Alright /b/. Dump your problems and I'll try and help.

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Is a hot fudge supposed to hurt a lot?

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I fell in love with a chicken.
How can I get out of this relationship?
I need the eggs.

>>743525304
Let her off slowly. Keep in touch and be friends. She will lay for you then hopefully once the wounds heal.

>>743525003
Lately I've been punching myself in the face really hard when I get upset or even slightly stressed out. Last week I started punching my head to avoid disturbing facial features. Am I autistic?

i wish to have a romantic relationship with a child

>>743525467
A lot of children on the spectrum are prone to banding their heads, biting themselves, etc. As for your case being an adult. I don't think so. But the head punching isn't helping.

>>743525511
I would advise against this.

>>743525531
That seems like a thing best kept in your own fantasies.

>>743526208
okay but its really painful to live sometimes and during those times i wonder if its a thing best placed in a grave.

>>743525003
>>743525263

>>743526379
A child in a grave or your thoughts? And why is it painful to live?

>>743526444
He has perfect eyes.

>>743526655
no i mean myself
its painful living because its empty and lonely and i can't have the thing that will make it not empty and lonely.

I girl I know seems pretty normal, except that she can´t say her name. When asked for her name, she gets so nervous she starts shaking and sweating and can´t introduce herself. Any advice?

>>743526869
Do you have any friends?

>>743526995
Strictly her name? Does she have any other anxious behaviors?

>>743527142
i have internet friends who also want the same thing i do. they are the only people i can really relate to. i think they feel similarly about the subject.

>>743527327
Why does it have to be a child? Do you have any internal guilt for these thoughts?

I have serious trust issues with my current GF due to a failed and messed relationship ealier in my life. I try my best to not give in but it just keeps getting back up

>>743527142
She she does have anxiety in many situations, but saying her name is the only thing she can't do.

I'm a horribly traumatized human being with no good future and an inability to help myself beyond masturbating the pain away, please send help

>>743527409
it has to be a little girl because it has to be that and there are no substitutes. and the answer to your second question is no.

>>743527526
Buddy, you're going to have to elaborate. What trauma? Why do you have no future?

>>743527536
Why are there no substitutes? Is it just not the same? Could you just have a partner who appears young?

My boyfriend of four years left me for one of my best friends. We're in our high school's band, so I see him (and her) every day at school and at every practice. It literally tears me up to see them together.

>>743527907
what instrument do you play? could you not join some other type of band outside of school

>>743527891
there is no substitute. you could sooner ask me to fall in love with a rock than to do the same with some person who is my own age, male or female.

>>743527907
also dont become a slut and fuck someone as revenge or start a fight with your (im guessing) ex best friend.

>>743527907
I assume you're not best friends anymore. How long were you two dating, and how long have you been best friends with that person.

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I have realistic dreams in which my mother and I have sex. The happens every so often and have been since I was a teen.

I'm not attracted to her, though. She's physically repulsive and I literally hate her. I can't stand to look at her, and when I do my teeth grind and my stomach gets upset.

So why the sex dreams?

Pic related. She looks exactly like this.

>>743528229
I think if this fantasy is effecting you so negatively to the point of wanting to die you should seek professional help. These things, in my opinion, are ok in fantasy, but you can't date a child as an adult.

I hate my voice (It's actually a weird ass fucking voice, not just like I heard myself talk or something) and I haven't been in a romantic relationship in 3 years, with only 1 date in between all that. Not that girls don't like me, every single one that I become friends with loves me, I just can't seem to meet any

>>743528663
Are you generally attracted to older women? Like, is that a fetish of yours in general?

>>743526444
Trips
>>743526655
Dubdubs

>>743528213
i play clarinet, and i live in the middle of nowhere so there's no local band
what makes it even better is that marching band has "captains" for each section and they happen to be the co-captains of the section i'm in

>>743528842
Nope. Besides, my mom looks that way because of years of drug use.

>>743528702
i dont know what fantasy you are speaking about. this is my life. there is nothing that will change it besides ceasing to live.
you want me to seek professional help? you want them to throw me in a cell because i confessed i had sexual attractions to kids? you're not as helpful as you want to believe you are. do me a favor and never suggest to a single person ever again that they should see "professional help" for anything.

>>743528547
no, absolutely not
we dated for four years. we started dating in my 7th grade year, and he broke up with me about a month ago - my junior year of hs
also, i've been close friends with her for about two years

>>743528916
I don't think you necessarily need to quit band. This is op here, I asked a question above.>>743528547

>>743528955
Ok. That's just really fucking weird. I don't specialize in any form of dream analysis, I'm sorry.

>>743528983
Alright then.

>>743529067
Shit, that's quite some time. How did the breakup go?
>>743528983
Let me add onto that. I have nothing against pedophiles. Those who keep it in their head, and don't support the abusive industry. And a therapist wouldn't throw you in jail for that, by the way.

>>743529493
yeah, and since we dated all throughout high school and whatever we were each others firsts for a lot of things. honestly, he was just apathetic about it. we got into a big fight on a friday night and he forgave me and whatever and it was all okay the next day. then sunday, we have plans to hang out, and so i drive over to his house and he texts me telling me to go home, then breaks up with me over text. i was a mess for about a week, and it was right in the middle of band camp.

>>743529493
>And a therapist wouldn't throw you in jail for that, by the way.
i live in the united states of america and this statement is absolutely incorrect based on numerous accounts of people who have been taken by police and stripped from their homes and families for it and based on the laws on the books which dictate that therapists are legally mandated to report pedophiles to law enforcement agencies.
saying to seek professional help is the single most ignorant and insulting thing that can be said in this situation. it would be better for a person to end their life than to do that. they would suffer a lot less that way, and their friends and families and coworkers and neighbors will suffer less than if they must go through the psychological shock of discovering the person they thought was good was actually an evil scary and deplorable scumbag.

Need twink ass. Str8 dude here. Wat do.

>>743529493
also, he said he just "lost all feelings" for me after that fight. honestly, he was not very good to me at all. he had this bad habit of grabbing me by the wrists or pulling me closer by my neck whenever he got mad at me. he was really manipulative and rude to me which has made it a lot easier to try to move on

>>743530030
Having a fetish doesn't make you a bad person first of all. I'm sure you're a wonderful person. Also, therapists are only supposed report and break confidentiality if there is imminent danger (death) to the client or another. Even if there is an active crime going on, an licensed therapist cannot break it.

