Feels thread continued. Green text is appreciated

Tell your story anons, I'm sure you have a lot to share with us

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>>744204665
I capped this in a thread last week

>>744204665
What's your sorrows anon?

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>>744205064
Oh shit, this hits hard

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HnqFiq3cX2g

>>744205735
Good video my man, so what's bothering you brother?

>>744205064
Well that pretty much sums it up

>>744206086
It hurts when you are the one who's cared the most. I know I love her but she couldn't give two shits for me, eventually she just leave and since then I feel like a piece of shit

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The person I thought she was, that person only exist in my mind

>>744206661
Gee, someone here is protecting.
Tell me anon, what's bothering you so bad that you have to came here and post in this thread just to piss off random estrangers at the internet

>>744206917
This happens because your eyes are getting burned by the bright light of the phone in the dark bedroom, and they're tearing up because they're strained and stressed. You're not tragically depressed deep down inside, you're just staying up until 3am shitposting.

>>744205984
ohai no i'm fine.
just posting for the rest.

>>744207218
Oh, thanks then my man. Much appreciated

>>744207023
Absolutely fuck all Anon. Yourself?

>>744206974
ya

>>744207352
I'm not sure what you trying to tell me there anon, but I'm here if you want to vent

>>744207472
I've always loved this artist

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When i say i am lonely people assume I don't have a girlfriend and i am desperate for a one. But no one knows that i actually don't have any friends. I don't have anyone to talk to. No one to listen. No one to care. i am also desperate for a friend but my pride doesn't allow me to show it.

Lived relatively free of responsibility for most of my life, always considering it to be dreamlike and beyond my control, so I kinda just went with shit, usually never my own instincts though, always other people's. Never really figured consequences to be a thing since I had always banked on my family's wealth to get me out of a bind in case things got too hairy, always managed to keep a relatively low profile so that didn't happen though. I suppose it was a blessing and a curse, I was able to live freely with advantages but I incited envious cutdowns from my peers that further locked me into becoming a pretentious snob.
Used to be okay with that, after all I could just get fucked up and be done with it, ya know? Other people's opinions didn't matter so much.
But now, man... now I'm at the end of my rope. I remember clearly how my mind used to work, I had razor sharp focus that signified great promise from my teachers, and even though I was emotionally bankrupt, they knew I was something... everyone kinda did.
Except the kicker here is that I abused the ever-living fuck out of it and now look at me. Jobless, careless, friendless, no girlfriend, no hobbies, no interests, just floating backwards into shallow memories that pierce every last bit of the brain and hearts. I'm just an echo now, a voiceless shell completely torn of dignity and ambition.
It drives me insane, really it does, and everyone around me is glad to watch it happen. I would be too in their position.
After all I could never have been as cruel and cunning as any of them, even fucking children, so now I'm fucking paying the price for it, which amplifies as time goes on, yet I sit here stroking my cock in the dingy corners of the internet out pure, corrosive fear.

There is a Hell, /b/. I had considered it to be a metaphor for Earth, but I was wrong. Hell actually exists, and I really wish I were just being melodramatic. If I were I'd be killing myself, but I'm not.
(((Nazis burn for relief)))

>>744208249
Only teenagers and kids have this feel. Adults face their fears like men (incl. Death)

>>744208326
I can listen.
I care.
I know how it feels.
I know talking helps.
So please, talk to me.

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I was in love with her the night I first laid eyes on her. I pointed her out to my friend and said, "that's the girl I am going to marry." Had never seen her before.
We were engaged within two months. We were separated by half a state and everyone's opinions. Didn't stop us. We moved in together after months of saving up money. Saw each other only once a month for a day and a night for 6 months. Everything was just what we wanted.
I got the call while out of town with my best friend. She was pregnant. I couldn't stop smiling. I couldn't stop crying.
Months of doctor checkups and healthy eating. I quit smoking, she quit drinking coffee. We made our home ready for our baby. I thought it was going to be a girl, she thought it was going to be a boy. We didn't care either way.
She got an amniocentesis at 6 mo. Turns out he had severe hydrocephaly, cleft lip, cleft palate, and heat defects.

We decided to terminate.

