25+ general. Why haven't you killed yourself yet?

Because I have a kid to look after.

>>742448472
would hurt my mother too much, probably kill her

>>742448472
What about you op? why habent't you killed yourself?

>>742448472
because my dick still works and cant fap when Im dead

>>742448472
It would be comically expensive and I lack the assets right now to absorb the cost, plus it would destroy my girlfriend and parents.

>>742448472
Just now replaced my phone's lcd. Bought myself some more time on this planet.

>>742448472
i aint no bitch

>>742448472
because I'm happy and successful

>>742448472
Still have some more things to take care of I guess. Truth is I really lack motivation and purpose.

I don't have the courage

>>742448472
>25+ general. Why haven't you killed yourself yet?

spite

>>742449260
I'm unmotivated plus I'm waiting for my SNES mini.

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>>742449429
this

>>742448472
this new [videogame/show/meme/movie/song/food/temporaryhigh] is keeping me interested in my life right now.

what is this empty void i feel when i have no distractions and how can i fill it before i run out of distractions?

i work with kids and i cant imagine having someone explain to them that /anon/ cant come back cause they fucking offed themself

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>>742448472
because im not a self diagnosed depression degenerate like half of the faggots here

>>742451688
is antone motivared in this day and age? and how mucch does one of those cost?

>>742452330
Like they would tell that to a bunch of kids you fucking retard. They'd just say you moved away or something

Jesus you're stupid, I feel bad that someone as dumb as you is allowed to work with kids and influence their tiny little minds and make them as stupid as you.

>>742448472
Because of my partner, that's about it.

>>742448472

I fear death, but I am curious as to what it's like to die. I always imagine it's like sleeping, except you never wake up or gain awareness ever again.

>>742452569
brb hanging myself

>>742448472
I thought about it, but then realized, I don't have to. I've done nothing that warrants it. The world is a beautiful and interesting place, and I am lucky to be in it at all. If the majority of our young ape species is a dangerously ignorant, vile, aggressive, bunch of shitheads, and the problem is wayyy too big for me to fix, well, then it's not really my penance to serve out, is it. It's others.

So, I will exist, leave the world the same, or just barely slightly better than I found it. ...and die, and my only lasting statement, the net effect of my entire life, will be the decision to not subject my offspring to a lifetime in it, and withhold whatever inventions and innovations they might have made. Terrible species, if I had the means to eradicate you all with a virus, I would, but I don't, so I will live until I die, happy to have enjoyed the trees and rocks and pretty mountain scenery, and good fucking riddance to the rest of you horrible apes.

>>742448472
I'll be 46 next month, tried to anhero several times, my days without suicided thoughts are 0 right now.
It's okay, I guess

I consider suicide the cowards way out

>>742452569
Don't call Jesus stupid, anon.

>>742453024

coward
ˈkaʊəd/
noun
noun: coward; plural noun: cowards

1.
a person who is contemptibly lacking in the courage to do or endure dangerous or unpleasant things.

By definition, suicide cannot be a cowardly act. It requires all the things a coward lacks, and it is daunting and fearsome.

>>742448472
I still have things left undone. And, even if I've thought about it, it seems quite the waste to have devoured creatures through a whole lifetime without giving a purpose to their sacrifice other than to be turned to shit by my digestive system.

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I'm happy after a very long time. Struggling to get by but I'm slowly moving forward

>>742453024
I consider going on living because you're afraid of death, or afraid of admitting that death may be preferable to a lot of people than living another day in this shit world you're so heavily invested in, the cowards way out.

Your attaching cowardice to it says everything about you, and nothing about anyone else.

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>>742448472
Because I actually enjoy being alive?

I know,right?

>>742453338
You're asking me if I'm right?

If I wasn't right, would I admit it now?

...what's the fucking point of responding to someone who just said a thing, that you know that thing, and asking them if it's right? Of course they're going to say it's right. STOP SAYING SHIT THAT MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE

because onece you realize we live in a simulation and you just talk to npcs aka fucking retards your world will change. I just don't give a fuck and im doing what I want.

ITT: NPCs

>>742453495
How do I get off this shit tier demo mode and level up to work for the space program?

