Ok guys get it off your chest and feel 200% better No judging edition

>25
>recently got dumped, no idea how to get a new girl
>feeling like a worthless loser who can't even kill him self

I have 0 game and have no idea on how to get a girl, I'm a newfag and watch youtube videos on how to convert my beta brain to an alpha one

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>>740571032
You just pull the trigger boy.
Trust me, I've done it a thousand times

>>740570066
my gf always likes/adds hot guy models on her facebook. makes me insecure as fuck cos my body is a 3/10 (if i'm lucky) and theirs is like 11/10

I don't love my girlfriend. I've cheated on her several times with different girls. Don't have the courage to break up tho

>>740571389
if you're not happy man you gotta let her go

My beautiful, loving girlfriend doesn't want to love me anymore because she thinks that she's hurting me. She isn't. Telling me to stop loving her hurts me. If she leaves me I'll probably kill myself. She helped me through so much now she's turning all that upside down. Idk if I'll be able to carry on lads.

>>740571198
hit the gym

>>740572354
i've been working out from home for a while now but little to no results

>>740570066

>only removes shoes

?

>>740572559
what you remove clothes when you bathe?

>>740570066
I don't fear my death
I fear her death

I want to fuck the one called Spamgranny , can't explain it she gets me diamonds.

>>740570066
I'm on nofap for past week after beating my dick senseless daily for 30 years, and I only just now noticed that /b/ is primarily a porn site with a couple of non-porn threads.

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I feel that intolerance and nationalistic sentiment is exactly what our Civilization needs right now to break the civ cycle of degeneracy.

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>>740570066
Interesting article for those who read.
>In the Absence of Fathers: A Story of Elephants and Men.

Been single for 2 years now, no fucking idea how to get a girlfriend anymore as most girls I interact with just have no interest in actually making conversation or hanging out as well as this not really having the same interests as most like to go out clubbing and getting fucked up on ket and MDMA

27 years old
Well educated
Good career
Great friends, who I live with
Excellent social life
Beautiful girlfriend of 5 years, who loves me.

Live apart at present because of separate work commitments. See eachother about every 8 weeks

Suffer from crippling depression and contemplate suicide regularly. Feel guilty for feeling depressed due to having no external reason to be depressed.

Don't discuss with family as mother is of the mindset that depression and suicide are selfish thoughts and behaviours

>make tv for the government
>have an MSc
>stuck in foreign country
>GS jobs, cronyism, status bound
>have to deliver pizza to make ends meet
>hell of a way to treat a two war vet

>>740574857
If you have no reason to be depressed, which it sounds like. Then you're fucked in the head. Get meds

>>740572344
>i act like a bitch
>she wants to get away from me

You put yourself here fag.

Just buy a rwd and start drifting.
It helps you get your mind off things and alot of buff guys treat their cars as their wives.

Just leave her.
And deal with it.

>>740574857
You're fucked in the head.
Just get some meds and move on

I have had girlfriend for two years, half of it we've been living in the same apartment. I do exterior paintings far away from home. We hit the bar with my co-worker one night. I end up banging some not-so-good-looking nurse without a condom. A few days pass by and we have party with old classmates. I end up kissing and fondling intensely with a former crush of mine. We went to sleep in the same bed but no sex, because she's in a relationship too.

Now I'm back home and i can barely look my gf in the eyes.
What do?

>>740576737
Man up.
You did what you did.
Shes gonna realize soon enough so just cut the fucking bullshit and tell her.
Its either you waste her and your time or just do it and see where it takes you.

>>740576952
This

Me and a dude I grew up with have been have been cheating on our girlfriends with each other for the past 7 or so years. I don't know exactly what's going on between him and I.

>>740577384
That's hot and sad hope things work out anon.

>>740576952
If my STD results come clean she will never know because i can hide these things. This has happened to me before and it took two years before my girlfriend at that time found out. And it was because somebody had told her.

This time it's different because these people have no links what so ever.

>15 yo girl
>parents divorced
>my father is kinda psycho
>owned guns and killed animals for fun
>narcisisst
>for him, the only reason my older brother and I were born is to keep my mother
>married her to gain the french's nationality
>he stole her money
>ruined her life
>doesn't pay the alimony eventhough he has enough money
>before the divorce, we took a look at his PC
>soft childporn with a girl spreading her legs so you can see her panty
>that pic still haunt me although it was 5 years ago
>there were mails about him planing to bring an african woman to Paris so he would fuck her and then send her back to her country
>hopefully never happened, or at least it doesn't seem so
>there were certainly more fucked up things on his computer
>I feel guilty af in front of my mom bc I kinda look like my father
>depressed
>more guilty bc I know I shouldn't
>my mom is paid minimum wage and her work as a cashier is pretty exhausting
>our house is for sale
>bc my father is a cunt, he lowered the price so it's almost half of its real value
>I live with a constant fear of the future
>won't complain to my friends bc I'm the one who is always smiling
>first time I'm telling this

I cried like a fag when writing this

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>>740570066
>been out of work for months
>no motivation and no purpose
>try to keep up with news but it's all so tiring
>don't even want to eat or get out of bed
>the world is devolving into shit around me
>feel lost in a sea of confusion, doubt, and unhappiness
>literally crippling depression
>typing this from my phone because I'm too depressed to go to my desk
>typing this is painful
>scrolling through the catalog is painful
>keeping my eyes open is painful
I'm just waiting for death. I lack any and all motivation to do something about my current situation so I've just stopped eating and I'll let nature do its thing.

Want to an hero but too pussy

>>740577661

>i cant even look at her

I still love you. But a part of me has emotionally checked out. You betrayed my trust. Not once but twice and I still forgave you. Now I'm doing shit or trying to do shit- like I've told you about- but even then I don't go through with anything cause I can't fuck you over. One side just wants an open relationship that way it doesn't matter who we fuck cause I know who I love. The other says just end it.
I hate that I caught herpes. It sucks that we were both there and only I got it. No I'm not saying I wish you caught it too I'm just saying I wish the bullet would have missed me as well. Sex was a big part of our relationship. And now it's like we're both locked out of my body because I'm afraid of you catching anything.
Having this in me sucks. It's like no matter how much I work out. How smart I get. However I work on myself. I'll still have this. And yes I have the daily suppression pills. But still. How can I be the fuck boy I wanna be when this shit happens. Haha funny I care about losing the sex that I wasn't having.
I still want to love you I'm just kind of like why put the effort if it didn't seem to matter when the shit hit the fan.

