Ask a Schizophrenic anything! I may take a while to reply sometimes,

anything religious you've experienced?

I saw New Jerusalem coming down from heaven recently.

Wanna fug?

>>742928303
Do. You masterbate and. How many times a day do your schizophrenic thoalts or things ever get you horny

how does it scale the bed

Ever attacked someone due to the Schizophrenia

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>>742928426
>anything religious you've experienced?
Not anything in the standard "religious" way. But, I have seen what one might refer to as "the meaning of life". I've made contact with what holds the universe together.

But, I've never seen jesus or anything like that.
>>742928439
>Wanna fug?
Who.ru?
>>742928541
>Do. You masterbate
Yes.
>and. How many times a day
Sometimes I won't for a week or longer, then other times like 10 times a day.
>do your schizophrenic thoalts or things ever get you horny
No.
>>742928557
>how does it scale the bed
What does that mean?
>>742928625
>Ever attacked someone due to the Schizophrenia
Not exclusively because of it, no.

>>742928681
Hey I remember you. I was the anon who asked you about your neet life and girlfriend like 3 months ago. What are you up to now?

>>742928303
Do you consider it a gift or a curse? Why?

Post doughnut

>>742928681
sometimed you in asleep and you gotta get the mail or pee but then "SCHTZO-pop!" and you shift to brain sector 2, so how does it scale the bed

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>>742928889
>Hey I remember you
Howdy.
>I was the anon who asked you about your neet life and girlfriend like 3 months ago.
Oh wowzers, it's been a while.
>What are you up to now?
Not much. Just kind of floating by, as per usual.
>>742928971
>Do you consider it a gift or a curse?
A bit of both.
>Why?
In moments of clarity, I can see everything. Everything makes sense, all the answers just flow into my view like a river flowing into the sea.
Then other times, it's like I'm drowning in that very same river. Nothing makes sense, I can't see anything, all of my own thoughts feel alien. Everything around me feels like it wants the worst to come of me.
>>742929155
>Post doughnut
pic related

Hey OP. It's me again. Just curious: what did you name the shadow-man from your hallucinations?
I have thought to name him nigger-man, in honour of H.P. Lovecraft.

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Hi Jawn! Just saying hi again.

Hope things are OK :3

>>742929244
>Doughnut a cute.
Back to lurk mode

>>742928303
Hey schizofriend how have you been

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>>742929193
>sometimed you in asleep and you gotta get the mail or pee but then "SCHTZO-pop!" and you shift to brain sector 2, so how does it scale the bed
That doesn't make any sense.
>>742929301
>Hey OP. It's me again
Hiya.
>what did you name the shadow-man from your hallucinations?
I didn't. I don't really do names.
>I have thought to name him nigger-man, in honour of H.P. Lovecraft.
If I ever decide to name him, that's what it'll be.
>>742929313
>Hi Jawn!
Hiya.
>Hope things are OK :3
It's going okay. Thanks. :3
>>742929463
>Back to lurk mode
Glad you enjoyed it.
>>742929470
>Hey schizofriend how have you been
Up and down, as usual.
How about yourself?

>>742929559
>I didn't. I don't really do names.
I can understand that. Best leave the monstrosities nameless, yes?
>If I ever decide to name him, that's what it'll be.
You are a cool dude OP.

>>742928303
I edated a schizo girl once and it didn't end well nor did it last long, she just distanced herself.

what is it like to date someone while you are a schizo, what is your take on it, how do you feel about love, do you ever have weird thoughtys about relationships?

Yo what vidya games and music do you like?

>>742929559
lemme explain because my ask very simple. so when you asleep you start as anon A on bed A(away from area bed B) then you shift in anon B. how does anon B get from bed A to bed B. how does it scale the bed

>>742928303
What are your favorite and least favorite threads on /b?

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>>742929799
>Best leave the monstrosities nameless, yes?
Well, it's less about them being monstrosities, and more about names. For instance, I have had this dog for two months almost, and I've yet to even name her.

There's something about names that makes me feel funny. I don't like them.

>You are a cool dude OP.
If you say so. lol
>>742930023
>I edated a schizo girl once and it didn't end well nor did it last long, she just distanced herself.
That's the thing about people with mental issues. They will often distance themselves and try to keep everything at arm's length. It's quite the flaw.

>what is it like to date someone while you are a schizo
Well, I've only really edated because I'm a neet who doesn't socialize. So.. yea.
But, that being said; It's very energy consuming. I'm the type of person who will only date someone I feel a very strong connection with. I won't date someone who's just hot or whatever. So I often go after people who also have mental issues which makes it even harder because we both want to reach out, but we both want to stay at arm's length.

>how do you feel about love
Well, love is, somewhat of a new thing for me. I've only ever loved one person. (I have had crushes, but not love)
Love is, hard, seeing someone you want the best for, then to see them unable to reach it. Then to try to help and guide them, only to make matters worse.
Love hurts, a lot, it makes me uncomfortable, to the point where I want to vomit.
But I love it, and I love her.
>>742930340
>Yo what vidya games and music do you like?
My favorite games are the Dark souls series.
>Music
I'll post a list of music in a minute.

>>742930705
>There's something about names that makes me feel funny. I don't like them.
fair enough

Now bear with me, because i don't understand taboo and social norms or if i'm crossing one, but are you religious?

You ever had a psychiatrist change some of your answers on a screening test claiming they "dont think you understood the quesion"? If not does that normal/acceptable to you cus i assume you have experience with psychiatrists

>>742930705
seeing your thread reminded me of that girl and I miss her, I really really miss her even though it was years ago. we cliqued so hard. :(

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>>742930340
>music
My musical tastes are extremely varied.

Some random favorites (organized somewhat by genre)

>Lyrical
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzGFEr9oy14
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=50LShhlkTfw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WgBeu3FVi60
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5O2JdoFMIwk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51K4cUTuvc0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUaMFwFWAUE

>Fav artist
https://www.youtube.com/user/sssShawnnnn/videos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cj2eUpt3MVE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qAeybdD5UoQ

>Random shit I like
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TuJqUvBj4rE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EtEOl-xJTg8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPrQLqYvRf8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4XpQI0ztOic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DDgdoPSkPnM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSRLHccN7hU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ijd5Lxfa53I
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VGh5DV0D3wk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WacqEushlAA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YlEb3L1PIco

>A song that will stay with me forever.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scmQ6iN8hKM
>>742931365
>Now bear with me, because i don't understand taboo and social norms or if i'm crossing one
Don't worry about stuff like that, I don't adhere to any "social norms".

>but are you religious?
The answer to that question is a little ambiguous. It's both yes, and no. I "identify" as Pantheist. Not because I believe in Pantheism, but because it's the closest thing to what I "believe".

I don't believe in "God" the omnipotent being AKA Jesus, or Mohammad or what-have-you. I believe in god (notice the lowercase). Not a "being" that rules over, but an "energy" for lack of a better word that holds everything together, and allows us to experience this thing we call life.
I refer to that "energy" as the universe.

