Were you molested as a kid? Did you date someone who was? Did

>>740017329
>Were you molested as a kid?
No :(
I guess I was too ugly.

>>740017329
>be me
>be 7
>public pool
>alone because raised by single mother
>take off pants
>take off underwear
>man watching me, think nothing of it
>walks over to me says I'm attractive
>"okay"
>glides hang onto my genitals and fondles them
>no one else around
>uncomfortable.jpg
>leave quickly
>never mention it

>>740017329
never molested, though when I was 11 a guy tried to pay me money to get into his car and help him 'read a map'. It was like 630am and I was on my way to school. I never told anyone and for ages I had guilt that he'd kidnap some kid.

Mom fiddled my diddle from birth to puberty.
Everybody thought this was normal, and something kids needed as much as milk and diaper changes to be healthy.
There are some really sheltered microcultures out there...

>>740017751
>from birth to puberty
why the hell did she stop

>>740017751
what culture? Did she fiddle you to orgasm? Do it in front of people?

>>740017802
Wrap your brain around this one and weep for the death of logic:
"Because that's incest and that's wrong"

>>740017896
It wasn't incest before?
She suddenly knew what was right and wrong?

You tried to seem smart and you failed.
Try again

>>740017879
What I remember is getting a handjob with my bedtime story, and occasionally bath.
"What culture" one weird microcosm of a few 7th day families in a remote area of california.
The babydiddling is just the tip of the iceberg, as it were.

It wasn't public, or (allegedly) sexual in nature.

When I was about 4 or 5 my dad's lover would try to kiss me on my mouth she would use her tongue and everything. I'm a girl btw

found a porn tape under the couch and stuck it into the vcr when i was 4 probably fucked me up abit

>>740018176
was your dad there or was it only in private? How did it make you feel at the time?

>>740018176
Nice

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>>740017329
>Were you molested as a kid?
Got fucked by a dude (and some of his friends, eventually) twice a week during ages 7 and 8. Loved it. (I'm a guy)

>Did you keep it a secret or tell someone?
Kept it a secret. I knew if I told someone it would end.

>Is it a bad memory or a good one now?
Definitely a good one. I wish I was still 7.

>how has it affected your sexuality and kinks today?
Hypersexuality aka nymphomania. I regularly go to the porno store arcade and suck a series of cocks and I've been gang fucked at the local gay sex club several times (hooray for Cumunion!), the local gay bar a few times, and some parties a few of times. Regular HIV tests, all negative, so far, in fact, I've never gotten anything.

>>740017329
Not that I know of. Though I have very strange almost hyper real dreams of weird stuff like that, but I think it's dreams more than repressed memories.

>>740018340
kek

>>740017329
I think so

I vaguely remember being in bed with my grandmother one time watching Terminator on TV.

After that I had weird stinging pains in my dick

Then we suddenly stopped seeing granny

I don't know if it's just a coincidence because I don't remember anything untoward physically happening.

>>740018265
what do you remember from the tape?

>>740018365
Tell us about the dreams, anon.

>>740018387
Ever asked your parents about it?

>>740018312
nicccccce

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>be me
>8 years old
>family friend is a foster parent
>some of her kids come to spend the night
>guy and 7/10 few years older
>fast forward to night
>bed not big enough so we sleep on the floor
>too early to sleep
>7/10 starts rubbing my crotch
>wtfareyoudoing.jpg
>reaches in my pants and keeps going
>begonethot.png
>start feeling weird
>kinda start to like it
>eventually stops and goes to bed
>fuckingtease.jpg
>never told parents
>never told anyone
>mfw I kinda liked getting molested
>wtf is wrong with me

>>740018340
how did it happen that you ended up getting fucked by this guy? Who was he to you?

>>740018488
you a man or woman?

would you consider yourself gay?

>>740018459
Dreams

Usually in them it's me around 5-6 years old or so, at an old familly friend's home, and after a catipilar(one of those white burning ones) burns me I end up asking her(My friend)s mother for help, she takes me into the bathroom, and from there she asks me to get naked even though my hand was what was burning, she then washes my hand when I was nude. I don't know why I have the dream, it's just super real, I remember the tree I touch and all, talking about ninja turtles at the time. It was weird.

>>74001856
Guy

>>740018569
Guy

>>740017329

Possibly. I'm pretty fucked up so I suspect I was.

A few months ago I "jokingly" mentioned to my sister that I was probably molested as a kid and she instantly clammed up, got a weird look and changed the subject.

>>740018722
Lucky, my gf never did that to me even and i rubbed her off snd sucked her tits

>>740018176

tits or gtfo

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Some girl I know is being actively molested by her uncle
>mfw

>>740018459
pretty vanilla stuff, blonde chick and dude walk into this room with a bed that had one of those canopy things on it and he just rails her. it definitely fucked with me for awhile as i was trying to understand what i saw as a kid. now i love me some vintage porn though, something about the audio quality gets me

>>740018723
how are you fucked up? you male or female?

you think your sister did something or was maybe also a victim?

>>740018758
#neverlucky

>>740018768
how old is she and how do you know her? Does she like it or hate it?

>>740018845
I like to watch people shit on the floors. I'm female. I think I remember something about being shitted on

>>740018643
She never touches me inapropriatly in them or anythign, but it's weird that it's so vivid.

>>740017329
>be me 3
> hang out with family friend who was atleast 15
>she tells me about a game she wants to play with me
>sure I'll play.jpg
>she proceeds to touch my peepee and I grope her 15 year old tits
> make out
>this happens for months
>eventually get caught and we move away
I'm a horny piece of shit now I can't keep my hands off my dick and I jerk off atleast 3 times a day relationships are shit due to me being too sexual and not sexual at the same time no idea what I'm doing wrong,what do

>I was around 10, a lil boy
>I was sleeping in the same room that one of my big bros
>My bro was strange since mom died from cancer somme month ago
>One night he tried to present me a new game where he wanted me to touch his dick
>I didn't like it so he threatened me
>He touched me as well
>We did it for 2 month or so
>Until our dad discovered it
>My dad proteced me and sued m'y brother so he can be psycologycally supported and taken away from me and my lil sys
>The rest of my familly didn't agreed with him and defended my bro like what my bro did was nothing

It's what made it a very bad memory for me.

Maybe it's notre related but now i'm a pedo/furry and I feel sexually wrong.

>>740019000
Damn you have memories from when you were 3?
You got a good brain anon

I dated a girl who was abused over the Internet. Horribly sad story, but she was kinky as fuck and absolutely submissive.

>>740018944
what do you remember exactly?

>>740019082
it's not so unusual, is it? I remember my 2nd birthday party

>>740019082
Yeah it's crazy how much I can remember from my childhood

>>740019093
tell us some of the story and what kinks she had?

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>>740018505
He was a total stranger at first. I knocked on his door when I was "running away" from school and asked him if I could call my mom to come pick me up (long story, I was supposed to join the after-school math club, but they wouldn't let me join, plus problems at home = anger and fleeing school after being rejected by the stupid math club). He had porn playing, we watched it, and I ended up getting my dick sucked. I liked it, so I kept coming back every Monday and Wednesday for an hour when I was supposed to be in math club. I wasn't actually in the math club, so no one missed me at the school, and my parents thought I was in the math club, so they didn't miss me either for that hour.

