Feels thread

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>>745165148
I got a story for you all
>Be me depressed faggot pretending to be happy on a daily basis
>A girl is strangely interested in me but I try to get her away from me because I figured out I don't want a relationship since the last one
>One day she says "why are you depressed"
>I never told her
>I talk a bit to her trying to make this look not that important
>She says she understands
>We start texting a lot
>I fall for it again
>After a bit she notices
>"Anon I think you like me"
>I remain silent
>She hugs me
Fast forward a couple months
>We are in a relationship everything is going great
>Her grandfather dies She changes totally
>We stop talking
>I'm too much of a pussy to talk to her
>One night I finally find the courage to text her
>"So what do you want to do"
>"Sorry anon"
>"Sorry for what"
>"What did I do wrong"
>"Nothing"
>"What did change"
>"Nothing"
>"I need someone with me that's all"
>"Bye anon"
>"But I love you"
>She never replied to that
>I will never love someone other
>Sometimes I look at the chat and think about her how she found someone with her
>I think about how she moved forward and forgot me
>I'll never forget her

If you call the police and tell them you're going to kill yourself will they come clean up your body or do you have to wait for some poor lad to stumble across you and call it in

lurker here
please dont kill the thread i want to feel sad thank you guys

>>745166196
They will try to stop you I suggest killing yourself in front of the person who caused your problems

>>745166842
I wanted to do that.

>>745165887
Implying the girl would even cry.
If she cheated, she will feel bad for a month and then move on.

>>745166842

So in front of a mirror, okay

>>745167031
Yeah I mean, at least hurt them really bad if you want to be a cunt and kill yourself in front of people like a faggot

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>>745167798

>>745167031
She will get shocked I guarantee that

>google "I can't motivate myself to do anything
>suicide prevention hotline is first result
google knows my only way out lol

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I can never be happy with what I have, its never enough.

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Guys, we've already let down so much stuff, we can't let it 404 before we've even felt

>>745168579
Its the human nature

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>>745168476
After all, google knows everything.

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>>745168579
>Every new hoby
>Every new vidya
>Every new friend

Everything becomes boring and not enough eventually

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>>745168736
Boring honestly.
>>745168760
Google aint shit.

>>745168930
Still wanting to fuck small children isn't a sign of full mental Health

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>>745169025
Its a conversation that will only end one way anon.

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>>745168760
>.22lr
cal.12 ceiling spraying master race

>>745165148
Do niggers have feels?

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>>745167798
Holy shit anon...

>>745169244
Maybe he needs to find friendly niggers to have fun with

>>745167967
You don't know girls anon. Their hearts are made of stone. If she dared to cheat, she doesn't love you. She don't care about you anymore, you are already dead to her.

>>745165235
you sound like a fckin pussy

>>745169649

Ok Chad

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>>745169241
Yea, even the sand ones

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>>745165148

>>745169649
>Goes to a feel thread
>Is surprised to find depressed people

>>745170411

He's just lashing out to distract himself from his own depression, pity him anon

Depression, big wprd big meaning and lot of people, fighting it is fightint something to fight for, do something that will let something great after you, it can be lot of things... but the more you feel yourself to depress the more you will focus on it and never go out because it will be self pitty

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>Be 17 Junior in highschool
>Things pretty normal decent group of friends honor roll fag
>Best friend is better looking than me
>Popular cunt
>Starts dating this chick
>Long story short she ends up pregnant with his kid and he kills himself over it
>Kids 7 now
>I step in and help raise her
>Only seems right seeing as she's my best friends kid
>Mfw she thinks I'm her dad
>I am her dad basically
>Mfw when she looks just like him
>But she acts just like me
>Mfw she sees his picture and ask who he is.
>Mfw I she ask who he is
>Mfw I tell her he's just a old friend

I miss you mate she's so big now and she's such a loving little girl. I don't understand why you did it but I don't blame you. Just wish you'd given it a chance first.
Pic unrelated

Me and my husband want to adopt a son but the state is giving us a hard time. We have been married over a year and new home owners. We just want to add a young son to our loving family. We believe we are being discriminated against because we are a gay interracial couple.

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>>745169615
>you don't know men anon. Their hearts are made of stone. If he dared to cheat, he doesn't love you. He probably never loved you and only was interested in having sex with you

You can't put half of this rock's human population in the same basket anon

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>>745170887
You're gonna carry that weight

When was the last time someone hugged you?
When was the last time you held hands with someone?
When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?

When was the last time someone cared?

>>745171301
I know faggot

>>745171123
all the people I ever met are this way, girls or boys. But I feel like woman really all are made of stone. Yea, they probably feel bad for a bit, but they always recover. Men on the other hand are weak emotionally (the irony). This is probably because we teach girls to let it all out and boys they should show no emotion, ever.

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>>745170887

>>745171375
>When was the last time someone hugged you?
Other than my mom? My crush or whatever. Months ago. She got back together with one of my friends. I think she's trying to distance herself from me, or I'm scaring her away.
>When was the last time you held hands with someone?
Can't remember.
>When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
I doubt that I ever did.
>When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?
Why would someone do that?

>When was the last time someone cared?

>>745171701
What's her name?

>>745171375
No clue
Does my elementary teacher from years ago count?
Pffft people don't listen anon.
>Implying there's anyone around anymore
Uhhh maybe back in middle school i had a teacher.
Now i just use memes to distract myself tbh

>>745171835
If it makes you feel any better, I care, anon. I hope you, in addition to everyone on this thread, will find happiness

>be me
>faggot emo 14 year old
>cut self, take pills and anything else for attention
>have caring but opinionated older sister
>always raised me because my parents are shit
>sister is in cosmetology school to get out of poverty state
>needs subject to test finals on
>she picks me so that I feel relevant
>go to her finals, she's painting my nails
>notices scars/cuts on my arms, doesn't say a word, and keeps my sleeves down
>we finish about an hour later, she takes me out for food
>few weeks pass by and she hasn't gone to state board for her license
>find her scoring paper on the kitchen counter
>she lost points for not pulling up my sleeves because I'm an emo faggot, has to take test again
>she never once accused me of making her fail
>sister can't take any more of my pedophile father
>she moves away, marries an abusive husband, cuts contact and changes as a person
>she never got her cosmetology license because of me, she's now living in a financial and emotional purgatory because I made things inconvenient for her
>whylive.jpg

>>745165148
where were these threads when i needed them?