>>742932015
>Coco Rosie...That brings back memories.
Not the one who asked but good list

>>742932015
>>742932415
Its werewolf too, you hit me in the feels.

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>>742931724
>You ever had a psychiatrist change some of your answers on a screening test claiming they "dont think you understood the quesion"?
No, but that sounds like a very good reason to change psychs, asap.

>If not does that normal/acceptable to you
Not at all acceptable.
>>742931765
>seeing your thread reminded me of that girl and I miss her,
Sorry, anon.
>we cliqued so hard. :(
I know how you feel...
>>742932415
>Not the one who asked but good list
Glad you enjoyed it, anon.

>>742928303
Hi. I just wanted to say I've seen you around here once in a while, and I like you. I hope you don't have many bad days, and if you have some, you can get something to make you smile.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLxv4oj4OcY

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>>742928303
Rate me shizo

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>>742932533
>Its werewolf too, you hit me in the feels.
That's one of my favorite songs.
Gets me right in the feels every time.
>>742932548
>Hi.
Hiya.
>and I like you.
Why is that, anon?

>I hope you don't have many bad days, and if you have some, you can get something to make you smile.
Thanks, friend. I don't always make it through it with a smile. But I'm still here, so that's something.

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLxv4oj4OcY
Not available in my country.
>>742932647
>Rate me shizo
Are you the guy in the background who seems to be hiding from the picture?

>>742932978
Got any hobbies? I see that you're a batfag. What are you watching these days? Seasonal stuff? Did you finish Zoku Owari?

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>>742932978
>why is that, anon?
I like how you're always back, and love the way that you make those threads. I like watching you.
I'm happy you're still here.
Do you hate captchas too?

Hey dude whats your favourite food/meal?

>>742928303
Do you ever know whats real and not?

Just here for my (you). I also hate monogatari. Do you take any medication/ go to a therapist?

why are not you taking your medication, get offline, we found you

>>742932015
Interesting I can't say I'm familiar with any of these.

once the lithium burns a hole in your brain you will be able to get over yourself, 1 in 3 , you're not special

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>>742933670
>Got any hobbies?
Mostly just bideo james.
>What are you watching these days?
Primarily the new Season of Rick and Morty.
>Did you finish Zoku Owari?
I don't know?
>I like watching you.
Are you s-stalking me?
>Do you hate captchas too?
So fucking much.

>>742933934
>Hey dude whats your favourite food/meal?
Chicken Alfredo.
>>742933961
>Do you ever know whats real and not?
Sometimes.
>>742934168
>Just here for my (you).
Here (you) go.
>Do you take any medication/ go to a therapist?
Nope.

>>742928303
Do you remember the other times you've done this on /b/, or is this the first time from your point of view?

>>742934551
re: meds/therapy, do you think your life would be improved if you did engage in them?

>>742928303
first post to 4chan in years hope im doing this right lol
>anything?
>challenge accepted
is there anything you have felt you have known to be true, that others just can't see or grasp? has any of the hallucinations been entertaining upon reflection? is there anything about schizophrenia that you feel people should know; but tv or books fuck it up?

>>742934551
I'm starting to believe you are just severely autistic

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>>742934385
>why are not you taking your medication, get offline, we found you
I don't take any medication for anything at all.
>>742934429
>Interesting I can't say I'm familiar with any of these.
The music?
>>742934515
>once the lithium burns a hole in your brain you will be able to get over yourself, 1 in 3 , you're not special
I will never take lithium

Have you seen the M night shamallamadingdong movie split? If so is that really an accurate portrayal about some who's skitzo? Ive always wondered if they showed James correctly in that sense. Have a good rest of your day/night op!

>>742928303
Seriously stop this shit. No one's really gives a fuck about your handicap. Every fking day with this bs

What are you experiences with highs?

>>742935081
Yeah I'm unfamiliar with the music.

Really though chicken Alfredo is lit

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>>742935273
/agreed

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>>742934564
>Do you remember the other times you've done this on /b/, or is this the first time from your point of view?
I remember most of my threads, yes. If that's what you mean
>>742934644
>re: meds/therapy, do you think your life would be improved if you did engage in them?
Maybe, it's hard to say.
>>742934762
>is there anything you have felt you have known to be true, that others just can't see or grasp?
Yes, this happens a lot.
>has any of the hallucinations been entertaining upon reflection?
Most of them are, yes.
>s there anything about schizophrenia that you feel people should know; but tv or books fuck it up?
There are some, but it's really hard to put it into words to explain.

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>>742928303
Why do you use that pitiful creature for your thread op?

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>>742934870
>I'm starting to believe you are just severely autistic
I'm not.
It can be very difficult to tell the difference. Aspies and Schizos share a lot of mannerisms.
>>742935102
>Have you seen the M night shamallamadingdong movie split?
I have seen it.
>If so is that really an accurate portrayal about some who's skitzo?
Not at all. It's about DiD, not Schizo.
>Have a good rest of your day/night op!
Thanks, you too anon.
>>742935273
>Seriously stop this shit. No one's really gives a fuck about your handicap. Every fking day with this bs
What I don't post daily. faggot
>>742935321
>What are you experiences with highs?
I have only really smoked weed before. I love it.

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>>742928303
Do you imagine nice stuff or are you on some silent hill shit, cause that would be scary as fuck

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>>742935421
>Yeah I'm unfamiliar with the music.
I see, my musical taste is pretty obscure.
>>742935517
>Really though chicken Alfredo is lit
It's fuckin great
>>742935620
>/agreed
The door's right there >>>/out/
>>742936462
>Why do you use that pitiful creature for your thread op?
>Shinobu
>Pitiful
Pls.
Because she's the best, that's why.
>>742936481
>Do you imagine nice stuff or are you on some silent hill shit, cause that would be scary as fuck
It's a mix.
Sometimes it's some out of the world whack ass crazy shit.
But, for the most part, it's pretty chill stuff.

>>742936799
Who's shinobu and why is she pitiful?

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>>742936983
She's a 500 yo vampire, but cuz of an incident she lost all her powers and can only survive by drinking the blood of a specific guy. I also think she doesn't age... She's an eternal child lol

She once was one of the strongest vampires (or the strongest?)

She wanted to die, but the guy she's dependant on fucked her over big time

At least now we have pictures of her eating donuts

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>>742936983
>Who's shinobu and why is she pitiful?
Shinobu a best
See : >>742937528

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Hello Frienddd

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>>742928303
Hey shinobu I'm drunk ads fuck right now

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>>742937741
>Hello Frienddd
Hello.
How are you?
>>742937982
>Hey shinobu I'm drunk ads fuck right now
Having fun?

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>>742938207
I am well

Do you like candy as much as I do?

why do you like anime?

and most importantly why do you like shinobu?

>>742932015
>Don't worry about stuff like that, I don't adhere to any "social norms".
OK. I wasn't to sure if you did or not.

