Hey /b/, I think Ive slowly brainwashed myself into being a fag

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Just give in mate. I have a crippling suspicion that gay porn and especially trannies is what made me bi and love playing the "girls role" in sex and sometimes even daily life. It hasn't taken over my life and my girlfriend is very sweet with acting out my fantasies and doing role reversal

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>>739412361
You think I should? Just push it further and further? And yes, thats exactly how i progressed into it. Never had any thoughts about guys at all prior to it. Even now, not reeeally into guys nearly as much as their cocks.

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>>739411277
Are you giving in to becoming a tranny or giving in to just gay sex?

Do the gay sex first. No harm there really. If you like it and you are still interested in being a girl then I'd say wait on it a year and if you still want it then get it done.

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>>739412635
Oh yeah? How so? Im 26, pic is me

>>739412840
lots of hypno, slowly breaking me down, uncontrollable urges to dress and serve cock. if you haven't been with a guy yet, its not too late for you ;)

are you on kik?

>>739412564
Yep, that's how I feel too. I'm only really into muscular perfectly smoking hot guys, so I didn't really do anything with anyone save for buttsex

>>739413068
name?

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>>739411277

I got into sissy porn and sissy hypno for quite awhile. I've realized I'm actually trans and I think the main attraction for me there was the idea of being forcibly feminized since that let me fantasize about being a woman without the shame and scary questions (when I was still in denial). Since I've come out to myself and started transition it's still fairly hot but there's 0 danger of it consuming me, I'm nowhere near that into it anymore. (Pic obviously not me)

>>739413068
fcuk! Sauce please?! whats her name?

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>>739412734
Both I guess, more towards the later. And I guess in part I mean, just give into to being a sissy and enjoy mindfucking and feminizing myself. Pretty good advice btw.

>>739413255
are you on hormones?

>>739411277
I fucked a dude after excessive 4chan/Internet exposure. One of my one regrets in life.

>>739413426

For a little over a week now. I was both nervous and excited about starting HRT. After just a few days the rest of my doubts pretty much melted away, this feels right. It's like this constant background noise of feeling terrible that I was so used to I didn't know it was there anymore got turned off and I can actually be calm now.

>>739413255
I think i might be in this situation myself.

I have been off and on about being trans for 11 years now. Before that i used to wear makeup and dress in secret when i was a kid. i love forced fem porn. I currently live as a gay man. 25 yrs old.

>>739413261
Sable Heart - Rough Sex

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>>739413003
This! Lol! And no kik atm. Maybe email?

>>739413039
Personally not into muscles. I think id prefer a twink or femboy or another sissy than a hunk.

>>739413255
I really see eye to eye with that! Maybe Im still just learning new things about myself.

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...soon...so soon...

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>>739413772

If you can afford to talking to a good therapist who deals with gender issues can be a huge help. I'll probably get a ton of hate for mentioning reddit here but the asktransgender and mtf subs can be really helpful too.

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>>739414080

>>739414006
You deserve over 9000 internets <3

>>739413174
sphirex aka sable hearth

>>739414160
Thanks. I'll check that out. I haven't talked about it before much. Only time i ever mentioned it in person was to a therapist when i was 19 (the session was scheduled for depression) and he told me immediately that he doesn't think i am and that i shouldn't think about it so i didn't mention it again.

>>739414869

Yeah I would not put much stock in a therapist who just dismissed it outright like that without actually discussing it more with you. Some are very anti-trans, he was probably in that category.

Nobody else can tell you that you are or aren't (which is pretty frustrating). There's no rigorous scientific test either. What a good therapist can do is help you find the answer for yourself because you're the only one who can answer that question. It certainly sounds to me like there's a good chance you might be based on my own experiences but I can't guarantee I'd be right.

>>739415171
Yeah. Thanks though :). The therapist was a gay man who specialized in depression in male gay youth. But i dont know his opinions on transgender. My parents paid for sessions with him very soon after i told them i was gay.

Go and google Bambi sleep. That made me stop watching that lousy sissy hypnos ever again.

You wont regret it, princess.

>>739415847

You'd be surprised. There's a part of the gay community that wants the T to be dropped from LGBT.

Probably a predisposition you have toward the feminine/submissive. Probably just some curiosity too. But the weed man, that shit will bring it out of you. I recommend quitting that if you want to stay straight.

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>>739411277
That's how it goes.
Enjoy it :3

>>739416241
Yeah i know. Ive talked to lots of gay men (and fucked) there's a lot of transphobic ones.

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>>739412564

>>739416265
Weed makes me able to suck cock for hours without getting bored.

exactly, it brings the gay out. I'm pretty damn straight, though it's not like I've never been curious or appreciative of a nice cock. But weed, especially certain strains, brings the feminine sub side out.

>>739417264
what strains do you think work best?

>>739417208
Yeah. First time i tried smoking weed before sex with a guy i literally had his cock in my mouth nonstop for probably 30-45 minutes until he busted his wad. And it was fucking awesome.

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>>739415953
I gotta check this one out. Ive actually heard a lot of people into it but have yet to check it out. I HATE the PMV hypnos though!

