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>>8637294
Just finished my second large vodka.... get on my level, scrub.

3 pints of piss isn't a lot you know

>>8637711
>>8637746

yeah well it was free from my alc father and it will help me sleep tonite

>>8637294

Drinking vodka in the morning before heading to class. I'm pessimistic. This world is not for me. Who else here wants to die before 60?

I drank a full 75cl bottle of bourbon yesterday and a 6 pack of 6% beer today to curb the hangover. Starting to feel the combo hangover creeping on. I need to invest in some oranges to eat before I pass out for next time. I'm going to a friends place to drink and play boardgames in the morning. I'll probably buy a case of midstrength beer so I can chug all day and stay coherent enough to play some mad boardgames. I think I'm going to try to abstain for a week after this. I mean I'll probably only make it 2 days before I drink again who am I kidding.

>>8637294
Anyone ever see that documentary of that 28 year old that was drinking 3 pints of vodka a day?

Seeing the "3 pints" just reminded me of that.

I have an alcoholic grandfather. He sold and spent 150k€ of family owned forest to finance his habit. He wakes up in the middle of the night to drink from a flask. I dont think ive seen him sober since before 1996 my grandma died.

How much can the human body take?

>>8638245
There was a documentary on my life?

>>8638245
Sounds like Smirnoff bros early days

>>8638247
My grandfather had noticeable signs of alcoholism/liver disease around the age of 60. Extended vascular belly with huge fluid build-up, bruising everywhere, etc... and he made it all the way to 67. I know it sounds weird but he died quite happy. Literally the day before his death it was just another day of drinking for him. Standing in the kitchen cooking some chicken breast, smoking a cigarette, pounding the vodka, and blasting some music. He was as happy as a man can be. Then his heart stopped in his sleep that night.

>>8637294
I just started drinking some vodka after staying away from liquor for a while. This is always when it gets bad somehow. Will have to be careful today.

>>8638291

My grandpa in question is 78. He once passed out and had a brain hemorrage on some icy lake in finland last year. Border patrol spotted him from a helicopter. His leg lost most feeling but he made a full recovery and still drinks.

>>8638245
If you're talking about the guy that died, I actually read further into it and it's reported that they overdrugged him in the rehab facility because the doctor was super loose about the pills he threw out to everyone. That guy may have survived if he hadn't have been forced into taking so many drugs. The rehab facility as well as the main doctor guy also had really shady histories as well.

I went into a detox facility once and they didn't give me anything at all except when I was physically withdrawing and it was one librium and a shot of a promethazine type of drug. In retrospect I'm glad they didn't give me anything else.

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>Just bought fake ID
>these threads make me too scared to use it

>>8639097
dont

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>>8639097

>>8638412
Completely badass

been drinking 6+ beers a night for close to two years now. i stepped on the scale for the first time in awhile on sunday and i'm up to 209 lbs. i'm 6', so i really should around 180 (like i was two years ago). been tapering down to 2-4 beers a night and taking walks before and after work this week. going to start mixing in some jogging and lifting before this gets too far out of control.

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>>8639118

>>8639298
don't remember that episode to be honest

>>8639126
you can keep drinking you just need to stop eating food

Got admitted to the Bar today, now that I'm lawyer it's okay I get drunk

>>8639126
>6 beers
>210 lbs
i was about 280 and 12 a night. i am somewhat fat but a lot of weight i still have is from my bodybuilding days. i say you arent that bad, the hard part is killing the daily routine. i have now moved onto liquor, thats when you really know you need to stop

>>8639407
i'm going to the bar later, but i'm not a lawyer. pretty sure they'll admit me anyway

>>8638069
yeah pretty much

>>8638221
I bet I can make it five minutes longer than you m80

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looking forward to getting smashed tonite lads

Relapsed last Friday and drank since then. Tonight I pretty mich have to attend my best friends birthday party although I don't really want to. Hopefully starting some sober time tomorrow.

>>8638291
Your grandfather sounds just like mine was anon.

>>8637294
It's almost noon. No, drinks yet but idk if I can wait till tonight.

I don't drink but am addicted to weed, can I post here?

>>8641613

Me too, man. Me too.

>>8642003

You're not addicted to it, you're just using it as an excuse.

>>8642095
I only smoke it before bed otherwise I can't sleep.

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hello is anyone here

>tfw getting drunk and watching jordan b. peterson lectures on youtube

im comfy desu senpais, how about ya'll

>>8642899
hey anon. just having some beers, eating dinner and listening to some comfy music :)

>>8642907
sounds nice bro, I just found it odd how this thread is so empty on a friday night (fucking normies ree)

Can anyone drink a bottle of red wine without spitting out red tinted saliva every other sip?

What's with that?

>>8638069
before 60 ... fuck I hang with people that hope to die before 30

>family drama going on with my sister for months
>the drink keeps me numb
>get home from work one morning
>drink half a bottle of bourbon
>listen to a song by a musician I took her to see for her birthday once
>have a total breakdown out of nowhere and cry for two solid hours
I don't know what happened but I feel like drinking might be the only way to stop it from ever happening again

even though drink made it happen

>>8644223
that type of shit happens to me (and other people) sober.

you should get some therapy though, your sister isn't going away (i mean memories/connection to your life)

best get some good coping mechanisms in place before shit really hits the fan.

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>>8642899
Drinking some Black Butte and relaxing to some movies; it's a comfy life.

>>8644223
If the bottle keeps you numb, wean off the bottle.

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Started drinking at 1:30pm passed out around 5 or 6 and woke up at 8:00pm. I went and bought another bottle of everclear and here I am.

pretty dickered family
I got donuts this morning and I think I might just eat the whole box tonight

Remind me why I shouldn't drink

I haven't touched a bottle so far this year but the past 2 nights I've been desperate to get pissed and tonight it's even worse. I'm a hairsbreadth from going to buy a bottle. I don't understand why it's so bad all of a sudden, I've been fine for 2 months.

I've eaten nothing for 3 days and I'm not even slightly hungry. I tried an apple this morning and threw up like 20 times. Halp.

Spent all day laying on the floor, rolling around moaning in pain, throwing up and shitting liquid. Think I might legit want to die, this is too much.

>>8644803
Eat or drink a probiotic yogurt or something first and said a few hours. In the mean time, drink fruit juice.

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>>8638221
Pro Tip:

Drink that fancy-ass coconut water or kombucha when you're getting drunk and you won't get hung over.

It'll run you about $10-$15 each time you pull it depending how much you drink (more coconut water/kombucha if you drink more) but it'll prevent almost any hangover from happening.

Source: I'm a drunk that has to get to work.