>I don't believe in "God" the omnipotent being AKA Jesus
would have preffered that answer but i'm, no gonna force you.
>energy = god
Fair enough. Just going to give you a heads up, i love talking philosophy and theology so the following questions are a result of that:

Is god energy (henceforth ge) concerned with morality, and if so why?
Is ge personal (as in having person-hood), or is it object (just there like a chair)
What is ge's relationship with humanity if it is personal?
How does ge manifest in existence?
Is ge physical or does it transcend the physical?
What is your creation myth, or has the universe (as in space) always existed?

I'm asking because I'm curious.

>>742930705
>That's the thing about people with mental issues. They will often distance themselves and try to keep everything at arm's length. It's quite the flaw.

That reminds me of my ex-wife. She was amazing when she was good but distant when things were tough for her. Her mother's death pushed her over the edge. Fuck, the feels, man.

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>>742936478
>It can be very difficult to tell the difference. Aspies and Schizos share a lot of mannerisms.
Speaking of... It's me, theology fag. I have no professional diagnosis but i'm either very awkward or borderline autistic.

here are my credentials (see fig. 1)

>>742939072
Dude she wasnt mentally ill she was grieving,

>>742939276
Thats one fucked up graph

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>>742938207
Sure am nig

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>>742938488
>I am well
That's good to hear.
>>742938651
>Do you like candy as much as I do?
Maybe?
>>742938716
>why do you like anime?
I like them for the way they portray stories.
Something different from the western style.
>and most importantly why do you like shinobu?
That's hard to say. I just like her character.

>>742939276
link test site
I must try

>>742939496
fucked up in what way anon?
Radar graphs are rather good imo.
>>742939805
http://www.rdos.net/eng/Aspie-quiz.php

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>>742939015
>OK. I wasn't to sure if you did or not.
That's fine.
>would have preffered that answer but i'm, no gonna force you.
What do you mean?
>i love talking philosophy and theology so the following questions are a result of that:
>Is god energy (henceforth ge) concerned with morality,
Not
>and if so why?
Are you concered with the atoms that make you up?
>Is ge personal (as in having person-hood), or is it object (just there like a chair)
It's not personal at all. It's not really an object, either.
>What is ge's relationship with humanity if it is personal?
No relation. Other than hosting life.
>Is ge physical or does it transcend the physical?
It's physical, but on a different plane of existence.
>What is your creation myth, or has the universe (as in space) always existed?
It's difficult to put into words, I'll think about it and come back to it later.

>>742928303
When did you get diagnosed with schizophrenia

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>>742939072
>That reminds me of my ex-wife. She was amazing when she was good but distant when things were tough for her.
I know how that goes, all too well. Everything is great, and then something happens and then everything falls apart in your hands..
>>742939276
>here are my credentials (see fig. 1)
That's some high rated autism you (might) have there, anon.
>>742939531
>Sure am nig
That's good to hear.
>>742940908
>When did you get diagnosed with schizophrenia
About four or five years ago.

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>>742940986
Your think of having fun with me right now?

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>>742941194
>Your think of having fun with me right now?
What kind of fun?

What do your family members think about you? I ask this because usually family members label people with mental illneses as "crazy" and they stop loving the person

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>>742941383
Fin gun retarded nigga

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okay /b/
how fucked am i?

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>>742941491
>What do your family members think about you?
Pretty much none of them know, and those who do know have always known I was crazy.
But nothing has really changed.
>>742941622
>Fin gun retarded nigga
Wat.
>>742941959
>okay /b/
>how fucked am i?
normie.

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>>742942138
>what
Um a drink mother right now my nogg

>>742940651
>What do you mean?
You can beleive what you want. liberty of belief or what have you.

>Are you concered with the atoms that make you up?
No. I am concerned with the trancendental beyond those atoms though. Conscious beings like humans for some inexplicable reason, despite being made of the same stuff as monkeys, see to have a concept of self and of morality. I feel like this existence is a reflection of some trancendental reality (like platos cave) and that we as concious beings are an expression of what could be called "God" due to our super-natural nature. imo ofc.
>It's not personal at all. It's not really an object, either.
Might i ask what it is then?
>No relation. Other than hosting life.
so we are on our own then?
>It's physical, but on a different plane of existence.
so it's like a new undiscovered Quantum Field much like the higgs but stranger? Or is it a multi-dimensional being like the 3-d being in flat-landers; able to see all of the 3rd dimension and able to pop in anywhere at any time?
>It's difficult to put into words, I'll think about it and come back to it later.
looking forward to the response. Take all the time you need, the sages of old did when they gave their explanation for existence and consequently theology.

>>742940986
>That's some high rated autism you (might) have there, anon.
yup. It makes life harder for me, but i have learned to be charismatic much like one learns about quantum physics (yes i did look up tutorials to understand body language).

>>742941959
Normal.
You are normal.

>>742929193

You gotta bounce up and out before they can descend on you and paralyze you with nightynight deathmares the eyes are always there watching and they wait for
your
weak
ness

>>742928303
How old are you?

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>>742939276
Here's mine if anyone is interested.
>>742942364
>Um a drink mother right now my nogg
Ooh, I could use a drink, I'm not a big drinker though.
>>742942375
>I feel like this existence is a reflection of some trancendental reality (like platos cave) and that we as concious beings are an expression of what could be called "God" due to our super-natural nature.
That's in a nutshell how I believe it to work.
>Might i ask what it is then?
Everything and nothing, it is both living and dead, here and not.
>so we are on our own then?
Nope, there are other things here, and it is here. But it's not "here".
>so it's like a new undiscovered Quantum Field much like the higgs but stranger?
It could be, but I don't think so.
>Or is it a multi-dimensional being like the 3-d being in flat-landers
Yes, this. It's a 4-dimensional "ocean" in which we float.
>able to see all of the 3rd dimension and able to pop in anywhere at any time?
It can't see all of the 3rd dimension, in fact it doesn't even come in contact with 3rd-dimensional beings.
>>742930349
I completely forgot about this question, sorry anon.
>lemme explain because my ask very simple. so when you asleep you start as anon A on bed A(away from area bed B) then you shift in anon B. how does anon B get from bed A to bed B. how does it scale the bed
That still makes no sense.
>>742943119
>How old are you?
25

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>>742943218
>Here's mine if anyone is interested.
Fuck I'm retarded.

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>>742943218
What a Show do you recommend me?
You love me right?

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>>742942375
>What is your creation myth, or has the universe (as in space) always existed?

The way I view it is; there was an empty "shell" the shell is what the universe "was". Like the universe died after all its energy expended and left just the shell. All of the inhabitants of the universe died, obviously. It was just a husk, then this "thing" came along and saw this black, empty mass floating around and decided to give it a jumpstart, a second chance if you will.
The being that "gave life" to the universe is who god "was" it's probably dead now. Thus, parting with its energy to revive the universe gave the universe "god like" energy. Which allows it to rehost life and the ability to expand as quickly as it has. the thing we refer to as "light" is the remnants of the energy that "god" gave the universe.
In its first form, I believe the universe only hosted plants and things of that nature, no sentient beings at all.
>>742943623
>What a Show do you recommend me?
What kind of shows do you like? Do you want an anime or like a normal tv show?

