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I'm fed up with this meaningless world and I hate everyone and myself.
>>745215622
>>745215622
Nice wubba lubba dub dubs.
>>745216231
Good thing I've taken the Black Pill.
>>745216341
Whats the balck pill? Looks like a biju bomb to me
>>745216341
Whats the black pill? Looks like a biju bomb to me
>>745216341
i hope thats the black box of the mudslimes exploding
>>745216378
It's more powerful than the Red Pill. It consists of nihilism and the Truth about the world, which is that it is a bleak and miserable place.
>>745215622
The final redpill is knowing that you are not wanted by anyone on this planet.
>>745215622
fucking life I hate it too. but I use that hate as an impulse to make something productive. have you tried to solve whatever it cause your misery?
>>745216283
How is this a feels thing? That image quite literally is someone with no direction or stability in life — who lives only to chase temporary emotionally highs — hypocritically berating someone else for having no direction in life just so they can justify their own failings.
>>745215622
Can't relate to anyone irl, sad thing is how many people probably feel the same way and use social media to cope.
>>745216760
I dunno nigger, I got it in a feels thread.
>>745216676
Pretty much. But after being alone for 19 years, I've adapted to it and I honestly wouldn't want it any other way now.
>>745216685
My misery stems from my in addition to being surrounded by fucking stupid people (and people, in general). I sometimes get small, random bursts of productivity, but it never lasts for too long. Especially now that's it been proven that I don't belong in existence.
>>745216981
I know that feel. 20 years and not a single friend. Of course, for me it was the fact that I was never encouraged to make friends and instead focused entirely on school, so much so that I burned out in middle school, but never thought to try and have a social life because I'm not likable at all.
>>745217419
I was constantly bullied all throughout elementary and middle school. By the time I got to high school, it died out, but the damage had already been done.
Every attempt I've made to make a friend has ended in failure. Either we drifted apart from each other for whatever reason or they backstabbed me after they were done using me. I've learned to stop trusting and putting my faith in people. They're all scum.
>>745217758
The only thing that keeps me going is the knowledge that I'd be just another statistic if I sudoku.
>>745217897
I constantly think about it, but in the end…I'm too much of a coward. If I could, though, I'd want to go out in style.
>>745218058
Thing is, I'm in college now and it kinda sucks because I'm just burned out. I have no hobbies, as in high school I effectively wasn't allowed to have any, no real marketable skills, and little desire to improve myself.
Prozac is a lifesaver
>>745218111
Nice trips.
Tried college. Hated it. I hate school. I hated being forced to make connections with other people. The emphasis on socialization disgusts me. Not to mention all the political correctness.
>>745218280
PC isn't a problem at ASU. The thing with me is that I am a diagnosed aspie. High school was better because at least then I would have a solid schedule. Now most days I sleep to 1 p.m. and barely eat.
>>745218442
I almost struck gold a few months ago. Now I'm back to being a NEET failure with empty goals because my dream was shattered.
>>745218633
Dubs
I dunno man. At least at automatic state university I'll get an easy engineering degree and make money.
>implying that I would ever have a family to spend my money on instead of dying alone and forgotten at the age of 45
>>745218950
I'm trying to pick myself back up and I'm hoping that it'll work. But honestly, I don't really want to now. I'm tired of being a failure and nothing will ever work out in my favor.
>>745218228
I was thinking about getting back on xanax should I do Prozac instead?
>>745219182
Yeah Prozac is much better
>>745219383
I'll probably buy some on TOR how much should I take daily?
>>745218228
it didnt do anything to me at all.
ive been on 6 antidepressants now and nothing done anything
>>745219608
6? God damn
>>745215622
Depression is nothing more than an excuse. We all have bad days, get over it.
>>745219649
Too bad that it's a disorder for some people.
>>745219649
depression is when all days are bad days even if you try to make them good
>>745216283
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
She needs to be slapped surely
Y'all need some Jordan B. Peterson in your life.
His videos are helping me a great deal to get my life together and he even offers a future self authoring program.
>>745219862
Turd Flinging Monkey > Jordan Peterson
Hey /b,i've been depressed for over 7 years comming and going. I could really reccomend to watch, western buddhist society youtube talks with ajahn bramh. A lot of coping mechanisms in psychology today stem from Buddhism. And has helped me so much.
I think im failing every subject this semester. I have an exam tomorrow which i originally got deferred and i havent been to a class since week 1. Im letting down myself and my parents but i dont want to change.
>>745221055
its your fault change your life or killyourself
>>745215622
I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.
>>745222552
Fake and gay.
>>745221740
just wanted to vent, thanks for the advice
>>745223262
either way buck up or fuckoff
>>745223429
yeah cheers cunt
>NIN was doing a interview in Chicago yesterday
>decided it'd be too much stress to go, to fight to get in the record store cause it was first come gets in
>saw the interview on FB, was bored in 5 minutes
When I was a teenager I'd have been so excited. I feel like maybe I've become Stan from You're Getting Old.
>>745223528
cheers it only gets darker
>>745221055
Welcome to hell, may I take your fucking order?
Early version of King's Crossing by Elliott Smith: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HiBTykpkT9E
Album version of King's Crossing by Elliott Smith:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LmoPKlWDKRE
Studio version was released a year after he killed himself and was presumably released over a year after he recorded the song. The earlier version has the line "give me one good reason not to do it" and the studio version adds onto that with the line "give me one good reason not to do it, so do it". I guess he was no longer searching for reasons to live when he added that bit onto the line. I relate.