feels thread. bonus points for lonely birthdays

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>>743109087
My friend probably hates me for no reason. Anyone had same experience?

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>>743109688
Whys that anon?

>>743109815
I don't know. We used to play vidya n stuff together, talked alot. Then we stopped talking, but still were friends. But last time he just told me to fuck off and that's all. Why. Why . I can't keep losing people like this.

>>743110065
Did he grow up and you stayed an autistic faggot?

>>743110065

You obviously did something wrong/insensitive and are too autistic to realise what it was.

>>743110197
We talked like a half a year ago last time. All i know changed that he started smoking pot but that wouldn't change him. Maybe something personal happened to him?

>>743110537
The thing is i didn't. Our last conversation was: "how are you doing?" "Good" he replied. That's all.

>>743110705
MOOOOOOODS

>>743110570
If you still spend most of your time gaming and as a recluse with him being your only friend then chances are he just moved on. He may see you as a version of himself that he hopes to avoid becoming so he distances himself from you.

>>743110840
Haha, no. He just smokes pot drinks fucks and plays games.

>>743110924
But he is a really awesome person, this description sounds pretty bad but i'd still consider him one of my best friends.

>>743110754
Autism?

>>743109087
i would have gone, even without the cake

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>Birthday was a week ago
>Go to school and my classmates incl my crush made a surprise birthday for me
>Felt so happy that i woke up from my sleep
>Mfw

>>743110924
He probably drinks, smokes, and fucks as a social activity like most people in their late teens and early twenties.

>>743110705
i thought you said your last conversation with him was "fuck off"

>>743110537
this this this

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>>743111164
Happy belated birthday anon

>>743111226
He's changing it as he goes

>>743111164
Happy birthday anon :).
Trust me, jerks in school mean nothing. After school you will meet new people and will be better.
Don't give up. School is horrible for some people.

>>743111226
Before that. He told me to fuck off like a week ago.

My birthday is coming up I wish everyone didn't know and would leave me alone...

>>743111455
did he tell you to fuck off in person, over text or on the phone?

>>743111402
I don't go to school. But anyways no one would have cared about my birthday

>>743109087
I've preemptively disassociated myself from my birthday as well as Christmas to avoid this exact kind of thing.

I don't acknowledge them and actively avoid receiving gifts.

>>743111046
go to sleep teeno,u will meet many friends in your life you will know who is the bestie and end up
quiet being a faggot and go ITS NAPPY TIME

>>743111543
Text.

>>743111610
I'm 19. And getting far from a friend you know for a long time isn't that easy.

>>743111402
This is true. And the people who have a rough time in high school either

1.) continue hating life and deciding they cant do better
or
2.) fix their lives and end up happier

Be driven, motherfuckers. When you hit 30 or 40, if you haven't started the successful path you will regret it. And I don't mean financially successful, though that's part of it. I mean TAKE what you want.

That classmate who you thought would have an easy path through life will have a kid at 22 and will spiral downwards from there.

Or he'll continue being awesome. There's no point to anything I'm saying.

>>743111813
>There's no point to anything I'm saying.
well we can just close the thread now that we summed up life

>>743111561
he wished u happy b-day u fag stop whining and be a nice person
say the words

>>743109087
Damn. First time I've ever felt an emotion for a nog... Poor nog. It's like watching people pass by a sick kitten on the street. You want to pet it, but you just... can't.

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>>743111927
Thanks anon! Really appreciate that!

>>743111162
Cus' ice cream

>>743109087

You see this and feel bad.. but there is always a reason. The guy in OP's image is probably an insufferable asshole or a complete autist that people can't stand being around. No smoke without fire.

>>743111506
yeah same tend to disappear that day and dont really care who is gonna wish me
Also hate little bitches who want a hug or smooch smooch to wish me,just say the words and live it there u moving human regenerator

>>743109087
>be me
>have a pretty shitty day in work and forgot my umbrella
>it starts raining after work so I get pretty wet whilst waiting for the bus
>get home in my parents house
>mother comes hugs me
>tells me how great I am and gives me that awesone feel of heart warmth
>I beginn feeling good so good that I start crying
>wake up with tears in my eyes
>3a.m.
>mother left me and father when I was 5
>cry more
So hows your day been

>>743112251
Fuck. That's pretty sad mate.

>>743109688
didn't have friends had these people who would just beat me every day in school

man it fucked me up big time i still think people are all out to get me so find it hard to foarm relationships i am trying to get out of my shell but still it fucked me up big time

>>743111761
look i know this,but just try to understand that from school to college age there is a change everyone starts ti see the world,actually there boundaries expands that is the reason some people change cause they r doing what they like
so believe me when im saying leaving a friend who dont want u is fine,leave it grow up and meet some kitty

>>743112094
thats better

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fuck me turned 25 last week and that was pretty much me

>>743112590
I barrly leave house from fear of getting mugged, beaten up for no reason etc. If i leave only far away from my local area.

>>743112651
Thanks. I guess i will have to. Well, i still got 5 friends left.