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>>742944178
Both shino

>>742928303
Do you ever laugh at what the voices say?

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>>742944453
>Both shino
If you haven't seen Rick and Morty I'd recommend that. Also Community, great show.

>animes
Steins;Gate
Oreimo
Gakkou Gurashi
Yuru Yuri
Some random recommendations off the top of my head.
>>742944549
>Do you ever laugh at what the voices say?
All.
The.
Time.

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>>742944769
Okay I will watch community right now
My retard

>>742943218
>That's in a nutshell how I believe it to work.
ok.
>Everything and nothing, it is both living and dead, here and not.
please elaborate, i do not understand.
>Nope, there are other things here, and it is here. But it's not "here".
So its present but not here in the sense of space or what?
>It could be, but I don't think so.
You should read up on QFT (Quantum Field Theory), it is awesome imo.
>Yes, this. It's a 4-dimensional "ocean" in which we float.
So ge is a substance that we are within? Are we a part of ge or is ge seperate from us?
>It can't see all of the 3rd dimension, in fact it doesn't even come in contact with 3rd-dimensional beings.
So lower dimensional? or you mean it cannot see in the sense that is has no awareness and therefore no "sight"?

>>742928303
Have you seen any of Hellblade?

>>742944178
>Creation myth
I like this one, a bit more direct than that of the ancients.

So if i understand, exitence is the husk of a trancendental once conscious ge that has sence then expired in order to give birth to reality within the once empty shell we now reside?
That's pretty neato, though that makes we wander why? Why did ge decide to lose its essence of self in order to birth this reality?

>>742928303
What would you do if I wanted to suck your cock?

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>>742945048
>please elaborate, i do not understand.
Well, I believe that the universe is dead, as is everything inside of it. We aren't actually alive.
If what I think is true, then the Universe died about 14billion years ago.
"Inside" the universe time is different than outside of the universe. So "outside" the universe ended about 14 billion years ago.
>So its present but not here in the sense of space or what?
Kinda explained this above if you need more details leme know.
>You should read up on QFT (Quantum Field Theory), it is awesome imo.
I'll look into it. It's not really my field of interest though.
>So ge is a substance that we are within? Are we a part of ge or is ge seperate from us?
We are both within, and part of it. Similar to how your atoms are inside of you and they are separate from "you", yet they also make you up. To put it into a physical metaphor.
>So lower dimensional?
Well, in the 4th dimension the 3rd isn't really "visible" anymore.
Like, how often do we encounter 2d things? Never. (minus computers, they don't count).
>or you mean it cannot see in the sense that is has no awareness and therefore no "sight"?
It's perfectly capable of "seeing" though I would imagine it doesn't "see" in the same way we do.
>>742945106
>Have you seen any of Hellblade?
I don't think so?
>>742945288
>So if i understand, exitence is the husk of a trancendental once conscious ge that has sence then expired in order to give birth to reality within the once empty shell we now reside?

Close.
The husk was "this" universe before it was "this" universe.
AKA: This universe died, then "god" came and gave "this universe" life. Thus killing "god"
(most likely)
>That's pretty neato
I think so too.
>though that makes we wander why?
Maybe that's just its nature. "god" is just energy, it doesn't contain actual "life". It's like trying to live on the sun. Doesn't work.
But if the sun parts with some of its energy onto surrounding planets. Now we're onto life.

>>742946277
OP please be lewd for me

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>>742945018
>Okay I will watch community right now
Abed is best girl.
>>742945781
>What would you do if I wanted to suck your cock?
No gaibois pls.
>>742946327
>OP please be lewd for me
Is this lewd enough?

what happen when the schizo kicks in? pok

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>>742946397
>what happen when the schizo kicks in?
That's called psychosis.
Everything feels fuzzy and dreamlike, nothing makes sense. Everything that is real feels fake, and everything fake feels real.

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>>742946369
Who is abed Shinobu?

>>742946713
so it's like staying awake for 3-4 days :D pok

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>>742946859
>Who is abed Shinobu?
The best character in Community.
Abed Nadir.
>>742946939
>so it's like staying awake for 3-4 days :D
Except worse.

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>>742947101
I guess the guy name tmrig this time

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>>742947281
>I guess the guy name tmrig this time
wat

this one time i thaught i was talking to a friend but it was me having a convo against myself whilst looking in the mirror
but the real reality was that i was drooling on the floor for 3 hours straight because of sleep depravation..
normally it shouldn't be possible to see yourself in the mirror while you're dreaming so i don't really know what really happened.. Is it something like that? pok

>>742946277
>Well, I believe that the universe is dead, as is everything inside of it. We aren't actually alive.
If what I think is true, then the Universe died about 14billion years ago.
"Inside" the universe time is different than outside of the universe. So "outside" the universe ended about 14 billion years ago.
In my mind the picture you painted looks like this: from a point the original universe (u1) expanded out untill it became a partially hollow-sphere, the origin point of which became a void due to universe expansion. Then ge came and spent it's potential energy to actualize a new universe (u2) which itself is not expanding. Is this it?
>Kinda explained this above if you need more details leme know.
Yeah your Creation myth cleared quate a bit of the confusion.
>I'll look into it. It's not really my field of interest though.
what is your field of interest anon?
>We are both within, and part of it. Similar to how your atoms are inside of you and they are separate from "you", yet they also make you up. To put it into a physical metaphor.
ok. so in essence we are like the atoms of ge since we are made of the expended energy of ge and surrounded by that same essence of ge?
>Well, in the 4th dimension the 3rd isn't really "visible" anymore. Like, how often do we encounter 2d things? Never. (minus computers, they don't count).
Ever read flat-land? From my understanding each dimension is the sum of the prior dimensions layed along a strange axis outside of it. (this guy explains it pretty well https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eGguwYPC32I). Your perspective on it is rather interesting, I always thought that if you trancend higher dimensions you would be able to see all lower dimensions in full and travel through them. Your insight sggests that each dimension is mutually exclusive in this regard. That or considering the following part the idea of sight and suchforth in terms of dimensions is very different from our understanding of sight.
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>>742947451
I'm a drink mother fucker right now my shinobu

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>>742947525
>Is it something like that?
It's not terribly far off that, there's more to it.
But for the most part, it's just like dreaming while you're awake.
>>742947552
>Is this it?
Pretty much.
>what is your field of interest anon?
Psychology has always been my go-to.
>ok. so in essence we are like the atoms of ge since we are made of the expended energy of ge and surrounded by that same essence of ge?
Maybe we aren't quite the atoms, but it's close enough. That's where things get fuzzy, because I lack the ability to compare ourselves to the incomprehensibly large universe.
>Ever read flat-land?
I haven't.
>From my understanding each dimension is the sum of the prior dimensions layed along a strange axis outside of it.
Yes, that's pretty much how it works. But in order to view the 2nd dimension (outside of computers), you must be inside of it. For instance, even the smallest things we can view are still in the 3rd dimension. (as far as I know)
In order to view the second dimension, you'd have to dismantle all of the layers and view them individually.
>>742947579
>I'm a drink mother fucker right now my shinobu
Drink drink drink!
>>742947977
What?