>>740017329
yes & yes

not much story

>be me
>be 12
>public cinema
>girl next to me, 12-13yo
>she looks at me
>take my hand ant put in under hear skirt
>she have no panties
>she's shaved
>I got a booner
>she bend over me
>take out my hard penis
>uncomfortable.jpg
>start suck it
>did come 2 times under LOTR
>never seen her again
>

I was molested by a much older girl when I was in second grade. She said she was acting like a "big sister" when she took me to secluded places. Definitely bad memories and it fucked me up.

>>740018845

Just my preferences which have essentially no limits (aside from scat, which I find icky). Pretty much nothing bothers me and I can fap to anything.

My parents were missionaries and I spent a LOT of time in deep southern Mexico when I was a kid, along with dozens of churches in the USA ranging from normal to weird so there were plenty of opportunities. I don't remember anything though.

I do remember being the instigator in any kind of playing doctor and such when I was a kid though. I ran into several other kids who were most definitely sexually active at extremely young ages (down to about 4-5) even though I didn't understand it at the time.

>>740019241
always a story. Who did it and how old were you?

>>740019304
> Just my preferences which have essentially no limits (aside from scat, which I find icky). Pretty much nothing bothers me and I can fap to anything.

I think that's code for liking pizza, right?

>be me long ago
>be 5
>neighbor kids around 10 and 12 bring me into their home
>they put in their dad's VHS tape
>it's about 15-20 couples in a very large room all fucking on the floor
>I was astonished
>nothing more came of that

Later...

>be me, still 5
>neighbor from the other direction is a qt gril probably 6
>she has a rock tumbler
>she gives me a polished rock

on another occasion...
>she shows me her vagina
>she asks to see my penis
>I comply
>she asks me to touch her vagina
>I comply
>the knowledge from the porno escaped me
>I did not smash

How this affected me: I really love vaginas. I also collected rocks for years after that.

>God bless you, neighbor girl. I will never forget.

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>>740019179
I remember showering with my mom when I was younger. Then she just dropped a big shit in the shower and a lot of it hit me. Then she was cleaning it off of me and I forget what happens after that

>>740019215
I'd rather not go into too much detail (she was young and it went on for a while). The guy's a scumbag loser though. I'd do something about it but he's on the other side of the planet.

Male supremacy, beating, throatfucking, being tied up. If you've never been on top of a girl with your fingers hooked down her throat pulling her into your dick between thrusts, then you haven't lived. She'd do anal and ass to mouth as well. Sometimes I'd tell her about how women were worthless and meant only to serve cock, and she'd just explode. Spit in her face, make her suck her buttplug during anal sex, etc.

Get you a freaky one.

>>740019407

Torture (real or fake), zoo, traps, midgets, whatever.

oh and I've tried to fuck dead animals lol

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>>740019422
>Then she just dropped a big shit in the shower and a lot of it hit me.

not that i recall but me and my babysitter showered/bathed together a lot. she usually did all/most of the work washing me.

>>740017329
tyring hard to validate pedophilia

Live in simple shithole, classic European alcoholic step dad. late night, 12 years old and overly tired, larger man gets in my bed grabs my balls and sticks it in my ass. I already had an undying hatred, changed it into the deep withheld apocalyptic style hatred.

Shit memory I need as decomposed as possible. Think my sexuality is healthy, just my trust crap. I deal with relationships like a drug im taking, worried of the negatives of having too much, but love the refresh of a good session. Testicles are a weird thing, some of my worst nightmares are just reliving the pain of someone going for your weakest spot and making a point of it.

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>>740019458
Pic

>>740018340
Such a similar story, actually. A very hypersexualized home environment, but not negative at all from my perspective. Parents leading overt Dom/submissive relationship, sex dungeon, etc, I thought all this was normal. Still do :)

The local Cumunion spot is just around the block from my apartment, so much funsies :)

>>740020202
kinky AND a hot body? nice.

how long did you date her for?

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>>740017329
na i was the 3/4 attention people on school
pretty girls used to like me and never tell me so i knew until we where almost in middle school
dat sucked

>>740018060
... He specifically said it was shitty reasoning...

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>>740020447
Six years. Here are some more.

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>>740020447
More

I'm worried I was molested as a kid and I'm just repressing the memory. It would explain a lot about me.
But then again, I was a fat kid so I doubt anyone would be that tempted.

Used to play with neighbour girl. We were both about 7-8 and had already done the you touch mine I'll touch yours thing.

One day playing vidya at her house, her older brother showed us porn vhs, then asks if we wanna play like the film.

End up with her sucking me off and him guiding me how to fuck her. Didn't really work well but I did manage to penetrate. Brother was just stood there jacking and talking us through it. He bust his nut on her face.

>>740020531
>>740017896

Oh shit bro. I totally misread that. I thought you were insulting me. Sorry

>>740020686
Heh, I did some weird stuff as kid, all consensual and mostly between kids of the same age.
Yet, I can't shake the feeling, that I'm missing something. Like there is an important event in my life, I just forgot/repressed.

>>740018145
tell more. this is fascinating. I've run into people who grew up in "micro communities" as you called them who had pretty differnt views on sex.

please keep going I 'm incredibly interested - not just about sex, but other things about your community / life.

I'll write up my molestation story in another post.

>>740020676
moar?

>>740019220
More

>>740020782
did it seem like he already did stuff with her and she knew what she was doing?

never any repeats?

and... erm... did she look cute with cum on her face?

>>740017329

Sharjah Ruler did

Along with current Dubai Ruler.

Khalifa Bin Zayed

Mohammed Bin Zayed

Sarah Palin

Kevin Rudd

Tony Abott

and many others who thought it would be nice to molest sheikh Zayed son because he was against them.

I was 4 at that time, but they get getting rekt by Karma..

>>740020852
I grew up in the system so I was very vunerable, it would make sense.

I wonder if there's a way to unrepress a memory. I don't want to suddenly wake up when I'm 40 and remember what happened. If it happened, I'd rather know now so I can kill whoever did it.

>>740017896
>>740018060
I got so used to being shitted on this website I got defensive and thought you were insulting me. Just ignore that post I was being an retard

>>740021064
wut

>>740021109
you m or f? I dunno about repressed memory bullshit. Growing up in the system might be enough to fuck you up without needing repressed molestation.

>>740020877
do.

>>740017329
Dated a chick that acted like she was abused. We got drunk sometimes and she often mentioned that she was abused when she was a child but never went into detail. One time she finally revealed this abuse was her mother slapping her in the face. Kek. Fucking bitch. She was only using an excuse to act crazy and for me to have some pity or something.

>weird memories from being young. Never felt close to my dad, but I always got these warm fuzzy feelings around this family friend. He used to baby sit me sometimes, but no specific memories. Family friend it turns out is gay AF, and when my fam finds out he isn't welcome anymore.

>10 years old, stay at friends house. ask him if he wants to see something that feels good. I start sucking his dick. Not sure how I know this. He tells his parents. he tells other kids at school. I get isolated pretty quickly lose all my friends in 4th grade/ 5th grade. was very sad. I thought alot about sex at that age.

>looking back, I think that family friend ( or my mom - who lacks boundaries ) used to give me head / play with my dick. No concrete memories.

>always seem to end up dating people who were molested as kids.
>gf1 was fucked by her dad. it fucked her up, but turned me on - couldn't ever mention that though.

