ITT we share the lowest point of our lives. And I mean those

>>742843887
>be a normal man
>have a piece of shit son in my basement
>all this motherfucker does is doing heroin he cant afford and bitch about shit on the internet
>cant help myself but to throw him out of my house
>fucking wife cries and says muh baby
>doesnt see that this idiot needs to experience real life to even value all the things we give to him
>mfw im stuck with my druggie-prostitute-son and my by now heavily depressed wife
>mfw i did everything like i was supposed to and that is what i get
Wtf life?

Put a shotgun in my mouth

>>742845403
Why? What drove you to that decision?

>>742843887
>be me, late 30's lose job, lose apartment, lose car.
>depressed, only income, is unemployment check and a small disability payment
>get small shitty room in house with crackheads
> rent takes up most of money, shitty low tier cheap food takes up rest.
>scrounge cigarette buttstock from butt cans around local mall
>stay in room all day browsing /b/ and fapping
>Shitty environment in house crackheads always fighting, utilities always getting cut off becuase they spent the money on crack
>finally got myself out of there into transitional housing, now have decent job, nice car, and so on
>avoid hard users like the fucking plague now
Maybe 10 months or so in that shit hole just wonderng why I woke up each day

>>742845505
Kurt Cobain imitation

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>abusive father who sexually molested me kicks me out of house. All things were in driveway when I came home from work and was not welcome back. No reason ever given.

>slept out of my car, showered out of community college showers.

>girlfriend left 2 weeks later as stress of handling bf who was crying everyday she could not handle.

>stole food out of work fridge to feed myself.

>stole bikes from random neighborhoods and sold on craigslist for cash to buy food.

Things did get better though.

>>742845505
Different anon but I figured if I was trying to kill myself I might as well try the classic at least once.

>>742843887
> 21 yo on a meth binge
> supposed to stay at a meth head friends house but he fell asleep in the bar parking lot
> Waited an hour in his drive way
> See shadow guys running around fuck it I'm going back to my dad
> Snort big line of meth before I leave
> Pull up to drive way see shadow niggers stealing dad's car
> Mfw he's pointing an assault rifle at me
> Call cops, I called them the night before as well because I thought somebody was in my house
> Cops wake dad up, cops call me back saying they caught him and to identify him in neighborhood
> Dad calls me tells me gtfo of there because they are going to arrest me and that there is nobody in house
>tell him I'm not high
> chuck the rest of meth I have out the window
> 911 calls back and pulls me over before I can get back to house
> Probably atleast 6 cop cars show uo
> they pick my dad up he's there and he's not happy
> Searching my car, nothing in there
> Admit to them to being on cocaine so they think I'm being honest
> Decide not to baker act me spend the next 18 hours tweaking in my house, seeing pandas with guns outside my window
> Girlfriend leaves me, we got back together for a year but it was the beginning of the end as I lost the power I had in the relationship when I had to beg for her back.

I smoked meth a couple times after that and managed to hold my self together. Haven't touched it in about 9 months thank god.

>>742843887
A few of my friends made it thru H a few died.

Look for your moment of clarity my friend.

>>742845687
Ausfag? St Pats in Freo?

>>742845944
You didn't deserve any of that my friend

>>742846762
You are a very lucky man my friend

>>742846762
wow good shit anon, keep it up

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>>742843887
>be me
>big brother is very gifted evident at a very early age
>extremely promising future
>guaranteed bitches and fame and Benjamin piles
>he was born lucky
>i was lucky to be born
>not so edgy but he coasts by while I bust my ass to not even compare
>classic growing up in big bro's shadow
>cut to current year
>bro's career building going well
>he "comes out" as trans
>throws it all away
>mfw

>>742847305
No. Other side of the world.

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>live with mom
>on the verge of moving out
>girlfriend breaks up with me
>Go home, listen to sad music
>take xanax and chug a handle of vodka
>hope this is it
>wake up to mother screaming at me through the bathroom door
>i've been lying under a cold shower for hours
>covered in vomit
>make my way to bed, ashamed af
>life starts going off the rails
>soon after best friend of entire life is killed in accident
>start spending money as a way to cope with double depression
>start eating
>fast forward 3 years later
>fat, in $10k debt, lonely
>still

>>742846762
damn the shame of lying to your dad as an adult. I feel dat

OP here still haven't read anything bad enough to start feeling better about my situation. Maybe this thread was a mistake.