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Tomorrow I have no choice but to go cold turkey. I've been drinking huge amounts of vodka every single day from the moment I woke. I checked my bank balance today and, well, let's just say that yeah, I've got no choice. This really is happening and there's nothing I can do about it. Will update if I am physically capable.
Was nice knowing you, gentlemen.

>>8646020
Just sell something and buy a bottle ya dingus.

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>>8646031
I've already sold pretty much every non-essential thing, anon. I don't get paid for six long fucking days, so I'd have to sell my phone, my only source of net access since I've broken three fucking laptops this year.
5 figure debt, very few possessions, thanks almost wholly to vodka.
Tomorrow it ends, even if it kills me.

After much consideration I have firmly concluded, that I fucking hate shitting the bed. Next time I'll just throw the fucking bed away I think.

>>8644093
30? I know people who want to die by 15

>>8646080
Go seek medical attention. Don't worry about the bill, you can sort that out when you're sober. Trust me anon, it's how I turned myself around.

Why the fuck have we done this to ourselves? Holy fucking shit, heroin is easier to escape

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to day drink or not to day drink that is the question

>>8646299
If you're not already doing it, then fuck no. Before you know it you'll be waking up with a pint of vodka next to your bed to stop withdrawals, then waking twice in the night for the same reason. The fear will be fucking unbearable.
>>8646227
I know you're right but I can't. It'd be the fourth damn time in less than a year. I have other reasons too, like worrying that I'll jump out of a fucking hospital window to avoid the ferociously exacerbated phobia I have, of seeing death or disease.

Don't know in what thread I should have posted but I'll just post it here too.

>>8646725

>>8646788
Naw bruh I didn't know who uli was until your post.
Tomorrow is the day for me. Got a few Valium and going at it cold. I'm really, really not looking forward to it, but meh, gotta do it or die I spose. Fuck I hope I don't immediately and irreparably fuck this up.

>>8646299
Day drink is where I draw the line
6 PM earliest time I pour myself a drink.

Drinking a pint of whisky atm. Fucking KD

Anyone ever lose a relationship due to their alcoholism?

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>>8647056
4

>>8647056
All relationships, all friendships, the only girl I've ever loved, and my family hates me.

>>8639097
bought a fake id with a couple friends thinking we were going to go to bars and hang out and drink and stuff. We all got cards that were out of state so it was harder for the bouncers to tell they were fake.

>"sorry anon you can't go to the bar with us, too many people with the same state ID might give it away that they're fake"

lmao now i just buy booze at the corner store and drink all alone every night. this was 2 years ago btw.

>>8647409
They sound like absolute twats
More people with similar ids at least makes it look like you're all travelling from the same place.

12 down 12 left.
Busch

https://youtu.be/BP8r2Wr66eM

>>8647409
You're well on your way. Welcome to the club. I had a fake ID when I was 16 and I'm several times older than that now. Just finished my second bottle of wine after drinking a 12 pack through the afternoon. Tomorrow I'll sart off with a pint of rotgut vodka. Fun times ahead, kid.

Ffs. Day one of cold turkey, and my body decides to wake me up at 3 AM. I had one hours sleep. So drenched in sweat that I thought maybe id pissed myself, now enjoying these lovely racing thoughts, vomiting, teeth chattering, major anxiety...You know the drill. This is already fucking horrible, and I'm only a few hours in.

Why the fuck am I basically at a comfortable temperature, but absolutely uncontrollably dripping with sweat?? I can't sleep, the bed just ends up soaked within minutes

>>8648006
I get that sometimes but with sleep sweats
its usually when I got on a bender I always wake up covered in cold sweats like I had nightmares

I'm pulling from Jameson. I pull because I get angry at the world for bringing me into this world.

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Who else here drinks only so they can fall asleep

Anyone want to share their experience with PAWS?

>>8648769
never had any yet

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>>8647397
lost my fiance to drinking
family hates me for drinking
well I been drinking daily for 8 years now ,and I dont want to quit either.
SOmehow I accepted to die alone ,it doesnt bother me.I have a good job and a lot going on ,my only "weakness" I can only enjoy life drunk / on a high of some kind. FUcked up beening young I guess.
11am annd Im drinking beer with whisky ,cheers lads!

>>8648779
how do you hide being drunk at work?

>>8648782
Somebody who has been drinking for so long can be totally wasted and still be perfectly functional. Everybody else at work is pretending they don't notice the alcoholic fumes emanating from him ... until he fucks something up. Then he will be out on his ass.

>>8648779
>8 years

how long can the body last taking this abuse

>>8648798
Dunno, but Im at 23 years. Spleen is fucked, blind in one eye, going blind in the other, very bad tinnitus, entire digestive tract is savaged, incurable brain lesions... ah i dunno, the list goes on.

>>8648808
sorry bro, I'm busy getting tinnitus, feels like my ear is blocked constantly - social drinker turned full time after 2017 new years party, saw my ex, she looks better than ever and I out drank everyone on Absynthe feeling like the man of steel but here I am, 30yo on a downward spiral

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>>8648798
I think I die about in my 40s
>>8648782
>>8648793
This.I can be totaly drunk and nobody notices.
One day I was almost sober and people asked if something is wrong ,kek.
Im always on time, work hard so nobody ever thinks that I drink + always have some gum of fishermans friends .

Anybody here ever go to AA meetings?

Went with a friend last week and needed a fucking drink it was so awfully soul crushingly pathetic

21 days sober. you faggots jelly?

>>8648908
you gained a ton of weight yet?

>>8648912
I did actually gain weight although I don't really know why. My caloric consumption is overall lower and I am probably less bloated/retaining less fluid

What is a good whisky I can buy that won't leave me hard-up?
I had an ardbeg bottle in my hands for 50-ish euro back in Ireland and didn't buy it. Now I regret it immensely. I need some decent whisky to relief me from hard days.
Any suggestions?

>>8648948
try Scottish Leader if you have it in your country

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>>8648948
Whisky is going to do 2 things:
make you sleepy
make you aggresiv
dont drink whisky unless you want to get shitfaced with stile.

>>8648951
>sleepy
>agressive
Every kind of alcohol does that in enough quantity, at least in my extensive experience.
Are you 21 son?

>>8647056
I have no idea how mine hasn't left me yet. Patience of a fucking saint that one.

WHY HEARTBURN
WHYYYYY

>>8637294
>>8637711
Serious question.

Every time I see an alch thread, there's always someone who one ups everyone on "how bad of an alcoholic" they are.

It seems like you guys take pride in the fact that you are a better (worse) alcoholic than the other guy.

In genuinely curious, why?