>gf2 said she her dad would come in drunk at night and touch her. She got sent off to super expensive "reform" school. We fucked a few times - but she clearly had issues and relationship ended.

>gf3 says she wasn't molested, but has all the signs. Into violent sex / choking / etc. Her dad talks about sex too much with her, and she fucked one of her dad's friends during holiday break one year. she once told me "never ask me how many people I've slept with". Her dad used to run like a "porn duplication" thing when VHS whas a thing, but she said he quit when it turned out one of the girls was underaged. So lots of red flags there

I dunno list goes on and on.

>>740019220
Now you're a fag and don't know any math congratulations, Anon.

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>>740021109
Mhmm, I'm carefully trying drugs to explore my mind. But I'm bretty sure the worst thing I'll realize is, that I'm a faggot.
Having memories of abuse come up, might not be that fun.
Have you considered a therapist? I think it would really help to have someone write down my thoughts, so I can explore them later. He wouldn't even need to comment or guide the process, just give me stepping stones from which to start.

>>740021216
Male.

You're probably right, something just doesn't feel right.

My oldest brother is a convicted paedophile but since I was in the system, he never got to me.

>be me about 7 years old
> have a 13 year old sister who is always on the phone with her girlfriends
>one day she puts the phone to my ear and tells me that her friend wants to tell me something
> "hey anon you're really cute, can I give you a bj?"
> don't even know what a bj is
>"yeah okay"
>leave and can hear sister laughing

>fast froward a month and sister is having a slumber party with friends and phone friend
>they're all playing truth or dare outside, it's late so I'm in my room trying to sleep but cant do to noise
>hear phone friend giggling and my door creak open
>too nervous to say anything so I pretend to be asleep
>she comes up to me and whispers asking if I'm awake
> don't say anything
> she reaches underneath the covers and laughs, I sleep nude
> starts playing with my dick
> little boy boner, pretend to be asleep still
> she kneels over and starts sucking
>feel really weird, tingling all over
>don't really enjoy it at the time, it feels weird and I'm closing my eyes tighter
>she stops after a while and kisses my head
>leaves the room
>next day sister teases me asking if I had a good night

>>740017329

I don't remember much of it honestly. I was around 7 or 8, home alone with a friend and pervy stepdad. We asked him if we could run around the house naked, he let us, and soon after, he stripped down as well. I was a kid, being naked was no more than something humorous. I hate talking about anything that happened after that but you can guess what it was. I usually wouldn't even say anything about it but my grandmother mentioned it the other day and I found myself extremely uncomfortable.

I believe it is part of the reason I am depressed today, in a way I blame myself for it, but since another person was a victim as well I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself for that even though i was a child. I don't have contact with that friend today. We haven't seen one another after the incident, I have no idea where she ended up, i hope in a better place than I am. I don't think it affected my sexuality in any way, but after it happened, I became a scapegoat for the rest of my family. Whenever my cousins did something bad, I would get blamed for it whenever I was around, i was apparently a "bad influence" because of what happened to me.

Today it is mostly a blur and it stays out of my mind most of the time, it didn't ruin me, i still have aspirations.

If you read this I am sorry for such a long post. I figured might as well share my story.

>>740021331
> >gf1 was fucked by her dad. it fucked her up, but turned me on - couldn't ever mention that though.

I know that feel anon. the holy grail are the girls who turn those bad memories into good fetishes and fantasies. Nothing hotter than a woman playing like she's 7, calling you daddy while you fuck her, knowing she's playing out her real daddy in her 7yo pussy.

>>740018145
That's one things I don't get about these so-called microcosms like "naturists". They strongly claim "not sexual" knowing damn well it fucking is. My friend used convoluted explanations and strongly defended her reasoning to the point she realized she was repeating my points. Turns out she has had a thing for her dad and step-mom for a long time and they wouldn't reciprocate. I don't mind it, I believe it's beautiful. She was gangraped as a very little girl, so I can see why she (like many survivors) would gravitate to that lifestyle where they don't hurt kids, but go for the whole "primitive beauty of human life & simplicity" sort of thing.

7th Day families though?
You've seen some shit, anon, I'm sure of it.

>>740018896
She's 17 I'm 18, I know her because she's my exs best friend (we got close at around the end of the relationship) and she's distressed but won't give details

>>740021238
are you dating my sister lol. that sounds like her. but she is actually fucked up BPD, and she obsesses about 2 "abuse" incidents, while ignoring the more real problems that we were basically abandoned by our mother, and that our dad is a well meaning shitfucker, but still a shitfucker.

>>740021216
I wrote
>>740021331

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>>740021376
I tried the drug thing but nothing ever came up. But it definitely helped with other shit.

If you have the ability to trust a therepist then you're in a good position. They deal with this kinda shit all the time so that's probably a good idea.

>>740021481
your friend is a naturist? How old was she when she was gangraped and what happened?

Did she try anything with her dad and stepmom?

>>740021475
yeah I feel bad for kids like that. I've never run into anyone who had it turn out to be a good experience ( male on female ) ... but I've run int a bunch of guys were molested by other guys where it felt good / didn't fuck them up ect.

I'm not sure what the difference is.

>>740018488
Kek

>be me around 8
>be a male
>play around the room with female cousin and her brother of the same age
>everything is fine
>we get tired
>eventually lay down in the same matress
>i lay beside the girl while her brother lays down on our feet
>get a small boner due to touching and scratching cousin's warm skin
>take her hand and put in my boner
>she likes it
>reaches for my underwear
>she starts to stroke and i get even harder
>put my hand in a pussy for the first time of my life
>don't really know what to do with it
>stroke it too
>spend 30 minutes or so doing so
>no one noticed
>don't tell anyone
>don't ever see this girl again since parents divorced and she in my dad's side of the family

>>740021109
recovering "repressed memories" usually just results in giving yourself fake memories, don't mess around with that. Even if you magically "remember" it still could be fake. Better to live like nothing happened than get a memory that could be fake. Just live your life and don't put yourself thru something that might have not even happened.

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I was molested when I was 12 by a friend of my moms and her husband. She'd babysit me while she and my dad were at work. They'd undress and undress me and "cuddle" me together on their bed. Husband would get a hard on and rub me. Wife would lick me and then fuck her husband in front of me. This went on for a year until my mom thought I could be left alone during the day. I wasn't traumatized. I have a normal sexual appetite and I have good relationships with all my girlfriends, it was just something that happened. Never discussed it with my parents either.

>>740021684
> I've never run into anyone who had it turn out to be a good experience ( male on female )

I have, though it's a minority to be sure.

More common is those women who had a bad experience but were left with a big DDLG or ageplay or even full on pedo kink,

>>740021818
you're a guy I assume. By 12 I was already fapping and fantasizing. Were you?

>>740017329
my ex was partially molested. when she was very little some dude took her into his apartment and smelled her underwear. she got scared, started screaming, and ran away. the dude let her go. maybe he got scared he would get caught.

>>740021668
I'm not trying to advocate drug use, but are you talking ' i did shrooms once or twice and it was fun' or 'i spent a considerable amount of time before, during and after the trip, preparing and dealing with a predefined topic'.

I don't really think you have to trust the therapist. He's just there to take notes and occasionally ask for clarifications.
So you can come up with your own conclusion.
You could do the same with a friend, although they tend to not be as well equipped for these conversations.

