Feels thread

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Last week thread continued

What is your sorrow my fellow anons?

>>742308241
Its always over a girl

>>742308387
Tell me about it anon, do you still love her?
You can't forget her no matter what?
Yeah I know that feel bro

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gkqZSZjSU7w

>>742308457
It made me giggle a bit actually, thanks anon

>>742308588
Yeah of course I still love her and that's what makes it hurt so much.

(small detailed history)

Started dating for 1 month
She dumped me and slept with her ex 10 hours after she dumped me, then convinced me to get back together
Was with her for 2 years then she cheated on me a bunch with one guy while I was away and broke up with me and made me move out of our apt.
Convinced me to get back with her and then dumped me again 1 month later and again convinced me to get back together.
Fast forward to this week 2 years and 8 months she acted the same way she did when she first cheated on me and told me she wanted to be in an open relationship and then I broke up with her and now it's done for good

Thanks for listening anon

Hey Adonis. It's Ulysses. If you are who I'm talking about, Just wanted to say hey. If not, don't respond. How's it going. Nothing really's bothering me, honestly, just checking in to see how you are.

>>742308822
Ouch my man, I so sorry to hear that because I know the feel of loving someone who's didn't care for you and still love her knowing that. It fuckin hurts my man

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>>742308014
29 today, or rather, yesterday.

They made me work on my birthday.

Course I never told it was my birthday.

Having no friends, being a wageslave and working on my birthday.

>>742308975
I'm op but I'm not the guy you mentioned but it seems a little background could be interesting, if you don't mind I little green text is appreciated

>>742309187
Get out my man, talk to people, go to a club of hobbies you like and there meet new people, most important is get out of your comfort zone.
Don't worry, it get better

>>742309187
There are so many ways to not live a shit life.

What's your excuse?

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Just a reminder to all of you /b/ros going though a hard time that everything gets better if you work on it.

Felt like shit for 2 years straight, drowning my sorrow in booze and weed, thinking I'd never meet anyone as good as her, until I met someone better than her when I finally decided to say "fuck her" and go out.

Nothing is permanent, your life WILL get better, and don't you dare ever thinking otherwize, that was my mistake.
Love you guys, everything good that happened to me was because of you all.

>>742309804
Thank you my man, what is the history bro sounds pretty like my situation so I may use your experience to find out my shit

>>742309804
Everytime I see her or hear about her it hurts so fucking much the worst thing is im the one who fucked it all up

>>742310547
I feel you bro imagine my situation, I get to see her everyday in uni because she is my classmate. Shit is tough man

I don't really know how to explain. I'm over her and I love someone else now, but every once in a while I can't help but look back at the time I spent with her and feel like shit.

>>742308014
It's always a girl that does this shit

Sad part is I'm here cause I hurt the girl I loved

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>had to put dog of 12 years and best friend down 2 days ago
>give her a proper burial
>every time I look at the mound of dirt and headstone in my backyard I feel like i've been stabbed in the chest
>keep expecting her to run to the door when I get home
>she doesn't and never will again
It hurts lads

>>742310476
>be me
>17
>never felt love for someone
>noone ever loved me
>meet this girl
>feel weird, is this love ?
>get with her
>date her for 4 months, was the best time of my life at the time
>one night she texts me saying it's over
>feel terrible, thinking nothing matters
>start drinking as often as I can to forget the pain, smoking weed every day to help myself forget as well
>do this for 2 years
>Didn't have sex with her too, we were both virgins
>One day I go to a music festival with my best friend
>He introduces me to a friend of his
>Blonde qt3.14
>feel weird again
>fuck not this shit again
>hang out with her all the time during the festival
>kiss her while completly drunk and high, feel really good
>2 weeks later, see her again during a party, get to know her more
>fuck she's way better than the last one, how is this possible ?
>completly forget how bad I felt because of that other bitch
>have sex with this girl
>holy shit this is awesome
>See her again a week later during another party
>fuck again
>the next morning we talk about it
>tells me that she really likes me
>kiss her straight away and tell her I feel the same
>been together for the past 6 month

I've never more happy in my life.
My experience only applies to me though, but if it can help you, I was glad to help, you''l figure out how to get out of this mess eventually, don't worry.

>>742310547
How are you the one who fucked it all up ?

I know how painful it is at first, how long as it been ? Getting over a breakup isn't easy, but one day it'll just happen, and you'll wonder why you ever felt bad in the first place, trust me.

>>742308241
>Seven years, my entire social network, and my life down the shitter due to their selfishness.
>"Can we still be friends."
Bitch, you were my best friend and you did that terrible shit to me. If you wanted to break up but be my friend you should have said so instead of hurting me that way, and leaving me to my own devices when I asked you for help as a friend. I did every thing for you, I was always there for you. You couldn't even help me out the one time I have ever asked.

I would say they are a disgusting human being, but they were going through some shit. No excuse but Jesus Christ their actions were worse then those of a sociopath.

>>742309665
Having to grow up with shite friends in a shite area with no other geeks/nerds or any alternative group. Just different postcode gangs.

>>742309598
>go to a club of hobbies
Is geek/nerdy stuff still viable for the outcast, loners and losers of today? I mean, I feel like people my into this stuff have solidified their social circles (I've been to a con just to see what the fuss was and it was like 80% normies and cool kids)

>>742311909
Yes my man, your hobbie can be the bridge between you and the normies and even some grill, think this way if you go to a club of something you already like you have alot to talk about with people, try this seriously
>>742311129
The good times with her will always stay with you, make better memories with the new person it's the only way, thank me later
>>742311702
Oh, thanks anon now I kinda see how I can forget her. Or at least try

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More pics like this bros?

>>742312901
More please anon, I haven't seen this one yet

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>>742312985

>>742312873
No problems man, glad I could help

Hope everything will get better for you
You'll forget her one day, and you'll be able to look back on the time you were with her fondly, like something that made you what you are now, instead of looking at it as soething you miss

"You will never represent, Raphael, a young girl's erotic dream. You have to resign yourself to the inevitable; such things are not for you.
The sexual failure you have known since your adolescence, Raphael, the frustration that has followed you since the age of thirteen, will leave their inedible mark.
Even supposing that you might have women in the future - which in all frankness I doubt - this will not be enough.
You will always be an orphan to those adolescent loves you never knew. In you the wound is already deep; it will get deeper and deeper.
An atrocious, unremitting bitterness will end up gripping your heart. For you there will be no neither redemption or deliverance."