>>742452941
Have you had relationships?

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>>742453495
If that's what you believe, than why don't you believe you're not a NPC yourself?

>>742453495
had an image where anon explains his theory that there are a finite number of souls in a regen cycle, and because of that the majority of humans are soulless walking "NPCs", which is why there are so many people that seem "generic" or "boring". it's a funny idea

>>742453623
Yes, quite a few, and they were -mainly- the source of mental brakdowns and self hatm scenatios.
Just your average 4channer, slightly over the average IQ, underachiver, aspie tendencies, autistic rages and the need for cumming everyday makes me a very vulnerable fag for evil wimmen

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>>742453813
>>742453495
Found it, with an addendum

>>742452784
damn seems comfy

Just got out of my NEET situation and got a job so I'm gonna see what its like to have money. If it sucks then yeah

As suicidal and addicted as League of Legends makes people, right cause it's league, I live hoping for that one day when I get a good fucking game, have money for food, take a nice calm walk to pick it up ( for both me and my cat ), get back home to a nice conversation and fap and then go to sleep.

10 years like this. Something like ten years, anyway. Maybe 6.

>>742454543
20 with a broken bone from when I was 10 and good at football.

Too good to be true. /catolic_joke

31. Think about it every single day. The only thing that stops me is I think my fiancee would kill herself too. She's too good for me but somehow loves me more than I can describe which depresses me even further that I can't be the person she needs me to be, but if I stop being a person she does too. I fucking hate it all.

27 here, my life turned out pretty good. Got friends,free time, good amount of money, dope car and a cooler gf than I ever thought I'd have. I lucked out being good looking and not embarrassingly retarded though.

Family, and because i dont have the balls. Really my life has just been a waste and a monument of suffering, i would like to but cant at this time.

I'm 23 and have wanted to kill myself since i was 7, i haven't because i am a huge fucking sobbing wet cunt with no will to do anything.

because life is fucking awesome?

I don't enjoy life at all but I guess I still care for my family.

Also, there's still a possibility that some afterlife exists and it might be even shittier than this life here, so... No, thanks, I'll wait.

24

it would kill my mother. she's unstable, suffers from anxiety/depression, and has the occasional full-blown psychotic episode that can last a couple weeks. my dad is getting old, and he's always been my rock..but i feel like an untimely death in the immediate family would shake even his resolve, especially with the brunt of my mother's mental breakdown being his responsibility to deal with.

my two older siblings are amazing, they're both married and getting ready to start their own families. i think they would both carry on just fine, but i can't bear to imagine the pain it would put them through.

>>742454992
Some of us are trying to kill ourselves here, do you mind?

>>742454879
so you're not intelligent enough to realize what an empty void your existence is? gotcha

>>742448472
Because I haven't tried whataburger and I really want to.

Also, I have a wife

>>742453107
some people might argue that living the rest of their long lives would be more dangerous and unpleasant than the quick, short release of death

>>742455290
If you have to be retarded to be happy, sign me up. Life is hell.

>>742455394
Thats true, but we still have a deeply ingrained instinct to survive and stay alive. To overcome that is no small feat.

because im waiting for a good vidya

>>742455649
I hear farcry 5 will be pretty tight

I just hope I get into a car accident or terminal cancer

>>742455704
i have some faith in far cry, assassins creed is lost

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>>742448472
Because life is what you make of it, i enjoy living a good life with lots o food and vidya! 28 years of age and still have alot of fun stuff to do! Working is just a tool for me to do what i want! Travel, eat, play vidya with waif and have fun! I think life is at its prime 30-60 when u have money to do what you want!

>>742448472
Too busy drinking myself to death instead

>>742455885
Never been a fan of ass creed. I hear they are making witcher 4. That may be bullshit though.

I'm stuck in the Philippines without all games. And I have shit Internet.

>>742448472
Still got a lot of fapping and drugs to do also still jew to exterminate.

>>742448472
>>742448472
Killing myself would cause significant problems for other people at the moment.

