Good evening, Anon. How did your day go? Is something wrong?

>>742930299
The days are getting boring again. Same shit, different day. Money isn't tight, but isn't plentiful either. Need some new reading material.

didn't sleep well since days.

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>>742930494
Have you read Ringworld? I just read the first two books, I enjoyed them a lot. It can be difficult, but if you want something to change you'll need to change it yourself. Reading something new will help.

>>742930517
Why not, Anon? Have you been drinking much coffee, or dealing with an inordinate amount of stress?

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>>742930299
Fuck off and die Alice, or Alice wannabe

>>742930686
I don't drink any cofee.

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>>742931136
Okay.

>>742931180
Well, what's been causing your lack of sleep?

>>742931315
No, that doesn't mean keep posting. That means fuck off and put a gun in your mouth attention whoring weeaboo fagmotron.

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>>742931549
What kind of gun?

You don't have to pay attention to me. I'm not asking you to.

>>742931687
Large enough caliber so that you won't survive the shot. I recommend a shotgun.

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>>742931808
Will you send me a single-barrel shotgun and one 00 shell?

http://www.gunbroker.com/item/686021488

>>742930299
pretty good but I'm broke because I'm retarded and like buying shit

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>>742933343
Ah, having no money makes things hard Anon. You need to plan your spending more carefully. Where will your next inflow of cash come from?

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>>742930299
Can you help you to shove his genki dama up my ads pls?

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>>742934182
No, I'm sorry. You're going to have to find someone else to help you with that.

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>>742930299
Hi!!
My internet is shit today, but I'll try my best to keep up!

>>742934477
I loled I was trying to say if you wanna help goku to shove his genki dama up my ass.. now what you think?

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>>742934605
Thank you Mantis. It's pretty slow tonight, I don't think you'll have much difficulty.

>>742934685
Well, I can't say I'd like to help with that either, but I'd hold the camera.

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I kind of really screwed up with this fangame that I'm working on. I mean,it's completely my fault, nothing to be done, but I dropped all progress and didn't communicate with the rest of the dev team on it, so obviously, they're a little mad.

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Op, advice from long ago has helped. thank you.
Now im going to bed.

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>>742934934
Ah, that's too bad Anon. But what's done is done. Time to move on. I'm certain you won't do it again.

>>742935109
Good to hear. I hope you sleep well. Goodnight.

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>>742934934
probably admitting when you are wrong is a good thing. it's a sign of maturity.

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>>742935231

They're willing to give me another chance. I still feel like super bad.

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>>742935706
Well, if they're giving you another chance, take it. Apologize if you feel like you should, but don't just come to a full stop. Keep moving. Start working on it again.

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Can't stop talking to an extremely toxic ex girlfriend. Wounds are still fresh and I'm not exactly ready to move on. She's with the dude she left me for, but is basically telling me she wants to come back when she's in a better place mentally (really bad bipolar). I'm a mess.

>>742935706
Story?

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>>742935950
Things will improve if you get away, I think. It will be difficult, and it may take a long time. But if she left you, you shouldn't try to get her back. Banish those hopes from your mind.

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>>742935950
I recommend you keep an eye out for other qts

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Bump

>>742932227
No, I don't want you to feel any joy.

Jump off a fucking building if you don't have a gun. That's free.

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>>742937445
Thanks. But if the thread's going to die, let's just let it die. If there's no need for it, it shouldn't be here.

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hello

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>>742937620
But Anon, there isn't a building here over three stories tall.

>>742937722
Hello. Have we met?

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>>742937630
sometimes it takes a while for people to wander in.
>>742937722
Like you!
Hello and chek'd

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>>742937801

i'm chitoge from the waifu threads, i think we did i dont remember my memory is bad

>>742937875

hello!

Displaced arm on Friday thanks to a seizure, passed out through out the weekend. Too tired to do anything on Monday. Just sat infront of my laptop watching Happy tree friends for 5 hours to waste time due to lack of energy. Could've been worse.

>>742937962
do you have epilepsy?

>>742938079
Night epilepsy since I was 12, day time since my car crash at 19. So yeah..

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Work not going so well, don't want to be in this job anymore but can't leave because stupid army policies....but at least I haven't thought about my ex in a long while......fuck

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>>742930299
Ill greentext something that happened today
Almost fucking killed my brothers puppy
>be me
>playing with the pupper (2 months old)
>Have him trapped between my tighs
>He goes apeshit when i do this and i find it funny
>Suddenly he starts barking really weird, like, without air
>Realize he is not breathing
>fuckshit.panic
>Grab my shoes and sanic my way to the vet
>I did not stop for a solid 5 minutes of full speed running
>Mylungs.webm
>Get to the vet and slam the door for they to open up
>They treat the dog
By now my mom and my brother arrived
I shit you not /b/, his fucking look
>Vet takes some Xray
>His guts are on his torax
>Brother breaks right there
>Vet says operation is 450 dollars or 200 if dog dies
>Vet says we put him to sleep
>We risk the operatiom anyways

They are going to intervene the pupper tomorrow morning
My father is pissed beyond comprehension with me
My brother says it's okay, I didn't mean to hurt him, but his look at me
I hope the little guy doesn't die, i also love him
Also, general feels thread, i need this

Been as good of a day as it could be:/ but grateful to make it another day:)

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>>742938124
has your doctor ever prescribed Depakote as a preventative for seizures?
>>742937960
nice to meet you, Chitoge!!