>>743529883
to me it sounds like, he was finding a reason to end it and sent it by text so he didnt have to answer why. I say just try and socialise with others now and then if you have uni/college as an aspiration make some more permanent friends there

>>743530292
Grindr. Nothing wrong with it. Probably not 100% straight though.

>>74353056
Well knowing that I'm very glad it ended for you. Remember all of that when you see him and get sad. It's honestly for the best. As for being in band, don't quit something you enjoy because of this, that would be a waste. What exactly is causing you to cry? Missing him, the feeling of being betrayed? I can give better advice if I know where it's coming from.

>>743530773
not that guy but if he did admit to raping a child, they do have to report it but no just saying he's a peado wouldnt land him in jail until a crime was committed

>>743530773
Everything you said about therapists and the law right now is incorrect. If a therapist believes that their client has sexually abused a child in the past, or if they believe that their client posts a risk of having a child be sexually abused in the future, they are mandated by law to report their client to law enforcement for investigation. Failure to do so will result in the loss of their license to practice their trade. That is the law in all 50 states.

>>743530030
Oh, shit last thing. It could happen that you get an ignorant therapist who doesn't know the law and they might break it. So if you were to get help, find a legitimate and well recommended therapist.

OP
>>743531407
I literally just called a therapist for the record.

>>743531438
By that time you have already had all of your electronics siezed by law enforcement, lost your job, friends and family no longer wish to have anything to do with you. A new therapist is not going to be very high on your priorities list.

FURTHERMORE, I have no need for a professional therapist. There is nothing one can do for me. Unless you think I can be cured of wanting to love and have intimacy.

>>743531208
thanks man, honestly this is my first time interacting with somebody on 4chan (i usually just browse i guess) and i feel pretty good about it
also yeah just having to see him so often. missing him. he got me into a video game that i don't even like but used to play with him and sometimes he'll ask me to play again. a lot of things in my everyday life remind me of him. i don't understand how you can just stop loving someone like that

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>>743531677
Okay, let's try another approach then. Can you work on the suicidal thoughts in any way? What do they entail? Why do you feel that is the only way to cure this situation?

>>743531535
He's not a very good one then. I would urge him to read up on the issue and educate himself before he lands himself or someone else in hot water.

I've seen too many horror stories of lives ruined from shitty therapists to appreciate others telling me that therapists are useful or helpful or can do anything for you.

Even if you find a therapist who wants to help, and understands the law and doesn't report you because he doesn't believe you are a threat to anyone, there is still nothing he can do for you because all of the college and continuing education he has gone through in his life has never taught him anything about the specific issues that exist for someone who identifies as pedophilic. The best they can do for you is turn you away without telling anyone.

i got dreams of cuttin people up n gripping on there neck untill my fingers go through, and just other violent dreams. They feel good when i am having the dreams.

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>>743531713
I'm glad that helped! I actually had a partner when I was in high school who was also in band with me and we ended up breaking up. You're not obligated to play the game with him again. You obviously need time to heal and tell him that if he keeps asking. Although if he was toxic I'd break ties if possible.

>>743531713
for him it probably had been lost over time and was sudden o you because of how he just ended it without an actual conversation. without knowing the guy. i say its either from him wanting to get with the girl hes with now for a long time and he learnt she was up for it or he's trying to get more pussy than just yours.

also if you still play the vidya with him stop the less you interact with him even during band the better but just try not too look like your being emotional. if hes your band captain do what he says but be emotionally cold with him.

im a long time lurker only started posting these past couple weeks when im up this late, britfag 3:30am here, its good to vent can be even better when its anonymous because you can be honest without any risks

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>>743532065
Not a dream analyzer, but I'd go with pent up frustration on this one. I mean do these dreams you have make you feel weird or negatively about yourself after they happen?

>>743532161
how coincidental, i'm sorry i'm sure it sucked at the time
honestly, i think he was toxic and i was just too naive to see it
he would have me cut off and block my male friends on facebook and stuff like that. he wouldn't let me (or would get really angry with me) if i ever wore shorts that were too short or wore certain items of clothing that he thought were too revealing
he was just really controlling

>>743531919
they consist of wanting to be dead and not wanting to be alive. there is no cure to the situation (that of persistent lonliness, incapacity to fulfill the emotional needs i have, and general feeling of being isolated and separate from everyone else's society). the lack of cure, and the lack of hope for future improvement of this situation is what leads me to have the desire to cease living.

>>743525003
I can't date because I can't have sex. I'm 23 years old and technically a virgin, although I've been right there. The problem is that I'm always, without fail, too nervous to get hard. At this point I feel like I'm too much work for any sane person to have it worth their while, even if they show interest. It kills me inside.

>>743532611
they just confuse me, ive had them since i was 12-13 n then stopped n came back every 1-2 weeks.

In 16 days my gf is moving to the other side of the state for an entire year. I'll get to see her on most weekends but I just feel like shit and I don't want to see her go. I'm having all this dumb anxiety, what if she finds someone new, what if we don't get to see eachother, what if just something happens and she moves on from me. It's just hurting a lot right now

>>743532526
i honestly think that's true too, but i really don't think i did anything wrong you know? and yeah the girl had been with her boyfriend for a year or so, and after my ex broke up with me she dumped her ex to get with him
and playing video games with him is always something i regret so i've stopped doing it and i feel a lot better. i try to ignore him best i can

>>743532634
he sounds like he has his own issues that he forced on you. probably good you're out of the relationship as you'll be able to have a better and broader future socially.

OP
>>743532634
Yeah, glad you got out of that. I agree with what anon said above though in regards of forced interaction. Just keep it brief and minimal.

>>743532656
I know how fucking dumb this sounds, it's a retarded ass generic answer. But, there are people who care about you and would miss you. I've actually been in the hospital for suicide before...well twice. But there is a way, find hobbies, keep your mind occupied. Could you at least get treatment for the suicidal thoughts and not mention where they're coming from and learn coping mechanisms for it?