26,
Highest IQ at my university.
Great GF.
Great Social Life

My problem is that I have been living a lie. I am practically dead inside and all of my interactions in my life are aspects of a mask that I wear to hide the fact that I am empty.

I have been suffering with depression (issues with apathy and suicidal thoughts mainly) for the last 10 years.

I think about suicide every morning and evening. I have taken medication, but it makes things worse.

I am stuck in a dead end job, that I care not for. But need it to pay the bills.

I know that my potential in the world is being wasted away, it makes me feel worse.

The worse thing is that even though I feel like I am wasting my life, I am not bothered by it and will never change my life. Because I am extremely apathetic.

>>740574857
>27 years old
25 here
>Well educated
Same
>Good career
Two different IT degrees
>Great friends, who I live with
>Excellent social life
>Beautiful girlfriend of 5 years, who loves me.
Zero social skills, Zero friends, Family doesn't give a fuck about me.
>Suffer from crippling depression and contemplate suicide regularly. Feel guilty for feeling depressed due to having no external reason to be depressed.
Welp, I've been having this thoughts ever since I finished enrolement in the army which was a year ago.
Get fucking meds, you are a moron who has everything I'd like to have(friendships and shit) and still wanna hero? Pathetic.

>>740571198
Call her out, that's rude as fuck of her.

>>740577592
Thanks, mate. He and I actually had a falling out over the same girl a few years back and I feel like it made us even more distant, yet closer in some ways. I feel like we still make each other happy despite the rough patch. It's a hard thing to talk about sometimes

>>740570066
God I hate niggers.

>>740578489
Wtf. How's that rude of her. She's looking at models with accounts. If hes so Insecure then he should work out. Plus if youre a 3 then I doubt she's hot enough to hook the hot dudes. It's like softcore porn for chicks and guys who like dicks

everything is my fault

>>740578202
It was more of a figure of speech about the guilt i feel now.

had sex with chick last night
had sex with dude this morning

>>740574857
You can't help it, it's a chemical imbalance. Talk to your family and a psychologist.

>>740577948
Same, desperate to die. Weed is nice though.

>>740571198
she is with you for a reason, and i'm sure its for the personality, not your looks

>>740578743
>>740578476 here.
Possibly that's the only thing that actually is doing something to not hero myself.

I stole 150 euros from my brother. When he was 10 years old

>>740576737
I mean, stop being a piece of shit and leave her tbh. She doesn't deserve to be with someone that would do that to her. Stop wasting her time.

>>740578364
Are you me?
You also have the feeling of a bystander? Everything that´s happening, happening like in a movie and you jus´t sit somewhere out and watch the scene? See the cameraangle spin, the others, yourself, and kinda excited what your reaction is going to be, since you really don´t know! Everything just a TV show you watch though you don´t want to.
And above, everything could just burn away, your friends, your family, your favourite game, book, computer game and you wouldn´t give a flying fuck, not even if it never existed?

>>740577384
Stop being whores and just date each other

>>740579015
That's the Truman's Show Syndrome

>>740577716
Report your dad and see a therapist

21yrs old
Bff is a girl, we kinda hooked up while she was in a relationship
Her (now ex) was kinda beta, was acting all childish, no sex.
She wasnt hapy with him so i kinda charmed her over without any cheating on another.
Things happen after breakup, she says best time of her past 3 yrs.
I am like fuck yeah this gonna be gud.
Now she thinks about getting back with her ex.
I didnt do.any uncomfy/bad things
Fuck.me.jpeg

>>740574857
get help

>>740578845
I wish I could talk to people properly, I can only think of fully autistic questions to talk about

>>740579015
Not quite the same... but similar.

I do feel like I over analyse every situation that I am in.

My friends think that I am dumb because I do not do a lot with my life. And they don't realise how brainy I am.

>>740579069
I thought the Truman´s Show Syndrome is if you think you are actually in a TV show.
What I meant was a feeling of being passive, as if you had no controll about anything. Everything just sorta flows, everything´s behind a screen you can´t reach. Your actions, your emotions, all locked away and all that´s happening is underlined in a way as if you are looking through this screen, seeing the camera driving around, scenes with a specific shot and angle and all that.

>>740579418
At least you think about speaking with people.
I'm seriously unable to speak with anyone I don't know.
Hell, I left my job because they were changing the whole staff and was (and am) depressed af.
Worst of all... I feel like my psychiatrist has lost hope with me, the poor woman...
>>740579648
Apologies, I read it again and yeah, not Truman's

>>740576737
youve betrayed her several times --> she doesnt mean shit to you

My girlfriend thinks this is gonna last forever and that's just not realistic.

>>740578476
Glad you've taken the time and effort to call someone pathetic in a non-judging thread

>>740579690
No I was gonna ask you questions but I sound retarded. I talk to only 2 people in real life.
I been here for something like 10 years and maybe posted 12 times, I hate doing it, talking to people.
God I sound like a fag

I've been alone for 2 years now, still can't figure out what happened, but since my girlfriend had "fun" with 4 other guys, I feel that I have no purpose, I feel the world around me, my friends, my family, the people I love, won't give a damn if I die, I constantly spend time thinking about killing myself, I cant enjoy living anymore...):

>>740575833
>>740576689

I've been seeing counsellors for +7 years. I was treated long-term in the past (Lithobid and Seroquel) which drained me so much I didn't have the capacity to do half of the stuff I do now, physically and mentally numbed me and prevented me from concentrating on my studies. Came off it after much deliberation and consultation, life picked up dramatically for a couple of months. Finished off Masters, moved away got a good job, live with good friends and life is starting to fall to shit again

>>740580061
Being triggered makes me do mistakes alright? Sorry.
>>740580194
Well... apparently you have spoken more to me than to other anons in your 10 years.
Who cares how do you sound? I just see a concerned anon in your words. But sadly I'm beyond the point of no-return, I'm just unable to hero myself.

