Thats not a real carbonara RRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Oh dear god what is that abomination because it sure as hell isn't carbonara?
If you can't handle anything not related to your own autistic spectrum, please stop saying you're triggered by someone else contributing.
I would say kill yourself, but it seems like you're suffering enough.
Instead, let someone else do it for you; I'm sure you would either fail at suicide or not have the dedication.