>>742937801
Maybe jump off the same building a few times faggot. As long you're crippled enough that you can't poison people's minds with your sociopathic autism.

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>>742937960
Yeah, we probably did. My memory is bad too.

>>742937962
Shoot, that's not great Anon, but you're right. It could've been a lot worse. Happy Tree Friends is fun, which episode is your favorite?

>>742938203
At least it's money. That's something, eh? It could be worse.

>>742938245
Damn, Anon. Sounds pretty bad.

*Hugs you tightly*

You done wrong, but maybe you can make it right again. I hope the little guy makes it.

>>742938337
Well, that's something Anon. A positive attitude makes everything a little easier, it's good to hear you say that.

>>742938402
I think I'd break my legs the first time and be unable to climb the stairs again. Could you help me out? Maybe you could carry me up and throw me off the second and third times.

>>742938245
The first mistakes people make with their first puppy. Not considering their own size/power mass compared tot he puppy. Hope everything goes well for you.

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>>742938474
Yeah it's something but...I just feel like I'm wasting my life in this specific job....I wake. Up every single day with no motivation....though at this point I can't tell if it's the job....or my depression has just taken hold of me again, probably the depression

>>742938363
>Depakote
Tried so many pills in my life span, some help for a week or two then they usually become useless. Taking Clobazam 5MG& Dilantin 30MG at night time. I used to have around 5-10 seizures a night and 15-20 if I was stressed out. Now its usually one or two, they're stronger though. Nothing seems to help me much.

not great. left early from my friends house because he asked me to leave around that time, saw him and the other friend we were hanging out with on snapchat together hours after i left. took 3 hours out of my day to get my license after the third time of fucking up my scheduled testing which is going to interfere with my job and I'm not sure if anyone can take my shifts. the girl that i've had a crush on for 7 months ignored my snapchats again, she then posted on her story. had a grilled cheese. just an average day at this point. i know its not as bad as other's days but stills hurts.

>>742938474
So what are all of y'all listening to? Anything good?

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>>742938674
You do sound depressed to me. Is there anything outside of work to look forward to? A friend to meet with, or a pet?

>>742938785
Grilled cheese will make many things better, but it can't solve every problem. At least you've finally got your license.

It doesn't matter how bad someone else's day is Anon, yours sucked. Don't shrink away and think your problems are not as important as someone else's. I don't know what to say about your friends and the girl, they've got me confused.

>>742938878
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GabBLLOT6vw

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>>742938363

should i just call you anon?

>>742938474

so whats up around here

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>>742938784
keep working with your doctor, you'll find something that works.
>>742938245
you're did not mean to hurt him! It was an accident. what you did learn a lesson on how to handle puppies and dogs. You can even do threads on >>>/an/ and ask about how to properly handle your pet. but I am certainly glad you could run as fast as you could. I bet that's just about the fastest you've ever run in your life.

>>742938474
I'd gladly murder you if there would be no repercussion. The world wouldn't miss you.

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>>742939367
Not much, just here to talk to whoever wants to.

>>742939393
I'll take care of it myself sometime, Anon. I know.

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>>742939085
No....I literally only have one friend who I let online and doesn't even live in the united states. Can't own a pet because again stupid army barracks policy. I usually just end up locking myself in my room every day after work and sit alone

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>>742939367
you can call me mantis. :)
We hang out and talk about life here.

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>>742939629
Sounds pretty lonely. Do you have a nickname I can call you by? You're always welcome to hang around here if it helps.

Where might you make new friends? Do you have much free time?

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>>742939810
Just call me Z I guess....never really had enough friends to ever get a nickname....and I have weekends off but idk where to go to make friends....I'm not good at socializing....or talking to people in person....social anxiety and depression pretty much kill every chance I have at finding friends or God forbid that special someone

>>742939085
thanks for replying i really appreciate it man. i don't know to be honest its just that when ever I'm with friends or talking to any girls i have an interest in i feel like I'm not wanted. one day my friends are listening to what i have to say and acting concerned the other day they are stepping all over me. the girl on the other hand is really the thing that hurts. its not even the "oh she's cute", i feel like theres an actual connection. the problem is is that i don't think she's interested in me at all, she's always talking about other guys she likes but then she says some stuff that could be considered flirting. its just so confusing and stressful. it doesn't help either that I'm really awkward with girls, literally yesterday i saw her and she gave me a hug and everything and i just smiled and walked away. thank god we crossed paths twice and we actually talked for a little while. sorry that this is really long but i just need to get it off my chest.

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I just really want to try psychedelics, but only weed is legal where I live. Fuck me man

I feel like my gf isn't interested,I think I'm not good enough for her, haven't seen each other in about a week

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>>742940255
Chek'd
don't worry, you can speak as long as you like and you can get whatever you want off your chest. It feels good doesn't it? I know it did for me, when I had to vent.