>>740579453
Now, this may sound retarded, but I can really relate to your situation. Try to read the book "American Psycho" by Breat Eston Ellis. The first time in my life I saw the situtation written down I feel I am in regarding my life, my thinking and everything else.
It´s kinda fucked up though and you need to stomach some sick shit

>>740570066
27
have a relationship with my woman for 7 years now, she's been my wife now for two years.
i cheaated on her last year, without any consequences... one night stand.

i cheated again, last week. and i feel im in love with this one...

don't know what to do

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>15
>Parents were out of town.
>Managed to score a cheap escort. (40$ hour)
>Decide to go unprotected (Said she was on birth control and she looked clean)
>Nut.mp4
>Shit was cash, never spoke to or saw her again
>FF 4 years, get STI check (new gf is scared)
>Hiv positive
>Mfw

>>740580522
Will take that on board. I also have a strong stomach.

>Also.... Checked

What's an easy way to Hero having just 5 euros?
I fucking hate Spain.
I fucking hate my wasted youth.
I fucking hate how much I was bullied because I was(yes, was) smart.
I fucking hate how I became idiotic and joined the army just because "muh durr I wanna drive a tank"
I fucking hate how much I wanted to learn about computers when I was in there.
I hate how I left Army(enrolement ended) to end in a shitty normie IT job.
I hate that I ended up leaving it because staff was being replaced and didn't want to say shit so I just renounced to my job.
I hate that I've been seeing a psychiatrist ever since I left the army and she has lost hope with me.
I hate that I fucking know it's worthless to keep living because Zero friends, family or Social skills.
Idk, maybe I'll do it the easy way, stabbing myself in the neck (I honestly don't care about pain at this point of life)
And b4 you ask, no, I don't have guns. The mere fact of me seeing a psychiatrist made me lose my Automatic gun license(Being in the army you get one of those)

>>740581004
Nice!
The strong stomach is especially needed to be able to look beyond all the obvious violence and gore that is just meant to try and hide the very delicate psychological process or better deterioation of Patrick Bateman.
Just in advance and without spoiling: He is not the American Psycho.

>>740580476
I have so many years left for the same reason. As autistic as I am, I have the skills to create music and things like that, things they tell you are needed for progress. But as you know, the limit is very real, recovery is not always an option.
Thanks btw, talking is weird and shit

>>740577784

Well here is a post from someone who cares, why not get to a docs and get some drugs to help you out.

I bet you feel like things couldn't be much worse right now, but what if things COULD be better? That would be nice right? So you might as well give it a shot

Chatting on somewhere like reddit depression might help too, people going through shit all help each other out

>>740571389
What are you afraid of?
You're dicking yourself and her over by staying.

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>>740582125
Misery loves company they say
>>740581963
You are very much welcome anon, hope you get better.

>>740571032

i fuckin feel you

>>740578525
He's your polyamorous boyfriend anon.
Accept that and let your girlfriends know if you want to be an honest person.

I don't like dogs. There I said it.

>>740577716
You're not your dad, report him for the content of his computer.
Get therapy.

It´s kinda funny. Mostly men post here, talking about how devastated they are after their gf s left them. About how they can´t talk to anyone about it, but only here in the anonimity of the internet.
This is so sick. They, we, apparently don´t have anyway to cope with our feelings, since it is supposed to be "manly" to not show them, considered weakness, "girlish" if we do so.
And that is the the reason why men kill themselves so often. The pain just builds up, we just keep it inside, keep it inside, one day we just take a gun and put a bullet through our head, the only way we know how to deal with things.
It´s sad, actually

I have a lot of pent up feelings for my friend who is my best friends girlfriend and it tears me up inside everyday

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You know, it's always SOMETHING with you. Always. You might think I'm 'being negative' or 'having a moment' again, but in fact, it's YOU constantly putting the carriage before the horse and not-so-subtly judging me yet again. What's more, is that you've just *got* to get the rest of the 'family' feeling some kind of way about me as well, even this uncle whom I've never met before yesterday already seeing me in the way you do. Well fine. Fuck it. At least now that I've got a job, I can start exercising a bit more freedom, earn my own shit, and eventually move out to do my own thing. Granted, it has nothing to do with what I went to uni for six years for, and it may not be as 'glamorous' as your 20 years in the military, but I don't give a fuck; it's something I'm doing because I know I have to.

And stop telling everyone I'm vegan, and that I'm fluent in Japanese. I'm a vegetarian and I've stopped studying Japanese for a number of political and personal reasons, the likes of which none of you would understand or even care to try understanding.

Also, stop talking shit about North Korea. You don't know what's going on there outside of what talk radio, mainstream news media, and your Cold War-era propaganda/mentality is telling you.

Finally, if you're so sure that I'm *such* a let-down and won't be there to help take care of you when you get old, then fine, I'll leave and NEVER come back until it's time for your funerals. If you feel a home (retirement) would be better for you, just say the word and I'll be sure to leave you to it when we get older.

>>740583141
It's part of living in a society that genders all problems, instead of considering them human issues.

>>740583619
>I've stopped studying Japanese for a number of political and personal reasons
What political reasons are there for not learning a new language if it interests you?

>>740571389
I was in the same situation as you, what was wrong was my self esteem, really work hard on building that up, left the relationship and life is looking up, good luck anon

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>>740577716
Rules are rules.

>>740574857
Don't feel guilty about being depressed it's not you fault, your trying. If you have a good career get help for depression, cognitive behavioural therapy does work

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>>740583951
Japan, as wonderful a country as it is, has a number of unresolved political, economic, and social problems plaguing the society and its people. For example, there's a housing bubble going on with the cost of living going up, but the workers' wages not being able to keep up. Couple that with a demographic time-bomb, and it doesn't seem like a great idea to live and work there. I still love Japan though...the only way I would be able to pass the JLPT N2 would be to live there for at least a year, and that's not happening.

>>740578364
What are you passionate about? I've always loved music and recently began learning to use Fl studio. Yesterday I made my first song, it's absolutely terrible but despite that I noticed that I had a large shit eating grin on my face when I was listening back to it, when I saved the song I called it "pieceofshit#1" because I knew that it would be the first of many. It felt amazing to finally accomplish something I've been dreaming of most of my life. So what do you do in your spare time? That might give you a hint as to what you should pursue

>>740584290
That's more practical reasons though, you can still learn japanese to consume their media, books and other stuff.
Also about the north korea stuff, look into people who actually managed to escape to get an account of how it is there.