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>>742948489
I have drank enough already

>>742928303
how's the 8th grade and your first stage of nihilism going?

noicepok
if there is a dimension that links infinite with infinite then there should be one of nothingness aswell
i believe we live in a dimension linked between those two
in wich dimension lived your ''god'' and previous universe?

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can i hug you?

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>>742948893
>I have drank enough already
Isn't the point to drink more than enough though?
>>742949008
>how's the 8th grade
No idea, I haven't been to school in a very long time.
>and your first stage of nihilism going?
That was many years ago.
>>742949129
>if there is a dimension that links infinite with infinite then there should be one of nothingness aswell
That is if infinity exists, which I don't think it does.

>in wich dimension lived your ''god'' and previous universe?
I would say they were in the 4th dimension.
>>742949143
>can i hug you?
I don't see why not.

pok true dat but it was probably zeno-chan all along amirite?

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>>742949849
>pok true dat but it was probably zeno-chan all along amirite?
Who dat

>>742947552
>>742946277
continued -->
>It's perfectly capable of "seeing" though I would imagine it doesn't "see" in the same way we do.
so like the dimension part, where like us being unable to see the 2nd dimension or the 4th, ge is unable to see our dimension? Or is it like being unable to explain the 4th dimension visually? where it is beyond our comprehension?
>AKA: This universe died, then "god" came and gave "this universe" life. Thus killing "god"
(most likely)
ok.
>Maybe that's just its nature. "god" is just energy, it doesn't contain actual "life". It's like trying to live on the sun. Doesn't work.
>But if the sun parts with some of its energy onto surrounding planets. Now we're onto life.
So basically ge is a phenomena, more than anything anthropomorphic?

I tend to be unable to think in the abstract without the aid of metaphors, allegories, and likewise. It would be helpful if you could use that when needed.

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Why do I feel like I see this thread every time I check /b/? I'm not complaining but how often do you do this? Is it some form of catharsis?

also good choice in girl

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pok

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>>742950041
>so like the dimension part, where like us being unable to see the 2nd dimension or the 4th, ge is unable to see our dimension?
Yea, pretty much. God might be able to if it had some sort of super advanced tech that would allow it to separate the dimensions that make up the 4th dimension whilst still keeping everything intact.
Though, that's purely hypothetical.
>So basically ge is a phenomena, more than anything anthropomorphic?
In a nutshell, yes. god would be "alive" in the same sense that the sun is alive. But it shares no resemblance to anything we've ever seen. It would be just a being of (nearly) pure energy.
>It would be helpful if you could use that when needed.
I try to as often as I can.
>>742950190
>Why do I feel like I see this thread every time I check /b/?
Could be timing, this is usually around the time I make them.
>I'm not complaining but how often do you do this?
Usually make one thread a day for a few days then disappear for a while.
>Is it some form of catharsis?
Just a way to kill time.
>>742950535
>pok
pok?

>>742948489
>Pretty much.
ok
>Psychology has always been my go-to.
Fair enough, queer mind, queer interests. (queer as in odd)
>Maybe we aren't quite the atoms, but it's close enough. That's where things get fuzzy, because I lack the ability to compare ourselves to the incomprehensibly large universe.
Every metaphor has its limits.
>I haven't.
good read if you are interested in multi-dimensional theorems and want it explained to you in a neat story. There's a movie on YouTube for it if you don't want to buy or pirate the book. (graphics are a bit outdated though)
>Yes, that's pretty much how it works. But in order to view the 2nd dimension (outside of computers), you must be inside of it. For instance, even the smallest things we can view are still in the 3rd dimension. (as far as I know)
In order to view the second dimension, you'd have to dismantle all of the layers and view them individually.
Fascinating!

Good night anon. I must get to bed now so i can finish my report in the morning.
God bless you, good night.

pls don't say pok only i say pok or else pok will lose its function

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>>742950698
>Good night anon. I must get to bed now so i can finish my report in the morning.
Sleep well, friend. Hope to see you around sometime again.
Good luck with your report.

>>742950684
>Yea, pretty much. God might be able to if it had some sort of super advanced tech that would allow it to separate the dimensions that make up the 4th dimension whilst still keeping everything intact.
>Though, that's purely hypothetical.
i think i get it now.
>In a nutshell, yes. god would be "alive" in the same sense that the sun is alive. But it shares no resemblance to anything we've ever seen. It would be just a being of (nearly) pure energy.
So in e sense it is like us but far beyond our comprehension. Sort of like a phenomena such as the sun yet somewhat more?
>I try to as often as I can.
For that i am grateful.

Good night. Rest well.

sorry but pok is the man knocking at my door if i myself don't respond alone he'll drag me through the door

i don't know what's behind and i don't want to know because the pokking sound he makes is giving me the chills already..

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fuck dude you sure do spend a lot of time here. Not that I'm claiming superiority or anything, I'm no better

how's life and shit

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I'm in a conflicting place in my life. Spent most of it in poverty, more or less, and now I have two opportunists open to me. One is to move to the states and burn down what I have here, the other is to remain where I stand and try to develop my position where I'm at with my gf.

I'm making similar amounts of money either way, but the moving to the states one involves me being closer to a long time friend. I don't have a degree in some meme course so I don't get a free pass.

What do you think I should do?

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>>742950889
>pls don't say pok only i say pok or else pok will lose its function
Okay.
>>742951187
>So in e sense it is like us but far beyond our comprehension.
On a basic level, it's like us.
>Good night. Rest well.
Catch you around.
>>742951243
>sorry but pok is the man knocking at my door if i myself don't respond alone he'll drag me through the door
Oh, okay.
>i don't know what's behind
What if it's something you need?
>fuck dude you sure do spend a lot of time here.
Hm, not as much as some people. But, I do spend a bit too much time here.
>how's life and shit
It's alright, and shit.
How are you?

>>742928303
Were you always slightly abnormal until schizo really set in? If so, how?
Do you have difficulty speaking coherently?

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>>742951436
That's kind of a really important decision to be handing over to strangers who know next to nothing about you. I'd suggest looking inward instead of outward on this one

But if it helps you decide, what does your gut tell you? If you had to make a snap decision in the next 5 seconds, what would you pick?

