I worry for you anon, how are you?

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>>739586294
angry

>>739586340
What has you angry?

whatever..

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worried about a close friend

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>>739586294
Perhaps i'm working a little bit too much these last few days but it's easy work so no chances that I will be affected or some shit like that.

Making money is important. The elite can't farm humans efficiently if we don't make money so we better do as they say.

I've cut ties with my former group of friends because I thought I would be happier with a smaller more focused circle. I was wrong, the friends I kept are nice and all, but I miss that attention I used to get from the larger group

plus

My entire school thinks im a racist bigot because of a twitter argument I participated in regarding police brutality towards blacks

;(

>>739586399
Want to talk?

>>739586464
What has you worried?

>>739586489
Are you giving yourself time for relaxation? Do you enjoy the work?

>>739586516
How old are you anon? How is the attention different?

>>739586294

Well, I'm a straight white male, so I'm doing pretty awesome. Thanks for asking.

>>739586610
I'm glad to hear it anon!

>>739586595
about what?

>>739586595
my friend and I used to talk every single day but he recently became very distant. he mentioned there's stuff going on but it's not like him to not tell me. i can get that I'm being a little nosey but I'm worried and upset :/

what a load of shit. this is your guilt acting up or some shit.

>>739586595
16, having a larger group of friends meant having somebody to talk to about just about anything
someone to discuss sports with, another to discuss politics, another for relationship advice, etc.
so constant conversation whenever I wanted it, now it's just 3 shitposting retards that don't give a shit about my personal life and would rather spam roblox memes.

i just want love, im so lonely

>>739586811
rip anon. you dun goofed kid

>>739586811
Nice dubs, but rule violation reported.

"You will immediately cease and not continue to access the site if you are under the age of 18."

>>739586693
Whatever is on your mind.

>>739586697
It's okay to tell a friend you are worried now and again. Even of it's something small like "hey you still going through that stuff? Anyway I can help?". Have you tried asking?

>>739586706
Should I be concerned?

>>739586740
What has you upset?

>>739586811
What has you dissatisfied with the previous group? Why can't you go back?

>>739586840
Well to start I love you. Tell me about yourself anon.

>>739586881
Everybody is 18 on the Malaysian iron working forum.

>>739586881
fucc, i been compromised my nigga

>>739587042
ugh

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>>739587042
I'm losing my mind OP

>>739587101
You came to this thread for a reason. I'm here to listen.

>>739587042
I have tried asking if he's okay but he refuses to actually talk to me? he leaves me on seen constantly and only occasionally responds. we have a slightly romantic relationship so sometimes I send him nudes etc when I'm bored and he only responds when I do so ://// and even then it's only something like "wew curves". it's nothing like how he usually is and I have no idea if I've done something or what

>>739587126
Why do you say that?

>>739586294
That Black guy looks dangerous

>>739587139
Have you tried physically meeting up?

>>739587164
Dangerous? Me?

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>>739587150

I'm fine, your mother is fine. Get off the internet and go to bed. By the way, you might have a new brother/sister tonight!

>>739587184
he lives in Texas, USA and I live in New Zealand :/ it's about a $2000 flight.
inb4 online relationships aren't real

>>739587249
Drinking isn't a good coping method.

>>739587271
I don't follow dear.

bored at work, listening to retrowave, eatin' beans whole day and shit

>>739587042
I can't go back man, when I left they all went their separate ways from each other as well, going back to the group would mean getting the band back together and THAT would mean a lot of bullshitting my way back into each of their hearts (I didn't exactly skidaddle on the best of terms) too much work for people I probably won't be friends with after highschool

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>>739587302
I see. I'd recommend honesty. Tell him you are worried and feel you did something. Tell him you want to help. Brainstorm a script. (Online relationships are very real)

>>739587324
Thats...good?

> fiverr first timer
> very required skills
> 6 orders the first week
> thought it wasn't gonna work
> but now I've been working like a motherfucker
> still have my 8 to 6 job
> haven't slept
> just finished one of the 6 orders
> don't know anyone else who can do this for me
> chose a bad price for my services
> 12 hours of work for $15 bucks, I'm doomed
> too bad at timing my work
> must finish the other 5 orders tomorrow
> how the fuck? I don't know
> still have time left
> but I already had my vacations planned fot tomorrow morning
> 24hrs left to take my plane
> won't be able to work in my vacations
> I'm doomed
> fuck

>>739587330
All things in life take effort anon, even things that are temporary. Why do you think you need to "bullshit" to get to their hearts?