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>>740581963 here

I have no idea why this thread meant something to me when the 1000's of others haven't.
Thank you for it.
I will likely lurk for another year or so and consider posting, but decide against it.

>>740584290
>Couple that with a demographic time-bomb, and it doesn't seem like a great idea to live and work there.

Working there would suck, because they have the whole "face time" requirement for salarymen so you're stuck at the office 80 hours a week even though you may be working only 40.

But living expenses? Sure, Tokyo's expensive as hell, but you can get a cheap apartment in a smaller city for like $400/month, better than most U.S. states.

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>>740584561
That's kind of the plan: just use it for media consumption.

Also about North Korean accounts: defectors are paid an equivalent of $60,000 to criticize the North, and some who did defect have become homeless if not jailed in the South. A few even re-defected back.

>>740571032
that bitch took your manhood. go get some pussy you fucking faggot

>got first real paycheck from soft-dev job recently
>"oh boy i can buy lotsa cool shit now and don't have to look over every cent and count cash for meals"
>buy some furniture and clothes because it's been a long time coming
>back to "having barely enough to get through month" level

and now i know i'm terrible with money

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>>740584688
I'd like that, but they aren't hiring *me,* even for the most mundane of jobs like working at an Eikaiwa.
>rejected even from NOVA

>>740582125
>pump yourself full of drugs to block out how horrible the world is
>use plebbit xd the site that doesn't hash their fucking passwords
I'd rather just die.

>21 y/o f
>i started dating a guy I've known since I was 14
>hopelessly in love
>find out his ex gf killed herself
>spend a year with him and see him cut himself up (literally) over her
>he gets put into CBT with psychosis
>break up with him bc it's too much
>find out his ex wasn't real and he made it all up
>have to keep it a secret because his mental health will get worse if everyone knows he's a liar

>>740570066
Im stealing that picture

>>740571091
Those dont work.
Try to learn to live with yourself.
Become confident.
Be patient.
Talk to people and have some courage.

>>740570066
>been with a girl that i dont want to be with anymore for 4 years
>she said already that she would kill herself if i left her
>clingy, needy, obsessive
>hate my job
>got offered a promotion
>would still make no money
>dont see my friends anymore
>i barely eat anymore, if at all
>cant sleep
>every single day the first and last thing i think about is killing myself
>nothing interests me anymore
>i dont like anything

tl;dr not happy, generic shit that people whine about all the time

>>740580914
You can't have HIV for four years without getting full blown AIDS and dying. Prior to medication people got HIV and died within 6 to 18 months.

>>740584808
North Korea, by all accounts suck though.
There was this guy who got adopted from there to my country, who went back to do some gonzo documentary, speaking danish so they wouldn't know what he was saying.
He actually felt relieved that left the place before even getting to remember anything from there.

>>740585111
Sounds like he has BPD, you're lucky you're with him anymore.
Count your lucky stars and use this experience to choose a better partner in the future.

My boyfriend is really clingy and needy and I'm only with him because I'm scared if I'll leave then he'll kill himself

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You Boomers place way too much of the blame on us for 'dying' industries. If you want them to stay alive so badly, spend every cent you have on 'saving' them.

My girl "says she was fine with me having another chick...even bought me a few for consideration. But has now flipped out because a childhood friend showed back up and I wany her. Now she's threatning to leave saying that its to much. The other chick is pretty down to at least try. She even told me...of the two being miserable....me not talking to her at all....or me talking her and she dealing with it....I was told that I should be the miserable one. And her reaction is shattering our relationship.

>>740584371

not the poster you're replying to, but I did the same thing 5 years ago with flstudio.

little advice, change over to protools as it's the industry standard.

if you ever want to study or work in the field (like I did), learning to use protools sooner rather than later will help you.

>>740585186
If she kills herself that is her fault, not yours.
Threatening to do so is abuse anon, you don't deserve that.
You've gotten to the point where you want to die because she is manipulating you, get out.

I miss my ex who used to beat me up so badly I was hospitalised twice and he was found guilty by the courts two years ago. I think about him every day and I'm not even angry about what he did to me

I want to punch customers in the face every fucking day. I don't mean mildly annoying ones, but the really abusive ones. People who, for no reason, will say the most soul-sucking things. Then act like you are abusing them when you defend yourself. I am extremely introverted, but always polite, and this shit makes me want to fucking die. Kill yourselves.

>>740585695
Get therapy, you've got stockholm syndrome.

A very suicidal girl has latched onto me emotionally and I want her out of my life completely but I can't do anything about it without being judged by my peers. It feel like my best friend is a timebomb.

>>740585781
Get a job that isn't retail.

i dont feel satisfied in any aspect of my life. sex wasnt fun, smoking weed isnt enjoyable. i just dont get satisfaction anymore and im not sure what to do besides taking a long walk down a short pier.

>>740585587
but i know her family, if she did kill herself i couldnt live with what they would say and how they would look at me, and my family aswell.
i have disappointed them all too many times already

I feel okay with life right now, for the first I can remember.

>>740585917
You can make them feel better by saying "I guess God needed another cheating whore."

>>740585917
Tell her family that she is keeping you hostage by threatening suicide, have them put her in psych ward and get out.
Protecting yourself isn't selfish, it's necessary.

>>740585853
and, i like having friends, but i hate people. they make me uncomfortable. but i like having friends. its hard to think about.

>>740585853
i prefer short walks down long piers

>>740570066
Should I masturbate? My parents are probably asleep, but you never know.

>>740585853
Try psychedelics, they'll likely force some new perspective or at least appear to. If nothing else it passes the time until you find what you're looking for.

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>>740570066
I feel like I'll never be able to quit findom even though it's ruining my life.

Currently I have this edgy thoughts.... You ever thought of yourself as a piece of shit?

>>740586165
do they have rules against fapping?

Fuck I have my first name so bad ... Every time they call it on the roster at school everyone is like "wtf who is that" damn sorry I'm not from fucking America... God damn I wish my middle name was my fucking first name so I wouldn't have to worry about emailing my teachers before the first day of school .. can't wait till I can change my name , also I feel like my dad feels left out in my family some times and it fucking sucks :/

>>740572471
Push yourself harder and/ or eat more protein (ordering whey protein helps hit the targets you need).

