H-hey Anonymous, how are you f-feeling this morning? Does the

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>>744273511
bump

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>>744273614
Oh, w-what a lovely view <4

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Hey, Alice. I love you.

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I'm actually cleaning my house for once so the world must be unusually cheery today.
What's all this energy?

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>>744273758
I l-love you too darling, but d-do you have anything you need help with today? <4

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>>744273779
Are you s-sure you didn't get into the cocaine?

Also are you doing it in that outfit?

If not, I can provide one for you.

>>744273785
Most likely. If I'm being honest I probably need a lot of help a lot of the time.

But you know me, that's not going to happen.

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>>744273829
Speak up when you n-need it then, dear.
Your life is a t-terrible thing to waste for pride.

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>>744273511
Nah I'm good got my whole life set out live till 60 then kill myself

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>>744273812
This outfit would probably be more breezy.
Nah, I'm in ripped up sweatpants and a graphic tee as usual.

A new drug habit would probably explain the past week I've had, wouldn't it? Sadly I don't have an excuse.

>>744273871
Well, it's not really a pride thing.

It's three main things. One, I don't believe that help is possible for me. Two, I don't believe that I deserve help. Suffering suits me. And three, I don't really want to bother anyone with my troubles because they're seemingly infinite and endless.

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>>744273971
T-that sounds like a pretty awful plan d-dear; the first person to be 150 has already b-been born is what some (admittedly speculative) scientists have s-said.

Life isn't so bad at that age. Now 80....

>>744273995
S-sadly not....at l-least then I could advise you to some degree <4

>>744274010
1. It probably is
2. You do, and I'm not sure suffering suits anyone; it's a thing we endure, not a thing we should embrace
3. I'm askin' you to bother me.

>>744274077
>I'm askin' you to bother me.

Can't. Love you.

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>>744274169
*shrugs* More l-like won't.
Have a g-good one, love.

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>>744274077
Should be obvious by now that I wouldn't listen to it anyways.
At least I'm drawing again. It's all edgy ink stuff but have any requests?

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>>744273511

>>744273511
Kys nigger

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>>744274259
*smiles softly* That f-fits my current mood perfectly. Perhaps an edgy dark v-version of Alice?

>>744274306
Fuckin' saved

>>744274307
At l-least call me the right racial slur.

>>744274215
I was saying I can't bother you because I care about you. I don't really feel safe allowing myself to rely on the people I care about.

I made a rule for myself after a lot of bad experiences that I'll never seek help from anything I'm not comfortable with breaking/losing.

Talking about my problems too much with the same person scares me. It's another reason I don't allow myself to have friends.

>>744273511
you write like a retard

sage goes in all fields

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>>744274488
*blinks slowly* Ah, s-so you instead decided to cut off your support network, p-probably the most important part of getting t-through your problems, because you are afraid of l-losing it.

Don't use it, so you don't lose it.
That sounds like a pretty awful way to live.

>>744274546
You t-think sage does anything; that f-for sure makes you the one with lower intelligence d-dear.

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>>744274396
Thread is pretty slow, where is the cucksquad?

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>>744274639
Who exactly is t-the cuck squad....?

Oh, is that you magneto? B-been a while <4

>>744274612
>That sounds like a pretty awful way to live.

It is but I think it suits me. It's the way that I should live. It's the way I deserve to live.

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>>744274741
I'm p-pretty sure it isn't the way you s-should live, given loneliness is w-worse for you than obesity or smoking: https://www.forbes.com/sites/quora/2017/01/18/loneliness-might-be-a-bigger-health-risk-than-smoking-or-obesity/#240ba26325d1

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>>744274077
No it is I've seen the faces of 80 year olds I can hardly see any humanity left in them, and judging how old people are treated now a days I'd rather take my chances staring at the barrel of a shotgun.

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>>744274809
I l-literally work with the elderly, and t-that is my point. 60 is premature, you should aim f-for 80 or so.

Even then, you are depriving yourself of what could be a much longer healthier retirement than anyone else in existence.

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>>744274396
Can do! I'll draw my yandere Alice I imagine when people are getting in cheap shots.

>>744274803
Yeah but I want to die.

>>744274612
It's still working if you want to post without bump a shitty thread, retard

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>>744274885
And t-that is why you should seek treatment.

>>744274878
I'll l-look forward to it <4

>>744274905
S-sure, which does nothing to hurt a thread that ain't gonna make it to 300 posts anyway <4

I got laid off of work and will likely be homeless soon. But I haven't thought about going on a stabbing spree yet so that's a plus.

