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Ugh I have other problems to worry about other than money, a job, college, a house. Can we skip over those, please? Good let's say I have 1.2 million dollars now. Enough to live for 100 years if I only spend 12k/a year.
I want to kill/handicap just 2 people in my life, the ones who gave me autism, a shit life and made my mother hate me and make me feel like an accident and a retard.
I have... crippling depression and autism. I cannot feel happy even if I am rich.
I'm not just introverted. My mind is goddamn empty and wired like autism. My left hemisphere won't connect properly with the right hemisphere.
If I hear another ignorsnt asshole say "you're just a whiny lazy bitch with no problems" I'm going to kill him. He should try living with autism.
I never enjoyed life since kindergarten. I'm just lying to myself that I'll ever be happy with friends, money, accomplishments.
Other children are born normal and rich with a functioning brain that allows them to easily socialize, storytell, connect with others, organize themselves and overall feel happy and accomplished out of nothing.
Me? I'm lucky if I don't have a heart attack trying to buy groceries or talk to a person without my brain shutting off.
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Forget intelligence, imagination, talent. I'm not even average, I'm in the minus. I'm an unhealthy person who is kept alive only by his conscious thought. My subconscious is either not here or not connecting with my conscious properly.
I barely sleep and eat properly and the constant self-stress will eventually give me cancer. I'm growing white hairs at the age of 20, not even from the sideburns, but from the center of the scalp.
I never asked to be born. I wanted a new life since the age of 4. I wanted to be born socially empathic in a house with 3-9 other intellectual friends, living together, playing in the woods, creating games together, becoming accomplished at an early age, having a normal life without meeting shit people and without struggling through everything and losing and becoming mentally insane.
Is that too much to ask?
(Hey feel free to tell us your social/other problems too, anon. I can't believe the only problem in the world is an economic crisis)
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What the fuck was the point of this post?
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>Enough to live for 100 years if I only spend 12k/a year.
You are definitely not a /biz/nessman if you think that's the best way to retire on 1.2mil.
>gave me autism
Not possible, retard.
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Ok, so given all of that, what's your plan? That's actually what we want to know, that's the interesting bit.
Otherwise, your post is just a rant.
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