>>742848745
it's all sad, faggot. Stop trying to put out others' light to make your own brighter.

>>742847558
Rub it in your parents and anyone else who treated him like the favorite faces every day for the their lives

>>742846762
Here's another one samefag here
> Be me 6 months ago
> Girlfriend ignoring me from 1 am until 4 am
> already pissed because she didn't invite me to go out with her, I wouldn't of gone but it was odd she started going out and not inviting me
> Block her on facebook
> She storms in my house next morning 9 am (she had a key), telling me to quit fake sleeping and she knows I am ignoring her calls
> I really was sleeping
> Breaks up with me storming out of the house
> go on her facebook a day or two later, see her asking old fuck buddy if he's really in a relationship
> confront her tells me she wanted somebody to talk about me with
> Confused
> We start talking again, assume we are going to get back together
> Arguing and she makes comment about my dad
> call her a whore block her number
> Feel better without her
> 3 days later I'm masterbaiting to girls that look like her for some reason
> Go on backpage for some reason and am sure one ad is her and that she is selling her pussy
> Try to just let it go
> can't let it go, call her until she answers and tell her I'm on the way to her house to bring back her shit
> She walks out of house looking dazed saying she just woke up
> Semen stain on her shirt
> call her out on it
> says it her friends shirt
> Ask what she's been doing
> Deny
> Tell her I have evidence of something
> Says did somebody send you it while almost crying
> didn't catch that at time
> say no show her picture
> says it isn't her and that the girl is too skinny
> looks little skinnier but you can suck your stomach in
> Call her a whore leave house, she's crying
> Starts texting me saying I'm delusional
> Start to believe her, thinking wow I can't believe I accused her of that I'm a piece of shit
> Text her for next couple of days but it's weird, she's talking to me different, like we are distant friends
> check backpage days later and see new ad and no doubt it's her
> Go crazy, blow her shit up, white knighting to the max

>>742849430
if she's a whore, she's a whore. Don't let that affect you.

>>742848745
It wasn't a mistake, it's showing you how fucked up you are anon. You don't need to feel better about your situation, you need to stop being a faggot and get OUT of that situation

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>>742843887
>be me
>19 years old
>alcoholic
>kicked out of parents house because of alcoholism
>living in my car
>nobigdeal.jpg
>steal alcohol everyday
>one day get drunk
>crash my car
>pass out in my car
>cops show up
>tell the to fuck off, because drunk
>try to drag me out of the car
>push them and run away
>get cornered by cops
>whatdo.png
>start to fight with the two who were there
>more show up
>tasers come out
>arrested charge with multiple felonies

>>742843887
>be me
>dumb 15 y/o in high school
>get caught at school with a bunch of pills
>arrested in front of my mom and had to explain why
>for next year and a half begin escorting (by escorting i mean prostitution) bc a friend introduced me to the business
>start doing a bunch of drugs almost daily
>manage to graduate high school after going through 2 different schools
>had been extremely depressed for the longest and when u think its finally over, begin to have major family issues
>grandma on the verge of death
>parents hate each other
>have best friends but lose connection with them but still feel obligated to talk to them bc u have no other friends
>slowly go insane from hearing parents fight all time
>nothing feels right
>still do drugs all the time but without the prostitute part
>along with depression, suicidal thoughts seemed to subside but come back in droves about 2 months after graduating
>begin to slowly slip away from everything
>happiness is pretty much gone
>only thing to look forward to is a job, video games and sleep
>nothing feels real anymore
>begin to move through days like a blur never really caring how things turn out anymore

and here i am now, typing a sad story on 4chan
4chan helps me keep going through all the shitty days, but idk how long its gonna last
how long does rock bottom last?
im optimistic most days but that light is fading too
i dont really know what to do nowadays, maybe things will turn someday

>>742849762
But heroin is so good.

