250$ in blood tests and an ultrasound which confirmed I have a fatty liver. Its scary to know you are on the road to permanent liver damage after only around a year of really heavy drinking.

Ive pretty much stopped all together. I didnt have withdrawls but I did have intense cravings for a long time.

Drinking is stupid and I only do it for special occasions like friends birthdays, housewarmins etc.

I'm still dreading my next checkup. My liver doesnt hurt daily anymore but I still get a little pain now and then.

My advice is just don't ruin your life because you are depressed, drinking will fuck you up. If you do want to ruin your life fucking your body up spending all your money on drugs at least take pain killers without tylenol. They feel a lot better than alcohol.

>>8727533
Fun things that happen while drinking at the start. Like you get laid every time you drink, so you make sure you drink when you go out. After a time, it becomes addiction. That's whats happened to me anyways, Ive lost my ability to socialize without drinking, and most days I am trashed at work as a manager in charge of 100ish employees but most wont know it because that's how I function

>>8727548
moderation is key, if you get slammed non stop it will take a bad toll on you. Also, a big part is genetics, I have been pretty much non-stop drunk since 17 (30 now) and my medical health is great.

After building a tolerance of 3 liters a wine before I hit blackout I am doing a plasma donation regimen so as to cut back.

It does work. Forces me to drink only once a week and I get money off the side. Only when I stop doing that am I tempted to drink again

>>8727578
donating plasma lowers your tolerance?

>>8727506
4 days here, man. Keep it up.

>>8727633
I cant answer that for sure, but a lot can lower your physical tolerance, but your mental stays pretty strong, which is what ruins people in the end.

I will let you figure out how that happens, but its been known for years now, a lot of drugs apply

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6 years sober on April 3rd. Hell of a ride.

>>8727806
oh hai hound

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Drinking my baby mommas jack d's while watering it down to make me seem not drunk

>>8727810
A fools move. While it seems like a good move to water it down, as long as your behavior is a certain way, it will fit a mold. Tread wisely, you have to tools to win (tolerance) use them wisely!

>>8727506
Im on day 2 and kinda worried about withdrawl sympoms. I was drinking around 10-12 beers a night and quit cold turkey..should i be worried about at home detox?

>>8727858
The most noticeable thing I see in people trying to stop is:

1) It's hard to sleep
2) Time goes by really slow
3) Feelings of guilt
4) Can be hard to eat and drink water
5) Pissed off all the time

Have you told anyone you are trying to stop? Talked to a doctor if you have any medical concerns?

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>>8727550
Do you want to stop?

I'm at that point right now where I'm just enough drunk and just enough high to actually enjoy everything.
Time to end that

So I'm just starting to get a pain under my right ribcage that seems to worsen as I drink more alcohol. Regardless I'm going to cut back, try to quit, and see a doctor, but does any anon have experience and know just how concerned I should be about this? From what I understand symptoms only start showing up after pretty severe damage to the liver, and I'd really rather not worry my family about me further.

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>>8727901
Whats goin on man? How ya feelin?

>>8727905
When I stopped drinking I was hitting it in the morning, afternoon and all night. For the first few months my liver hurt and never saw a doctor. However I wish I would have for peace of mind.

If you don't feel like sharing with your senpai I get that but if you are generally concerned just see a doctor and tell them the scoop and your concerns. They get it all the time with people looking to stop / cut back.

Two drunkard threads on the front page. This isn't food and it isn't cooking. Fuck off with your self pity.

What's the best drink to go with a cigar?

>>8727938
Cognac or sherry is nice.

>>8727633
It lowers your physical tolerance somewhat. For me though it is more mental. Drinking increases my heart rate so that I am unable to donate plasma a day or even sometimes two days after. So my inner jew who wants the money beats out any desire to drink. I get one two day window a week to drink. In practice it is a one day window.

>>8727905
yeah i got that for the first time on monday. havent drank since out of fear. pain started right below my right shoulder blade and made its way to right under my right pec. super painful for 2 days but i can barely feel it now.

I drank a fifth of vodka and called everyone in my phone...

This is why I can't drink hard liquor.

>>8728894
I used to always do that when I was drunk
These days i'm still paranoid and have to check my phone and internet history to make sure I didn't do anything stupid
tis the life

dear al/ck

ive been drinking every weekend like 30 beers worth of alcohol. none on weekdays but it has been going on for six, seven years now. its not much compared to the ammounts you lot are doing, but whats the risk here? ive been telling myself that this isnt a problem for me, and it hasnt really been, but is this lying?. i dont wanna turn into one of the heavy duty users

>>8730453
The soft answer is that if you are functional and none of your spheres of life are not affected, you are doing OK.

The hard answer is that anything over 10 drinks a week, if done consistently, will kill you sooner or later.

The answer you are looking for is something only you can find. If you are seeking denial you will find it. If you are asking for help you will find it. If you are asking for an OK you will find it. You will find affirmation one way or another.

>>8730453
your fine. I used to be like these degenerate boozebags, then i straightend out and drink a handle of vodka and a few beers or wines on the weekend, with rarely any booze during the week. occasionally i'll take a few weeks off from drinking as well. so dont worry abot it.
t. reformed alcohol maniac

>>8730462
>>8730472

cheers for the input lads. still got my health, getting to work and some social shit and family gatherings, could be worse, the liqour hasnt won me over. yet.

but thats the thing isnt it, as >>8730462
put it, youll hear the things you wanna hear. i got a feeling im fighting a battle im destined to lose. been reading these threads to feel like "well atleast im not one of these guys" but its just a matter of time isnt it?

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sipping on some early times, watchin fawlty towers and listening to doom metal and playing mega man 2 AUGH YEAH FOLKS THIS IS THE LIFE :D

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TZV6b1PvAhg

>>8727469
i just foiund ouit the berst thing

if y ou workoiiut before drinking yoiu become lightwaight

Just woke up at 7pm and feel like shit. Pretty sure I drank myself into a coma last night.
Ordered some Jimmy Johns and gonna get ready to go back out and do it all over again later tonight.
Pretty sure alcohol poisoning is in my near future.