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>>742940081
Well, your social skills will only get better if you practice them. You need to find a way to start small, get more comfortable with being around people.

If you want to talk in private to me, I have Discord and email. Or you might ask for socializing advice on /waifu/ or somewhere else nice.

>>742940255
Long is not bad, Anon. You're doing good. Honestly, it seems to me like you're doing the right things. One thing that's helped me is stepping above what other people think, whether they don't want me there, or are uninterested in me, I make myself known and shove my way in and add something interesting. That can be difficult in many situations though, and I'm not sure I can recommend it. Brute force may not be the best way to get into conversations and make friends.

>>742940497
Well, if you knew a reliable source it might be easy enough to stay low with 'em. But if you'd rather stay on the safe side, stick with weed. It'll do.

>>742940533
Well, ask her. Ask her if she's still interested in you.

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>>742940623
I try to...I try to be socialble with my troop but.....I always feel like I just annoy people....and they only tall to me because they don't want to be so blatantly rude....

>>742940623
It's legal to buy the spores apparently, which might mean I could grow them in theory. I dunno, I just wanna hallucinate and expand my imagination, ya feel me? I don't get why that's a crime

Im sad anons.

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>>742939681
>>742939581

cool, i dont really do much, my life is really boring

nice to meet you mantis!

>>742940572
yeah it does, I'm just not good at expressing emotions, even with my best friends and the ones i know i can trust. it really does fuck with my psychiatric health but its just so hard for me to do that type of shit. somedays i honestly feel like i have sort of problem with my brain. hopefully not

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>>742940915
That's what you think. You don't know what they think. You need to change your mindset if you want to be more social. Stop telling yourself you're annoying and meaningless, because that's not true.

>>742940923
You could give it a shot. I'm sure there are plenty of resources out there on how to grow 'em. I wish that many things were not as heavily prosecuted as they are. Far too many laws just make life harder and more miserable.

>>742941108
*hugs you tightly* What's wrong, Anon?

>>742941169
Well, boring is better than some of the alternatives. What could you do to spice things up?

DADDY i watched naussica and the valley of the wind and my feeEEEls

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>>742941292
What did I tell you the other night?

Well, I'm glad you enjoyed it.

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>>742941269
I guess you're right...I did have one other friend once....she never thought I was annoying but....that's a different can of worms...I don't want bother anyone by opening that up

>>742941269
Well, I recently got engaged,and at the same time my career took off and has me working loooonnngg days. This has completely changed the dynamic me and my fiancè have. I dont think we'll work out anymore solely because I wont see her whatsoever. Im stressed, depressed, and dont know what to do.

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>>742941560
The world needs more qt Nazi girls.

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>>742941560
If it's bad and you've already moved on from it, don't think about it any more. Let it sit there.

>>742941650
Aw, Anon... such a happy thing, coupled with something so difficult. On the one hand, congratulations. On the other, could you appeal for a break or shorter hours? You need to find some solution that will let you spend more time with her. I don't know what it'll be, but it needs to happen before this starts pulling you apart.

>>742941852
Problem is....I haven't....I can never let go. Of. It no. Matter how hard I try....

>>742941688
Well if you like Yukari in her uniform, may I present Erwin

>>742942019
Fuck....can't upload the picture

>>742941852
Thank you for your kind words friend.

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>>742942019
Do you think talking about it would help? Getting it outside of your head?

>>742942133
Sometimes I try. Have a good one, Anon. Sleep well.

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>>742942225
Maybe....can't hurt anymore than keeping it inside

May I have a hug?

i want to shoot myself daddy i feel awful im not ready for life fenn

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>>742942386
Sometimes talking about things with others can help you either get over them and feel better about them or forget.

>>742942601
*Hugs*

Of course you can, Anon. What's on your mind?

>>742942651
Well, the solution to not being ready is to get ready. Shooting yourself won't help much with that. You can get ready, my son. It may be hard, but I know that you can do it.

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>>742942738
Well....it's been about 3 years now....she was my best friend and we hung out almost every day. She was into everything I was, smart and beautiful too. We tried dating and it went well for about a year and then....she left....ever since that day I've never been able to let go of my feelings....I still. Love her....

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>>742941269
not much to nothing i have no one irl i dont even have Friends at work.

posting around here and playing some games is the only thing

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>>742942899
Well, she's gone. She's been gone for a long time. She's not coming back. I'm sorry, Z.

>>742943021
Are you happy with how things are going now, or does something need to change?

>>742941269
Right?! I just need to kill some boredom, and 4chan doesn't help with that anymore.

I dont know if I just like the attention this guy gives me or I am genuine bisexual. Every time he flirts or we do, I get an erection
Is because I'm just that loney and no woman has ever shown me affection b4

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>>742943108
I....I just want her back...she was perfect....literally perfect....she was the only. Person to look past my goddamn light novel of flaws

>>742942738
i need to be ready but im not and i wouldnt have to deal with any of it if i just shot myself

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I wonder where I'm going in life. Sitting around waiting for something to change. I know I need to take my life into my own hands or else I'll go nowhere. I just need to somehow find the confidence.