>>742314434
W tho?
Where's this from?

>>742312873
>Yes my man, your hobbie can be the bridge between you and the normies and even some grill, think this way if you go to a club of something you already like you have alot to talk about with people, try this seriously

Any suggestions, preferably in the (currently) ungentrified parts of London?

>>742314779
A book called "Whatever", by Michel Houellebecq.

>>742314847
Oh man I from South America I guess I can't help you in that aspect, but a would like to tell you that the most important thing is to get in a club of one of your current hobbies so you can right away have something to talk about and I'm sure another people would love to know new people with the same hobbies.
Talk to people there and get involved with it and in no time you will have friends, I know it sounds crazy but this works because you gonna have the same hobbies and that is a strong icebreaker

>>742314434
This is about missing out on teen love and then some.

Wow, I didn't know I could be more depressed about missing out on teen love.

>>742314984
Gonna check this out, thanks anon.
So what's your history anon

>>742315417
I'm Shure this is about that, because I had barely any teen love and this shit hit so much close home, holy fuck

>>742315492
Nothing of much interest. Typical teen loner story, which now in my early 20s has evolved into a bit of depression and alcoholism. I'm not too pessimistic though. I don't frequent these threads nor this board really, I just dropped over from /lit/ because I'm drunk and bored.

How about you?

>>742315891
The same problem with most of us my man, pussy problems.
Loved a girl, everything going fine for a while and then as it tends to happen to me she would get bored of me and she just leave, as simple like that she just leave and forgot about me, and I can't get over her

>>742316954
How long you been with her?

I haven't had much experiences with girls, and those I've had were nothing more than awkward sessions of making out in drunken stupors at parties.
Biggest problem was my social circle being literally non-existent and I live in a small town in an extremely rural area. Never sure what to do, where to go, etc.
I'm moving to the capital city of my country, however, by the end of this month. So maybe there's some hope, somehow. But depression is a bitch and all I really wanna do is sit alone and drink and watch all seasons of Roseanne over and over again.

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Check out this feels bo

>>742317311
Because you're a cuck.

>>742317367
Nigga this a feel thread

>>742317311
Because you're in an unhealthily big need of affection and attention so you fall for anyone giving you signs of it very easily.

>>742317542
It's not me in general I'm just posting to the thread bro. Quit being such a dick

>>742316954
>The same problem with most of us my man, pussy problems.

At least you got pussy, I spent most of my teens trying not to get my head kicked and then when I got to my 20s I had no idea on what the fuck to do.

>>742317542
Kind of hard to figure out who is legitimate or not in that position.

>Are they being polite or is it a little more?

But you always bet on the safe side to avoid embarrassment.

>>742317692
I'm not being a dick, I'm answering the question in the image. And I do believe that that is the reason.

>>742317336
>How long you been with her?
That's the problem, I'm with her for a long time but never like in the official way if you know what I mean, we are like exclusive but I guess she just was afraid of relationships but she cared enough for me to stay with me(extraoficial), and as I said before she got bored of me and leave, the shitty thing is I see her everyday in the uni and she seem so fucking happy it makes me depressed

Daughter passed away a year and a half ago, five years old. Wife left me, both of us couldn't handle it. Coming to this place and alcohol is pretty much all that's keeping me alive. Hurts to admit that.

>>742315084
How I feel when I'm watching a Shkreli livestream and a new gf appears in his camera.

>>742318245
Sorry to hear. How'd she die?

>>742317713
It's not like that my friend, I'm sorry you got shit growing up but this shit was cray cray, you don't even imagine all the meaningless drama I got to endure with no good reason (still virgin tho, as you'll see)

>>742318245
I'm sorry anon, stay strong and think how's the way she would like to see you, so do it for her

>>742318357
Born with a shit load of heart problems, didn't really get to go to school much because of it all. Knew the day would come to be honest.

Was a split-second decision, then another, and another, some even calculated out of spite
I had a chance /b/, to escape all of it and become somebody I could actually look in the face with genuine pride, and I threw it all fucking away like a miserable cuck
Kinda funny from a few steps back, sadistically appropriste in all honesty
I just wish I could sleep in as much as I could without the blistering night terrors as a consequence
I've genuinely ruined my life, this young too, I thought it was a joke but nah, I pushed and pushed and pushed everyone away and now they cruelly mock me whenever I reach back for them, just to watch me grovel and get off on the power they hold over me
I could have been it

>>742318623
Yeah, easier said than done, but hopefully one day I'll make her proud.

My grandpa died from lung cancer last year on thanksgiving, i thought of him as a grandpa and a father figure. my gf at the time didnt come over when i told her that he passed away, she never helped me or anything during christmas she bitched about her pressents. Anyway i knew he had cancer 1-2 years before he died and i didnt say anything and now hes gone. Its my fault. And im never going to be ok.

>>742318245
>Coming to this place and alcohol is pretty much all that's keeping me alive.

4chan really isn't a good place.

>>742318882
Think that, because the short little bit you had her, she is more beautiful for you.
She was a light that shines to much and for that she shine for short time

>>742319010
You'll get there my man, I trust you on this.
Stay strong for her

>>742309187
>late 20s
>kv

Maybe I'm not looking hard enough but it kinda seems that every "homely" girl at that ages has settled down or in a relationship. Lots and lots of 7+/10 girls who literally look like they've been pulled out a boohoo commercial but nobody in my league/common interests.

>>742319026
Nah bro, you are fine but your girl sounds like a total bitch and a basic like shit.
>Get out

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I'm simultaneously in a feet and feels thread and keep confusing the tabs.

>>742319249
Too true. Thanks.

>>742319654
She left me to go to college 1 hr away. And yes she was a bitch.

>>742311271
I had to do the same last month anon. Life has been hollow.

>>742319769
She will always live in your mind forever anon, and that's more than anyone gets most of the time when they pass away.