>>740017329
I kind of was. One time an uncle of mine who had a daughter who was my age made me and my cousin take a bath together and told us to wash each other's private parts while he watched. I didnt think anything of it until like a decade later when I was like "Hey, wait a minute...". Sure made his funeral awkward.

>>740021899
Yes. Also I was masturbating too so I just took being stroked by someone else, someone older as a positive

>>740017329
My wife was molested by a 9yo girl when she was 6.

She's bi and generally kinky but doesn't seem to have any specific messed-upness from it.

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I walked into the cheerful, rather narrow halls of the care center. It didn’t smell of feces and urine like many I had been in. Up the hall from where I walked in, was a small dining room. Some of the residents were sitting there. I found out later that they were waiting for dinner. It was two in the afternoon. They don’t eat until five thirty. “I’ll just wait”, said one resident who sat in a wheel chair, watching people walking by. She called all the nurses by name. She had been here a while, I imagine.

my best friend and i would make out all the time in her closet when we were 5/6 and would rub eachothers non existent breasts. a few times her dad would come in and watch us but only once ever pulled it out and rubbed it on my face. femanon

>>740022037
0/10

>>740017510
Sorry, Big Mac.

>>740021331
>always seem to end up dating people who were molested as kids.

every fucking slut claims to have been molested as an excuse to be a slut, don't fall for it

>>740022179
he only rubbed it on your face and not hers? how did she react to this - like it was weird or normal?

Do you think the experience has affected you or was it just like one of those things?

>>740018265
Why would that fuck you up? I was the same age when I saw porn, plus the kid upstairs had been french kissing me.

>>740021064
Fuck you fagot Kevin Rudd is a hero

>>740022321
you m or f? Was kid upstairs?

>>740021999
The latter. Done shrooms once or twice but I find they can get a bit weird. I mostly do acid, it offers much more introspection I find and there's a much lower chance of a bad trip. I always feel good after a trip, only do it a couple times a year though. Don't want to be doing it too often.

I couldn't see a therapist because I would need a level of trust before I could tell them about my life. I've been through a lot of shit, not necessarily sexual.

>>740022442
I am boy. Boy was boy.

>>740017896
>wincest

>>740021856
>even full on pedo kink

oh yeah GF3 who "Wasn't molested" - forgot to mention that. She was also into young boys and girls. another red flag there. She might be the only one who for whom it would have been an ok experience.

>>740022533
>She was also into young boys and girls.

How young did she like them? Did she like fantasy, roleplay or pizza?

>>740022276
yeah i think he had only done my face because he was probably molesting anyways in other closed doors. i cant really remember her reaction.
it hasnt really started to mess with my head until the past couple of years regarding my sexuality, trust and ages.

>>740017329
yes
>be me
>be 6-7
>older kid from the neighborhood befriends me
>family doesn't mind
>gains my trust
>Then tries to make me do things to me
>forced handjobs, bjs, etc
>tried to penetrate me but didn't let him
>goes on for several months but didn't tell anyone
>didn't realize the gravity of what was happening
>too scared to talk
>he moved away after a while
>still haven't told anyone
>it's neither a good nor a bad memory
>don't even think about it that often
>Didn't really affect my sexuality except for making me bi
>Get off on wielding power over others
>often hurt others just for the lulz
>once got aroused while reading a story abot an 8yo getting raped
>pretty decent guy otherwise

>>740017329
No but when i was like 6 whenever we had family get togethers i would molest my female cousin who was the same age. Didn't know that was frowned upon.

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>>740020686
How the fuck do you get molestated and not remember it lol?

Dated a chick who was molested by dad's friend, filthy whore made out with some other random dude a couple days after she told me she loved me, I fucking hate almost all females.

>>740021048
I got the impression he had messed with her before yes.

And yes me and her would fool around a lot. And yes she looked cute, was the only time the brother was involved with me there

>>740022730
maybe he was already doing more with her.

> until the past couple of years regarding my sexuality, trust and ages.

What do you mean by this? Have you found yourself attracted to women or older/younger people?

>>740021457
What actually happened? That sounds like a shitty, depressing situation.

>>740022890
Wonder if he ever fucked her. Do you find you like younger girls now?

>>740022862
did you dump her? What did friend's dad do to her?

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>>740017896

>>740021676
Well, if there were a "colony" or whatever they call them where I live, she would live there. Some of her family work security at a colony from time to time.
Her incident happened when she was 5(?), at a daycare. Nonetheless, she doesn't like men going down on her because of it, a girl doing it is a little easier, but still rare. She just admitted the incest thing to my woman & I the other day. She was nervous, though smiling, holding back tears. She said tried for years and it was "all she ever wanted" and said we were the only people she had ever told. She has been losing "friends" for a while because they are degenerate fucks. I'm not talking the "degenerate™" meme from /pol/; I mean living, breathing human shit. She has us and her bf who actually care. We were the only people she could trust to tell. It was so random, too. I looked at her and her eyes were screaming "Hold me daddy, it's killing me inside." Whenever we part, I always have a form of sexual contact (firmly squeezing ass, breast kneading) when we hug and usually a long kiss on the neck. Now, I hug her tighter and tell her "I love you" and she nuzzles back now.

People like that tend to have addictive personalities/disassociation and suicidal tendencies. I can see why she would admire something "pure" and beautiful. She realizes now that sjw shit has fucked her brain for a long time and other than us and her bf, pain is all she's ever known.

>>740021776
SRA is very real

>>740017618
You made someone happy that day

>>740022948
its left me questioning if im bisexual because of all the occasions i had with her, yet those probably only ever happened because she was grooming me for her dad which brings into trust issues. but then again, i only like the idea of younger girls but never would dare myself to. sort of attracted to older men who think like her dad but don't know if i would ever attempt persuing a relationship with one. fuck its a lot.

>>740022839
You never hear of a repressed memory? Bing it.

im afraid im repressing something. im incredibly asexual and sex repulsed by other people and its only getting worse. i have a fetish for older brothers (i have one) and other weird shit like piss even though the thought of ever doing something with someone else makes me feel sick. im schizophrenic and have delusions of people raping me but at the same time i have uncontrolable fantasies about it when i jerk off. how can i find out if it happened??? i heard my neighbors having sex a couple weeks ago and had a panic attack. i cant live like this

>>740022260
Had an ex like this. She claimed her cousin raped her when she was 9 and that being a whore was a clinical disease. He felt bad for her wanting to lose her virginity to him and refused to do it ever again. She got mega pissed and made a scene and they never believed it.

Hey guys, I need advice.

Kinda found out there is some molesting stuff going on with my aunt's kids.

>not because they're molested, but because she's a shitty parent and they get exposed to sex at a young age on media/movies/games etc

>one of her sons (my cousins) was caught feeling up another one of our cousins from another aunt B, during when she slept

>now, the daughters of aunt A, who also are sisters to that male cousin, have been up to funny business

>one of these girls, one of my cousins, is extra friendly with me

>made a joke like "where's your thing", and i said "at my house"

>and she laughs and goes "no" and whispers "it's up your butt" and laughs

>she's 7-8

what do

>>740023371
I understand. I've met women with similar sets of thoughts and we've explored them together.

Have you ever talked to anyone about this stuff?

I'd be very happy to chat a bit off of here and explore further if you want.