>>742849430
>>742849430
continued
> she starts texting my mom telling her I'm back on meth and texting her that I need to go to the hospital
> been super clean even quit smoking
> mom sends me picture of her crying telling me I'm on meth
> I'm not on fucking meth
> Feel fine but masterbait to the thought of her being pimped out that night
> feel weird chill after I cum
> start looking at shit on google about
> get scared because I feel like pimp might come after me or whatever she got into
> Admit myself into psych ward
> Lady convinces me to give up girlfriends number so she can talk to her
> Mfw girlfriend baker acts me saying I'm delusional
> try to leave an hour in can't
> stay there for three days while being on weird bipolar schizophrenic meds
> mfw I still miss that whore.

>>742849807
Damn, you're one crazy mofo. Do you happen to be black by any chance?

>>742843887
do you want to get clean?

>>742849863
>how long does rock bottom last?

I ask myself this everyday.

>>742849356
no I'm going to bring him back and heal my family, it's what Jesus wants. What would you do in my position?

>>742850089
Yes. But I could do without the withdrawals.

>>742850336
why don't you go to a methadone detox or at least try suboxone?

>>742848122
I'm sorry anon

I feel your pain as I'm in a similar situation, at least we know we aren't the only ones with fucked lives

The only thing I have left in life is weed and vidya games, if it comes to me being homeless one day, that will be the day I an hero

>>742849863
It lasts as long as you let it. No one is going to appear one day and save your ass anon.
No one is going to give you all the answers
These are things you have to do for yourself. I posted my story above. I was in a shitty situation until I said fuck this shit.
I won't say you have had a hard life, but it's not about who you were, it's about who you are.

>>742850026
No, I'm white, and this was in a nice suburb in a quiet area. The cops were never called, so it was big deal for that neighborhood when 12 cop cars and a bunch of fire trucks and ambulances showed up.

>>742848745
Hmm at least your not blind, in a wheelchair, or a vegetable anon

Someone out there has it worse than you I'm sure, and there's always a chance, the chance might be small, to completely turn your life around, it's been done before

>>742850287
I have a sister who can't stop fucking up her life, eventually I gave up on her. Maybe you can save your bro and succeed where I failed. I guess you should at least try but don't blame yourself if you can't.

>>742849945
Is it really so good if the rest of your life is shit becuase of it?

>>742850768
i won't blame myself but life is endless possibilities, it doesn't have to be my big brother fucks his up :(

>>742850336
Try and get into a detox and rehab. Life gets so much better afterwards, it just takes time.

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>>742843887
Literally homeless right now. Wishing I had living relatives

Try kratom to kick the heroin. You might wind up addicted to it as well but definitely the lesser of 2 evils. I almost died from alcohol....now been taking kratom everyday for over a year. Sober, gainfully employed and have my shit together.

>>742850788
I don't mean good in the moral sense. I mean it in the ohmyfuckinggodthisfeelssogoodicantlivewithout you way.

>>742850336
Kratom

If anyone is trying to quit opiates, I am a former addict

Kratom, it eliminates 70% of withdrawals

>>742843887
Kys with drug's mate happiest ending

>>742850625
i agree, my life is pretty alright compared to the others in this thread, its just internal torture everyday that is slowly draining me and ive tried all kinds of things to fix it and yet here i am, im still trying to fix all the shitty things ive done, most of which i didnt mention since i didnt wanna pour out my entire life story, but idk how long i can keep fighting on before i give up completely

>>742850840
You can start by convincing him not to have his junk snipped off, post op trans have very high suicide rates

>>742851048
Ye I know what you meant. How can you really enjoy it though if it is fucking up your entire life outside of the high?

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>>742850985
What state you in homeless anon?

You should try to get yourself a tent and backpack, might have to steal or do whatever for the money, sleep out in the countryside where it's peaceful and safer, get food stamps, travel up to a legal marijuana state, and at least you have a tent to live in and you can get stoned to help with the emotional pain

>>742851299
Easy. I try to always be high.

>>742849994
Anymore ?

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>>742851120
Nah, not saying you haven't had it as rough as others anon. Just saying it's up to you. I have been there, not knowing how much longer I could take it. I had tried everything I could to get out, applied for jobs, applied for programs, everything failed. Sometimes it would take days for me to talk myself into making just one more try for a job. I didn't see any good endings. It was fail, fail ,fail.
Then one day I got a win, and I kept at it and later I got things a little better and so on.
Life hasn't been perfect since, there are still WTF days, but I am out of that shit hole. And i'm doing my best to stay out.