>>742319026
>cancer
>. Its my fault.
Wait how are you responsible for your grandfather cancer? Don't blame yourself for stuff you have no control over.
I know you meant about not talking about it, but don't you think that if he wanted to he would have chosen to talk? Respect his choice to not hurt or burden you with it (i suppose). And it's not like talking would have cured him sadly

>>742319797
Wow buddy, I bet she didn't even asked you before going there.
Trying to get out of there before you get hurt worst my man.
I know it's hard when you love her despite all of this, I really do

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-Ys0vTSsTo


The first time we met
Is a favorite memory of mine
They say time changes all it pertains to
But your memory is stronger than time

I guess, everything does change
Except what you choose to recall
There's a million good daydreams to dream on
But baby, you are my favorite memory of all

Like the night we made love in the hallway
Slept all night long on the floor
Like the winter we spent on Lake Shasta alone
Closer than ever before

And I remember than London vacation
It was you, made the whole thing a ball
There's a million good times I could dwell on
But baby, you are my favorite memory of all

The first time we met
Is a favorite memory of mine
They say time changes all it pertains to
But your memory is stronger than time

I guess, everything does change
Except what you choose to recall
There's a million good daydreams to dream on
But baby, you are my favorite memory of all

the Hag makes it ok

>>742320178
I always had a gut feeling when something bad was happing with him. When he had 2 heart attacks i was at work and my gut hurt like hell so during lunch i called home and i found out he was at the hosptail. And with the cancer thing i just had a gut feeling he had it and was going to die. I shruged it off.

>>742320448
This is bs, the person who broke me easily can be the one who's gonna put me back together, sadly she don't want to.

There's only one person on this Earth that I don't feel completely apathetic towards, and I can't explain why. I guess it's just neurotransmitters prompting me to have sex.

>>742320707
You're on a long, lonely road, brother. I hope you get off it before it kills you.

>>742308014
OP's picture is exactly what happened to me. Really more she was a JW and I wasn't, or so her reason was anyway. Thought I was going to marry that girl. But 6 years later or so and it doesn't hurt anymore really. I do occasionally still think her once in a while, but shes married and has a kid, that boat isn't even in the same ocean as it were.

That said though, I haven't had another relationship in all that time because of my inability to let it go for so long. I have now I guess, but I work construction now, so meeting women in the two hours after work before I go to sleep is a hassle.

>>742320636
Fuck man, I miss her

>>742320753
Love in a nutshell

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>>742308241
>what is your sorrow
My rabbits have died. On the eighteenth of January two thousand and seventeen my rabbit passed away. I know its insignificant to most,and it happened several months ago also I'm sure many of you see them as food but to me, my rabbit was more. He was my first pet that I could actually care for (previously had a dog when I was real young and fish when I was still too young to do more than feed them) and I loved him like he was my own child. To see him deteriorate in front of me like that, it changed something in me. I started bottling it all up, pushing it down so far I didn't feel a thing and from then on I felt nothing until he died. He'd been losing weight for a while and one day my dad brought him in and said 'you'd better say your goodbyes' and a few days later he passed.

Then more recently another one died. She wasn't even a year old. One day she just went limp so I brought her inside and put her in a box lined with a towel hoping she'd perk up but she never did. That was 15 days ago.

I still have pet rabbits but none can fill the hole in my heart left by my first who is pic related.

>>742320447
We went out for dinner and after she told me she wanted to break up, and i told her to please dont do it. I told her i already lost my grandpa and now you. If you leave do u know what it will do to me? She shruged her sholders and left. Now im so depressed constinly thinking of killing myself, i have a shitty broken ass car that barly works i have no money, a ok job that pays ok but still now i might be forced to live in my fuckin car and she has a new bf lots of $$$ a nice car. Fuck her.

>>742320801
I'm not going to kill myself anon, I still have my mother and she's a diagnosed depressed person so that would crack her up so kms is not an option, just hoping for better times my man

>>742321014 that happens to me too, but that girls will have a child soon. im fucking sad bucause the last time what i see this girl maybe was my last chance to speak with her. however im a nigga n she is perfect.

>>742320803
I'm sorry man, you have tried a dating app?
You might get surprised of the girls interested In a handyman, most girls is getting bored of all those metrosexual pussies so I think you've got a chance

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Part:1 I think the saddest shit I've ever had to deal with was with my dad
>be me
>be aspie 10 year old
>have a weird strande relationship with dad, but he still tries to do his best
>have a science teacher who fucking hates me
I guess she was just irritated by the fact that I was slow as shit when it came to answering questions, and would occasionally get so frustrated that my face would get red.
> She eventually begins provoking other students to pick on me by singling me out for little shit like dropping my pencil during a test.
Didn't help I was a fat kid either.
>one day I had enough
>I call her out on her bullshit in front of class and for once feel like I could stand up for myself.
>oshitshe'smadasfuck.mp4
>with her falcon claws, she escorts me to the principles office.
>get 4 days in detention
This bitch isn't satisfied though.
>walk out of detention on last day
>get stopped by guy in glasses and weird formal wear.
>asks me to step with him in to the front office.
>starts asking me if my parents ever hit me.
This bitch called CPS on me and my parents
> I try to tell them how this was all bullshit.
>they still give a 40 or so question show for me and my little sister.
>they let us go
>feel sick in the stomach
>get in the car line to go home
>get in back seat of my mom's car
>she looks so upset
>she hands me a bag from sonic
>she tries to drive for a bit down the road but eventually parks on the side of the road.
>she starts crying
>asks why I would ever tell my teacher that she beat me
>I try telling her that i didn't
> she shows me an email off her phone from my cunt of a teacher
>basically goes on to say how I claimed my mom and dad would hit me and call me worthless
>I start crying to, still trying to tell her that I didn't claim any of that
>she eventually stops and just drives off back to our house. Obviously still upset.
>I get home
>walk past my dad who was sitting in his arm chair with blood shot eyes and wet cheeks.
>go to my room
>sit on my bed

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Can't wait anons

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i don know how to say, its all n nothing.
i hate me but im a cowardly child .. in cant kill myself

>>742321154
Nah man, you have evaded a bullet she is worthless, in a few years the new boyfriend gonna get tired of her and dump her ass for a more younger model, while you gonna find a qt3.14 that's good for you and loves you, trust me on this anon

Are all of you faggots pussy hurting over a female? grow the fuck up or kys.

>>742321463
Thought about it, not really down for tinder or w/e. Will take suggestions for actual dating apps though, even though all the "formulas" they claim are no different from just going to a bar.
I agree with the handyman shit though, girls all about it if you can fix their car. Its a double edged sword though so you gotta watch that.

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>>742321840
Sounds like you're too immature to get it. We didn't lose a girlfriend of a couple months. We lost women who planning to spend the rest of our lives with. We lost our best friends, our soulmates. We lost the one person that could make the worst day of our lives better with her smile. We lost everything. Atleast, I did.