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>>744274958
D-don't go homeless dear; there are p-plenty of resources out there to help you.

Are you in the US? If s-so, what state?

>>744274941
>And t-that is why you should seek treatment.

Why? It doesn't bother me that I want to die. I don't want to kill myself but I'm absolutely fine with this life ending. I've already reached my conclusion and ended my story. There's nothing left for me in this world.

>>744274639
why are your boobs so weird

>>744275007
Arkansas. Almost as shitty as Mississippi. I don't have the money to move and start over and I have no family, the few friends I have are all rough off as well.

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>>744275100
That's because you have accepted depression, dummy
You aren't supposed to feel this way. Your brain is lying to you.

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>>744275100
G-given all your other posts, it v-very clearly bothers you d-darling.

And given you are spitting out clear and obvious untruths like "I've reached my conclusion", it's pretty obvious you need treatment.

The final page is still unwritten, and the world still turning. You aren't done till you lay your head down the final time, dear.

>>744275118
That isn't a p-picture of anyone in this thread

>>744273511
My birthday is coming around and it's got me down :(
I'm gonna be 28 and I am no where near where I want to be. I work full time but still have to split an apartment with strangers to afford the rent. I have been trying so hard for years and have nothing to show for it. If I knew ally efforts where going to get me nothing I would have just fucked off, called off of work when I felt like it, got fucked up daily, and would have spent my money on irresponsible shit. Been single all my life. I always told myself it would be fine because when my hard work finally paid off then people worth having would want me. But here I am. Another year and I am no better off than the years before. Recently the thought that I might really be alone forever has been becoming more and more real and less of a joke. Oh Alice, how do I go on? What do I do? Where do I go? When will I find some kind of meaning to this?

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>>744275118
"She" is special

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>>744275162
https://www.benefits.gov/benefits/benefit-finder#benefits&qc=cat_1

P-plenty of benefits in Alabama; I h-have a friend getting into section 8 housing there.

Check it out. Help is available.

>>744275198
*blinks slowly* T-this will probably take more time than this t-thread will last.

Why not email me at [email protected]

We can discuss it in detail, Anonymous <4

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>>744275261
T-try harder Magneto, it's p-pretty obvious samefagging at this hour.

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lole~

>>744275163
Lives like that are fine too, in my opinion.
>>744275174
My life is already over. I'm just making cameo appearances in other people's stories now. Not being dead is what bothers me, accepting death is what comforts me.

If I tell myself that it'll all be over soon, I feel better. It has to end soon.

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>>744275462
L-like I said, that isn't how reality works. Sorry.

That heart of yours will keep pumping for a long long time. That's what it is designed to do. Lying to yourself won't change that.

>>744275274
Thank you. I'll look into it.

>>744273511
>m-maybe it's as dark and gloomy as your worst d-day?
I wasn't alive during WW2

>>744275527
I mean, you're right. That's why I view it as an inevitability that I'll have to take matters into my own hands.

And that's fine too. It's tragic but I love tragedies.

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>>744274876
Oh you haven't seen true fear till it looks you right in the eye then run off leaving a shitstain road behind him with a smell so bad it triggers war veterans to have flashbacks, the true fear of getting old.

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>>744275714
It's m-my honor, Anonymous.

>>744275801
I'm a burn victim; I've smelled it.

>>744275752
That w-would be d-darkest d-day.

>>744275765
I'd rather l-laugh through the tears.


Anyway. It's time for me t-to go to work darlings. Feel f-free to contact me in t-the following ways if you need me:

email: [email protected]
Steam: Aneki Margatroid or rukiarcx
Skye: alicemargatroid2
Twitch, Twitter, PSN: CeltyPlays

I'll b-be playing RE7 tonight, in VR, probably w-while tipsy, which made me nearly pee myself l-last time. If anyone is into that.

With all t-the love in my infinite heart,
Alice2 <4

>>744275896
Kys

Is it ok to rape? I live next to some qt3.14 mexi women and I feel a very strong urge to penetrate them whether they want to or not.

>>744276411
nah thats evil and illegal lol

>>744276411
Do it faggot

>>744276592
Why is it evil? It's not like they're underaged or children. All five of them are in their 20s. If it's so bad maybe they should be strong enough to fight me off.

>>744276830
cuz i said so cunt
now shut the fuck up and eat a nice creamy log straight from andy sixx's anus