>>739587390
thats mediocre, I expected yo get sum fun at 4chan, nut still nothing

>>739587372
I'm serious. It makes you numb if you are lucky but it just hits you harder when you become sober. It's also expensive.

>>739587138
i came here to tell you to get over yourself and your """concern"""
instead you are now all im trying to help its fucken 2013 all over again

>>739587448
sorry, cant get used to new keyboard

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>>739587468

>>739587436
Are you the anon from the other thread who said he made 670 a month in a third world country?

>>739587448
Well, what would make things more fun?

>>739587375
do you have something where we can talk elsewhere? you're lovely to talk to and tbh I've been very lonely - if you wouldn't mind.

>>739587489
What happened in 2013?

>>739587538
no, i make 833 in a third world country

>>739587518
I'll be honest. It is difficult for me to constantly respond to faces.

>>739586294
I'm fine.
My mom won a lawsuit for a vaginal mesh thing and paid off our house.
She is putting it in my name this afternoon.
Kind of a big commitment, but I own a house now.

>>739587558
Me? Lovely?
Why have you been lonely?

>>739587553
If sum weird shit would happend iy would be be fun
Ex navy admiral that live in same house that my shop is came in and told me unfunny joke, that's was most fun part of the day

>>739587447
The people I used for conversational purposes, I got sick of some, they were becoming basic bitch highschool trash, I tried to save them before I left, tried redpilling them on things like race, but nothing

they stayed fools, and they're still fools right now, so befriending them again would mean bullshitting that I still care about them.

>>739587605
Okay. So you have too much work to finish before your vacation. Can you maybe postpone some or return the money and not do it?

>>739587667
Congrats anon. Houses take a lot of work bit it is nice to have your own place.

>>739587677
yeah you're very sweet and comforting :) lonely due to the fact my closest friend is ignoring me and I don't talk to anyone else

>>739587709
Your shop? Do you mean workshop or store front?

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feel really dead

>>739587725
So you are using friendship and a means to satisfy a desire? Correct me if I misunderstand.

>>739587756
Who else do you have in New Zealand?

>>739587773
idk how to say that in english, we are selling stationery and doing some photocopy beacuse there is several universities nearby

>>739587806
Why is that anon? Anything I can do?

>>739587727
haven't checked if that's possible, or what repercusions it has, biggest problem is one of the jobs requires me to learn basic python :((( which I would with pleasure if I didn't have the other orders, I accepted it before the other orders came and I fucked everything up

please someone teach me

>>739586294
Not good. Inevitably worse is to come.

So I got that going for me.

>>739587858
I understand. What country are you in anon?

>>739587877
Russia :C

>>739587861
I can't code unfortunately. What are these orders exactly?

>>739587844
no one who i could have a proper conversation with. everyone that I do know it's always awkward small talk

>>739587863
How so?

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>>739587859
got food poisoning from expired orange juice and my sleep schedule is fucked so ive been staying up all night alone bored out of my mind

>>739587896
I see. Well what is something exciting that happened to you this month?

>>739587913
Can you tell me a bit about yourself?

>>739587820
Yes, being lonely is a pain in the ass, I miss the attention and honestly yea, i'm an asshole, but I really did care for them before they were basic cunts

>>739587971
what do you want to know?

>>739587905
two 3d renders of buildings
1 architectural floor plan
1 photoshop texture automation that requires scripting
1 3ds max template for rendering with ease
oh shiii
the python one as well, fuck it's 6 orders more

I'm done brah

>>739587747
Unfortunately, she will be living with me.
All of the bills are paid off for a full year, so it gives me time to save money for later expenses.

>>739587929
That's not fun. I know that feeling. For now though you have us to help just a little bit. If you cannot sleep why not listen to an audio book or something? It will teach you and maybe lull you to sleep. Would be a win-win.

>>739587979
How did they become that way? What changed?

>>739587993
Well, I've never met somebody from New Zealand. What do you do for fun, do you work?