>>8648766
I usually do! I'm on meds that make me the drowsiest cunt after just a little pit of vodka so :)

>>8649061
Serious answer
If you're right, then I don't know. I've heard stories a lot worse in addition rehab meets, and I've become drinking buddies with a lot of the middle aged alchies who attended those meets. I've seen for myself the extent of the addiction/use of various substances some of us truly do face. I honestly don't think people are lying, bro. If I wasn't going ct today and you'd pay for the booze, i'd happily down at least two, probably three 70cl bottles of vodka and keep the camera on for a least an hour to show that I don't throw up or pass out.
What I might perhaps do later is to take a photograph of my bin, the outdoor one which is emptied every week, and which currently contains… I don't know how many hundreds of cans of 6% cider, which I've been using to taper off vodka.

What is with these random weak days?

Spent the last 10 hours puking from an amount of alcohol that I usually have no problem with.

>>8646299
I think it really would be wise to stop day drinking after you graduate from college. I didn't.

>>8645975
Gonna try this out. Fucken hung over. For the 3rd day straight now.

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>>8648977
I feel the same way. Mine actually made me start drinking and when I get ugly she fucken puts up with it. I feel like leaving her cause she deserves better.

So I'm not an alcoholic but I do have a question for you guys.


Does anyone generally love the feeling of having a hangover? I'm not talking about throwing up, killer headache hangovers. Just the ones where you feel groggy and slow. It just feels really fucking comfy to me. Have a nice waffle House breakfast after a night of drinking and then snuggle up in bed with a movie. I think it has something to do with glutamate rebounds.


It's an interesting type of feel.

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>>8642003
What a gimp.

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what the fuck
the only time I don't have nightmares is when I sleep drunkenly
what a fucken hassle

>>8649443
Fuck dude are you me? I've never loved someone more but goddamn she deserves better than a dumb alcoholic. She told me before that she knows what I'm like sober and loves me despite it all. It's depressing to me. She deserves the world.

>>8649071
Thanks for answering, nut that doesn't really answer my question.

I'm asking more on the side of; why do I see (on threads like these) so many people trivialize their problem?

I'm not talking about the "just finished a handle of jack, ama".
I'm talking about "pffft, I'm working on my third handle today, plus not to mention I downed a 6 before breakfast! Get on my level, plebs..."

I know humor makes it easier, but at some point, it seems like most people actually believe theyre "hardcore", instead of having a crippling and life destroying disease.

I know alcoholics, and while they joke about it, I also see them breakdown and cry after finishing a bottle, because they can't stop.

>>8649553
I know what you mean. In that state I happen to have the strangest ideas and I think they are genius observations or revelations about the world but after the hangover is gone I don't remember them. Probably because they were all retarded ideas anyway. But they feel like out-of-the-box ideas and I guess that is their appeal.

When I'm not sickeningly hungover I take great joy in simple things like laying in bed and browse 4chan or eating.

I guess all in all why this state feels so enjoyable is because you made yourself a little bit stupider by drinking too much. I'm not an alcky either btw.

>>8650209
It definitely boosts my motivation/confidence. But yah maybe it's because you made yourself stupid by drinking and now having a semi clear head is a revelation.

>>8650223
What did you mean by glutamate rebounds anyway?

My drink is 5-6 Natty Daddys starting around 530pm. R8

Sometimes 2 Daddys and a 12-pack of Natty Ice.

Beer is unrder ated on al/ck./

>>8651062
Does beer start tasting bad to anyone else once they've been heavily drinking for a few weeks straight? I've almost puked trying to choke down some beer when I'm on a long bender.

Also, once I've been drinking for a few weeks, my tolerance spikes and it takes me hours to finally pass out with beer alone.

>>8651062
25oz? cause I know that feel

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Fuck this gay earth.

How do I become functioning

Sick of being an alcoholic. It has negatively affected many aspects of my life. I'm tired of drinking a liter of vodka in one day. I'm tired of waking up hungover most days. Today was it. I know people say that shit all the time and I'm sure I'll relapse. But I'm just tired of it all.

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>>8652474
Good luck, man. I'm trying to get off the vodka at the moment too. What kind of withdrawal hell are you in for?

>>8649061
they think its badass. i wish i were joking

>>8652487
It's not terrible. I generally get terrible shits. The worst part is lack of sleep. I get vivid dreams after 30 minutes to 2 hours of actually falling asleep. Wake up at least once drenched in sweat.

The hardest part is going to be telling my friends why I'm not drinking. But limiting to just social situations hasn't worked.

>>8652371
It doesn't work that way. Y begin by being functioning out of necessity, and then, you slowly dip into disfunctional.
You can't go backwards through alcoholism.

>>8652522

How do I become a functioning disfunctional alcoholic

>>8652536
That's what I mean. Unless you start out as a functioning alcoholic by default, then it's just not in your nature.

How bad is it to have a couple of drinks when you're sick?

>Wake up
>Want to kill my drunken self
>End up getting drunk later that day anyway

>>8652542

How do I know if I am or am not a functioning

fuuuuuuuuuuuuu

i was fine today, then suddenly @ 12:00a i decided to drink 8 shots, after iwas sober for 4 days whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

>>8652571

The ride never ends

8 days sober today finally got a job last week after a month of no work which should keep me motivated. Going for 90 wish me luck and wish you all nothing but the best mych love

>>8652575
good luck anon

>>8652566
If your drinking does not interfering with your day to day life.

>>8652566
If you are able to perform your day to day responsibilities. If drinking takes precedence over those responsibilities.
When you drink without regard to the repercussions later, there's the rub

>>8652607
>>8652609

Sweet! I'm not too fucked up yet then.

t. drinking right now at 11am

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Just drank a warm beer in the bathroom at work

Classy

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I was a habitual pot smoker for three years and had to quit cold Turkey for my job, unpleasant but manageable. I started drinking because it was the legal alternative and now I am terrified of becoming just like my dead beat drunk mom. What do?

>Try to find information about real side effects and harms of mixing ritalin with alcohol
>Everything is list of ritalin (short term) symptoms and alcohol (long term) symptoms
>Also a huge DONT DO IT ITS BAD DON DO IT!!!!!!! shit

>End up finding nothing out

Why are they spending billions on cancer research

Why not spend billions on how to get rid of hiccups when drinking

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>tfw out of mixer so you drink rum with water like you're a fucking 18th century sailor

I wish I at least had a lemon or something. Last time I was out of mixer I made a drink with vodka, cold water, honey, crushed sweet basil leaves, and a lemon wedge. I call it the Moscow Mojito and it's good as fuck.

>>8642899
https://twitter.com/peterbjordanson?lang=en

enjoy

>>8652642
jeez, that pic sounds like living the life. Why is it so hard to abandon responsibilities and ties with the human world?