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Ive been sober for months now except for drinking every saturday. Im only 18 but all i can possibly think about is getting high on some form of substance. I went to rehab but it just made me crave drugs more and more. All my time is spent working 7 days a week in a kitchen just to pay fees for rehab, jail bail bond, lawyer, a weed fine and a medical bill for a concussion from skating. Idk what to do anymore nothing seems to be somewhat enjoyable i just want to die and overdose on some great drug

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>>742943118
Well, there's always games and hanging out with people.

>>742943208
Well, if you get off on it I'm pretty sure you are at least bisexual, Anon. Is that bad? Do you like him back?

>>742943271
I'm sure she was wonderful, but as you've obsessed over her for the past few years I think you've idealized her some. Things couldn't have been perfect always. Nothing can be.

>>742943371
What do you need to do to get ready? Tell me the first thing, and only one.

>>742943414
Start tomorrow morning, Anon. What needs to happen next? It could be something very small, like doing the laundry, but you need to keep doing things. Keep the next thing ready in your mind, and don't stop.

Things are not going to change on their own. Get over that illusion right now.

>>742943421
Our wonderful government making our lives easier, once again. Shit sucks right now Anon, but it'll get better. The bills will get paid off, and then you should get some extra time and money. What'll you do then? Do you have friends to hang out or smoke with?

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>>742943108
not really but i dont mind my life is always this empty, just when i always try to get some one close to me, it happends that i'm the only one that really cares 100% and they end up leaving.

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>>742943740
She was everything I ever wanted....all in one adorable sweet and caring package....I just....can't accept she's gone for good....that the best thing in my life....the person I literally gave my heart to....broke it and moved on

>>742942738
A whole trove of things, a lot of which are too embarrassing to even want to admit. I'm just confident that I'll be the black sheep and stuck on the lowest totem from here on out because of the dumb decisions I either made or didn't make.

>>742943740
No not really. But i cant smoke until six months from now which sucks. If i had the money id just do coke. It sucks though i honestly would be pretty happy if i had a girlfriend. But all the girls i meet want a guy with money or drugs. Im even a good looking guy just no one likes me cuz im a borderline loser. Everyone says
>give it time itll get better
But fuck i was depressed before at least i could get high, now i cant do that and i want to die

>>742943740
Well, I dont honestly know, if I am forcing it or if it is genuine

>>742943740
have any bit of confidence whatsoever

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>>742943740
Ha, I could start with laundry... I've been wearing the same thing for 4 days. Thank you... good night.

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>>742942601
Yes
>>742941169
It's all good, Chitoge! enjoy the peace and serenity in your life! You are welcome here! my internet is bad so if I don't reply it's because of that. So have a good night!

>>742943740
Also I'm not general attracted to guys, only like two, but thoes could have been forced

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>>742943978
I'm sorry to hear that. Do you think you're caring too much, or you just haven't found the right person yet?

>>742943981
Well, you're letting someone who doesn't care have a lot of power over you. That's not so good. You're holding yourself back.

>>742944058
I... know how that feels, Anon. I hope some of them can be reversed. Don't give up now, you might still be able to change something later on.

>>742944098
Where are you meeting girls? If you meet someone who doesn't want drugs at all, you might have a better chance.

I'll tell you something I try not to tell most people, Anon. Some things don't get better. Some things never improve. You just have to live with them, and work around them. Maybe nothing will improve, maybe you'll just have to accept things as you are. It'd be hard, but you could do it.

You got this. You can keep going.

>>742944299
>>742944592
If you're not thinking really hard about it while it's happening, it's genuine.

>>742944355
Okay, look at yourself. You got this. This thing, life? The real world? Yeah. You can do that.

>>742944440
Laundry's always a good place to start. A clean pair of pants makes everything better. Goodnight, Z. Sleep well. I'll see you around.

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>>742944653
Not from much though....I have a combination of literally every trait women DONT want in their men...I'm a collage of failures

>>742944653
I guess I am by that logic.. Something is holding me back tellling me I'm not

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>>742944839
You cannot have literally every negative trait. Tell me one positive thing about yourself.

>>742944965
You're holding yourself back, telling yourself you can't or you're not good enough. Stop that. You got this. I know you do. You've just gotta do it.

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>>742945172
I....can't think of anything...I'm not muscular...I'm going bald at 22...into anime and video games rather than sports or stuff, I smoke heavily and drink heavily and am not one to go to clubs or parties....oh
..I'm smart... That's my ONE good trait

>>742944653
the promblem is that i straight up dont agree and just saying it isnt working

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>>742945353
I asked for a good thing, not a list of bad things. Watching anime and playing games are not bad, they're just different. They're less active. Being smart is worth a lot if you know how to use it. That'll get you places.

>>742945478
Well, what more can you do?

>>742944653
Possibly, but almost definitely not in the areas that really matter. I've never been in any kind of meaningful relationship, and because of my unbearable personality I doubt I ever will. I'm guaranteed to live the rest of my life alone while watching everyone else I know find love, start families, and watch them grow. And I'm far too stunted in that regard to hope to do anything about it.