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Just started on a 750 of vodka and bloody mary mix, gunna hope to fucking shit I'm not waking up four days from now having called out of work blacked out and on my 8th bottle to stay off the withdrawal. Feelsgoodman for nowwwww

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sup al/ck/
did it, mane. 6th day, no smirnoff, DT's are still there but now rapidly dissipating. holy fuck that was intense, but the chattering teeth, the puking and the hyperfear have all fucked off, now i just have some sweats, nightmares and crazy mood swings. plus i rarely sleep and get headaches if i stare at screens for more than like half an hour, but compared with the way i felt while drinking, this is bliss.
hope i stay sober this time. if i do fuck up, it'll be with something relatively innocent like weed, i can't ever go back to sloshing back all those bottles of vodka every day. it's fucking vicious.
join me, anons. the first three days are the worst. grab a puke/piss bucket, grab a shitload of water and fruit juices, a shitload of audiobooks and some clean bedding. lock your doors and go to bed for a week. sobriety is worth fighting for.
>inb4 "inb4 relapse"

>>8730738
baka dude you're trolling right, you should know better than this pink elephant bullshit chill out

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>>8727533
alcohol is many many times more addictive than weed

t. alcoholic and former pothead who did her research before and after

>>8727912
if the mcchicken is food then so is a nice sake

>>8730752
Eh?

>>8730764
If you think it's that easy, wait a week or two and watch your head get blown off with urges. So I hear, you can fight it but it will never truly go away.

>>8730789
If I thought it was easy I have stopped a quarter of a century ago. It's been getting past the first week that's always been my biggest hurdle. I don't know what made you think that I'm under the impression it's 'gone away', but to be sober for this long is huge.

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>>8730801
>i can't ever go back to sloshing back all those bottles of vodka every day.


I'm rooting for you man if you want it, but as a top shit who went 8 month sober and got so bored I went back to it... meh. I dunno how it works.

>>8730738
hey good for you man. i've been buying smirnoff in your honor and i dont see myself stopping any time soon but im happy for you.
try to stay clean this time lmao

>>8730805
Yeah the most I've done is seven months, but I think you miss my point. Right now I'm sober. That's unheard of, even if it does only last a week it's blissful. Weird, alien and unfamiliar, but to some extent awesome.
>>8730806
Thanks anon. Godly stuff, just treat it with respect. When it does fuck you, it doesn't mess around. Enjoy though man

>>8730818
Well just keep trying, that's what I do. I get moments of time on either side of the bottle that are good. Only moments, though. Don't suck into that pink elephant stuff though.

>>8730818
did you really handcuff yourself outside in a tent? need more details

>>8730833
Lol, yup, but gave up after a few hours because it was cold as fuck outside. Instead, I went inside my brothers house, got him to lock the doors and make sure he had the only key.
Pretty sure I was so much of imposition of his household but he won't be helping me again in that way, hence my wanting to use a tent in the first place, but… Whatever, it worked!

>>8730845
fuckin hilarious. so what are your plans to stay off booze then? gonna start working again or what

>>8730860
My plans for now don't extend much further than getting my sleeping patterns sorted, but I've got a support group lined up and a few years worth of hoovering/cleaning/DIY repairs to do. After that who knows, anything but booze, I'd rather go to prison.

>>8730885
that's good man just keep busy. i'm rooting for you

>>8730897
Ty anon, stay safe on that Smirnoff, bro

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>>8727469
who else is drinking alone tonight?

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>>8730924
everyone!

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Recommendations under $15/750ml?
best thing i've found so far is pic related

>>8730959
depends where you live

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>>8730957
no one ever replies to a goddamn thing i post on here, but i knew this would get replied to. got a 12 pack, 10 pocket rockets of tequila, and a random cider. whatre you drinkin?

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>>8730924
fortified wine with gf beside me and will probably load up NieR Automata

my life is completely empty outside of this so it's possible that i might relate on some dimension

>>8730924
Does drinking alone at the bar count?

>>8730968
I got a fresh 750 of vodka and blobby mary mix/mnt dude I'm ready to try not to bender out but will prob die lets go

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>>8730976
yeah that's worse

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>>8730976
of course it does. proximity to others doesnt count as company

>>8730974
my computer is such shit i can barely run anything, so ive been jamming hard on tales of maj eyal for the last few months

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>>8730976
If you get out of bed to get drunk you're already gravitating towards alpha normie imo

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>>8730977
you wont die from a fifth, just feel like shit tomorrow depending on how you pace yourself. desu i typically only drink 3-4 beers once a week. i just sorta grew out of drinkng a lot more, but its fun as shit to go hard every now and then

>>8730982
>>8730983
Eh, at least I can talk to the bartender when he's not busy.

>>8730983
>roguelike
i've never played it but i've got some respect for you, anon

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>>8730989
it's not this fifth, it's the black out where I don't stop driving to get more till i'm puking and withdrawaling on the tenth after missing days of work, yeah I know it's saturday.

>>8730990
Only talk2grls

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>>8730991
i didnt before this one but desu its fucking incredible, best $7 i ever spent on entertainment, the dlc is incredible too.

>>8730990
yeah once youre nice and drunk you can pretty much talk to anyone. last time i went to a bar alone i befriended a chicago coke dealer who was out to the west coast for a court date, dude was surprisingly down to earth and level headed

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>>8730994
jesus mary and joseph, reminds me of a guy i knew who was a nurse and would give himself a vodka nasal drip on top of drinking

>>8731007
It's not all bad, I feel good here and there.

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>>8730998
>buying a freeware game on steam just because
double respect god damn

is it actually good? like you call it incredible, but why?

>>8730974
>gf
fucking normies

I quit drinking for 3 weeks after slowing down over several months. It was nice.

Broke it tonight for a few beers. I don't think I will be going back to it unless it is light and social.

The clarity and energy you get is great. You feel like you are on fucking meth all day.

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>>8731015
thank you man, its definitely worth it to support the developer. the character creation lends itself to infinite playthroughs, with ludicrous depth to approach most encounters. the balance is phenonmenal, the developer is constantly patching and adding new content, and you can tell this project is loved just by the story and soundtrack. other than the lackluster graphics its perfect

>>8731036
>>8731015
can you fucking niggers shill in another thread

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>>8731112
ah, theres 4chan

Damn why did no one ever tell me that wine is so good? I stopped drinking because beer gave me terrible headaches. But wine doesnt give me any of that discomfort. Well back to drinking

>>8731180
be careful, wine hangovers are godawful. good quality vodka is the way to go if youre worried about hangovers

>>8731283
even nigger vodka is better than this shit

>>8731329
i honestly dont understand all the nigger this and nigger that shit. like, when have you ever seen a black person drinking bottom shelf pints of vodka? i wouldnt say, "this cheeseburger sucks, it tastes like niggers". all that being said, hold your nose and take that shit down

>>8727548
hear, hear
skip the hooch altogether and just go straight for the hard narcotics

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>tfw attempted to empty a 3L piss bowl, drop while trying to open door
SWEET

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anyone else here love irish cream?

