Hello Anonymous. Something got you down? Need a hug? Let's talk.

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I can't talk louder than a whisper, when I leave the house it feels like a fucking anchor is attached to my chest. No matter how kind someone's actions are towards me, I'm always suspecting that they are trying to manipulate me into doing something for them.
Oh yeah, and I keep feeling like someone is touching my shoulder and tightly gripping every time I try and sleep.

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>>742620212
Sounds like anxiety Anon, and lots of it. It's a horrible thing to deal with, and if something isn't done about it things will only get worse. Have you talked to a therapist about these problems? I strongly recommend you do.

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>>742620423
I'm afraid now that if I get diagnosed after talking to a therapist(Am Leaf) that my firearms will be taken away. I've had multiple family members and relatives go to therapy and more than half seemed to come out worse rather than better, so I am unsure about going, but I'll certainly consider it.

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>>742620762
Shoot. That would be awful. Now, I could be wrong, but I think that therapists don't have the authority needed to actually diagnose anything. They can just help you with whatever problem you've got. That's kind of an informed guess, do further research first and don't base any decisions on that.

You need to do something Anon; if I knew more about anxiety and how to deal with it I'd try to help you more. But knowing my track record with things like this I'd likely do more harm than good.

I hope you can find a solution that helps you out of this hole you've been thrown into without taking away your guns.

what's up with all the anime ? Just tripping shrooms here and ended up "drunk-calling" my best friend because he needed to hear a piece of music.

Now I need a hug thank you

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>>742621287
*hugs*

Sit down and take it easy, Anon. I post with pictures of Nausicaa because it's my favorite anime. I hope that was good music.

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>>742621097
At risk of sounding mushy, just letting someone else know what was going on felt really...liberating?
Thank you.

>>742621480

He didn't take it very well. But I guess he owed me one for the last time he showed up here stoned out of his right mind.

Thanks for clearing up on that anime thing, I thought it aws a badge of honour or something

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I cant find a gf, i've had a few before but it's been 4 years since the last one,I'm not ugly, and Im pretty funnny, I dont have radical views not like it's hard to get along with me, my dick aint small, what's the deal?

>Mfw

Did you ever read the manga to nausicaa? I recently read it since I love the film, but the manga has sooo much more plot and is so much darker and morally grey, its great.

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>>742621729
You don't sound mushy at all. It's a good thing to do, getting whatever's bothering you off your chest every once in a while. Lightens the mind.

Sometimes I try.

>>742621756
Nah, no badge or anything. Are you sure 4chan's the right place to be when you're tripping?

>>742621758
Have you been meeting many people Anon? Sometimes it's pure saturation with new faces that will do it.

>>742621821
Yes I did, and I loved it. The manga actually presented the negative aspects of Nausicaa's character, and the many positive traits of Kushana and Kurotowa. That, and the whole Dorok culture, was what really drew me in. To me it seems an incredible piece of art. I should read the whole thing again...

>>742622073

4chan is the only place to be when I'm tripping if I want anything periphirically (hope I pelled that right) social. I just left a party with friends where I did the shrooms

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>>742622238
Ahhh, okay. Well, you can hang out here if you like. Sounds like you've been having fun. How hard are you tripping?

I'm taking a break from university due to mental health reasons, but I don't really know if I have anything wrong with me and I feel like I'm just faking and that I'm an impostor and I'm wasting everyone's time and effort and money.

I stay awake wondering whether I'm okay and just falsifying emotions and feelings or not. Either way I hate myself.

>>742621758
How good are you at reading social cues?

Also, who says you're funny?

>>742622407

That's just the point, I don't know how hard I'm tripping. I had a blurout inbetween calling my friend and listening to music, and everything is moving in a slight circular motion towards the right.

I haven't started seeing moons and stars just yet though. I hope I will, but that just isn't going to happen. It isn't anything like the first time I took shrooms. And I'm thankful for that because it piqued my scizophrenia

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>>742622073
Idk if many is applicable to the situation but work at a department store where many people come through all the time, although I find it rare the opportunity to approach one or to muster up the nerve to ask one for their number

>>742619049
nausifag

>>742622827
he's nausiating

I can never allow myself to love again

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>>742622663
My coworkers aswell as friends find me humorous and we're able to make jokes on many a topic without getting offended by the more tactless funnies.

I'm sociable to a degree so id say i'm average at best.
You can only read into people but so much, im no social engineer.

>>742623048
Why not?

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>>742622652
You're not an impostor Anon, you're not faking anything. Don't let that idea take root in your head. Your problems are real and you are worthwhile. You're not wasting anyone's time. Take as much time as you need to get better.

You can't really falsify emotions to yourself. This is real, you're not faking it. And I'd rather you not hate yourself, you're pretty cool.

>>742622719
Take care of yourself Anon, try not to break anything. Hold on tight, this is gonna be good.

>>742622777
Do you have any other possible social outlets? You might try looking for a hobby or gaming group nearby that has interests similar to yours. Or is there someone you see often at a bar or the post office? You might try getting closer to them.

>>742622827
Sure, why not? The other avatars call me Fenn though.

>>742622886
Am I?

>>742623048
Why not, Anon? Let's talk about it.

>>742623314

I don't know what I'm holding onto anymore. There is a shred of reality holdig me back from the full experience, or maybe it's just my antipsychotics.

But I have this terrible feeling of something very shitty approaching.

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>>742623314
I enjoy playing/practicing my guitar, i've slowed down on gaming quite a bit my interests have shifted towards the guitar.

Finding a woman that plays is about as easy as finding a quarter on the ground these days

>>742623314
so watchadoing?

>>742623314
youre not i just wanted to make a dumb pun, sorry youre prety great <3

my classmate is driving me crazy, we want the same graduation and the test to get to the university is gonna be in november, its the toughest one to get through and no matter how i study i cant get better grades than him, but the biggest problem is that he's always like " dude i went so bad on the test yesterday" " dude i haven studied nothing to this" " dude im gonna be fucked" "dude its over" and when is about something i studied and he goes better than me , dude, fuck , i mean, hes nice, but its fucking anoying seeing him checking the answers and its always the same thing i know the problem is one me and i shouldnt care but everytime i go to study i picture him sleeping or hanging out and in the end still going well, and now im thinking about that when im doing tests as well

>>742619049
>still at gfs moms house
>moms still a a legit psychopathic bitch
>step dads still a legit cuck
>still can inhale the herb
>4 days down 3 to go
>a need that picture of Labradors hugging again

>and a real one

I'm finally with the girl of my dreams and it's nothing like I expected. Now I don't know what to do with my life, I've focused all my effort on a girl and have no hobbies that interest me anymore.

>>742623967
>*can't... Obviously.

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>>742624002
Im not op

That sounds pretty bad to me bud.
Sounds like you sacrificed who you are for a woman who turned out not to be what you wanted.

>>742624214
Yeah dude. We'll see what happens next. Thanks for reply

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>>742623663
Is there something you've known about for some time that's sitting in the back of your mind, but you can't quite remember it? Maybe something bad is going to happen.

Nah, you'll be fine. It's all good.

>>742623768
Playing the guitar is great Anon, you can work that angle to great advantage. You may not find women at first, but you might get together a group of guys to practice with or talk to. Ask around, maybe some people you know already can get you in touch with somebody. Or you could use it as a conversation starter.