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>>745171910
I can't see any girl there

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>>745171963
WFT is 'cosmetology'? Sounds like Astrology, you redneck fucking hick dumfuck.

Also, guns are bad, mkay.

>>745169244
Ouch, my feels

>Just found out that my girlfriend has been fucking her ex behind my back for the past 5 months. My neighbor told me and I confronted her. She confessed everything. Once she started confessing, she got very specific. She seemed to enjoy confessing it.

>It wasn't just once. They've been fucking 2-3 times a week, sometimes in our bed while I'm at work. I nearly caught them in the act on multiple occasions. She said that he wasn't better in bed than me, it's just that she needs the thrill of sneaking around to get off. She said it was a huge rush cheating on me and she is hooked on the adrenaline of having sex while being sneaky. She told me that I've never mad her cum. Ever.

>We've been together for 3 years. She said that her ex isn't the only boy she has slept with while we've been together. She has been cheating on me with some of my friends as well, but she won't say who.

>I've never felt like this before. I feel like my identity has been stolen from me. My whole life is a lie.
I don't know how I'm going to get over this. I feel like dying.

>>745172017
Jesus Christ

>>745172120
>cosmetology
>cosmetics
>painting nails
doesnt have enough clues

>>745172120
You're retarded

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>>745172120
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cosmetology
lost XDDDD hope you are real

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>>745171963
>>745172120

My bad, just looked it up:

"A cosmetologist is someone who is an expert in the care of hair and makeup as well as skincare and beauty products. They can also offer other services such as coloring, extensions, perms and straightening."

You and her can fuck right off. She basically training to be a dumfuck beutician. Every single rearted girl i know does that with the hope of 'betting themselves'. But they dont, it makes then=m just as chavy and bogan and redneck as before, if not moreso. You get paid a pitance in those jobs for working in a fake industry praying of peoples insecurities and selling dumfuck beuty products.

Marketing men have us working jobs we dont like to buy shit we dont need.

Ppl in thoe jobs are literally concer on sociaty. You better yourself by getting a proper job, like working in medicine or law (not neccesarily a lawyer or doc, a secretary, nurse, paralegal is still a valid and well paying career choice which doent require to much brain power - just hard work...).

>>745171375
October 2014 for most
Still cant forget her

>>745172190
I feel you

>>745165148
Hey, what do I look up to find these comics? I see them floating around and they look cool.

>>745171375
>When was the last time someone hugged you?
It has been years now since that's happened
>When was the last time you held hands with someone?
Don't recall, not sure if I ever did
>When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
Never was able to trust someone that much
>When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?
Plenty of times but was it real or was it out of pity?
>When was the last time someone cared?
When was the first time?

>>745172502
It isn't my, someone posted it yesterday

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I just want to take one of my happy memories and just live in it forever and it's so painful that I can't.

>>745172644
Oh. I got you.

>>745172735
Why does this feel so inspirational

>>745172489
>Calls cosmetology retarded
>Can't spell or even use basic grammar.
Is English your second language or are you just retarded?

>>745172974
Because you are a huge faggot.

>>745172974
it is too fucking sad. U know story, right?

>>745171955
Thank you, man.
Feels good writing about this, as I'm absolutely incapable to open up to anyone like this irl. Just today I made my mom cry because of this.

Still, it's fucking awful to see the first girl to ever give me any attention just seem to fade out of my life like this.
We used to text every day, share memes with each other and shit. Talk about music, and how fucked up we are psychologically. She came to me to console her when she broke up with that guy, only to see them slowly come back together a week after.

>>745172759
then you're fucking strong, because my weight is 160Kg

>>745173147
of course, that's why I find it strange that I think it seems almost inspirational

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>>745171375
When was the last time someone hugged you? My pops a few weeks ago: kind of a weird side bro hug cause we're grown ass men.
When was the last time you held hands with someone? Like, 3 years ago in a hookah lounge. It was kind of nice.
When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel? I'm pretty forward with that stuff.
When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you? Cold one with the boys a couple days ago

When was the last time someone cared? About what, ya fool?

>>745171375
>When was the last time someone hugged you?
About 4 months ago, she was my crush and only friend. We don't even speak anymore.
>When was the last time you held hands with someone?
Never
>When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
There's someone I would like to talk to but I don't want to scare her or anything
>When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?
Not sure if she smile just cause she's friendly or actually likes talking to me

>>745173170
I know that feeling. Hang in there friend. Things will get better. I promise.

>>745171375
Last time I was was there with her, in November. Got a call from her last week telling me she got married. Thanks for the invite.

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>>745173028
>>745172765

Yes, but aside from the obvious and retarded spelling errors, the actual contents of that mans argument are sound and the ambit of his statements are entirely valid.

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Don't have much energy or enthusiasm to greentext.

My grandmother passed away in March, my grandfather (her husband) both on my mother's side, passed away in June. Now my grandmother on my father's side, mind you last grandparent still alive, is in critical care after suffering massive stroke and organ failure.

I can't even come to cry.

I just wanted to make them proud...

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>>745173408
>your grandma had a massive stroke
>tell me moar...
>pic or it didnt happen

>>745173530
That shit feel weird.

>>745173408
I like granny porn. Did she have big saggy tits? Ever see her bush?

>>745173408
I feel you bro, I'm 2 years into this mourning shit and it's still tough, but it will get less vicious eventually.

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>>745165148
>be me
>lonely fucker
>meet a girl from school, really into her
>she talks to me once
>ohyea.jpg
>we talk for a while
>we really get to be close to each other
>i meet a friend
>become close friends
>3 months later, enter fight with friend
>he no longer wants to see me
>leave him and go back to my girl
>she no longer wants to talk to me
>begins to drift away
>she leaves me for my friend
>now she doesn't want to see me
>persuaded by my friend that i was wrong to her
>both of them decided to leave me in the dark
>mfw i was the reason they knew each other

>>745173615
Feels good on my tongue while a big dick is flopped over my face

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>>745171375
When was the last time someone hugged you?

3-4 months ago

When was the last time you held hands with someone?

never

When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?

yesterday

When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?

i dont remember

When was the last time someone cared?

yesterday

>>745173543
She's in another company, my father is already there at the hospital. I can't afford the plane ticket to go, but in reality I don't know if I can bring myself to see her in such a condition. They say the organ failures might be due to sepsis from the bed sores

No pics, and I wish it never happened.