I know its considered an "old man liquor" but I love the stuff
Also I home brewed some kilju, and popped it in the sodastream and added some lemon lime bitters flavoring. Turned out very nice. Im suprised it was that good considering its fucking water and yeast basically


Next time I will try my hand at making some cider, I think

>>8731495
Who the fuck pisses in bowls when there are bottles around?

>>8732229
The alcohol is ok but the coffee creamer is dank.
I don't even use cream in my coffee, I just drink the creamer when it shows up in the store.
I am not known to be a very sane person.

>>8732247
[spoiler]I have been known to do that as well[/spoiler]

Its fantastic stuff DESU

The drink of the gods

That or fortified wine

>>8732258
I agree, what do they put in that stuff?
Can I just buy it raw in powdered form?
Why is it unpopular? It's like a donut with milk and coffee in liquid form.

>>8732274
You know. Im going to email them about that idea first thing tomorrow. Fantastic thought about powdered irish cream creamer.

You should too. I think you're onto something there

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>>8732285
That was your idea, but please do it.
I just wanted a powdered version of pure unadultered Bailey's flavor, like a msg type addon so I can make all my food taste mmm creamy.
But I guess we can just stick to coffee creamer for now.

Well lads, the time has come and I finally need to stop getting fucked up every single night. Woke up 2 days ago with a dull ache in my upper back and a weird feeling on my right side which I can only assume is me liver and kidneys telling me to stop. That shit really shouldn't be happening at 24.

Didn't drink anything yesterday for the first time in a long, long time and I feel a lot better today. But fuck me the evenings are boring without a buzz. Think I am back to normal now, well the pain is gone at least. Going to see if I can last a week or so and take it from there. Either way, it is probably time to stop my old habits. I am telling myself I was drinking out of boredom as opposed to addiction, lets put that theory to the test. No withdrawals yet.

>>8732327
Do you use laundry detergent or dryer sheets when washing your bedding? What kinds?
Just answer this strange question and I'll give you a huge tip to living your life maybe.

>>8732332
I use detergent and fabric softener, wash them every friday when i get home from work.

No idea what kinds, whatever is on offer I guess. Strange question indeed!

>>8732327
As much as I hate people who don't understand the addiction of alcohol nor the dangers of weed, maybe its something you could look into, if boredom is a trigger for drinking.

>>8732341
I have always been aware that it can fuck you up, guess I just put it to the back of my mind thinking "it will never happen to me", and that I would stop my habits soon, and that because I am young nothing will happen.

Probably best I had a wake up call like this, assuming everything is ok. Not interested in weed at all so there is at least that

>>8732336
Yeah those are designed to fuck your kidneys.
Wash your sheets with baking soda and hot water and you won't have any more trouble.

The best part is you won't be getting up to piss at all any more after you stop using them.
This sounds like tin foil hat shit but I've had more than enough experience to tell you it wasn't alcohol that did it.
No response necessary, just do it and enjoy drinking as you would.

>>8727533
DUDE

What ratio of Gin to Tonic makes it taste like a lime?

>>8732406
Eat a lime?
What is gin and tonic? Do you have a shot glass? If not then find a cup and drink the liquor straight.

>>8732409
Whenever I have a gin and tonic at a bar, it tastes like lime and I really enjoy it. I'm just wondering what mix that is.

>quit alcohol for 9 months until yesterday
>drank 8 beers
it's the sun i swear. forgot how shitty drunken sleep is.

>>8732411
It's 1 part gin to 1 part gin, any measure is fine drink your liquor straight you bastard.

I've had a booze filled weekend but when I finish these last 3-4 drinks from this bottle of Turkey I'm quitting for 90 days. No bullshit.

>>8732419
You don't have to swear by it because it's real and you're not the only one. I tank beer like a maniac after being in the sun, 160oz/6% a day all summer, but I'm allergic to sunlight to start with.

>>8732423
I drank half the bottle straight, if I drink any more straight I think I'll puke.

>>8732441
Alright i understand, carry on your mission.
I put 20% alcohol and fill the cup with soda or whatever when i'm feeling not so manly.

>>8732432
yeah the 8 beers was just shy of 160oz - 50cl a can, around that strength.

i used to be a proper alcoholic, been very proud of myself going without. not sure how to feel about it. honestly slightly tempted to go get more beers, but i should definetely not

>>8732327
are
you
me
?

>>8732332
>>8732336
>wash your sheets
>im a alcohol

fucking really dude I'm lucky to wash them once ever six months PS I'm on bottle two which is slower than normal woohoo I might get to work this week is today sunday?

>>8732888
>once every six months
>Using sheets at all
Get a load of these posh poofs. I don't even have a bed

>>8732901
dude when I moved back to cali I could have bought a bed but bought liquor and bike parts instead lol I bought a bed like 3 months later when my ex came over and asked me where she would sleep if she wanted to stay... still have that cheap shit amazon platform bed... still downing 750s of vodka...

>>8732888
It's the perfume. It fucks up your kidneys, that's what I was saying. Companies like p&g are in league with dialysis providers, who can easily profit $150k per year per person for kidney flushes.

It sounds insane but you probably get up almost none to piss with sheets that are so void of perfume, correct?
I learned this when I got diagnosed with perfume allergy and removed it and noticed myself passing out for a full 8 hours like a rock, it was the greatest thing I ever did for myself throwing that poison away.
He said his kidneys were fucked up so I thought I'd bring it up.

>>8732901
I sleep on the couch and I have a twin and a king size upstairs. I'm a paranoid fuck that needs to be by the door though.

>get drunk
>try to play a videogame
>get depressed and wipe half my friends list instead
>spiral deeper into depression
>wake up

now the only question is when to start again

>>8732949
still drinking?
what game?

>>8732951
>>8732949
me too, thanks

suck my FUCKING dick

>>8733072
If it's fucking, how do I suck it?

What do you guys smoke? I usually buy Lucky Strike reds.

How long after quitting does it take for the brain fog to go away? I can't concentrate for shit

>>8733097
It's about a year. I've never made it that long.

>>8733097
>>8733100
yeah this is what my doc told me too. Never made it even close.