>>742623867
Nothing much, listening to Dream Theater and posting in this thread. What about you?

>>742623910
Ah, okay then. Sometimes I try. You have a good one, Anon.

>>742623938
Have you talked to him about how frustrating this is? Even if he won't stop talking that way you might be able to get some advice from him on the material. This work to your advantage.

But don't let it eat you up. It's a little thing, and you need to ignore it. Find something else to fill your mind.

>>742623967
Keep holding on, Anon. I don't have a picture of dogs hugging at the moment, but if you'll give me a little while I can dig up one or two for you.

>>742624002
Time to build yourself a life, Anon! You get to start from scratch and fully conscious of your actions. Where will you begin? What do you want to do? You've got a clean slate to work with. Take something up, maybe model building or painting, or the mandolin. Start doing something!

Boyfriend keeps turning me down for sex to play games, but is perfectly eager to cuddle and other shit. Feel like a bitch and a hypocrite for wanting to have sex at least once or twice a week, since I know if it were the other way around people would take the chick's side, but still feel like he's not willing to let me please him, or that I don't please him anymore since we moved in.

>>742624877
Are you fat? Maybe you're too fat.

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>>742624877
Have you talked to him about this? Maybe you could explain to him your feelings on this matter, and come to some kind of agreement. You both ought to be able to have what you want at least some of the time, eh? I don't think what you ask is unreasonable.

>>742624656
>don't have a picture of dogs hugging
I know, some other anon posted it yesterday. I came back I thought maybe they would too. :)
This is sraly the only good thread up right now.

>>742624877
Guy here, I'm the same as your bf :x personally I'm very inexperienced sexually so I kinda shy away from sex because if I'm not doing it then I can't fuck it up. Plus I find it very hard to get my partner off while they get me off easily so... it feels like I'm cheating and I get off easily while I cant please them.

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>>742624877
>Read this
>Reply despite the common belief that posts like this are bait because they imply female.

I think you should have a strong conversation about this insecurity with him and really talk it out.
Tbh though I find it difficult to believe such a male exists

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>>742625190
Alright, I found a couple. Hope this picks you up some.

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>>742625190
I spent an hour and a half earlier this evening with a couple of huge dogs on my lap.

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>>742625190

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>>742625190
Last one for now.

>>742625077
He's actually gained weight while I've lost some. Always been average, never been chubby. Maybe I'm going the wrong way?

>>742625158
I have, and he usually replies with "I thought I wanted sex all the time but I want to do more with you like have intelligent conversations and pursue more of our interests as well".
Which we do. Constantly. And I'm working full-time while he's part-time and we're both in different productions right now.

>>742625218
He's definitely more experienced, by far. Which is why I'm worried that maybe I'm not measuring up to the women he's been with before.

>>742625279
Wise to suspect bait, amigo. On the internet, men are men, women are men, and if women are women they're futa.
But yeah, been trying to have conversations with him. He always ends up saying he feels bad as if he's neglecting me, but his words don't entirely match his action in this regard.

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>>742625396
Holy crap thats even better. I searched too and couldn't find the exact one. I made myself happy anyway :)

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>>742625712
Well, it seems that you need to explain to him that actually the sex is pretty important too. He's avoiding it, and you need to make a point of addressing it directly.

>>742625836
Dogs make everything better.

>>742625477
Those aren't dogs. Those are life mates.

>>742624877
Show tits pls

>>742625712
Could he have cheated on you?

>>742624877
He is fucking a hotter grill than you haha kys

>>742626122
We're having a pleasant time here, kindly look for sex organs in the other 99 threads.

>>742626389
Fagg

>>742624656

I know what's sitting in the back of my mind, and that it can't hurt me anymore.

This is some form of predatory presence that seems to be after me. Fuck it, I'm just delusional and should go to bed

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I honestly want to die, but I don't want to commit suicide. I want to make it to Valhalla, but I know that I won't make it if I commit suicide.

>>742626453

This is what it feels like

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9I749A9dYbc

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>>742626122
For your viewing pleasure!

>>742626177
Honestly, I doubt it; not because I'm naively crying "he would never do thaaaat", but because he has severe anxiety and struggles with his mind putting everything into "right" or "wrong". If he feels he might do something "wrong", even if it's subjective, he breaks down and has a hard time functioning.

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>>742619049
Y-you are a faggot f-fenn.

>>742626572
Maybe he's asexual.

I would love a hug, or you male or female?
>>742619049

>>742626662
i'm inclined to agree.

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>>742626453
Well, perhaps your subconscious hasn't realized that you're safe, and your body is still in alert mode.

>>742626566
Yah, that's not the sort of thing to be listening to when you feel like this. Listen to something quieter and more gentle, like Wardruna. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tGNtwGsML8

Some rest would do you good. Sleep well, Anon.

>>742626549
Have you tried to join the military?

>>742626662
>>742626841
Okay.

>>742626809
I'm a dude, Anon. Don't worry, it's not gay at all.
*hugs you tightly*

>>742619049
I was born in a time when it's not ok to be happy to be white. You say something about being proud to be white you are labeled a racist.

I just want the world to end, I wish someone would launch nukes so I could watch the chain reaction.

I really hate everyone, no bias, everyone.

>>742626742
Interesting possibility, but I won't assume that his sexuality's changed until he says something. Honestly I'd be less surprised if he turned out to be bi instead.

>>742626572
Why girls are so fucking clingy?

>>742626958
You should ask him about it though.

>>742626906
I'm fine either way gay or not, so how's your day since you always ask about others let's care about you for a change.

>>742626906

I never really got into wardruna, I'm more of a krauka guy,

but thanks for confirming that I exist at least. I was starting to get afraid that I didn't live anymore

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>>742626906
I am not fit enough to join tbh, and also my vision is fucked.

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>>742626907
I often feel the same way, Anon. What I've found though, is that sometimes you can find a couple of people you can trust, and you can talk about things like this properly with them. In the company of good friends you don't need to worry about being called a racist. Everyone knows everyone else, and it's all cool.

>>742627129
My day went fine. Could've been better, but it wasn't bad. Thank you for asking.

>>742627148
You're still alive, Anon. You have not yet departed from the land of the living. Seriously though, don't listen to any more trippy music with spooky voices in the background. It's not going to make things any better.

>>742627294
Friend of mine had a similar issue, so he up and joined a foreign army with lower standards. You could give that a shot, if you're really committed.

>>742627393

No, I know. But maybe it's what I need to fortiy character for the coming days. Maybe the music is trying to warn me of a coming heartattack from speed abuse, I don't know.

I think I'll switch to bonzo goes to bitsburgh

>>742627393
That's good to hear How's the weather where your from in England it's late so it's calm not too many stars tonight unfortunately.

>>742627393
This changes nothing. The world view is death to white skin. Somehow this isn't racist or genocide.

I want everyone to die, even you.

>>742627711
Wow, you're pretty retarded.

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>>742627607
Don't force yourself to do something that makes you anxious, Anon. The Ramones are great, listen to them.

>>742627632
The weather's been a little weird here. Raining occasionally, and far too humid. It makes me cranky.

>>742627711
Well, I don't suppose I can change how you see things, so I won't try. Good luck in your quest to destroy humanity Anon.

>>742627997
I hate the rain, how about you?
Also tea, coffee, hot chocolate, green tea?