It would hurt my parents and sister too much. I hate myself, but I don't hate them. I can put up with this. Besides, I'm sure everything will one day get better... if not, then I guess I just wait for my parents to kick the bucket

>>742456152
But those won't be your problems

>>742455937
I highly respect this dude

This one time I was in the bathtub and slit my artery and tried to bleed out. Luckily (or unluckily) the neighbour's kid shouted something and I got out of the bathtub. I already had something like a tunnel vision where my peripheral vision was sort of gone, it was dark all around except for what I was looking at. White clouds in a tub full of a red liquid.
I attempted it again a couple times but never managed to hit an artery again. I was 21 at the time, now I'm 22 and thinking of getting a gun somehow and pulling the trigger at the right time.
I did it out of general depression that I couldn't get over. Sometimes I think that maybe I should have stayed and waited it out or maybe I did pass out and it was a voice in my head that woke me up, I will never know.

AMA

>>742454430
it doesnt get better believe me

>>742456966
What happened after you got out of the bathtub

>>742454879
then why are ya here faggot

>>742448472
Because I'm a millionaire in 2 years

>>742455925
Youre living in a false reality

>>742452211
Try heroin

>>742448472
Anyone here from Australia on disability support pension? I suffer from depression, anxiety and chronic fatigue. How do I improve my chances of getting on it? I was rejected a couple years back but nothing's improved

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>>742456966
Ur ded nigga dis all a dream

>>742457180
Afterward I smoked some weed, drank plenty of water. I still remember not remembering anything after the first toke like it was yesterday.

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>>742448472

>>742453747
would it change something? I might be programmed to believe i have a free will but who gives a shit as long as we don't really know the truth and even if this world aint no sims then who gives a fuck what you do ? You will be forgotten in like 5 generations max, people can laugh at you, mock you, praise you but in the end it really boils down to your position to the shit others pull on you.

>>742457362
Convert to Islam

Was considering it then my best friend did it. It was so fucked. The pain you would put other people through is unreal.

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>>742453984
this is a great theory. I can add to this a thing: what if I am a programmer, and others are just functions to execute my programs, so the law of attraction is really a real shit.

>>742458312
Lul

>>742448472
hope springs eternal

>>742448472
Because I hate myself so much that I continue living to spite myself.

Life is still beautiful, even if I'm having a shitty time. It would be selfish to drag everyone else down with my death...

...and there's always weed and alcohol to pick me up / put me down

>>742448472
there's always a new vidya game or movie to look forward to.

>>742448472
because I have a good job, own a home and have several fuck buddies. 27 btw

>>742448472
Waiting for WW3 to start so I can join on the reconquest of the Holy Land

Pokemon Go, I've yet to catch em all.

Because i have a bangin mrs and my second kid on the way. Slightly above average penis has definitely helped me put the rope down on occasion

>>742452915
Your horse is so high that you can't even get enough oxygen up there. You might want to get off, you insufferable holier-than-thou autist

>>742449429
So get a gf to have sex with then.

i want to cause as much destruction to the world first..... also i just started watch supernatural

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31 here. I live with my gf and her 5 year old daughter, we are happy. I have a few friends (got rid of nearly everybody), a few hobbies, work is on and off, some problems here and there, not a lot of money. I love my gf and her daughter, my family, my friends, my cats and nearly all the rest of the world. In other words, I have quite a "normal" life, and I enjoy every day.

But specially, I live in a world where The Fields of the Nephilim exist, and that is all I need to be alive.

>>742448472
I've got 5 bitcoins and I'm waiting it out to see if they ever skyrocket. If they're not worth a life-changing amount of money by the time I'm 35 I'll just sell 'em and do drugs/prostitutes until I'm dead.

>>742448472

have to wait until my parents are dead

will not take too long

>>742448472 I'm actually quite surprised no one from 4chan has killed themselves for the sake of a meme

>>742448472
Working up to it.

>>742453107
I agree.

>>742454879
Lies. Pitiful lies.

>>742454992
Not for everyone faggot.

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>>742455549
/thread

>>742456209
Right????

>>742462656
I respect this very much
I am doing the same.

I'm the only one left alive?
That's good motivation.

>>742448472
Waiting for big happenings worldwide chaos.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64K00Uamjn0

>>742453322
This. Life is bretty gud. Not rich by any means but make enough to not worry about most things and I just want to live a modest life