>>743528776
You for real skipped over me OP thanks a lot

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>Tell me how you going to fix this

>>743532921
from my perspective it seems like he doesn't hate you and doesnt think of you in a bad light but he had grew bored of the same relationship he has had for 4 years and nwo being in highschool though to try something new.

you as a person sound great from what you have said about yourself. it just seems a mix of bad luck and you high school situation has landed you in a crappy position. if you actually have any games you like try finding new people in real life or online and create some friends that way.

>>743533225
I got you man. What about your voice do you hate? At the end there's really not much you can do about it which is the tough part. But realize that you don't need to stress yourself about it even though it may be tough. At the end of the day it's your voice, and even if you may not like it I guarantee other people do. And if someone makes fun of you for it they're probably living such a terrible life that they need to pick on someone over something that they can't change which is just the sign of an insufferable human.

OP
>>743532706
Having issues getting hard is very common and you shouldn't have to feel like shit about it. Some people just get really fucking nervous. And having that doesn't mean you're too much work. You don't have to have sex immediately in a relationship. Maybe once you get to know them better you could mention that, or if you have to, take erectile dysfunction medication. I'd advise addressing this from a psychological standpoint before taking and medication to fix it.

>>743532791
It's actually not weird for people to have graphically violent dreams sometimes. I have them too. You shouldn't feel all weird about it. I mean, I wouldn't go broadcasting it though.

>>743533225
not the op but not much can be done for hating your own voice unless you force yourself to listen until you dont react to or you take voice lessons to improve or change your voice

>>743533606
Thanks. I've been meaning to go to the doctor and get a psychiatric evaluation but it's nerve wracking thinking about it. Doesn't help that my last ex told me we'd work through it together then changed her mind and dipped lol. She was a bitch anyway though

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>>743528776
Oh shit man. Sorry I didn't see that. I'm a little confused, what can't you meet?

>>743533338
calling trump now with the japanses prime minister. see if we can get them battle mech suits weaponize and dropped into nk

Everytime I try to talk to her I never know what to say and don't know how to ask for her number without being akward

>>743533225
Literally nobody gives a shit about your voice, and it they do, it probably ly only crosses their mind for 2 seconds. Nobody think about our looks/voice/whatever as much as ourselves.

>>743533591
Its just weird as hell, like it's just so odd, many people have said behind my back that they find it annoying. My biggest fear in life is people not liking me because how I sound, and I can not stand it when I talk
>>743533787
Can't meet any women man, it seems really hard nowadays without Tinder and shit, but I haven't gotten a match in over a year

>>743533173
i'm going to use some harsh language because what you said was pretty fucking dumb and generic and i don't know a better way to put it.

how the everloving fuck can you get treatment for suicidal thoughts without dealing with where they come from? call your therapist friend and ask him that. keeping myself occupied only goes so far. i bike, i'm learning to cook, i dabble in computer shit, i spend a great deal of time at work. what i need isn't coping mechanisms for suicide. what i need is a way to crawl into bed without hating the empty spot in it next to me. i need a way to crawl out of bed without dreading the repeating cycle. i need a way to be in public without having to fear and put up defenses against the everyday people in public who would suredly string me up by my ballsack if they knew anything about who i was. the friends i have are invaluable because they give me someone i can relate to and talk about these things too. but for 3 years i've spent nearly every day talking one of them down from suicide, and there's no reason for me to believe the future holds anything for either of us. do you know that feel when you talk someone down from killing themselves and feeling guilty for it because you know they're only going to suffer more and you only did it so you wouldn't follow their lead?

i dont think there's a way for me to not feel this way. so i'll keep doing what i've been doing, but at the end of the day its not going to be any better.

OP
>>743533338
Not my field.

>>743533740
It's more of a psych thing, so I don't think you need to get physically evaluated if you're sure it's anxiety. Your ex does sound like a jerk though. A good partner would help out, sex isn't all that matters in a relationship obviously. And if you still need to work on it but can't get it up, you could always use a toy on her so there's still some sex going on and it might quell the anxiety.

>>743534134
That's true! I guess i just can't bring myself to trust any enough

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>>743533810
Who is she? Classmate or something?

>>743533888
I'll back what the others said on this. Absolutely no one cares about your voice. I'm sure it's fine. And if they judge you on your voice they can fuck right off.

>>743534122
not the op but buy a loli doll and add some computer shit to like a speaker in the roof of its mouth and get some of the loli va's on here to do some lines for you. then add a heat warmer so shes warm but when touched and then anything else you can think of to make it look like a human child without being one. im a pedo myself but not as bad as you have it as i can still get hard to older people

>>743534349
A girl I sit by in lunch with my other friend and her friends

>>743534122
I'm trying to help the best I can. If you can't talk about the underlying issue you could just talk about surface level symptoms. It wouldn't be near as effective though. I'm just trying the best I can to help you out. And yeah, it was a stupid answer but there's not much I can do when the person I'm trying to assist is unable to do anything. I'm glad you're keeping your mind busy though, that does help. But I really don't know how to help when you're shutting down every suggestion I'm giving.

I'm just a fucking worthless piece of shit OP turn me into dinosaur

>>743534457
i've seen those loli dolls and those threads are usually fun to click on. but unfortunately those dolls would really not do anything for me. i don't know if its because im not imaginative enough to have feelings for one, but it's not a real child and would only be an embarassing and dangerous waste of money for me. i am glad that those are helpful for other people though.

>>743533606
>Dream guy
I know your field isnt in dreams, but I just want to make sure
So im not some psychotic and would there be any chance of this affecting my day to day conscious life? I do have random blackouts, could they be connected?
Could it be drugs even? I used to be a hard user of most drugs (coke, meth/speed(pill made with powder from meth), lsd/acid, weed, beer/liq, bunch of [dollar shit pills] perscription pills (xanax, delottas, oxy)
I only drink, coke and molly, acid rarely, n weed when i wanna sleep (no dreams stoned sleeping) or i blacked out and did something (hit somebody, screaming threats, smashing windows with weapons [serious: blacked out once and chased a black guy down the street with a baseball bat in boxers and hat] and my neighbor or roomate will make me smoke after my whatever the fucks)
Im sorry if thats a lil bit of text, on molly right now and getting a little paranoid about these dreams/my general behavior.
>tl;dr Im an addict with anger issues
>inb4 Im an addict with anger issues

OP
>>743534459
Alright, think about it this way. What's the absolute worst thing that could happen if you ask for her number? It's just a phone number, and if you sit with her regularly it's totally normal to ask for a phone number from someone you socialize with regularly.