Everything fell apart. Slowly. Inexorably. We both tried to leave at different times but couldn't. We loved each other. Finally we split.

She's with another man. Three years. I'm with another girl. Another random girl to fill the hole.

I still love her. I always will.

I want to die but if I killed myself she'd be sad. And I can't stand that thought. That is make her cry again.

I love you Abigail. I always will.

>>744208566
You're a good man anon. You deserve better than this.

>>744208566
Fuck man, you have enduring some real shit back then, but some things aren't meaning to be as much as we wanted to. Remember the good days with her and try to move on.
In fact as I'm writing this I saw the notification of (((my girl))) asking me if I have studied, all I want to do is being with her but she doesn't seem to care, well my problems are shit compared to yours. Oh well just kill me now

>>744208566

>>744209303
Same here, I think you have to look up for another person, the fact that you are still thinking about her even tho you two are with others it shows that you are a very good man, good luck bro

I'm just out of a 11 year relationship, shit got hard and sadly she couldn't recover.

Now we are separated and every night I reconsider my decision to stay separate

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>>744208249
This is me on the right
My nigguh on left name D
>D rape to mani womens

>>744209943
Ok buddy

>>744208326
Maybe you're an unbearable faggot.
Don't get me wrong I'm not bullying you, I'm trying to help.

>>744208473
Lol depends what you're running from

>>744209303
Thank you. The thought that I could perhaps one day feel the same is all that has kept me going.
That and maybe jack Daniels and marlboros. Lol
>>744209471
Don't ever sell yourself short for another persons happiness. Be happy with the person you're with.
I know that sounds kinda hollow I.e. My previous post, but it is true. Your happiness is important. You deserve to feel wanted because you are an interesting, worthy person. Anyone who makes you feel different is not worth your time.

>>744209771
Why did you decide to separate?

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>>744204665

Every thought I have is being monitored by those around me... every decision I make is thoroughly analyzed and cycles back to me more vicious than before.
I unhinged the fabric of space and time with a cowardly act and this is me desperately trying to staple it back together with language since I have exhausted all of my other options.
Am I the only one who's real?
How could this have possibly fucking happened to me.
I've inherited a debt, a massive one, so fucking massive it'll take lifetimes to fulfill, and even then, after several eons, until the universe is a cold, blank canvase, I will never... ever see the only person who I can ever actually fucking love again.

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>>744210207
We're here to feel sad. Not grossed out, you doltzy fuck.

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Someone I've been friends with for about a year or so, told me that I'm always very calm, never angry and almost seems very self-contained, even in situation where I have every right to be mad, sad and hurt.

He asked me how I could always be so forgiving.

We where having a couple of beers, and hanging out in the capital during the weekend and the conversations got quiet deep.

I just didn't know what say to him, because I really didn't know why I am like I am.

I've just realised that I'm not really a vivid person, and just feel dull and bland in my heart. I think that I've just grown to expect nothing from anyone, no expectations. Nothing.

I just don't care about anything. I don't understand how I cannot CARE about anything.

Fuck me man.

>>744210173
Thanks anon, I know all of this but my head seems to miss this and just go full retard when is anything related to this girl.
Man I wish I could be more strong to just stay away from her but God knows I'm just to weak, she is my everything but to her I'm someone to text when she's bored. That's all the sad truth, but thanks for the kind words my man and good luck

>>744210200
After a few months of couple's therapy, we discovered that I have no mental stresses that are hurting our relationship.

She does on the other hand. Her mother is bedridden with ALS, her brothers are useless as is her entire family.

She is horribly depressed and uses me as a punching bag and frankly I'm sick of it.

We get along in so many other great ways, but when she would prefer to be on her cellphone to escape to other people's lives instead of her own, I would rather be alone than in a relationship and alone.

>>744210207
Wrong thread bro

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>>744210207
Just imagine what a person from 1000 years would do if he saw what humanity has came to. Juat imagine what they imagined humanity to be after 1000years and what it turned out to be.
I know we have safety and everything but just look a the degeneracy

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>>744208326
You're not even at the worst part.

I've been in a relationship for six years, thought my loneliness was over

been lonely all six. Why? Wish I knew.