>>739588091
I draw, play video games, and cosplay for fun. I work in data management for an audio/visuals company

>>739588024
Okay. That is too much for you to do. You will need to prioritise and maybe say no to some jobs. It happens and sometimes even big companies have to postpone something.
I am however I am pretty sure that things will also work out better than you expect. The important thing is we learn for the future.

>>739587952
candidiasis and cheap hashish

>>739588029
Thats not so bad. Having somebody live on the house with you after they gift it to you seems fair. Are you handy?

22 y.o. virgin here. Soon turning 23 and still no change in sight. I have some social anxiety and while it is not affecting everyday life to the point where it harms me seriously, it still makes it impossible to approach women. Even if I get to know them in any way (like, say, online dating.. I've met a single girl sitting the last two years (first date ever, no one else was interested yet)), even if that happens, I can't physically escalate and start touching her. I'm just too afraid.
It totally fucks me up, gives me depression and lots of self hate. Yes, I'm seeing a psychiatrist (the second one so far) and I don't feel like he will be able to help me either. What can I do? I'm feeling so helpless.

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>>739588201
oh yeah, i got new tattoo, upgraded my PC (kinda) and met old russian meme

>>739588260
I'll shoot you an email x

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>>739588074
ok im beginning to see that I don't have many points to substantiate my claims that they've become basic except that they started hanging out with people outside of the group that were basic oh god what have i done

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Good to go, thanks for asking OP.

>>739588223
Handy enough.
I'm no electrician, but I can caulk, fix furniture, sew, disinfect, etc..
I used to work for a seedy rent-to-own place so I know the in's and outs of repair and cover up.

>>739588236
Why are you afraid to touch them anon? Personally the motivation for things is what always interests me the most.

>>739588301
Those sound fun. What is the next excitement you have planned?

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>>739587725
I actually had a very similar experience when i was in highschool.
I changed school because i was at the risk of failing some classes. After my switch people that claimed before to be my best friends just didn't bither to stay in contact. Also many of them went full normie retard even before i left. They were basically cucking themselves. I told them upfront and they just stopped talking to me like little children do when you critisice them to harsh.

Tl:dr your friends are basically to youmg to understand and you are sadly in no position to help.them out of their idiotic lifestyle... I'd recommend watching the lectures of jordan b peterson on youtube and maybe showing short bits to your frinds to enlighten them

>>739588303
I look forward to it.

>>739588342
Everybody makes mistakes now and again anon. What's important is that you learn. I'm going to sound like a boring old man now, but honestly? It's highschool, you have the rest of your life to make things better.

>>739588353
Beautiful photo anon. I'm happy to hear it.

>>739588236
you're thinking too much man, if you can listen, they will do the talk, you just have to stare into their eyes, wait until they move their eyes to somewhere else while they talk, look at them boobs or gyna, imagine your dick is inside their mouth everytime they speak, imagine she's crying from the rough sex and then just say "ah hum... oh, wow, that's great, oh, too bad... yeah you should... uh..."

>>739588385
You should be pretty set than. Also DIY on 4chan is helpful at times.

>>739588421
sorry for being lonely n desperate

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>>739588190
I couldn't stop thinking you were this jesus as I read your post

thanks, it calmed me down

I'm gonna sleep 2 hours at least

soon

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>>739588410
my frond got out from the army about 2 weeks ago and spending all the time with his gf somewhere outside the city
i missed him a lot and waiting him to come hope and we will have party with cheap vodka
i even made him some present

>>739588546
Never ventured off that much other than v and f, Thanks for the info anon.

>>739588560
>implying I'm not.
You're alright dear.

>>739586294
why do you spend your time trying to help losers on a shitty image board

>>739588415
ill give those lectures a watch anon, thanks, if I begin talking to them again ill make sure to redpill my normie pals at least a lil bit

Hey OP, you seem like a woke guy that knows how to pull off a productive conversation. I don't need any specific help but i would love to learn something about and maybe even from you. No homo man

>>739588598
I'll share a story with you before you go. When I was in highschool I made some decent mistakes with my own friend groups. Bad enough I switched schools. It was hard and it sucked. It even felt like life was ending.
But that switch was the best year i had in highschool and looking back, those problems were all tiny. It gets better.
The concerned gorrilla is always posting when you least expect. I hope to see you again sometime anon.

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>>739588507
Nice.

>>739588601
That sounds excellent. Hopefully that makes up for today being crappy and boring.