>>739416265
You think the weed is effecting me that much?

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>>739411277 can you actually become a sissy by watching too much hypno stuff ? you could just be gay or attracted to traps

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>>739416820
>>739417085
Mmmmm!!! :)

>>739417208
>>739417264
>>739417431
Wow! Ive been smoking for my entire adult life, and apart from making for some really awesome sissy sessions, I really never linked it together. Might be right though

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>>739411277
Just get off the computer for a while
Go outside, exercice, jerk off without porn, do whatever you feel like doing as long as its considered okay behavior, and you'll be back to your normie hetero self in a few weeks/months.

This being said, I'm slightly into the same things as you, cum fetish and all, but I've set my limits and know when too much porn is too much.

Rule #1: No cumming to cocks

>>73941729
Shit, I can't remember which strain got me fucked up one time. Had some real crazy fantasies... Any strain will bring it out at least a little bit, though enough weed can make you horny and crazy enough to fuck just about anything. But different people respond differently so wtf do I know.

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>>739417488
i loveee being caged...i gave a black guy head while plugged and caged and it was like the hottest thing ever. i was also really stoned...

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>>739417665
I hate to say thats what happened to me, but I really think it is. I grew up with a fetish for hypnosis/mind control type shit but NEVER had any interest in guys or traps at all. Now, Im dressed like a girl as often as possible and gooning out to pictures of cocks and voices telling me to be a sissy

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>>739417890
Super hot!!! I love the frustration and the build up of it more than anything. And the constant reminder that Im a sissy with a locked up clitty who cant even get hard like a real man

>>739417789
I dont think it makes you gay or sissy, but if you have any inclinations towards those things then it will bring it out.

I actually kinda think it would make totally straight men just want to fuck more.

>>739417488
How often do you smoke? If often, then I'd say yeah definitely. I only smoke occasionally, and it's only then that those feelings start rising. Though sometimes I get high and absolutely love getting sucked and fucked by my wife, so I think it also has to do with the mood you're in, or the porn you're watching. It certainly doesn't help though...

>>739417793
Ya know, I did just that. I quit porn and fapping entirely for about 3 months, but I still thought of it the whole time. Craved it!

>>739411277
Hey, OP, I read most of your thread. Don't listen to these homos. Your brain is just a little out of whack after long term abuse. Of course if you listen to hypnotic gay stuff for a long period the thoughts will creep more and more into your mind. That's part of the reason there are so many gays now. Gayness is just crammed into your head from all angles all the time because of the media.

The point is, you can drop the habit and still be straight. Don't give in to some depraved life of sucking dicks, dude. Be a man like you are meant to be. All this other stuff is mental illness. You should do things to get your testosterone up. Don't give up on yourself.

Weed (and hypno if you believe in it) can change your state of mind, allow stuff to surface you might normally keep buried. It's not going to make someone who's 100% straight into a sissy or want to suck cock. Sissy hypno provides a very convenient thing to blame it on rather than having to wrestle with those feelings being your own, just normally suppressed.

>>739418263
That it does. Usually. Though sometimes it just makes me feel uncomfortable, silly, or super asexual for some reason. But once sex is on, it's 10 times better high.

>>739418245
yuppp exactly. its so fun and arousing. i loveee it.

whats your email?

>>739418458
>Be a man like you are meant to be. All this other stuff is mental illness. You should do things to get your testosterone up.

If OP is actually trans taking testosterone would be a very bad time and they would end up majorly regretting it later. Also not actually mental illness and hasn't even been officially considered such since the DSM-5 came out. Look up the actual science instead of spouting off garbage.

>>739418725
There's no such thing as being "actually trans" you numbskull. You have been brainwashed by society and the media to think that is even a thing.

>>739418418
hrm, you might be screwed then

Though, not fapping entirely might just have given you MORE urges/craving toward deviant sexual acts. Masturbation is a normal behavior so cutting it off entirely maybe wasnt the answer.

>>739418245
https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph57a2a24a5992b

these are the best...

>not perverting a perversion so it becomes just a kink
Masturbators these days..

>>739418893

It's hilarious how scared people like you are of trans people existing. It's ok, the scary trans people won't hurt you. Now why is it you're so concerned what other people do with their lives?

>>739418310
Literally every single day for years now. Went to Dallas for like 3 days a few years back, and that was the longest Id gone without smoking since like high school.

>>739418458
>>739418493
Yeah, i definitely assume that to some degree, porn & masturbation is to blame. I guess its just the giving it up but feeling the same about it that made me kinda confused.

>>739419223
I'm not going to debate with a stupid homo on the internet. I just came to say that it's not too late for OP.

You can make it, OP. Don't let this cesspool of gay which /b/ has become absorb you.

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>>739418632
[email protected]

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>>739411277

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>>739418725
Yeah... probably closer to starting HRT than taking testosterone lol

>>739419398
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Ah. If you really want to change, I would quit the weed. But yeah totally, having an attraction to dicks as a man, I believe, is within all men. I think it comes from our own deep love of our own cock and how good it makes us feel. But those feelings usually lie buried under "TITS AND PUSSY AW SHEEIT"

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>>739419537

>I'm not going to dance-off with a stupid homo on the internet.