If anyone is depressed and needs to move out of their house.
I can find you a cool job.
Just tell me what area you can travel and I'll search for one

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>>744211236
Ha, try 11 years of loneliness. Get out now man.

Get out.

>>744211631
That's so nice of your part anon, but how do we know that there we aren't going to receive a beating and jump on

>>744210108
No. But in order to have friends you need to show some heat (interest) or you need to approach. I can't show any because i feel very humiliated when i do (specially when approach is rejected)

>>744208326 Same here

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>>744211631
Within 60miles of Fontana CA

Go nuts.

>>744211861
For example you tell me you live in Colorado. I'll look for some jobs and send you the links
It's how I got out of my hell that I created for myself. I now live in japan with a wife and son

>>744212171
Sorry man, you seem to have bad intentions but you how it is here, anything can happen.
I would give you my address but I'm not even from the states so thanks anyway

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>>744212064
zatzmaisishi at the gmails

>>744212171
seriously, go nuts.

>>744212031
I'm terrible with people. I can't have light conversation.my head is constantly filled with fucked up shit. I'm usually ok if 1: I stay silent or 2: rip on everyone for being retarded. 2 usually works but I have to make someone feel bad for it to work

>>744210405

Y'know, feeling apathetic and not giving a fuck is actually a good thing. It will come to you when you actually care about something again.

>>744212453
You don't have to give me your address lol
I'm very good at looking for jobs....I'll show you what I mean with this guy >>744212064

>>744212815
I am that guy.

I watched someone I was in love with die from an overdose. Close to five years ago. I now have a hard time tolerating people, believing in "good faith" or "things are alright"

I'm fucking sad. Drunk most of the time I'm not working. I've lost the person that makes me feel. I'm only alive because my siblings wouldn't be able to comprehend suicide. I don't want them as fucked up as me.

I've come to the point that i'm at peace with why my ex left me. It's just what happens when things don't work out. But i wasn't ready for the limbo that came afterwards, you're neither sad nor angry. It just feels odd. You feel like something is missing but you actually just miss the time and energy you spent on maintaining your relationship. You feel like you are alone but in fact you just forgot what it felt like before her. You feel limited in conversations with other people because who could better understand you then someone you've known for 5 years day in day out. You don't feel the same connections with others so you stop looking for someone else. You stagnate and become a lifeless husk who will never feel the same way again. You just run around in life doing the same things you've always done, the only difference is that she isn't there anymore. Which is sadly the worst change to happen in someones life.

>>744212815
I believe you my man but as I said I'm not even from the states, but thank you for trying. I appreciate the effort, you are a good man

Is there a perfectionist related mental illness? If there is, anything that could help?
I can't handle any mistake or accept being less than #1 to the level where i could kill myself for it.

>>744212064
This one is a careworker job
If you put yourself on the list they will give you options that you can accept or reject
https://www.indeed.com/m/viewjob?jk=b9da34014ad0bde9&from=serp
You could get a hot blond chick that need help with her day to day life

>>744207164
Regardless of who's in their company, everyone is and always will be alone.

Rip that bandaid off now, thank me later.

>>744212884
>>744213314
I'll keep looking don't worry

>>744213314
Oh god no, My 11 year lady was a caregiver a few times. Its so bad.

So bad.

>>744213194
That's some Japanese level of perfectionism. Go to therapy anon and meditation actually helps a lot, go to YouTube and watch meditation of the monkey mind, thats how I learned anyway

>>744213144
Just tell me what city you're in and I'll find you something. Trust me you have to make a positive decision in your life

>>744208326
I'm in the same spot, except I've become numb to the "loneliness." It doesn't make me sad anymore. It actually feels pretty OK.

Am I broken?

>>744213492
OK, I'm form coronel Oviedo Paraguay, it's in South America my man,kek.
That explains my shity English

I wish I could get over this last break-up, even though it was the most crucial, horrifying, beloved experiences of my entire life, but I am completely unable to.
It is actually impossible for me to move forward with my life adequately.
Do you like to read?
What are your thoughts like?
Do they feel private and secure inside your skull?
Keep that feeling, trust me, if you have that ability then you can do anything you want with your mind, and I mean fucking anything.
I envy the shit out of you if your thoughts feel at all secretive.