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>>742944653

i care too much and get that for a while, then it gets colder and at the end i'm the only one caring and still giving 100%

>>742945583
Guess I just don't know how to use it....anyways I have to go...got work in about 6 hours....sorry if I bothered you with my negativity anon...but thanks for listening....nice to know someone gives a fuck

>>742945583
idk thats why im here daddy fenn... btw im not even in the real world yet and im already getting fucked up

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>>742945620
Don't decide that now, Anon. You're dedicating yourself to a life of misery, and for what? There's nothing to stop you from continuing to try.

>>742945657
Well, sometimes you need to look at a relationship like an economist. Constantly communicate with the other and observe them, and make sure you're not giving too much more than you're getting. There's nothing wrong with contributing more to a relationship than the other does for a while; that's often necessary to keep it afloat. But for it to degrade like that with you still fully emotionally invested in it... that's not so good.

>>742945762
I'm not bothered by your negativity. Get some sleep, Anon. I think you'll feel better when you wake up. You'll get things figured out, but it'll take time and effort, and maybe some help. Feel free to come back here if you need to. Good luck.

>>742945172
Okay... Its a shame he is so far away, anyways thanks for the help

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I am so psyched for Ace Combat 7 I cannot fucking stand it. The hype is real.

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>>742946025
Well, I can't force you to feel or do anything. You need to do it for yourself. If you're going to get somewhere or improve yourself, you need to make that move.

>>742946118
Sometimes I try. Good luck, Anon. Sleep well.

>>742946149
You need a break, Anon. You need a break before you snap. You're headed down the dangerous road of overwork here, and if this continues the ending is not going to be pretty. Talk to your wife about the financial situation. Maybe you can work something out where she can work part-time somewhere.

>>742946399
It looks pretty good, Anon. When does it come out?

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>>742946514
THERE'S NO SET RELEASE DATE AND IT'S FUCKIN KILLING ME

>>742930299

I can't do well at my job, I keep making mistakes. I try really hard, double and triple check, and I keep making them. My wife isn't working, she's staying home because she wants to take care of our daughter. That would be fine if I made more than what I do. It's not that I'm poor, i actually make decent money, it's that my debt to income ratio is not in my favor. I like her being at home, it makes when I get home easier, we just need the money. I hate having to go to her parents for shit, they are really good people, and always offer, but we shouldn't have to. I have tremendous pressure from work to do better (It's a small company, so they notice everything), from home, because I have a family to take care of, and if I lose my job, we're s.o.l.

Today I've been feeling extremely depressed and complacent. I just wanted to shut my self in a room and wind down, but I can't, I never can, she always needs help with shit. I'm starting to panic/not care. I don't want to feel this way, I want to be all hardcore and take the fucking bull by the horns type shot, but I'm fucking tired. I've had a crazy life (not the good kind of crazy), and I'm tired of it changing all the time, I just want some stability for a little while. To top it all off, I just had to end a 17 year friendship with a very close friend of mine because he was hitting his wife. Fuck him though for real. Anyway, just had to vent.

>>742946042
It's not a matter of trying. It's a matter of knowing the kind of person I am and that any hypothetical relationship I would ever find myself in would be smothered by incessant paranoia. I'm the thing that's the matter. It's who I am and I don't want anybody to have to put up with it.

>>742946514

I deleted that because of grammatical errors, this is the new post.

>>742946669

Correlation is not causation.

Ignorance and delusion often go hand in hand.

Experience is only as credible as how it's interpreted.

>>742946514
i guess ill just go now bye bye daddy fenn

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>>742946771
Well, but you're assuming your hypotheses are perfectly accurate. Hypotheses aren't infallible; they need to be tested. If somebody is willing to put up with it, that means they care enough about you to see past all the problems you think you have.

>>742946833
Yeah, I saw. I answered it in my post above. Do you think you have anxiety too, Anon?

>>742946846
Hm. Wise words, I think. Or a hipster mantra. Where do they come from?

>>742947035
Sleep well, sweet son. I'll see you around, take care.

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>>742946042

its hard for me, i really care about everyone close to me because i dont have anyone else most of the time.

>>742947168
If I didn't before, im starting to now.

>>742947168
>Where do they come from?
My pain, my past, and all that came before me.
Also, logic and science.

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>>742931687
A+ for good outlook on life btw

>>742930299

Nassicia and the Valley of the Wind was one of my ex-wives favorite movies. We were both Ghibli fans. Even though I've moved on, and I forget much of the bullshit she put me though, I still miss her. Am I crazy? I think I'm crazy.

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What did he mean by this?

>>742934182
from the outfit - that's the one he used on Buu wasn't it?

>>742947467
obvious. he is nostalgic for simpler times. it's symbolic not literal detail-wise.

>>742947168
My wife always says "You're so smart anon, you'll get it, you'll do fine." Well, if I'm so fucking smart, why can't I support my fucking family?

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>>742947228
Well, that makes sense. But it is possible to care too much.

>>742947313
Call up your insurance provider, your insurance might cover the cost of a therapist. If they do, book an appointment.