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>>742628273
Rain is awful. I've gotten caught out in it far too many times. Coffee is where it's at. What do you drink?

>>742627924
No, I'm not. Just pay attention to what's happening in the world.

There isn't a single person on the planet that deserves life.

>>742627997

If you had any chance to recommend one last song for humanity to bee played before it all went down, what would you recommend ?

I still assume it's alright I hang out in your thread even though I'm just filling space and doing shrooms

>>742628464
All of the above. Also yeah I fucking hate rain
Tell me what's your career path

>>742628539
>No, I'm not. Just pay attention to what's happening in the world.

Yeah, you're fairly retarded. Here's a tip to be less retarded. I wouldn't recommend this to everyone but you clearly can't handle the amount of information so just stop paying attention to world events and focus on your little corner of the world.

As for your edgelord shit, shut the fuck up, you stupid kid. It's not your place to judge humanity and your judgement seems compromised at best.

>>742628608
The final countdown

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>>742628608
I can't decide between these three:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCakV-pIKE8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yew9L0Xjm_g

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RdvnJZsCzzY

You can hang out here all you want, Anon. Just about everyone is welcome here.

>>742628868
Which do you drink the most often?
I'd rather not reveal anything more about myself.

>>742629035

Good choices, out of the three i'd pick wardruna.

I think I'd go with drop by drop by psychonaut 4 for the sheer irony of it all

>>742629035
Green tea
And that's fine.
Favourite snack?

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>>742629269
How about this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9aZzltHQN30

>>742629512
Ah, I don't eat many "snacks" per se anymore, they end up turning into meals. Last good snack I had was a tuna salad sandwich.

What's your favorite snack?

>>742629660
Beef jerky or some fruit and nut mix

mm yeah, I' down, I guess. I'm drunk, and I'm in love with my best friend even though I'm alreayd in a relationshitp.

>>742629660

I think it is a little bit edgy for my taste, especially the noise part.

But all in all it sums up good points of surviving a post apocalypse

jerking off atm. I'll be back in a few to let it all out.

10 years old relationship finished a week ago

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>>742629929
Sounds pretty good. I haven't had anything like that in a long time.

>>742630070
Hm. Do you think you can suppress that love for the sake of your current relationship, and your relationship with your friend?

>>742630099
Aktion 13f14 nearly reaches maximum edginess saturation. I haven't found an edgier song to date.

But the end of the world warrants something pretty edgy, doesn't it?

>>742630351
I mean, I already told her I love her a lot, so I dunno what to do about it, fenny

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>>742619049
I can't do it.

I thought I'd be able to study Mandarin and Korean on my own (moving on from Japanese because....reasons), but I can't. Not without a proper teacher or the right motivation. I'll just have to accept the fact that I'll never have the life I could have had before again, and try to move on from here out.

If only I could convince my subconscious to stop making me dream of being back in Korea every night. It's been 5 years already.

>>742630351
Favourite meal?

>>742630351

I think the end of the world would require something really beautiful to be preserved that inspires hope in the ones rebuilding the world, like this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uGVQJKgqgY8

I think it's a very good song if you can see through all the jewish propaganda

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>be me
>be 35
>be 36 in 1 hour.
>spoken to no person in 3 weeks
> alone tonight
> alone tomorrow.

Fuck

>>742630592

Or this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qs1rTn81ODQ

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>be me
>be friends with 9/10 qt3.14
>qt3.14 gets feelings for me
>oshitwhatdo.gif
>"Hey, you wanna come over to my place to whatch a movie?
>"Sure thing anon:)"
>it'shappening.png
>qt3.14 gets to my place
>She's extremely touchy, she even lets me grab her butt
>"So what are we gonna watch anon?"
>Didn't actually think of a movie before hand
>"Whatever you want"
>She plays Spirited away on my laptop
>mfw I've been looking for this movie since I was 5
>Get so enthralled by the movie forget to make a move on qt3.14
>Movie ends
>We hug and she leaves
>mfw I could've been with a girl I've been crushing for years
>mfw we rarely talk ever since we got into college

I just want one more shot

>>742630827
Call mom she misses you

>>742631084
Doubtful haven't spoken to family in 4 years

>>742631191

I'm drinking to you anon. It must be lonely

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>>742630340
How do you feel about it, Anon? Do you think you're handling it well?

>>742630405
Well, you'll just have to feel things out from here, figure out what she and your current significant other think of it.

>>742630446
You're obsessing a little, Anon. Is there any way you could find a teacher, maybe at a college nearby, to tutor you? I'm sorry it's not going to work on your own. Accepting that is going to be hard.

>>742630505
I dunno, actually. Probably grilled burgers with sausage mixed into them and bacon on top.

>>742630592
I'm still inclined to think that the end of the world should sound loud and grinding, but you've got something there. Perhaps the ultimate moment should contain a flash of beauty.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TBZFA80oSXc

If you were God, directing a movie about the end of earth, how would you shoot the final scene where earth is destroyed? Would you just zoom out to the explosion, or follow someone on the surface, or what?

>>742630827
You're talking to someone now, Anon. It's not in real life, but it's something.

*hugs you tightly*

Go out tomorrow. Go to the store, go to a restaurant, anything. Order a drink or a meal, and talk to someone. Smile at the cashier or the waiter, and ask them how they're doing.

>>742630993
Anon, now you know how it can be. You'll never miss another opportunity (although Spirited away is worth missing out on a girl for) because of this. Now you're ready for the next one. She'll come, there'll be another. Don't let your idealized memory stand your way now.

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>>742619049
My fish is dying and I don't know what to do. Her tail is fucked up and she won't eat.

>>742631290
Although not what I'd go for bacon itself is to die for I haven't had a peice in fuckung months feed me some please.

>>742631290
the woman I love loeves me too and won't do anything ebcause I'm taken though
I dunno if I wanna break up to be with her because ehs makes me the happisest I've ever been
what do I choose friend

>>742630446
what's in Korea?

Anon from yesterday that didn't want to die because of my cats, not sure if you remember me. Feeling really bad, i just want someone who at leasts pretends nicely to care today.

>>742631290
We've been on and off for a few years now, but I think you're right, I just want to tell her how I feel, even though she doesn't really care

>>742631290

I think I would follow one person for a little while, grasping their not understanding the moment, then zoom out to massive panic outbreak and follow that for a little while to pan to the meteor hitting the earth.

Wow, this fantomas shit MUST be mike patton

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>>742631290
>Accepting that is going to be hard.
I know, but I'm going to have to. Seriously going to have to. I'm close to having a nervous breakdown because of it.

>>742631567

Just figured out it says Mike Patton on the cover, but I'd recognize that voice work ANYWHERE. It's to die for

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>>742631478
>what's in Korea?
Home....or at least, it was for 3 years of my adult life (early-20s). They were the best years of my life, and even though I was over 7K away from where I grew up and finished high school, Korea truly did feel like home after a while. No friends were made there, but I had a number of experiences I will likely never forget. Not a day goes by where I don't think about it all, nor a night where I don't dream about it in vivid lucidity.
>OC

My ex broke up with me two weeks ago but we were still acting like we were dating, telling each other we loved one another, cuddling and shit. Last night, I found messages of her telling another guy she loves him and shit. I flipped out. I'm fucking broken.

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>>742631876
it happens, yeah. it sucks, and it's gonna suck for a long time. now you get to start healing.