>>739588645
Any time. Congrats on the new house once again.

>>739588491
Yeah I get that, school is coming up, gonna try my hand at making new pals

>>739588665
Because if somebody is on /b/ chances are they need help.
I'm joking, it's just a constructive way for me to pass the time.

>>739588686
I'm not sure I really have anything to teach. Very kind to compliment though. There really isn't much to know about me, I am quite boring.

>>739588236
used to feel this way until i started offering backrubs, to girls complaining about anything

it changed my life

one day i noticed my dick was making precum during a backrub, told the girl i needed to unfasten the bra, did it slowly, started touching her jaw and ears from behind, and then started touching her hair for a few minutes, asked if she was feeling right, she said yes, i started approaching the boobs with my hand, until i just took off her blouse and started caressing them nipples and it all got very fucking savage from there

>>739588538
Talking is not the issue. I'm just having the nice guy syndrome and I know that that's a sorry thing to have, but I can't fix it. At some point I have to show my sexual interest, but that makes everyone back away from me because I've been hiding it initially or something

>>739588764
Saved. Thank you for your happy contributions to my little thread anon.

>>739588796
I'm confident in your abilities.

>>739588888
my niggaaaaaaaa check em

>>739588825
that's nice of you, especially since this place is such a shithole

>>739589032
Oh my. I got quite the get.

>>739589099
Yet it's still my happy home. Anything you want to talk about anon?

>>739586294
Been doing fine, Harambe, a close friend who used to hate me for a misunderstanding not only is my friend again, but she loves me more than ever, maybe romantically... But there are some problems to deal with, but that's okay...

Even though, i've been feeling kind of... apathetic about everything. Maybe it was because of problems i had in school recently, maybe the fact that i must find a job as soon as i can. I don't know, i'm in a state of apathy that i can't get trough, even with my friends..

>>739588930
it's not bad to be nice, just be someone who can say no from time to time, that way a yes will feel like a reward for them and they'll want to be around you to get more of that no and yes game

it's very stupid and works for me

as for sex, look man, we all shit, we all have had diarrea, we all fart, we all do stupid shit all the time and we all can talk about sex, start making double meaning comments and laugh when they don't get it

again, it works for me, it should work for you

>>739589147
ok sure. lately I've been really indifferent about life and the only reason I don't kill myself is cause it'd hurt my family. so I'm kinda stuck

>>739589213
I'm glad you and your friend made up anon.
When did the apathy start?
Usually for me I become apathetic when life is throwing too much at me. For me the best solution is to get away from it all or change my schedual to keep me from being too embedded in my routines.

>>739589266
Already trying to do that, but how do I fix the two remaining issues, being 1. Approach anxiety and 2. Afraid of starting to touch her

>>739589297
Okay. People don't just feel that way anon. What causes this?

>>739589371
Beer

>>739589386
I'm 21 and I haven't done anything with my life since I graduated. I tried college but I failed half my classes and have quit every job I've had after a really short time. I fucking hate other people for the most part, especially the trash I live around. idk I've seen what adult life has and the only thing I enjoy anymore is drinking

>>739589604
No one wants to do everything, some things u have to do. Sacrifice today for a better tomorrow, that's what it's all about.

>>739589604
Why do you hate people? Why did you quit all your jobs? What did you study on college?
Also 21 is a bit young to have adult life figured out anon.

>>739588647
sorry it took a while but i sent you one x

>>739589548
That helps a bit, but not to the point where I can approach strangers. And yes, even if I drink much I'm still feeling unable to. Overthinking whole overdrinking, haven't met anyone who can do that, too.

>>739589335
It started when i was finishing the semester. It tired me more than anything in a long time, and as soon as i was done with all that final works and stuff, boom, apathy kicks in. I'm bored no matter what i'm doing, i barely want to do big stuff (want as in "tener ganas", not "querer", i don't know how to say it in English), and things like that.

I don't even know if it is real apathy or is just another thing and i'm refering to it incorrectly, please correct me if i do. But, what you say is right; keeping myself from falling in a routine, i can do that. Because hey, willpower is something every one of us have, isn't it?

>>739589836
I'll read it as soon as I can. I warn you though, I write like a cringe lord.