I read that important life decisions should be made quickly and unimportant ones, like what color to paint your house, you should spend a long time on because of how your brain works. Emotionally important decisions are hard-wired in the brain, and when you start fucking with thinking logically about them you can convince yourself to change your mind, but the right decision is already made as long as you dont think too much about it

sounds weird i know but i remembered the last time i forgot.. pok
i woke up from the ground coughing up a lot of blood
it's a serious psycological thing and it sucks xd people think i have tourrettes saying pok every minute and having a tape that keeps on saying pok in my sleep
shinobu best girl btw

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>>742951436
>What do you think I should do?
I think you should do the one you want to do.
There's obviously one you're favoring, or else you wouldn't have asked me.
The one that keeps popping into your head, but you likely respond "but what about this or that"
Don't worry about the "What abouts", do what you think is correct. I'm not going to tell you what you should do, because that is something you have to decide for yourself.
>>742951807
>Were you always slightly abnormal until schizo really set in?
Yes, I've always been an oddball.
>If so, how?
I never really had any friends, I always stuck to myself. Just one of many weird things about me.
>Do you have difficulty speaking coherently?
All of the time.

>>742928303
Schzios are supposed to not be affected by this hollow mask illusion. Does it work on you? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2gOX5fcakEQ

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>>742951964
>decide for yourself.
My decision was to uproot myself and fuck right off, but I was a NEET a month ago 400 dollars in credit debt and clinically depressed. Had I received the confirmation back then I would have taken it instantly, but I have my shit together now complete with a newly signed apartment I have one more day to call yes or no on. This is the last chance I have to leave this country, but its the first time I've ever had my shit together.

Thanks anon, you calmed my nerves quite a bit. I'll stay where I stand.

>>742951539
I'm good. I really need to start adulting, clean my house, get done with work sooner in the day, start working out

all I can really will myself to do is the bare minimum of get work done and fuck around on the computer the rest of the day. Motivation sucks

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>>742951921
This.

>>742951931
>it's a serious psycological thing and it sucks xd people think i have tourrettes saying pok every minute and having a tape that keeps on saying pok in my sleep
Sorry to hear that anon.
>shinobu best girl btw
Yes, she is.
>>742952162
>Does it work on you?
No, but the reverse side looks super fucking creepy.
>>742952166
>I'll stay where I stand.
It doesn't matter if what you do is "right" or "wrong". As long as you make the decision yourself, for yourself, the decision is correct.
Good luck keeping your shit together.

>>742952210
>your probably just a government shill
CIA agent.
>trying to delude my audience have fun
I just give them some information, if they want to have fun with it. They can.
>>742952233
>I'm good.
That's good to hear.
>I really need to start adulting
Don't have too much fun with that...
>all I can really will myself to do is the bare minimum of get work done and fuck around on the computer the rest of the day.
At least you can do the bare minimum. Most days I can't even do that.

pok it's k it only can happen around doors or if i imagine a door so sleeping shouldn't be a problem but i use a recorder just in case
btw coughing up blood looks reaally cool

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>>742953267
>btw coughing up blood looks reaally cool
I bet it does. Usually blood leaving the body in large amounts looks pretty cool

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hello anon

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>>742953647
>hello anon
Howdy, notsolonely, anon.
Howsit?

>>742928303
Can you talk to the voices on command?
How was your relation with your family before diagnosis?

>>742953844
>Can you talk to the voices on command?
And by that I mean whenever you want, you just talk to them

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>>742953722

bored with a headache not the best combo but doing good

>>742928303
im schizophrenic too
hows it goin man

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>>742953844
>Can you talk to the voices on command?
Yup.
>How was your relation with your family before diagnosis?
Pretty fragmented, I don't really interact with my family at all, except my mother.
>>742953864
>And by that I mean whenever you want, you just talk to them
Yep.
>>742953986
>bored with a headache
Ugh, that's one of the worst things. Drink some water, it helps with headaches.
>but doing good
Glad to hear.

>>742928303
Do your other voices jack you off, like. Take command, and taunt you while they like, make you jack off and tell you that you are their slut.

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>>742954049
>im schizophrenic too
Hello, Schiz/b/ro.
>hows it goin man
Not great, not bad. Just kind of is.
How about yourself?
>>742954092
>Do your other voices jack you off,
No, they're voices.
>like. Take command
Nope.

I would very much like to know the perspective of a schizophrenic person on this topic:
are traps gay?

>>742954092
Can one of your voices be my waifu?

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>>742928303

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>>742954243
>are traps gay?
Pic related
>>742954278
>Can one of your voices be my waifu?
Sure, why not?
>>742954346
Free (you)

>>742954410
but it's a feminine penis

>>742928681
Your future/current Lover baby

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>>742954498
>but it's a feminine penis
That's a misnomer.
>>742954546
>Your future/current Lover baby
Are you sure about that?

>>742954410
Can you tell me the name of the voice that is now my waifu?And what kind of stuff does it say?

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>>742954737
>Can you tell me the name of the voice that is now my waifu?
They don't have names.
>And what kind of stuff does it say?
She's like the quiet nerdy girl, doesn't talk a lot. Super supportive and friendly.

>>742954894
I want a voice waifu too.
So, what is she like?

You kinda remind me of my Schizophrenic friend, who also has autism. He's like a normal dude until the episodes happen :( we all miss him very much. (He's alive)

>>742955060
R.I.P your friend. I feel sorry for your loss.

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>>742955031
>I want a voice waifu too.
First come first serve. There's only one, unless you want to share his waifu.
>>742955060
>He's like a normal dude until the episodes happen
That's how most Schizos are.
>we all miss him very much. (He's alive)
Are you two no longer in touch?

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>>742954055

took some meds headache going down

>>742929244
my mom is schizo and im scared that im going to be. What was it like before you knew

>>742955283
I dont have a problem with that at all.

>>742955401
The voice waifu is mine, step off. I will protect her from the medicine that makes her go bye bye.

>>742955474
boy, I'll cuck the shit out of you

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>>742955356
>took some meds headache going down
That's good. Headaches are such a pain in the ass.
>>742955388
>What was it like before you knew
It wasn't much different from the way it is now.
The only real difference is now I am more or less able to tell.
>>742955401
>I dont have a problem with that at all.
Apparently, he does though.

>>742955596
You couldnt cuck a beta.

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>>742955863

>>742953986
that was actually one of the few screencaps i took in the game
it was an adorable photo, really

pity she grew up to be ugly though.
also "jack's spent years pumping me", right

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>>742956065
huh

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I remember seeing a thread like this one a few weeks back. Nice to see a consistent visitor with approachability.. Safe tidings, ill friend.

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>>742956400
>Nice to see a consistent visitor with approachability..
You'd be surprised how often I get that.
>Safe tidings, ill friend.
Thanks, friendo. Hope all goes well for you, as well.

>>742956188
yes, i played BL2. wasn't nearly as good as BL1 mechanics- and story-wise imo (ok, the latter was fine i guess, but BL1 was more... mysterious).
however, the ui was vastly superior (i mean, yay, minimap). only wish they didnt take the lazy way of "difficulty" by making everything bullet fucking sponges. also snipe a guy from half the map, he and his friends start shooting you with their pistols. and they hit. where you were barely able to see the fucking guy in a sniper's scope.