>gotta drink to death fast

>>8647056
I lost my only real relationship due to a combination of unwillingness to open emotionally, severe untreated depression, and constant self-hatred/despair. But alcohol played a role so I count it.

>>8647056

I've never had relationships, haven't had a single friend for over a decade now.
My alcoholism started only 4 years ago though, so no to your question.

>>8649058
Take Nexium.
It just works.

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>tfw no more liquor
jus' fuckin' kill me, nigga

>>8652739
time to bust out the mouthwash buddy

Someone once told me ritalin+alcohol is the functioning alcoholics wet dream

I want some of you to explain further why and how

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60 weeks sober. Feelsgood. Keep drowning in selfpity, cheap liqour and diarrea, faggots.

>>8652805

I'm drowning in relaxation.

I always get hungover for 2 days. I'm cursed.

>>8652818
drink through it

>When you'vr efewating fora drug rdealr to come up to your house but ur alreidy drunk

i hopr he doesnt inoti notice

>>8652815
For now.

I am now incapable of solving very ERY hard sudoku puzzoes

I hhink I've had eoough

>>8638291
i admire your granddaddy. thanks for the story.

When your leg is moving rapidly to the beat because you're high on amphetamines but when you're druenk e does it still mean you're rocking it tothe hb eat beat?

I feel like I've lost my soul to drugs and alcohol. I can't take anything for granted, I don't understand anything and I don't feel much emotion. I've had derealisation for a while but this is different, it's like I have to force myself to take things at face value. I can't enjoy to any music because my mind breaks it down into meaningless noise (which in a sense it is, but most people are able to imbue each beat with significance). I'm struggling with relationships because I just see a sack of atoms now instead of a person with a soul. I can't remember the last time I enjoyed sex, and my girlfriend is hot as fuck. It's weird, I still see and hear things th e exact same way as before, and I have some days better than others, especially when my mind is kept occupied, but I don't know if I'll get that spark of naivety and humanity back for good.

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What the FUCK do sober people do to not feel fucking SUICIDALLY BORED? Jesus FUCK I wish I could get drunk

>>8653247
We don't have neural pathways associated with drinking.

>>8652496
it's like this with every sort of addicts on the internet though and /r9k/ is literally a board dedicated to 'who has it the worse' (still lurk it everyday for some 5 years)

>>8646250
Actually true, because first of all opiates are harder to get and with booze you can just walk into any grocery shop. Booze withdrawals need longer to really develop, but are actually worse from what I heard

>>8653945

Have never been though opiate withdrawals, so I can't speak to that part of it, but you're correct in alcohol withdrawals being horrific. Even if you aren't full blown into DT's, the physical pain as well as the massive anxiety you get can be unbearable without the aid of benzos to help you as you detox.

I'm so cold I just wake up

>Had 7 bottles of beer
>Sitting at home
>Feel like I need a few more

Bar is a 30 second walk away. Maybe I should just chug a lot of water and see if that suppresses the cravings

Pretty proud of myself. I drank kinda hard on Friday/Saturday, but Sunday I woke up not overly hungover and told myself I wasn't going to drink. And I haven't for the past two days now...I've come a long way these past two years, not gonna throw it all away.

>>8649061
They want you to know that they hate both the world and themselves slightly more than you do.

It's a cry for attention and a cry for help.

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>>8637294
Did I do good on my 20th birthday haul, See Kay? This and Jack.

Never really drank at all.

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>>8637294
Okay. I can drink daily, or not at all and physically nothing matters. That said, drinking is like an urgent stream of backed up shit for me. if I dont drink, I constantly question everything and everyone. When I drink I openly say with honesty everything to everyone and I feel genuinely good, as I am not mean. I am honest always, but the unpleasant honesty comes through wit drinking - saying someone is a swindler (When they are) tends to make them realize it and ease up. ive had not a single negative in two years of drinking on and offer, never more than a week sober. It helps me mentally in this way, but I am not dependent. i simply internalize things and let them worry me more when I dont drink, instead of getting them out.

What should I do?

>>8639097
best of luck m8

i don't know what country you're in but i'm 20 and in america and it's fucking shit. fight the power

>>8637294
Hey /alc/, what food goes well with Scotch? I'm visiting a college buddy out of state. He's got the stuff but he's never had Scotch. I'm bringing snifter glasses for max smelling and enjoyment. In case you were wondering, it's Teacher's Highland Cream which means it isn't the most fantastic Scotch, but more drinkable than the fried electronics taste of Dewar's or the piss from House of Stewart. We're not rich, we're under American drinking age, but aside from good cigars, I need something edible to go with it.

>>8655421
Steak, rib eye, medium rare. Any higher and you're wasting the meat. Fully loaded baked potato.

>>8655434
Only faggots eat above medium rare; thanks for the info.

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>>8655068
Do you live in Japan? I can't find Yebisu pure malt for the life of me in the States.

The wrong kid died.

>>8655068
You fucking weeb faggot

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>>8655085
>not dependant
>feel like you cant function 100% without a drink

Turning 21 tomorrow and I never had alcohol in my life.
What does /ck/ recommend for whiskey, vodka, and cocktails?

>>8655613
Whiskey: Jack Daniel's
Vodka: Svedka or Smirnoff.
Cocktails: up to your palate.

>>8655613
Maybe im just a degenerate drunk, but how do you get to 21 and never even try alcohol?

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what do you think is moot's favorite alcoholic beverage?

>>8655615
I was definitely considering jack daniels and smirnoffs because my neighbor recommended them to me. Not sure for cocktails, do dessert cocktails "work?" I've seen them before at bars.

>>8655624
I'm a prude growing up in high school so I didn't really drink with friends, not that I had any anyway. It just never occurred to me.

>>8646299
lol what is guy ferrari doign?

Just realized I was using alcohol to mask my depression, which is masked by anxiety. I realized this after staying sober for the better part of the last 6 months, and still being high strung on anxiety the whole time. I started focusing on breathing and not having tense muscles and my mind came out of like a multi year long anxiety spree, where I only realized after coming out of, I was basically retarded and could barely think , talk or do anything, because I was so high strung. After the anxiety went down a bit I was much more aware of how depressed I am, and am now trying to put the peices back together. I wonder if I can ever recover from this, and also wonder how many other alcoholics have depression heavily masked by pretty significant anxiety that comes from drinking every day.

>>8653082
i unfortunatley know this feel
i am starting to numb myself again

>>8654598
warm up buddy

>>8655633
cum shot

>>8655654
>and also wonder how many other alcoholics have depression heavily masked by pretty significant anxiety that comes from drinking every day.
stop depressing me more, fuck im taking another swig

>>8655641
Define the word, "work." If you mean to look cool? No, you'll look like a fag. If you want to hunt for taste and start there? Maybe, but the deserts might mask the flavors of the alcohol itself. I recommend for either you start with classic cocktails like Martinis, sidecars, boiler-makers, manhattans, long islands, and for the whiskey, jack and coca cola.