>>743535054
Yeah your right thanks man

>>743534882
im in the same boat it doesn nothing for me and even ive seen some guys buy and realise they were a waste. but apart from that theres not much that can be done legally unless they can get you on some anti-depressants that may work but then thats if youre willing to take them as you'll still want a child but you wont feel like shit not having one.

also i hope you're moral compass is good enough you dont try adoption or some shit to get a child to use

>>743534879
Boom! Now you're a stegosaurus.

>>743534949
Actually, this is something I know shit about. Blackouts would be caused from the years of multiple drugs affecting your brain. That makes sense. Blackouts and dreams, nah, probably not connected. Drugs and blackouts for sure. But yeah, go easy on the drugs (obvious answer). But you're not crazy from those dreams.

>>743525003
what would u switch a patient to if they're on zyprexa and experiencing akathisia (im a 3rd yr psych resident, testing to see if ur legit or not)

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>>743525003
I'm currently unemployed. I lost my job a month ago and starting to run out of money. I think I can pawn some shit that I don't really use anymore to keep myself afloat for another month. But the job hunt has been grueling. I just had my second interview today and they told me that they're gonna pass on me. I'm not entirely sure what I'm going to do knowing that it'll probably be a month at minimum before I see a paycheck again. I've been trying to do freelance work on craigslist. But, it's been really slow going and I haven't been making much. It's starting to look like I might have to do something illegal to make some money. But I'm not sure where to start there either

>>743535722
can you not get on welfare or your countries equivalent. no idea how it works except for britain

>>743535722
I should be eligible for unemployment. But my old boss won't send me a pink slip because he's saying I "quit and won't be eligible" even though he did in fact fire me.

>>743535560
Depends on what you're treating. If you're going the bipolar route you should probably stop giving the atypical psychotics and try something like lamictal if it's bipolar II or lithium for bipolar I.

>>743534847
i shut down your suggestions because they don't work for me. i've either tried it, or they will get me thrown into a jail cell. i haven't heard from you anything i haven't already heard before.

i'm a bitter asshole. i didn't come into this thread believing i could be helped. i came here to be proven that i couldn't be helped. these threads frustrate me because most of the anons in them can be helped. so maybe a part of me wants to shit them up a little. probably out of some form of jealousy.

i'm already doing everything i can for myself. i appreciate that you want to help. i'm sorry for lashing out at you. i do not know how to properly handle my frustration.

>>743535405
i've often thought about adoption. ultimately i think i could restrain my sexual urges while fulfilling the more "paternal" desires i have. i'm pretty sure i would be able to do that. there are many roadblocks. adoption agencies would not quickly trust a child to a single father. i believe putting myself and a child in that position might be unethical. i barely am able to take care of myself, and it would seem unwise to bring a dependent into the mix. and i would likely hate myself more for doing it.

i once entertained someones idea of faking a relationship with an adult female and bringing up a child with her, but in addition to the problems with adoption, i do not think i have it in me to fake a romantic relationship with someone.

so i guess you shouldn't worry too much about me. i'm glad you also have a moral compass. i believe more of us have moral compasses than don't. but sometimes it's hard to tell.

>>743536076
ah that sucks is there nothing you can do at all. to prove you got fired

>>743535722
Don't know finance advice.

>>743536275
No problem. I can see where you're coming from. I'm sorry I couldn't be of more assistance. I think that anon might be able to help a bit more with you actually.

>>743533888
Checked and sorry for the late reply, if you're still in this thread i'm still up to chat. But honestly man, if people are talking behind your back about your voice that's their issue, not yours. You don't need people like that just dragging you down. As far as your biggest fear is concerned think about it this way, imagine if you met someone who was super fucking cool, they liked everything you like, they we're super friendly. But, they had a weird looking leg. Not crazy weird just like ever so slightly noticable, that wouldn't stop you from being friends with them I hope. It's the same thing with your voice, people that like you won't care at all, and people who judge you based on the sound of your voice alone are fucking cucks and can get fucked.

>>743536367
Other than my word, no. I can still apply but the first thing they'll do is call him and ask why I was fired. He'll tell them that I quit so he can screw me out of benefits.

OP
>>743535560
I'm just an actual psychiatrist by the way. I specialize in neuropsych.

OP
>>743536940
Jesus, I meant to type NOT. I'm not a psychiatrist lol.

>>743536275
yeah theres no way to tell how many people with these desires there are as we all hid them and then only the rotten apples are shown because they caught them fucking a child or something, which makes it nigh on impossible to even think about asking for help from anyone or trusting someone with your secret.

i'll admit loli gets me going and i got to 3rd base with a cousin when we were both very young which is where im sure my desire comes from but ive managed to keep it where loli helps with the urges so that i dont go further but a couple days ago i actually felt pretty good as my neighbor had her young child run around completely naked and i could clearly see her pussy as it was fully on display but realising this i kept on looking straight dodging the children in the street and i didnt even get a twitch from my dick. dont know if its self restraint or anxiety of the family being on my other side to the child but i felt pretty good knowing i can control it

>>743536676
what did you do to cause him to want you to suffer

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>>743537221
loli is love, loli is life.
you're not an animal anon, so i dont think you should have troubles controlling anything. its frustrating when you get a free show and have to look straight ahead and blind yourself to it though.