>>742851516
Why not substitute the high with something that's not so addictive, expensive, and harmful?

Weed isn't good enough? If you can accept weed as your high it's not gonna fuck your life up so much and you can try to fix your life, try kratom too

Having your shit together, owning your own car and house, having spending money is nicer than your temporary high you are always chasing, sort yourself out, and no it's not gonna be easy, but every day it will get easier

You really wanna be 40, broke, and still living in your parents house?

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>>742851458
Texas . San Antonio to be specific and I have a bag

>>742851516
Then you just don't give a shit

>>742851886
Better than 40 broke and living on the street

> be ~4 years ago
> addicted to xanax but did everything under the sun excluding heroin.
> withdrawal out of uni b/c of anxiety and depression
> in a really shitty relationship
> no money
> gained weight
> lost friends to drug related shit

Can't say everything is better but I'm not addicted to drugs, got a cool ass girlfriend, still broke tho. Ehh looking back at it I'm probably forgetting most of the hardship I endured because of the xanax use. I'm not big into self pity much either.

As for you OP, you need to seek help man. You're young your life isn't over. You're educated and your parents at least semi give a fuck about you but you need to help yourself man. No one can wipe your ass for you, well I mean they can, but is that really how you want to live?

>>742843887
where the fuck you at now tho?

>>742851848
well, thank you anon, it feels nice knowing that someone out there cares
hopefully I'll get myself a win soon

>>742849430
We're all whores for something but fuck that nasty cunt

>>742850625
which story above is your's

>>742849945
It gets old after a couple years, withdrawing everyday sucks fat cock and so does blowing 10s of thousands a year on it.

>>742850998
what kinda high is this? my buddy says he makes it, and hes always selling it. Never heard of it before him, so I've been curious.

>>742850336
kratom and DXM work wonders

>>742850336
Get subs bro do a whole in first day, half the 2nd and 3rd quarter than eighth pill , you'll still feel like shit but can go to work and will be ready to jump off in week.i can do it in 4 days now.

>>742852299
Double dubs checked.
Eh, you have likely done me no wrong, no reason to wish I'll upon you. I don't see any reason why you shouldn't have a life you like and find some joy in the world.
Just sharing what I have ran across in my time on the path

>>742852474
That would be this one
>>742845687

>be poorfag whole life
>mocked by stepfather for having red hair all childhood
>slither through school 3/5 days a week at best with extreme social anxiety
>lost 2 jobs from panic attacks if i make a mistake (cant help it i overthink shit)
all this lead up to 1 year struggle were i wasnt motivated to live, dishes were piling up unwashed for months, spent all money on weed, never socialised just by choice cause even now i think my friends wouldnt want me around
tldr; a year of nothingness

> about 5 years ago
> doing cocain & MDMA on a reguler basis
> start to hear voices in my head
> not the friendly kind
> start to question reality
> go full crazy mode
> start to think everybody is fake and the devil is here
> get locked in a mental hospital
> meet crazy woman that screams 16 hours a day
> regret not punching that bitch
> get out after a year
> been doing great since

>>742843887

Las Vegas, in January
Staying at Arizona Charlie's
Hooked up with a Transsexual Escort from Craigslist
I wanted to lose my virginity before my 27th birthday
Paid my $550 for an hour
She was supposed to be 20 and Vietnamese
She was 50 and Filipino
After some kissing and dancing we were making all the moves, she went down on me and asked me to eat her out
I realize now that she meant for me to eat her ass, so I started sucking her dick
She said OK So That's What You Want
Rolled me onto my back and fucked my ass
It hurt a lot, I was crying and scared, I just wanted it to stop
She finished by cumming in my mouth
It tasted disgusting and there was a lot of shit on her dick, I puked on the bed
She took off her wig, washed up and left
I paid for an hour and she was out the door in 20 minutes
I washed off, cleaned my bloody ass and brushed my teeth with all the toothpaste in my travel size tube
I sat in the tub until the water got cold
I went to Vegas to become a man
Instead I sucked a man in a dresses dick and he fucked my ass
She didn't use a condom
I am being treated for Gonorrhea of the Anus and Mouth
I lost my job as a cook at Golden Corral because until treatment is over I can't handle food
I am loosing my apartment and will have to move in with my dad next week
I am also getting HIV tested every 90 days for the next 10 years

>>742852724
If you come to Asia, ppl don't know kratom. They call ketum.
Boil leaf, drink. Don't mix with anything else. Not even sugar.