Take a break from work if you can, you need to lighten up your life somehow. As I said before, talk to your wife. Ask her if she could get a part-time job to help support the family.

>>742947321
As good a source as any other. Thank you, Anon.

>>742947347
I'll go smiling unto the electric chair.

>>742947446
You're only a little crazy, Anon. But we all are in some way or another. It's good that you've moved on, but have you really? Remember that bullshit she put you through, so you don't start thinking you could go back, or regretting things you've done.

>>742947467
Miyazaki is a hardcore environmentalist. What more can I say? He made a movie about a toxic jungle and a god-warrior designed to destroy corrupted human civilization and restore the planet to its natural state.

>>742947700
Being smart doesn't solve everything. You can be smarter than Stephen Hawking and get shot in the knee. Don't blame yourself, Anon. Work is hitting you too hard and you need a break. Also, you shouldn't be needing to take this burden on your shoulders alone.

>>742947700
We're only human, Anon.
However, since we're human, we're able to overcome our humanity.

When you notice yourself being human, just chill out, and be human.
Once you've chilled out and become human, reward yourself like a human for being human, you human.

Nothing is good or bad;
nothing is full or pleasure or full of pain;
it's how you perceive and interpret it that makes it so.

My gf asked for space things have been rough I know she might leave but I still have so much hope and the thought of her being gone scares me so much and I just don't know what I'd do with myself. I'm up tonight tossing and turning because of it.

>>742947873
>As good a source as any other. Thank you, Anon.
You're welcome; and good day (night).

I just got laid by a smoking hot girl that I have no business being able to fuck. She is 22 years younger than me and it was the best pussy I've ever had. She is an adult btw. I'm 45 and fat and can't believe her daddy fetish led me to being able to hit it.

>>742947168
Even granting that you are right in saying that there's someone out there insane enough to want to put up with me, I'm way too far-gone and behind the curve to enter that game. Most people my age have already dealt with relationships since almost a decade ago. Like I already said, my experience is far too stunted for be to even be hopeful. It would be embarrassing for me at this point. It already is.

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hey Fenn, darling. how about I ask you, how are you holding up tonight?

>>742930299
been thinking about how to make money. I'm trying to freelance but can't find any work and I'm pretty broke.

How are you?

>>742947873

It's only been little over a year since we've officially been divorced, and about 1.5 years since we spoke. We married twice, and were together for 4 years total, so I guess it'll take a while to fully heal.

I've kinda prescribed to the drugs and sex rule. Not sure if it works but I'm tired of talking or tying to talk to, therapists.

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What about this

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>>742947888
>Nothing is good or bad;
>nothing is full or pleasure or full of pain;
>it's how you perceive and interpret it that makes it so.

Actually some stuff just hurts and some stuff just feels good, man. Some things aren't relative. If I get stabbed in the stomach, unless my nerves have been severed, it's going to hurt. That doesn't change depending on who I am or how I interpret it.

>>742947976
Well, all you can do now is wait and hope, I guess. Anon, whatever happens, happens. That's it. It can't be changed. I'm sorry, but some things just can't be affected. Good luck.

>>742948031
Goodnight.

>>742948082
You win, Anon. Nice job. Best luck ever, or you're the smoothest talking man in the world.

>>742948084
Does it hurt to try? You're not alone in this, there are others who are just as far behind as you. I know a man in his fifties who just recently felt the call to go to seminary. He's studying alongside men less than half his age, but he's managing just fine.

It isn't too late. Don't tell yourself that.

>>742948257
I'm okay. How are you doing?

>>742948260
Go around to every business nearby, fill out an application, and either get a date for an interview or a definite no. Start working part-time, or full-time if you can. It's far better than nothing, and stabler than getting lucky with freelancing.

>>742948427
I don't know if it works either, but it does solve a few complications. What's next, Anon? Where are you going next?

>>742948533
I dunno man, I don't claim to understand everything Miyazaki says and makes. He's a Japanese environmentalist. Who knows. Sure can make a great movie though.

>>742947888
Good advice. I guess the pressure comes from people relying on me. I wouldn't care sho much if I was single with no children.

>>742947873
Maybe you should tell my wife that.

>>742930299
Its officially my birthday as of about 24 mins ago. Going to be the same dreary day as the rest of my life, might get a call or two from anyone who cares.

>>742948694
>That doesn't change depending on who I am or how I interpret it.
Some people like that kind of stuff, some people can learn to like that stuff, and we all can, psychologically and or neurobiologically, change to like and or dislike things.

>>742948694

I don't know. I live in the same apt., and obviously the same town. Don't leave cause of friends and family and work. She lives in the same town and I drive by our church (where I was married) often. I grew up here, she's a transplant.

Have a good job, good gf, and overall I'm happy...but...she still haunts me sometimes

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>>742948694
"okay" is a very vague answer, you know that won't satisfy me very well.
I'm also okay.

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>>742948985
happy birthday anon!

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>>742948904
What's stopping you from telling her?

>>742948985
Happy birthday, Anon! How old are you?