>>743535519
>Dreamfag
Is weed an option for me? Should I start smoking it more or less? I find my blackouts are mild to nothing when im high (Punching a wall, throwing something at a wall, nothing that puts anybody in harm)
My problem is im too lazy stoned, and sadly i got too much shit to get done to be stoned doing. I used to smoke a lot more and it was the same thing, even with some tolerance.
Any specific drugs thats worse? Molly i can live without but i need the coke, i only do 3-4 points a day, i try 2 days a week sober and i normally stay awake Friday-Saturday-Sunday. It also helps me day to day, just by giving me energy, my place is always spotless, I look after my hygiene better, I'll make roomate/friends food, even though i dont like eating most days on it (hence the 2 sober days, just so i can catch up)
>sees >>743537130 while typing
your gonna still help me. k.
basically, im a better member of society on coke, and a lazy shitblob on weed. And a "dangerous offender" (possession of weapon for dangerous purpose, assault with deadly weapon, uttering threats)sober (and on coke if provoked)
>Testing OP's knowledge in "Looking in heads for government funding" (therapy)
Do you know if ODD (Oppositional defiant disorder, i was diagnosed at age 14 by a professional) has any possible connection to any of the violence/blackouts/dreams mentioned?
>Last post, need to go out and make some money, thanks for thread OP even though your in 'neuropsych', whatever that is, and not a therapist

>>743537319
Shitty planning on his part. He'd send me on jobs that would be 3 hours away from home meaning a total 6 hours travel to do a 1 or 2 hour job. Problem is he'd send me late in the day at noon or 1 pm. Meaning most nights I didn't get home until 10 or 11 pm. During the first half of the day I'd be sitting at the shop doing dick. It wouldn't be an issue if he'd tell me the day before or send me first thing in the morning.

I addressed this with him before and let him know that I had a serious problem with it. But he never did anything to remedy it. One day he pulled the same shit. I was already having a bad week so I said something and he pretty much lost his shit and fired me.

>>743537604
lol i got my one free quick glance as i came round the corner to see the puss but i also knew her chav parents where in the front garden so i knew quickly to look straight ahead, that image has been seared into my brain and used for fap material a couple times, which i think is fine as i have intentions of trying anything and it isnt child porn as i didnt take a photo or find it online

I am alone and hate the people around me but can't show it.

>>743538156
ah yeah sounds like hes a cunt and whilst i understand you reacted like you it clearly wasnt a good choice. maybe an explanation of your situation with your ex boss would help them understand but thatd be if you got someone nice which i have no idea on your chances

>>743538189
why not, maybe dont go full on austism rage mode but unless you have to work or live them why not

>>743537319
>>743538156
He also said something along the lines of "I'll send you your pink slip, don't bother coming to pick it up" I waited 2 weeks and never saw anything. When I tried to figure out what the deal was, He told me since I "quit" I'm not gonna get it etc.

I also have about 800 dollars in medical bills due to an accident I had on the job a few weeks before I was fired. When I was employed he told me not to worry about it and I shouldn't pay a cent out of pocket for it. Now he seems to be singing a different tune. I'm considering taking him to court over that though

The only consolation I get is knowing how slammed we were before I was fired (75+ hours a week) probably more now knowing I carried a lot of that weight. I still see the job posting on indeed so I know the position hasn't been filled.

>>743538189
Yes you can you're just scared of the consequences

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Lack of motivation and will to live. What do?

>>743538176
ahh, the best i ever hope for is a pantyshot. stay clean from the ceepees and you will do good for your mental health. but if a cute girl wants to streak in front of you then you should not try to stop her because that is good for your soul.

i'm a couple hours past my bedtime so i'm going to leave now. if you like we can pretend to be each others little girls so we dont have to feel alone. goodnight, anon.

I'm a lazy ass fuck that can't see a way to understand how to code properly midway a software engineering major

How to not kill a non black nigger. Especially when they try to drunk rap working on their "art"

>>743525003
I miss my ex sometimes but I'm pretty sure she's over me
What do

>>743538528
>>743538563
I hate them in the sense that I am tired of seeing their fucking faces everyday. But I am not actually mad mad at their character, they just bore me to death. No flavor.

>>743538548
well the court case seems like a good choice. but if you dont do that id honelty just be dick and go back there and get the pink slip and id he doesnt hand it over say you'll get back to work then seeing you never quite and he hasnt fired you.

if you have the texts he sent or can get the phone records use them in court to get compensation if you're unable to get welfare

>>743538744
kek, give him a gun and he'll accidentally fuck himself up

>>743538689
g'night man

>>743538958
That's most normies sadly. I get exactly how you feel, they just seem so plastic and so void of any real humanity. Are they coworkers or your friend group?

>>743538438
I doubt it'll accomplish anything the attrition rate is pretty high because of the insane demands. And even though they seem to make no effort to remedy the situation. they always make the guys who quit seem like the asshole. I've worked 24 hour days in this job (meaning from 8 a.m friday to 8 a.m saturday, with an hour meal break somewhere in between) there were days where I would consider myself lucky to get 6 hours of sleep. I don't think any sane person would work under those conditions. And i did for 2 years. Every time I tried to address being overworked, I was told to suck it up. These aren't reasonable people

>>743538731
add soemthing to make it fun, or learn to code soemthing youd find interesting. im taking games computing, it near enough computer science besides a couple modules being different but programming wise is till learn a bunch of languages but the game development aspect makes it fun for me

>>743538997
I do still have the texts. Particularly the ones telling me to tell the doctors it wasn't a work related accident. Since he was supposed to pay my expenses out of pocket rather than through workmans comp.

OP
>>743538078
I specialize in neuroscience and how it relates to psych. Although I also do work with drug development. Weed should be fine if it helps with your violence. Even with coke seeming to help you out, I'd stop, same with molly. Especially all together that's a neurological clusterfuck.

I know what ODD is, I doubt it has much to do with the dreams at all. The blackouts are most likely drug induced due to use over an extended period of time. In regards to the violence, that's a mixture of everything. It's the drug use mixed with ODD I think. People with ODD don't always present violently although you might. I suggest going to a psychiatrist and getting some medication. Also therapy.

As for why coke helps you, there might be some ADD in there because ODD is comorbid with ADD. So the stimulant effects of the coke might help you out, but still doing coke isn't a very good idea.

Also sorry for the late response, I was making dinner.

>>743539153
classmates in college and colleagues at work. I obviously cant put on a shit face, gotta laugh and talk and shit but fuck me

>>743539284
yeah they sound like absolute cunts especially if youre not getting paid more for overtime.

im not much help being a 19yr old brit taking games computing at uni, so i dont know an absolute bunch ti help

OP
>>743538731
Most people halfway through their majors still have no fucking idea what's going on. You'll figure it out. Just keep working at it and try and make things interesting.

>>743538762
How long since the break up?