A feels thread is the one place being a dick on this site isn't funny. Maybe you're still too new to get that. Grow up, and let people grieve.

>>742321788
Ive tried going on dates and getting my life back together but its not working out too well, when .my date sees my car and i tell her im damn near homeless they dont like that.

>>742311702
that a good definition for a lucid dramatic best adolecence ever.

that have makes me feel sad, i will get 22 this september n my life is a shit

>>742321638
Thats some fucked shit, and to make it worse being a younger kid basically gives adults the pass to just straight ignore the truth you're telling them. But if you mention anything about a "beating" or w/e its full steam ahead without the context. Nonsense. I'm sorry to hear that anon.

I've got a problem. It's bad. I also cant describe it here because of rules. How do I kms without hurting the ones I love

>>742322223
Off by one ecks dee

>>742321845
That's something in your favor my man, I know for sure it better if you are rocking a beard, that's like an ultra male.
Don't forget your higiene tho and you should be set.
In the apps aspect I fear I can't be helpful, I know there's plenty but I'm not even from the states so other anon might help you on that.
Above all good luck my friend

>>742322223
You won't get advice on that from a feels thread friend. Best let a stranger talk to you if you're in here.

>>742322367
Where can I find someone who will talk to me

>>742322363
Can't grow a beard, got the pubic hair on my face covered though, lol so humor it is. Thanks for the replies.
>>742322424
You're already here man, lets have it.

>>742322127
If she's getting back down for your car she's not the one either, I'm not saying that you should go on full hobo mode but don't give yourself hard time about material stuff, you gotta search someone who's gonna love you for you. It nearly impossible in this time but it worth the pain

>>742322501
I guess no beard then, that's fine but above all you got to keep looking.
There's someone who's dreaming of someone exactly like you out there, as absurd it might sound it is true

>>742322078
Couldn't agree with you more. But be careful with your words; few are born dicks, something in their life must have made them that way. They could be feeling loss just as great as the loss we feel, no villain or hero is without a story.

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>>742317983
The is underappreciated as fuck, read it you bastards.

>>742322127
I agree with the other anon don't worry about your car too much. I will add that you should learn to work on it yourself if you don't know how. You will save a literally shit ton of money. ex: changing the brakes yourself can literally save you 500-1200 dollars depending on where you live (and how shady the mechanic is). I own a truck prob worse than your car with 2xxxxx miles on it and it looks like straight ass. But it is a testament to my mechanical skills that it still starts in two cranks. Plus learning something new is a distraction, even if you don't want to.

>>742323035
We have man, its old as hell. Trust me, I didn't under-appreciate it.

>>742322501
Well, i might as well. Don't ban me. A couple of years back, I decided to experiment with the deep web, looking for what everyone on the deep web looks for. I found what I was looking for, jerked off, and went on with my life. The problem started when it became a sort of addiction. I couldn't get enough, and eventually it bit me in the ass. The FBI came. It tore my family apart. My parents hated me. I was a monster, and I agree with them. I got off of any charges, and decided to try to live my life clean. My problem resurfaced again very recently and I want to go back, but another incident like the first time would get me in jail for a lifetime. So I'm trying to figure out what to do. I don't have anyone to talk to about this, because everyone would just see me as another monster who's out to rape kids. I'm not like that. I just want someone that can help me, it's starting to wear me really thin.

There you have it.

>>742322078
Oh man, Now I feel like my problems are shit compared to yours. Now I feel more depressed

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Part:2
>hours go by, but I don't feel it
>I finally climb in under my covers, prepared to get today over with.
>mom comes in
>sad face still
>tells me she loves me, and is disappointed that I lied to my teacher
>I still stick to my defense that I didn't
>dad walks up to door way
>he looks like he's dead. Sunken eyes and all
>I've never seen him this upset
>stands there for a moment
>begins to speak
>"I've always tried my best with you, but you know what? You've lost a friend today."
> walks out
I will go to my grave with these words in my head. The story isn't over yet.
>months pass
>dad seems to be more distant to me than ever.
>he's moved out to a friend's place for a bit due to problems with my mom
>no talk of divorce though
>haven't seen him in weeks
>sitting on couch watching tv
>mom comes in distressed
>calmly tells me to pass what I'm watching and that she has something hard for her to tell me.
>notice uncle and grandmother coming in
>damn.jpg
>she tell me that my dad had committed suicide over at the friend's house. He overdosed on his medication.
>my stomach drops
>can't help but feel like I did this
Things only get worse from here
>go back to school for 5th grade
>probably the worst year of my life
>picked on for weight problems
>picked on for being a social retard
>and yes, even picked on for my dad committing suicide
>get told by this kids who tell me that my dad is rotting on a tree in hell.
>every day was hell for me during that year

Things did eventually pick up. I'm still a social retard in some ways, but I've gotten better. I lost a a lot of weight, and began working out often. No matter what I do though, I still feel like it was my fault.

https://soundcloud.com/m-i-k-e-235106240/smile

>this is my fucking life
>i have 21 years n i live in mexico (yes i have jumper blood )
>i fall in love
>that girl is little bit ugly
>shes very clever n she have something with the people
> a lot of guys are searching for sex with her
>she have boyfriend
>i kiss her, she kiss me
>we have dates on secret
>she break up with the guy
>she say me " i cant be in a relationship with you because its too soon "
>next day she is sheaching for me
>she kiss me, im so nervous, shes nervous too
she said " i wanna be your girlfriend "
>next day i see she kissing the boy
>i dont feel my heart
>i go with her
>i said " i dont wanna see you again "
> she cried a lot
> in the nigth the boy n her friends hit me
> next week she come to my house
> its crying
> she wanna stay with me
>i cant feel nothing
>that repeats by 6 weeks
>im alone for 1 year
>now shes pregnant
>she is single

>>742323221
Think this way, if you kill yourself you can't redo all the wrong you've made. But if you try hard you can leave all this behind and start from scratch and live your live.
Don't be stupid and start to being better, a better person

>>742323650
How do I fix this though?

>>742323221
Not sure man, that's a bit different of a problem compared to the others. You could look at it like a regular addiction if you wanted and deal with it in the same way that addicts do with drugs and just not tell the "group" too many specifics. Or seek one on one therapy, no one will judge you too hardly for trying to actually stay away from the problem in the first place. And as you said, looking is different from actually doing it. But as you learned, this isn't an area that has any grey in it as far as society is concerned.

