Old picture from before I hated myself. Hi /b/. Do any of you

>>742639719
What made you hate yourself?

>>742639719
let me warm up the Challenger

>>742639929
Just being a general failure at most things, being depressed for four years and watching my life fall apart while I did nothing. Beyond repair now.

>>742640249
How old are you?

>>742640413
I just turned 27 in June

It's not beyond repair you dip. I promise. It's salvageable but it's gonna take some work on your part. Source: thought my life was beyond repair when I ended up homeless, family/friendless, severely addicted to heroin and living under a trailer outside of a CVS. Now I have 9 months clean, a job, a girlfriend, and my kids want me in their lives again.YOU CAN DO EET TOO

>>742640723
what did you do to repair your life? not op but my life is crumbling

Tits or fuck off you bitch. This isn't how this is supposed to go

>>742640723
Thanks for being kind, but I don't want to do it. I've been trying to do it for years and haven't gotten any results. I live like an animal. I'm in debt, I have no money for basic necessities, no friends or family, there's nothing here for me. I don't want to be emotional about it, I just want to get it over with

>>742640595
That's still young enough to get back on your feet,its just tougher, you just have to take it one step at a time have small goals and work your way towards them

>>742640827
Gave in. Decided to try really hard one last time before killing myself. Told myself if I couldn't pull it together then I could just finally die and be done with it. Did my best to learn how to accept my faults and insecurities, and how to try to not let fear rule me. Believed people when they said it could get better. Tried to be optomistic, but was mostly pessimistic. Basically just tried to make the right choices in any given situation and things tend to kind of fall in place. That's the short version, it's way more nuanced than that, but yeah

I'm 27 and live in Indiana. Let's run away to Mexico together and live off beans and corn torillas

>>742640938
At the risk of being trite and clichéd, I didn't want to do it either. I forced myself too. I can relate to everything you said. Isn't it worth seeing if you can pull it off? Death ain't going anywhere, maybe you can suck some joy out of this life yet.

>>742639719
Please don't kill yourself OP. Go somewhere new and start over. Start a new job or go back to school. Some of my best friends were work colleagues or people I met in college. Do something crazy like get your motorcycle license. All of this will take a little work but you can do it and lead a happy life.

>>742641340
Doesn't sound trite or cliché, but people over-romanticize life in general. Sometimes it really isn't worth doing

>>742639719
I dont know what you did or didn't do to make you feel this way, We all want to quit on life a majority of the time,but you gotta learn to keep on going. You know that cheesy saying after the storm is sunshine? Its true like that for life as well,the difference is YOU have to navigate out of the storm to reach the sunshine

Seriously though, I'll pay someone whatever I can to help me get it over with

>>742641573

I feel it. Maybe it's not worth it now, but is the possibility that it COULD BE in the future worth trying to work towards? Even if for now "work towards" just means staying alive? For me there is no existence after death, so I wanted to at least SEE if I could squeeze some of that aforementioned joy out of this existence. Turns out there was at least some to be had, so it was worth it. But, again, I feel it. You're not wrong.

>>742641832
OP. C'mon. No one on /b/, contrary to the belief of some, is gonna just kill you because you want to be killed. Let's come up with some reason why you shouldn't die. 1) the It remake might be really good.

>>742641875
There's always a possibility, sure. Again, thanks for being a nice person and trying to help. I decided this a long time ago though, and I've tried every possible thing I can think of to turn things around, so this feels like my last option

In Northlake/Franklin Park, OP

>>742642270
Add me on discord? I don't have much to pay, but it's yours if you decide to help

>>742642227
Yet you're on here seeking help, to me that means you don't want to end it, you just want help to get through life. If you really wanted to die you would've done it by now,you're still holding out in hopes you find the help you want

>>742642487
Nah just don't own a gun

>>742640938
Join the Navy. Debt will get paid, and you will have a new family. And get to see the world

>>742642227
I started feeling (legitimately) suicidal at 25. I got sober and "started over" at 38 (inb4 oldfag.) Not trying to be a contrarian to everything you're saying, but everything you're saying I've said and felt. And then things changed, after years of pure hell. Just saying.

>>742642470
Oh I wasn't offering to help, I just live in IL. If you're hate yourself enough to die, I just thought you might hate yourself enough to sleep with me.

>>742642621
No one is going to be stupid enough to lend there gun so you can off yourself, that ducks up their life because it will be traced back to them

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>>742642692
>being this thirsty
KKKEK

yea op let me just get charged for manslaughter real quick

>>742639719

You're not too much of a pussy to kill yourself OP.