>>745165235
I swear I read "white peolpe"

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>be me beta fag
>be paranoid about everything to the point where i dont feel comfortable just walking around
>go collage, get social anxiety make no new freinds
>like girl but dont have balls to tell her how i feel, to afraid of rejection
>know i will spend the rest of my time at college waiting for her to find someone thats not me. Know i will try to convince myself i couldnt have done anything. Know i will most likely die alone.

>>745173640
All 3 of my grandparents dying in the span of half a year, its rough man.

>>745173909
Sure is. Take comfort in the fact they can only die once.

>>745173671
I know that feel, except the friend was the reason I got to know her, because how else would I ever meet a girl. And I never got together with her either.

>>745171375
>When was the last time someone hugged you?
2015

>When was the last time you held hands with someone?
Never

>When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
Last week

>When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?
2 months ago

When was the last time someone cared?

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>>745173909

aint being rejected 5 times nice

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a few days after this i got laid off.
somebody just come and kill me.

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Nothing to be sad about I just am...........


I guess it wouldn't hurt if my mom would yell at me less

>>745173969
I don't know what to do.

>>745174267
Yep

>>745174347
Jerk off in her dirty panties while you're home alone.

>>745174295
This is why I don't tell people when I like them. Even if we stayed friends, it would be weirder. Since she's pretty much my only friend, I don't wanna fuck it up.

>>745174483
ahhhhh no

>>745174358
just take it in.

>>745174556
I did when I was younger.

>>745174494
yeah thats one reason i told him was because i hadnt properly hung out as a friend in almost 3 years and i havent seen him at all since graduation.

>be me
>20 yo. halfway through college
>enjoying summer holidays
>day of my birthday
>happy af, want to enjoy it fully
>grandma sick. heart, lungs, brain... body about to fail. matter of time
>she doesn't wake up day of b-day
>heavy breathing
>call doctor
>doctor arrives
>says she's only got some hours left. heart failure
>can't stop crying
>lived my whole life with her
>hours pass
>next day comes, she is still in a coma
>at 2:30 am. next day she dies
>before passing away, she opens her eyes
>looks at us
>the family is all with her
>tries to talk but fails
>she dies after trying to cling to life as long as she could
>days pass
>bury her
>week goes by
>still in shock
>one night have a dream
>grandma is there
>smiling
>we talk
>says she loves me and misses me
>i tell her that i love her and miss her
>wake up
>can't stop crying for about an hour
>i miss her so much

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>>745171375
When was the last time someone hugged you?
Yesterday
When was the last time you held hands with someone?
3 weeks ago
When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
Today
When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?
3 weeks ago
When was the last time someone cared? Today

>>745172190
punch that cunt in her face and thank Odin you're not married. The court system would have you believing it's your fault and giving her 90% of your shit and paycheck(s)

>>745174861
What a selfish bitch! She couldn't stand to let you have all the attention on your birthday.Out of all the days to go into a coma she chose that day. Then, top top it all off, she has the cheek to visit you in your dream after seeing how much her death hurt you, her barely able to contain her smug grin at the thought of 'breaking you' on your birthday.

Seriously m8, just piss on her grave then forget about the old cunt.

>>745172190
pasta

>>745175423
see
>>745172644

>>745175235
When was the last time someone hugged you?
8th grade (junior now)
When was the last time you held hands with someone?
never
When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
never
When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?
never
When was the last time someone cared?
today

>>745174861
yo dude, she held out so she wouldn't die on your birthday. What a trooper.

>Be me
>13yo in jr high school
>divorced parents
>mom gets a new bf
>bf has 3 sons
>mfw one of them molests me
>mfw he just laughs as I try to fight back
>mfw mom doesn't listen
>mom breaks up with bf
>9 years later, still haven't told anyone

>>745165489
I personally don't want any more guy friends... I already have two

>>745175634
>hugged
Last night
>held hands
over 3 years ago
>told someone how you truly feel
see 'held hands'
>someone smiled because they were with you
see 'held hands'
>someone cared
Does pretending to care count? If not, then never.

>>745175747
She was the best, dude. Always cared for me, right until the fucking end

>>745175634
Since this is a feels thread I'll go ahead and tell you how to greentext and not flame. Literally just type a ">" first, done.
>easy

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>>745169649
Unbelievable

>>745176281
>feels thread
>good time
You seem to have misunderstood something

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>>745176389
Wallowing in pain and self-pity is my idea of a good time boi

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Not mine, but a good feels story
pt.1

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>>745176496
2

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3

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>>745176604
4/fin

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>>745176496
>>745176542
>>745176604

>>745176674
I don't blame you...it's soul crushing...

>>745176496
>>745176542
>>745176604
>>745176654
been looking for it to save it
fuckin sad

https://www.youtube.com/watch ?v=4SDVkdcO8ts

and then this come up on my pandora

>>745176980
You fucked up the link

>>745176954
you're welcome /b/rother, It's a beautiful story

>>745177046
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4SDVkdcO8ts

>>745165148
I have a story for ya.
>be me
>in boot camp
>3rd RDC is a badass biker type
>tat sleeves, rides a Harley, etc.
>always talks about how American it is to eat Uncrustables and Capri Suns
>has that shit every day
>brags about his daughter all the time
>works 20hrs a day
>going through a nasty divorce
>comes in some days with eyes bloodshot from crying
>still puts in extra hours training us
>dedicates some of the training to being overall better men
>easily puts in more time than the other 2 RDCs combined
Fast forward to after graduation
>look up 3rd RDC
>find his instagram and lurk
>see autism awareness posts
>holy shit his daughter is autistic
>mfw he was eating Uncrustables and Capri Sun because that's what his daughter liked
>mfw he was getting almost no sleep because he spent all of his 'spare' time with his daughter and lawyers
>still our best RDC
This man is something fuckin else. Hurts my heart thinking about him.

>>745170887
good man

>>745169321
Fucking saved

>>745174861
my grandma raised me ever since my mom left. now you've got me worried. she gets sicker by the day.

>>745165887
kek

Unfaithful whore and convenient dick would just be glad they had a morbid story to tell.

That's the lie potential suicides like to believe, that their deaths will leave a mark on whoever done 'em wrong. In reality, it is only those who loved them who suffer. A cheating whore and the random dick fucking her wouldn't care less.