>>742320235
lol that belongs in a cringe thread

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Volunteer at an animal shelter. It will be sad in some ways, but you will help sad animals in a way that will mean the world to them. It will help you feel like you have meaning in your life, because you will have meaning in your life. And it's likely you will meet other sensitive people who are looking for a connection, maybe you'll meet someone special. Just a thought.

>>742323315
It doesn't was your fault anon, shit happens and if he kill himself it was his fault. He was a shit for doing it to you

>best friend suddenly got married
>without telling me
>or anyone in their family
>only people at the wedding were the in-laws
>literally nobody knew
>friend proceeded as though life was normal throughout the entire process
>literally nobody knew but in-laws
>friend is very young
>friend has been cheated on twice by the now spouse
>friend thinks it will last forever
>I only know because I pried and pried
>friend has no life plan
>used to talk and dream about getting married back when we were kids
>made bets on who would get married first and shit
>pinkie swears
>never heard anything at all
>not sure if really friend anymore
>heart broken

>>742323771
Accept that you have a problem and seek help, the professionals would tell you exactly what to do. But it depends on you my man, everything can be fixed

>>742308148
this is actually how birbs think tho

>>742321638
>reason no. 9462 on the list of why humankind is a heap of steaming shit.
This happened.
I've heard stories similar to this but they're always revenge stories where the teacher loses job or something.

I'm a 21 yr old IT guy from a eastern European country. My life has had its ups and downs, but I've been depressed ever since my childhood. This thing grew up on me, ate my social relationships, ate my romantic relationships, it left me a shell of my former self.

I don't have a best friend. I have many acquaintances and many people who care about me, but no best friend. There's no one I always talk to, no one that always talks to me, no one that shares their stories with me almost instinctively. I don't feel like I even know anyone who could be like that.

I used to know someone like that. I was happy with my best friend, but I was stupid and careless. I made mistakes.

My best friend is gone forever from my life now. There is absolutely no chance of the opposite. I'm okay with that. I accept it, but it sucks. It sucks that my happiness depends so much on one person. But hey, as long as your best friend is happy is it even okay to think about your own happiness? Especially when they'd be way more unhappy with you around since you're a depressed piece of shit?

I got a great job, I look decent and I'm a decent musician, but I'm lonely, I'm sad, my job is remote so I have no way of meeting people through coworkers. I wouldn't really go to clubs either, those aren't people I'd enjoy hanging with. I don't even know where people I'd enjoy hanging with hang. I don't even know how to start a friendship with someone.

I'm great at social contact. I can make people like me, I can make people laugh, but when I want to genuinely have some sort of friendship with someone my IQ drops.

No one will ever beat my best friend though. My best friend is actually happy now, as far as I know, so maybe, sometime in the future we'll meet again.

I wanted to write this at 6:09 AM, when I used to wake up, but nowadays I end up falling asleep after that.

>>742324605
English is not your first lenguage as I can see

I just want to right the wrongs of my past
I can't take the guilt anymore
Morgan I never meant to hurt you, I loved you
And I hate that you'll never believe that

>>742325091
Hey at least you have a job, you can meet people if you are working.
And don't try to hard, things like this come without effort, it only happens when it doesn't matter

>>742326010
What you have done to her anon, let us know so we can try to help you or at least lessen the weight on your shoulders

I got my foreskin caught in my zipper when I was 13.

>>742326515
I let a toilet seat fall on my dick when I was 12 or 13. It was bruised for the next few weeks. It was probably the most intense pain I've ever felt. Bled a little bit.

>>742311271
You have to get a new dog to fill the role.

>>742326403
Alright man I'll tell you

>be me 18 get girlfriend also 18
>first real girlfriend and I'm her first real boyfriend
>she was extremely depressed and suffered from mental illnesses like that
>she was no model but she was perfect for me
>I fell in love and shit was great
>around 3 months in shit hit the fan
>my conservative parents found out I fucked her
>I could hardly see her anymore
>around 6 months into the relationship I broke up with her cause of this
Instantregret
>only about 3 weeks later we got back together
>shit was fine for maybe a month till she sent me a text one night
>she said she felt used for sex
>basically during dates I'd make a move and she'd reject me but I'd be pushy and annoying and we'd end up doing stuff
>didn't know I was hurting her
>if I wasn't so ignorant to it I would've changed
>she never accepted any of my apologies
>she said they were insincere
>she got a new boyfriend in about 3-4 weeks
>rubbed it in my face over social media

It's been 3 months
2 months since I gave her a final apology and she said she didn't want to hear my shit

I never meant to hurt her but now I look back at how I was about sex and I hate myself for it
Didn't want to pressure her into anything

I loved her

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>YEP YEP YEP!


:( :( :( :(

why do you have to be the way that you are? why couldn't we just be friends? why do we always have to complicate things? why are you so destined to hurt me? it could've been great. but now things will never be. im in the process of moving past you. and you're self destructive.

>>742319745
have feet ever made you depressed?

>>742327969
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

>>742328546
>why couldn't we just be friends
>why are you so destined to hurt me
You don't sound like the victim at all, forcing someone who loves you to watch you be with someone else is torture. Outright torture.

>>742329107
To add to this, if you are their friend you wouldn't hate them for being miserable with that arrangement. They aren't doing it to hurt you, they just hurt. If you dated them at one point but you started off as friends, then you can only maintain a friendship if the relationship aspect ended on mutual terms. If it ended in certain circumstances (cheating, lying, etc) then you killed your friendship. Meanwhile if that is not the case and it was always a friendzone, that is just not someone who is your friend. By keeping them around you are treating them like a possession and inhibiting them from moving on because they think they have a chance with you, and they will do anything for that chance. Given that you mentioned they are self destructing I take it they really cared about you and dated you at one point, but feel like their life is over. Why do women (I assume you are a women since only women do this) think it is okay to emotionally hurt people in this manner?

>>742328733
my gf broke up with me because of my foot fetish... so yeah

>>742317289
Worthy of consideration.
We all know this on some level, but I guess I just needed to be reminded.
Thanks.

>>742320235
potential to be deep. Instead, just RedditBait tm

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I found this.

>>742329791
Forgot to add, if you are a dude and she wouldn't let you be her friend because you confessed then she did you a service. She is stopping you from destroying yourself.