You're too much of a pussy to live.
You felt the pressure of the world and you let it bury you.

Get the fuck out of here.

>>742639719
i am the same as you, i have depression for more than 4 years and im 18 years old.. i tried to suicide no long ago but it didnt work..
im thinking about it again

>>742643090
Trying to

>>742642692
what do you mean by IL?

So
You want someone to know kill you for 60$??
And you live in IL
Have you thought about just taking a friendly stroll through Chicago?

>>742643262
Illinois

>>742643090
shut the fuck up cock sucker

>>742643309
damn i thought you live in israel for a second

We can kill ourselves together if you show me your tits before we die. Or give me permission to view them after you die and before I die

>>742643090
This guy is right

>>742643262
Jesus dude maybe try to use context clues
>>742643309
yes, thanks

>>742643404
Sure dude. Want my address?

>>742639719
I'd love to have you in my sex dungeon

>>742643379
That wasn't me

>>742643469
That was

>>742643404
i would show you my boobs without your death

if you're really planning on dying how do you only have 60 dollars? are you planning on saving money incase you survive? or are you just posting this for attention....

>>742643491
She's too old for you Podesta

>>742643106
Let's step back and look at the bigger picture of things. Dying will just hurt the people who love you more than you sre hurting now. My best friend killed himself 3 years ago and I was too dumb to see it coming and I think about it every day and feel terrible about it. But it showed me hiw selfish it is to kill yourself. Me personally I have illness that will probs kill me one day and don't have much in common with my friends but I don't mipe around. Today I went out on my own and sat drank coffee on my own went for a 2hour walk just took it all in. Sure it's depressing but dying isn't the fix. You need to just find what you are all about. Feel free to tell me more if you like about what's going on with you.

>>742643577
They're an attention whore

>>742643469
well i live in israel, and im a girl, so i was thinking about meeting up and having sex
(im not a jew, just 4chan people attract me)

>>742643556
I wanna blow my brains out while nestled between your boobs

>>742643577
I don't really understand your question. Am I supposed to have more money? What the fuck does it matter? Your detective work is shit

>>742643739
I use to live in tel aviv, what a shithole

>>742643675
well you dont know my case.. you have no idea what is causing me that depression

>>742643878
Lack of good dick

>>742643739
Tits and timestamp. Otherwise you're a fat neckbearded fuck

>>742643675
It's not selfish if nobody cares. I haven't spoken to anyone besides store clerks and bus drivers and random internet people in many years

>>742639719
Don't do it. I'm in your shoes and I feel ya, but try to realize that there can be more to life. That's what I'm doing. I'm lifting myself up. Hopefully, I'll survive. Life is worth living. Believe it. You are beautiful and you have that going for you. I'm sure there is more to you than that, though.

>>742639719
Show your ass already

I'm not going to lurk. I'm in southern Illinois. You close, OP?

>>742643878
I know that's why you should talk about it but ok if you don't want to

>>742639719
I also live IL my sodie pop got that cook county tax makes me wanna kys

>>742643996
Not sure. I live in the Quad Cities. Fairly close I think

>>742643878
it doesnt fucking matter what the cause is. the solutions are the same. i sent a request. add me ho.

>>742639719
I hereby under the authority of Kek sentence you to die by cock
You shall have a speculum inserted into your mouth
And be throat fucked to death
Kek has spoken

>>742644011
its complicated you wont understand it, its not about something that happened to me, its about my personality

>>742644278
I didn't get anything, are you sure you added the right person? Turtle #7489

>>742644278
request?

>>742643977
Maybe find something that makes you feel the need to wake up. Perhaps donate your time to a soup kitchen or something. You may meet people there doing the same thing. Get a dog and start going to dog parks and let your dog play with other dogs and have general chit chat with others at the park. Just a gew ideas.

>>742643949
ahahha and what i get from it?

>>742644322
All good I'm a strange piece of shit also

>>742644391
ya it said the request was sucessfull

>>742644438
Or do cocaine
You'll meet interesting people
And have interesting conversations
And then you'll do more cocaine

>>742644540
Yeah I just got it, forgot I had notifications off. My bad dude

>>742639719
>No tits or gtfo
>>>/b/ is dead

>>742644593
We should date.