>>742619049
My fucking gd comes on /b/ BC she always sees me here now she won't stop calling me a fag... Wat do?

>>742631876
shit sucks man. It really hits home.

>>742619049
I love my best friend and i think she loves me back but idk how to out of friendzone without kill

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>>742631293
She may be either sick or injured, Anon. Hopefully she'll heal up, but I don't know...

>>742631430
If you can get over here and give me money I'll make you all the bacon you can eat.

>>742631467
Stick with the woman you've got, and turn your eyes towards her alone.

>>742631542
*hugs you gently*
I remember you Anon, but only vaguely. I'm sorry, my memory of everything is a little fuzzy. How are your cats doing?

>>742631564
Do your best to explain it to her, yeah. Communication is very important.

>>742631567
That sounds like it'd look really good.

Yup, who else could it be? I don't even know how many bands the man has been a part of, but they were all good. He did the super edgy song I posted earlier too, Aktion 13f14. I rather like Tomahawk, they've got some really good songs.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jt856_nRxQk

>>742631665
Have you considered talking to a therapist? Sudden changes like that can really throw you off your horse, and you may need more help than you expect in getting back up again.

>>742631876
Hm. Well, you did break up, Anon. I think it would be best to physically separate yourself from a recent ex, to solidify in your mind that the bond is gone. You're going to need to get used to it now; you can't get her back. It hurts.

>>742632061
Well, /b/ is anonymous, so it should be pretty easy to hide. Or is she calling you a fag in real life? Confront her and make her understand you'd rather she didn't.

>>742632163
Ask her out for coffee or a beer sometime, and talk to her. Feel out the situation, see if you can figure things out a little more clearly.

I've been taking to this girl for months. Everything's I try to make plans to hangout with her she doesn't respond for days on end. When she does get back to me she tells me that she's going through a lot. This has been going on for months. I just want to know if she feels the same way about me that I feel about her. Whenever we start talking again she brings up the good times we had and immediately starts taking about her exes. I just want to know if I should just delete her from everything and move on or keep pursuing her and hope she could return the feeling of love.

>>742632163
Just tell her about it. Talk to her seriously. If she's worthy of being your best friend she'll be honest with you and not hold it against you for being honest with her.

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>>742631293
Moved her to a little hospital jar. Her mate was really upset so I put the jar next to the aquarium. They are staying by each other through the glass. Please help me save her.

>>742632349

Mike Patton is THE super groupie of all time. But I think his best work was with the dillinger escape plan, that record where he stood in was just amazing

>>742632349
She calls me that in real life.. I told her to knock that shit off and she said she would if she didn't see a fucking cock on my screen every time she sees it

>>742632349
I'd love to sit and talk about bacon all night however it's 4.48. And I need sleep gnight mate

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>>742632364
I could be wrong, but her immediately bringing up her exes seems like a bad sign. I'd try to move on, Anon.

>>742632495
Could she have some kind of parasite? Is there any way you can clean her off or disinfect her? I'm sorry, I know next to nothing about fish Anon.

>>742632510
I haven't heard very much of that collaboration. What was the best song?

>>742632596
Well, it seems like she wants you to get off 4chan. Perhaps you should.

>>742632641
Sleep well, Anon. I'll see you around. Take care of yourself.

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>>742632033
Good to see you, Jill. How've you been?

>>742632349
>Stick with the woman you've got, and turn your eyes towards her alone.
but I like her and all
this woman is mu bunshine and I woulkd to anything to make her hapopy

>>742632787

The best out of that collaboration, in my opinion, would definitely be pig latin.

My friends hate it, but you can throw pearls at those swine all day

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>>742632349
I had to spend much of my adolescence in and out of therapist offices and psych wards. Not that there was anything particularly 'wrong' with me, rather, my parents just didn't understand me nor made an effort to really talk to me about anything. Their idea of 'talking things out' was really just them saying, "speak" and after hearing something I've said (after having to repeat it a dozen times), they just ignored it, whatever it was. Can't talk to them or therapists about anything, because they both always claim I'm just some
>twisted, negative individual who just doesn't want to be happy and normal like the rest of us
Even the rest of the 'family' doesn't bother to keep in contact with me or even check if I'm still alive. I'd be a textbook NEET/Hiki if it weren't for my job (which I don't love, and has nothing to do with what I went to school for).

just dropping to say this thread is really nice.thank you OP and anyone else who is supporting other's problems. :)

>>742632349
This is just what I needed to hear, you're doing god's work.

I'm so happy people like you exist :)

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>>742632866
bad, but I figure we can talk when I'm not shitfaced.
>>742633104
Fenn's an amazing poster and I love him

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>>742632787
I don't know, it didn't look like a parasite. Maybe fin rot? I'm not sure. I'm going to go to the pet store as soon as is open and get some anti fungal medication and some salt maybe. If she's alive.

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>>742632892
She wouldn't be happy if you left her for someone else. Don't let yourself be tempted away, Anon.

>>742632969
I'll give it a listen as soon as I can, thanks.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jo3zAdXM4Tk

>>742633018
*hugs*
I'm sorry Anon, that sounds truly awful. From what I can see here, you don't seem so bad. Don't let your past hold you down, Anon. You're far better than all of that. You're a real man, with a real life now.

>>742633104
Thank you Anon. Sometimes I try. You have a good one, sleep well.

>>742633115
Sometimes I try.

>>742633165
Sure. Anytime.

>>742633174
Yeah, looks like it could be fungal. I hope that works, Anon. I'd hate for you to lose your little friend.

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I've decided. I'm going to do it. I'm going to walk the path of magic, starting on Monday. I can't be afraid forever; if this is what I want, I'm going to do it.

I'm going to be a witch.

>>742633342
even if the woman I love makes me happier </3>>742633466
hello nino <#

>>742632787
I want to move on but i physically just can't. I was friends with her for 2 years before i caught feelings. I think she thinks we're that close she can confide in me about her exes

>>742633342

His voice work really outshines on pig latin as compared to the other tracks on the EP.

Now, I want to say thank you for a nice converation, you were a good focal point in trip madness.

Now I feel like I can rest easy. Thank you.

I'll monitor for a while, and then be off, thanks for the conversation, don't ever stop being you

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>>742633466
Good luck, Anon. How are you feeling tonight?

>>742632969
>>742633740
Okay, Pig Latin is pretty good. I'm liking this a lot. Have you heard of the Deftones?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hPf97ci57bc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OC8x9_App2I

Have a nice evening, Anon. I'll see you around.

>>742633568
Yes, if you really do love the woman you're with now, and she relies on you. Stick with her. It'll be worth it.

>>742633715
Ah, it could be a good sign, then. Maybe the solution is to talk more often, so you can communicate better how you feel about each other?

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>>742633342
Thanks. I'm learning more and more to move on without them (the 'family and friends'). Still though, the Korean-thing is like a thorn that just won't pluck away. I'm slowly getting into other hobbies to take my mind off of it. I think after tonight, I'll have to make more drastic measures.

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>>742633856

That's part of the reason I'm doing this. I'm done with luck, I'm going to make my own path. I have to admit, I keep worrying this me rebelling against my Mormon roots, but...being a witch, it's something I've always dreamed of. I believe in fate. I believe I'm being guided towards something.

