>mfw no feels thread.

What's wrong anon? Heartbreak?

>>743158271
9/11 got me. Realized when everyone everywhere was shown freaking out, that I should be feeling something. obviously whatever makes people have a meaningful emotional connection to some idiots, attacking some other idiots, which happens all the time, only this time in a big spectacle, none of which people they've ever met, know, or have anything in common with, is missing in my brain.

After that, and then seeing this stupid country legislate crazy self destructive shit while under duress as a result of that emotional state, I stopped feeling anything about anything.

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>>743158893
Not really. I'm just tired of being a failure. I never asked to be born, either. I never wanted any part of this fucked up world.

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>>743158271
I feel nothing for that waste.
I'm here for you, but I have no remorse for him

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>>743159067
I'm missing a few basic emotions. All I feel no is despair and anger and other such similar emotions, but that's about it.

>>743159093
You need purpose. You should direct our Christmas Play Charlie Brown! Seriously, you should join the army. They will give you direction, brotherhood, a social circle and get you in shape and in a uniform that shows you are part of something respected. Join up anon.

>>743159205
You sound like a shitty person anon.

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>>743159205
If you don't have remorse for Eric, you have no remorse for me. In which case…I don't care either way.

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>>743159351
If me feeling no remorse for a person who gunned down innocents is bad.
Call me a monster.
I'm here for you, but don't expect me to feel the same for them.

>>743158271
Do u want to kiss him?

>>743159518
No, I'm not a fag. But we're soul brothers. We're both tortured souls.

>>743159452
He had a bad life and I pity him.The second he decided to pull up a gun is when I lost my compassion in him.
If you think killing others will absolve that pain, you're a fool. People go through rough times we all do some worse than others. killing others is when all my compassion for you is gone.

>>743159562
stop the self-pity and romanticizing your shit life, it's a bad coping mechanism that only makes you sink deeper and deeper.

Instead, take control of the things you can take control of. Things will be hard, don't be a pussy and give up instantly. Cut out of your life whoever and whatever possible that is making your life shit. Slowly change your life around.

>>743159317
What game is this?

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here's some feels

>>743159345
>Seriously, you should join the army.
As someone who is also depressed, I've considered this.
I'd wash out of basic, if I even made it past screening. I'm way the fuck out of shape, have several pre-existing conditions, and I don't do well with authority for sake of authority.

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>>743159767
cringe

>>743159767
I almost quit reading because it sounded like bullshit and then...

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>>743159584
It was two guns, actually. And stop being so triggered. It was only natural selection at work.

I am tired of people giving lectures on how to be a good and ethically sound person to those who do did bad things in the past, when they are actively being the more morally bankrupt and doing more disgusting things then the changed people they lecture. Fuck yourself [name here], you are a horrible 'friend' and a terrible human being.

>>743159848
This is the root of my current problems and an addition to existing ones: I got dropped from Marine Corps boot camp. I was two weeks away from my graduation.

>>743159939
Why don't you just tell that person what's on your mind? Bitching about someone behind his back on an anonymous forum isn't helping anyone.

>>743159345
I tried, Anon. I went to the Marines. And I failed.

>>743159964
You mean you did something that made them drop you?

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>>743159902
If you think kids living their life only for some devil to come in and end them is natural selection you're retarded.
I don't feel anything about his death and neither should you.
your "hero" was someone who thought hurting others would stop his pain and it got him an early grave.
Wise up.

>>743160025
I constantly fucked up. I am and have always been a fuck-up. And I will always will be until the day I die.

>>743159983
No point, dropping them. Someone who starts a secret relationship on their SO behind their back and cheats on them shouldn't lecture me about how I shouldn't have said mean words to other people eight years ago or how I don't give fake empathy to random strangers. I am outright disgusted at what they did to that person, and how self righteous they are.

>>743160076
That's actually a more healthy way of putting it, take responsibility for what happens in your life. Be conscious why things happen or happened the way they do/did. Self-reflect and learn a lesson out of everything. The only thing that's keeping you from improving yourself is you.

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>>743160061
Maybe the people who caused him to take natural selection into his own hands should have thought twice about hurting him. And Dylan suffered too. I'll never forget about that.

>>743160129
He's not going to realize he's a piece of shit until he gets a wake-up call, though.

>>743160180
>take natural selection into his own hands
What an incredible amount of cognitive dissonance that must take. Hell of a contradiction there, bud.

>>743160180
You're a total idiot, and your mindset is pathological. Just because some horrible people hurt you, doesn't give you the right to hurt or even kill other people. They were not heroes, they were victims turned monsters. Their pain was real and the way they were treated was completely unfair, no one can deny that, but their existence only caused more sorrow in the world. And they're to blame for that.