>>742308241
I kill off anyone who cares about me.
It's not on purpose, it's slow and agonizing.
>I'll forget to respond to texts for two hours. And then they will for four. Then 6, then 8, and then they'll stop responding.
>I'll get caught with work, and then everyone is done, or tired.
>I'm never one who makes a relevant joke, or stands out
College has been done for long enough, and the half dozen friends from there have moved on, or away. And I'm finding myself alone again, and I can only realize it's my own doing.
>I come here to pretend I have people who want to talk to me.
All I really ever do is lurk and jack.

>>742330986
jack the fuck off my /b/ you nigger

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I've barely left my apartment in 9 months after my abusive ex cheated on me and left.. I've developed an extremely crippling social anxiety as a result. Just going to the fucking grocery store makes me nervous and I can't even look other people in the eye anymore. I have no trust for anyone. I think I just need someone to talk to or a hug or something, I don't know. I wish socializing came to me more easily.

>>742308387

Not always my dude. Some of us come here for other reasons but im normally ignored so now i lurk

>>742324605
Are you Drake Bell?

>>742331061
>my /b/
Ain't that nigger but really? Fuck off.

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>>742327969
I had no idea.

I should not have read this while drunk.

I remember this as one of my favorite movies as a child.

I do not know how to feel right now.

I think I want to cry.

>>742331061
Guess that's fair. Thanks anonfag. No difference here or anywhere else. See you in the dark.

>>742331780
wait wait wait anon, I'm sorry. Lets work through these feels together

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>>742308014
I'm in love with a girl who doesn't love me. She's dating my best friend.
When is this supposed to stop hurting guys

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This photo spoke to me on levels))

>>742332088
Never. That's the point. It's always going to hurt, and anyone pretending it won't is lying to you.
The goal is never to make the pain go away, but to learn to deal with it. To learn that the pain is always going to be there. For every girl you love, loved, and will love. Everyone dies, everyone falls in love, and everyone falls out. The world is cruel and cold. But that doesn't mean it breaks you. Your heart may break today, but you'll break someone else's tomorrow. And that's okay. It's okay because you have to hurt to know what real love feels like. You have to know what's at stake-- both of you, to really understand the commitment. So don't try and push it down. Live in the pain. Let it cut and burn and freeze your innards until it gushes out your eyes and your throat. Know that pain like you know the back of your hand. And never forget it, so that you can remember when you find that someone what's on the line. And when can spend your life with that person, even when you know what's at stake? That's bliss. Pure and concentrated ecstasy.

I always moved around A lot as a kid. When I finally moved to a house we bought and were there to stay, I eventually met a girl. She was the only person in my life that had ever showed they cared about me. That and the fact that she is literally everything i ever wanted in a girl, both physically and mentally, made me fall in love. Had very close friendship with a few ups and downs. Started dating last November. It was absolutely amazing, but for the past month we have been fighting a ton. As of now she says she no longer cares about me or our relationship, and we only still have one because I want it. She barely talks now, and I don't know what to do. I don't want it to be over, she was perfect.

>>742332547
>when you find that someone
>when can spend your life with that person
>"""when"""

That's pretty fucking optimistic.

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Last night, I dreamed we were hanging out, getting high, and listening to pic related.

Then I woke up, got high, and listened to pic related by myself.

>>742332871
more inevitability. Everyone wants one, you know? Statistics states you're more likely to find someone than end up alone.
Don't trust me, trust math.

>>742332088
It hurts now
You'll get over it
It'll be fine
At least that's what I tell myself.
That's what I tell her.

>>742332874
Damn that stung.

>>742333001
>someone
Oh wow, you mean eventually I'll settle for a used up, worn out girl who will take me because she's aged out of better options, and we'll both set in for a life of mediocrity knowing that both of us are only in this because we're scared to die alone? Good to have things to look forward to, I guess.

>>742308588
The girl I've been head over heels for since 2nd semester of high school might be coming around to the thought of dating me, and yet of all times, I'm beginning to lose affection for her. I love her, but I hate myself for not loving her as much as I did last week. Neither of us has had a legitimate relationship before as well, so I've had that edgy alone feeling since middle school

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>>742320246
Im sure you'll get there soon (obviously)

>>742334136
Is that Shadman? Looks like something he might draw when he's not drawing lolis

>>742320246
What city were you born? That's where you were first kissed by your mom/dad.

Either I'm really deprived of hope and sexual attention, bisexual, ir some twisted mix of the two

All I wanted in life was someone I could trust, love, and share my life with. I had this giant gaping hole in my soul up until I was 22.

Then, I met her - the girl I'm to marry in a few short months. Five years, I've seen her every single day.

The problem is, the hole came back after a while and I, once again, slipped back into the depression that I've known since I was 12 - the hole was back and this time I have no clue what to do.

My career is fine, my love life is fine, my friendships and family are fine - but the hole is there staring right at me and I realized a week ago that no matter what I do, how much I achieve, or how much I learn, that some people are just born to be unhappy.

>>742320707
>answers his own predicament
Are you like, a fucking retard or in highschool still?

>>742335331
What do you think about when you get in that hole?

>>742331327
It will pass in time anon. It took me almost 13 months to get over my ex.
Then she showed up on my doorstep.
Then we banged a few times and went on a few dates.
Then she wanted to be just friends.
Then I told her to fuck off.

Fast forward another 10 months and I'm doing alright. You will too m8, trust issues and social anxiety is just part of the adventure.

>>742320093
your picture made me happy

>be me, aspie high schooler
>never had friends growing up due to aforementioned aspie-ness
>high school is rigorous, one of the best in the country
>parents well-intentioned, but due to some events in middle school we have a rather cold relationship
>sophomore year
>grades take a downward turn due to heavy workload
>parents rightly pissed
>remove all of my minimal technology access (parental controls on laptop so no vidya, iPad confiscated, no console in house anyway)
>phone is brick, nothing but text and call
>no means of escapism, and pressure at school is growing
>cope by literally hitting myself in the thighs with a hammer as hard as I can
>parents have no idea, never will either
>relationship with parents declines further
>mom starts making unambiguous verbal barbs comparing me to my older siblings, dad just sits there showing how disappointed he is in me
>grades slip further
>I buy a length of rope from the store and make a rudimentary noose
>decide not to off myself, as it would only serve to make parents more disappointed in me
>desire to kys myself never goes away, only gets stronger through the rest of the year
>I manage to pull my grades up to stay in good school
Junior year next /b/oys. Weak shit for most of you, but remember this was all happening with no means of relieving the pressure, no friends, not even vidya. Early on I lost all sex drive too, couldn't fap if I wanted to.