>>739589920
it's no worries, hun. it doesn't say much anyway

>>739589912
Correct on will power. It sounds like you just pushed yourself too hard. Humans need rest and entertainment, I'd suggest a small adventure.

>>739587916
Okay...

>Dad died few years back, meaning nobody to care for mom with physical issues
>Move back home to care for mom
>Have kid with crazy ex. Literally crazy, nervous breakdown after a bereavement
>Kid is the ONLY saving grace in life
>Get fired from work due to time off caring for three people
>Have no job, no money, forced to live-in care for mom, do all housework etc PLUS do the same for my ex to make sure my kid has a stable(ish) home life
>Both mom and ex are med-dependent and generally very hostile
>Kid is aware enough that life is, temporarily, fucked for us
>breaks my fucking heart

My life is essentially "Groundhog Day" but at the end instead of fucking Andi McDowell, my mom dies and I'm made homeless.

>>739589862
you're getting yourself in things you don't even like man, try finding girls in different settings, like work, especially work

>>739589748
I get that but how many today's would I have to sacrifice? will I be 45 before things start getting better? after I'm already old?
>>739589749
every job I've had involves dealing with stupid fucking people who don't know they're stupid and helping them solve problems I couldn't give less of a fuck about. that's also why I quit all of them. for college I just did math and English classes and I sucked at both. I know I don't have it figured out but looking at people who work 9-5 and live for 2 days off is fucking depressing and I don't wanna do anything like that. I honestly don't want to live past mid twenties I just don't see how I'll end up any better than I am now

>>739590028
Thats....thats not good...not hopeless either though. Who can you ask for help?

>>739590072
It's all up to you, at least if you accomplish something you could look back with confidence. When sitting still, looking back becomes a difficult thing.

>>739590038
It's either I'm unattracted by then or so overly pedestaling that I get scared. Hard to find anything between that

>>739590072
Anon, working 9-5 for 5 days at a time isn't for everybody. Heck it isn't for me either. There are some incredible jobs out there that I think you would enjoy. As far as failing college, perhaps you just didn't take the right courses. I never did well I'm classes I didn't enjoy myself.
But as far as jobs go, you can be a skydiving instructor, an outdoor guide, get a job as a ship hand on chartered vessels (try findacrew), I mean...there is an underwater bomb refusal squad in the British Army I think is open to people of all countries. I think things can be better than you think.

>>739590162
Nobody. I have an older brother who's washed his hands of it due to some imagined insult... I don't know, haven't spoken to him in a couple years now.

I'm it. Until my kid is less dependent on me for stability, I'm the grown-up in his life. Every kid deserves at least one, or they grow up fucked UP, that's all I know. So, yeah. He's my responsibility, and so is my mom. I have nothing, but I can look myself in the eye every morning. Not many people I know can do that every day. I can, so it ain't so bad.

>>739590280
>>739590351
you guys are really nice but the bottom line is I'm not trying to accomplish anything, I'm not trying to find some bullshit meaning in life. I never asked to be born now I'm stuck here

>>739590012
Well, you're right on that one.. I'll see what kind of adventure i can these days. Thanks Anon/Harambe, it's really nice to talk about this to someone like you. I hope you have a lot of success in your life!

>>739590576
That will forever be the case of you don't try anon.

>>739590492
For what it is worth I am proud of you anon. You should try reaching out to your brother though.

>>739590653
I try. Take care anon. I hope to see you again.

>>739590576
There is no genuine meaning or purpose to life, responsibillity from a psychological standpoint is one of the few things that grant literal meaning to life. Maybe try a small pet?

>>739589987
Sent

>>739590713
Thank you. That actually gave me a little spike in the chest, I don't think I realised how much I wanted someone to say that.

I have tried, but he's refused all contact so far and my pride won't let me try again. We were never close, 18 year age gap, so it doesn't feel as bad as you might expect - "brother" for me does not mean the same as for most folk. I have friends who are ten times the brother to me, and I'm grateful for them.

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I really really really like this image

>>739590948
Don't be afraid to ask them for support. You're a good kid anon. I wish i could help.

>>739590845
received and replied c:

>>739590679
i have been trying and I'll keep trying long as I'm here, I just don't think it's worth it in the end
>>739590843
I know you're meant to find your own meaning or whatever, that's kind of a good idea if there's one thing I like it's animals