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>>742853252
dam

>>742853667
Thats what you get for being a faggot

>>742853667
That sucks. I'm not even sure there are words to say how much that sucks.

>>742844598
Kek

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>>742853667

>>742843887
In 1997, I sold my company and netted $11m. A stockmarket crash and a divorce left me with 3000 dollars in cash, some clothes and a 93 toyota camry in 2005.

>>742854907
Yeah, that's a big shift

>>742855005
Tell me about it.

>>742851745
I guess I got one more I can remember
> be me 20 years old
> girlfriend mentions she wants to get barred out
> picks up some bars
> haven't done these shits in a while so I forget I don't have the tolerance I used to
> We take some I think she took like 2 I ended up doing 4 2 mg green hulks
> she falls asleep
> need to pick up weed 30 min away I was selling at the time
> bring girlfriends dog with me because she is passed out and I don't want to chance our dogs getting in fight since my dog has killed a dog before
> dog shits in car
> don't give a fuck
> can't find dealers house, big city I've been to his house at least 20 times before
> gps is fucking with me
> think I'm driving the wrong way on a one way
> turn around
> go through intersection
> tboned front of car by truck
> don't really remember much rest except cops towed car, gave me a ticket, dad came with gf to pick me and dog up
> car ends up being totaled
> girlfriend mad because I still didn't give a fuck that I just wrecked my car and got in accident
> tries to buy weed from some other kid that delivers the next day and he had a buddy bring it to me
> give his buddy 700 $ and he says weed is in the trunk
> get out and he floors it

>>742855232
No you

>>742855352
What do you want to know?

>>742855339
>give his buddy 700 $ and he says weed is in the trunk
cmon man lmao

>>742855533
I was still hungover from the night before lol. plus my friend and i have been doing business for years and were pretty close. thought my friend was in on it so I quit fucking with him but I later find out the dude kept the 700$ and the quarter pound.

>>742855497
How big is your dick?

~7 inches long.

Kek https://youtu.be/-PJstCxMVRU

>>742855339
You've lived a hard life anon.

>>742851516

There is your problem right there. Before you can fix it, you need to figure out why you always need to be high and work on those issues. Are you unhappy with life? Are things okay, just boring as fuck? What is so bad about reality that gives you the need to alter it with drugs?

Sit yourself down and properly think about it.

Drug abuse isn't a problem, it's a symptom.

>>742843887
what were you studying anon?

>>742850287
You should suck his little fem dick then plough his ass and make him suck the shit off your dick

>>742857084
It's like preferring a nice mattress to shitty mattress.

>>742857666

I know it is... I was there for about 10 years with various drugs. Have you ever saw a psychiatrist?

> be me couple months ago
> jobless
> alcoholic
> live with my brother
> no one will give me money
> need money to party with friends
> my slutty girlfriend cheated on me
> she's an alcoholic too
> break it off with her
> brother has a pellet gun that looks real
> take it
> start plotting on who I can rob
> chicken out
> resort to stealing
> next week get a call
> finally got a job
> no more shady acts
> cut back on drinking

I had some beer tonight. I'm trying to quit for good eventually

>>742855796
700$ FOR A QUARTER POUND WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU LIVE ANON...

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>>742843887
Last year, ex left me for another dude. Only gf ever, many years together, based my life around her, sade.

Now I live in a new country, speak a new language, made new friends, new women, more money, more adventure, and life is way better.

All I can say, is life can turn on a dime. But, you have to be willing to let it change. Can't wallow. If you end it today, you'll never know what better things could be around the corner.