THANKS, RANDY.

>>742928303
how did you realize you were schizophrenic?

>>742928303
Does anyone in your family have schizo. I know it's highly hereditary

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>>742928303
u eat steak?

Did cumming feel better after your voices started or did it get worse?

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>>742956597
Ooh is that a picture of Angel?
>wasn't nearly as good as BL1 mechanics
I have to say that Bl2 was better than one in almost every regard. Don't get me wrong, BL1 was an amazing game. But BL2 was a straight up upgrade in every way.

>>742956621
>how did you realize you were schizophrenic?
Psychologist.
>>742956663
>Does anyone in your family have schizo.
I believe my mother does. Though she has never been diagnosed.
>>742956747
>u eat steak?
I like steak.
>>742956804
>Did cumming feel better after your voices started or did it get worse?
Probably better.

>>742956928
ok let me try again, what did you experience that tipped you off that things werent normal with you leading to your diagnosis?

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>>742957030
>what did you experience that tipped you off that things werent normal with you leading to your diagnosis?
The main ones were auditory and visual hallucinations. Mixed with extreme, random attacks of anxiety and paranoia.

>>742957182
what would you hallucinate? what did you experience with paranoia?

>>742957182
So the delusions came later?

>>742956928
>Ooh is that a picture of Angel?
yes, from Jack's office... which actually makes me believe I confused it with BL:TPS which was complete shit btw.

damn I can't remember now whether that picture was in BL2 or BL:TPS, but probably the latter, since you can actually access Jack's office and his desk there.

Regarding mechanics, BL1 rewarded good aim, wheres on higher difficulties in BL2 aim was completely irrelevant - critical hits did shit damage anyway, and the only way to take down enemies was some stupid gimmicks such as Grog + Unkempt Harold and spamming this shit as fast as possible. I mean, come on, people actually did challenges such as taking bosses down BLINDFOLDED. And they succeeded. Fucking artificial "difficulty" which is basically negated by Grog's healing power.
Made the game tedious, not fun.

Also, BL2's items were much less random than BL1's. Basically if you managed to get two weapons with the same parts at the same level - they were identical. In BL1, most of the values were randomized, so getting similar weapons on the same level still resulted in different stats (which was important, since some of the mashers I got (oh right, they removed them in BL2...) were insanely awesome and fun to play with as my Mordy).

Not even gonna mention how in BL1 you could actually pick enemy's weapon up once you killed them, aka if you got hit by a fucking rocket, and if that was your hting, killing the guy would grant you a rocket launcher. In BL2? You kill a guy firing fucking rockets at you and get an SMG out of fucking nowhere.

Oh. In BL1 most weapons were viable, in BL2... do you remember using shotguns (ok except some legendaries) and ARs (not even fucking legendarieS)? Or snipes unless you were Zero perhaps (who I played as, btw, cause sniping was always my thing, but then it turned out to be completely useless in BL2).

fuck i rant too much. it's that caffeine.

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>>742957363
>what would you hallucinate?
The ones I had in my late teens, leading up to the diagnosis were usually stuff like animals, spiders, insects.
The auditory ones were stuff like the sound of people climbing over my chainlink fence, trying to get in the house, people walking down the hall ways. (paranoia induced a lot of my auditory hallucinations.)
>what did you experience with paranoia?
Primarily auditory hallucinations. There were also "negative spiral" episodes caused by the paranoia.
Anxiety>paranoia>depression>increased anxiety>Increased paranoia and so forth.
>>742957370
>So the delusions came later?
Yes, they're more recently.

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>>742955610
they are

>>742956065

oh yeah she looks really adorable.

>>742957720
fuck anon, that sucks but its also really fascinating

>>742957720
eventually when you got help for it did you know you were seeing/hearing things that werent there? or did you go in for anxiety/depression and then found these other things werent real?

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>>742957704
>which was complete shit btw.
You take that back.
TPS was great (minus the short campaign, but the Cl4ptp expansion made up imo).
It had the best story, and expanded on Jack's story so well.

>BL1 rewarded good aim
I found it to be the opposite. BL1 was just spray and pray. ADS didn't make your gun pinpoint accurate so you still had a pretty large chance of missing even with snipers.
Whereas BL2 most guns were damn near pinpoint.
>Also, BL2's items were much less random than BL1's
You do have a point there. They pretty much "streamlined" the gun generation.
>Not even gonna mention how in BL1 you could actually pick enemy's weapon up once you killed them
That was one of my favorite things about BL1.
If a badass came at you with a badass rocket and you died 500 times because of it, but managed to kill him you got that rocket.

>BL2... do you remember using shotguns
Yes, I do, actually. Shotguns and ARs were my Go-to in BL2, as I played Gunzerker. >>742958135
>they are
Feeling better now, I assume?
>>742958306
>fuck anon, that sucks
Meh, it is what it is.
>but its also really fascinating
I can't help but to agree with that.

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>>742958406

yeah the meds did the work

this night is really boring tho

>>742928303
Have you found you can meddle with physical traits to any extent?

>>742958406
>It had the best story, and expanded on Jack's story so well.
oh, yes, well, storywise it was... needed i'd say.

but they didnt have to push the shit agenda with that, didnt have to release unfinished animations, didnt have to make the game kinda short and to make it up place fast travels in completely useless places (tbh the only useful one was near Pickle, but on the other side of the map transition entrance) aaaaaand the weapons were kinda imba again (lasers kinda meh, and they were supposed to be huge selling point). not to mention most legs were just copied from bl2 and bosses were shit and didnt even respawn/weren't farmable until they patched it!

> ADS didn't make your gun pinpoint accurate so you still had a pretty large chance of missing even with snipers.
replay it as Mordy. he has +accuracy skills to snipes and revos.
FUCKING. FUN.

> Whereas BL2 most guns were damn near pinpoint.
disagreed. same mechanics pretty much, the only actual pinpoint one was that zapper one, a blue pistol you found in Zarpedon's chest on, err, what was that vessel called again? the one where you went to get Felicity.

>>742958406
>That was one of my favorite things about BL1.
i remember farming old heaven (fav location) and yes, i got hit and started burning? damn, gonna have a new fire-y toy! loved it.

>Yes, I do, actually. Shotguns and ARs were my Go-to in BL2, as I played Gunzerker.
ermm... ARs on Salvador? why? pistols and ok, maybe a shotgun here and there, but ARs?
they're like obsolete and useless beyond Normal. and even on Normal SMGs just rolled better than ARs anyway.

>>742932015
i dont see coco rosie very often anymore
you seem like a chill ass dude :)

>>742928303
do schizophrenics who are highly religious usually have a history of religion prior to them being diagnosed?