>>740586072
how would i even bring that up? how would i say that without them getting angry at me. they dont know that she has threatened suicide and is clingy and obsessive.

>>740570066
>get a decent first job @ 17 year old
>got forced to resign because of my illness
>past three weeks pretending i'm at work and >constantly looking for jobs
>payday in a few days
>my parents expect me to help them pay rent
AAAAAAAAAA

>>740586283
its okay to go by your middle name as long as the staff know you're who you are. i do it. i go by morgan. its my middle name but my first name is terrible.

>>740586260
No, I'm just a beta pussy.

>>740574857
Get zinc, magnesium, and taurine supplements. Helped a ton for me. Much less depressed now (very similar situation).

>>740586214
That is exceedingly normal, we are our own worst judges.
>>740586165
Masturbate when you feel like it, after a few times of walking in on you, your parents will learn to knock.

>>740586283
What's your name man?

I fucking hate my career, I've should been a pilot, I want to quit my job as a lawyer but the payment it's too good.

>>740571032
Was she the first? Those are always the worst. In the end you will get better bud, even if it doesn't seem like it now.

I'm a white guy who has a fetish for black women ...also a rape/racial play fetish.

Never met a girl in my lifetime who would fit the bill fetish wise... and honestly, I'm too afraid to even ask. Society has programmed people into making assumptions based on shit that happened well over a hundred years ago.

>single for a couple months after a long relationship
>wasn't my first, so I'm not too emotional about it but she is
>get talking to new girls within a couple of weeks
>end up fucking one
>as soon as I nut I just feel completely empty and have felt that way since
>that was three weeks ago
>skipped out on two parties where I was guaranteed to get laid because I was just so sad
>ditching meetups with all my friends
>think I'm in love with someone but she's leaving in a couple of months to Japan, also I asked her out a few years ago and she said no, also I don't want to be in a relationship anyway until I grow up some more since everyone I've talked to told me I'm immature
>don't want to grow up, still weeb it out and play video games like I'm 15
I'm sure I'll get over it eventually but boy this is not a good feel
hopefully I'll die from breathing in resin dust when modelling

>>740586334
Go to them and tell them you need their help, tell them what you've been going through and that you wouldn't want her to die just so you can be happy.
I'm sure you want her to be happy too, just not with you.
It's their job to support her and you're not obligated to keep her happy, she is.
Getting her help through her family is the best option really.

>>740572344
Don't give her up if you're happy with her. If the relationship is going well (i.e. you're still have times where you're both feeling good and there are positive vibes), then she's probably just insecure and just needs reassurance that she isn't hurting you. If words don't prove that, try thinking of ways you can show her.

Alternatively, this could be her trying to find an out of the relationship without seeming like the bad guy, but unless the relationship is already dead, that's probably not the case.

They won't take me alive, I guarantee it.

Despite I'm tolerant and patient as well as respectful person, I really do think a genocide for people of 18+ with < 90 IQ would be necessary for over growing of population and to fix the problem with ignorant useless opinions like vaccines give autism.

>>740585835
Right now, this is my only option. I'm going to overnights soon, so less people, more money. Also, unpopular opinion, but customer service is broken. We should be treated like adults, and when we're not, we should have the right to tell them to piss off.

>>740585832
If you don't get away from her now. Your finished. Run while you can.

>>740570066
>Im in a prefect relationship
>22
>i want to give her the perfect life she gives me in return
>cant find a job no matter how hard im trying
>terrified of the endgame and not being able to be a real man and provide for my family i hope to one day have.
Literally scares me fucking shitless to the point where sometimes i cant sleep because i worry about the future.

>>740586771
Talk to your boss about this issue, he/she might have some ways to deal with this shit.

>>740586843
The fact you keep trying shows how much you care, which is already more than enough for age.
Also, 22 is not much, you just started and lower the expectations of your desired job.

>>740585853
Damn I feel like you. I hate that I love my wife so much but I have to fake being happy or into anything for her, because if realizes I have no interest it will affect her. And its not her, because for ten pkus years no complaints. Life is just so, blah now. Every morning you wake up its like...oh come on!! Again with this!!

>>740586843
Share this with her, if she's worth it, she'll back you up while you're job hunting.

>>740586591
this conversation has honestly been really, really helpful to me, anon. thank you; no one has ever helped me with this despite attempting to reach out to 'friends'.

I let my wife fuck a co-worker.

>>740584218
Off yourself

>>740586073
I know how you mean....can one really be misanthropic when the miss the anthro aspects of everyday life?

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>want to move out of my parents' house, buy myself a house or a flat or something so I own my own place
>live in London
honestly the worst situation. it'll take me three years of spending nothing at all before I can even get a mortgage.
I need a girlfriend that I like enough to move in with.

>work with best friend
>new girl is super cute hawaiian
>she thinks my best friend is hot
>talks about him
>wont stop talking about him
>he wonders why i dont wanna kick it with them
>spend all day smoking weed and playing league rather than being out like i used to

>>740587112
Or you can rent a student apartment with other guys ti share the price with

>>740587003
I've been in your shoes anon, part of my recovery is helping others make the right choices to protect themselves.
Don't thank me, just do that same I did for you for someone else, once you're out and feeling better.

>>740573710
Keep expanding your circles and maintaining friendships with people. Don't try to look for a relationship - serendipity is your friend. The better quality relationships will sneak up on you. Don't be scared to ask people out if things are going well (though don't ask prematurely).

>>740586912
I like the idea, I think it would be a great option, if I didn't work for a certain smiley company that only works one way...

>>740572559
insulation

>>740570066
I cut holes in a big golden retriever stuffed animals and fucked it. A whole bunch of other stuffed animals as well, actually. Feel guilty and disgusted after doing it for quite some times...

>>740587237
Do your best at work while looking for a better job on the side.
Many rock bars have a policy of "the bartender is right, leave if you don't like it", look for something like that.

>>740587188
i hope that i will be feeling better soon. i really havent been well for a long time and it nearly brings me to tears sometimes. how can i become well?

>>740570066
I think minimal participation in society or simply killing myself would hurt the world more than getting anything I want.

>>740586489
not op
but mine was the first. I wished she would be the only one. crap..