>>8733088
I used to buy American Spirits. I kind of just unconsciously stopped buying them because it was easier to sit around and puff on a vape and I have no company anymore so it's whatever.

>>8730974
>gf
>life is completely empty besides having a gf who will watch you play vidya
So does that mean you are a neet?

>>8733100
>>8733104
As in a year of not drinking at all, or a year of not exceeding health guidelines - 20 units a week or something?

>>8733200
Id like to know too. Been dry for a month, except I drink on saturdays. Can't concentrate, anxious and depressed

>>8733200
>>8733238
As in not drinking at all sorry to tell you.
I haven't been sober for over a month straight in the past 9 years.

>>8733200
not drinking at all. I was so done I drank a 1.75 at that point and ended up in santa cruz.

>>8733246
>>8733305
Well I'm fucked. Can't imagine giving up alcohol entirely. Hope it reduces a bit at the very least

>>8733305
wew I'm in sac, I'd love to end up in santa cruz.

>>8733353
Well it's going on 10 years for me now, and I really can't drink liquor anymore without sliding further into depression, legit had a breakdown yesterday when I was starting to withdrawal. I can't get drunk on beer because it's not strong enough. Been drinking about a bottle or 2 of wine every night for a while now so should probably stop. I have no drive to do anything when completely sober and the emptyness of that is pretty awful.
I just don't know how to feel about anything anymore really.

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>>8733571
>>8733543
Wanna start a business?

>>8733599
I probably wouldn't be capable.
That was a good doc though, watched that a few years ago when I was really getting loaded all the time.

>>8733607
look I can do ecommerce, can you mix a good liquor?

hi

>>8733622
hi, I'm two bottles in, how are you?

>>8733613
Like brew the liquor?
I can make any kind of drink you want though. Also I have the ability to seem like a normal person for customers.

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I'm really disappointed in this. There is nothing wrong with it, but for a single estate VSOP it's wicked boring.

>>8733088
Parliament 100s

>>8733643
wew, Yeah I can do liquor.... normal person?

Are there any alcohols that don't go well with red bull?

>>8732229
did you brew it with actual yeast or supermarket baker's yeast

>>8727469
Muslims?

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>>8733164
yup, it's pretty awful and i'm going nowhere in life

alcohol is the only thing that eliminates my anxiety, but once the anxiety is gone i realise that i'm not actually competent at anything and lack the drive to improve myself because nothing i ever try amounts to any kind of success or improvement

>>8733874
Sounds a lot like me except I've never had a gf.
I'm sober right now because I can't get drunk off of these beers, but when I'm this sober I have no idea how I'm going to get my life on track in the slightest. Also I'm 27 so it's like I might as well be 30.

>>8730738
I'm so glad you made it bro! I'm proud of you.
Now, you just have to stay sober today. And repeat tomorrow.

>>8732289
There are tons of food aroma, I've seen "bailey's" listed somewhere.
Check /r/DIY_eliquid sidebar for stores and recipes, just skip the parts about mixing in PG/VP and vaping.

>>8732411
Soda and booze is usually 2/3 1/3, adjust to personal taste. Lime taste comes from a dash of lime (or lemon) juice.

alright al/ck/s first time drinker here and i got a bit of jack danials

what do

>>8733957
>Lime taste comes from a dash of lime
I've had friends (and my father) make them in the past and have them taste like lime, with no limes even in the house. Thanks for the ratios, maybe now the ones I make won't suck.

>>8733959
>drink it
>get wasted
>get sick
>get the hang of it next time
>starts to turn into an every day thing
>feel invincible for a while
>realize you can't go for long without it
>be addicted
>fuck up life

>>8733959
Put liquid in mouth, swallow.
I suggest using a glass to raise the liquid to your mouth.
You may want to mix with coke.

>>8733965
Maybe there was lime in the tonic?

>>8733988
It was just Schweppes. I was sober on at least one of these occasions, so I know it happened.

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come die with me love is just another price we pay

I was trying to cut down to once a week but the feelings of guilt and anguish from my last drink make me want to drink again tonight to get rid of it. The hangover literally just ended. I don't think I can moderate. I miss drinking all day everyday.

>>8730924
I have no friends to drink with, so of course.

>>8732392
lol wtf

about to crack this 2nd 40oz of steel reserve open have one more for tonight

>>8732392
its bullshit but i can believe it

>>8734273
Why would you subject yourself to this?

>>8734280
i been drinking 211's for like 7 years now nightly

mall drinker here

finally lost everything

>>8734282
I'm impressed but also disgusted.

>>8734294
thanks i think

>>8734289
elaborate pls
>>8730738
Good to hear, Smirnoff bro. Keep it up.

>>8734274
this whole comment chain reminded me that i wash my bedsheets MAYBE four times a year

>>8734386
seems excessive

>>8734397
that's why i don't have bedsheets anymore

My mom came into my room.

It's covered in hundreds upon hundreds of cans and bottles. To the point where you can barely walk in here. She is not pleased. I managed to keep her out of here for a long time...

>>8734407
Get your shit together, I haul beer trash every day down a massive hill to get the shit gone.
I'm switching to plastic 40s here on friday because the weight difference is astonishing and I'm sick of hauling 25lbs/gallon back up here.
Clean your shit up though. You'd appreciate how clean a bag of strong ass weed will get your house.

>>8734407
iktf... when I lived alone I'd only drink on my bed since it was the only piece of comfy furniture I had. Then stacked the beer cans on one another while also using them as ashtrays. Had the sides of the bed lined up with these ashtray towers.

>>8734426
Since when weed motivates you to do anything?

>want to drink
>have a hangover
>have to force myself through the first few drinks
If it were easy, everyone would do it.

>>8734531
I'm guessing that you trade the weed with Mexicans

>>8734531
depends on the strain

sativas give you the "head high" that induces creativity and activity, indicas give you the "body high" a.k.a. couchlock where it just feels nice and you laze around feeling nice

most weed is indica, especially as you go further down in price

>>8734386
Fuck man I don't think I've washed my bedsheets in over a year.

switchin to weed once CA gets its shit together. Feels wrong to get a card when it's just gonna be legal in a year.
...this is totally not going to bite me in the ass.

>>8732949
> get drunk
> Install new game for change of pace
> realize your hand-eye coordination went to shit
> Rage Quit
> try playing it the next day but the experience ruined the game for you.