>>742856914
Mainly just bad choices. great life until parents divorced
>be 14
>snooping through moms computer
>see some Canadian guy talking lovey dovey with her on facebook
>call her up, call her a fucking whore
>call dad tell him
>she comes home, she was at work.
>I'm crying because idk it was shocking
>calls me a fucking pussy
>dad comes home
>constant fighting and just fucking weird since they are getting divorced
>she gets her own place
>I move in with her
>things are okay until Canadian moves down here
>hes a fucking leech
>She finds out I'm dipping and loses her shit
>bedroom door is gone
>20$ my dad gave me is gone
>one morning wake up from school
>forgot to flush toilet from last night dip grains in there
>Canadian tries to act tough, little dude like 5-7
>tells me to say goodbye to my tv
>lol nope
>tells me hes going to beat my ass
> double leg his ass pin him against the bed
> was in wrestling
> he's wailing like a fish
> hit him a couple times before just letting him g
> tells me hes going to put a hit out on me
> lol
> move in with dad
> he's depressed and on meds from the divorce
> do whatever I want pretty much
> Do pretty good in school sophomore year but smoking a lot of weed
> skip about half of my junior and senior year
> barely graduate

I totally regret my whole high school experience. All I had to do was show up to class and I would've gotten into a good school. And if didn't dip in every class period and talked to girl I probably would've gotten so much pussy.

>>742859319
I'd smoke a bowl and buy you a beer.

You play Overwatch?

>>742858644
florida. not sure if you mean this is really high or really low lol.

>>742859319
>>742859458
*smoke a bowl with you and buy you a beer*

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>>742858644
I read this as quarter pounder. Like a royale with cheese, kind of quarter pounder.

>>742859538
appreciate it anon, are you close to the 813 lol? and no I have lost interest in vidya lately, I have a ps4 though.
>>742859564
lmao

...He couldn't resist and grabbed her tail. She pulled her tail in and his arm was deeply in her intestines (as Linalique told us). But he became friend with her and she forgave and let him go. These days he returns from university and the catgirl greets him at home.

Cold winter evening. The student and the catgirl warm each other. He warms his left arm in her womb and the right in her guts; she warms her arms in HIS anus. When he tries to pull his arms out of his lover's holes, she holds his limbs tightly and doesn't let him go. He is horrified at a joke and she looks into his eyes intricately and begins to move her arms back and forth in his rectum slowly. “You cannot catch me but I can, and you can't do anything against it” he reads in her grin. They fall asleep together never parting with each other, and following morning he'll knead his logged arms a long while she cuddles to his shoulder, rubs her nose against him, smiles and trying to cheer him up.

>>742859839
wtf is this lol.

>>742859839
...He couldn't resist and grabbed her tail. She pulled her tail in and his arm was deeply in her intestines (as Linalique told us). But he became friend with her and she forgave and let him go. These days he returns from university and the catgirl greets him at home.

Cold winter evening. The student and the catgirl warm each other. He warms his left arm in her womb and the right in her guts; she warms her arms in HIS anus. When he tries to pull his arms out of his lover's holes, she holds his limbs tightly and doesn't let him go. He is horrified at a joke and she looks into his eyes intricately and begins to move her arms back and forth in his rectum slowly. “You cannot catch me but I can, and you can't do anything against it” he reads in her grin. They fall asleep together never parting with each other, and following morning he'll knead his logged arms a long while she cuddles to his shoulder, rubs her nose against him, smiles and trying to cheer him up.

>>742859939
It's RUSSIAN COPYPASTE!

"How I became a Hunter"

«Crap!» I shouted with anger on view of empty fridge that was full of food not so long ago. Fucking summer, fucking streets, that day I were creeping out like mouse from my cold smoky apartment to buy food. I noticed three strangers standing near house walls. “Some another moody trash” I thought turning around corner. Suddenly I crashed into guy who hid his face. “Look where you're going” I cried. He took his hood off. Hey, he is...

“Jilbireus!!” I whispered because of excitement. “Yes, I am.” That was the last I heard that moment 'cause I was kicked from back. I got consciousness in the full of bad smelling cellar and there was weird plump guy who's face was covered by large cap. “You can't stop me you flooding oldfaggy bastards!” it was the only profanity that I could understand. Then THEY had come...