>>740587334
To be fair, at least what you're doing is 'safe'. You could be doing far worse.

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>>740571032
Give it some time. It isn't what you want to hear, but not much will help you except patience Anon. You will move on and you will feel better again. Even if it feels like you are the exception and never will.

>>740571091
Kinda what other anon said. Don't teach yourself. That won't work. Learn to be happy with who you are right now. That sounds counterproductive, but the confidence and change will come.

>>740571389
The sooner you call it off, the easier it will be. It will never be so simple but you can still prevent your hole getting deeper and hurting her further.

>>740572834
Same, anon. Help yourself care about yourself. It isn't easy but it is possible, trust me.

>>740573120
Well fuck

>>740573710
You're looking in the wrong places. Go to places that remind you of your hobbies. Nobody fucking likes books, but if you liked books, look at a library. People fall into general catagories. If they share a primary interest, there's gotta be more too.

>>740577948
Be patient. Being suicidal, not much will help you because you don't often want to be helped. Happiness takes effort but it is a virtue everyone can have

>>740587187
I'm not a student and I don't want to rent.

>>740570066
I was in a long-distance relationship that was quickly turning sour so I dropped her and asked the girl that I was crushing on since I was a freshman in highschool out and i got rejected lole now I'm lonely and 2 die

>>740586843
Dude your 22...shut the duck up...enjoy her til she turns out to be the rage whore slut that all women eventual succumb to and be ready to be anti-an hero, and if not...prepare to aim for the bushes for at least the next 10 years. The fact that your head posting says your shit is already clogging up the exhaust of the proverbial fan. Just be prepared to either duck randoms to get over her or sulk like shut and no what its like to have a beta be more alpha than you. Thats life /b/ro

>>740587486
Thanks, anon. What unsafe things do people do?

girlfriend of about a month, who I'd had a crush on for ages, dumped me for another guy
she had previously had feelings for him, even to the point of breaking up with the boyfriend before me because the feelings were irreconcilable, but she still entered into a relationship with me in spite of them
it's been about 5 months since she broke up with me and i'm increasingly over it but last week i sent her an incredibly long text detailing my side of things, about a month after she did the same
i think it hurts more because never having had it at all would have been easier than having it for a fleeting moment and then losing it
girls are fucked boys

>>740587423
By telling yourself that you deserve to treat yourself nice and standing up for yourself.
Her psychological bullshit has convinced you that you are a shit person who will kill someone in the pursuit of happiness. You're not.
She's an asshole who is willing to blackmail someone into staying with her, she's an emotional terrorist and just like the government, you shouldn't negotiate with terrorists. You should report to the authorities(i.e. tell her family and get them to help her) and run like hell to avoid the emotional blast radius.

>>740587605
If you don't have the money then find a job, if you want to live alone and own your own house you will have to work your ass off. Unless you're a richfag.

>>740587015
Cuck much?

>>740586843
Was in the same situation like a week ago. Just keep applying for jobs - even if they're things you don't necessarily want to do. You'll land something, be earning something (rather than nothing) and start adding to your CV which'll help you in the future. Basically, don't worry so much about the far future right now.

This past week has just fucking sucked. I can't escape this stupid anxiety and depression ad I hate it. Tomorrow is my birthday, I should be happy. But I'm not. Instead I'm gonna be at work, instead of spending time with my gf for the last month shes here. Then I leave for a shitty trip I don't want to go on to be around a person I don't want to be around instead of getting our last moments together with my gf. I'm fucking fed up with all this bullshit. I feel like a failure at anything and everything yet everyone always tells me "God damn you're the best person for this." Or "Wow, you have amazing talent I could never be that skilled" But I certainly don't feel that way. All of my fucking friends don't ever ask me to hang out or ever make any fucking decisions about what to do and it always gets left up to me. Always. For once in my whole god damn life I want one person to at least act like they want to hang out with me. Just one fucking text saying "Hey man wanna hang out?" Or "hey we're all going to do this, wanna come with?" But nope. Never experienced that in my whole life.

>>740587605
I don't think anyone wants to rent.

>>740587646
Honestly I don't want to say things that I have done, I get real paranoid about that kinda shit

>>740587698
thank you again, anon for this conversation. i really needed this.
is there anything that you need to get off your chest?

my family thinks im their fucking maid or something so I slipped laxatives in their food.

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>>740572739
Found the nevernude

>>740588103
Not really, I know my current issues and how to deal with them, I'm starting tomorrow by going to the gym.
But thank you for asking.

>>740588241
im going to head off now then. thanks a lot, anon. i sincerely hope that everything goes your way and you have the life that you deserve

>>740588347
Okay, bye anon and I wish the same for you.

I know my problems but am too fucking lazy or whatever to fix them. I know what I have to do I just don't do it idk why
fuck me

>>740586968
Im literally terrified to mention it though i dont want her or anyone else to think less of me or burden them with my problems, id rather feel depressed and shitty than drag someone else down with me
I know its fucking pathetic.

>25 yr old ADHD guy, pretty smart, but poorly motivated.
>Dropped out of college with a full ride more or less, because couldn't be bothered to attend class or do homework.
>Start working menial jobs because even though they suck, they're extremely busy, and I don't have time for the ADHD to really act up.
>Start smoking to keep from having to have adderall (already have complete shit teeth, amps are the last thing I want)
>Fall into the habit of partying, doing acid and MDMA every couple weeks for nearly 3 years.
>Hit psychotic level depression and anxiety, shut off all human contact for nearly 2 years.
>Stop the hard drugs, start drinking
>Blackout drink multiple times a week.
>Finally getting to where I'm not scared to be around more than one or two people at a time.
>Want to better myself to find a better job, but can't find anything that I'm good enough at to be encouraged to continue, and can't find anything interesting enough to learn that will keep my attention.
>Single for about 2 years at this point, had to move away from the city I was living in back my small home town, no prospects here for girls, and few friends.
>Frankly don't even know where to start with this shit show.

>>740570066
i like this girl, i told her, she doesnt like me back, so i will now destroy her life

My friend's wife flirts with me endlessly. I'm married, but I desperately want to blow my load in her. Fucking gorgeous tits.

