Friday night feels thread anyone?
>>743912099
What's the matter?
Do somthing or...
>>743912099
>>743912099
There's a girl I like and I saw her at the drug store, but I chickened out on talking to her because I felt like I'd come off as a creepy stalker even though I didn't see her there until after I had gotten my things. Worse still I think she's kinda into me, just didn't want to ruin anything by coming out of nowhere to talk to her.
>>743913158
Same shit as usual posting late night on 4chan on a Friday night. Except I'm 28 now.
I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.
>>743914003
Happy birthday then man!
But why are you making feels threads? Don't they make you sad?
>>743913929
My dude, i have just the thing. 1/3
>>743914496
>>743914537
3/3
>>743912099
My younger sister was a brat when i was younger and she started causing problems right around 6th grade, causing my parents to fight. that anger was taken out on me alot. I learned to ignore it and not care what anyone said or did anymore. I stopped talking to people and just became quite silent. i'm 27 now working in infosec, which i do like alot, but im very antisocial and dont talk much to people outside of work. just bored and slightly depressed.
>>743914003
2 years till the big 3, how long yo been here, /b/ro
>>743913419
Losing a parent's gotta be devastating. I'm not sure about my own since Mom & Dad are actually eager to die, direct quote "We don't want to trouble you"
I- Is this good or bad?
>>743914419
>But why are you making feels threads?
Why does anyone make feels threads on 4chan? Usually cos they're alone and/or depressed.
It's weird being 28, too young to be this jaded, to old to start afresh.
>>743914496
>>743914537
>>743914570
I could try. Had I bumped into her I wouldn't have hesitated to talk to her, but she was looking at some things on the wall shelf so I didn't want to come up behind her.
Then again, I may be making something out of nothing. She thanked me for doing my job, which wasn't that much at the time, and later smiled and waved at me as she walked by my department. We work in the same company, but different departments.
>>743915333
>>>743914496 (You)
>>>743914537 (You)
>>>743914570 (You)
>I could try. Had I bumped into her I wouldn't have hesitated to talk to her, but she was looking at some things on the wall shelf so I didn't want to come up behind her.
Nigga that was a good fucking chance to go in and talk to her. It's not like she'd be standing around doing nothing, waiting for you to talk to her.
>>743913419
Dude that really hurts I would just not wnat to live if my mom died in from anything other than old age
>>743914875
>2 years till the big 3, how long yo been here, /b/ro
Since 2012, used to lurk SA on and off since 2008.
A lotta time spent on the internet.
>>743915491
WTF why did you include me
>>743915491
I know, but I'm sure there will be other, better chances.
>>743915934
this. There are many fish in the sea.
>>743916029
I meant with her. It's a small town, I'm bound to meet her again.
>>743915333
>and later smiled and waved at me as she walked by
That sounds like encouragement to me /b/ro. You should definitely talk to her.
Also trips checked.
I miss having genuine emotions and the feeling of browsing 4chan alone late at night with my cat after getting home from class.
Fuck I'd give anything to have my old life back.
>>743916811
got me hard
>>743916760
>be me
>be 36
>haven't spoken to a human face to face in 5 weeks and some days
>got groceries/household items today.
>still no human interaction
>likely no human interation for the next 5 weeks
>work from home (chat /text based tech support
>car died 6 months ago
>stare at same 4 walls..alone..every day
>can count on 1 hand the amount of people that would show up at my funeral
>i gain validation that I'm a decent person by the amount of people I help, the amount of people who rely on me
>that number is zero
>i'm a shitty person.
>i am a pathetic, lonely, sad piece of shit
>everything above is my fault. I dug this hole, i just don't have the strength to dig out.
>>743916811
I'm just dying for some form of female companionship.
>>743917396
i get it. I would be happy with ANY form of human companionship.
>>743917570
please tell me there is an inverse of this somewhere! please tell me you have it.
old feels threads used to make me cry and then feel better the next day but i can't related to you /b/ros anymore. All feel threads are the same nowdays with "i cant talk to her" or "she doesnt love me", old threads used to be about depression and death. I hate losing the connection to you /b/ros, i think i lost my last friends
>>743917940
re read my green text. Has nothing to do with "missing her" or wanting to get laid. I don't know your story, but i get the feeling of needing feels threads. Needing to know that the dark thoughts don't just come to you.
>>743918189
on this same note...
>>743917940
I'm not this kind of guy I don't care about get laid or have some girls, I want just find a reason for wake up the morning.