>>8734983
Sounds like ut99.
I spent 4 months trying to center my crosshair on that and I wasn't even an alcohol yet. It was the fucking resolution.

They had grey goose on sale for 13$ a fifth lol...
I drink a fifth a day for the last few weeks lol.
I have been drinking lotsssssssssssss of water, and taking health supplements which help void some withdrawal symptoms. Exercise really helps clear my mind too. Also eating better will change your world. All these are helping me stop the shakes, nightmares, false reality, mind-reading, breathing problems, heart attacks.

I have good dreams, stress free interactions, deep conversations, euphoria, happiness idk

Seriously though washing your bed is important. I have bad anxiety when I wake up and piss all over my sheets and carpet. I smell like shit and it just lingers for days. I just know I walk around smelling like shit and the other day my boss cracked and was like "You no smell no good".
I was like fuck I knew it. because I have been getting black out at least 2 times a week and just wake up totally soaked in piss. Then I wash my sheets just to have to happen a few nights later.
I have no self control. I just drink until I black out and my nervous system shuts down and I lose control of my body functions. I don't let anyone in my room it smells so terrible I have spent the whole weekend cleaning it.
I ever take showers and cover myself with deodorant and cologne just to find something on me that still smells like dirt. Hard to say I still make it, but the rouse is tough.

>>8727548

i had elevated liver levels, fatty liver
i quit the booze and ended up on some medication for intestine ulcers
did two rounds of pills and stopped tablets as pain went away
see doctor and get discharged
>great
get letter few days later about appointment
>great
"patient had fatty due to excess alcohol, elevated liver levels of 51, advised patient to lose weight and stick to recommended alcohol consumption levels.
not signed but letter sent as dictated"

youuuuuuuu motherfucker.
the last entry in my medical history is going to be im a total booze hound
skips over that the last blood test was october
skips over that the ultrasound was in august
stand in doctor didnt even sign the letter

need to go demand a new ultrasound and blood tests so i can shove it down that doctors throat that im fucking clean

oh yeah "recommended annual blood works to check patients liver function"

youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu motherfucker

>>8734531
>get high
>do everything you have to, but while having fun
>remember half of it at the end

>>8735134
The perfume is doing this to you.
Wash your sheets with baking soda and water.

I pissed the bed til I was fucking 20 years old before I got that diagnosis and had to stop using the shit, which immediately ended the problem.

I'm not afraid to say this because I realized and accepted I was being poisoned, and a severe poppy allergy was likely the cause of the kidney and bladder issues. Clean linen is code name for poppy scent, which can kill a full grown buck stark fucking dead on the spot in one sniff.

Just remove it. Half the people I meet think the government is trying to kill them but then they defend the use of their actual Jew poisons.
Buy a box of baking soda, wash your clothes and body with just water and get to work.
Sam's club has orange hand soap that I've found to be extremely safe for bodily use, and deodorant is next to impossible to get rid of so try Gillette clear gel cool wave. Those are the only two things I can use and the deodorant bothers the fucking shit out of me but I don't want to smell the fire coming from my pits so I neglect the danger.
Get to work dude, this is fixable, you just have to understand the problem. I haven't had piss issues, especially getting up to piss, in 5 years and I go to bed EVERY night ofy life with the world spinning.

I'm really not tin foil hatting. They are allowed to sell you poison in stores. It's called a "trade secret" perfume law where they can put anything on the face of the earth in their product and not be requires to reveal ingredients to you, the FDA or even the president himself.
Stop using cologne especially because you're pissing off asthmatics. I get a seizure if you walk by me and have ether on your body, be considerate.

>>8735288
bruh, I haven't used household chemicals for decades - I use crystal salt deodorant, ionic toothbrush and washing powder replacement, I clean/sterilise with boiling water, wash in plain water instead of with soap, etc. Have done for decades due to allergies. Booze still makes me ill as fuck.

You should google dr Natasha Campbell McBride though, you'd like her work a lot.

>>8735324
Then it's the vodka. I overthought this.
Just drink weaker alcohol, I have tons of problems like this when I drink 40%.

I went from the time I woke up till 10PM today without a drink. It's the first time I've done that in like 4 years. I'm usually piss drunk by 2pm

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>Go a whole 2 weeks without drinking or smoking because a girl from work I like went on a couple dates with me and kissed me
>She stopped talking to me last week out of nowhere
>Won't even look at me at work
>Just chainsmoked an entire pack in like 1 hour
>Getting shitfaced on poorly made Mint Juleps
>Didn't have a canvas bag to crush ice so I just put ice in my long johns and hit it with a beer bottle

>>8735458
>post catastrophe chris chan lol

Lagunitas... If I were rich there would always be several types of Lagunitas in a special fridge reserved for drinks. Being that I am poor I am sad to say that often times I must resort to the Steel Reserve in order to get a cheap buzz that almost tastes drinkable, but can be tolerated with fierce determination.

>>8735508
most of the homeless guys near me drink Steel Reserve. They'll panhandle for a couple bucks outside of the supermarket and run in to get something on sale to drink.

>>8735288
lol

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>>8735531
Yep, it's like 2-3 bucks for a 40 oz and it is 8.1 percent. The only reason to drink it is to get fucked up (happy). It tastes something like some gasses smell with water, tiny bitterness. It almost has no taste actually. It almost might as well just be water and alcohol.

>>8735780
I made and drank kilju (sugar, water, turbo yeast left to ferment to about 14 percent) during a broke and desperate time, and I couldn't believe how similar it tasted to the ol' 211.

god damn it I'm doing the shaky faggots again, I hate this part

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Wikihow has a 10/10 article on how to drink. I couldn't find a vodka labeled VODKA though so I settled for dreher (cheapest brandy).

Currently on swig number 6. About two or three more then I'll lie down for sleep.

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>>8730924
>who else is drinking alone tonight in the anonymous alcoholic loner thread?

Not that everyone here must be a loner, but anyone who drinks enough to be here to begin with ends up mostly drinking alone. A much better question would be who ISN'T drinking alone tonight. And why.

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well i'm on vodka 750 number 3 not going to work tomorrow because well... yeah. OHBOYHEREWEGO

>>8733967
Drinking is a weekend only activity for me but that sums up my weed-smoking habit.

Maybe I need to cut back on the dude weed lmao and drink a bit more.

>1 hour until I can go and get alcohol

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my dudes dont end up like this guy

that documentary was fucked up.