>>743539447
id take the court route and add some shit about the hours you worked and not providing you with your documents which stopped you from receiving help from the goverment, if you can but that could still take months to happen

>>743539497
Yeah it's rough to try and interact with them. You just have to weed out the people who are real and don't let those dumb colleagues get in the way. I have a rough time getting along with normies but i found that if you throw in a bit of weirdness to conversations (not much just like a weird joke here and there) it loosens them up and you find out who is actually cool and who's still a normie. Also, earbuds, constantly

>>743539712
It's been 4 months to the day since we broke up

>>743539497
well everyone has to put up with asshat colleagues thats just life but classmates unless you have to work with them, fuck em

>>743539798
do you have anything to take your mind off it friends, hobbies even just going to a bar and talking to someone

>>743539512
I wasn't collecting overtime since my pay rate wasn't hourly. I collected flat rate meaning I would get 450 dollars for completing a job that could take anywhere between 20-40 hours. It's decent pay if you can finish it in 20 hours but, more often than not they'd take 35-40 hours meaning I'd work 70-80 hours a week for 900-1300 dollars. before taxes.

When I was training I was hourly making 18 an hour plus overtime. I was making a lot more then. They bumped me to flat rate after a year saying it was supposed to be a pay raise. But it was in fact a huge rip off

>>743539761
I just find that a lot of people have a stick up their ass and feel like you cant have a diferent opinion. Im not the type of person to argue and start yelling but I dont always agree and it almost feels like Im offending them whenever I disagree on the most minor of things.

>>743539909
you gotta be in good graces with everyone and not burn bridges, sometimes I wanna say fuck it but that just not a possibility

OP
>>743539798
You should probably stop counting how long it's been. It can take time to heal obviously. Don't try and get back with her, try and move on to other romantic interests. Find hobbies, distract yourself. But if it didn't work out then it didn't work out.

Alright guys, I've got work tomorrow and need to go to sleep. Hope I helped some people! Have a wonderful night everyone.

>>743540080
I mean I play guitar, and video games sometimes those are my hobbies

>>743540591
Thanks man I'll try

Today I saw the girl who was looking at me a few months ago, what should I do? I'm quiet and I have depression, if she looks at me again what should I do? she looked at me seven or eight times

>>743540315
Oh dude trust me I know that feeling. I'm basically a Nazi, basically being the keyword, and I live near seattle. I can't say 90% of what i think without worrying about having to fight some random anitfa. But just keep cool and carry on, be friendly with everyone because the more and more you talk to someone one on one the more abnormal everyone seems to get. It's ok to be a dick sometimes though, remember that.

>>743540236
yeah that's some seriosuly shitty business practices. if they actually had to pay for something i understand taking some of your payment to repay but that usually happens before payment and is done for hourly based jobs, this just sounds like they could make it sound great whilst you actually earn shit for what you do. and unless the skills arent transferable it doesnt make sense how they get away with it that well

>>743540315
i have unpopular opinions as well but i weave them in with jokes but i have had that go wrong with some entitles bitches. if you cant burn the bridges just keep your distance and keep it focused to your course so you cant get distracted by opposing opinions

I got super smashed and said really mean hurtful things to my ex.

I did it just to be an asshole too. I always go for low blows and right for the heart.

Am i some kind of autistic monster?

>>743525003

i hate everything

>>743540785
what thi guys says is good as you may actually find like minded friends who dont state their opnion for the same reason as you

just got out of a 2 1/2 year relationship, im sad and depressed. idk what to do with myself anymore

>>743541072
not autistic as you know where to aim to really hurt and if you did whilst pissed and you wouldnt do it otherwise then no just a drunken mistake and you should tell her that

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Is no one gonna acknowledge this get thread though?

>>743541415

16 gets out of 150 posts isn't really that remarkable

>>743541415
honeslty didnt notice any of mine or others gets. as its been a productive thread that hasnt need to resort to check em's to stay afloat

>>743541355
I told her I was completely blacked out. The shit i said I could never take back though. I didn't feel bad until she said I was a monster.

>>743525003
I think I suffer from an androgynous brain and something was wrong with my chromosomes in utero, so I'm probably intersex. I'm also a repressed tranny. I don't know how to deal with this. People will either hate me or pity me. I suffer from near-constant anxiety. I could use... something.

>>743542036
yeah that's sorta fucked up and understandable from her pov though you know you were blacked out and if you know that you meant none of it when sober than thats all you need no point trying to ask for forgiveness from someone who'll never give it

>>743540785
Yeah I dont want to be one of those assholes that just hates everything popular. I just feel like everyone circle jerks each other to have the same opinion and I cant fly that kite.

>>743541041
passing them off as jokes usually helps me as well. Just gotta keep going and enjoy those blissful moments when you can finally be alone and not have to listen to some fat balding dude wet himself over the new star wars movie or whatever the fuck

>>743542048

i don't get the transgender hype. it doesn't make sense to me. it is alien.

>>743542048
might sounsd shitty but therapy is your best course, hrt and all that trans bullshit doesn't help it makes it worse or it stays just as bad, the facts dont lie and even actual trans that live long enough after the hrt or gentials swap realise it and seek therapy to actually fix the problem.

kind of like alto of repressed feels and shit and its bad when it all comes out

>>743542357
lol i like capeshit(marvel) but thats because im a comic fan and sort of grew up with the mcu since i was 10. but i cant stand the reactions that people give for star wars when two weeks earlier they didnt give a shit because it wasnt cool or they didn't have a line of funk pops that they could buy to try and show they belong because they just follow the trend and have no actual sense of self and try to fill their lives with like minded people so they can all tell each other they great and cool

>>743542296
Im usually a nice happy drunk too. I guess i just felt like being a complete asshole. I wonder why i do it too.

>>743542841
I think its cool when people are true fans of shit like with your "capeshit" I onlt take issue when they can never put themselves in the shoes of the general public and are too engrossed in their little fandom.

>>743542401
its literally a mental illness normalised to help push a narrative and now it is hard to actually receive the proper help.