>>8655654
Quite a lot. We do not live in a healthy society, and booze is the most affordable treatment.

I personally have been preferring slow death and decay combined with the ability to get through each day to having to deal with my depression and not being able to get through the day.

>>8652805
Will do friendo. People like you are why I still come here.

>go on vacation starting yesterday
>start drinking at noon, starting with beer ending with bourbon
>wake up just now
>lost a whole 24 hours, no idea what I've been doing
>house is a wreck, phone is broken

Well...shit.

>>8655868
Describe house. What exactly is trashed? I hate lost time :( having to figure out wtf you did. Have you been alone?

I have never been a big wine drinker but after finishing half a bottle of turkey on Saturday evening I decided to crack open the wine I had in the house.

Ended up going through four bottles.

My shit is still black.

>>8655868
post pics, lets solve this together

>>8654598
warm up, pup

>>8656926

I'm s till shivering

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Ohai, don't mind me, just relapsing for the ninth time in 3 weeks.
I got hold of some diazepam, so now I know how easy it is to stop with proper benzos. As such, I know feel the temptation to relapse even harder. So, when these are run out and I'm inevitably still drinking, I'll have the delicious task of going cold turkey from both alcohol and benzos. Wheeeeeeeee!
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=IEnNEIVR9EM

>>8638069
>before 60

HEEEEEEEELP
HEEEEEEEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP
HEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRKKKFDFGGHLLLLLPPP

>Drank two bottles of wine.
>Remember I still have to go shop.
>Brush teeth.
>Gargle.
>Drive to store.
>Grab shit I have on list.
>Plus another box of wine.
>Get back home.
>Almost hit garage door before it opens fully.
>Made it.
>Fuck yea.

>>8657474
lmao

>Go to store
>Cashier mentioned how I drink a lot

Stupid bitch now I can't go to that store anymore

>>8657743
>Not having three designated stores to go too over the week so nobody suspects a thing.

I drink every night... at least 359 days a year...just turned 31 weight 270lbs...was wanting to quit, applied for a job that im very qualified to do and have applied for it every time there has been an opening but I never get called for a interview I told myself if I got the job I would cut way back or stop completely but no call back so fuck it, I don't know what to do...keep on keeping on guess or blow my brains out who knows...I only drink beer by the way 8-10 per night on average had 13 last night tho

>>8657747

Too lazy they are all far away

>>8657754
How's your liver doing? Had any bloodwork or scans?

I'm 25, been drinking pretty hard since about 5 years but slowing down recently. The doctor ordered an ultrasound after my labs came up with elevated levels of liver enzyme in my blood. It had me a little worried but apparently the scan came back all clear, no fatty tissue or anything. Very reassuring... although he still wants me to cut back to 2 drinks per day.

Not sure that's possible or even necessary. Health's a spectrum right, no need for me to be perfect. Especially if that means going to bed sober 5 times a week.

>>8637294
Fuck me, alcholic tremors started, my grandpa died young of alcoholism, and thats why I drink little (half of what my friends drink on a party night) and I dont go to parties anymore, so I cut the booze even more, like 3-4 portions/shots on a saturday and 1-2 glasses on some weekdays. Fuck Im not even legally alcoholic yet, but the tremors go away when I drink...

>>8639097
Where I live the minimum age is 18.

>>8639415
This, beer was the first step for me. Then I realized it was too expensive so I started drinking whiskey. I really like whiskey, but I can't stand cheap whiskey, so now I drink mostly cheap gin..
When i say drink its a minimum of 6 oz per evening.

>>8642003
Degenerate

>>8644420
Stay seated anon we're all in the same place.

>>8657747
Nah, they still catch on. Also, if you're anything like me, you often find yourself running out with very little time before cutoff, and there's only one or two places close enough to get to in time.

Honestly, I just got over the shame. I don't give a single fuck what the cashiers think of me or say to me or to other customers/employees as I'm walking out.

>>8637294
>Tomorrow I have no choice but to go cold turkey. I've been drinking huge amounts of vodka every single day from the moment I woke. I checked my bank balance today and, well, let's just say that yeah, I've got no choice. This really is happening and there's nothing I can do about it. Will update if I am physically capable.
>Was nice knowing you, gentlemen.

Been there, you have to find cheap liquor that is "drinkable" for your taste. For me it was cheap GIN. DeKuyper.

>>8648006
Take a cold shower before sleeping. Works for me.

>>8648951
False.
Whiskey is the best way to get drunk imo and it makes you neither sleepy or agressive.

>>8642003
Weed is easier to quit than booze, but addiction is our common denominator here.
Just ignore the piss pots who can't stand potheads.

>>8646345
Hospital phobia? I have that, it get better after a few days in usually, once I get to know the corridors to the smoking area.
Ask them for another anxiolytic with the benzos next time.
>>8646891
I hope you're alive.

>>8647056
The only love of my life, at least half the girls I've been with, every single one my friends. Even my best friend, who's been a junkie.

>>8648769
Sure : I drank again, I drank again, I drank again, I drank again, and now I'm smoking an unhealthy amount of cannabis.

>>8648850
AA makes many want to drink. Try another AA meeting or another support group.

>>8649629
Nightmares and hallucinations are due to withdrawals.

>>8650188
I think you're misreading. It's not "get on my level plebs :-) ", it's more "kill me please, I'm obviously trying but it doesn't work. Please make it stop. :,-( "

>>8655633
I don't think he drinks much. Maybe a or two beer with friends occasionally.
I may have read that in a Q&A on /q/ back in the days.

>>8657474
Crazy Smirnoff guy? Glad to see you made it 3 days! Continue the good work. It only gets better from now on.

>>8657747
>Drinking a bottle of vodka every 3 day.
>Except Friday/Saturday when I get more for Sunday when shops are closed.
>Not suspicious.

>>8658014
Anxiety? Try mindfulness meditation, or asking a doctor to give you anxiolytics.

>>8652786
Listen kiddo, everybody is telling you not to do it, yet you still ask, and will continue until someone tell you it's OK.
So do it. You don't need confirmation from someone posting anonymously on a Taiwanese decathlon equipment forum. You're a grown up now, you can fuck up your life all by yourself. Do it, and either you die, stop after a while and join the crowd of people who tell not to do it, or, possibly, discover a new way to live life without any trouble ever.
Maybe you found the cheat code of life? Maybe nobody tried before, or is keeping it secret?
That, or it will suck. Because everything fucking suck.