Also... protip. Killing yourself because a "significant other" is unfaithful is stupid (and romanticizing it is infantile). Someone cheats on you, dump them like this mornings coffee-induced shit.

>>745172489
agree with you, she could have found someone else and re took that test or exam. or could have worked towards something different but sounds like she gave up a little bit.

hardly anons fault.

>>745177177
Thats my shit anon.
Thanks for the motivation mother fucker.
Gym time.

>>745172190
pasta sure but i had something like this happen to me. relationship was only a few months but she never really quit her ex. makes you realise she wasn't worth it but you will never get that time back. could always be worse though.

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where do you go when everything becomes bland?

>>745177553
I'm sorry it did, wasn't my intention. Even if it sounds obvious, going to the doctor and scheduling regular check-ups can help a lot in the long run. Just letting you know. My grandma died 'cause for a long time, she refused to go to the doctor. Too busy helping all the family. She was like that. And just a piece of advice: treasure her. The memories you make with her and your love for her will be what will help you get through when she dies. Which, I hope, is something that comes as late as possible. I wish your grandma a long and happy life, anon. And you too

>>745178138
thanks, anon. my grandma is exactly like that. always has been, too.

>>745178100
Thailand or Mexico

>>745175338
kek

>>745178371
I get you. Always worrying about others before themselves. I really liked that part of her.

Don't repeat my mistakes, anon: if she has health issues, get her to the doctor ASAP and see if it can be treated. The sooner the better. As people get older, they withstand less and less treatment, and something that could be done right now might be too much for the body in two years. If lucky, and in time, you might just get her some more lifetime. And you'll be glad you did, trust me

>>745175859
you should confront the son and beat his ass

>>745171910
HIS name, fagot

>>745171375
>When was the last time someone hugged you?
Over two years ago when my father died from cancer.
>When was the last time you held hands with someone?
Same as above.
>When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
In real life? Same as number 1. Online? Just last month
>When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?
I don't think anyone ever actually smiled that way at me.
>When was the last time someone cared?
I know it's happened but I never really see signs of it.

>>745177177
The reason he was getting divorsed was because of all the extra hours he put in training people.

His wife would have used that fact to get custody of the daughter.

You caused his pain.

>be me
>mum and dad split up when i was like 5 or 6
>mums tells me how much of a bad guy dad was
>infant memory not so good but only good memories of him
>a week after my 9th birthday
>mum tells me *anon your dad has passed*
>he had hung himself
>because of how she portrayed him i feel like we beat a big boss in a video game
>only recently been hearing stories about how much of a good guy he actually was and how many people he helped out
>find out that when he and my mum broke up when i was 5/6 he took out life insurance
>fast forward i'm now 22 and have only just found out that this man that i had been brainwashed into thinking he was the devil incarnate was actually a really sweet guy
>i'm a financial wreck
>he took out the insurance just so in case he took that step he would've still been able to have looked after me, paid for my first car, deposit on house etc
>and because of my mother i hated him

>i fucking hate myself

>>745169862
I had an arab friend that stopped going on facebook at one point. One of the most compatible people I knew. Lonely life man.

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>be me
> being with the same girl since im 15 or 16, dont remember well (im 24 atm)
>finally take a flat together 2 years ago
>she was doing daily skype with a guy she met from a mutual friend
>this mutual friend is a close of mine, i'd trust him to hell
>"k, np, if she want to talk to him, np, after all its a friend of X"
>"hey Anon, can X (shype friend) can come at home for some weeks"
>"sure, np, would be a pleasure to finally meet him !"
>My work takes me a large part of my days when i have to work (i can be off from house around 14 to 15hrs/day) so, i let them alone at home, but well, i was never jealous and i always trusted her, as she never cheated me before, or acted like she want to do that...
> 2 months ago, X (mutual friend) text me : hey bro, im sorry, but i cant hold that for myself anymore.. your girlfriend kissed X (skype friend)

I took over me.. because i love her so much, but since that, she's not the same anymore, she said she screwep up, that's she's not sure she want to stay with me, but also not sure she want to leave..

Im so depressed since that.. but i cant show it, i just hold my fucking feels all day long.

I know.. i know if the things start to piss me off, i'll dump her, but, i dont have that much social links with the world so i'll finish my life alone.

Sry for my english. I never posted in a feel thread before, im not sure if somone will read this. But if you do, thx you Anon to read my story, even if its not the saddest one.

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>>745180546
Go ahead and dump her

>>745180546
I would say you should dump her if I didn't know how shitty it feels to not have connections. whatever decision you make, good luck man.

>don't get laid until 27, partly by choice
>really regret life up to 25 when I cared more about school and work than dating
>become fuck toy for married women and sluts
>turn down one cool chick, get another shot a year later with 10/10
>too stupid to realize I'm falling in love with 10/10 and she loves me 3 months in
>she breaks up with me
>have shitty hookups from there
>literally unable to meet anyone quality
>women disappear constantly for no reason even though we clicked
>meet cool coworker, kinda dorky and young
>she turns me down, but we stay friends, get close
>things go to shit with an ex she started seeing again
>tell we should have a relationship
>she agrees, we start joking about marriage
>finally believe she's taken everything I've been telling her to heart
>talk gets more serious, tell my dad what's up
>then she starts dodging the topic and not returning calls and texts
>find out she was only kidding, going along with it for a good job reference from me
>lying every time I brought it up
>block the bitch

Still haven't told my dad what happened. He still thinks I'm planning on getting engaged. Pissed off because she was redpilled and we got along great. MFW I thought a bitch was making a responsible decision about a man she wanted to be with

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>>745181156
She's going to leave him anyway, and if she doesn't I guarantee she's going to cheat on him

>>745180546
Fuck her in the ass the dump the bitch.

>>745165148
I have bipolar I.

Its severe. I am sick.

I will be sick for years.

Is life even worth it now?

>>745181111
check'd
>dump her
do it

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>>745179999
sURELY SUICIDE INVALIDATED THE INSURANCE?

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I still miss you, Tanya.

>>745176496
Finally finished reading that, holy shit /b/ro, thank you for posting

>>745169857
lol

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>>745171375
>When was the last time someone hugged you?
random strangers three weeks ago
>When was the last time you held hands with someone?
I don't even know. At least two years ago? The last distinct memory was October 2013
>When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
December 2015. While sober enough to stand of my own volition was probably December 2014
>When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?
making somebody laugh about a month ago, but I doubt that's what you mean. I'm gonna go with December 2013

>When was the last time someone cared?
not in a romantic sense since probably early 2015, but I have close friends still

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>>745167798

>>745174217
Not bad.