>>743112251
oppressed unconscious thoughts that hunts u all your life,even if u try to avoid them the little thing that reminds u will showned up as dreams

>>743112334
Its like a wound that never closes. Or that opens itself agian and agian.
Its just that fucking feeling that only a mother could give you. I remember from when I was small and mother was there. Its like my brain wants to feel it agian and agian because it is missing it

>>743112768
yeah well news to you its called agorafobia

>>743112859
This works as answer to this too >>743112951

>>743112847
then go for a raid dude it will cheer u up

>be me
>parents die in murder suicide at age of 18.
>dad didnt even have the courtesy to take me with them.
>besides the people who try and comfort me im basically on my own now.
>state gives the house and the money they had to me.
>dont hang out at house much. To many memories, including walking in on the murder scene.
>have enough money saved up from them and from me to live at my house for a few more months.
>birthday comes.
>not a single person says happy birthday.
>end up spending the day on csgo deathmatch.
Its weird how two people dying made my life that much more depressing.

>>743112951
This actually makes me feel sad. Why did she leave? Did you find her, contact her?

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>>743109087

>0 friends
>0 gf
>Dirt poor
>No talent
>No hobbies
>No beauty
>Thin body (not muscular)
>Shit job
>virgin
>Shit mental health (anxiety since kid and depression)
>Never lived in peace (family always fighting)
LiFe iS gOoD

>>743112951
you fucked up "again" twice in a row?! now that's impressive

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>>743113363
kill me, pete

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>>743113442

>>743113442
Kill me pete. Please. Please.

>>743113442
Kill me, pete

>>743113161
In the end it were just two people for you. But these people could have had great potetial influence in your futur live. And thats what keeps the wheel of pain rolling. Try to get over it and find some friends that yoz can trust

>>743109087
I'm 18 today, lol

>>743112590
Literally same bro. I struggle to open up to people for the same exact reasons. Sucks doesn't it. Like shit I'm 29, you'd think I'd be over it but still always have my guard up around all but the closest of friends

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>>743113547

>>743109087
I want to find Julius on Facebook because it makes me so sad.

>>743113547
What a terrible idea those motherfuckers

>>743113188
I guess I was too young to understand at least thats what father always told me. I always had the feeling he was hiding something because he had this dead look in his eyes the became not wet nor dry it just was something youd expect too see from an freshly killed persons eyes. Yes this dead look and I remember it good. It was mixed with hate and sadness. I never bothert to ask agian when I became older because shes riped me and dad into piece and all we had was us both to put them agian as they were. But our bond was very strong because of that we used to drink often together and he told me his stories and it was nice. Now he has a new wife and we dont speek so often

>>743113361
Indian?

>>743114031
Aren't we all?

kill me Pete

Fuck, you made me remember my 18th birthday..
Inwas sitting alone in my room eating a greasy pizza playing csgo.
Whenever that topic comes up everyone talks about how they went out and got smashed and that it was an experience of a lifetime and i just sit quietly. Fuck
So tell me, what did you do for your 18th birthday, /b/?

>>743114544

i literally don't even remember, but it was certainly like that. just sitting in my parents house alone playing a video game or something.

>>743114544
It wasn't even worth remembering.because no one else did

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No birthday party since my parents died when i was 10

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how do you cope with depression anons?

Me?
>Sleep 17 hours
>More sleep less bad thoughts and mood right?

>>743113442
Kill me, Pete

>>743114936
When's your birthday anon?

>>743115127
26 june

>>743115061
What if you dream about those bad thoughts?
Happens to me all the time so i resent sleeping now

>>743115238
Just marked it on my calender. What's your discord. I'll wish you a happy birthday next year. Also it's almost exactly a month late, but happy birthday anon.

>>743112158
Or he probably didn't plan on advance and expected everyone to drop what they were doing that day.

>>743113442
kill me, pete

>>743113442
Kill me, pete

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Need some funny greentext in here or something I'm getting depressed.

>>743115949
apparently bart's still having a good time
why can't you be bart?

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Help
I am experiencing hallucinations + anxiety + a lot of caffeine
what should i do?
I am seeing shadows moving and bugs on my skin and hearing sounds.
I think i am so afraid that i think i may kill myself

>>743111597
same here. It's just another day. Birthdays and such are just there to drive the economy and to make people feel bad about themselves.

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>>743115976
this one is pretty funny
have fun dood :D

>>743116068
Actually I know a guy who died because of this

Broke up with girlfriend of 2 years because I thought I liked someone else. She fucked me off for no fucking reason. Now I'm stuck I don't miss her, I miss a feeling like I'm someone's top priority, Someone please help me out here

My girlfriend of 3 years dumbed me last week, i love her so much. I want to die. I haven't moved from the couch in 3 days except for food. The worst part is shes moving on.

>>743116227
Thank you little shit.

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I remember when i was sad /b/ros
Now i am EXTREMELY happy because of where my life is heading and my girlfriend
It gets better i promise!

>>743116122
Read the reaction image first but it didn't really play on my feelings. I had no emotional reaction at least.

>>743116347
Heres what do. I had same thing happen. Go fuck another woman, i dont care that you dont want to. just do it. and preferably start a relationship with her. lie to her. who cares.

>>743113815
/b/ did. A bunch of anons clubbed together to make sure he got a somewhat belated birthday congratulations.