>>742633856
mm okay </3 thank you for the insight
we'll talk soon

>>742633856
I'm trying I'm just so incredibly bad when it comes to things like this

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>>742633926
You're moving in the right direction. You do need to fill up that void with other things. Perhaps you need something big to focus on; it's a big thing you're replacing.

>>742634021
Well, fate can be something pretty powerful. To step free of "luck" is a brave move. I hope your path will run true, Anon.

>>742634025
I'll be around again sometime. Take care.

>>742634118
How often do you talk with her?

>>742634233
Almost everyday assuming she responds. She says she's going through a lot and i know she had problems in the past

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>>742634493
Well, if she's dealing with problems I can't blame her for not responding to you about your questions about feelings and such. When she's got her life sorted out she may be in a better position to move into a relationship with you. This means you may have to wait, Anon...

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>>742634233
>it's a big thing you're replacing
Very true....but I'm not sure *what* I could possibly use to replace that. I mean, it's three years and a swath of experiences I'd have to 'move on' from, not to mention how stagnant my life is atm.

>>742634637
I'm okay with waiting. I just can't stand knowing she's in pain. I want to help

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>>742634233

I believe it will! This year, there's been a lot of changes. I think...no. I'm certain I can take my fate into my own hands now. I'm going to shape myself into the person I want to be. The person who illuminates the world around her.

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>>742634769
I don't know either, Anon. It may end up being a combination of things. In moving on, it can help to get things out of your head by writing them down or talking about them to someone. You might start keeping a journal that you could record this journey in, or talking to a close friend about what's been holding you down lately.

>>742634802
Is she responsive when you ask about what's really wrong? Perhaps she'll confide in you about that if you push a little.

>>742634896
You can do it Anon, you got this. Your life really is in your hands, and it belongs to you.

>>742635336
I don't know if you remember from a few days ago, but that very close friend of mine I told you about who up and vanished for a few weeks is still alive and doing okay. It turns out he just just got blindsided with work.

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>>742635798
Ah, that's good to hear! Yes, I remember you. I think I suggested you go visit him, but he was too far away?

Hope he's not having to work too hard. Glad he's still alive.

>>742635336
I try to push but when i do she just says she's going through stuff and that's when she goes quiet for a couple days

>>742636033
Yep, that's the one. He told me he started picking up sixteen hour work shifts, which is also kind of worrisome in that he works at an imports warehouse that requires a lot of heavy lifting. He's pretty strong but I don't think anyone should have to deal with that kind of strain for sixteen hours straight. He's already hurt himself a few times on the job too. So yeah, he is kinda working too hard in my opinion. But I'd much rather have him busy and working than whatever nightmare scenario I was cooking up.

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>>742636358
Hmm. Well, every relationship is founded on communication. If you're not communicating, you're not forming any kind of bond. So if you want to get in closer you're going to need to figure out how to get her to communicate with you about this.

>>742636555
What a guy... you make sure he's taking care of himself, alright? Remind him to call in for a break if he needs one.

>>742636771
Thanks anon. I needed someone to tell me what I needed to hear

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>>742637159
Jill or I or one of the others will be around if you need someone to tell it to you again. Take care Anon, and sleep well.

>>742636771
Believe me, I sometimes think I worry about him to a fault when he tells me how tired and sore he is at the end of the day. So you don't have to worry about that. And I doubt I'd be able to persuade him any. He's insanely driven and will work through any kind of strain, even when I tell him that he needs to take it easy. That kind of drive is admirable, sure, but I can't help but think it could end up hurting him in the long run.

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>>742637399
It could, if he pushes himself too far and too long without resting enough. But if you can't affect his actions, I don't know that you'll be able to do much to keep him from hurting himself. I hope he knows his boundaries well enough.

I'm watching a friend of mine that's buying into the propaganda that has been shoved into everyone's faces these past few days. He will not shut up about how ANTIFA is "doing the right thing" and that it's "good vs evil" - his words, not mine. It's getting to the point of wanting to remove him from my social media accounts because I just can't be friends with someone who is that snowed and continues to spout ignorant rhetoric.

He was always leaning on the left of the political spectrum, but he's gone full the leftist equivalent of 14/88. I just didn't know it was this bad. The sad thing is that I know that I'm not the only one in this situation, lines in the sand are being drawn and it's tearing people apart.

It's just really, really sad.

>>742637659
Jesus, politics were a mistake.

I'm sorry Anon, but you may only hurt yourself if you try to bring him back. Leave him, and move on. It's hard, and it's sad, and I hate it, but it's not going to change. I'm sorry Anon.

*hugs you tightly*

It's happened to people I thought were my friends too. It was odd how nasty they got, and how quickly.

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>>742637844
Whoops, forgot the image.

>>742637587
That's the problem, though. I don't know if he does. I remember one of the things I told you last time was how I knew how reckless he could be. And he's told me about situations that he foisted himself into that could have easily gotten him killed without him seemingly either knowing or caring about the danger. It's not a recurring thing to my knowledge and he's not some kind of thrill seeker, he just doesn't think ahead sometimes. And it sucks because there's only so much I can do behind a computer thousands of miles away.

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>>742638201
Well, this will be an exercise in letting go. You'll need to realize that you really have no control, and you can't affect what happens. You need to let it happen. It's hard, it's much harder than you might think. But it's a good thing to learn to do.

>>742638348
What do you mean by letting go in this instance?

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>>742638348
Heyheyhey

>>742619049
>be me
>38 years old
>haven't had a girlfriend in over 14 years
>gave up trying to even approach women until one, about a year & a half ago, who totally played me
>a month or so ago encounter 10/10 QT (maybe 24yo at most?) working at the Walmart I shop at
>was cashier who checked me out first time I saw her
>she kept making small talk with me and gave me a really odd "see you later" after I had already pushed my cart away halfway to the exit
>see her a few more times when doing my shopping, she always looks at me, I never hold it
>two weeks ago, need cheapy shit watch to wear while working
>be in watch department
>she's now working that department
>sees me, comes over, asks me what type of watch I need and is showing me all sorts of different watches (it's Walmart, they're all cheap shit so there's like, no difference)
>make some small chat with her, she laughs at a few things, seems cool
>she asks if I need her to set the watch, I say yes, she does
>turns out she set it an hour ahead
>realize I have a perfect excuse to talk to her the next time I see her by jokingly guilt tripping her for setting my watch wrong, and use that as a lead in to ask if she'd like to go do something sometime
>been back three times since, she's never there anymore
>mfw I realize she's probably gone from shitty Walmart and I missed my chance

>>742637844

That's what I plan on doing, the more I think about it. I've never been this way about politics, ever. I try to not have a dog in any political fight, but I've been called a nazi supporter in a round-about way for trying to reason with him. He's like a rabid dog, and I hate to even say that. All of his posts in the last few days are ANTIFA related and he's not trolling - he legitimately believes this. Everyone has a right to a political opinion, but his dedication to what he feels is a just cause is alarming and disturbing.

Thanks anon for being here, I really appreciate it. I'm afraid to talk to anyone in my daily life about this because I'm concerned about losing my job if my words are twisted and I'm accused of being a national socialist.

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>>742638628
well, I think you learned a valuable lesson. Do not hesitate. Make your move. strike while the iron is hot. All that applies here

>>742638879
>mfw I don't get a cool Nausicaa pic like all the other anons get, I just get a pic of generic sloots

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>>742638568
He's going to do what he's going to do, and you'll have to let go of him. You can't really hold on.