>>745171123
I'll have sex with you, anon

>>745165489
:(

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Feeling is mind numbing. Good thread. Wish I could read all of the Long winded stuff without becoming distracted.

>>745178100
Charlie Brown is onto something.

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Ever read a Feels Thread..on weed?

In a dystopian world, any improvement would seem utopian.

This is dystopia.

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>>745183505
I can smoke up right now if you want..

I can even post time stamp and proof.
I haven't read any of this thread yet.
Was just browsing /b/ and I saw your comment on the end...

The love of my life got married last week. Didn't find out until the next day. Known her since middle school, 22 now. When I'm sober I can be happy for her but I'm not a good enough person to accept that, still drink and let it pull me down. Maybe some time I'll find the motivation to green text the over 10 years worth of events leading up to this. The times I had her but lived to far away, the time she would have married me but I got stationed in Japan. Tonight though, I'm drunk and wallowing in the feels with my fellow anons, please don't let the thread die. I need this.

>>745173258
u sound like a decent chap

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>>745183639
Do it!

>>745171375
>Hugged
6 years ago
>Held hands
7 years ago
>Told someone how I felt
11 days ago
>Smiled when with me
2 months ago
>Someone cared
11 days ago

its hard sometimes but im getting over it.

story of my life coming.....
>be me 14, i knew my parents had problems with their marriage but didn't bother to know exactly what's going on, i figured they will short things out on their own and fuck it i was just a kid minding my games and shit
>one day father kiss me and my sister as he goes out for a walk (he was usually doing it lately) after some time police calls in and tells he is in a hospital because he tried to kill himself by setting himself on fire
>i didn't want to go to the hospital to see him, i wanted to see him when he would return home healthy, i remember my fucking aunt telling me he will not come back
>2 days later he dies, i never had cried so much in my fucking life, learned that he had schizophrenia and he had tried to throw my mother of the balcony one time because he thought she had put people spying on him
>life turned to shit after that, my dads parents never wanted my mother because she was poor and she was not cleaning the house enough for their standards and shit and they were always fighting, after that they just stopped speaking to each other
>mother was not doing anything to help financially and just collecting widow pension and some money from the government until me and my sister get 18
>i remember finishing high school with only three pairs of pants the whole 3 years
>had to go to the army when i got 18, its mandatory in my country,i dont like changing things in my life so this was super uncomfortable, i still remember a fucking dude that worked in the army he hide my weapon on a tree and was telling me i'm very dumb to forgot my weapon in front of like 25 people, after he gave me my weapon back i remember i cried for the first time out of pure anger

1/4

>>745171375
>Yesterday
>Never
>Never
>Never
>Never

>>745184210
>FF to 21, i was going out with an older girl from my class that was with another dude that time but we really liked each other and it showed, going around together, sitting close, having people asking me if she was my gf and stuff, she never wanted to be with me, she was just hanging around because i was a good company
>FF to 24 i was done with college and i was doing my practice in a hospital, saw a girl with mutual friends on facebook so i sent a request and she accepted, we started talking a lot
>i wanted to meet her in person so we arranged it
>from close she wasn't that much pretty but i liked her, she was older than me 3 years but didn't bother any of us
>next date 3 days later we made out and we started a relationship
>started going to her place that she just moved out alone
>i really liked her place and wanted to be there all the time
>one night we were about to do it i was very anxious since it was my first time dick was not getting up at all
>i left
>she god mad at me for leaving
>told her that is my mechanism when i cant handle things
>she forgave me and we finally had sex some days after
>having sex every day after that 2-3 times a day
>she moves to another house, bigger
>i liked better the old one but this was nice too
>1,5 years go by and i had already finished my practice and was looking for a job
>things at home with my mother and my sister where shit because i could not find a job and apparently they could not feed me anymore
>told my gf and she said to go live with her for a while
>her nephew got her a puppy around that time and i got attached to it too
>gained a lot of weight
>FF 6 months later, her brother in-law has cancer in a very advanced stage, dies after 2 months in hospital
>her sister could not take care of the house (it was very big) and they decide to live all together in one
>my gf her sister and her niece, her nephew was living in his gf house cause he was fighting with his mother and he left the house for good
2/4

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Oh man, I wish I had some feels. I only have severe boredom. Can't spin a story from that. Good reads though!

>>745184351
>after she moved in with them and the new house, i helped with the move and everything, another 5 months go by
>they decided to go on vacation just the three of them to relax from all the tension of the situation
>got to keep her dog in my house for a while i didn't mind cause i love her dog
>we were talking about family and stuff since before the first move out with her and she wanted a family and kids and i didn't yet cause i was too young and was not financially stable to do it
>i haven't had a proper job yet and had 0 money on the side
>for sometime the climate between us was weird
>one day she tells me she wants to break up, cant argue with her cause if she made her mind about it i won't persuade her for something else
>agreed and we parted ways
>started going to the gym after a week
>2 months pass by with me crying and having stomach aches at nights
>lost weight
>called her to see how she been
>we arranged a meeting for coffee
>everything was as usual
>out of the blue she says she doesn't want us to be back together even though i didn't ask her anything
>we ended it there
>FF to just before the summer this year, a combination of shit situations and fights with my mother and sister and rejection from 9 different girls all this time
>decided to go to my country side home to my grandparents to see them but before i do that i decide it would be a good idea to cut myself
>i get a needle and burn it with a lighter and press it really hard on my hand so it will pierce my skin and then scratch my wrist again and again
>multiple blood lines on my wrist, fuck it, i go to sleep
>2 days later on the train the lady next to me saw my scars wanted to move out cause she though i would harm her
>fuck her
>saw my grandparents and my aunt and i thought this is a good goodbye trip so i spent a lot of time with them
>returned home after a month of vacation
>still want to slit my wrists
>ex gf calls and she wants to see me

3/4

>>745184403
>i went over her house i played with her dog that i haven't seen for so long and told her what i've done and that i don't want her to comment on anything
>she told me she is having panic attacks from the stress and that they fight all day with her sister and her niece
>we had sex that day
>i still thinking about ending it all, it's so easy, all i think about it though are my grandparents that they wont take it to lose another child cause they care about me a lot and they were a huge help for me as i was growing up, but they are old and i feel like when they die i would be free to do as i please
and that's the most important things in my piece of shit of a life, there are still a lot of things and detail i have excluded cause the limit is shit and i don't want to sit here all night

4/4

>>745183715
I should have seen I coming when for the first time in ages she didn't wish me a happy birthday. I already knew she was with a good fella and it was serious. At least she wished me a late happy birthday when she gave me the news. Her new husband even told me he could get me a job at the construction company he works for when I get out of the Marine Corps in a year, He really is a good guy, good for her, I'm happy for her and pray it last.. except when the alcohol kicks in though, it doesn't matter. Just dwelling on when she was mine and only mine. Music doesn't help. God I'm a terrible person.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iEkQGa_O5tU

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>>745183505
>>745184060

Here ya go

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[sigh]

>>745175859
r u a gay now

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>>745184547
Rad!