>>743115868
November 27th 2013...

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>>743116122

>>743116062
August 2013

>>743116873
Fuck yeah

>>743116412
>sees subtitles
>WITH YOUR FEET IN THE AIR AND YOUR HEAD ON THE GROOOOOUND

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I wanna suck these titties. But I never will.. :(

>>743115949
>upon realizing he was not a meme, milhouse spiralled into depression

I turned 23 last monday. Had 4 birthday texts. Parents, grandma, and sister.

Not really sure how I feel about this but I think I am accepting it

>>743111402
after high school i met next to no people besides my co workers. then again i choose not to go out or do anything, but i still think this is bullshit

>>743116313
Even /b/ doesn't care, feel such a beta

>>743116881
idk if thats impressive or sad. im sorry that this has to be an experience for you anon

>>743117876
just be yourselve's top priority

My cat is basically responsible for me not killing myself

>Be me some years ago
>15 with depression
>Dad loses his job
>Mom and dad start arguing a lot
>He starts to sleep out of home and being drunk every time I see him
>Parents start getting abusive
>Everytime they fought or hit me I hug my cat really tight because I knew he truely loved me
>One day my dad tells me to get on the car
>He drives to a pet shop 30km from home
>He says to look at the fish while he goes to the bathroom
>80 minutes and he isn't returning
>I get back home by taking the bus without a ticket
>The further I get is at an house of my mom friend
>Try to call my mom of my dad no one responds
>Decide to walk 10 km home
>Arrive there at night
>See my dad car crashed on the metal fence
>The front is basically destroyed
>He's on the couch passed out
>Mom left
>Go to my room and hug my cat

>>743118272
is that it? what the fuck?! how do you end a story like that? post more cunt

>>743118263
Honestly that's the perspective I had, Realising without her I do shit all. I ruined a healthy relationship all for 5 days of nudes and sex. Ngl decent 5 days though

>>743118660
I'm typing

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>>743116068
>mfw you ask /b/ instead of your doctor

>>743116035
Bart's real name is Chad. He's not Homer's son. Think about it.

>>743117713
Happy belated anon. Its good to know your family is still aware of your presence. Keep your head up.

>>743116441
Thanks anon, ill try. But i really just want my ex back, she was the one. Ill make a thread if your plan works out.

>>743112590
top kek

>>743116068
Prob paranoia or schizophrenia idk go ask your doctor for some meds or get used to it.

>>743116122
Wait, who's wolf??

And who's James?

Who's writing it?

Was the dog alive for 3 years or 12? Was the boy dead by 12? Was the dog dead by three??

Syntax!!!!!!!!!!!

>>743113442
kill me pete

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>>743119246
yea that story got me fucked the first time i read it aswell
hahaha

>>743117713
Your sister clearly wants your cock faggot.

>>743117270

well they fucked me hard with 8 euros

>Be Me
>In my 40's now ( i know old b/tard)
>never have had a birthday party
> when I did turn 40, my GF at the time didnt even call, she was pissed at me fro some retarded reason. broke up with her two weeks later.
>dont know what its like to blow out candles
>dont know what its like to be surrounded by friends that actually care.

Why have I never had a party in my life?
Was born on Dec 23rd.
Always get the shaft..."heres your b-day and Xmas present." I always think...Fuck you when someone says that to me.

>>743119054
>>743118736
I have never went to a doc and it's 2:00am now. Should i call ambulance?

I spent half an hour looking at myself, talking to the mirror. Telling myself I am worth nothing. I don't feel fucking normal, something In this fucking skull isn't clicking, I forget to eat. I talk to myself normally criticism about events which have happened, trust issues. I really know something is wrong, I'm gonna do something crazy without stimulation, I know I'm already dying. I'm gonna die I know, I'm gonna die soon probaby alone probably not

>>743119425
harry birthmas, anon

>>743115868
yesterday

>>743119357
Can you explain it? I've been awake for 2 days, and can't process this correctly.

>>743113649
and you're here....
damn bro

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>>743118272

>1 year after
>Mom has still not returned
>Dad's working with his alcohol problem
>I suddenly become even more depressed
>Lose all my friends
>everyone tried to avoid me
>All I do is play Vidya and stay with my cat
>One day he vanishes
>I search him for 2 days can't find him
>After a week he's still disappeared
>Depression gets worse
>Somehow I get a girlfriend
>The love fades away quickly she dumps me without even a word
>Start being anorexic
>Start with self harm
>Burning cutting and scratching my skin off
>Stop cutting because it doesn't even feel good anymore
>After 2 months a guy calls saying he found a cat sleeping in a field with a broken paw so he called the number on the collar
>The place is 10 km away so I have to walk >finally take my cat back
>Take him to the vet
>They give him a cast
>Bring him home again
>Stop anorexia
So now I'm in the same situation I can't find a job and my only source of relief is my cat
My dad isn't alcohol addicted anymore but he treats me like shit we don't know anything about mom but hes got a girlfriend

met my dream girl, dated her for about two years and didnt propose. shes pregnant with her now husband.

dated many women, met many people in my line of work. never met anyone like her. never been a believer in oneitis but its been years and i still dream of her. dont talk to any of our mutual friends, i use tinder pretty successfully, have dated other women, but nonstop she floats into my mind

it is legitimately worse than being ddead

>>743119684
Damn, even your cat tried to get away from your codependent ass.