>>743918189
Yea, I just read your greentext, thats the stuff I can relate to and look for in a feels thread, I dont write myself but reading similar stories from others seems to help me, people like you arent very common anymore since more people only care about girls. I still depend on people like you
>>743917940
Alot it of them are. This thread just so happens to be one of those "love" threads.
>>743917940
>Wants real depression
>Surprised when they an hero and stop posting
I sometimes wonder what it feels like to love.
I sometimes wonder what it feels like to lose your love.
I sometimes wonder what it feels like to hope.
I only know what it feels like to have lost your hope.
I've never been in love and it's been so long since I last hoped for something that I no longer remember what it was like.
A new semester begins next week and I'm even on some courses. I just don't know why. To get a degree? Why would I want one? I want neither a job nor money.
I don't want. That's my problem.
All I do is kill time and wait for... I dunno. Nothing? I know nothing is going to happen unless I do something about it.
That's definitely what I see in the future. Mornings when I have no reason to get up. Evenings when I don't have any reason to go to bed. Days when all I do is try not to think too hard about anything.
>>743918500
this is what i meant, we need more of you in these threads, not the guys who think they are depressed because they cant get pussy
>>743918591
I'm 36. I've had sex with 54 women. I have had long term relationships with about 8 women. I'm well beyond that point where pussy/women define my happiness.
What makes me sad these days is knowing that by my own definition of the meaning of life (how many people did you touch with your life and your actions), I'm a failure.
don't get me wrong. I'm still trying. I get up and go through the motions of work and shit. I bury the sadness, the weakness. No one but you fuckers see this side of me. i've relied on that ONE person in a baww thread for years. That one person that doesnt judge.. just says hey. I get it. it matters to me that you do not do something stupid. Anon is the only person who has said that to me for the past 10 years.
https://youtu.be/CcWqo5UsXyg
>>743918747
You'd be suprised about how many people are functioning members of society and have deep depression anon, we're not all dead yet
>>743918792
They want love to be happy, sometimes the void within you can't be fulfill with someone.
I mainly come for the feels theeads because some of you guys are the only people I can relate to. I have a lot of friends but its like a performance and im a character around them, when im home im completely different and inside im pretty sure im not sane, when i come here and see some others feel the dispair or feel no reason to live, i get the feeling im not alone
>Be me
>Started dating girl of my dreams back in grade nine (Canadian, so I was 15)
>Dated for 7 years
>After the 1st year she began to get really abusive
>One time she hit me so hard over the head with a pan I had a seizure and she just left me there, still having seizures to this day
>Stabbed me a few times, had to walk to the hospital so no one ever found out.
>Despite all the mental and physical abuse I still loved her
>Mostly because she convinced me no one else would
>Bought a 1500 engagement ring, proposed near Christmas, even wired a little Christmas light to turn on when I opened the box
>Feeling good, took her to a park here in town full of ever greens that get decorated by the city, propose in the middle of them, just as they turn on
>She says yes
>Happiest Ive ever been
>Fast forward a few weeks
>Just got off work, tired, sore, head to toe in honing oil
>Get home, something doesn't feel right
>Shrug it off, go to kitchen, eat some leftovers before I shower
>Open bedroom door
>There she is, fucking my best friend at the time, using the engagement ring as a cock ring
>Havent been the same since
>Always depressed, cant function, cant eat, cant sleep
>Only escape is playing video games
>MFW she was fucking him the whole time
All I wanted in life was to fall asleep next to some one I loved, some one who gave me a reason to live. That was 2 years ago now. I havent been able to love another human the same since. Every time I try, I just wind up getting more depressed. And when I find some one just perfect for me, they already have some one else. Is it even worth it /b/ros? I cant stand living like this anymore. I never got closure, and I just cant handle this world. I dont care about getting laid, I just want to be loved again.
>>743912099
I'm alright. I don't define my self-worth by a score board of the chicks I fucked. Most people are, and that's why they are depressed.
>>743917684
ive got your back anon.
>>743919408
>cock ring
Bullshit women' fingers are much more slender than a penis
>>743912099
Fresh off the presses.
>>743919265
>I have a lot of friends but its like a performance and im a character around them
I really hate people like you.
>boo hoo I'm sad inside despite being loved by everyone
Fuck you. I spend the majority of my time alone and if it wasn't for work I probably wouldn't see a human face for months.
You remind me of a guy I used to know, always putting on this facade of a quiet introverted guy but "somehow" is always the life of the party.