>>745168870
Everything you do must be boring and indoors.

>>745184667
Thank you my friend.
I shall have a cone in your honor.

>>745181337
LEET

This man knows things.

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Is it possible that all of these feels are caused by a lack of Vitamin D?

>>745165489
Because that's all some of us know.

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>>745171375
>When was the last time someone hugged you?
sunday. my ex that now is together with one of my best friends
>When was the last time you held hands with someone?
i think 3 month? some tinder date
>When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
about 4 month
>When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?
sunday
>When was the last time someone cared?
today

i did pretty good, why do i still feel empty?

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>>745184667
>>745184060
>>745183639

Fuck... My lighter lost its flint...
Now I can't light my cones. Unless I use my stovetop elements

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>>745184773
Thanks, you're too kind.

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>>745185113
Now you're cooking with gas!

>>745185273
My stovetop is electric faggot.

>>745185112
I know this feel. Wisdom is useless on a test like this, you need +10 Int for knowledge based tests. Poor bastard.

>>745171375
>When was the last time someone hugged you?
About 2 weeks ago when I went out with a female friend.
>When was the last time you held hands with someone?
About 4 months ago with my now-ex-girlfriend
>When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
About a month ago when I told a friend how I felt about life, while we were driving to a small gathering/party
>When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?
About two weeks ago when I went out with that female friend
>When was the last time someone cared?
When I spilled my guts she seemed to care.

I still miss my ex, bros. Hold me.

>>745169862
Fuck that one gets me every time

When was the last time someone hugged you?
ike trully be hug by someone
7 years ago
When was the last time you held hands with someone?
9 years ago, back in hs but it was a close friend of mine
When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
never, i have no right to love someone or make them suffer by my pityful love
When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?
random encounter, but i think that only a simple way of a human being nice to his/her kind
When was the last time someone cared?
my mom, but she desserve a better son then the one that she has...

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>>745185355
Woah, I FEEL like I'm talking to someone else. Not my friendly weed smoker.

>>745165887
He should have shot and wounded both people then himself. That way when people in the future ask about the scar, they'll relive trauma.

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>>745185530
That was not your friendly weed smoker....
That was some asshat...

I am le one...
And I don't know how to light my cones...
I wouldn't call you a faggot.

>>745171651
this

>>745165148
AND THE UGLY PEOPLE LOSERS SMELL WORSE THEN DOG SHIT AND OUTNUMBER EVERYBODY AND IS LAME AND SHORT AND UGLY AND LOSER AND TRY TO HURT PEOPLE UGLY WAY TO BE BETTER THEN PEOPLE CAUSE CANT BE BETTER THEN PEOPLE THE NORMAL WAY AND SMELL WORSE THEN DOG SHIT AND TRY TO BE BETTER THEN ME UGLY WAY AND TRY TO READ ME AND HAS TO HURT ME UGLY WAY TO BE BETTER THEN ME UGLY WAY CAUSE CANT BE BETTER THEN ME UGLY WAY BUT HOW CAN THESE USLESS UGLY SHORT UGLY PEOPLE LOSERS CAN READ PEOPLE AND KNOW BEFORE PEOPLE SAY OR CAN READ PEOPLE TO KNOW HOW PATHATIC THEY ARE WHEN THEY ARE SHORTER THEN ME AND OLDER THEN ME AND CANT DO ANYTHING AND IS UGLY AND SHORT AND UGLY AND LOSER LIKE MY SHORT UGLY LOSER FATHER THAT GUY IS A FUCKEN LOSER THAT IS SHORT AND UGLY HOW THE FUCK BUT THEY DO OUTNUMBER EVERYBODY AND SMELL WORSE THEN DOG SHIT AND IS UGLY AND IS LAME AND IS KIND OF SMART AND TRY TOO HARD BUT IS STILL UGLY AND IS A SCUM BAG LIKE MY SHORT UGLY LAME UGLY SHORT LOSER FATHER

>be gay fag in Midwest
>Fall for boy in freshman year in high school
>Deep in closet due to religious mother
>Turns out guy I fell for likes fucking ass
>Have sex, a lot
>He moves to next town over
>Turns out he also likes girls
>Was the best-man at his wedding
>Next guy I date I meet off grindr
>We date for almost a year
>Out of the blue, thinkng this guy was a closet gay, he tells me he is seeing a girl
>He explains he was a secret boyfriend, but also have a normal life
>I'm too much of pussy to dump him so I just let myself go and he dumps me
>One night, hitting rock bottom, I get drunk with my best friend and we ended up having sex
>Next day he tells me he can't see me anymore
>Most fucked up thing was I didn't initiate it what so ever
>be 25 now
>Last year my brother got addicted to meth and tried to commit suicide, wrecked my car and my parent's car
>I couldn't claim gap insurance, if I did my brother wouldn't be able to join military
>Brother got his shit together just recently and joined the navy
>I am about to be 26, stuck paying 7K for a car I no longer have, I also feel that no guy will ever love me, I feel like I'm trapped due to my all my siblings mistakes
>I feel like every day is just getting darker for me
>I feel as if I walking slowly toward the edge of a cliff
>I'm tired all the time, no energy, All want to do is smoke pot and play video games to escape.

>>745169244
Take an additional picture with the mother and son so you'll know that at least ONE person gave enough of a shit about you that they used their own time and money to try to make you happy.

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>>745185713
I knew it. Well friend I'll be thumbing through a good bulk of the feels. If you manage to smoke up and explore your feels, I think you'll be in a good place. Good luck!