Maybe make some life changes, talk to a doctor about your depression, and find a job.

But you won't, because you have no motivation in life you lazy sad fuck.

At least you can walk. I can't even use 30% of my body.

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>>743111262
>>743111111

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>>743119597
alright, i just reread it and now it's all fucked
so the james got wolf, then james died protecting wolf. so apparently wolf typed that greentext.
hmm...

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Sleeping is the reason I'm alive right now.
I'm slightly autistic and my mind get lost a lot.

>Be me. 17yr old, 5/10, bored of life and vidya.
>Drink about 12 monster energy cans
>Up all night
>Get really productive
>Start finishing all my homework
>Clean my room. Even polish the desks and all.
>Aderrall.png
>Start thinking of things I could do for productivity.
>I branch off into why I should even work and what even is money and wealth.
>Existential crisis
>I decide to kill myself
>Something to do right?
>Gather rope and stool.
>I prep the noise
>Caffeine wears off.
>Start feeling dizzy and nauseous.
>ohshit.pdf
>Oh well. Another reason to end my life
>As I get onto the stool I fall into the floor.
>Can't be assed to get up.
>I fall asleep.
>Wake up next morning. Big headache.
>Look at homemade hanging station.
>"The fuck was I thinking?"

>>743119441
2am here too, if you haven't slept for a long time u can start hallucinating + if it gets worse like panic attacks then maybe call 112. Also Id suggest taking some valium, kpins or xanax if you can find some might help you with the anxiety.

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I'm just curious, whats stopping you guys from finally killing yourselves? Do you think there is still a chance for your life to get better?

>>743119900

OK, tell me about Tinder....never used it. is it generally a hookup app or dating now

>>743120413
You know whats fucked up....
I'm worth 1.2 million. Hardly any friends and havent gotten laid in 8 years or even been on a date.

Receiving kindness, affection is foreign to me now, I might as well be an autistic

If anyone thinks that money will solve problems in your life, it wont.....its pretty fucked up/

>>743120644
I'll be your friend. For 200 dollars

>>743120644
you're worth 1.2 mi??
how?
pay my trip to wherever it is where you live, and we'll have fun dood

>>743120644
Trust fund kid?

>>743115061
I play videogames

>>743120414
You need to be attractive and fun. Its mostly just to meet up and fuck. Women will say that they're on it to make friends, but that BS. The app is pretty much made for fucking now.


DO NOT USE IT TO FIND LOVE.

>>743120413
When I think about killing myself I always think about how sad and heartbroken my mother would feel and I don't want to make her any more sad looking back at my past mistakes and how much of an disappointment I am. Basically stuck in a loop of thinking about it and crying myself to sleep.
And to your other question, maybe. I hope there is a chance to get better if not I will prob kill myself as soon as my parents are dead so that they will not have to know about it. Ever.

>>743120644
Read those studies that say "72k" is the magic number for happiness in dollars.

You should make some investments, then fund some causes you believe in that really need cash. Or just make your own neighborhood / city less shitty.

It'll improve your reputation, environment, and feelings.

Make sure you have enough invested to live off of though. And work a part time job to stay active and physical. Both important to your mental health.

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My toxic love story:

>Three weeks ago my GF ended the relationship, she told me that I wasn't there for her, that I wasn't being the one which she fell in love, just one day before our first anniversary

>I have anxiety and schizophrenia disorder and she really helps me to get through, her smile could fly away all my troubles and even when I am so fucked up and I have done so many bad things, I really tough that she was my salvation.

>Even when we ended all, everyday after class we use to go to my home and eat together, even sleep or fuck, we are nothing, but I still loving her and I know that maybe she doesn't love me anymore but she needs me too (she have a lot of problems with her family, I think she have bipolar disorder)

>I literally cry when she is in my arms laying in my bed by my side because she is all I want to be happy, not the meds, not the drugs or therapy, she.

>Yesterday she texted me saying that she doesn't want to talk with me anymore, I call her and she says with a sarcastic voice that she doesn't want me anymore, and that I should leave her alone

>Today I went to University and try to talk with her and make all this shit clear... She just runs out of me but I reach her and ask her what is happening

>She tells me that she is alone and that she wants to be alone, that she hates me and hates everyone around her, even that she hates herself

>She says that she is gonna be a hooker (Scort) ir a pornstar or that she is gonna kill herself

>I try to stay with her but she just say that she wants me out of her life and that I can control her life

>I get scared of what she says (suicide and being a Scort) and try to talk with all of her friends, even a bit that I know that he is in love with her

>Tell him all the situation and beg him to stay with her


Maybe I am not gonna be in her life any more... Maybe she hates me, but all I want is to see her smiling... even if is not with me, I don't want that her life turns into a mess just like my life.

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>>743109087
you guys are all great and should know that

>>743109087
I can inform you all newfags that Julius got a proper celebration from plenty of anons from /b/. They sent him wishes and worked on a picture for him.
I think he also got some kind of irl celebration, but I can't seem to find info about that on the web just now.