>>742644480
I'll give you many praises on the beauty of your. All of /b/ will bow at the altar of your flesh

>>742644570
I'm all good. This is more for
>>742644322

I'm under 30 and hit the toilet rails every now but have been sober 3 months now and realise now I'm way better sober

ITT: the thirst to stick a dick in suicidal broke ho before she anheros

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OP posted ONE picture

ONE. PICTURE.

Without a timestamp, and you fell for it.

fuckin' a m8

>>742644695
how old are you?

>>742644570
Plus coke in Australia is $300/$350 a gram so is only a now and then thing

Added you on discord

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>>742644881
Fucking hell
I guess Murica has its perks being so close to the cartels
8ball is 200 freedom bucks

>>742644849
Probably old enough to be your dad

if i eat human flesh (of an healthy person), nothing will happen to me? like some disease?

>>742645243
Don't eat the brain

>>742645165
not gonna happen then

>>74264355
what are you waiting for then? show them

>>742645305
Probably old enough to be your son

>>742645055
Yeah I know I've been to America a few times last time I went through Mexico too had a hell of a time on the rails was a blast.

Tits and timestamp
I will tell you how to off yourself with zero pain
You will only need to spend 40 of you 60
Give the other 20 to someone that values life

>>742645501
any special request you want me to write on myself? (and not things like slut or whore)

>>742645744
Write 'beautiful'

>>742645744
help me an hero 8/20/2017

kek

>>742645839
Fag

>>742639719

Help? What do you want?

>>742639719
Actually I do live in Illinois. What part? You kinda look familiar.

>>742645972
Quad Cities

>>742645897
FAG: work hard, especially at a tedious task.
"he didn't have to fag away in a lab to get the right answer"

THANKS ANON I DO WORK HARD TO PUT UP WITH DUMB REDNECKED BEARDED GUYS LIKE YOU

>>742645839
its hard damn

>>742639719
No tits
Abandoning thread
I could have sent you to Valhalla without feeling a thing
Enjoy your painful messy suicide that you will probably botch dumb cunt

>>742646139
Just don't listen to all the people in this thread that hate themselves so much that they push their hate towards others with shit commentary about no tits should an hero and shit like that

>>742646108
A hard working fag is still a fag
You just a suck a few more cocks then the rest of them

>>742640595
I swore I was going to kill myself when I was 27 planned it since I was 16 but I'm 28 now... not sure if I made the right choice I just feel like I'm not supposed to be here and my heros are all killing themselves this year I mean wtf

>>742646323
well im bored i was about to do it
thanks for changing my mind

>>742645744
Queen

>>742646445
Don't listen to that fag. He didn't change your mind. He's just a fag

>>742646358
Sticks and stones man. I don't care if you think I'm a homosexual because I am not and I'm bot bothered by people that are

>>742643556
lets see those boobs!!! Post them up!

>>742646323
Kek has witnessed this abomination occur
The white knight doth cover thy breasts of the an hero slut
A thousand lifetimes time a thousand shall you never touch a vagina
Kek has spoken

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Gimmie sum tiddies

ok second it was hard to write on my self

but im not showing nipples tho

>>742647054
For us you can. Its alright

>>742646323
that's the kind of comment that makes isis strike again. faggot.

>>742647054
Why? You want to die, what have you got to lose?

OK since a thread without i.d.'s is hard to follow who is who. I would like to try to help you out, please answer the following:

OP (and only OP)

1. How old are you?
2. Are you actually a female?
3. Are you a virgin?
4. How much money are you in debt for, and what is it from?
5. What happened to/with your family/relatives that you don't have any around you?
6. Do you have any mental illnesses such as Bipolar, or Schizo. If so, what are they?
7. What is your education level?
8. What kind of work do you do?
9. Do you have a criminal record?

>>742646065
Damn. Too far a drive. I'm near UIUC

>>742647223
Stfu, she's getting her tits out faggot

>>742647161
Australia is pretty free of all that type of thing coz we chill down here. Nice beaches. Nice people. Nice government. Nice cops. Nice jobs. Affordable housing. You can't make me sad m8. You'll ve attacked soon coz you're leader is a stupid orange skinned tv personality haha

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>>742645839

one picture, presumably old.
no tits, no timestamp.
120+ replies.
what is fat joe giving us? saged this aberration.

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>>742647054

>>742647118
hell no im shy

>>742647353
Hey you're actually pretty hot let's see those titties

>>742647353
Beautiful. Don't you dare be sad.

>>742647353
Damn.

Don't do it...

Live!

>>742647353
iraiel girl or Illinois girl ?