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>>743160180
>the people
They killed without prejudice, buddy.
Those same people could have helped if they reached out. The more you bottle i up and blame others the worse it gets.
I had a fucked up life but I actually express how I feel to others and seek help.
Go ahead keep thinking these monster's actions are justified because of the pain they felt.
We all have problems, we don't all become murderers

>>743160181
No but they will learn pretty fast. It is like a child rapist accusing someone looking at pornography of being a deviant pervert. I know both of them, they brought it up after I told them off. The person they cheated on they were with more than four years, and I know they were about to get married. His life was saved by his SO multiple times. There are some people in this world who are so awful you cannot believe they exist.

>>743159093
>>743159565

Fuck, I might as well pull the trigger. Look for me in the obituaries. It's basically me, but I guess I was in denial.

ZK

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>>743160287
>>743160303
This world is fucked anyway. Nothing will ever change. So long as humans exist, there will always be pain and misery. No amount of your useless virtue signaling will ever change that reality.

>>743160603
Atleast your disk will be defragmented

>>743159748
Yakuza 4.

>>743160689
>replies to all of the replies but the one pointing out a massive contradiction in the logic used to reach your conclusion
Well, there's 0 value talking to you if you refuse to acknowledge when you do something that's flawed. At that point, nothing anyone says that isn't agreeing with you actually gets heard.

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>>743160689
>you are told the world is cruel by others- you act like a dickhead to to others telling them lifes not fair - rinse repeat
Congrats fuckface you are contributing to the system that completes itself. Learn to be compassionate, and care about the well being of your fellow man. Of course there will be psychopaths but if you keep blaming life and others on everything you'll never be happy.
How can you love life if you don't even love yourself.
Wait don't answer that, life is cruel so why should you love yourself, eh?

>>743160689
Virtue signaling on an anonymous imageboard?

I wish you could step outside of your body for a moment and objectively look at the shit you have been saying today. Seriously, get help. Your life doesn't have to be like this and the world & people really aren't that bad as your coping mechanisms have made it out to be.

>>743160287
If he dies, he dies

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>>743160689
>>743160867
It genuinely shocks me how you people can't learn to just treat people like people.
Sure Eric is a fucking dickhead but if we met we probably would have had lots in common.
To bad he decided to murder some kids and kill himself so now I don't care.
If you treat others like shit because "I was taught life is unfair" you're the one making life unfair
You're part of the fucking problem

>>743161010
>You're part of the fucking problem
It's not like he's ever going to realize that with the mindset he has now. No...no... people are horrible and the world is fucked, EVERYONE is to blame but him.

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>>743160303
This guy gets it. Its more fucked up that it was indescriminate- I'm all for a retribution killing. They make good movies but >>743160689 needs to learn tht not everyone in the world is that bad. Some people need to be sent to prison, some people need to be buried alive beneath it but some people just deserve a cookie. Namaste

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>>743161120
I do realize it. Why do you think I want to disappear so badly?

Mind-blowing, huh?

>>743161398
Then disappear, or get help and see the world in another light. But don't be another immature little bitch who thinks he figured out some truth everybody else seems to be oblivious to.

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>>743161398
The thing is I don't want you to leave.
I wouldn't want Eric to leave but he made mistake that will never be corrected.
I want you to clean up your act and actually inspire others. Be remembered a hero to few, not a monster to all

>>743161524
I've tried time and time again and I've failed every single time. There are no words to describe how much of a loser I am.

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>>743161524
Stop being a white knight, if coming on here and acting edgy and leaving without leaving so much as a goodbye helps him feel better and not shoot up a few people then let him have it.

Personally I think people should shoot themselves before turning a gun on someone without good reason. Given one sure, go nuts- make it slow for all I care but a life is a life. Wouldn't be much more satisfying to do the vigilante thing and snuff a few bad guys instead? You don't have to be Dexter, that was too dramatic for me anyway. You could do the same with a lot less preparation, ritual and powertools lol.

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>>743161398
>>743161524
>>743161755
Do you think I was always happy? always understanding? I know what happened and I'll tell you.
Do you like feeling that shitty? Feeling like the world is stacked against you.
Then why the hell would you want someone else to feel like that. I wouldn't want anyone to feel like this its a sickness. I do this shit so people won't feel how I do. If your life is so shit and you hate why would you want others to feel that way.
If you can't save yourself anymore, help others nd hell maybe they will help you.
It's how you form bonds
Its how you find love
Learn how this works

>>743161755
>There are no words to describe how much of a loser I am.
Yeah there are. You're a loser because you accept that and don't fight against it. That's literally it.