>>8658220

I'm very insecure

I'm going to my fist aa meeting tomorrow.

Please wish me luck, bros. I'm a paranoid schizophrenic, I'm terrified but I know i need this if I want to continue living.

>>8658313

They're out to get you, don't go

>>8658325
>They're out to get you, don't go
fuck you

Asking again, how bad it is to drink while sick on something like a cold/flu?

>>8658325
That's fucked up, dude

>>8658325
This.

>>8658313
I hope it helps.

A pint of homebrew

>>8658433
Drinking won't make you sicker but it will take you a lot longer to get better.

>>8658313
What does schizophrenia feel like?

>>8658433
You will feel better while drunk but cold will be longer and harder due to suppressed immune system.

>>8658530
Imagine a constant feeling of self doubt combined with a feeling that the world is out to get you and that you don't belong anywhere. Everyday I have a number of voices talking to me telling me how I should just end everything or that someone is behind me following me when I walk home. Sometimes I can't even look in a mirror or glass window because I'm scared that someone else may be looking back. I can't connect with anyone and I'm terrified of what other people think. I feel like (and I know that) I'm a burden to society because of how I am. If I don't know you I think that you're out to ruin me. I don't feel human.

I shit a shockingly large amount of blood this morning after a hard week of solid drinking, I think I only sobered up briefly three times when I slept all day, Woke up drunk still the other 4.


Also It hurts my right side/back to laugh and I haven't even smoked that much, Maybe 10 cigarettes the whole week. I also can't sleep on that side
8 years and the abuse is finally starting to show


Hold me /ck/

>>8658589
>Hold me /ck/
we're here, bub

Sometimes you just have to scream and let it out.

>>8658485
thank you

>>8658589
Fresh red blood? That's an haemorrhoid or something near your anus, nothing to worry about. You can get haemorrhoid cream over the counter.
Black, ground coffee like? You're going to die very soon, unless you get a new liver.
Something in between, see a doctor if it continues.

>>8658589
never shit any blood but i've had a weird pressure on the right side of my abdomen right below the ribs for years and years now. if it was my liver i probably would've been in the hospital/dead by now(liver never gives off any pain,just swells/shrinks), probably a gall bladder problem from bad genes.

>>8658645
Not as black as coffee ground, Like if you let blood dry in a puddle on the ground....You know how it gets darker when it dries? It looks like that


Yea, I know I'm probably going to die soon. I got that warning like 4 years ago the last time I went to the Dr.

It doesn't happen that often, Maybe 2-4 times a month

>>8652474
I'm in a similar boat here's my story
>slam A 375ml on the way home from work
>drink 6-8 beers at night
Same as you what should we do?

>"It's raining and a bit dreary, I should pour myself a drink"
>It's warm and sunny, I should pour myself a drink.

I found I've been doing this for the past few months.

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>>8658214
>Crazy Smirnoff guy?
At your service. How goes it anon?
And thanks, man. I'll be back on it for a little while now I suppose, but I'll try to make it days as opposed to weeks. Hope all is well at your end.
>chug

>>8658917
MY HERO

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thoughts?

>tfw halfway through my last glass of Jameson

I'm switching to Jameson from my depths at the bottom of Old Crow and Stag Beer (local cheap swill that's reasonably decent tasting) to celebrate Irish American Heritage Month, since I'm a potatonigger. Sounds kind of dumb, but eh, I recently got employed again, so figured I'd treat myself. Cheers, lads. I took Sunday night off from drinking. It's always nice to get a day off a week. I just got a puppy Saturday. She's slowly taking to potty training!

>>8658925
Some hero. Pissing myself and screaming alone in a dark room is an unhappy, somewhat unsatisfying superpower imo.
Stay strong bruh. One day the survivors among us will meet for a drink. Of vegan, carb-free, vitamin enriched, freshly squeezed, hospital-prescribed faggot fluids. We'll get there. I... think I hope.
>CHUUUUG

>>8658950
clean your counters

>>8638457
fuck. i did detox about a month ago. they gave me 63 libriums over 7 days. im still testing positve in urine tests for jobs. this is ridiculous.

>>8658960
it's your day to do dishes you clean the fucking counter

>>8658645
When I was in a fraternity my buds and I went to Gulf Shores, Alabama for spring break. About halfway through the trip i puked up that coffee grounds shit and had a few friends try to figure out what it was. I thought I might've taken a dip when i was wasted or ate something weird.

Turns out that is pretty serious. Didn't stop me from staying trashed for the rest of the week. That was three years ago and i still drink too much

>>8639126
tapering down works. also, your idea of walking is good. staying busy is the most important thing in cutting down your drinking.

for a lot of us alcohol is our hobby, if you will. so find other stuff to occupy your free time.

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>>8649691
I wish I was you then I wouldn't feel the way I feel now. I get where she's coming from but fuck man me and my chick fight so much that it makes me want to drink. I went to vegas and my girl told me she like the drunk me in Vegas. I was happy cause I love Vegas and the club has a bad ass view that I loved so I loved it. Its hard to make me happy now. And yeah man my girl deserves more and the world but sometimes I feel like I deserve better

>>8644768
if anything do a mini-relapse. just get a 6 pack of regular beers. drink them slowly. youll probably only need 3 of them.

>>8649691
And Sorry I took so long to reply. It didnt let me reply a few days ago when I was drunk

>>8647730
coldturkey is completely unecessary and masochistic. taper down with beers. google it.

>>8658956
Hi Smirnoff guy just wondering how you get money

>>8649553
no but i get super horney when hungover. i can jerk off like 8 times a day on hangover days. must be the rebound of the nervous system like adrenaline etc

>>8649553
It's nice in that you can sleep for 12 hours, and just fumble around for a day.

if you don't have to work.

if you have work to wake up on time for, it's fucking hell even just being groggy, slow, out of it,etc.

>tfw have been drinking every night, with 1-2 nights off each week, for the past 4 years, and can get a hangover even on a light drinking 6pack of beer night

>>8659008
my problem is i get stuck in a cycle where i'll be functioning better drunk than with that god awful hangover.

I'm going to fail uni because of alcohol
I don't want to stop drinking

>>8637294
Has anyone ever had a bad sneeze that wont go away after drinking hoppy ipa, I bought some cheap ipa for $4/6 pack and I cant stop sneezing...runny nose,body is itchy, cant take the hops I guess.

>>8637294
>lite beer
faggot

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Half or more of a 750 of new amsterdam gin a day for 2 years, cut back down to beers, still have nighys where ill crush a 12 pack and want more. If im drinking wine, its at least two bottle of red. I can drink socially and control myself, but the second i get home it's chugalug city. Still not day drinking or missing work. Trying to stop, but fuck will i miss it. 6 beers deep atm.