That was in the olden days, when anons really looked out for eachother and weren't fuckin racist.

>>743119930
Too bad your hands aren't disabled yet as well, crying faggot

1.2 guy here.

Basically, I invested.
I started right out of college and put in the full amount into my 401k, Roth, and opened up a brokerage account.
Stocks are pretty easy. Mad a killing with apple when I bought them way back when in the early 2000's

But I dont have a family, I've driven in the same car since 2003 that I bought new then.
I do everything myself, home repairs, garden, yardwork.
No CC debt, and still have a mortgage but that's only for tax/credit.

I'll tell you what though. Lonely as fuck.
dont have a G/f and would honestly give it all up for a wife and a family. BTW I'm not ugly either. Just some trust issues ( hell I was prom king if you want to get a feel on my looks)

Start early on investing. compound interest and time are your friends.

>>743121327
OH right mr oldflap
now that you mentioned it, yes i even had the thread
but i can't find anything in the mess i call pics folder
i also had the one about that old dude

>>743109087

>feel no joy in life except for when i'm piss drunk
>no goals
>no motivation
>get replaced by "better" people constantly, i'm not quite a friend or lover to people, just a temporary placeholder
>constnantly disappoint myself despite having zero expectations
>have daily dreams with the only girl i ever honestly loved and wanted to become something greater than i am for, even after 2 Years after she broke my trust in her and women, basically
>only group i ever felt good in as friends broke up because one of them overdosed on drugs i provided, still blame myself to this day


only reason i havent killed myself is that i owe my family to atleast not be traumatized by my death

>>743109087
>Be me
>Have some good friends to spend time with
>We are like 10 people or so and have so much fun together
>Some of them are noticibly distant with me but don't really care
>Get along with everybody but just one or two are closer than the others even tho all the rest seem to be close too
>Shit happens and time goes by
>Find out nearly everybody was talking shit about me almost from the begining
>Thatexplainsalot.jpg
>Almost nobody ever really liked me and I thought i had friends
>My birthday is in like four days and I haven't even talked to anybody outside my house in like 4 days

This year seems to be lonely again

>>743121655
do you go out to clubs, parties, cafe, libraries or whatever?
go out and try having some fun man, enjoy the outside world
and about women, don't settle for some random girl who might fuck you up over your money
same with friends tbh

>>743115105
well it's 2.40 am here now so i assume i might kill myself tomorrow

>>743121985

I feel you man. Dont want to even begin counting the times i got used for either my money, connections or other things and basically got shit on behind my back. It never gets better but we still try to trust people

>>743121655
age? could very well work against you when looking for new people or lady friends. oddball interests like anime and vidya could be turnoffs too, and i fucking hate the term but it's 100% applicable, normie.

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>lonely
>makes friends
>friends all go away and start their new lives w/o me in the picture
>be back to being lonely
>make more friends
>they all leave
>don't try and make new friends because I'm scared they all leave
>continue being lonely

>>743121642
Says the gay that was literally crying about his cat.
A little projectaroni you got going there, don't cha?

>>743115061

Alcohol. Daily alcohol.

>>743120413

When my thoughts start to take over, I see my cat. What would happen to her after I'm gone? I rather wait to kill myself after my cat passes.

It's a temporary fix for a few years.

>Be me, fell out of car while dragged by seatbelt while my father was driving up to 50mph.
>pinched nerve, gets on SSI within 6 months
>Moved to be "independent" to big city
>End up getting groped by old man
>Call dad crying and go back home
>very shy, virgin, only kissed once
>stays indoors and plays games to ease the depression
>right wrist begins to hurt while my fingers go numb
>loves to draw, was my passion, wanted to be a cartoonist or illustrator
>pinched nerve gets worse, physical therapy isn't making no progression
>can't even fucking draw for 5 minutes without my fingers going numb then my wrist throbbing in pain
>Diagnosed with arthritis in my neck at 26
>always having muscle spasms in my left shoulder, take alot of meds
>smoke weed alot, in debt with dealer cause of fronts
>can't draw ever again
>I want to give my cat a good life

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>>743113442
Kill me, Pete

>>743115868
Fuck you, it's gotten to the point where I'm on edge when someone touches me.

>>743116412
Uh, that ain't right japs.

>>743115495
Im not the same guy, but damn god bless you anon ur such a kind guy we need more people like u.

>>743109087
None of my friends are willing to do anything that includes sticking their neck out for me even though I stuck my neck out for them to the point where I'm basically a social joke. I've never met a single female who's had any attraction to me whatsoever, even though I wouldn't say I'm ugly, just kind of awkward and not as overtly sexual predator like as other guys in my class.

>>743114031
That guy isn't too ugly. Maybe he has some form of autism because he shouldn't have too much problems getting an attractive girlfriend.

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>>743122704
i like them subtle like the one you posted

>>743117475
That's someone's wife now

>>743122456
I'm sorry anon.