You guys should go over to /v/ and look at the sticky. So many sad sould

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>>743161523
>Then disappear
I want to and I wish I could muster up the courage to do so, but I'm a coward. I have no problems with admitting it.

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>>743161780
>calling a person a dipshit for thinking this shooter is a hero
>wow don't be a white knight
I'll give you a medal for trying.

>>743161780
>Wouldn't be much more satisfying to do the vigilante thing and snuff a few bad guys instead?

I wish I could do that. It's actually something I've wanted to do for a very long time. I've always wanted to be a real life superhero. And I choose to do something that was as close to that as possible. But I failed and my dream never came true.

>>743162019
Don't imply in 3rd person at me bud, or I will strike your bullseye and your dominos will fall like a house of cards. Wait, no- that-s not right.

I'm saying you're a douche for picking him, at least Maple Snake only shot armed policemen. They were innocent sure but it was a level playing field to an extent. Shooting innocent people is fucked up- sure there are people I've wanted to kill but none of them were innocent bystanders.

>>743162066
Whats stopping you 66? You've already got a codename. Now all you have to do is fight for good- revenge is a dish best served cold with a nice refreshing glass of just ice to wash it down.

You're a hero guy and you should rise to the challenge gracefully like R Kelly at a ghetto preschool.

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Here's something to keep your guys minds busy.

>get in car accident last month
>severe spine injury
>just now started doing physical therapy.
>now at 20% strength
>bed ridden during whole time.
>always had depression but accident sky rocketed it.
>doctor says I have PTSD
>gives me anti depressant and anti anxiety medicine which has now left me severe anxiety attacks and insomnia
>baracade myself in room.
>huge group of friends and family to which I told them all to leave me alone. No more of anything.
>be super extrovert and charismatic
>hate everyone and the world
>decided to talk to a counsoler and get a psychiatrist to get proper brain meds to get me normal

Went to see counsoler and this is what she said

>don't have PTSD. Don't have it cause missing major symptoms like self harm, paranoia, and anger
>declares not bipolar
>declares not schizophrenic
>thinks I'm crazy cause don't fall into traditional archetypes. Ie. Calculated and spontaneous
>finds out that all I care about is money, self improvement and achieving my dreams are my core goals and motivation.
>tell her how I'm crazy adventurous like how I did a solo backpacking trip through Alaska, constantly backpacking through the woods for days or getting my scuba diving gear.
>learns how I accept death and that we all die. Life is about your journey and happiness.
>she discovers that I can push to stay awake for 72+
>she ask how is that possible and told her you do it
>she has a hard time understanding the phrase, "you do it". Might be a woman thing
>says I'm very strong willed and motivated. Shocked her when I told her the height of my productivity (back in 2013), I use to work 3 jobs, go to school full time and run a company that I found at the time.
>can't comprehend why I did all that stuff
>tell her your dreams aren't give to you. You have to make them possible then fight for them

>things I haven't told her yet is...
>why I never plan on being married, having kids or being a good person
>or being happy

>>743162428
>Whats stopping you 66?
Like I said, I'm a failure. I probably won't even get a second chance at my dream depending on the circumstances, so now I'm in the process of settling for the relatively next best thing that I have to masquerade myself as doing to make it seem like I'm not dead inside.

>>743162542
>that strong willed
>never plan on being happy
Could you expand a bit more on what you mean by that sentiment?

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>>743162678
Well 66, I positively feel dead inside most of the time and the stuff that's still left beating I can't say I'm a fan of either. I don't particularly want to be here and constantly contemplate taking my life with the occasional attempts. Life sucks but I don't blame everyone for that, maybe like 20% and then everyone just decided to follow their shitty behaviour. Society sucks, and that's something we live in and may have to abide by but doesn't mean we can't question it.

The reason I'm still here is that experiencing stuff, and I suppose what consists mostly my vices is fun- I'm slowly picking myself up but I'm still ready to take the next exit bag outta here. Find a reason to live, it's a chance that you don't get again but it's ultimately your decision what you do with it.

>>743159565
Thanks for the reminder.

>>743162980
>Find a reason to live
There's nothing left for me anymore.

>>743163811
gotta take off those blinkers man

also, checked

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>>743163897
Dubs of Truth…hmm, what a coincidence.

>>743160603
you go to bed before the sun comes up? what a strange concept

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>be me
>after a broke up with my ex girlfriend I signed up on okcupid
>realize that anyone is around me
>start looking for people wich lives far away
>Begin a friendship with this 7/10
>Get deeper in friendship
>Go on Skype daily, Share pics , tell secrets

>be yesterday
>She tells me that she met with one guy
>He kissed her
>But she cant go in a relationship with me
>Ask her why
>Told me that the guy she loves lives 700km away from her (me)
>Accept a open relationship
>Rethink
>Tell her that I abort contact

I did this because she souldnt waste her life with me. We live too far away and she should better search someone who lives near her.