Jilby the Marine stood there in company of morning's “moody trash”, the third stranger hadn't come. “Jilbywhore, you bitch, fuck you, go away for the new features!” I yelled and got slap in my face at once. “You really don't know?” Jilby asked. “Really” I answered, and he began to tell me...

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>>742860067
I learned that there is a holy war and the Sheezbusters fight the Sheez and their boss called Abu Pedalitto also known as Nariman. Inach, Colchan, Null Chan are the most hot spots. The last Sheezbusters' defeat and withdrawal hit their morale, so, now there are serious battles at Colchan. Unfortunately, our forces are not too victorious. The Sheez begins to occupy Colchan turning it to Collscrap but there are the Sheezbusters, and our IB will die only when the last buster perishes.

Jilby opened my eyes. I understood a lot. I has known that I must to fight together with brave hunters of the Sheezbusters. I has realized I must kick out the Sheez occupation, I must go with the victorious liberation Hunter thread, I really MUST to defend Inach.

>>742860113
There was my first Sheez. Hunters took out cap from that guy near us and I had seen purple, hamster-cheeked creature. He was a Sheez who was captured that day after terrorist act at Colchan. “Do it” Jilbireus said and the Hunters left the room. And I began. I tortured him with all the methods, I heard his histerical yelping scream, purple blood covered my cloth, but I couldn't resist.

“I'm dying for Abu Pedalitto, and for whom will YOU die?” he wheezed by his crippled mouth. “For the sake of Colchan” I said quietly shooting him with bullet caliber 12. Jilby stood near, and everybody knew that was only beginning...

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>>742859763
Nah, I'm at 951. Other side of the country.

I just got into a nasty car accident that left me bed ridden.

My life has essentially stopped because some kid thought it was more important to send a text then to stop before hitting me stopped at a light.

Life is very hard right now.

But it will get better. Gonna get a motorcycle and go cross country. Kick are and pick up chicks once I heal.

I fucking miss Sunsets and beer.

>>742860271
>*kick ass and pick up chicks

>be me
>22
>barely any money
>living in shitty, rundown apartments building.
>everything smells like cigarettes and mold
>I haven't eaten in 3 days
My current situation.

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>>742843887
That one time, i felt like the scum of humanity:
> be me be 21
> first time to vote
> voted for trump, because i thought it would be funny.
> mfw he actually got POTUS

>>742861021
Wow no words for that, out of all stories i read today, this is the worst thing you could do.

>>742861459
Fuck you I already said i regret it.

>>742853252
glad to hear you're doing great!

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>23 start messing around with opiates
>at the time fall in love with beautiful girl who is going to med school
>this girl actually falls for me
>we move in together
>eventually breaks up with me cause of all the lying and drug use
>never stole from her once
>used heroin until I was 25-26
>July 17th was my two years clean
>Currently rent a room in CA bang chicks every week or so and slowly saving money
>sense of deep dread follows me everyday

Aside from the nihilistic existentialism caused by the lack of dopamine and heroin use I'd say life is pretty fine now. If you use and want to be better the trick is to just stop using. That's it.

pic related

>>742861021
>be in class
>arrive at Parliament
>do voting exercise
>vote for one of these candy bars
>vote in
>voted a picture of Hitler praising parliament house
>everybody got questioned
>still didnt know I did it
>blamed it on a chink

>>742843887
marxbar is that you :P

>>742853667
>craigslist

When you saw that she wasn't what you expected, why did you not immediately leave? That's false advertising.

>>742861021
you fucked up bigly anon

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>get into auto wreck in suicide attempt
>mfw survive
>rushed to ER for surgery and put on heavy painkiller medication
>while drugged have to lie my way through immediate family, friends I didn't expect to turn up and a team of psychologists that it was an accident
>during recovery family learns of neglect to other minor medical issues and of my crippling anxiety which I've been trying to work out but got nowhere
>next anxiety session asked what happened so I laugh it off as an accident and she believes me, saying I don't need to come back if I don't feel like it

I have been living a lie for 2 years at this point and there's no way I can tell anybody the truth except through anonymity. A solo attempt found no-one's interested in problems this serious, probably because they have to think about death like that episode of Daria "The Misery Chick". While I keep going by distracting myself through entertainment and work I trulh want it to end, anons.