>>742638611
Hey Mantis. Good to see you again. How are things?

>>742638628
Shoot, you moved just a little too late, Anon. This one's gone, unless by some mad coincidence you see her again there or somewhere else. She could be on break or sick or something.

You could keep an eye out for her, but keep looking for others. Don't let her hold you back. You won't make this mistake again. Next time, move early and move fast.

>>742638841
Yeah, you really can't talk about politics anywhere in public where your words can be linked to you. I don't say anything about 'em to the faces of people I can't trust absolutely. Just stay away, the people involved in politics are not worth it.

>>742639055
Here it comes. And Mantis is cool, be nice to Mantis.

>>742619049
Did Nausicaa anon become the new Alice?

>>742619049
I feel like i have an extra chromosome because i can't have a dinosaur

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>>742639170
I hope not.

>>742639173
But I think being unable to have a dinosaur is normal, Anon. Are you okay?

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>>742638628

I'm so, so sorry anon..

Still miss my firsy ex and think about her even though its been 3 years and I've dated other people since.

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>>742639340
She's not coming back, Anon. It's hard, but you really need to move on. Don't forget, but don't dwell on her either. You need to move fully into the life ahead of you.

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>>742639340
First Ex? does that mean first kiss? First sexual experience? If so, of course you're going to think about it from time to time. You never forget your first.

>>742639281
Well Nausicaa anon just remember to watch out for Alice or the Shrine Maiden unless they feel like you can take their job for the day. Just pointing it out but thanks for helping these anons anyway.

>>742639608
First everythihg including first love unfortunately. That saying is more than true.

>>742639138
Well you're certainly right in that it might be pretty hard for me considering every single post of mine has the word 'worry' in it. I can just hope that my concerns will have some kind of impression on him. Thanks for talking again, man. It helps more than you know.

i dont truly care about anyone i just care about how they percieve me. i have no real personality

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Just got my driving license, scratched my dads car 2 days after..

He dunno, what do?

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>>742639749
Keep those good memories in your heart, where they belong. You can keep them forever. Don't let it interfere with your current gf.

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>>742639632
Why?

>>742639810
Perhaps they will... it's good of you to try to look out for him. Take care, Anon. Sleep well.

>>742639887
If I knew how to solve that I'd tell you. I've got the same problem.

>>742639954
Tell him about it, and tell him you're sorry. Hopefully he'll react well to your honesty. Most parents do.

Can I just have a hug?

>>742640106
History let's just say, Nausicaa anon.....

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>>742639954
How bad are they? Sometimes, they come right out with pic related.

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>>742640275
*hugs you tightly*

Of course, Anon.

>>742640284
I'll do what I please, without a thought for history, tradition, or the feelings of others.

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>>742640275

>>742639887
Sure you do. You're probably just low key.

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ayyy

hows everyone's evening?

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>>742640106
Yeah i will tell him, but fuck me its hard.

>>742640336
Somewhat bad, i tried to dust them off as much as i could but still very visibly.

Thanks anons

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>>742640918
Good here. What's up with you?

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>>742640918
I'm doing pretty good, Bell. How are you?

>>742641034
You got this, Anon. You can do this.

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>>742641034
Can you post a pic? I could tell you more, then.

When I wake up tomorrow morning, it'll be the 8th anniversary of when my father died. It'll also be the one month anniversary of my grandma's death. I don't feel like I'm ready to face it. Hell, I could barely even say goodbye to my grandmother, and I never got the chance to tell my dad just how much he meant to me.

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>>742641058
just stopped streaming Alien: Isolation

i dont need that kind of panic in my life

other than that, pretty solid

>>742641133
good, good. still questioning captcha's obsession with the words 'calle' and 'frei'

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>>742641259
hey flagbouy <3

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really feel like my life is worthless and i wanna just end it. not like suicide, but to just stop everything with no paint at all. straight up disappear. six years of pain and suffering has been enough in my book so i want off the ride

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>>742641310
Sup
How are ya!

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>>742619049
Hey there,
>>Full time college fag
>>Full time work fag
I am aggravated that I have to hear these 18 year olds bitch and complain about
>>How come FASFA only game me $5,000 this year?
I didn't even get FASFA because my mother fucked me, stole my $40,000y grandparents saved up for me in order to go to school... Spent it on school for her and proceeded to tell me I was never given any money.
I'm bothered because people say I try too hard and my work ethic is 'extra' and it kills me to think that hard work is fucking prosecuted now instead of just the cultural norm. I'm incredibly upset and I wish my lofe was easier but at the same time I look up to what if has always said
Don't pray for an easier life, pray to be stronger men.
>>Tldr I have a fuck ton of stories I can share if anyone is interested.

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>>742641436
hey hon, have you figured out anything that felt like it pushed you over the edge? honestly, I've been suffering major depression for at least a decade and shit sucks, but sometimes at least knowing what has you down can offer a bit of relief and help you understand why you feel the way you do.
>>742641528
very, very drunk and upset.

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>>742641310
henlo!

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>>742641229
*hugs you gently*
Dying fuckin sucks, Anon. It's the worst. It's going to hurt. For a long time. I'm sorry Anon, but that's how it is. It's hard, it's really hard.

>>742641259
Captcha's been a little weird lately. I keep getting the same ones over and over again, but they're not anything interesting. Just canoes and cars.

>>742641436
Things don't get better when you're gone Anon, but it's possible for them to be improved while you're alive. Your life is not worthless; at the very least it means something to me, and I think there are at least one or two people in real life who would be pretty broken up if you suddenly disappeared.

>>742641591
It sucks, Anon. All of it. I'm sorry. This culture has destroyed all that was good by approximating it with what seemed right and flushing away all the actual good people with over-regulation. You seem pretty strong though, I think you can weather this storm and the many coming.

>>742641229
I heard this helps. You can write a letter to your father. Tell him everything. Go to the gravesite and read it out loud. Then put it in an envelope and leave it there. I'm thinking of trying this myself, with my mother.

I feel like my gf doesn't love me anymore. It all started in February when I lost my apartment. She was pregnant with our son. In those months, I never stopped saying I love you or those cheesy things she used to love hearing. As each month passed, she got more annoyed with the things I say, to the point where she'll only text me after many hours. The only time she is willing to spend with me is when I give her a ride to her friends or pick up the boy... I'm really freaking depressed, damn near suicidal honestly. I feel worthless, empty, unwanted, useless. I cry every single night and apologize profusely out loud to myself. I'm losing the greatest girl to ever walk into my life and I'm an absolute wreck over it because it's all my fault...

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>>742641625
what keeps pushing me over the edge is my own pessimism, very little self esteem, and wanting to express myself but not being grouped with the lgbt+ community. tbh im a closet feminine guy but im a straight as a pole. vv afraid of the shit the world has to say about me, so i hide in fear of being judged by others

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>>742641625
Why are you upset?

>>742641863
I've thought many times about just slamming my car into a brick wall...

>>742619049
Called an ambulance for my dad today since he was acting all fucky like he was drunk or something and kept falling, low blood pressure from ambien or something. I tried to keep him sat down on the bed and he was asked what the fuck was wrong with me. He doesn't ever swear at me or the rest of the family, and I know he didn't mean to, but it's still irking me. He still thinks that we were in the wrong for trying to get him to go to the hospital, but he still hasn't exactly recovered from his... whatever yet.