Im feeling horrible. She feels horrible.

Im an Idiot or did I the right thing?

>>743164835
But she cant go in a relationship with him*

Sorry boys..... Im totaly messed up

>>743164835
>am I an idiot for ending a LDR that in 99% of the time will lead to absolutely nothing

nah man, you just saved yourself from wasting a few more months of your life

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>>743164789
What if told that actually happened to me

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>>743164835
Why the fuck would you want to be in an open relationship?

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>>743165249
Then I'd say that we're in the same (sinking) boat.

>>743165433
Because you can hook someone up to just skip time....

> be me
>had a friend from school die today
>reminded me of old best friend in middle school who also passed away
>Im starting to get sad so I look him up to find a picture or something to remind me or him.
>find his obituary
>I go to write a message
>When I look in the comments there are dozens from one person
>his father had been writing to him for years
>I read through every single one
>Every once in a while his grandmother left something
>But overall it was just his father always ending with "I miss you son"
>I read them all and didnt feel much
>I started to think about hanging out back in the day at school talking about video games
>trading gameboy games
>trading food at lunch every single day
>It reminded me of his candlelight vigil
>almost instantly I started crying.
>I remembered all the fake people who didnt really talk to him who showed up
>I remember seeing people who mocked and bullied him there
>I'll never forget him

well that was my day.

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>>743165656
Guess there are three of us here.

>>743166015
make it 4... :(

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>>743166015
>>743166058
I seem to flip flop on the subject, /b/ros. One day, I'm full blown MGTOW and the next I'm crying myself to sleep because I'm going to die alone because the perfect girl doesn't exist. I don't know what to do…

>>743164789
>>743165249

Boys dont give up. Im the guy from here. >>743164835

Im a 5-6/10 and even I got some girlfriends and LDR.

So im not sure where you guys living but Im using the apps: Lovoo, Tinder and Okcuid. First of all. Make pictures of you in a profil. Useless when you dont have a picture of you in it. Even if you think girls ar not attractive just use them a training to text.

Lovoo:
Her girls really search realtionships. Just "like" eveyone you like if she likes you back you are good to go. It will take some time but you maybe find on there.

Tinder:
Not very good. Only hookups and there are too many other guys. If you looking really good you can try but its very hard here.

Okcupid:
In some areas its very the app to go. If you have a high percentage(80%+) in the Questions you nearly allways will understand each other. Here all girls get spammed.

You have to stick out of the crowd with some good starting line. But most of the times a hi work. (My line was: Have you some Memes for me) or tell me a good joke. There you have a good % of 50% that you will get an answer. After this you have to do it on your own

Boys good look <3

>>743166257
I'm incredibly ugly, though. I've tried Tinder before and didn't work.

>>743165988
dont worry anon, i feel for you

Wizardry comes naturally to me despite my young age

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My toxic love story:

Three weeks ago my GF ended the relationship, she tell me that I wasn't there for her, that I wasn't being the one which she fell in love. She ended the relationship just one day before our first anniversary.

I have anxiety and schizophrenia disorder and she really helps me to get through, her smile could fly away all my troubles and even when I am so fucked up and I have done so many bad things, I really tough that she was my salvation.

Even when we ended all, everyday after class we use to go to my home and eat together, even sleep or fuck, we are nothing, but I still loving her and I know that maybe she doesn't love me anymore but she needs me too (she have a lot of problems with her family, I think she have bipolar disorder)

I literally cry when she is in my arms laying in my bed by my side because she is all I want to be happy, not the meds, not the drugs or therapy, she....

Yesterday she texted me saying that she doesn't want to talk with me anymore, I call her and she says with a fucking cinism and sarcastic voice that she doesn't want me anymore, and that I should leave her alone.

Today I went to University and try to talk with her and make all this shit clear... She just runs out of me but I reach her and ask her what is happening.

She tells me that she is alone and that she wants to be alone, that she hates me and hates everyone around her, even that she hates herself...

She says that she is gonna be a hooker (Scort) ir a pornstar or that she is gonna kill herself.

I try to stay with her but she just say me that I need to go and that she doesn't want me in her life anymore.

Later I call every friend that I know she have and tell them that she is gonna need them, that they should be on her side.


I just want her to be happy, even if I am not part of her life anymore, I just want to see her smile again and that her life could be as beautiful as she deserves.

>>743158271
awesome thread

>>743168279
its ok anon, youll get through it
i believe in you