>>745173883
this is pretty much me. I find girls i like and then wait for them to find someone else and tell myself i couldnt have done anything to stop what happened. Rinse repeat for my probably short miserable existence

>be me, 19
>have amazing great grandparents
>they have always been there for me
>they had one of those long dogs things the hot dog dogs as i called it
>always hosted family reunions and w ehad great times
>then my great grandmother dies
>my great grandfather falls into depression
>this is the woman he has been with for 70 years
> he decides that its time to end his life
>i visit him all the time
>he gets his gun and continues to shoot himself in his front yard
>mfw i come to him house a couple hours after he dies (he lived down a dirt road i was the first to see)
>mfw his note mentions how much he loves everyone but he cant live without his wife
>mfw im left everything in his will

it pays to take care of your old people because their moni will be yours. and i thank him for shooting himself in the yard because cleaning that shit up would suck.

>>745171375
When was the last time someone hugged you?
6 months ago, my mum

When was the last time you held hands with someone?
Atleast 3years ago

When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
1month ago

When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?
I want to say 8months ago, but my head is so fucked up I don't even know if it was real

When was the last time someone cared?
Too long

So my wife goes in comes home on June 24th tells me she's screwing a guy who's 43 and she wants to divorce this is after I've spent the last 4 months fighting with her family to not go ahead and ostracize her get angry with her and she goes through the depressive state of bipolar depression now she's in a manic state of mind off her meds self-medicating with alcohol and weed and this dude's cock what a f****** w**** I love her and it doesn't matter one bit there's nothing I can do I waited years to marry this woman and we don't even make it to our anniversary

I tried to better myself - got better clothes, starting straightening my hair, got some tattoos to make myself feel confident.


All I got was heartbreak, scars, a few hospital visits, admitted to a psyche ward, and the knowledge that she chose my brother who beats her, over me.

Now I just cling to whatever tiny thing distracts me from potentially eating my bottle of antidepressants

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>>745185951
For you

Depression isn't real!

You feel sad you move on. You will alway be depressed if your life is depressing. Change it fag!

>>745172190
Tell her she has two options.
One: leave, and never speak to you again.
Two: watch you break every bone in her ex's body with a baseball bat, and youll call it evens.

If she's willing to watch that, she has no feelings for him, and simply giving this ultimatum shows you take this gravely seriously.

If you aren't able to do this, youre weak and deserve to have your woman taken from you.

>>745170887
Anon you're a good person in this shitworld
Know that

>>745186196
you don't sound like someone who lost a beloved person. you sound like a real asshole, off yourself

>>745186612
Thought summer was over

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>>745185951
Got a good idea using rolled up stickynotes
It worked a charm.
I had a cone in your honour.
I only light the cherry and then blow out the flame. Don't want to breath in toxic paper smoke...

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>>745185951
Perfect.

>>745186717
It is /b/tard fuck outta here

>>745186701
Facts

>>745186701
I agree. You didn't give a shit about them. "Good thing he killed himself in the yard" fuck you anon

>>745171375
I never bet one date thoses posts would hit me
It's been a while

Currently writing this in bed. Been here for 2 days only getting out of bed to use the bathroom.
was my birthday 2weeks back but I no longer tell people, no one cares. On my bitrthday I messaged friends to see if they wanted to go out for drinks. No one answered me.
Spent the night alone crying into a bottle of beer. Only got one card, from my mother asking when I'd visit her back at home. Broke down in tears, I can't afford to go see her.

I feel so alone, so cold, empty. Sometimes I just wish I had to bravery to just end it but I'm a coward.

>>745186984
Fap to some bella Thorne nip slip pics and go fuck yourself

>>745172190
Dump the whore

>>745168870
relatable.

>>745171078
isn't surrogate pregnancy a thing the usa?

>>745187697

I think you still need approval to take the kid, you can't just pump n' dump and pick it up in 9 months

>>745170887
fucking hell man, my condolences. keep his memory alive.

>>745188421
but...you're the father. are they going to take the kid away, because you're a faggot?

I have PTSD for the second time in my life, with Generalised Anxiety Disorder thrown in.

This year I've;

>Separated from my parents due to them always fucking me over to get drugs
>Been diagnosed with a spinal disability after doing blue collar work for years, I'll be in a wheelchair by the time I am 45
>Lost my job as a result and broken down

I keep pushing my boyfriend away and telling him to leave me. I know that's the PTSD, but I don't understand it. In turn it just makes me feel worse and worse.

I want to die. I don't know what to do with my future, I'm spending my savings fast, and I'm not on disability payments yet.

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>>745189270

>>745189544

Kys

>>745189270
that's what you get for being a fa....
fuck that shit, I feel sorry for you anon, hope your life gets better somehow

>>745189270
That sounds pretty shit man

>>745189544
I want to

>>745189910
Thanks man. Not all fags are bad.

>>745190474
It is. What's worse is that I was a Neet before, I forced myself to conquer all of my fears of going outside, studied a course in warehousing/logistics, paid for and got my forklift ticket, and now all of that is useless because of my back, and I can't operate forklifts on the painkillers I take.

I'm thinking of studying something else in future, but for now I'm taking time off to get my head sorted. I'm in for shitloads of CBT and a long road of self discovery all over again.

>>745173737
damn bro, i feel you.

>>745165887
this just reads like a juvenile proxy pity party like when kids fantasize about dying horribly when theyre mad at mommy "so she'll be real sorry!!!!1!". no anon i ment i luv u 5EVER

Well, I have been having some bad times recently, so I may as well post what originally. Anyway, sorry, here's the event/greentext.
>Be Me, 14 years old.
> Filthy Jew faggot, parents wanted me to go on a birthright trip with some "friends" that I had known for a while in middle school.
>For the rest of this trip, I will be referring to this as the Israel trip.
>Attended this school from 1st Grade to 8th, in 8th we go to Israel.
>School shilled the trip to make us stay there, was a pretty shitty education, for they didn't teach some essential shit properly, fucked me later in high school.
>Arrive at Jerusalem airport, normal shit, faggots ignoring me like they had normally done throughout my time there.
> A Day and a 1/2 in, tired, we are going to the underground western wall
>Note about the trip: We were going with 2 other middle schools.
>On way to the place, fall asleep due to jet lag.
>FirstIncident.jpg
>I fall asleep next to a guy on the bus, Dickhead doesn't even try to wake me up.
>Nobody notices me, like usual.
>Stuck with Israeli bus driver
>Somewhat dazed and confused, go with bus driver to his parent's house.
>Dude speaks no english, have no idea what he is saying.
> At this point, I feel bad for him, due to the fact that this faggot just showed up (me).
>Get back to the group, at the wall.
>A group of 40 jewish children, including the ones i knew, all look at me, and start laughing at me.
>This is when I realized that life was not going to work out well for me.
>Worst part however, was not the fact that the kids were laughing at me, that was expected, save a few.
>The worst part was the fact that the chaperones, teachers of mine, were also laughing, and did not try to help me in the slightest.
>I trusted these people, and this act of negligence, in addition to 2nd incident (coming soon), almost sent me off the deep end, thought about an heroing.