>>744213427
It depends what type my man. I looked after a smart guy with cerebral palsy. I helped him get a job at the BBC he helped me meet my wife.
I couldn't look after anyone that couldn't move or speak or old people.

>>744212694
Not the guy you were talking with. But here is my experience with apathy
I was very emotional person but then i decided that no emotions at all will make me powerful and strong person. I got rid of all my emotions except sadness and loneliness because i wasn't able to.

Now i feel like robots from kids movies. They don't have emotions but they still feel sad

>>744204665

>>be me
>>been misserable for about 4 years now
>>never figured out life, just went with it, no ambitions, no dream, nothing worth living for
>>just playing videogames and masturbationg.
>>had a relation ship for 1 1/2 years.
>>realized after 3 months I'm not ready for a relation ship, last happy one was 7 years ago. 3 years single after that.
>>miserable realtionship goes on for 1 1/2 years, shit is getting me down and depressed
>>feel like I have failed at life completely.
>>we eventually break up, horrible end.
>>still got nothing to live for but now am also lonely
>>time passes, have occasional hook up.
>>doesn't satisfy.
>>be at local disco one night like any other.
>>this totally hot girl walks up to me and asks for my number straight away because she thinks I look sympathetic.
>>give it to her without hesitation
>>meet with girl next weekend in same club.
>>start making out, ask her to come home with me
>>she agrees
>>anonisgettingsome.jpg
>>have best sex of my whole life with her
>>she is a little freak.
>>calls me senpai in bed, begs me to fuck her
>>holyfuckingshit.jpg
>>isthisreallife.jpg
>>she stays the night, leaves next day
>>keep writing with her.
>>actually starting to like her personality.
>>she is super cute, still hot
>>turns out she is a fucking instagram hobby model, 1k followers
>>pics are gorgeois, boys are swooning over her left and right
>>half her friend circle is into her, 2 ex boyfriends included
>>thecompetition.jpg
>>we start seeing each other regularly
>>keep having sex
>>open up towards each other
>>she tells me her last realtionship ended not too long ago, she was super happy. psychotic ex boyfriend sabotaged it
>>is still dealing with it, not over it yet.
>>Fucking me falls in love with her
>>shit.jpg
>>start getting jealous of all the assholes surrounding her
>>I am no match for them, I have no special qualiites
>>I tell her about my feelings.

>>744213660
Elaborate more please, this seems interesting

>>744213717
Same situation, she cared for him and one day he tried to seduce her. She declined.

Then he wouldn't stop.

>>744213829
Simple question really, do you feel like your thoughts are private?

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>>744213585
You are pic related

>>744213798
faggot newbie doesn't know how to greentext oh well.

>she says she is confused. still dealing with her break up.
>Imsofuckingdumb.jpg
>gets mad that as soon as she gets to know a cool guy feelings get in the way and friendship ends.
>gotta surpress tears at the word friendship
>she posts her picture on facebook under a dating post (the "looking for X" type)
>I'm not even considered? nice.
>keep seeing her, still some sex. still deeply in love with her
>now I am miserable and miserably in love.
>Thinking whether I was not better off just miserable and lonely
>had no feelinsg for 5 years.
>why now?

>>744213640
Lol ok I couldn't find Shit in English
Look for live in jobs, childcare, kids activity instructor, volunteer work, stuff like that is usually low pay but it gets you out of the house to meet new people.

>>744213798
You don't ever ever tell a girl how you feel, when you do this you give her power and then is she can destroy you and is she's like most of girls she most definitely will

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>>744204665

>>744213946
Yeah I think my ideas and all my thinking is private, because I've tried this.
Sometimes I watched a person in the eye and just thinking how I hate them or if is a female how much I would fuck her and I'm pretty sure the doesn't listen

>>744214136
Thanks for trying man, I appreciate the try I really do

>>744214153
Agreed. Once I have fallen for someone I'm a helpless toy, I pander to their every need.. I fucking hate myself.

>>744213870
You single? I specialise with people that don't have anything to hold them back.
Like a house or family

>>744214540
I'm telling you this because I'm just like that and I hate it

>>744210020
It ends here? That sucks.