>>743542858
it may have just been something you needed to do that your sober brain refused to accept or think about, especially if its not common for you to do

>>743542401
Thank you for your wise and insightful comment.
>physically having sex gives me the creeps
>I can't stand to be touched
>deteriorating ability to concentrate
>severe anxiety and depression. I have no aspirations because I find myself highly repugnant
>Even though I'm mentally useless I'm quite bright
No hype here boyo

>>743525467
I did this when I was younger, punching your thigh helps so you don't hurt your hand

>>743543006
yeah, people who cant stand any criticism of their show or movie or whatever are annoying as it just shows how close minded they are that they cant stand opposing ideas as it'll actually cause them to think seriously about a subject and about another person that isnt them but with a blue tshirt or trousers instead of shorts

>>743543167

>that greentext

welcome to the club.

I'm starting my final year of college on Wednesday. I picked a shit major, made zero friends/connections, am most likely going to end with a below average GPA. The thought of having to do one more year makes me want to jump off a bridge.

will i get a job this week?

>>743543076
I guess so. I feel like I just need burn bridges to never cross them again. Hopefully for my own good.

>>743543519
just give it your all try and make as much of an improvement as you can. ask professors for help with connections

>>743543578
no.

but who i am to say yes or no try and you may

>>743542525
I don't want srs, SSRI's or antipsychotics. I have enough problems mustering up energy and concentration for long periods of time. Doing complicated math or driving for hours is extremely exhausting. Therapy is a crock of shit. It's a scam. I went more than 6 months. Got antidepressants, made an already emotionally stunted person feel even more numb. If SSRI's are going to disallow me to masturbate I would rather not be horny in the first place.

>>743542525
Dysphoria can't be 'cured'. You can't cure autism either. I believe the two to be similar. Most all trannies feel better on hrt than without.

>>743543725
burning bridges with your ex especially after what happend is definitely for the best and if you feel the need to get rid of other from your life to better yourself tell them and if they cant accept it well it doesnt matter anymore as you wont see them anymore

>>743543729
you can refuse any drugs offered any they cant force them on you, just say at the start you want to deal with your issue and you want do it sober without any drugs

I banged this girl I met on tinder the other day it was first pussy I had in a long time. Thing is we really have a lot in common an I enjoy being around her. I think I'm falling for her but I don't wanna tell her and fuck everything up.

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>>743543926
>I believe the two to be similar.

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I'm having difficulties about meeting me, everywhere I make friends or establish a social group, I become like the "funny guy" of the group, without respect, always show respect to people and that is a part of my natural personality, But everywhere, I have no respect, I do not have a place in the social hierarchy, I wanted to change this aspect of mine, but without changing my personality very much

>>743543076
Right. First people I told asked if I was gay. Stupid question. Has nothing to do with it. I'm a blank slate and don't care if I ever have sex, regardless of masturbatory habits. I'm not doing it for attention or sex, both cause me mental harm. I just want to be functional.

>>743535722
What's your background? Specifically, what education do you have?

OP, life is hell right now. I live with chronic pain, and have developed weird neurological symptoms that probably points to a brain tumor. There's no hope anymore. How are you supposed to enjoy life when it's mostly pain and suffering?

>>743543926
i know theres no cure most mental illnesses have no cures just drugs that stop the problems or ways of dealing with the illness so it doesn't mess with you. also they may at the start feel better on hrt but that doesnt match the statistics as the same amount fo people commit suicide after hrt or full genital swap as those who are trans and dont have any surgery, youd think hrt or changing genitals would help but it doesnt its just a short term solution to make them feel happy until they final realise they have irreversibly fucked up there body and they arent the gender they think they are as they cant do what people born that what can do and they are no longer what they were born as, as they used hrt to screw their body chemistry up.

>>743544239
ask her on a date or another fuck and see what happens

>>743544327
well surely what you masturbate to on the internet or in your head is a sign to what you do have some attraction to or do you just think of nothing or everything

>>743544558
by filling it with things that distract us until we die or for some who never find it end ourselves. sad but its the truth if we focused on the fact we are doomed to death nothing would get done and we'd devolve and end up dieing out

>>743544103
I told them I was interested in hrt and nothing else on day one. I'm emotionally dependent. She used that against me and played my weaknesses. I left when she tried getting me into a drug abuse rehab. I like the occasional tab of acid and smoke a good bit of weed. Not a problem. Waking up with a feeling like you're going to throw up most days and punches you in the gut throughout the day is Quite a problem.

>>743544291
Try being a dick on occasions. If you take a stand argue well and take no shit someone will look up to you or want to befriend you.

>>743544291
Beta faggot

>>743545110
if you seriously want hrt you have to show that itd be best for you which wouldnt be hard in the current political climate. saying it on day one to a physch and not a doctor was your problem

>>743525003
Explain my weird dream >>743544090

>>743544578
No. Post-hrt suicide rates go down almost to normal levels. There is a significant decrease in suicides from people undergoing transsexual therapy. This is a viable treatment.

>>743542048
>I don't know how to deal with this.
Don't cave into your disorder for one thing. We don't tell anorexic people to believe they are fat.

>>743542525
Wrong, HRT makes trannies crazier. The diet of hormones can lead to heart problems and even cancer.

>>743525003
> spend childhood/high school having my masculinity constantly undermined and stolen from me
> am now 21 years old
> in an relationship with an emotionally abusive older woman because at least when we have sex I feel like I've accomplished something as a man

I'll elaborate as much as you want, just say the word.

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>>743545743
>This is a viable treatment.

>>743545670
too much 4chan

>>743541518
The trips and dubdubs are quite remarkable though.

Acknowledge them or perish in the fires that surely await your sodded arse.

Should we be worried about a world war starting soon?

>>743545743
ive seen the 2015 statisitc it was a .5% lower for hrt taking, if you have a newer post the source i'll look it up but like what was posted suicide isn;t the only bad part, the battle you have with your body whilst taking hrt causes serious irreprobale damages to your body

>>743544920
I like girls. In theory. But the thought of 'intimacy', touching them and putting my dick in them makes me feel not-good. I noticed this hard when I got propositioned by someone I legit found attractive. I've never liked the thought of getting blowjobs, again a feeling of not-good rushes over me. That and cumming to the thought of having a vagina and vagina things being done to it since at least 14 without any prodding from things like sissy porn, crossdressing or even hetero porn. It just came of it's own accord and made me feel dirty. At that age it wasn't as much of a problem.