I either always feel empty or depressed. Never really happy. I can't connect with anyone emotionally anymore, and while I don't really want a relationship, I want the stability that comes with having someone to talk to. I'm worried that I've jaded myself so much I won't be able to ever truly connect with another human being.

>>740588580
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Procrastination

is your answer WHY.
Doesn't provide any help though

>>740570066
>34yo NEET
>Haven't worked in over 10 years
>Schizophrenic
>Alcoholic
>No GF in over two years
>Erectile Dysfunction
>Penis has shrunk an inch since I started taking antipsychotics
>No friends
Kill meeee

>>740588639
Look up mindfulness meditation anon, take every problem one at the time, keep calm and carry on.

>>740571032
Man the fuck up. A bitch dumped you, so what?

>>740587639
Spoken by a true beta.
Do you have any motivation for yourself?
Just because you want to be forever alone shitposting doesnt mean everyone else has to.
>rage whore slut, i can tell your one of those guys thats 200stone with a neckbeard but its everyone elses fault, white genocide and the jewish nigger blah blah bullshit.your just real angry cause your a virgin

>>740587821
Trying to exauhst every option i have, id even pick shit up in the park if it means a wage and a job.

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>>740588861
why?
Watches to0 $?

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>>740588863
Hey thanks I feel better now

>>740588894
Thanks man ill look into that x

Have had schizophrenia since 2004.

Haven't had a job, just social support for mental illness.

Am going camping for 6 months to save money to build a small drug growing room so I can smoke weed/small amounts of opium & cactus/take shrooms while I bludge

>>740589065
Is there something in particular you think is hurting your career prospects, or are there just not enough jobs in your area? If it's the former, can you think of any way to address it (even if it's difficult)?

>>740577384
Tell your gf. My current gf had a high school bf who cheated on her with his guy friend and it really hurt her and the other guys gf.

Or don't tell her and break up. Either way, don't be selfish

>>740589157
Good, giving into anxiety is the mind killer.
Accept that is happens, but don't let it take you for a ride, use your fear to plan your way around any roadblocks you'd meet in life.

>>740589324
In my area its nothing but the apprenticship run around. Work for 2years below min wage then thrown out the door after it ends.
Im qualified as fuck for a few things but everyone just wants the lower paid lackeys because there expendable
>one leaves and 2 come

Im 18, just got my first girlfriend. Im not sure if she likes me the way i like her. It hurts.

>>740571032
Im starving myself idk how else to kms

>>740589157
Can concur with other anon. My prof. researched mindful meditation, and the results were rather promising.

>>740589457
Im going to keep what you've said stuck firmly in my mind, thankyou again anon for giving a fuck, i know you dont have to but you did and im thankful x

I come with quads of truth

>>740577716
sue him. report him for the childporn or other crimes he has done and try to find evidences before. if he goes to prison he will be forced to pay alimony. just destroy him

Im gay, havent told anyone because reasons. I have lost all of my friends and have isolated myself completely. Cant talk to my parents, im really depressed i dont know how long i'll be able to last like this.

>>740589685
Hopefully it helps, theres nothing worse than when your mind starts to race and nothing will slow it, this is literally the last place i thought i would find advice.
Thanks /b/ros i fucking love you guys

I wake up every morning...like routine.. I say "I'm the saddest man on earth ". I'm 29 and made a promise to myself 4 years ago that id kill myself the day after my 30th birthday. I just don't know how to be happy.

>>740589640
Communicate with her, unless you're a telepath, guessing at her thoughts is fruitless.
>>740589685
There is actual scientific evidence, with people doing it in cat scans and junk. They can see real changes in brain patterns and there is even some evidence for it enabling some beneficial genes while disabling others.
>>740589802
I can't really not give a fuck about anxiety in people, but you're welcome.

>>740583141
It's true and so fucked up. I grew up in an all guys school and we bullied the one dude who was open about his feelings. It's so bad for us men

>>740573269
you need to start minding your own business. seriously for your own sake. You will never succeed if you keep focusing on trannies and communists. do something you love

>>740589960
disabling other detrimental ones I mean.

>>740589944
Try chatting with god? A quick prayer never hurt, i know you have you own beliefs and ways and i wont tell you to do anything you dont wanna do, it might help you though, he sure helps me
>if thats not the route you want to take then you need to find yourself again and what makes you happy.
>you've lost touch with yourself and you need to reconnect
Best of luck anons whatever your troubles

>>740585111
Holy shit you got out at the right time

Also checked those trips

In college I hadn't gotten laid in two years and it was seriously messing with my head. I tried literally every hookup site/app and got virtually no matches. On one of them, where you didn't have to match before sending a message, some dude messaged me saying no questions asked he would pick me up in his car, suck me off, and drop me off. I told him no i'm not gay but he messaged me like 5 times a day for a week. I never considered myself gay or anything but i was so fucking desperate and he was so willing. So one night all my roommates were gone i said fuck it and went with him. He sucked me off while i watched the straightest porn i could find on my phone, dropped me off and left. It was the most awkward and disgusting experience of my life and easily the one thing i regret most. If anything it confirmed to myself that i'm not gay, but i feel so disgusted with myself . I'll never be able to admit this to anyone in real life. My sex life has picked up a lot recently cuz i moved and got a lot of matches on tinder. I even had a threesome with two chicks. I have a gf now who i really really like, sex is great and we have it often. But i dont want her to be disgusted with me and i know if any of my friends found out they would never take me seriously again and they would definitely look down on me.

>>740589513
Sorry to hear that man. Does your gf have a job at the moment? I know it sucks having to live supported, but surely she empathises and knows you're trying? If there are any paid apprenteships, I know it's not ideal but it might be better than relying on government welfare, since you'll at least be benefitting career-wise. That really just depends on how desperate things are financially. Don't feel bad about yourself though - the fact you're still trying means you're not failing anyone.

>>740586387
>taurine
does this help?
not the guy you ansered too
but also depressed
i tried 5htp,insidon, amber, zinc, magnesium, dmae, opc, vitamin d3
dunno nothing helped very much.
i think its a little bit better using this meds since around 4-5months.
Got a medical vitamin d3 20000ie, from pharmecy, took it 2-3 days ago i think it boosted a little bit. Doc found out i have a low d3, but it isnt very low just at bottom limit.
What should taurine do against depression?