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>>742958682
>this night is really boring tho
I have to agree.
>>742958767
>Have you found you can meddle with physical traits to any extent?
Yes. The universe will bend if you apply enough pressure.
Every action has a consequence though.
>>742958881
>didnt have to make the game kinda short
I'm sure they had their reasons for it, though I agree with you on that.

>replay it as Mordy.
I didn't like him. The only sniper I could ever play was Zer0.

>a blue pistol you found in Zarpedon's chest
That's TPS, I'm talking about BL2.
Comparing the accuracy in BL1 to BL2, BL2 had MUCH MUCH better accuracy, also bullets didn't take 20 fucking years to reach their targets.
>>742959007
>they're like obsolete and useless beyond Normal.
Hell naw. Double Vladof ARs is the shit. If I remember correctly he had a kill skill that gave fire rate, and one that gave + fire rate the longer you held the shooters in his ability.
With 80~ rounds in both mags and fire rates of like 20+ in both. That shit was FUN. Nothing ever killed me and I melted every enemy.

Just use his ability, walk up to an enemy tank everything they have to throw at you, then unload 200 bullets into their crit in about 5 seconds. Ezpz.
>Smgs
Fuck those they suck
>Pistols
meh, they were alright.
>>742959065
>i dont see coco rosie very often anymore
Were they ever that common?
>you seem like a chill ass dude :)
thanks anon.
>>742959202
>do schizophrenics who are highly religious usually have a history of religion prior to them being diagnosed?
That I am unsure of.

>>742959369
have you played melee zer0? superfun, perhaps a bit less against (some) of the bosses though.

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>>742959649
>have you played melee zer0?
Melee zer0 was my preferred playstyle.
I never got to play in the higher difficulties as melee though, as the person I was playing with got bored, and we quit playing.

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>>742928303
Are you ready for the world to become exponentially weirder and drive everyone else insane?

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>>742960389
>Are you ready for the world to become exponentially weirder and drive everyone else insane?
I've been ready for it for a long time.
We're cresting over that change right now, and it's gonna blow up. I can't wait.

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>>742960575
Any predictions you're looking forward to specifically?

Any questions you'd want to ask someone who predicts weird stuff for a living?

>>742932015
D-do you like my music schizosama?

>>742961035
mlerpflerpforgotlink :P
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lo-EmtXbFRg

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How many of these will kill me?

>>742928303
You make these threads often. Reminds me of an other schizo. Do you know of hanz?

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>>742960946
>Any predictions you're looking forward to specifically?
I'm waiting for the big collapse ETA 120 years, but I won't be here to see it. ;-;

Closer to us, the tech revolution and globalization. (they will happen at the same time). This will be followed by a bunch of chaos.

>Any questions you'd want to ask someone who predicts weird stuff for a living?
Hmm.
What your most looked forward to?
>>742961035
>D-do you like my music schizosama?
I sure do.
Here's a link to an earlier post with a bunch of my favorite musics. >>742932015

>>742961093
>How many of these will kill me?
Probably a lot.
>>742961135
>You make these threads often
I try not to make them too often, though.
>Do you know of hanz?
I've heard of him.
>>742961048
>mlerpflerpforgotlink :P
Not bad, but not my taste.

What is pandoras box? Or what does it mean to schizophrenics? Ive known multiple schizos in my life , unrelated who all mentioned it in some way.

>>742928303
My mom and half of her side is prone to Schizophrenia, bi polarism, and depression. What's it like to be a schizo? I've never been actually checked if I've ever even have it but what are some signs you think is kinda obvious

>>742961093
>this retarded

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>>742961233
>>Any questions you'd want to ask someone who predicts weird stuff for a living?
>Hmm.
>What your most looked forward to?
Personal intelligence enhancement at the wetware level.
I need to expand beyond this prison that is my skull.

>>742961349
I can relate (not OP)
There is forbidden knowledge in this world.
Once you gain more than you can convincingly ignore, your life is irreversibly changed.
Thing is, the red pill metaphor doesn't do it justice.
Intelligence and enlightenment is a double-edged sword, if not wielded with care you can easily bite yourself with the blade of insanity.

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>>742961349
>What is pandoras box?
You have no idea how hard of a concept this is to explain to someone who doesn't grasp the concept.

A sane person (usually) will not have access to "Pandora's Box" (you are Pandora). It basically has the answer to any, and everything you could ever want to know. But, upon opening said box you unleash really bad things.

Now, normally this box is locked, the key is not in your reach, and you don't even see the box. Unless something is slightly different with your brain that allows you to see the box. Once you've seen it, you'll want to know what's inside. Then you'll find it's locked. What do you do when you find a locked box? You look for the key. When you find it, you have to make the choice in sacrificing everything for essentially what is unending knowledge. Now, you don't know what's what you'll get when you open the box, obviously.

This entire post is a giant metaphor because it's literally impossible to explain in literal terms.
So, I hope that helps, though it probably doesn't. You won't be able to grasp the concept off a metaphor.
>>742961595
>What's it like to be a schizo?
Like a rollercoaster. Ups include mania and hallucinations
downs include depression, apathy, paranoia and hallucinations.
>but what are some signs you think is kinda obvious
Hallucinations, and paranoia are the big ones, usually.
>>742961774
>Personal intelligence enhancement at the wetware level.
That's a good one. I hope that I can live to see the day that we have the ability to upload our consciousness into a computer.
I want that.

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>>742928303
Hey anon. As a fellow schizophrenic, I'm curious if you have any hope of being successful in your life?

As for me I mostly keep my delusions under control and my emotion state is stable from an outside perspective, but the emotional toll and stress it causes makes life seem impossible.

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>>742962184
>Hey anon
Hiya

>I'm curious if you have any hope of being successful in your life?
No, I gave up on that.

>stress
Yeah, stress, and Schizo do not mix well at all. I know that feeling all too well.

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>>742962184
1. Be schizophrenic
2. Play the markets
3. ??????
4. Become the little girl

There is a lot of value to be had from knowing how to live with the stressful uncertainties of reality and being able to make connections (even with a number of false positives) where others can't.

Go out and settle the intellectual frontier and you will be rewarded if you play your hand well.

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>>742962295
I got 6 classes away from my BA before it all just became too much for me. Been hiding from the world for the last couple years but I'm about ready to go back out there and try again.

Out of curiosity would you say your overall content with your life?

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>>742962777
>I got 6 classes away from my BA before it all just became too much for me.
That's more than I managed.
I got like 5 classes into college and just dipped out, and went right back into hiding.

>Out of curiosity would you say your overall content with your life?
For the most part, yea I'm fairly content. I could do with a little more money for weed, and I could be with the girl I love. But, you can't have everything, right?

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Alright, dudes, it's time for me to get to bed. I'll catch you guys in the next one.
Goodnight to anyone still lurking.

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Did you ever did erp before?

Posting from phone so no shinobu, and this is my last post before I pass out.
>>742963509
>Did you ever did erp before?
Not that I can recall.