>>745192347
Part 2
>Back to the story
>I then watch everyone i thought I knew, slowly cave to peer pressure.
>AsExpected.jpg
>Fast forward to a few days later.
>Friend of many years up to that point invites me to talk in his room.
>2ndIncident.exe has started running
>Go into friend's room, lets call him Zach
>Zach then, along with 2 other faggots
>They then take me, place me under the sink, place towel tight on my face, and pour water.
>Waterboarding.jpg
>Too scared, brain gets sensation of drowning
>Throw up a little, immediately goes back into mouth.
>This, although it was only 2 minutes, felt like an eternity.
>Especially because it was by someone I trust, in addition to the 2 guys who helped him (also trusted them)
>Walk out stunned, lost faith in humanity.
>...

>>745192433
Final Part
>After Israel Trip
>I attempt a form of communication with this man, after about 3 weeks of minimal communication with the outside world.
>During this time, I attempted suicide.
>Parents thought I was being overdramatic.
>Probably was.
>Back to the story
>I skype this man,
>I ask him "Zach, why did you waterboard me?"
> He replies "Well anon, I just wanted to. And you were the easiest to do it to because I knew you wouldn't resist."
> I have not spoken to him since.
That day has haunted my memory for years now, because it is a constant reminder of how I can never truly trust anyone, and how even those who you think understand, never will. Thank you for listening in on my faggotry.
>Flash Back to week before end of school.
>Depressed as shit, look around to see if anyone cares about what just happened.
>As normal, nobody does
>In fact, school attempts to cover up the issue, and pretends like it didn't happen (The bus incident that it, not the waterboarding)
>Even if the waterboarding got out to beside the kids, Zach's parents have enough money to "make it all go away".
>I confront the school about the bus issue, they say it was a problem and won't happen again.
>I know its bullshit, but i let it go.
>However, my parents (my mother) stopped supporting the school (My dad wanted to pretend like nothing happened)
All in all, lesson is to never trust kids, or people in general. I learned that lesson the hard way.

I don't know how to green text, but I got dumped via text casually by my girlfriend. I asked her out on National Girlfriend day, and surprisingly she said yes. She never had a relationship that lasted more than a month. it's been about a month and some weeks, longest for both of us. She was fine yesterday,but in the morning she just ended it causally via text. no remorse or feelings,just We're done,bye. so weird. I wish her a good life though.

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>>745186774
Nice

Do you ever want to cry but you just can't? I'm sick of feeling pain welling up inside me, it just builds up, there's no escape from it, even short term relief. My whole life would be waiting to see her again, everything else was just filler. it made me realize how empty my life was, and now I have to go back to that emptiness. I have nothing without her.

>>745181829
Ethan?

I'm 21 and tfwnogf virgin, should I just cut off contact with women and go full monk style?

>>745192466
Anyone out there? In case you are, im not trying to beg for attention, but please read what I wrote. I just want a confirmation for once in my life that somebody cares. Sorry.

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>>745171375
>When was the last time someone hugged you?
Today

>When was the last time you held hands with someone?
Today

>When was the last time you told someone how you truly feel?
Today

>When was the last time someone smiled because they were with you?
Today

>When was the last time someone cared?
Today

Even still, I'm lonely as fuck. I guess I just disassociate so bad that I don't even notice how much my wife and kids care about me. My wife left for a business trip yesterday and left 3 days of meals for us. She even left me a gift card to take our daughters to Movie Tavern tomorrow night. My youngest, who is 11, knows something is wrong because she slept in our bed last night to keep me company. She thinks it's because mom is away on business, because she told me, "Daddy, I know you're sad because mommy is away on her trip, but I'll keep you company". That shit hurts, because she doesn't even know the half of it, or the fact that I contemplate suicide almost daily because I just feel so lonely and hate my life. I don't know why I do, but I just do. My 14 year old daughter is completely oblivious, probably because she lives in her teenage bubble, and my wife just doesn't really notice anything is wrong because she is a workaholic, but both of them still give me all the attention and affection I could ever want. Worst of all, my birthday was yesterday, and the only person I got to eat cake with was my 11 year old. She did get me a gift with her allowance though, a Mr. Meeseeks keychain, which is kind of ironic, because it hurts to live.

Pic semi-related; My birthday wish.

>>745192868
My body tries to cry all the time too, anon. Until I throw up.

Feel better soon man. The right one will come along.

>>745193426
Just read it guy. I don't think you were being over dramatic. Sounds like a bunch of cunts

>>745193948
thank you. At least I know that one person read it.

my emotions are incredibly erratic to the point were i can no longer form a solid sense of self. when im up, i love life. i love my friends. i love myself. im an optimist and an achiever. i love to help people and i believe in good. i do my best to improve the lives of everyone around me purely because i want to make people happy. i am not sick. i feel the warm love of god coursing through me.

and then when im down i feel indescribable amounts of despair or nothing at all. i hate everything. i am the parasitic scum of the earth. everyone i know is secretly as evil as i am. im paranoid and angry. i think everyone is out to get me. im bitter and mean and petty and vindictive.

i dont know who i am and im so fucked up right now and i dont know why and i feel like im being watched. i was fine this morning and now i feel like my brain is collapsing in on itself and the crunch is deafening

>>745193607

Please, for your children's sake, do NOT take yourself out ... if you love them never leave

You've got something special regardless of whether you can see this. Those kids definitely do not deserve the pain it would cause them if you did something like that. Find counseling for you own well being, it does wonders and can be routed thru your insurance etc.

>>745172190
h-how long has this been pasta, guys?

Fucking pussies why don't you go cry some more lmao

>>745196994

lmao this comment

>>745196994
Kek