>>740023512
>now, the daughters of aunt A, who also are sisters to that male cousin, have been up to funny business

how do you know?

>made a joke like "where's your thing", and i said "at my house"
>and she laughs and goes "no" and whispers "it's up your butt" and laughs

That could just be kid talk or she once saw some stuff online, doesn't necessarily mean abuse.

>>740023698
because aunt C (yes, aunt C) has daughters and they stay over aunt A's house, and end up getting into "funny business" with aunt A's girls

>>740017329
I wasn't exactly molested, but only because she was a kid too.

From age 5 to 8 my best friend was a girl a year older than me that lived next door. Shortly after we met she introduced me to her favorite game. Playing "house". It started out pretty normally.

But eventually she asked me if I wanted to do a special grownup thing. Everything grownup was automatically cool at that age so of course I wanted to do it.

It started with us taking each others clothes off. I had never seen a girl naked before, so I was curious. She let me spend awhile investigating her body while she did the same to mine.

Over the next few weeks that became our favorite game to play together, and she was constantly pushing it further and further. From just looking at each other naked, we progressed to kissing and touching, then eventually to oral and even intercourse. I would get hard and even had a few orgasms during it, though nothing came out.

We played that way for pretty much the whole time I lived there and I enjoyed every minute of it. Eventually I moved away and never saw her again.

Looking back I realize how creepy it all was. Had she been an adult doing that kind of stuff it would clearly have been molestation. And it's blatantly obvious now that she was being molested by someone. This was long before the days of internet pornography, so someone was teaching her those things.

All in all they're good memories though.

>>740023761
kids do sometimes just explore sexually. doesn't mean abuse or molestation if they're consenting and similar ages.

>>740023066
I reckon he did yes. And I'll fuck anything

>>740023698
Alrighty then.

Well, hypothetically speaking, what if my cousin came on to me? What should I do

>>740023944
depends if you're into it.

>>740023990
....w-what if I possibly am

>>740023819
sorry this is for you too:
>>740023944

>>740023555
yeah sure. drop ur kik

>>740024011
Don't molest a child. Pretty please. Ok?

>>740023808
Had the same exact thing happen to me with a neighbor girl. House became being naked under the sheets really quickly

>>740017329
>Were you molested as a kid?
I wouldnt put it like that. My daddy fucked me when I was a little girl but I wouldn't say I was molested.
>Did you keep it a secret or tell someone?
I was a good girl and tell anybody.
>Is it a bad memory or a good one now?
How could my daddy's love not be a good memory?
>how has it affected your sexuality and kinks today?
I've convinced my husband to fuck our daughters. I only really get turned on watching the old videos of me or watching my husband fuck our daughters.

>>740024183
What if she comes onto me and does some aggressive shit like wanting to see my donger or wanting to try stuff

>yes it can happen and does happen

>>740018340
Fucking Faggot. Kill yourself immediately.

>>740024208
Yeah, I think this sort of thing is pretty common among kids. Maybe not going as far as we did, but definitely the getting naked and exploring parts.

>>740019036
If you're a pedo you are sexually wrong. But to acknowledge your problem is the fist step. Get some mental help before it's to late and a child gets hurt. Being a furry is weird, but hey whatever floats your boat.

>>740024255
I hope this is a joke

>>740024255
dubs checked

>watching the old videos of me
wow where u at i wanna see those
>watching my husband fuck our daughters
how many daughters are there and what are their ages?

also, how did your dad manage to have you enjoy sexy time with him?

what age did it start? what age did it end?

Just recently broke up with a girl whos entire family abused her from around 13-17

>>740019422
Yo this is foul

I was when I was 8 and onwards. It was a friend of my older brother that babysat me after school. We'd play-wrestle a lot and he'd grab my dick and balls through my pants. One day while wresting he managed to unbutton and unzip my pants. Before I could redo them he said he wanted to show me a "guy thing" first. He pulled down my pants and underwear and sat me in his lap, reached down and started to fiddle around and rub my dick. this became a pretty normal, every day thing we'd do once I'd got home from school. Get to his place, go to his room, take our clothes off, he'd jack me off and then he'd lay back on his bed while I did him. eventually this led to oral.
Now as an adult, I'm in my early 30s, I'm in a stable relationship, and so is he. But we still meet up 3 or 4 times a month for sex.
When I think back on it I don't see it as a bad memory. He never forced me to do anything I didn't want to do. He always treated me like a best friend than some little kid. He was fun and I liked being with him. He gave me my first orgasm and many more.
I'm gay, but I'm pretty sure this never affected my sexuality. I remember before this started there was a boy in the same class as I that I had a crush on. As for sex drive, mine is really high. I'm always horny and ready for sex. I do wonder if being introduced to sex at a young age contributed to that. As for kinks, we never really did anything kinky when I was a kid. All I can think of that we share is a jockstrap fetish, but that seems to be a gay guy thing. I do like bondage but I didn't come into that until I was an adult.

>>740024255
>Things that never happened

>>740024356
Story would be nice ...

>>740024270
don't initiate. Don't encourage her. Don't push her. Don't reject her in such a way as to mess her up.

The rest is up to you.

>>740024537
>Don't reject her in such a way as to mess her up.
this is where the concern was.

thanks anon

>>740024354
>how many daughters are there and what are their ages?
6, ages 12 and under.
>how did your dad manage to have you enjoy sexy time with him?
Surprise, girls like sex. It feels good and it's nice to be loved.
>what age did it start? what age did it end?
Started when I was almost 3, ended when I was 12 and had my first period.

>>740024412
Right? Need timestamps and links for that proof

>>740024634
is it possible to get in on this?

>>740019093
>abused over the internet

Nigga just walk away from the screen like nigga close your eyes

>>740024270
Dropkick the little bitch.

Or tell her no and inform her mother of her weird behaviour.

>>740024695
Yeah, make some daughters of your own. You can't fuck someone else's daughters, that would be rape.

>>740019252
>12 - 13yo girl
>she's shaved

kek enjoy your booner

>>740024850
How do you go about doing this in a way where the daughters don't feel resentment from you when they get older?

the boyscout leader grabbed some kids ass ounce

>>740024850
>>740024881
*towards* you, having resentment *towards* your husband

>>740024850
This is a Kek that may secure my place in hell.

>>740024881
We're not going to give you tips you sick fuck.

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>>740024634
Bye bitch.

>>740024881
What do you mean? Why would a girl resent her father for loving her? That's nonsense.

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Is it bad that this thread turns me on?

>>740025066
It'd be more believable if it were a screenshot

>>740025102
it is what it is, anon. how young are the kids you fantasize about?

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>>740017329
My mother molested me the entire time I was growing up. As a toddler I remember her rubbing my penis in the bath tub, telling me it was a game called "got your dickybird." And she was always looking for excuses to touch me all over. When I got sick, she'd have me lie down in my bed and rub me head to toe in Vic's Vaporub. If I got a sunburn, I'd be lotioned up and caressed head to toe with lotions and moisturizers.

I used to hate getting home haircuts, because she'd always push her large breasts into my face while she was doing it and shake them from side to side to paff the sides of my head. And she was constantly doing things like, she'd put on a sheer black blouse with no bra, then stick out her chest and ask me if I could see her (erect) nipples.