>>743919699
Where do you see cock ring?
>>743919408
Why are you making shit up?
>>743919408
Love is a dream, the sleeper has awakened.
>>743912099
Wanted to go out and get drinks...didn't wanna go solo tonight need a wing man
> have no wing man. Probs just watch Netflix and J one off lol
>>743919408
>There she is, fucking my best friend at the time, using the engagement ring as a cock ring
Stop lying.
>>743919637
you are a /b/ro. thank you. Literally describes the person I had that walked away. I dont know why but this image offers me some form of comfort knowing I had this at one time.
>>743919778
>>There she is, fucking my best friend at the time, using the engagement ring as a cock ring
Right there
>>743919408
I'll take things that never happened for 200 alex.
>>743913419
Goddamn
>>743919874
dude just go by yourself. try to strike up some conversation.
Reading through these post made me realize a lot of people want to kill them self just because they can't get a girl. And I get that. But fuck.
>>743917328
Start a real hobby man, or get outside to nature somewhere. It sounds dumb and you'll need to get motivation to actually do it but doing what you do is destroying your mentality.
>>743919759
I'm like that guy but the other way around, i try to be a normie but im not 100% accepted. I feel as alone with these people around me as I did when i knew no one
>>743919939
If she's a hambeast and he's a pencil dick... I see no issue here.
>>743920135
Just a year. You're a baby to life changing heartbreak.
>>743916736
Ouch
>>743919941
I had hoped you wanted the pic for any reason other than that. I just had the same thing happen to me anon, and she left without saying a word to me. If you found it once you'll find it again /b/ro. I can only wish the same for myself I guess
>>743916811
All the time... all the time...
Just a hug could make everything better
It's a shame I've been reduced to this, just from constant heartbreak and solitude
>>743920321
I don't create the picture I just take it.
>>743920264
I have no car. I live in the dead center of a shitty southern town. I have no one that would "give me a ride" anywhere. There is nothing within walking distance that would allow me meet people. I immediately put people off with my looks as soon as I meet someone. I've been alone (really alone.. as in, no human interaction whatsoever) for so long that I get anxiety when coming into contact with other people because i overthink shit about how they are judging me. There is no fix for me.
>>743920559
Thanks, now I'm sobbing like a girl.
>>743920102
Not him but I literally have no idea how it works.
Hell, I've had it demonstrated to me a couple of times by one of the "lads" at work.
One was when he barked at a lady wearing some animalskin scarf and she barked back, and they struck up a conversation and disappeared as they got on the next bus.
Another time he tells me watch this:
Proceeds to go over to a woman bending down, (she's some sort of spokesperson or rep for some energy drink) and says:
>I'm sorry but I have to say, when you were bending down you have ______ ass (can't remember what he said before ass)
They talk for a little bit and he gets her number.
Both occasions I learned nothing except that I don't have "it".
from the last thread:
sorry to the french guy, did not assume he was european, might have been inconsiderate, nonetheless,
you will overcome your illness,, youre a strong man, i believe in you
everyone else, how are you /b/?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6E2hYDIFDIU
post feelsy songs
>>743920841
If I was going to kill myself, I would take a test drive in a Ferrari and drive off a cliff.
>>743921071
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IMeAv6xDLMc
heard that nonstop when my ex crushed my heart in a million pieces...
>>743921071
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3YTgwY1Ld5s
>>743921103
lel what if you survive by accident?
>>743921107
Every day of my life
>>743921387
God I hope not.
Driving cliff into the sea then would be an assured death.
Can I say something really /r9k/?
>>743921697
sure, if its not too cancerous even for /b/...
>>743921697
shoot
>>743921802
Jesus Christ your pictures are deranged.
>>743921867
lurk moar
>>743921867
Fairy torture is now so old that newfags don't remember it?
I've been here too long.
>>743922031
No man, your pictures are deranged. That's like talent wasted into something that seems unhealthy.
>>743922222
HOLY FUCKING SHIT
>>743922222
HORY SHEIT
>>743922190
and still on /b/ m8, time to move :^)
>>743922222
fag
>>743922222
Quints. Witnessed.
Is this objectively the hottest pic in this thread?
>>743921814
It's a really /r9k/ thought but like... the chads have taken all the geek girls haven't they?
Like now that geek has gone mainstream, and a generation of geek girls have learnt how to take care of themselves and good while retaining their nerdiness, regular loser nerds/geeks have been BTFO by chads (or most regular people really) who also have nerdy interests and are social.