>>744214368
Do you have a kik? I have something I want to try.

>>744214618
The cycle begins all over again, it's like life itself

>>744214464
Search for what I said in your native language
Live in, volunteer, activity instructor

>>744214695
O shit nigga, I don't but I can download if you wanted to

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>>744206661
>>744207023
may as well post the full comic huh?

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>>744214608
I have neither. If you strike gold I'll go mine it.

>>744214772
Good, go

>>744214719
I will man, I love you for trying so hard

>>744207023
Lel. Fucking neckbeard loser got hit a little too close to home by this one. Maybe take this knowledge, because everything stated in that image is true, and improve yourself. Don't get all butthurt. Do something to be less of a worthless piece of shit when you're confronted with the truth.

>>744212064
if youre a fucking white male they will all hate you anyway, so fuck em, death to them all

>>744214696
A video game having this much meaning. Dammit

>>744214916
Not the guy but maybe stop acting superior. Given the fact your in this thread your probably just as fucked up as he is.

>>744211679
>"No I'M a bigger loser!"

Not OP or greentext story guy, just need to get this out.

>be me
>meet girl in HS during lame play
>hang out with her, quickly fall for her.
>start dating
>Date for 1.8 years
>first gf, first kiss
>shit is perfect, but she develops depression
>starts being really quiet and withdrawn
>eventually get to the point where we talk once a few days because she won't reply to my texts.
>replies with one -word answers only, feelsbadman.mp3
>17 year old me cant take this
>break up with her
>move to other side of country, but still thinking of her.
>go to university, date other girl, still thinking of her.
>break up with other girl
>2.5 years go by, still cant get over that girl
>think about her everyday
>find out she's staying near me, get courage to message her.
>we start hanging out, go to pubs.
>shit is amazing.
>we eventually hook up. Spend all our free time texting or being together.
>she drops the L-bomb one night
>ohshitniggathisiperfect.gif
>studies are ending though, only job is on other side of country.
>promise to stay in touch.
>we keep talking, but slowly she starts taking longer to reply.
>eventually we stop talking regularly.
>i message her every now and then to start a convo.
>conversations dont last long.
>still cant stop thinking of her.

B/ros, every night the only way i can sleep is by closing my eyes and imagining that she's next to me. That I'm holding her in my arms, hearing her breath and feeling her legs intertwine with mine.

Please message me Caitlin.

>>744215129
Nope, just the first thread that showed up on /b/. Personally, I always wonder why people make threads specifically to be depressed.

>>744214849
Cheers bro....if you put yourself in a positive frame of mind good things will happen to you. Keep going until you get that one thing and then grab it.
I looked and looked until my only choice was join the army. After going through 90% of the join up procedure....suddenly a kids activity place phoned me and told me I had to come right away. Best decision I ever made

>>744215460
Seeing a worse problem will make feel sad but it will also make you feel better about your problem

>>744215460
As opposed to making threads about traps, gays and cuckolds? Helps people feel better, less alone in their lives.

>>744214789
Sorry i got distracted.
Do you have a car, qualifications, interests and how old are you?

>>744214719
find me something in england please anon, penniless + no qualifications, pretty much nothing holding me back like the other guy said if you find gold...

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>been on 4chan for 2 years
>perfect balance between newfag and oldfag
>haven't talked to my friends about 4chan
>just silently browse and comment on threads
>find thread about woman privilege
>go to reply
>the whole thread is a warzone
>decide to tell friend how cancerous it was
>immediately called a newfag
>friends proceed to make fun of me and call me a normal fag
>talk to other friend about it
>she gets offended
>blocks me
>outcasted by everyone

>>744211631
Around Jerusalem and tel aviv?

>>744215736
Fine, I'll admit it's at least better than those three

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>>744214842
Here man

>>744215786
1. motorcycle
2. Entertainer by trade, manager of a company that finds and trains and books those people.
3. I like to cook. And drive fast.
4. 31

>>744212064
This your style? I'd love it
https://www.indeed.com/m/viewjob?jk=2eac660a638092f6&from=serp

>>744216205
>>744216304
Sounds right up your street.

everyone's here about their breakups.