>>8736019
where you live bb

>have totally shit tolerance
>everyone here jealous of me
>down like a cup of 37.5% gin last night
>nothing
Guess I'm becoming like you guys now.

I almost never smoke normally but I spend at least the first hour of any party chain smoking.

fourth bottle wew lads making a record so I know fucking not even feeling good but whatever

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>>8736090
fifth bottle now, calling out of work tomorrow jesus crist the withdrawal is gunna be

>>8736034
documentary name?

Finally got alcohol, time for sudokus

>>8736178
Nevermind, googling "Ryan 28 alchohol documentary" actually worked

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>realize aging is just seeping, like tea, with temperature and time the major factors
>have brilliant idea for pressure aged spirits to minimize time factor
>look it up
>it's already being done
I could've been a successful entrepreneur, if only my original idea was actually original.

>Thought I shat myself slightly
>Had to sit on train for 4 hours worrying
>Finally get home
>No stains on underwear

whew

passed out drunk at 8 pm and just woke up. 18 beers a day for a year straight now, maybe it's time to stop

>>8733786
Just non-bakers yeast. I added lots of sugar as well for a better all around brew.


The beer is going well, just popped over to my local liquor store to buy some carbonation drops and some beer mix and a bag of goon and some chiko rolls for the wait.

Shits gonna be cash. I even got some good quality brewing yeast

>>8736236
no

Do you recover from a fatty liver when you stop drinking?

>>8727883

>pissed off all the time

this, when i'm sober for 48 hours I want to punch everything from my boss to my cat

>>8727506
I have 3 days now, following a three day bender relapse. And the hangover has finally seceded. I'm glad to stop by one of these threads when I truly feel some hope.

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>>8736333
yeah going to the doctor is really easy guise

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>>8727533
Oh, how I wish it were reversed. There's no amount of weed that could do to me what alcohol has done. Every major fuck-up of my life happened because of booze.

You are not one of us. Be damn glad of it.

Pretty sure I'm minutes from relapse. Hundreds of bottles 30 secs walk away and I can't stop trying to think of reasons to justify buying one. Send help.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54-CNoS0JRU&feature=youtu.be

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>>8736419

Don't do it anon-kun

>>8736333
You guys are literally this weak to give up a simple beer? Sheesh. Talk about shitty genetics.

>>8736477
my simple beer is about a 10th vodka bottle tonight

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>augment my SSRI dosage
>nauseous out of the fucking ass

Hate this shit.

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Okay so looking for advice.

Went to a party with a some friends and especially one guy who I'm not that much friends with but we drink together and go in the same class in university. But we are known as the two that drink most.

So Saturday night.
We kept talking about how much we actually drink without lying like we usually do, about just staying in bed and drinking. Waking up the day after and just start drinking to keep the hangover away, that our parents are alcoholics and we drink more than they do, that we have admitted to ourself that we are alcoholics.
He has some problems in his life and seem a bit depressed, my life isn't much better.

I would wish we could help each other with this because I have tried alone and we so how that is going.
Since we both have admitted a problem and we are sort of similar and think it could work for us both.

So the question is how I would go about and do this.
I tried just to keep contact the last two day after the party, something I have never done before.
But from this place to the next step where we try to do something about it seems like a big one, and I'm honestly not really capable at this moment to bring it up sober. Was thinking of maybe getting drunk together and spill the beans so to speak but doesn't really seem right.

So ideas?

>feel like shit if I drink and will probably die from alcoholism
>feel like shit if I don't drink and will probably die from depression
Nice

>>8733088
>Luckies

My nigga

>>8734289
Keep fighting bro, it's never to late

5 drinks the day before last,4 yesterday, i get only 3 today.

i have so much terrible nervous energy right now, im just hiding in bed starring atthe wall, my mind totally racing : S

guys weed does really kill lust for alcohol I tell you.

>>8735458
>Didn't have a canvas bag to crush ice so I just put ice in my long johns and hit it with a beer bottle
you da real MVP

>>8736319
yes, as long as it hasn't created other issues like cirrhosis

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>Drink everyday last week
>Weekend was the worst
>Monday, get information that I fucked up a big project
>Will take months and my entire life has changed direction
>Solvable within 6 months
>Feel incredibly bad about this
>Go buy more alcohol
>Stop on the way home to drink from the gin bottle
>Great....

>>8730982
How is it worse? It's actually the superior way of drinking alone.

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>>8736992
>paying 5x extra to not be able to chill out at your PC

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>>8737061

>paying some extra to be able to be around people in society and feel like less of a misanthropic wretch

>>8736017
It's an idea. I've known multiple people who were absolutely addicted to weed, no doubt about it. It's real no matter what weed faggots say, you can become addicted to anything.

Moderation of both would be ideal for anyone. I can't smoke weed though because it gives me panic attacks with like derealization and depersonalization if I get too high. I tried to make weed work for me a hundred times, but in the end I definitively stopped because of how awful the psychic experience was for me.

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>>8736976
Everything will work out brother.

i get so drunk and make a fool of myself every day. It's so embarassing.

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>>8737134
Yeah, strangely even to word working out has changed meaning so it doesn't mean much anymore.

But I'm still grateful anon, here have a picture.

>>8737073
Get a load of this alpha normie casual everybody.

>>8727469
>what fun

I know. It's 9:30 am here, and I'm already shaking and want a beer.

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>>8737213

Yeah, that guy who goes into bars to sit and drink by himself because he's so desperate to leave the house and have some human contact, what a normie that guy is, right

I fucking wish

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>>8737223
Not the guy you responded to, but I would also consider you a normie for wanting that. But when I really think about it, you're probably an autist too, just a more extroverted version. I suppose we all share the same pain.

>>8737073
>muh feels

I like drinking alcohol but I don't want to end up like you people. Any tips?

>>8737666
Force yourself to moderation and don't let it become an habit, Satan.

>>8737666
don't drink unless you really want to :^)

>>8737666
>I don't want to end up like you people.

Are you talking about the enlarged heart, destroyed liver, and failed kidneys?

Alcohol will rot your body from the inside over time. No way around it.

I had major liver problems, a stomach ulcer, and was triwtchy without alcohol, back when i was a drunk.

Switched to weed, and now I'm a "functional" stoner with a well paying job and none of the hangovers or physical limitations.

My liver is still fucked... no way to unfuck that, but at least I'm not doing as much damage as before.

>mom called

she knew

>>8736450
Failed.
Fuck.