I'm sorry because I'm literally the opposite type of guy. I tend to be non confrontational. I have little faith in humanity. I used to be a womanizer. I would make friends with people. Especially others that were nerdy, into hobbies I were, and some socially inept. And when they annoyed or bored me, I didn't feel like expending energy to savage and wait. I would cut it off, I would move on, I would dump entire friend circles if it inconvenienced me in anyway. It felt rude, but some what liberating. I was no longer bound to people, I no longer had social worry or responsibility. If anything it made my popularity increase.

I continued this for sometime through college and after, which was in the end better for me because of moving around. It was just easier.

I finally, decided everything was artificial. I deleted all my social media (even my facebook from 2005) with every college friend ever.
I deleted my old life completely. And now that I'm 30. I feel nothing in the ways of want socially. I have like 2 or 3 friends from back in highschool, and that's it. I closed my circle down, and it made me feel better.

I'm sorry if I, or someone like me was someone you tried to make friends with. Don't take it personally. Move on, look for something of value that doesn't rely on other people.

>>743121235
Thank you for this, anon.

>>743111164
Happy birthday brother. Mine was on the 14th.. the girl of my dreams was there for real and my best friend.

I told the girl I like that I'm into her and we kissed... but deep down I know. I know she's better off with someone better than me. She's worth more than me..

>>743117713

Yeah, but nobody likes you when you're 23.

>>743124323

What's your age again?
Is it the last two digits of your post?

>>743109087
this guy could be an autistic child toucher we dont know

>>743123884
U fucking self loathing prick the girl of your dreams is into you and your not good enough for her? 90% of this board would kill to be in your position and your "not good enough for her." Shut the fuck up pussy and fucking date her and quit with that shit. she'll realize that you are a fucking autistic attention grubbing dick and dump your ass in less than a month so enjoy it while it lasts bud.

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>>743121184
disregarding your story
Bojack was pretty relatable and kinda fucked me up.
>used to be friendly and had some cool friends in HS, jump 9 years now just drink do drugs and work to support my habits

>>743125029
So he's on 4chan right this moment?

>>743124773
Whats his age again?

>>743122665
I think it's time to kill yourself anon, be a nice guy and make everyone happy.

>>743125429
>he made the thread

>>743125459
Can't, I'm a sadist.
So the opposite of that would make me happy. But please continue to whine, it's giving me intense deep pleasure in the very core of my being.

>>743115868
Sadly you're right.

>>743125347
Guess I should add more to the story.

I'd love to date her but she too suffers from severe anxiety and depression. Sure you say you'd love to find another person with your affliction but it just doesn't feel right... what can I do for her? What can she do for me? I don't know, maybe I'm talking shit because of the coke

>>743125649
Who hurt you.

Tequila, cocaine, and lsd are the only things that actually make me happy anymore.
I gave up on a love life because i cant find feelings for anyone because theyre all whores here, and friends just use and backstab so fuck them.
When will my next trip be my last/b/?

>>743126018
Who didn't?

>>743125649
I see your brain is also 30% disabled. Thought it was obvious that with "everyone" I meant everyone except you. Or do you actually think people care about your happiness?

>>743117475
Please tell me she does porn

>>743126088
SAVAGE
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>>743126335
she does porn

>>743120088
Quit the caffeine, mane. Before you die for stupid reasons.

>>743126310
Oh yeah, there it is. The poorly written response of a spastic child.
I want to tell you not to embarrass yourself. To tell you to let it go. I could point out how sloppy your comebacks are when you're typing with such raw rage.

It's clear I hit a nerve. I baited you hard with a simple mark hitting its target.
You have no control on your own life, and this should make it clear. That your whims and emotions can so easily be swayed with such an easy push.

You're emotionally fragile and afraid to admit it. I know you too well for you to verbally hurt me, but boy did I set you off on an uncontrollable tantrum.

Oh, and happiness is subjective, so I prefer my own of course. But please, if it makes you feel the slightest better, continue to rage at me. This is a feels thread after all. After you're done, maybe you'll stop for a microsecond and think of the real advice I tried to give you in between my sarcasm.

>>743126652
Please tell me her name

>>743126996
i don't know man, i just said that because you asked please and i'm very polite
but i can make one name up

>>743127114
Please tell me a name of a pornstar that looks like her thank you

>>743119684
Cute cat

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>>743127230
i dug through the bowels of reddit and found the lamb sauce. girls gone wild: doggy style from 2002.

>>743126967
I'm not the cat guy by the way.

It's just sad that you compare misery, this is something you should never do as it only causes people to feel like their feelings are not real.

Next to that this thread wasn't even about you and by saying you're partly disabled (which really isn't relevant if you just want to tell someone to man up) you just shift the focus to yourself. If you want to share your story you can do that without taking the attention from someone else.

Finally, yes I am indeed putting my time in some senseless comment because I really don't have anything else to do at the moment.

>>743121655
Live in LA?

>>743126967
>>743127986
FYI the kill yourself comments were mine.

>>743113442
Kill me, Pete

>>743109688
>for no reason
Yeah, I doubt that.

>>743110570
>he started smoking pot
He moved on and got new friends who are also into pot or maybe drugs.
I've been there myself, after getting introduced to pot and then later on to drugs I abandoned my old friends.

>>743109087
You're on /b/ OP. You're never alone.