>>742647353
Ok thatll do pig, that'll do
so easy way out slut
Simple...CPAP mask and CPAP hose
Helium tank
Buy em all off Amazon
You see your body thinks the helium is oxygen so you just gently drift off to sleep
Your welcome

>>742647567
israeli

>>742647353
looks fake gg

>>742647606
i know it already nigger, suicidal bag

>>742647684
whats fake?

Damn what a waste

>>742647724
the shitty fake writing on that body you kike

>>742647807
how its fake xD?

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thought you said america

>>742647851
Hmmm this may require a sharpie in pooper

>>742647851
post more "proof" what do you have to lose?
>ib4 can't

>>742647880
I wondered about that as well...

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its still there nigger

>>742648050
Why are you not an hero yet
What's the fuckin hold up?

>>742647880
im not OP im someone else

>>742648172
yes we know

>>742648172
oh i followed the replies, i understand now

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>>742648050

>>742648345
i wont do it

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>>742648345
dont be depressed baby. no matter how bad you feel, i will always love you <3

also, post sharpie in pooper

>>742648050
TITS you dumb whore. What's so hard to understand?

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>>742648477

Post more pics then

>>742647387
None of us will know who you are. None of us live in Jewland baby it's alright

she doesnt want to kill herself or she would. doesnt want to get better either. just wants attention.

>>742647880
sorry I can't follow who is who here. But, you are not OP correct?

Want to come to America and get married?

>>742648050
Yes I'll be your nigger beautiful. Show more of that sexy stomach

>>742648710
Back off I saw her first

>>742647353
dont kill yourself, you look really good and nice, your body does too, and you can always find people here and else where on the internet to be your friend and try to help you.

>>742648854
wrong girl

>>742648799
I want a wife, and she has a lovely body. Would love to breed with her, she would look terrific pregnant.

>>742648477
Good choice, then you could post more...

>>742640188
Sissy wannabe Isis nazi

>>742649121
Homophobic racist

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>>742648561
after i took the pic i saw you write
>>742649026
i hate kids if i had one i would cook him alive

>>742649212
remove your hand?

why are you interested in /b/tards?

>>742649446
dude im so bored, im in my house for 2 weeks already without going outside, i need to look for a job

>>742649026
I'll let you fuck her, but she's my wife

>>742649511
how old are you?

>>742649562
18

>>742649212
Fucking gorgeous. Keep teasing us honey

>>742649212
No nipple? what are you, saving yourself for marriage. You're on /b/ begging for attention and some how have gotten this far without showing your tits. Least you can do is show your some nipple.
>Do it for 8516

>>742649212
Your shyness is fucking cute

>>742649588
how is israel?

>>742649588
What's your type of guy?

>>742649731
boring

>>742649212
ok so no kids then. Since that was your only objection, now are you up for getting married?

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the thirst in this thread dear god

>>742639719
be careful about this op, you might've attracked man beasts

>>742649851
I guess thats why youre on here

Bait

>>742649851
Be patient. At any moment HAMAS will shake things up a bit. PS, I would eat your Zionist pussy for hours

>>742649767
im bisexual, when it comes to girls im more into their bodies, when it comes to boys its more about their face and personality.
i like the cold ones, im kinda cold by myself i dont like emotional guys

>>742649588
When I see how shy you are, you are virgin?

>>742649996
Let's see how cold you really are. Show the nips

>>742643739
i live in the holy land myself, 22.. maybe something could happen and maybe not..

you're in luck, lots of autistic sociopaths on /b/

>>742649996
Wanna come over smoke joint and chill? I just ask for a blowjob

>>742649704
aahhahah im the one who is getting the attention right? im the one who will decide what the fuck i want to post

Can we please get a pic of u spreadin ur ass?

>>742649990
im not even a jew and i wasnt born here

>>742650267
That's okay, I'll still eat your pussy. Maybe just for half an hour though, since you're being such a bitch about it

>>742650143
depends on how you look, and if you have a pc or ps

>>742643949
its always a fat neckbearded fuck, always.

>>742650191
So make the right decision :)

>>742650051
no but im not used to this

>>742650344
dubs of truth.

Thinking of taking back my offer of marriage, this bitch isn't worth it.

OP probably found someone to kill her by now, or some gullible neckbeard to send her money. Bitch never answered my questions, so good riddance to her, some people are beyond help.

>>742650267
whwat are you doing there then? How long have you been and will be? You like it at all? Where are you from?