When I was 13 or so, she openly propositioned me. I had just finished mowing the lawn and I was all sweaty and had my shirt off. As I sat on the couch, she came in and sat down beside me, then asked me if I ever saw her as a woman and not just my mother. I told her coldly that I barely saw her as human, and she reacted like I'd slapped her. I guess she thought I'd be turned on or something.

I'm asexual and aromantic. I don't like to be touched, and I have never felt sexual attraction to anyone. I don't know whether I was born that way or whether it was the result of what happened to me. I never told anyone what happened, and I doubt they'd believe me if I did; no one thinks woman can be rapists or paedophiles.

>>740025154
Okay, that made me chuckle

Niggertoes

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>>740025154
The fucking tabs!

I was molested by my older brother. Doesn't affect me at all, other the fact that gay porn makes me rather uncomfortable. But I'm sure most people feel this way when they watch porn they don't like.

I once knew a girl who was molested by a stranger in a public pool. She was extremely sex-negative (didn't give blowjobs, etc), but I don't know whether or not it was a result of the molestation.

>>740025243
No thanks. Only really into white girls feet. They're just too cute.

>>740021568
Nah dont think so m8, she has only one sister and this sister wouldnt be lurking here. The sister is the typical feminist fat bitch pro everything degenerate.

>>740025272
Right? That's why it made me chuckle

>>740025148
As young as toddler age. If she's old enough to walk and talk a little she's old enough.

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>>740025202
>got your dickybird
Wut

>>740025235
>My half sister and grandfather both molested me too.
what did they do to you?

My babysitter used to make me lick her soles every time she beat me in chess . It was a "punishment" for losing and a motivation to get better . Her words. She gave me my foot fetish ..

>>740025316
Nigga's just begging for a prison sentence kek

>>740025068
She will resent him when he stops, you fucking retard. Eventually, she'll grow up or get fat or whatever, and the father will stop fucking her. That's when she'll feel the resentment.

She'll also feel resentment when someone explains to her that her father's behaviour is not typical.

>>740025575
howgnu.ru

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>>740025455
My half sister was doing lots of weird stuff before she acted. For example her and her friend were in the living room and she started bouncing up and down on her friends lap and asked me "Do you like this?". I was like 11.

A while after that she got me into a bed upstairs while we were home alone and she started tickling me all over. I got an erection and she kept at it for a bit before suddenly stopping. It's still awkward to be around her.

My Grandpa grabbed my ass a few times when I was very young. I barely remember it but its still awkward and I don't like thinking of it.

I should kill myself

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You just know there are at least 30 guys jerkin' it to this thread.

>>740025795
......ru. Wonder if you've been...... THERE.

>>740025795
Not a chance in hell I'm following that link.

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>>740025860
You fap to little girls

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>>740022047
Wut.

>2nd grade, new town, new school
>playing in the sandbox
>two fat ginger twins try to bully me
>tweedle-dee punches me in the nose
>tweedle-dumb yells "Show us your weenie!"
>"Fuck you"
>"I'll show you mine!"
>uh...this is rather unorthodox bullying
>tweedle-dumb whips it out
>just a little pink head atop a big red scrotum
>other kids are starting to gather around
>pressured by the attention, i whip it out
>BAM! 3 inches flaccid! (hung af for 2nd grade)
>The crowd of 8-10 kids around are impressed
>Tweedle-dumb yells again
>"Oh yeah? Well look what we do!"
>Tweedle-dee drops to his knees and starts blowing his twin brother's micropenis
>Every kid in the crowd is confused, disgusted, cringing
>Recess bell rings
>Everyone goes back to class
>Teacher is talking to a student outside for like 15 minutes
>20 minutes into class, intercom clicks on
>"Anon, Tweedle-dee, Tweedle-dumb, please come to the principal's office"
>Principal tells me not to pull my dick out anymore

>>740025815
that's some pretty minor stuff, anon. Chill the fuck out.

>>740025893
What are the first three letters of the site? I want to see if you know exactly what I'm talking about

>>740025624
>She will resent him when he stops
Not when she knows what it can't continue to go on.
>she'll grow up and the father will stop fucking her.
Well, yeah, when a girl reaches menarche her father can't keep fucking her. This is basic incest rules.

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>>740025943
It's minor but it bothers me still. I have tons of non-sexual abuse that really messed me up. Those indents are just the cherry on top.

>>740025189
You've mentioned this on /b/ before. I remember this.

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>>740025964
Img?
Nothing wrong with cute girls in their underwear

>>740025898
This is completely unrelated but your story reminded me of it:

When I was school one of the staff members got fired because he was caught jerking off to CCTV of two of my fellow students fucking eachother. Apparently they didn't know there was a camera pointed right at them lol

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>>740026049
Anon... You're the only one so far that visits like I do. When did YOU find the site? I found it a couple years back

>>740026023
/b/ is the only place I've admitted this.

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>>740026128
Like 2010.
Hope you get lucky with a loli some time anon.

>>740026128
I found it like 7 years ago. But there's better stuff out there. There's a Model Blog for example.

>>740025886
It isn't even a real link, the domain doesn't exist

>>740026178
See how easy that was?

>>740017329
My gf's best friend was molested and raped as a kid.

Now I don't know the details, but it left her scarred for life. She's 23 now and basically refuses any physical contact except for her (first and only) boyfriend, and even with him she usually refuses any kind of sexual contact.

She's also obsessed with death, demons and dying. When me and my gf lost our child due to some weird mutation, she wanted to go to the hospital with my gf to see the mutilated fetus being extracted from my gf's body. (Needless to say, we didn't let her, as the request is disgusting and creepy.)

>>740017329
Only told one person, my dad. Mom never knew before she died. Not even my ex wife of 7 years knows. Definitely a bad memory. No sexual deviancy but I have a hard time trusting anyone.

Molested by my dad from as early as I can remember until I was 10

sometimes brought some of his friends over to do the same

didn't really like it but it never seemed weird to me

talking to my best friend at a sleepover and the topic of boys comes up

tell her what me and my dad did since I assumed everyone did it

Cops take my dad away while I'm at school the Monday after

Find the tapes of us that my dad made

Get put in foster care

eventually foster dad picks up where my dad left off

keep it to myself since I thought that I would be homeless if I said anything

Today it's a bad memory but mostly because I felt like I lost my home and
my friends and my life when I got moved to foster care. Plus I had to go
to therapy where everyone looked at you and treated you like some kind of
injured puppy. I know that what happened was wrong but I hate talking to
people about it because they treat you different when they find out what happened.
I don't blame Becca for telling, but I wish I had never said anything. My home
life with my dad was way better than life with my foster dad.

>>740026173
Yes, yes. I've seen. But in regards to img. It sometimes all depends on what you search for.

>>740026226
I never thought it would be hard. I'm just curious about this whole secret website thing these other anons have going on

>>740026171
I try to fight it, but it gets through all the time. First "acted" at 18. I have a foot fetish and when I found that she didn't mind me touching them I about fell over.

>>740026247
that sucks anon. How old are you now? Have you been able to have good relationships?

Do you know if the tapes were ever shared online?

>>740021064
The first one who hast famous rapists
>nais

>>740026247
Man that's fucking tragic. I know what it's like to be in the system but to have people you should be able to trust do something like that is so fucked up. Especially two different people. I hope you can still live a normal life after that shit. They should all be shot.

