Is anyone else both completely blackpilled AND lazy? Hopefully I can stop the laziness today.
I hate how ugly non Chads like myself are seen as disposable, laughable shit by society. I am demoralised by things wherever I look. Attractive girls everywhere with 5000 tinder matches, outgoing and posh people who get high paying jobs practically handed to them after being judged by their clones, advertising and pseudointellectuals everywhere telling you what to do while threatening you with abuse.
At this point I feel no separation between work and outside work. Everything fucking becomes work. The gym ("Have a perfect programme, diet, sleep!"), reading ("Read these 100 old and boring books and claim to like them!"), or anything. I always feel like I have to do 100 things at once or else I'm a failure in terms of some hierarchy.
I see snake oil salesmen, pseudo intellectuals, and intellects frauds everywhere. Most people in society simply ride along inside institutions while being judged in qualitative terms by their normie clones.
If I'm brutally honest with myself, I don't yet have the balls to live according to my own intellect and taste, which I trust. I am going to wake up tomorrow and finish reading a book I find boring (and can articulate why) because it is old and praised. I will drink coffee during my lunch break mainly because I will feel like a non-go-getter without it. I will read a book on my phone during the underground train ride to read as much as possible, even though I view erudition as a pseudointellectual attribute in this modern era. I will not live according to my tastes.
1. read books that are actually instructional and help you do what you want to achieve, old fiction books are for english majors and retirees
2. what do you mean, "threatening you with abuse"....how?
>>2761916
What is this shit? Literally just do whatever the fuck makes you happy, or at least enables you to be happy at a later point in time. It isn't some grandiose, eye opening thing.
>>2761940
>It isn't some grandiose, eye opening thing.
that's where you're wrong
>Read these 100 old and boring books and claim to like them!
You sound autistic to me.
Clean your room
Who the fuck is forcing you to read old books
you have to have a certain level of intelligents to really understand what OP is saying
>>2761916
you are stupid and worthless to society, that is why you are unsuccessful at everything you attempt. It's not because you're an ugly non chad.
>>2762049
/thread
>>2761916
Fuck off pussy
Hit the gym, grab a shower, get a clue
>>2762025
Wow you mean I'm a genius because I've virtually always known what I enjoy in life and actively pursued those things, while avoiding things I don't genuinely enjoy? Nice.
>>2761916
honest question: why do you care?
>>2762047
Half of /biz/ are normalchads with survivor bias, the other half are normalbetas who fancy themselves normalchads and larp as such
OP's post didn't warrant this level of hostility, but they feel attacked because they are the mentioned clones
>>2761916
Sort yourself out Holden Caufield. Quit thinking society will change if you hate it enough. Figure out the rules of the game and how to win or shut up and move to some faggy organic farm in New Zealand. Pussy.
>>2761916
>and can articulate why
Make another thread tomorrow and articulate why and I'll believe you
>>2761916
>Fucking phonies
Go read Catcher in the Rye.