RELAPSE PARTY!
>sits by self, watches same old YouTube crap

>>8737666
die

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>tfw severe depression and alcoholic but too scared too see a doctor

>>8727469
haven't been on /ck/ in a long while, and first thread on the first page I see is al/ck/
you based motherfuckers

head fog tho

>>8727469
I'm a little bit worried about my drinking habit. I like drinking very much but i try to moderate myself. I just drink on saturdays. Usually i'll have half a bottle of wine and three or four glasses of grappa ( a sort of italian whiskey). Lately i've started to really feel the need of drinking also during the other days of the week. Is just a phase or i'm becoming an alchoolic ?

>>8738374
If you drink once a week you have nothing to worry about. Seriously, it's fucking nothing.

>>8738387
Yeah i know. But i really really want some whisky right now. I drink one a week just because i have a really strong willpower not because i don't feel the need to do it. Exactly as smoking. I love smoking. But i simply don't buy it. On saturdays i buy i pack of unfiltered ones and smoke it all.

>he fell for the liquid joo

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How am I supposed to stop? This is killing me /ck/

>>8738419
if you find out let me know.

>>8738419
Stop buying it.It's just that simple. Also... You can't be an alchoolic with beer. You're just a tipsy rednek

>>8738448
???

When I drink hard liquor i mix it with ginger ale. I do mix it strong but still. How is beer any different?

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I am grateful to have four days of sobriety.
It helps to keep a list of everything bad that alcohol does to me. When I feel like drinking I take out the list and read it.
You just have to keep shutting down that lying beast in your head that encourages you to drink.
In the end it's always the same story. Blacked out drunk, wake up with bruises, broken bottles, spilled food, smoke alarms, blood.
Oh boy, I'm not going to drink tonight!

>>8738459
The bad memories make me want to drink more though...

>>8738456
It isn't. Stupid 4channer logic. If I don't make it to the liquor store on time to get my fifth of vodka, I will go to the market and purchase 3-4 bottles of wine, or a case of beer.
But I'll tell you this: Either way, I'm drinking enough to black out and pass out. It doesn't matter what it is.
Some of the worst alcoholics I've known were beer drinkers, drinking steadily all day, maintaining that buzz. When the liver doesn't get a break, it's far worse. Better to be a blackout binge-er than an allday beer guy.

>>8738473
I'm an all day beer guy. How many years do I have? I started doing this in January. I used to be a binge drinker.

>>8738456
Because you need to drink like 15 beers to get really drunk and you'll probably piss it all after the 5th. I like my hard liquor straight with no fucking juices or shit like that. Also you must be pretty rich for wasting all that miney on beer

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>>8738470
Once you get past that first day and the hangover, you have a chance. If you pick back up every morning you get stuck there.
You just need a bad enough drunk to where you don't want to pick up for a day. It WILL happen. I just hope it isn't some really bad rock-bottom shit like killing someone drunk driving or burning down a house. Best of luck.

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>>8738479
I don't know, but a buddy of mine kept it up for four years before he ended up in the E.R. with his lower body swollen up like balloons from liver failure.
He drank like 18 Natural Ice (5.9%) a day. His stomach, legs, and feet were all bloated with fluid and he barely survived. They told him if he drank again, he would die. That was five years ago. I recently heard he had picked up again.
It's a scary disease of the mind, to do something like that after what he'd been through.

I are drunk

>>8736700
Sounds like you need to suck his dick so he knows you're serious

i'm never drinking again

i got like 1 liter wine and 6 beers, i dont know if im gonna drink this in one hour and hope for a buzz or just save it for tomorrow

I AM A FUCKING ALCOHOLIC

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>>8739001
I've said that before. I hope you can stay sober.

One time in high school a couple guys came over to have some drinks. One kid had way too much and was just awfully sick for a couple of days. I saw him ten years later and he still won't try alcohol again. How I wish that were my experience.

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>>8739012

fuck this sober shit, i need to take this fucking edge off and maybe get some sleep

All I can really drink anymore on my budget is cask wine. I like to get the red varieties, because they tend to have a higher alc % than the whites, but I find them almost impossible to drink because they taste so fucking awful, whereas I have no problem with whites. To compensate for this I was mixing my red wine with coke to take the edge off, wasn't too bad, but then coke started to get too expensive as a mixer. So now I've taken to buying cask Rose wine which is almost the same strength of the red, but I can mix with my kids' green cordial instead of buying expensive mixers like coke.

>>8736700
Sounds like a great idea at first, but in the end it's going to fail.
The first one who drink will bring the other one down with him.

You're free to try, it's worth it, but it's usually not encouraged to stop with another alkie. Or ditch him when he fails and try to make you join him.

See a doctor, that's what you need. Also work on your social anxiety, it's a big cause of your drinking problems and will make you drink again if you don't do something.

>>8737666
Don't drink because you feel sad. Don't drink when you are sad actually, if you're depressed stay away from it until it get better.
Don't drink when you have problems in your life. It will make you unmotivated to solve them, will worsen them, and eventually create new ones,
Drinking alone is not a problem, not drinking alone is not a solution. But many people will only call a lone drinker an alcoholic even if bar pillars are obviously too.
Don't use alcohol as an anxiolytic. It will give you more anxiety in the long run. Meditate instead.

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>>8739682
Yes I can very much see the problem now that you have said it.

I'll add the suggestions to the list, things I should do. It's obviously not perfect list since I'm still sort of drunk (morning) and have things to do in 90 min but things could and would be worse without it.

I guess I'm a functional alcoholic? I can only go 3 days sober without getting itchy and than cut loose. I also only smoke cigarettes when I drink. I think switching to beer 5 years ago helped me from getting time travel drunk. It's a much longer road to get drunk off of beer than liquor.

Any other wage slaves here that keep their drinking in check but would go hog wild if they had the free time?

>>8736034
Just watched it. Scary shit. How the hell did he die if he was in rehab though?

>>8740803
Doctor prefers to make his patients sleep with opium rather than having to deal with people running around asking things.
Opiates are not compatible with alcohol/benzodiazepines, end up killing some poor chaps among the lot. The hospital closed for mistreatment since the documentary.

called out of work yesterday and will today... throwing up water and all the things ohboyherewego, think the store opens and 6am

>>8732406
protip: add lime.

haven't had a drink in like 36 hours.

pondering if I should drink the 3 beers I have in the fridge.