Take some liberties today, indulge yourself in the little things. Buy yourself a box of chocolate or something, just because it's your birthday.

>>742949016
Changes can occur, and there can be variation, you're right, but the way you put it initially sounded like some pretty unhealthy subjectivism.

>>742949031
Perhaps you'll remember her forever, Anon. Would that be a bad thing?

>>742949065
Yeah, I was trying to brush you off and keep you from asking any more there. Things haven't been so great. But I'm okay.

>>742948082
>>742948694
The worst part is that I can't tell anybody. Everyone that I know would figure out who it is, and I've been catching shit for not getting any. I can't brag to my friends that have been giving me hell for not getting out and getting laid. At least here there are people that give me congrats. Thanks, anon for the /b/ high five!

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>>742949065
Hi!! Nice to see you!!

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>>742947873

it is and it ends up hurting myself. and making me expect false promises

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>>742949362
Well, this is better than nothing. But I'm sorry you can't brag about it further. It's quite an achievement.

>>742949382
That's really not so good, Chitoge. How can you change it? I think it's possible to change, but it would be quite hard.

>>742948694
very true, I'm going to update my resume and get a job

>>742948694
I think the situations are a little bit different. You don't just enter a relationship like you would a school or in this case a seminary. Even though I can't think of a way to properly phrase this, you need to work to develop some kind of character that would actually want to be desirable to someone in order for a relationship to work. Maybe I'm just dumb and missing the point. I probably am. I just see differences between the two.

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by the way, anon, I love each and every one of you, and I hope you have a nice night.
>>742949320
can I schedule a talk with you, hon? just so you can vent off some of that negative energy?
>>742949372
evening, Mant. doing okay?

>>742949320
33 today i feel like I have been here way too long. But I might just do that thanks anon.

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>>742949579
Yes, you are. You got this, Anon. You're going to get a job. But first, get some sleep.

>>742949640
Hm. You're right, there are differences, and it wasn't a great example. But can you really determine what is desirable and what isn't? Are you assuming that you know everything about that?

>>742949660
I dunno, maybe. I think I'm doing pretty well.

>>742949778
We've all been here too long. Go for it, man. Who's to stop you? Congratulations on making it this far. You're doing good.

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>>742949660
I'm good here! Waiting around for stuff at work. Hooking onto random WiFi hotspots, so that I may post in this thread.
>>742949778
Treat yourself to a really nice dinner.

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>>742949660
oh jill senpai is around here too hello!

>>742949528

i dont know its really hard to change the way i am i tried.

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>>742950554
>>742950629
It's always really hard. Do you really want to change?

>>742949915
Well obviously based on everything I've said there are some viewpoints I can't judge them from, but I think even from my own flawed intuition I can think of some pretty red flags that would apply to me. Conversationally I would be far too boring and utilitarian, and I'd be too determined that everything be going perfect that it would quickly become unbearable. It's that paranoia.

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>>742949065
Waaait

You say "okay", but that's a very vague answer. I'm not satisfied. What's going on?

>>742951279
The paranoia is what you're doing right now. This, obsessing over how bad you think you are at social interaction, is a kind of paranoia. Have you talked to a therapist or psychiatrist about this? They'll be able to help you a lot more than I can.

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>>742950777
Chek'd

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Just bought a used car and it's giving me troubles. Stressin me out. Any car dudes here?

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>>742950629
hey Gorilla <3
>>742951459
I'll show you the skeletons in my closet if you show me yours.

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>>742951660
Hello
What seems to be the problem?

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>>742951660
What kind of troubles are you having?

>>742951726
I don't have any.

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>>742951899
you said things haven't been great.

>>742951459
I wouldn't say I'm bad at social interaction, per se. I'm capable of holding down a conversation just fine. It's what I meant by being too utilitarian. It's just when I take it up a peg into the context of trying to establish a relationship that everything goes out the window. And no, I haven't. I see no point in doing so.

It has been 2 months since my dad passed.
Today I randomly heard one of his favorite songs. I remember him showing it to me. It was enough for me to have a huge breakdown in public

I miss him so fucking much

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>>742952042
I'm being difficult so you'll stop being nice to me. I don't need anything. I don't want anything.

>>742952068
I think you should schedule an appointment with one. They'll be able to help you get past this. I'm at a loss here, quite frankly. I don't have anything helpful to say.

>>742952260
Oh, Anon...

*hugs*

I'm sorry man. He's not coming back, and that's one of the hardest things you'll ever have to accept. Hold his memory close; you can at least keep that alive and safe in your mind.

>>742952403
I'm that bad, huh? Well, thanks anyways.

>>742952260
a huge breakdown in public is better than keeping those emotions bottled up.
keeping emotions bottled up can cause you huge problems both physical and psychological.

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>>742952260
that's... really rough. I'm sorry. losing someone is never easy, and losing a parent is one of the hardest things to go through. it's okay to hurt, and it's okay to cry over memories.
mourning sucks, and it's going to continue to suck for a long time. just try to find moments of joy as well. cherish those songs, and those feelings, and those memories.