>>743127986
>I'm not the cat guy by the way.
Then you are not helping. You're white knighting in an attempt to feel some form of justice. Instead you admit to telling someone else to kill themselves. How is that helpful? At least I draw peoples true selves out to tell them the truth they need to hear.

You're a thousand times worse than "cat guy" as you're getting your jollies by projecting a heroics mentality while in reality you're the same disgusting human we all are. Don't try to make yourself feel better, by defending someone that's perfectly capable of defending themselves. Don't promote yourself by tearing others down. I never claimed I was good, but death... wow, you think I deserve death. I think you deserve a long reflection of your true self in the mirror.

>>743122704
>makes a green text just to lie about a cute girl acknowledging him

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>mfw I fell in love again

lamo u fagets soo gay ahahaha gen cancur

>>743109688
you're pro bably under the age of 25. Just wait man, your friends will all disappear

>>743120414
tinder is pretty nice, you just hvae to have good pics. if youre ugly its going to be hard. its mostly for hookups, people just wanna meet for drinks + sex and see where that goes basically

>>743113161
if this is real, at least you've got a reason to pity yourself. most of us pity ourselves for no reason and then do fucked up things like kill our wives before we commit suicide. freal though, I didnt have a reason why I hated life. And now I've done so many fucked up things that I now have reasons to hate life.

>>743114544
I never understood the birthday celebration thing. Just another day. I usually dont take off work or do anything unique, even as a kid I wasn't into it. Now I just treat myself on that day, maybe I go to a bar I really like get some good food and expensive booze and enjoy a nice dinner out. I think people are nuts for making a big deal about birthdays, wish I wasnt expected to gift people shit on birthdays or say happy birthday or whatever. I dont honestly give two shits about anyones birthday or my own. fuck em. stupid human shit

>>743128872
Didn't anticipate that a simple kys would trigger such a retarded reaction chain. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I wouldn't really call saying "kys" whiteknighting as it really doesn't hold much value anymore since it's used so commonly now, after that I was just defending my own.

>At least I draw peoples true selves out to tell them the truth they need to hear.
I agree that this is the right thing to do but as I said in my last comment you could've left out some irrelevant information. In my opinion making someone feel like their misery isn't bad enough to feel depressed about isn't the way to go if you want someone to man up, there should be a balance.

>Don't try to make yourself feel better, by defending someone that's perfectly capable of defending themselves.
The only way I'm making myself feel better is entertaining myself and distracting myself from whatever thoughts pass by.

>>743120018
Literally thats the answer. Read the story again, imagine the dog writing it. The climax is basically this

>Dad went to beat the dog
>12 yr old James intervened and locked the dog out and fought with dad
>Dad beats James and (implied) kills him. Though the death could be unrelated to the abuse, I think its implied.
>Dog is apologizing for not being able to save James

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>>743123261

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>>743130473

>>743130204
I'm hearing real emotion and self reflection.
Détente?

>>743130636
Holy shit... we're here arguing among ourselves, while the real enemy is out there, women.

>>743120238
er du dansk b?

>>743115495
>june
>a month

Kind but not smart I see

>>743130646
Concluding that someone doesn't self reflect from reading a few comments is a bit rushed 'innit?

I don't get emotionally involved enough in discussions to really call it a détente. Disagreeing/arguing can be done without hard feelings.

>>743119362
Kek

>>743117713
At least you have a grandma

ITT' faggots who think they're the center of the universe

>>743119441
the ambulance would actually help if you're genuinely concerned, they will send you to a crisis service that's open 24 hours

>>743130953
Nah from belgium/poland

>>743131961
Holy shit who the hell cares

>>743132259
I do

>>743131961
Son, I has bipolar.
I also has the dumb.
Me dead now.

>>743132259
That person does... I didn't read it, but they felt the need to get that wall of text off his or her chest.

heard this song in a clint eastwood movie called Bronco Billy

gin is my drink of choice. damn song...sooo many levels

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XyMy9iGJb2I

Memories and drinks don't mix too well
Jukebox records don't play those wedding bells.
Looking at the world through the bottom of a glass
All I see is a man who's fading fast.
Tonight I need that woman again
What I'd give for my baby to just walk in.
Sit down beside me and say its alright
Take me home and make sweet love to me tonight.

But here I am again mixing misery and gin
Sitting with all my friends and talking to myself.
I look like I'm having a good time but any fool can tell
That this honky tonk heaven really makes you feel, like hell.

I light a lonely woman's cigarette
We start talking about what we wanna forget.
Her life story and mine are the same
We both lost someone and only have ourselves to blame

>>743113812
fuck

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>>743116122
you have a fucked definition of funny my dude

>>743128063
Boulder

>>743130473
this one man. this one hit me right in the feels.

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initiating dump

Have a good cry, /b/ros. At least you will feel something.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOAcRKZxjy4

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>>743133785
ah shit dude, i put down two of my dogs in the space of a month recently... this fucked me up

>>743133983
That's rough man, I'm sorry

ere's my feel story, was working today and remembered it.
>be me 15 yo
>being victim of intimidation in high school
>not much, but enough to stop talking to every one
>2 complete years without talking to anyone at school
>I had friends outside the school and to these day still friend with them
>start having trust issue with new people
>start working shitty shop job, make couple of "shop friend" but never see them outside
>always saying to myself "I got 3-4 friends, thats enough

cont?