>>740026449
>Fishing for tapes

>>740026370
I asked a question and they opened about where they like to order pizza. What made them think I was talking about porn?

>>740026370
It's a joke url.

How new are you
How gnu r u
howgnu.ru

>>740025898

Cont...
>3 weeks later
>Walking home from school with awkward kid who lives on my street
>Didn't realize it then, but he was def gay
>"So... Anon... Kids at school say you have a big weiner"
>"I dunno, at least i'm not sucking my twin brother's dick"
>We both laugh hysterically, back to walking silently
>"B-but have you ever had it sucked on?"
>"No"
>"Do you want to?"
>I think for a while
>"Depends on who's sucking it"
>Kid pushes me roughly towards the bushes
>I think he thought I'd end up behind the bushes
>I end up on top of the bush, on my back
>Kid pulls my elastic waistband down
>Immediately starts sucking my dick
>I freak out and try to push him off
>Car drives by, honks its horn
>oshitweareintrouble.gif
>Guy gives me a thumbs up as he drives away
>wtf
>Friend starts freaking out, apologizing
>I'm not good with confrontation, shrug it off
>Avoid him for a couple weeks

>>740026702

Cont...
>Couple weeks later, knock on my door
>Gay neighbor kid's older sister
>5th grade, pretty cute
>"Hey anon, why are you avoiding my brother?"
>"Uh, I dunno, just been busy"
>"Its not cause he sucked your dick?"
>"HE DIDN'T SU-"
>"He told me, he feels stupid about it"
>"O-okay"
>"So you don't like boys?"
>"No"
>"But it felt good to get sucked, right?"
>"I pushed him away, I didn't even feel anything"
>"That sucks, I heard yours is big"
>"I dunno"
>"Do you eat pussy?"
>"What?"
>"C'mon, I'll teach you"
>She grabs my hand and drags me to her house
>She pulls off all her clothes, pulls my shorts down
>Blows me for a while, she was terrible but it was the best I'd ever felt in my life
>"Now you do it to me"
>"How do I do that to that?"
>"Just lick and kiss and stuff, it'll feel good for me"
>I oblige.
>Look out of the corner of my eye
>Her 16 year old brother is peeking through the door
>His younger brother is blowing him as he watches
>Apparently the older brother was molesting them both
>I never went back in that house
>She came to my house regularly until she went to college

>>740026674
Not the site we're talking about friend. It's very real. But, it's members only deal, you understand.

>>740026283
any good tags or keywords?

Does getting the tip of my dick licked by another dude count? He wanted me to taste his but I didn't

I had a crazy one night stand in college with a girl that said she was gang raped by older boys while in foster care. She was i guess 9 or 10?

>>740026449
I'm 35 now. All of this happened in the 90's and we were super broke so the tapes never ended up on the internet. I'm sure dad's friends had copies, though.

My relationships suck but mostly because I sabotage myself. I don't like feeling romantic attachment but I love sex, so I tend to have lots of one night stands and really short relationships.

>>740026023
Yeah, it's pasta you dolt

>>740026768
Depends on what you're into. I've wanted to get into the password locked albums but never have. I've typed feet and ass or a number of things. Sometimes they even have CD by name. Not common, but I've seen it.

>>740026247
Some people reach a point when you realize no matter how shitty your past is, your past doesn't get to define your future, but you do. It's hard to put into words, but there's a light that comes on in your head, and you're suddenly OK with having a shitty past, and then you feel absolutely bullet-proof because no one can hurt you unless you let them. Empowering isn't a powerful enough word.

>>740026833
>Well I just met you
>And this is crazy
>When I was younger
>Orphans gang-raped me

>be me
>8 years old
>see softcore porn on tv
>1h later
>jump around on mum like shown in tv
>"hey annon boy you n00b that's not how you do it"
>mummy shows me where to insert dick, tells me normally only mummy and daddy do this stuff, takes my cock in hand and inserts it into her fat smelly pussy
>things go on for 3 months, like every second day
>23 years later
>still hating myself, she's gone now, committed sudoku because of it
>no one to share my story
>maybe only a few years of drug abuse to go before I sudoku meself
Off now to go and smoke some weed, this one is really no work of fiction.

>>740026246
Well...maybe a little hypersexuality. I dont really consider that deviancy though. If I'm with someone, I can't get enough sex from them. After my divorce I dated my now ex gf. I'd fuck her for like an hour, hour and a half before wed go to sleep. I'd wake up sometime around 2-3 am and my dick would be diamond. I'd say "Babe, let me fuck you for like 15 min" She'd say "What's gotten into you" and we'd go at it for another hour or so. Wake up, fuck her. Couple of hours later before we got ready for work, fuck her in the shower. Get off work, fuck her again. She'd been used to these 15 min one and done. First time we had sex, I had to stop 45 minutes into it. She said she wasn't used to going that long and she loved it but her pussy was sore from all the pounding I did lol. She eventually got used to it. I'd only need 5 minutes in between to be ready again. Id get her off like 5-6 times. She loved that fact. I feel sorry for the guy she has now. He'll never have that kinda stamina.

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>>740026732
I smell something familiar...

>>740019000
this happened me but with my cousin and her friend.
I think I was about 5 and my cousin was around 7/8 and I think her friend was older. maybe 11/12.

is this abuse?

>>740026883
I want site.
Site now pls.

(I'm the guy who posted this btw)
>>740026370

Don't know if it counts. Had a babysitte/helper who was a live in and possibly a transgendered. He/she loved me to bits, never physically assaulted me or did anything sexual. I think I may have watched her gave a bath once because I was too small to be left by myself, very unsure though. I'm attracted to cute traps now but I think that's because I'm on b so much. Other than that pretty normal sexually.

>be me, about 7, male, germanon
>close friend, my age
> One day I discover the saying ja ja ( yes yes)
> means lick my asshole
> and he licked my ass
>moaning.exe
>after that, his mother knew it and gave him something against heartburn

>>740026745
src??

>>740026565

Life's ok I guess. It fucked me up sexually a bit but it didn't affect me as much as some other people that have been through the same thing. Some of them can't function at all. So I guess I've got that going for me at least.

>>740027008
I'm not gonna pass that out so someone can report it and shut it down

>>740026987
That makes three of us. I was 5, my cousin was 12 or so, and her sister was 6.

I never thought of myself as molested, but that's really what it was. I think there's a delineation when it's kids playing and consensual vs when it's an adult that takes advantage of a child. I feel like I had a normal childhood even though I had sexual experiences early on.

>>740026855
did it affect your sexual kinks or desires, you think?

when did someone first penetrate you?

>>740020202
If your real ill show you a real fun time.

Yes, I remember my cousin molested me but I don't remember everything of it perfectly. We are both males. And it affected my kinks a lot

>>740019422
Kekd

>>740026887
When I went to therapy I saw just how broken this can make someone. I never wanted to be one of the broken ones. Part of me looked down on them for a long time even though I know that it's really not their fault. But, yeah, I've got too much shit to worry about now and I can't get anything done if I'm crying in the shower every night.

>>740027214
Fair point. Any way to get to it without you having to tell me or get it reported?

I had many childhood sexual experiences none of which I would call molestation but I dated a girl for about 6mths that grew up in one of those nudist colony places and it happens a lot apparently, Dad and both her brothers fucked her all the time and she got shared out to other guys with daughters also. I asked her when she lost her virginity? Boy that was a mistake which sent me down the rabbit hole, she said she didn't know and for as long as she could remember her Dad and brothers doing sex stuff with her.