>had 21st birthday 2 weeks ago
>go to restraunt and a few bars
>best thing I had was a tequila that my parents said was really good
I don't get why people put alcohol in everything, it tastes horrible most of the time

>>8659277
It's not about the taste, bud. It's chasing the feeling. Although i do really enjoy the taste og porter and stout beers.

>>8652571
possibly boredom

>>8658081
going cold turkey could kill you, but that's on you

the pattern I've noticed with my bender habits is I do it outta of extreme boredom and/or manic episodes. Been keeping my self occupied learning new shit or exercising, but once that reaches it's amusement phase and becomes tedious, a fifth of importers a night seems to keep me entertained. get bored of booze then get back on the health(ier) train.

>>8659499
I've only quit for about 3 months getting /fit/. Then it was /fit/ with social drinking. Then drinking took priority. So about the same.

>>8638291
>vascular belly
what is this?

>>8642003
>addicted
>weed

Fucking millennials.

>>8659532
I wonder why that's the case? the exercise is gratifying, and learning new stuff keeps life somewhat interesting, but always in the back of my head I can feel the pressure and voice of "...you could be drunk". those few hours of being shit hammered is more gratifying than the weeks or months of being gratifying. breaks even I suppose.

>>8659567
>of being gratifying
meant productive and positive with life.

>>8658762
same but I live in the tropics without an AC and its summer now so to help me sleep at night I have a few drinks, every night

>>8659335
the feeling is even worse honestly
I don't know at all what kinds of alcohol I prefer, so it's a pain when I go out with friends to a bar and don't know what to get

trying le old tapering down 2-4 drinks a week.
started at ?? beers and a couple bottles of whiskey. first week is 51 beers and no spirits at all. by may i should be down to a case a week which is hardly anything.
it worked pretty well like 2 years ago, it's just not as satisfying as successfully going cold turkey but i got too much shit going on for that shit to work for more than a couple days.
oh yeah tfwngf.

>>8657747
>Giving a shit what the cashier thinks

I live right by a CVS, I buy 12 packs of beer there 6 out of 7 days a week. Fuckin old cunts behind the register don't care, just another customer.

>have to listen to some shitty asmr videos just to hear a female voice (or any voice for that matter)

>>8659004
I have that too. Well, idk if it's the hangover or just drinking daily.
I wish I could get my libido back when sober, at least fapping was kinda fun.

>>8659546
>you
>retarded
Pick 2

>>8652621
Realize your mum was an alcho for a reason, she was just a person. I guess if worse comes to worse at least try and be someone who doesn't hurt other people because of their own vices

>>8655085
As an alcohol I would say you're on the borderline of something you should seriously consider.
I'm not telling you what to do, but I think you should try really hard to socially condition yourself by not using drinking to feel calmer and more open with people. I started much the same way, and that was a really long time ago.
Just do your best for as long as you can socializing without drinking. Drinking for social and/or emotional reasons is when things can start to become a problem, even if it doesn't feel like it yet.
Really trying not to be too preachy here but that's just my honest opinion.

>>8654635
Have something to eat, I'm terrible at actually doing what other people say but if I've finished some beers and am craving more sometimes I'll have a meal and without fail it makes me not want to drink anymore, unfortunately usually I just go get more beers

>>8655880
Holy shit son. That's a lot after that turkey.

>>8657743
As someone who is full blown, I've never had this happen to me. But you know what I do if people even start to get like that? Just buy more booze in front of them. Don't be such a beta cuck about it to let that cashier get to you, just let her meaningless words slide off of you and buy your shit if you want to buy it there.

>>8658762
There's pretty much always a reason if you're truly alcohol.
>feel good
>feel bad
>feel bored
>celebrating something good
>feel nothing who cares fuck it
>feel a bit nervous
>feel the withdrawal creeping up might as well dose
>feel like getting something off of my mind for a bit
>gonna put a movie on
>gonna play a vidya
>gonna read a book
>a drink sounds pretty decent right about now
Like seriously it's anything.

>horrific heartburn
>shop only has Smirnoff's citrus variety (I've drunk their entire stock of normal stuff)
>drink neat
>1 gulp, neat
>eyes widen, sphincter locks shut, sweat waterfall from every pore, steam bellowing from ears and nose, top of head smouldering and smoking, dick runs away like a tortoise head
>scramble to feet, legs can't get traction - spinning at 1000rpm like road runner but not moving
>foot finally hits something- gets correction, and I'm propelled forward like a tabasco-covered ping-pong ball in a Thai strip joint
>SMASH head on radiator, practically seeing stars
>crawl to fridge at 190mph
>KICK door open, grab milk, shove in face, squeeze bottle to inject soothing liquid into rapidly disincorporating body
>lay on floor shaking in fetal position, every breathe feels like a flamethrower from lips to anus, eyes still so wide they're practically peeling my head
>don't move for an unknown amount of time. Can't even remember what time is at this point
>Lucifer liquids finally begin to dissipate, can gradually once again feel part of my body other than melting intestinal tract
And now to try that again. Might use a mixer this time.

Day 20

I can't escape the nightmare that is my life anymore

>>8657767
Nah I haven't been to the doctor is nearly 10 years, last time I was there I wanted some pain killers for a pre existing hip injury that is a source of pain but they said "welp all we can do is recommend you to a hip replacement specialist" so I said fuck it

>>8660400
I like your style.
You may want to try bicarbonate of soda. It'll taste bad and salty, but less acidic. Just add a knife tip of powder to a glass, you're aiming for neutral pH, not a too basic one either.

I just completed a job interview at the Betty Ford Treatment Center and I'm fucking hungover. Is it ironic that I'm a raging alcoholic?

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30 days sober.

shooting for 90.

an alcohol related court case has coerced me into not drinking for a while. AA meetings are boring but manageable. the free coffee is nice. half of the people in AA show up for a few days and then you never see them again, the other half are people who fucked up their lives so horribly when they were younger that they never even want to look at a bottle. I play a candy crush ripoff on my smart phone almost constantly, whether it's on the bus (because I can't drive of course) or in the meetings.

While I still hate every moment of existence, at least I don't feel like an old man every time I move and I can think sightly more clearly. Waking up in the morning is still terrible though, as I am constantly dehydrated and it takes me a couple hours to be able to shit.

part of me just wants to get drunk all day and fuck off, but the other part of me feels like I need to be punished for just existing. As if enduring this monotony is slightly miserable, and I have the wisdom and experience to know that I'm not going to see any rewards from it. Like reorganizing all of your files just to make things more confusing and hard to find. I really miss having a burger and a beer in pub, man.

>>8661475

>Is it ironic that I'm a raging alcoholic?