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>>742641201
Sorry for the bad light :/

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>>742641905
honestly? fuck 'em. don't worry about being grouped, just be you. shave your armpits if you want, learn to cook like a motherfucker, whatever makes you happy. gender roles are shit and people should be happy being who they are inside regardless of how people view you.
take it from someone who acts the opposite of how they look, no one cares how you act when they get to know you as a person.
I'm sorry if this wasn't much help, I'm honestly really shitfaced right now, and this is all I've got in me.
>>742641976
long story and personal shit that I can't get into because it's still going down in DMs right now.

>>742620212
lol my girlfriend left me because I have too much anxiety.

I miss her. She was my best friend for the past 10 years... I feel sad now.

>>742641863
You are not worthless, or any of those other things. Now, to your child, you are everything. Life has changed for you now. The most important thing is your child. And now, all of your focus all of your energy is going to be devoted to the child.

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>>742641863
You need to talk to her, Anon. You need to find out why she's been becoming more cold, and what's driving you two apart, so you can fix it. You need to communicate. At the very least your son loves you, and you need to stay in this world for his sake.

>>742642080
You did the right thing, Anon. I hope he can realize that... I've been in a similar position where I almost didn't, and would have sorely regretted it. That is certainly worrying though, hope he pulls through okay.

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>>742642113
Ok I see. Nice to have you here, tho.

>>742641807
I write a letter to him every year. One on his birthday and one the day he died. I burn it since he was cremated. It really does help.

>>742642091
Hmm. Rubbing compound won't work on those. I'm sorry, but your gonna have to tell him. Offer to pay a body shop to fix it up.

>>742642465
Good to know. Thanks for the corroboration.
>>742642149
So, we can say that anxiety is causing you a problem in life. I suggest you see a therapist or doctor about this anxiety problem.

>>742642373
Thanks for the support, anon. The responders said he would be alright, and to call them back if he were to go unconscious again. I wish he would've just let them take him in, but he was just being a sarcastic asshole like he does when he is being pestered.

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>>742642681
Yeah, figured.
Ty anyway anon

>>742642956
you could figure out the paint color, if you have the make and model of the car. some dealerships have paint pens to cover up surface scratches, but I'm not sure how it would work out.

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>>742642956
Is there time/money for you to take it to the shop before he finds out?

hi. I gave this one girl a cd, a playlist of my favorite songs on Christmas2016. One day, she texted me that it arrived. I was happy. But then she didnt text me for a week. I asked her how she was doing, and asked her if she listened to the cd i gave her. She told me that she hasnt finished listening to it. That's her last message to me. She hasnt replied to me since january. What do? I like her very much.

>>742619049
>Hello Anonymous. Something got you down? Need a hug? Let's talk.

I... I see stupid people. Especially on /b/. They're everywhere.

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>>742643134
Well, it's been a long time Anon. Have you been texting her since then and she hasn't responded? If that's the case, it's time to let her go and move on, regardless of how much you like her. I'm sorry.

>>742643212
Yup. They're plentiful. Am I one of them? Are you?

>>742643212
Spend more time on >>>/lit/

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>>742643123
Not sure will it take much time? I will have Max 2 hours.

>>742643074
I have both, the question is time.

>>742643134
Keep your eye out for other Qts. This looks done to me.

>>742619049
thanks again for the nausicaa

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>>742619049
>>742643363
a lot of people in here trying not to die, friend OP, but i'm merely trying to live.
I made a couple of advances on lovely ladies at karaoke tonight, which seemed to be recieved well, but I didn't have a nice neat way to continue the conversation. I know what I need is a nice neat approach plus the mentality of being accessible and fun for when the conversation wanders. Am I right or way, way off base?

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>>742643613
Ok do this: start a thread on >>>/o/
Those guys love this kind of stuff. I'm sure you'll get top-level advice from them. The best of luck to you, Anon.

>>742643876
Many thanks kind sir!

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>>742643838
Sure thing, Anon.

>>742643873
Your thinking looks spot-on to me, Anon. But don't try to limit yourself to one topic. Increasing your overall conversational skill would be more valuable than acquiring one set of information or ideas to use to continue a conversation.

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>>742619049
I am pissed off all the time

I don't like my family

I rather have my friends as my family then my family.

I pretend to care about anything my family tells me and I always pretend to smile and laugh at people.

Sometimes I wish I had powers to just take control over everything that way everything can be done the way I want it too.

I have suppressed agression that seems to build up over time.

Also I envy my friends for their amazing lives that they live while I have to message hoes and girls that like me from far far away and I play video games all day.

Hey man,
I'm having a real rough go of things.

About a year ago I developed depersonalisation disorder and severe anxiety and panic disorders.
On top of this, my long running depression led to my first ever full on mental breakdown.

My girlfriend was a huge support through all of this, even when my illness made me feel afraid of her and distant.
I've been doing a little better for a couple of months, and while our relationship had a lot of awful ups and downs through it all, we had reached a point of closeness and security.

She's on tour playing in a band at the moment, (we're both musicians), and she told me yesterday that she made out with a friend of the band who is on tour with them.

I feel fucking dead inside, I have some real big issues with trust and feelings of inadequacy and I'm really struggling to cope with the pain of this.
The relationship is basically over now, we just haven't had the official conversation about it.
I'm not doing very well right now.

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>>742643363

love seeing threads like these thank u op.
very depressed myself because i dont have the ability to form connections with people even though i have a girlfriend thats loved me for 10 years i dont know if im lying to myself to feel the same way and i get extremely bored with everything so easily. i just feel like im missing a part of my life that i won't ever have.

>>742644283
Oh shit i fucked up. Fuck me.

>>742644352
Just kill me.

>>742644280
is there any chance of reconciliation?

>>742644576
you dont even know her, do you? stop being pathetic and focus on something productive.

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>>742644576
Looks like it's time to move on there bud.

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A girl I met from an anime convention pecked me on the cheek when I saw her

Today was a good day

>>742644280
wow eerily similar to what my life sounded like a year ago. if it's anything like me id say you should leave now and never come back because she doesnt have enough dedication and her feelings for you will soon die unceremoniously. but thats just, like, my opinion dude.

>>742644697
I do know her. We texted for a long time. I dont know what i did wrong. Maybe her mom got pissed at me for sending a surprise gift.

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>>742644100
You're doing a good job holding back, Anon. I'm impressed. But if you hold back like this forever, you'll pop. You need to talk to a therapist or a psychiatrist, they'll be able to help you deal with the pent-up aggression. While it may not get better, you can get pretty good at dealing with the situation.

>>742644280
*hugs*
You may still be able to salvage this, Anon. If she regrets it, she won't do it again and she'll stay with you. I don't know. You do need to talk to her about it.

I'm sorry it's come to this, Anon.

>>742644283
Yeah, you need to move on. She's not coming back. I'm sorry, but that's the hard truth Anon.

>>742644333
*hugs you gently*
You're going to need help with this, Anon. It can get better, but you need to move to change it. Have you talked to a therapist yet?

>>742644857
That sounds wonderful, Anon! I'm glad you had such a good day. Now have a good evening!

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>>742644957
It's feels from here on out, tomorrow is the last day of the con

>>742644951
you know her but you havent met in person? and you talk to her in the same way you would to someone you barely know. just stop dude it isnt real

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>>742644333
Chek'd
>>I have a gf who's loved me for 10 years.

you are not missing a thing. don't worry about it. Most anons would chew off their left hand to be in a similar situation. Enjoy it, appreciate it, you are living the dream.