>>742650517
marriage? dude im a free person

>>742650491
You are not the first newcomer here. You will get used to it.

>>742650191
only because its summer from desperate newfags who have ruined /b/. If I was a lonely dumb slut who could take advantage of this dead board and get away without showing my tots i'd do the same.

>>742650611
i was born in cuba, we moved here because cuba is a very poor country, and well yeah israel is a good place for living, good salary

>>742650491
It's real easy. Start with one nip to break the ice

>>742640938
I'll be your friend op, I also live in illinois and hate my life so we might get along.

>>742650634
yep offer rescinded.

Seen a car bombing yet?

>>742650781
OP left. Jewbitch is our new bitch for the. Keep up faggot

>>742650741
Chupame, mamacita

>>742650741
OMG won't show nips because she didn't want us to see they are brown, not pink!!!

Now we know why, its a spic!

hehehehe you all calling me a slut and a bitch, while you all are running after me like little dogs :3 keep going babies :*

boring being a boy isnt it?

>>742651025
Yep, found the slut!!!

The truth triggered her lol

>>742651025
No one is calling you that dear. If they are it's out of affection. We love your body

>>742651171
ahahahah it burns baby?

>>742651218
well there is someone very nice here i think its you, i respect you tho dont worry, im not talking about you like that :)

>>742651314
You can talk to me however you want beautiful

>>742651236
If it burns when you pee dear, you have a UTI. Go get antibiotics, and in the future, make the guy wash up after he fucks your ass, before switching holes.

Or just have have him try to tit fuck you, they might be big enough for that.

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>while you all are running after me like little dogs
kek
you think youre worthwhile because some cucks on /b/ said you were hot
i mean please

>>742650404
Got a pc, just the tip alright?

>>742651447
well im into girls as well, but i have too much ego and all that shit to beg for nudes

>>742651483
double bag it dude, double bag it.

>>742643739
In Haifa , 20somthing too, non jewish (christian). beautiful day outside, lets go grab a beer.

>>742651568
>beg for nudes
All anyone here has done has either spoken to you without even asking for your noods because theyre beta newfags or have called you a dumb slut in which you semi provided. whos the real loser here?

>>742651771
you are very far from me

>>742651771
She's already been claimed faggot. We're getting married

>>742651840
center?

>>742639719
Clits or gtfo

>>742651909
Not even trying , got gf. Had depression issues before that I bounced back from.

>>742651913
beersheva

>>742652026
Hop on a train ill mèet u halfway

anyway im out to play some games on steam, was fun tho thanks for wasting your time on me <3

>>742652139
no thanks im antisocial

>>742652026
רחוק גברת אני בפתח תקווה חבל הייתה תקווה

חח הבנת כי פתח תקווה

>>742652023
She's not depressed you faggot. That was OP. Stay away from my wife you filthy Jew

>>742652272
חחחחחחחחחחחח לא ידעתי שאתה מדבר בעברית

>>742652284
<3

>>742639719
If you're going to kill yourself or have someone kill you then do the right thing and post some nude pictures. It doesn't matter because you'll be dead soon enough.

>>742652320
מדבר ועוד איך
תביאי מספר אולי אני אקפוץ לבקר כשאני אחדש ביטוח

>>742643265
Seconded lol. I live in Chicago

Stop the jew tricks, I too can speak elves

>>742652424
שמע אם להגיד לך את האמת, אני גם אנטי סוציאלית וגם אני לא מעוניינת להכיר אנשים מהפורום החולני הזה

שלא יקרה איזה מצב פתאום שאתה איזה רוצח חחחח
רק הפסיכופתים באים לפה

>>742652599
את כנראה לא היית פה הרבה זמן אם כך
רוב האנשים פה נורמאליים לחלוטין עם סטיות קלות ביותר
חוץ מזה אני שואל לגבי מספר פלאפון כי ככה נוכל להכיר, את לא באמת חושבת שאני בוטח בך 100% בעצמי נכון?

This is just depressing because I'm way fucking out of practice with Hebrew. Used to know how to speak that shit way better.

>>742652589
Holocaust denier

>>742653185
I believe in people hating jews so much they want to kill them all. I don't deny it

>>742652821
nah leave it

anyway where is my husband?

>>742653347
But you don't want to kill them

>>742653644
Na i dont give a fuck in anything

>>742653433
p sure he left

>>742653951
Suck mmy dick

>>742653989
fuck :/, i wanted to know him deeper

Prime time for you necrophiliacs out therrrrr