>>743134160
>victim of intimidation
...?fuckoff. 3-4 is enough. get outta here.

>>743134409
yea outside the school

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>>743115105

It is for both. I find myself in the same position as my husband. No friends; been burned too many times. About to start living in the middle of nowhere. People are overrated. We couldn't be happier.

>>743119524
underrated comment

>>743123177
This isn't true in my situation. She dislikes everyone she's living with, and she can't make friends for shit.

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>>743134160
go on!

reading this you come to a simple conclusion

>>743130829
>true

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>>743135116
stay with her, anon. even after you inevitably break up try to be kind for her sake. a text every now and then, a quick "hey!" when you see her, it'll do wonders for her well-being.

>>743135145
>>743134160
ok anon

FFW 3 years later, im 21
>start a job at a grocery store, bag packer
>need the job because im starting college
people at the job are nice but meh "got enough friends"
>some invite me at a party and party fucking suck so it proves me how right I was about new friends
>one day grocery store hire a new bag packer
>lets name him bastard
>bastard seem shy at first
>I get to know him better since im always working late and same for him
>well bastard is really funny, he make me laugh, but the kind of laugh that make you drop tears
>you know he make rly dark joke about 9/11 and raping children
>would sound strange for a normie but well thats why im on /b/

still cont?

>>743113442
Kill me, pete

>>743134160
Yes anon. Share your feels. We're here for you.

>>743135859
Keep going

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>>743135859
ye

>>743135683
Okay anon. Thanks for the advice.

I love her so much why does she have tu hurt me like this?

>>743136078
ok last part

>bastard go to the same school as I go
>ask him if he wants lift for school
>he says yes so he's the first coworker that has the potential to become good buddy
>at the grocery store job is going really good
>new girls come working
>she's married
>but still flirt with me
>6/10
>idc so I fuck her
>a really dirty slut, sucked my dick at work, best sex of my life
>anyway just to tell that we have to keep it secret at work
>but im really starting to get really close with bastard, almost a friend
>one night we're really drunk, told him everything
>turn out bastard knew everything!!!
>in fact he was the confident to many people at the grocery store
>im cool with that, slut told him, and I know he wont tell

>next day Im really happy to say to myself that I made a friend at my job, I know that because I trust him

couple of days pass

>see alot of ppl posting bastard pic on jewbook, guess its his birthday, I dont really care about birthdays so I dont read anything
>got a call from my ex (we would still fuck now and than so)
>she's full serious and all
>im like "shit we wont fuck anymore"
>tell her ill go see her
>turns out its not about srx, not at all
>ex knows im close to bastard
>tell me that he commited suicide
>cant believe this shit
>ride to his house
>everyones crying.. so its fucking true

I still cant believe this shit, its 4 years ago, I still think about him alot
nobody made me laugh like bastard did
I miss him..

shared this to /b/ well idk
I know im not the best story teller.. anyway those are my feels tonight

>>743113442
Kill me, Pete


Please....

>>743109087
>be me 11
>invite a bunch of people
>parents leave to let us have party alone
>only one person shows up
alteast i had one person, could've been worse but i had to act like i had a bunch over. now i have friends but they annoy me and i wish they'd leave me alone to be by myself and drink. times have changed.

>>743136234
She's a person. It's hard to take chances with people, because they cane be full of immense compassion, or they can be the bane of your existence. In your case, it seems like you got unlucky.

>>743113442
kill me, pete
>>743136277
holy shit dude, that sucks... at least we'll always be here <3

>>743113442
Kill me, Pete

>>743136494
thx anon

>>743115625
Fuck you cunt

>>743136277
I'm sorry to here that.

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anyone else hype for LiS?

Been dating a girl for 3 years and want to break it off but I don't want to hurt her. So I have to put on a happy face and deal with it. Then I'll live the rest of my life unhappy because I'm too much of a pussy to hurt someone.

>>743115868
November, 2014.

>>743137015
been there, ended up cheating for around a year until i realized she wouldn't find out and leave me. about 6 months later my best friend died and i used it as an excuse to leave her and move out

>>743137015
you're not giving your all to her, im sure she can feel it. you're miserable, she feels something is wrong, just fucking do it and let her find someone that truly cares and someone you truly care about.

>>743137015
left my gf
I was in your situation
she took it really good
just be honnest with her

>>743113442
kill me, pete

>>743115868
define being held?
I hugged my mom last week, if that counts

>>743115868
well last time was by a rope, then the paramedic

>>743119054
>
as fat as I know you dont get hallucinations from paranoia

*** Hey Guys

Listen, there seems to be alot of you on here having a real hard time struggling with everything.

Just a quick summary about me:
I used to be horrifically depressed, lost, hated life, and actually attempted to kill myself when i was 16. Now, however, I am a completely different person who is thriving and blazing a wicked trail to reach the type of life I want.

Perhaps, if you really want it, I can discuss or maybe answer some questions for you guys and hopefully give you some practicle and tangible advice on how to get yourselfs on the same path.

What do you say.....?

(will *** my posts so you know its me)