I feel like I checked out
I had to close the door like I left out
There has to be a way out
Not sure if anyone responded to my post
Like I said the door was closed
I hate that my heart is beating so fast now
I know that the treamers are not so far back from now
11:13am
I hate way I'm feeling again
I don't even know how this began
Only a matter of time before I get pulled over
When this happens I know it will be over
My head is throbbing
I can barely grab the mouse without shaking
There has to be a way out
How do I stop this desiese
I want to do this on my own please
Everyone knows
No one says a thing to me I know
No one extends a hand that I know
A strange thing like an afare
A thing I hide from everywhere
She comes to me in the day in the night
I have to have her without a fight
I have to end this afair somehow
She can't control me I don't know how
I will seem weak to ask for help
Not sure where to go on the stealth
She wants me
My hands are shaking I see
I left a bottle in my car this morning
There has to be a way out
very creative
Lunch time almost it is
All I can think about is this
Shakes
The stakes
The risks I take
There has to be a way out on my own
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>>745153307
what's going on here
besides OP being a massive faggot
The fuck is this?
I need to see her
She's waiting in my car I know her
Throbbing head
Shaking I don't want but have instead
There has to be a way out
No one here to see me with her
No one would know that I had her
This would stop the shakes
I know this is a mistake
Please help me while I'm still awake
It's lunch time
So easy to have her as mine
This decision is so hard for me
I act so selfishly
My family relies on me
It's lunch time
It's that time
It could be any time
She has me
The best of me
Makes me so weak
This afair has to stop
The shaking is no prop
The slurred speech has to stop
I hate this of me
I write this for empathy
I never thought this would be me
This lunch time
The thoughts are not mine
If I do this it will be a crime
Such a thing when she has a hold on you
The whole day is all about you
The thoughts are revolved around you
There has to be a way to end this
I can't keep her off of my breath with coffee forever like this
How long can I fake this
She has a way of calling me
Makes me shake tells me
The sweats in the night beckons me
When I want to stop she threaten's me
Makes my heart beat faster then it should be
It definitely scares me
You don't want to be me