I'm here because I'm insane.

As one anon aptly said to me earlier:

"You know the medication won't fix you, so what's the point?"

Honestly, its hard to know what the point is right now, or ever, anymore.

I just know I want to die.

>>744216304
I was a camp counselor for developmentally delayed children and adults.

However, that job based on the key qualifications is more like groundskeeper and frankly, I don't have many of the qualifications. I.E. I cant into carpentry.

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As a kid i was always afraid of demons and always hid and escaped from them. Now i run behind them so i can talk with them but they keep running away from me.

>>744210020

No

>>744216443
The thing I find with my own mental problems is it's a lot easier to learn how to deal with it rather than trying to fix it. That takes too much energy and ultimately you'll get depressed when you can't beat it
For example I'll be holding my son (absolute love of my life) and then I'll just imagine throwing him against a brick wall for no reason.
It's hell for me to live with but I'm not going to take any medication coz surely it would make me worse in the long run

>>744216687
Kinda edgy but I like it

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Found this in a cringe thread, but it belongs here.

>>744215365
At least you managed to stay in touch.
I guess what's the L-bomb means but it still might work to try to date other girls, not to make her jealous but to make you appears like you can live on.

But I'm just here giving advices I can't follow.

>>744216869
I've read that once, not again.
It makes me feel sick put me in the guys place>>744216869

>>744216578
I'm sure it just means the basic shit like a piece of wood fell off a bed. Stuff you can google how to fix
How bout this
https://www.indeed.com/m/viewjob?jk=40972c124411a661&from=serp

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I didn't deserve you Amanda. Thanks for the time we had together. I know you think I'll find someone else.
Its been 4 years now and I still stay up too late at night missing you.
I still pretend to make you coffee and food without onions in it.

>>744206281
you aren't alone. exact same thing happened to me this summer and its ruined my entire month. I miss her. Im such a piece of shit I just finished masturbating to her picture and I still remember her phone number even though I deleted her contact

>>744216810
if I don't take medication, I will surely end up institutionalized again.

My disorder is very severe.

>>744216824
No.
Ive had paranoid schizophrenia since really young age i am not pretending to be hip and cool.

>>744204665
She married someone else then got divorced, tried to crawl back to me, but too late, slut. I enjoyed breaking her down the way she broke me down. I have nothing but satisfaction.

Hey /b/, I'm in search of your help to find one the the greatest feels greentext stories I've ever read. This is a story that I read one night a few years ago, but recently I was reminded of it and have searched everywhere, but to no avail. I'm really hoping someone here can recognize what I'm looking for.

So this story isn't actually a single story, but a series of several (maybe 5 or 6, or even more) told by a single anon. It is written from his point of view about him growing up with his friend who was a girl. These stories go in sequence with his childhood, from when they first met as kids, to a few years later when they went camping, etc. They started out as childhood friends, and turned into first loves. I don't remember all the details, but I do remember the final story about how they each parted separate ways, and anon gave this girl a sweater/hoodie/jacket to remember him by. Many years later, she is now married and has a family, anon decides one day to check her out on Facebook. While going through her photos, he sees a picture of her sitting at home with her husband, wearing the same sweater/hoodie/jacket given to her many years ago.

>>744217480
I have something like that but I think not such a severe version. I believe I can read what people are thinking....but actually I usually can.
The voices I hear I know are my own so I try to think of where that feeling came from

I live next door to an alcoholic asshole. When he first moved in, roughly a year ago, he was sober and just got these two kittens. But then he started drinking. He spends all his money on booze and pills and drugs now. One of his cats now lives outside with her kittens, while the other lives with him but he forces her to wander outside.
The cat that lives with him is painfully thin. She was pregnant a while back, but she's not now. I highly doubt she carried her kittens to term, and if they're alive, I don't think they're healthy.
I feed her every night.
She walks over to my apartment and I come out, carrying a small pan of cat food and a dish of water. I can't leave it out for her or else my neighbor would report me to the landlady, his grandmother.
She's so small and fragile. She's nice and wants to play whenever she sees me. Her little cat eyes are full of so much hope that it breaks my heart she's not getting fully taken care of.