>>742337889
Your too young to be here.>>742337889

>>742308241
If there are any /o/ lurkers:cant buy a clean foxbody mustang for sale 2 hours away from me and I can't get it because I'm a poorfag.

Other than that, I just feel like a waste of space as usual.

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>>742311271
I rue the day that my dog dies. He's a piece of shit, but he's a piece of shit that I consider my only friend.

>pic related

>>742317215
That's exactly what I was afraid of when I went to bed 4 hours before I normally fall asleep. Then I ended up here. Help.

>>742337889
Part 2: Junior Year
>the year opens well, goes well until mid October, as I was on the swim team and I enjoyed that
>taking AP English
>writing assignments are growing harder and not really able to do the work
>parents find out, 2-hour shoutfest tag team ensues
>mom says the worst thing she's ever said to me to this date, says that she is embarrassed that she raised me to be a steaming sack of shit (my parents NEVER curse)
>for the next 3 months, I can't even look at her without hearing those words echo
>stop eating except for at dinner (the only meal I can't get away with not eating)
>lose some weight, but they assume it's the result of muscle tone deteriorating due to now-sedentary lifestyle
>mid-January now, take up hammer-time again
>parents effectively ask why I have no friends and never hang out with anyone
>give reasons of no shared experiences or interests (as I basically wasn't allowed to have interests outside of school-those were purged as "distractions")
>fast forward to mid-march
>convince dad to install League on computer (he was admin)
>happiest month of HS happens, I make some friends and we play League and talk on Skype
>mid April a big paper comes due and I don't do well on it
>shit his the fan and sprays everywhere
>computer is put into full Nazi mode, can't do anything except use Word and select research sites
>mom makes comments suggesting that the few friends I had made didn't really matter because it was over a video game
>friendship collapses as no more vidya
>life becomes nothing more than school and sleep
>manage to once again pass the year, stay in same school for senior year.

>>742317374
Why did you have to expose this truth to me.

>>742338168
This was a few years ago, I'm in my 3rd year of college (or Uni if you're a yuropoor)

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>>742336136
Not sure if locking myself in my apartment and struggling to find a reason to live every day is an adventure. She used me, took advantage of me and co trolled every aspect of my life. Then she left with no explanation. As a result I can't trust anyone with my privacy and I can't even look at people without having a panic attack. It's a living hell and I've lost my motivation to live.

>>742319745
>mfw fapping to RE:7 rule 34
>mfw suddenly feel depressed
>click on this thread
>boner lost
>feel like a piece of shit and have blue balls.

>>742320093
This made me a bit happy anon, the only problem is how much time I meet that person before my pieces scatter away on their own

why should we even let people with small penises live. my Mom should have aborted me.

>>742317374
Shit man

>>742321154
On the bright side you dodged a bullet. Now get out there and find someone better.

>>742322223
Ha, I ask myself that everyday anon.

Why can't I just disappear, where someone will remember me, but none of being a good memory.

Live anon, there's no sanctity for anyone who gives up the life given to them.

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>>742340066
Just have to start thinking positive about your life and try being productive man.
Pick up a hobby that will boost your confidence like fixing vehicles, go fishing, easy stuff like that.
I can't stand the gymfags but yes, even working out can make you feel better and you don't need a gym membership to do that either.

>>742310547
A lot of us have been there or are there right now. The best you can do is stay strong, better yourself anyway you can. Workout, run, anything to make you feel better about yourself. Most of all learn from your mistakes so you don't fuck up the next relationship or at least not fuck it up as bad. Progress, not perfection.

>>742339811
Senior Year: The Year of Yearning for Death
>all was fine or near-enough to it while swim team was happening
>trouble starts second semester
>senior paper is a thing
>senior paper is a big deal
>if you don't pass senior paper you don't graduate
>senior paper is on Hamlet
>paper ultimately ends up 25 pages long
>during writing process, the stress gets really intense
>I actually lose hair from the stress, enough to be noticeable (it did grow back)
>unable to sleep, hardly eating, no vidya, no sex drive
>no human contact at school (classes used assigned seating and I always ended up sitting in the back corner)
>the only thing keeping me from suicide is the thought of what other people would think
>finally finish senior paper
>first time doesn't pass
>neither do the second,third, or fourth (you got as many retries as necessary, but only til a week before graduation)
>pass the fifth try, on the last day possible
>I graduate, but don't even feel happy
>just want to have someone other than immediate family to celebrate with
>my own graduation is overshadowed by my sisters college graduation the following day
>constantly subjected to sideways barbs comparing the two of us, and I am clearly found wanting
>I made it through high school, but without any social life or development, or any good memories apart from swimming, which is not a very social sport

>>742342398
Is this dude just typing out his manifesto?

>>742323315
shit dude...

>>742342398
Also literally never had any form of sex ed
Literally none.
Not even the useless "abstinence only" sex ed, just nothing.
I learned about it online, and you can probably guess how well that turned out.

love: a distant memory; of Mother, Father, Brother, Sister. but they have moved on. they give there love to someone else. not you, a stranger. unfamiliar, yet they treat them like you, but more. you don't get love. to you it is the stranger.

>>742342532
Or something like that. Still have a strong desire to commit sudoku but won't for aforementioned reasons.

>>742317983
Tl;dr

>>742321081
What the fuck

That rabbit is obese, hmmmm wonder who is to blame

I'm in college and everyone except me is in a relationship. All of my 'plan B's have been swooped up so now I'm left with nothing, not even hope. I just want someone to hold and talk to. I'm considering hiring a prostitute but I'd much rather prefer authentic feelings. Also I'm terrible at hitting on women and knowing if I'm getting it on. Am I destined for a lonely life guys? I'm sick of waiting but there's nothing I can do

>>742320636
Nice to see someone else who likes Merle on here. Have a feeling there isn't to many of us though.

>>742320093
And then that same person that hugged you, will fuck you over and you'll be more broken than you were before....

>>742343820
Bet you're a blast at parties.