>>742644676
nah, for quite a few reasons.
I don't really want that because while she hasn't cheated before, there's been quite a few times where my trust has been tested.
All of them hurt, and I really need to consider my own mental health and the impact that all of these things have on it. I can't have something in my life that hurts me like this as often as it does.
Overall the relationship has been good though, we had really built something strong and supportive and open to both of us talking honestly about our feelings and thoughts.

Additionally, she has her own mental health issues which are a factor in her behaviour. Bipolar and BPD. But she tells me that she doesn't think we can get through this, because she feels like the fact that a lot of her relationships end like this is an indication that she shouldn't be in a relationship and that I don't deserve to deal with her behaviour.

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>>742644857
I'm sorry to tell you this but it was most likely a trap

>>742644957
I tried moving on. But the feeling that she still likes me lingers in my mind for some reason. Maybe her mother just prohibited her from texting me. And we still kinda talked after that incident, but i stayed away from her since we last talked because i wanted to move on

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>>742644857
I love it when the good guys win!

>>742619049
I want to eat barbecue but I go out so I don't know any restaurants near me since I moved in December.
I also haven't got myself a doctor, dentist, or car shop. I'm bad at adulting.
Anyone know any good barbecue places near Wilmington, Woburn, or Wakefield Massachusetts?

>>742644910
Yeah that's the plan.
I have no interest in prolonging my suffering in this relationship, it just hurts alot right now and I'm struggling to deal with it.

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>>742644957
I've been able to maintain it by gaming and having laughs with friends. But I feel like my true side was always my straightforward angry side.

I always feel like I can get my point across easier when I'm upset.

>>742645308
If nobody has an answer here, try starting a thread on >>>/ck/

>>742644957
i tried talking to one but he just tried to make me talk to people and didn't really help me with anything i guess so i stopped going. might be different with another one but im afraid it'll be the same outcome.

>>742645112
but i don't exactly feel a connection with her or if im feeling the right thing. im not sure how "love" is exactly supposed to feel

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>>742645025
Get her number if you haven't already.

>>742645195
It's gonna hurt a lot, Anon. But perhaps you really do need to just move on. I'm sorry things are the way they are, but if you don't think it can be salvaged, don't let it have too big an effect on you.

>>742645242
Just move on. Don't think about her anymore. Not worth the effort.

>>742645308
Sorry, I haven't been out there Anon. Drive around a bit, or look up restaurants online. It's not too hard to find them.

>>742645432
Do other people get upset when you're angry but honest?

>>742645610
Well, perhaps what needs to happen is that you need to make more of an effort to get out of your comfort zone and help yourself.

>>742645610
nobody knows exactly how love is supposed to feel. Until they feel it.

>>742645759
>>742645195
I know, thanks for the response.
I know what I need to do here, it's just hard and I needed to talk to someone about it.

>>742645242
you keep mentioning her mother. Let me ask, how old is this girl.?

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>>742646152
Good luck, Anon. You can handle this. You've got this.

-Fenn

>>742645759
Thanks. I really should move on.

>>742645432
hi, this is not Alice-anon but >>742643873
I would like to presume on your patience for one moment and say: please look for the emotional logic people use. I say please watch for it and learn it as best you can. And please learn to shadow that bluntness and clarity of expression that suits you so well -- don't lose it but use it only when you are certain of your audience.

There are others that think like you out there.

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>>742645229
That makes it better

>>742645759
Oh yeah I already scored her number last year

>>742645759
thank you i really appreciate it
ill try to but its pretty difficult to really do things about it

>>742619049
whats the anime about

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>>742646601
Often the right thing is very difficult. Good luck, Anon. I'll be around again sometime if you need help.

>>742646612
It's called Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind and it's about a princess who tries to save her valley from the retaliation of the toxic jungle after human over-industrialization of the earth enrages it. Or, something like that. It's a lot of fun, I strongly recommend it.

>>742619049
I crave social interaction,but most of my friends live miles and miles away, and i no longer have a way to see them without using public transport. it's so lonely here.

>>742646823
is it a big city or a small-town? Or is it even a rural area?

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>>742646823
Could you make new friends, Anon? Or can you convince your friends to come over to your place?

Running out of pictures again.

-Fenn

>>742619049
Who are you??

>>742646965
How many Nausicaa pics do you have? Have you swept through any of the boorus yet?

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>>742619049
>>>742645229
>That makes it better

Agreed

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>>742647029
He is Anonymous. Just like me. Just like you.

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>>742646267
I think that makes sense thank you

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>>742647029
Some people call me Fenn. Sometimes I post threads on 4chan. I'm kind of a loser. Who are you?

>>742647093
Around 60 including edits and duplicates. I haven't scraped any boorus yet, but I intend to soon. This collection is obviously too small.

-Fenn

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>>742645759
It's more like they fear me which is odd

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>>742647316
Angry people can be scary. Do you raise your voice when you're angry?

-Fenn

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>>742647286
Oh, well you definitely should, because it looks like there's just under 450 pictures for you to work with. Sure, you'll have to sort through a lot of porn, but at least you'll have some more pics to work with.

https://gelbooru.com/index.php?page=post&s=list&tags=nausicaa&pid=0

>>742646950
small town, so there's a few people here but just small enough that everyone knows everyone (bad thing, people know i browse 4chan and people always take it in a bad way)

>>742646965

as i stated above, that's gonna be pretty hard with people knowing i browse this site. I could move away from here, and just find people in another place, but i'm not sure if i want to move yet.

as for getting friends over to my place, that may be possible but it's quite unlikely due to the same problems i have. maybe another time :(

Im studying civil engineering im missing 15 classes, i want to finish next year, but it seems like forever, i want to give up, fail 1 class last period cause a stupid mistake in an exam, was missing 2 point to pass the class, teacher told me he was going to pass me, he didnt do it. Fuck my life.

>>742646782
what sites and such is it on... like kissanime or idk hulu or whatever

>>742647511
how do they know you browse 4chan?

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>>742647485
Ah, thank you very much Anon. I'll see about acquiring some of those soon.

>>742647511
That's too bad... I wouldn't go so far as to move though. Maybe you could arrange to meet your friends somewhere?

>>742647525
If you're missing classes, cancel out of them so they don't drag your overall grades down. Sounds like you're down on your luck here, but things could get better. Keep working at it; if you give up now, it'll never improve.

>>742647782
http://kissanime.ru/Anime/Kaze-no-Tani-no-Nausicaa/Movie-1080p?id=60656&s=default

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>>742645759
It's more like they fear me which is odd

>>742647453
No it's more assertive I think people don't take me seriously because I talk in a kind soft voice deep voice._.

>>742646782
i'll watch nausicaa finally before i go to bed, since you've helped me. hopefully i've done something by the next time you're here so i can tell you about it. anyways thanks again and good night

>>742619049
I have no worth. I can't find a reason why I should live within myself. I have a gf who is fucking awesome. We've been together since high school, during that time she kept me from killing myself several times. And then she moved. We kept dating but we're growing distant. I'm really worried because she's the only good thing in my life and if I lose her I don't know what reason I'll be able to find that will keep me from ending it

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>>742647981
Soft deep voice if you get me