No. It's sad.

>>8661512
>a burger and A beer

a beer is of no use to me I give a nickel for just one if I cant have all I can hold I wouldn't even get started sadly as sadding shit

Well, guys', I was about a month clean until now. I just stole some of my girl friends change and stopped by the liquor store on my walk to walk. Currently sitting in a park drinking it before my shift starts. It's only my second day, not sure why I did this.

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>>8658762
>man, that client meeting went well today, drinks to celebrate
>holy shit, traffic was a bitch on the way home. need a drink. or 12.
>I'm playing tennis tomorrow evening with whats-her-name, guess I'll drink tonight because I'm not drinking tomorrow night
>whats-her-name cancelled. going to drink so I don't assume she's with chad
>assumed she was with chad. going to drink to forget
>didn't forget. more drinks.
>I'm sad and I don't remember why. Guess I'll drink it away
>tomorrow is Sunday. should go to the liquor store today, because they ain't open tomorrow.
>Oh, this bottle's almost empty and I have a fresh one waiting. Might as well finish it off

At least I'm a high-functioning alcoholic at this point.

>>8661724
Probably should stop now

>>8655615
>recommending Smirnoff to anyone when there are better vodkas for around the same price

get some Luksusowa

>>8658950
>drinking cuck juice mixed with LA Beast grog

I just want to sleep, but I'm not tired and I don't feel like doing anything.
Maybe If I pop open a bottle I'll get some ideas

Why do I get suicidial when drinking
maybe i Am not clouded by useless thought and actually introsepectitiovenog mytself
what ever the reason i think my drunken mind might know better

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i havent felt emotions for years
the minor annoyance is not emotion
i dont feel ahppy i dont fel sad i dont feel angry not for years
and yet i think i am miserable what is wrong with me

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Thoughts on Landshark?

I can go to party, or go out and have just 1 or 2 beers and be done. Or I can go to my buddies house and drink just enough to be within the legal limit. I prefer to drink at home after all my work is done and family is in bed (my wife knows I drink). I will do 3-5 shots and a beer. I won't be drunk just really good and buzzed. The thing is I will do this every night. Am I alone? Are there others like me? I haven't gotten into trouble, missed work, no fights with my wife. I know it's not healthy but I exercise and try to take care of myself other than that. Is there anyone here who relates?

Sincerely,
Anon

>>8662891
>clear glass
i've never tried it but I can tell it's shit

>>8662915
4-6 drinks every day is quite a bit. It's obviously not going to be the best thing to do from a physical health standpoint but it doesn't seem like it's affecting your life and relationships that much. If you're looking to reduce your intake I'd try getting into higher quality alcohol (scotch, bourbon, dark rum, craft beer, whatever). I can pound shots of whatever cheap shit that's in front of me, but if it's a nice bottle of scotch I can stretch a single drink into lasting 30-45 minutes easily.

>she wont come over tonight

beer 7 and counting

>yuengling

>>8645975
Coconut water is among the worst things I have ever consumed. I've n
never tried kombucha and I probably won't because it reminds me of the SJW hipsters that make up the bulk of my university's student body.

>>8639312
lol I'm 6 feet and 160, I remember when I was 195 and looked like shit 2-3 years ago

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So I take it that none of you motherfuckers know how to drink? Get your shit together, anon.

Anyway, I'm enjoying one of these right now in celebration of Spring. I forgot just how good they are

10 mint leaves

1 part lime juice

1 part simple syrup

2 parts light rum

>>8639312


The problem is that most people over eat when drunk or drinking.

>>8663061
Did you put lavender in that abomination too?

God, you just ruined some perfectly good alcohol

I spilled my 40 while playing breath of the wild. The grocery store by my place is too black for me to go over there at this time of night :(

Anyone else about to crack open a pint of skol?

>>8662915

Lots. Your supplementing true content happyness with a drug. lots of people do it every day. just know that eventually it will catch up with you, and eventually you will have to sort out why you need drugs to be happy. or youll die an addict

>>8663130
If i could drink tonight i would be

Was trying to go the whole year sober, only drank 4 nights of the entire year so far, the last night was about a month ago. no real desire to drink , I legit wanna sort my life out

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Double of gin, 4 beers, a jack and coke. just call me George Thorogood, cause I drink alone.

>>8663061
how many dicks have you sucked tonight?

>>8663205


Did I strike a nerve? Are you mad because some of us can enjoy a drink without feeling the need to get shit faced?

Okay, anon.

>>8663072
I did that in the early years. Once years of tolerance kicked in, I can only eat one meal midday. Otherwise I'm too full to get properly drunk every night.

>>8663061
>being a homo & an alcoholic

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>>8658678
holy fuck I have this too, I've had it for a few weeks now though. It only really gets noticeable after I work out or lay on my right side in a weird way, like if I slouch to the right while playing vidya or something.

Have you seen the doc about it or anything? I'm scared he's gonna tell me to stop drinking lel

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>>8663061
>So I take it that none of you motherfuckers know how to drink?
>posts a retarded drink recipe that requires more than a glass, ice and liquor

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>be me
>haven't drank in a month
>want to buy some to alleviate stressful nights
>lost my ID recently

>>8663297
steal it PUSSY

>>8658996
Just debt, bro. Every time my debts reach impossible levels I sell my house and buy a smaller one. At this rate, if I won't just fucking die soon, I'll end up in a tent. In fact, I know a guy who did exactly that - he now lives in a tent in the woods with his Alsatian doggo, using an open fire to cook whatever food he managed to get while begging, drinking special brew and generally dying in pain.

I've been drunk for 2 months.

I just shat myself for the second time this bender. I wasn't even drunk, Ij ust woke up with the runs and didn't make it in time. Is there anyway to prevent this from happening again? Is this a common effect of overdrinking?

>>8663778
http://gaps.me works, but is nearly impossible to adhere to for long enough that it'll be practical for most (2-12 months typically)

Fourth day without beer

I feel like some

>>8663950
third day for me. about to go out and get some. bored as FUCK

>>8663950
I'm drinking right now. Stopping after 3. Just enough to calm down the withdrawals. But Ii'm going to pick up some librium from the pharmacy and will quit today. Hopefully it works and I can just chill in my bed for a few days untill I'm better. Hopefully I don't puke again. Hopefully I don't shit my pants again. Withdrawals are terrible.

>>8663778
alcohol is killing your gut flora and preventing you from digesting your food properly, you need to take a break or at least slow down significantly for a few weeks, maybe eat some probiotic yogurt or something as well

>>8663352
but they'll beat me up

>>8663231
same here, even though I often get hungry I cant risk fucking up my buzz

>>8662250

pottery, anon, pure pottery