When i was like 6 or 7 the portoguese friend of my older brother who was 12-13 was babysitting me and my younger brother. My younger brother felld asleep and she immediatly told me to play games with her, i was a bit scared cause she used to bully me. She told me to get naked on the sofa and started playing with my dick and ass. I was hembarassed but didnt say anything cause i was scared she had my balls and dick in his hand. She put a finger up my ass and sucked my dick, DUNNO why i began to pee all over her face, she was upset she beated me and we cleaned all the piss on the floor. We never talked about this, but she looked at me for the next times in a provocative way until i leaved for another city.

>>740027240
I thought everyone did stuff like that as kids...

When I was like 7 there was a girl in my group home of the same age and we used to play "doctor" which was basically just us rubbing each other's gentiles because it felt nice.

>>740027458
wow was she ok with all of this? Was it a bad experience?

>>740027240
Good point anon and that's how I view it. I'm sure getting molested by an adult is far more detrimental to the psychology of a kid rather than a bunch of kids being kids.
Ah well I still think it sculpted me in some way.

>>740017329
No. But i think i might have. My friends daughter is autistic and doesnt talk. So one time i just grabbed her ankles and held her legs open until her mom got out of the shower.

>>740017329
>be me
>9 years old
>home alone with my 11 year old aunt
>we start watching porn out of curiosity
>get fired up
>get naked
>she start rubbing her pussy on my dick

It's been years since then. We never talked about it and act like it never happened but GOD I'd fuck the shit out of her

>>740027214
Please do so I can snitch on you to the FBI and get your ass thrown in prison.

>>740026983
>be me, be 12
>just starting to realize my true sexual nature
>fetishes beginning to take shape
>everything is arousing
>poppin boy-boners like traffic reports on the AM stations
>top and bottom of every hour
>outside one day
>burning ants with a magnifying glass
>qt3.14 goth/emo/scene boy moving in across the street
>"Hey wanna play Sega?"
>He comes to my room
>Switch off playing Sonic
>He gets bored bcuz i'm so good i never die
>"Hey Anon, u wanna do something more fun than this?"
>"Sure scary new boy"
>"Alright, first you gotta lay down"
>"Like this?" I lay down flat on the floor
>"No stupid, turn around, face the ceiling"
>"Okay!"
>"Now close your eyes and open your mouth"
>This already seems like its more fun.
>I'm eagerly anticipating candy
>Why else would my mouth need to be open?
>I hear the buckle of a belt undo, but I keep holding my eyes shut
>Suddenly the room stinks
>I worry that I just shit myself, so embarrassed
>My eyes fly open as I start to get up to run to the bathroom
>As my eyes focus, I realize that I'm staring into this cute boy's brown eye
>It opens like a sarlac
>In shock, my mouth opens wider
>Suddenly, a big creamy log is slidding down my throat
>OMGSOGOOD
>I injest the creamy steamy log, jizzing my pants in the process
>Kid buckles up and begins to leave
>"Hey kid, whats your name?"
>"Call me Andy..."

>>740027592
That isn't how that works

>>740017329
>Were you molested as a kid?
no

>Did you date someone who was?
yes

>Did you keep it a secret or tell someone?
she mentioned it happened but never details. i have an idea of who it was but never discussed it with her

>how has it affected your sexuality and kinks today?
she was up for literally anything. literally. anything. nastiest slut i ever knew. fun as hell but an emotional timebomb and incapable of fidelity so i could never take her seriously.

>>740027556
She didn't know any better at the time she left home at 18-19 if I remember (She was 26 at the time) and she hadn't been home since, she hated her Mom but still talked to her Dad sometimes which I think was mostly her asking for money.

>>740017618
are you m or f

I think I suppressed a lot of the memories but my dad (gril here btw) used to touch me and had shown me how to touch him at a very young age, (probably 4-6). I can recall being under a blanket on his lap while he played play station and touching him. Like I said, the memories are suppressed I don't really know what he or I did, I just have a strong ass sense of knowing that it happened. Probably also why he resented me out of guilt as I got older.

When I was 6, I often slept in grandma house with my cousin (she was 11) in the same bed. Both of us was sleeping only in panties. One night when we watched tv, she told me that she will show me something. She grabbed my crotch and started kissing. Next she sat at my dick and started jumping (without penetration ofc). It lasted maybe for 1 hour. Than we go to slept, never talked about it, even with her.

Today I am fucking horny. Jerking off at least once a day. My ex broke with me because I wanted something everyday, like handjob, blowjob or something else and she was tired of that.

I got pissed on, if that counts

>>740027748
>both of us was sleeping only in panties
>my dick

w0t

>>740027267
yep, it messed me up a bit. I tend to fuck older people and be attracted to people way younger than I should.

It was mostly oral until I was 5 and after that it was penetration too. Didn't really like penetration so I'd try to make him cum with my mouth as much as possible.

>>740027424
I call that The Wall. You keep putting blocks up, building it higher, not wanting to let anything through. Some people do that all the way through their lives. Others kick it down, one last emotional breakdown, and come out clean and new on the other side. It sounds like you're pretty healthy about things, but still maintain the Wall.

>>740027785
Because you got stung by a jellyfish? If no, then yes it counts.

>>740027618
I'll call up the NSA and have them hax your IP address so they can arrest you

>>740027785
You know R.Kelly?

>>740027871
Holy shit, what an original name!

>The Wall

Such genius, how has this term not been coined by a depressed creative, like a musician or something??

>>740027530
Yeah, we had the stethoscope and everything. She wanted us (her younger sister and i) to make a baby. It was more that just rubbing though.

>>740028040
Hello? Hello? Hello? Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me

>>740027081
Forgot to mention
>some boy, we're about 5
>forced me to suck his dick

>>740027898
>>740027968
>be 6
>have relative that was 9
>never liked wearing underwear
>she used to take em off and run around
>one day I'm playing in our backyard
>she's naked and running around
>don't give a fuck
>tell her to go away
>she walks over to me and bends down
>didn't know what was gonna happen
>get pissed on, cry

Now I have a pissing, crying and vore fetish

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>>740027871
I've worked through it for the most part. Now I just see it as "well shit, that happened." I'm not angry at my dad anymore. I was never really angry with him in the first place, in a way. My foster dad's a different story. He's the last thing I haven't fully worked past. I still get irrationally angry when I think of him.

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>>740028138
>>740028138

>>740027570
Another time I placed her on my lap. adjusted her skirt. put my left hand on her hip. used my other hand to bend her forward and dry humped her while her mom slept.

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>>740028138
>>740028138
>>740028138

>>740028040
It doesn't have to be genius to get the point across. I could have picked some eloquent term for some self-fulfilling motivation, but simple is better. It's not the word, it's the idea. If you come up with a word that gets your rocks off, feel free to use it.

>>740027617
Kek

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>>740028138
>>740028138
>>740028138
>>740028138
>>740028138

>>740017329
I wouldn't say it was molestation exactly but I had a very sexual relationship with an older girl from 11-13. It went both ways, but I often felt she was taking advantage of me.

I wonder sometimes if that's why I'm so fucked up sexually and addicted to masturbation.