I probably will.

drinking vodka chocolate milk mix atm, really nice if you can't get into booze but still want to somewhat fit in with his friends, although you will be called a pussy for doing it, probably.
1 part vodka, 1,5 parts chocolate milk

>>8740981
I tried vodka with plain milk once and it was awesome.

>>8740998
I haven't tried it but I'm sure it tastes good, mixing vodka with milkproducts does give it a kind of egg-toddy taste.

LSD and alcohol addiction
http://www.news-medical.net/news/20120312/LSD-for-alcohol-addiction-Study.aspx

Well reaching a new point and a bit desperate and thinking about it, wondering if anyone has any experience with it?
Because I doubt taking it alone won't be the same as their way. Haven't taken LSD in years because I'm a bit scared but I at a low enough point now.

But still doing it properly, set and setting.

How does withdrawal manifest itself al/ck/? Went on a 5 day bender because I lost a loved one, had a semi sober (ie knowing where I was when going to sleep) day yesterday, and couldn't get to sleep. Was really tired, but every time I drifted off I would go straight into a weird scary dream thing until I woke up. This repeated for several hours.
Is this because I was on the piss so much, or something else?

>>8741151
this happens to me a lot too. serious withdrawal dreams make me sweat.I've never been so fearful. guess I'll keep drinking.

>>8730625
>watching show
>listening to music
why

>>8727469
I hope most of you degenerates drink yourselves to an early death.

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>>8739682
>Don't use alcohol as an anxiolytic. It will give you more anxiety in the long run.
isn't that true of any anxiolytic?

>Meditate instead.
>tfw meditating just makes you meditate on your anxieties because almost everything in life makes you anxious

What's a good white rum other than Bacardi?

I dont pass out and rarely throw up so I go black out drunk all night regularly. Im a home owner so I have the security of at least that, but my neighbors are really afraid of me. Last time I drove to the store black out drunk to get wine and pringles, both of which I had already. I think my drunk self is conspiring to kill me.

>>8740970
Go get a 12 pack

>>8741585
me too, thanks

>>8740970
Did you?

>>8741151
Lots of weird stuff happens dreams, shaking, sweating, headaches, hearing, seeing.
Hard to say what.

>>8736034
Tried watching it, start in the morning when I was drinking alone. Stopped because I couldn't take it.

>>8741736
That's a problem.

>>8741585
We all do.

i just unlocked an achievement
drink 750 of vodka before 1 pm,

>>8741822
this guy gets it

>>8741832
nigger I bought a 750 at 7:53 am

>>8741843
wanna FIGHT????????

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>>8741832
>>8741843
Yeah we all know that isn't great, even if you are drunk and feel great at the moment.

Why is my tolerance for beer so shit when I can drink a bottle of vodka with no buzz at all?

Alc threads have too many posters who sound like
>drank a bottle last night, had those rattlesnake scary shakes, sipping on a cold one to keep the pain away
>had an argument with the missus, don't know when the poodle puff's gonna forgive me for the mess i made in the shed last Easter
>called in sick to work again, hidin' from those boss man blues, brother, you know the drill heheh

seriously, stop posting like you're writing diary entries from WW2 between artillery barrages or like you're some romantic sad clown down-on-his-luck hobo sleeping in a boxcar.

>>8742013
Your diction leaves much to be desired. But you knew that, right?

Anyways, I'm 8 days sober from alcohol. This is the longest I've been sober since I began drinking 20+ years ago. Thankfully I can say that I'm happy never drinking again. I've already noticed a huge bump in my checking account. When I get bored at night I just drink water from a pint glass and read.

I think the best part is waking up in the morning refreshed and not in a state of panic. I do not miss the panic.

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>>8742122
Good for you, I don't want to discourage you but it's after 2-4 weeks I usually give up because of the boredom. So keep in mind, that it might get boring but just push through it.

It's so good to have people who make it.

>>8742122
>I do not miss the panic
It's weird, but I sort of like the panic.

How do you deal with weight gain that comes with alcohol?
I'm moderately /fit/ but I've been drinking a lot lately and I don't want to get out of shape, have any of you got similar experiences or advice, besides "don't drink"?

>>8742226
don't eat

Grabbed some Apothic Dark last night, really nice blend, after taste is berry like without any kind of bitterness. Highly recommend to anyone looking for a middle of the road red blend

>>8741822
>Did you?
yes. had a bit of whiskey as well for good measure. woke up feeling like shit which almost never happens usually. oh well.

Had a few beers and smokes in a park with some friends. Feels good to pretend to be a normie.

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>tfw gonna be drinking and playing Nier Automata tonight while my girlfriend begs me to stop

Feels comfy

>>8736791
weed is expensive for this poorfag used to be able to get dimes now no one sells them. for 5 bucks i can get 3 daddys and be good for the night.

Yesterday grab a pint of dubra and a natural ice tall boy. today i dont know what i want.

>>8741004
this can work I stayed sobre it will help but you have to also try not to drink I fucked up kept drinking anyways.

>>8740998
Add Kahlúa, watch The Big Lebowski.

>>8741665
Try looking into this mindfulness meditation thing, it's supposed to help you let go of thinking about anxieties. You're obviously not interested in the shitty version for people who don't actually have problems, but it will probably pop up first on google. Look for a medicalised version in your area or something.

>>8741756
>I did say I would do that for you? Oh.
So that's why I don't have friends any more.

>>8742122
>I do not miss the panic.
Well fuck you now I remember. I feel anxious, like if a TD was hiding in the dark behind me, ready to jump and make me shake again.
Keep it up bro. I suck at encouragement speech, but the heart is there.
What do you read?

>>8742776
Cannabis is illegal and rather expensive here, but it's cheaper than a bottle a vodka a day.

>>8742834
>I stayed sobre
>I fucked up kept drinking anyways.
So you did not stay sober.

>>8741004
Try CBD if you like 3 letters acronyms. And it's legal.

>>8734426
Personally I do a fair bit of cleaning while drunk. I hate cleaning but being drunk makes almost anything enjoyable.

>>8737666
Don't use alcohol to solve problems.

Don't use alcohol to avoid problems.

Don't use alcohol to self-medicate.

Don't get so drunk that you black out, throw up, piss yourself, or can't remember what happened the next day.

Don't get drunk more than once/week. Ideally, get drunk once/month or less. Don't get drunk if you have any obligations the next day that can be impaired by a hangover (work, social events, etc).

Of course, don't drive drunk.