>>740589944
Lol i made the same decision and im 26

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>Be me
>severe anxiety mixed with gender dysphoria
>lose years of school because of it
>want to come out and transition but can't out of fear
>Feel nothing but envy whenever I see girls, doubley so if their in highschool
>just want people to understand that I'm fine with them disagreeing with it as long as they "live and let live"
>be in cucked country that has Islam creeping on it's borders and refuses to confront it
>killme.jpg

>>740590200
I'm not the anon you answered to, but relying in god only really works if you believe in him.
Telling someone who doesn't believe to pray, is like saying have you tried asking santa for a better life?
I'm not trying to disrespect your belief, if it works for you great, but giving the advice of pray to someone really depressive seems kind of predatory to me.

>>740588978
Actually been married twice father of one...just giving him life as it stands..and I bake no one for me problems...not whites jews or my nog daddy. Life is shit until you realize it doesnt have to be. At 22 anything else sounds like care are shit. Oh yeah def 200 stones ya ducking wank. Unlike someone telling him bull carp. Shot will get better one day...but not for you....don't know why just won't...besides...why waste your time on me...why not give him better advice if you can instead of pointing out the obvi. Pfft. Asshooes.

>>740589873
Stick it out. No offense but you sound underage. College and living by yourself is so much better. Way more freedom and privacy

My girlfriend turned out to hide secrets from me as she would have contact with multiple guys, although she hasnt had any physical contact with them she would voice call, sent pictures and just chat with them. When I noticed at the beginning she promised she doesnt text any other guys but well she did.

Although these things were half a year ago I still cant really believe her since she betrayed me when I really had given her my trust and love. She has been good the past few months. But as soon as shit hits the fan she just becomes borderline and selfish as fuck not caring about me. She gives me a shit ton of stress a lot of times.

She is hard to be with but she can be really good for me also, we have amazing sex and she is hot as hell (she's pretty rich also) and I just feel we connect really well.

But man I just dont know what to do, she can be amazing sometimes but then she can also get borderline fucking crazy and I just dont have a stable trust in her because she might fuck me over again.

>>740588863
>antipsychotics
penis shrunks by taking antipsychotics?
wat
which medication do you take?

MELTING, NEED TO GET OUT OF MY SITUATION. CANNOT. NEED TO GO DEEPER INTO MYSELF TO FIND THE TRUTH. CAN'T SEEM TO GET PAST FOURTH POOL. NEED TO GO DEEPER.

>>740590582
Sounds like my ex. Is she dutch and does her name start with an M

>>740585508
You miss the point, the problem is YOU don't want them - that's why they're dying. Want them and they will remain

>>740590655
Aripiprazole

I suckd my own dick, did anal, i fingerd my anus, i licked my anus, i fucked my own anus with my dick, i cummed on my cat, i fapped to loli, i fapped to trap, i fapped to guro, i fapped to a lot of other weird shit, i got cucked, i pick my nose, and that's about it.

>Best friends/hardcore friend zoned with this beautiful girl for 4 years
>She joins USMC and visits me every leave
>This past leave we did something with each other every day for 2 weeks straight
>We fucked a few nights before she left to her new duty station
>Never thought this would happen almost thought it was a dream
>I fucking miss her and i'm in love with her OP

>>740590467
2 genders nigga

>>740590582
Bro I have to be honest. You have to leave early. The distrust is only going to fester. I married a woman that cheated in me in the early stages...forgave them both...married them both...one continued to cheated...and the other I just don't trust anymore...20 years total...yea there was good and even awesome times, got a kid, but both relationships did their damage. Trust it to important and now the mistrust that everyone has for another human will join forces with the mistrust from her actions. They will distort and mutate everything in your relationship and you may not see it until its all over. Save yourself heart ache and pain. Discuss it with her, split amicably and move forward. Do it before you are attached to her through life with a kid/bargaining chip.

>>740571198
She lacks respect, respond in kind anon.

>>740571091
Real talk, that shit doesn't work. Attraction is chemical, not logical, no amount of reading or "training" can help it. Human brains form an opinion of somebody within the first two seconds, and if you're not confident and liking yourself it will be an immediate subconscious turn-off. Learn to like yourself and work on your flaws, and learn to like small talk and meeting people in public.

>my step-dad is in the hospital
>my biological father has been in jail for years
>nothing in life is enjoyable

Pray for my step-father. I really hope that he doesn't die.

>>740570066
I'm the guy in op's pic and the toaster was NOT plugged in. There, I said it.

>>740591354
No happy endings in real life. I hope step dad does not die and recovers. Good luck.

27 years old, I have since 4-5 months a mid severe depression, came from overstressing. Try to help my sick family (father alcoholism, self employed was near bankrupt, helped him out, mother shopaholic, stole money from dads firm (thats one factor for the near bankrucpty, sister stole money too, blame father for everything) in all things, got treated lately with disrespect. I helped so much and put all my health in this family, not because i loved them (never was the family guy) only because i wanted to give back that they financed my life. But now im fucked, body is destroyed, intestine probs, knee probs, tinnitus, neck malposition etc, + anexieties, tremor, depression, depersonalisattion and so on. I was on the bottom of my life 1.5 months ago, crawled out of the hole, but its still there. I just want to leave this country, but im afraid its like anexiety from the anexieties, and my body is still not the best.
I'm well educated Bsc. Eng. but graduated 3 years ago. I hate the country, and his politics atm. Its Ger. Dont need so much money. How to i put my hate into motiviton, are there mind tricks. I just want to leave it but still have less lack of drive. I dont want to take SSRIs, because the make dependend. I made sports and took >>740590421 this medication (post is from me)

>>740581035
what about not killing yourself
what about starting to take better decisions
what about figuring out what you actually like and what you want to do
what about being more positive
what about moving your ass and stop complaining
what about being more motivated
what about fighting instead of crying
what about going to a true psychologist to fix your anxiety problem
what about forcing yourself to talk with people by telling what you normally don't tell to people because of shyness
what about figuring out that nobody is actually judging you all the time and even if it happens it has actually no repercussions
what about demonstrating to your family that you worth it
what about showing your fighting spirit

>>740572471
Unless you really know what you're doing it'll take some time to get fitter. I've been lifting 4 times a week for four months and I'm just starting to see results