I got bullied in school for 5 years, which left me very socially retarded. Basically now after school I'm a NEET since 2 years, occasionaly doing some shitty jobs for a month or going to a job course in hope of getting some tips.
It feels to me like I fail to make people interested in giving me a chance in job interviews.
Did anyone have this problem or could recommend me books so I can make something out of my life?
I'm pretty sure I could file some stuff to be officially mentally retarded or something and just live off welfare since I'm not a functional human beeing but I want to be.
>>1755699
Do you have marketable skills or a degree with experience?
>>1756777
Nothing worth mentioning or not enough knowledge to consider myself skilled in it. What I want is exactly that, I want someone to give me a chance to earn experience and skills. Thats why I want to be good in interviews since I cannot offer anything.
>>1755699
Bully other kids. The more you bully people the stronger your social skills become - you'll have to work extra hard to undue the damage
>>1756889
This OP. This is what I did, I started lifting and learning BJJ. I started going into bars where people my own age drink and choking them out when they went out for a cigarette or following them as they were walking back home jumping out of a hedge and giving them the old 1 2 or just following them threatening and shouting abuse at them until they were scared and start running away. I can understand why people bullied me haha
>>1756914
>How to undo childhood abuse
>give them the old 1-2
>>1755699
My dude I was bulllied all thru elementary school until I hit 9th grade and became taller than all of my former bullies. Yeah it definitly fucked me up, I'm still working on my social skills and I'm 25
Basically I poured all my time into having great technical skills and being more assertive. I may be an autist but I'm one that can get shit done. I tried being the nice guy for a couple years and I just got walked all over.
>>1756914
Why is Sam Hyde psoting here