>>744217700
Oh shit, I request this too

>>744216443
I thought the point of medication was to gain control ?

I might be wrong considering but I always see this the same way you deal with OCD, you learn how to accomodate, eventually vanquish the problem, if not at least make it part of the solution.

>>744218601
I can't. I have a cat as well, and she does not react well with other animals. We're also not supposed to have pets, but my neighbor has his signed off for service animals and so do I. There's also the risk of separating a potential mother cat from her kittens before they can fend for themselves. Until I have actual proof there are kittens or there aren't any, I need to play it safe.

>>744218792
>>744218601
Nope he's right, still that cat and give it to someone who will give a shit.

>>744204825
This is better than if life was full of significant disappointments

>>744215365
Ith over, buckaroo.
Gotta move on, ahm busy wif my new life as a womyn.

>>744217246
I applied, might be fun.

>>744219502
I'm happy for you anon, and I'm proud of the other anon that give you this link.
I love you all fellas

>>744216810
I thought those kind of thoughts where normal, I have them all the time. Of course I don't act on them, but when talking to someone I always get the urge to just hit them in the face or something else terrible for no reason.

Is it supposed to be like this?

>>744211236
you only realize true loneliness after they've left

>>744219502
Nice one bro.....hope ya get it

Realizing I'm getting too old to keep putting off having children. I'm starting to follow my father's footsteps and it's scary.

I don't want to wait until I'm 40 like he did. I wanted to live more of my life first but as each year goes by I'm running out of time and not doing anything with it.

I thought I had so much time left but every day I'm realizing how little I really have

I wish Hell didn't really exist.
I'd be so dead right now, along with so, so many others.

>>744204665
woah that's really gay. Go do something productive instead? It'll make you feel much better than a dumbass thread with a bunch of losers circle jerking while they sob

>>744221278
Your mama is gay

>>744214916
the fact that you assume its 100% his fault already proves you're a white knighting faggot who thinks "muh wymin" deserve more respect than men, and that everything she said in the comic was justified, when it was as selfish, if not more selfish than anything john said or did

"sorry im more worried about continuing our species" what a crock of shit, you're more concerned with getting you pussy filled that how a good friend is feeling.

the sad part is if you showed this to 20 people on the street, 19 of them would say that the woman was right, or that she was empowered. she was being a total asshole to john, and could have worded that in such a way as to not completely shit on every facet of john's life, or better yet, actually contribute to society by learning anything at all, a hobby, a skill, a job, instead of literally just getting her hole filled like the fucking slut she is.

next time, dont be a fucking white knight kid

>>744222515
This, that guy is a fuckin white knight

>>744208473
what a stupid fucking thing to say. i am absolutely blown away at how fucking stupid this sentiment is.

>>744208445
hey man, being smart, or pretty, or whatever doesnt mean shit. you can get to a state where people respect you from any position, and anyone who tells you otherwise doesnt have the drive. especially in your position, you have nothing but opportunity, you have no one depending on you (AFAIK), so you can literally pick any goal you want and start working towards it.

>>744212694
how long is it gonna be man, i want to care, i want to want something. i feel like i've had the tiniest spark of it some time or another, if i've said to myself, "i want a girlfriend" or "i want to get fit" but i can never manage it more than a day or a few. can i even get back to that point of being "excited". i used to jump up and down when there was a game that was being released that i was looking forward to, i used to have trouble sleeping the night before i could go back to my mother's house (divorced). now i just feel apathy, all the time, about everything. i have only recently just taken the habit of saying yes to literally every opportunity, because if i didnt, i would just stay in my room 24 hours a day, waiting to die. i feel incredibly lucky that my group of highschool friends didnt immediately disband right after we all graduated, but fuck man, i have absolutely no passion for anything.

i have actively been trying to make promises or obligations, because i know if i didnt have to get out of bed for someone else i just wouldnt.

>>744222870
How?
>Have a lot of debt
>Escape and ignore it instead of facing it and trying to fix it
>"Adult behavior"

>>744212171
CO, highlands ranch area, preferably something with lots of physical exercise, i never had the drive to work out, but if i need to work to eat, and working is exercise, i might be able to do it