>>743546199
doubt china will join nk and russia wont join them so no. russia doesnt want to be destroyed by nukes no matter how much they want to destroy the usa with them and china has a big enough economy and can laugh as they basically own america because of owed money and the amount of shit they make them. nk are crazy but tiny and can be fucked up easily

>>743545600
A doctor won't see you unless a psych writes it off. I went to my GP first. He just sent me to the local clinic, who gave me no coping mechanisms whatsoever. Her advice? 'Check this book out at the library'. What am I seeing you for then?

>>743545846
You don't tell a scizo NOT to take their medicine either. Stupid argument.

>>743546388
Still not a source.

>>743546537
sounds like you're straight but things are different between reality and fantasy what you imagine being done to you if you had a vagina wouldnt actually happen because it wouldnt have the same pleasure receptors youd just feel it and thatd be that but what you imagine you could do if you had a vagina can be done now. try some prostate shit to see if that helps or just think that you can feel with your dick what you imagine you could with a vagina. that does sound like something made you start to think this way it may not be porn but it wouldnt be that nothing caused you to think this way. it may be sub-conscious memory that you don't remember

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>>743525003
What are some good goth bands?

>>743525003
This anon is slightly disturbed, right?
http://anon.pcriot.com

>>743547073
>You don't tell a scizo NOT to take their medicine either. Stupid argument.
Schizos don't take pills that pander to their delusions, trannies do. Try again.

>>743546653

Agree with most of what you say except the Russia part. If you've seen latest russian news putin has greatly expanded russian military in the past year or so. They just completed the most advanced nuclear submarine in fact

>>743546932
then youd have to see a physch and deal with all the bull shit. theres reasons they do it, because they dont want every fucker doing it because itd become a massive problem if even 15% of the population did it.

>>743525003
I haven't been able to properly fart in all day. I've tried gapping a little with my finger, introducing a straw, a small tube, but nothing. Even sharpie in pooper, but I just can't. And I know I have a fart still within my intestine. I've been laying in bed with my legs spread and my bare butt in the air waiting for the glorious moment to happen, but it just won't happen....

Help?

>>743547364
to me it all just showing off, our toy is bigger than yours type shit but they wont do anything as itd mean the end of their countries unless russia has some anti-nuke laser beam we dont know of

>>743547193
I'm not gay. I have very little interest in shoving things up my ass. I had no feminine role models. In fact I have had very few true role models. Neither my sister nor mom are very feminine or at least not in a way I perceive. Both are vapid and sex-crazed. Both are callous and manipulatory. My dad liked me better because I was less of a pain in the ass but he admired my sister more because she is work-oriented and gets what she wants. They hated each other for years. I try my best to listen and empathize with the arguer. Most of the time they treat my feelings like dirt. They talk to me only when they want something. They call me sensitive or some other derogative term. I don't idolize commonly held femininity, and cannot be comfortable with being a feminine boy. I don't react like any boy I've ever met, gay or otherwise. I'm not a feminine boy, I'm just feminine. Not efeminate. Feminine, in a soft butch type way. This is indicative of dysphoria according to the DSM-IV. I check six of seven signifiers. You only need two for a diagnosis.

>>743547356
>pander
>delusions
Do I smell a hint of emotional bias?

>>743548544
>Do I smell a hint of emotional bias?
Yeah, from yourself

>>743548422
maybe not having any femine women in your life, (your mother and sister) caused you at a young age to think because your not a hyper manly man that you are actually closer to a woman but in fact youre just a more beta guy than chad style . couldnt think of any other way to say the end part.

>>743547193
>something made you feel this way.
Yeah. The wrong hormones at puberty. It can fuck you up if you are wired partially for the opposite hormone. I'm saying no outside influences as far as I can tell. I didn't imprint on idealizing femininity or female fashion like most faggots do. I didn't sit aroud all day wondering what it's like for girls. I just tried to go about my day. Dealing with things as they come.

>>743547539
As it is less than 1% do. Like .4% or something. Anyway depopulation is a good thing. We are almost at critical mass as it is.

>>743525003
Well, not sure where to start. I feel totally sad. Numb. I just feel like doing nothing. Nothing motivates me. I don't want to die. What the fuck should I do? AMA if needed.

>>743549308
What are your reasons for feeling sad?

>>743548921
Even beta males can stand to be laid. Ugly males can stand to be laid. Clearly I'm not asexual as I experience arousal and I've never fapped to guys or gay sensations. They don't have these very specific and complicated issues. They bask in wanted attention. I shy away from it at all costs. I wish I could disappear. Things like a simple confidence boost donot work.

>>743550095
like i said bet males was just a bad wording choice because i couldnt think of anything else but if you remove that part the rest to me still sort of fits but im a sleep deprived and runing on fumes so i dont what im saying makes any sense

nobody believes me when i say i have had a panic attack and suicidal tendancies

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>>743549857
Not sure.
I'm economically fine.
I have a girlfriend that loves me.
I'm pretty much okay, I guess I'm just a lazy fuck and I can't just do it.

>>743527907
Underage dyke alert

>>743550678
shes lone gone nigger shes was on around 4-5 hrs ago not point banning now

>>743548921
>closer to a woman
No, I'm just, me. I have a penis. I have an appearance deficit. I have a deep, nails-on-chalkboard voice. I'm not 'closer' to a woman, I'm just a feminine person who always wanted breasts and imagined someone else when asked about being an adult, much to my own personal private anguish about it. No one had to tell me these behaviors were not normal. I would imagine up some guy stand-in I had no relation with or connection to. Basically I would lie to get them off my back. People call males uninspired if your emotional goal is to love a partner and be effective at making others' lives better. This is the heart of a feminine personality. Being 'treated' femininely. I wish I could be like the others. They get more of what they want. I got the brains to know I'll always feel out of place no matter what I do. Even if I never mention this ever again, and go about my life as a 'regular' dude, I will never truly belong anywhere. I'd kill myself if I didn't surmise it would cause me a great deal of pain.

>>743549308
Try antidepressants. No motivation and disaatisfaction with strived goals is indicative of depression.

>>743550460
Me either. Being a well-adjusted but repressed tranny is hell. Anxiety and depression are my bread and butter and most everyone blows it off.