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>>742950777

i do but when i try i cant


>>742951726

i hope you are alright senpai

>>742930299
Moved into my dorm today. First day at college. Stressful as fuck. Don't know anyone. I feel like I cant be myself around these people. No one seems genuine.

Trying to keep my chin up. I was wrongfully fired over an honest mistake, and my Union Representative is trying to get me a "Last Chance Agreement" with the Corprate Office of the company that I've been working for over the last 10 years. I'm taking the steps of advice my Union Rep gave to me, and I have to wait 2 to 4 weeks for the final result..

>>742951660
Just a friendly reminder that you can start a thread on >>>/o/ if you want.
They guys there are very, very good at what they do.

>>742952817
I wish you the best of luck anon. I hope things go your way.

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>>742952605
I'm sorry Anon, but I can't think of anything else. Good luck. I hope you can find someone who can help you more.

>>742952764
I'm sorry, I don't have anything more to say. I hope you can find a way to change.

>>742952776
You got this, Anon. Sit with a group at lunch, talk to them casually. The cafeteria's a good place to start making friends.

>>742952817
Ah, that's terrible. You're doing good though, you seem to be holding it together pretty well. I hope this works out and you get to keep working there. I'm sorry you had to go through that. I know people who've been in that situation, and it's a horrible thing to deal with.

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>>742953059
anyway what do you do on your free time?

>>742953059
>Not even any disagreement.

>>742953034
I hope so too. I'm not trying to be/ sound paranoid, but there are a lot of signs that point to the idea that my termination was an act of "sabotage" from an assistant manager blowing the whistle on me, instead of preventing it. Because he was present and saw the whole thing take place, but he didn't say a damn thing. I know it's no use worrying over what could be, but I hate feeling powerless, and I hate waiting.

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>>742953243
Not much. Play video games, read comic books and novels.

>>742953310
So?

>>742953337
That is worrying. If I were you I'd try to get my mind off things so I wouldn't stress over them while waiting. Do you have a game you can play, or something to watch to distract you?

>>742953614
Nevermind.

>>742953059

Thanks. My self esteem is a bit shaken. But, if the results don't fall in my favor, I won't hesitate to look elsewhere for work. Another silver lining is that I'm not considered "Unhirable" to my workplace, and my HR rep says she's waiting for application when my rehire wait period is over.

I guess I'm more worried about money. My fiancé and I live in a low income apartment, and of things go horribly south, he'll start having to work a LOT of overtime. I'll start to feel horribly guilty and at fault for all of it, even if it wasn't 100% my fault to begin with.. I have a horrible habit of thinking to far ahead, and combing myself the worst possible outcome will happen. At times like this; my own mind is my worst enemy.

I feel completely lonely. I have no one. I cant motivate myself to do anything. I am deeply anti-social. I am the most uninteresting person.
I dont enjoy life anymore. I was able to deal with it in the past but nowadays I just cant. I dont know what to do anymore.
The best answer to my problems are drugs but the even trouble of getting them would be too much.
Yes, I have been in therapy but that has done nothing. Anyone got any better solutions?

>>742953614
Well. I do have a few games to play, and I'm in charge of keeping the apartment clean. And I can try to find something to hold my attention (ADHD is a bitch). I wish I could go out and do stuff, but that requires money/using fuel from my car.

18 yo 200lb bored of life. I'm a failure as a kid and it's starting to make me depressed

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>>742953796
Well, it sounds like things aren't all bad then. The worst possible outcome doesn't happen often enough to bank on. Have you talked to him about this? He might help you feel better about things.

>>742953853
If you don't think you can shake yourself out of it on your own, then yeah, drugs. Sorry, I'm out of ideas here.

>>742954013
Playing games helps some, I find. Can you just go for a walk near your house?

>>742954121
You have your whole life ahead of you Anon, and you can do just about anything with it. What do you want to do? What do you enjoy? If you don't know yet, then your options are even wider open.

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I'm exhausted, I'm sorry if my replies have declined in quality. I need to get some sleep, anons. Had a long day.

Goodnight, sleep well. I'll see you again sometime.

>>742954333
What kind of a life is it if your just fucking bored of it all. Like I'm not suicidal. Just lost

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>>742954813
your life is what you choose to make it, anon. being lost is okay, but it's equally important to try and turn this time into a period of self-reflection and understanding what you want to do with your life.

>>742954333
I have talked to him about it, and he's not too upset by it. Even he agrees with what happened at work was unfair, and that because my Union is fighting to get my job reinstated to me; that I shouldn't get so worked up about this whole thing until I'm given a final answer. As for going out on walks, I really should do that since I have the time for it, unless something else distracts me. I need to stop worrying about this, and let everything work itself out. A friend even told me to think of it as an unexpected vacation.

Having my job on the line like this has sort of helped me find a new appreciation for being able to have work and make an honest living. I appreciate you taking the time to give me advice.

Seeing words of encouragement from an anonymous person is actually really uplifting, because when you hear/read stuff like that from friends or family; there's a small voice that tells you "they're only telling you these nice things because they're close to you." Or something like that. I think I'll take advantage of this time I have to myself to have some mental recouperation, or work on my hobbies.

>>742954472
Good night, anon.