>be me, high school sophomore
>had huge crush on friend since 5th grade, she's dating a senior from a neighboring town
>we both always had a running inside joke about going to senior prom together "as friends"
>end of sophomore year, her bf graduates and they break up
>confess because I figure now's as good a time as any
>turned down, wasn't unexpected but still nonetheless disappointing
>time passes and I find myself unable to be around her as comfortably as I used to be
>conversations become more awkward, we eventually lose touch
>senior prom approaches, plan out elaborate proposal
>surprise her in front of all her friends, propose
>"Oh... I'm sorry anon, I've already got a date."
>.
>.
>.
>Oh.
>Yeah.
>That's cool, no problem.
>Walk away silently with what feels like 1,000 pairs of eyes on me.
>That night, lying awake in bed I feel like I should cry.
>But I don't. I don't because I realize that I should've seen this coming.
>All that had led up to this moment can be traced back to the one singular decision of me confessing, essentially starting a snowball of disconnection which I had no hope of escaping.

Don't ever fall in love with your friends. Any story about it working out is truly one in a fucking million, because if it doesn't kill the friendship, it'll be killing you instead from you bottling it down everyday.

just an off the cuff stream of consciousness thing i did
i have some kind of deep seated abanonment issues. maybe from my brother. I want attention. why? because I hate to be ingnored why? because I don't want to be alone why? because i am tired of it. i want to be loved too. why won't anyone love me? does anyone care? mybrother did this. he twisted me into this. want to be loved like he loved me. is that why I focus on sex so much? maybe. but that is only one aspect of love. I know this, but I cannot provide in this field. you know better learn to eat out etc. etc. but even then would they like me? as I good enough> why do I foucus on that? because whta people think matters. you cannot be alone. you must not be alone. you need them. you need people. do I? yes. people are the only thing to live for? why? because you are not alone in this world. but I feel like it. No one seems to care about me. then make them. but they don't have to. they don't want to. i want to. I want to care. but i can't. my emotions are weak and pitiful.

I just want someone to come and take the pain away...

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>>742339811
>take up hammer-time again

I just can't take it anymore. I have no friends, my parents think I'm a failure, i can't even kill myself because I'm a coward. Maybe it'll all get better but.. I guess not. It never gets better and everyone ends up leaving me because of my tendency to lie and disappoint.

>>742346221
Protip: it does get a bit better, but only for a short while. Life is like a wife beater, once you decide to end it, things only change so much as to make you go on, just to go back in to the same cycle over and over again.

>>742317983
I cried like a bitch

>>742346221

You don't wait for life to get better, you go out and make life better for yourself. No friends? No gf? You go out and get these things, you don't wait for them to come to you.

>>742346645
Every time.

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>>742308822
Congrats for putting up with a bipolar whore. Learn from this as I did.

congrats you are the next group of people who just ignore me. after: everyone in real life. bet if i killed myself people would only have a passing concern. not like much would be lost anyways

>>742321110
thats a fetish now, or do you not see all the faggot cuck threads being pushed

>>742347491
From experience, don't ever go back again. She will have a grudge next time and will be more cruel!

>>742308241
I'm laying here like an empty glass waiting on someone to fill me up again. I spent my whole life pleasing other people that it's the only way I can feel fulfilment in my own life. It's pathetic and it makes me feel pathetic.
Also I'm ready to die but I don't want to kill myself if that makes among sense

>>742323335
Broken English, broken heart. That's rough, amigo. Lo siento.

Going to leave this short bit here
>depressed faggot over here
>girlfriend is actively talking to other men with my knowledge
>falls "in love" with several
>I get depressed because I'm reminded every day on how I can't be like them and how im a sack of shit for not being better
>this continues for months
>I decide I've had enough
>pop out the bleach (sterotypical ik stfu)
>as soon as I grab the cup and go to drink I decide it's not worth it
>I have so much more to live for
>empty cup
>put everything back in its place
>go to bed and pretend that everything is normal and fine
fast forward
>gf has broken up with me 3 times in the span of 2 weeks
>tells me how her standards have gone to rock bottom because of me
>i tell her what she's doing to me
>tell her about the suicide attempt
"You are so fucking selfish, my god you are such an asshole."
>she twists it so it's now my fault (this happens in most if not all of our arguments)

Wat do /b/ ?

>>742349079
Kill her.

>>742317344
Check'd and got damn!

>>742311271
as much as i hate it everything has a purpose whether its the highs of those 12 years or the lows at the end. Just remember the lower you go the higher you can rebound. Karma a bitch but also a goddess.

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>>742349079
As a girl i would only do this to a guy i didn't love. Leave her you're not at fault

>>742325091
Holy shit are you me?
Minus the job aspect and nationality this sounds just like me.
I understand the struggle all too well.
From one sad guy to another, I hope you get through this

>>742320093
easy to believe but impossible to achieve

>be me, 8 years old
>parents adopt a kid, just me, my older sister, and new bro
>always wanted a brother, didn't get along well with other girls
>become fast friends
>he's quiet, a little weird, and sometimes violent, but had a rough childhood
>only 2 years older than me
>held back in school, I'm accelerated, we're in the same classes, get pretty close
>fast foward, now I'm 10
>playing out stories in the backyard
>pretend were married
>suddenly he's on me
>ejaculates on my stomach
>don't realize what happened, really confused
>next week, same thing
>then he starts to actually fuck me
>too confused, ask him to stop
>"this is what married couples do, remember?"
>conservative parents, so I admit he's right, too scared to say anything anyway
>happens almost every week for the next 6-7 years
>finally strong enough to fight back, don't
Ever hear how they train elephants? It's like that
>by now I realize he's raping me
>don't do anything
>girls at school love him
>he's 10/10
>still really good friends, it's super complicated
>he's my brother, still love him.
>I become popular at school for being so close to him
>the irony doesn't escape me
>graduate, never been in a relationship, never had sex with anyone else
>go away to college, get away finally.
>get friends for my own merits
>third year of college, police show up
>brother fucked a 12 year old, says they're in love
>find out he's fucked a few kids, both before and after he became an adult
>mostly after I went away to school
>realize I could have prevented this
>if I said something earlier, he would have been punished
>if I stayed home he wouldn't have needed to hunt for other people to fuck
>he literally tells me this
>trial in a few weeks, I'm still silent about what happened.

What now, /b?

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>>742339097
I'm dreading that day also. He's definitely my best friend and always will be. He was the best thing that came out of my previous relationship

>>742349811
The sad thing is that we're tight as fuck best friends. That's how we started this "romance" We were really, really amazing friends and we took it to the next level. Long story short it hit the fucking fan really fast because of her and now I have to change myself so I'm not a complete dissapointment in her eyes.

>>742350548
Don't stay silent about this, and whatever you do if you go under oath do not shitface yourself just because he's your brother.