>Continues arguing

No really, please keep going. You're making this fun. You sure you're not really in this thread for the pics and too ashamed to admit it?

>>739419223
i dont give a shit about trans people, they can have the same lives and rights as I do as long as I'm concerned

the fucked up thing is that normies are supposed to be down with the social explosion of faggotry its bringing along, plus the creation of entirely bullshit genders. its somewhat "cool" nowadays to be trans or fluid or whatever, just like being vegan or shits like that. sexuality is now also a fad for people seeking attention

trans people must accept that they are acting or changing from one sex to another out of two possible choices and stop normie-shaming the people who are weirded out by it - the acceptance will come naturally with time

other than that, be who you really are, live how you want, and have a good time m8

>>739419090
Mmmmmm, sexy!! Heres one of my faves
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>>739419806
Oh but also there is a submissive and feminine bit to every man. If you don't believe that, it just hasn't come out of you yet. But believe me, it's lurking there, under all your insecurities and suppressed feelings and macho fronting.

>>739419964
>>739419964
it's good! wish the audio was a bit more subliminal though. i like it when you cant really make out what's being said

>>739419669
<3

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>>739411277
that's called therapy, pornhub style.

basically you're so unconsciously repressed that you don't know how to express what you want/desire irl.

in comes this porn which removes/forces you into what you desire, without the social stigma/humiliation/questions that we get from peers irl. (the humiliation videos are even done in a positive, leading way. not negative way).

as long as you keep your brain sober/don't binge out and end up watching eat shit videos, you're only going to view stuff that your unconscious wants to see for some reason.

once you start hrt you won't feel out of place. never "wait" or "be sure". just fucking start. today. the next time you get the motivation will be in a few years.

hrt made me like dick a little bit. pornhubbing it out, haha. i would talk to a therapist about it irl, but the therapist hypno makes me open up more than my irl one. kek jews crushin it.

>>739414160
i got the best therapists in the city and all they ever do is ask me who what where when why. they're utterly fucking useless except for the srs letter. i feel like shit every session, having to sit in an uncomfortable chair and prove myself to some human who is judging me based on her education. it's the exact fucking opisite of hypno leading you out of repression.

>>739415171
your logic is fucking useless. stop shilling therapy.

>>739417264
weed is old world repression technique. back in the day, parents would get their own kids hooked on pot because it covers up the femmy personality traits when they're stoned. if you're a drug user, consider hrt.

>>739417417
hitler didnt gas anything that i am. bitch.

>>739417665
>>739418047
if you're not going through with hrt, then forced fem stuff is edging you. no wonder you sound like shit.

>>739417793
>>739418458

i did that. my professional RL was more impressive than i care to brag about. DIDN'T FUCKIN HELP YO NOW I'M FUCKIN OLD AND STARTING HRT. FUCK YOU CURE ANON. HRT FOR PRE TEENZ.

>>739418893
EUNICH.

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>>739420057
Yeah me too!! When theres just too much going on to catch everything, so theres all those subliminal messages swirling around your head

>>739419864
>two genders

my dick makes semen, and my boobs make milk.

got root? i'm third gender, bitch. and if you cut off my meds, i'll do it old world eunich style. or go back to being a meth addict.

>>739420267
1234 i'll suck your cock and beg for more

POP

>>739420437
5678 think of nothing but felate
;)

>>739420185
Can I get a source on your weed claims? Not calling you out necessarily, but that just goes against everything I know about weed. Getting stoned lowers inhibitions and heightens sensitivity, though yeah I suppose it can have other psychological effects. Might it depend on strain? I've noticed the mind high of indica takes me to weirder sexual places than the body high of sativa, which can actually lead to an uncomfortable body feeling...

Same boat as you, but been trying to repress it/ hide it due to having a gf. But I can't lie to myself that crossdressing with anal play isn't the best feeling ever. What do

>>739420285
two genders in the sense that you can possibly have XX or XY chromosomes to determine that, which amounts to only two

in your case, things got messed up and you have the qualities of both. nothing to be ashamed of, but its still an unusual case

stay away from meth anon, you can do it

>>739420581
same here. it's impossible to repress and hide...

>>739420581
>>739420648
Same here! I got out of a nearly 10yr relationship and thats when dress up time really took off. Still happy about it

>>739420849
did you start hrt?

I've had a fetish for as long as I can remember for hypno shit. I remember going on hypchan before it got rekt. This kinda led into a fetish for everyone in the world to be feminized into obedient, giggling girls in lolita clothing. Sometimes I throw twinning and mind break into the mix. Perfect recipe for me to get hooked on this shit. Started CD earlier this year, and starting anal training next week.

>>739420849
That's kind of what I've agreed on with myself for now. Stick with her as long as I can, but if the relationship fails I'm diving right into the sissy lifestyle no holding back

>>739420633
Over 5% of people fall onto catagories of having chromosomes that are not XY. This often gives them a mental disorder, but often they are indistinguishable from normal people and sometimes they are indistinguishable in all but intersex genetalia from a normal person.

>>739421391
Xx or xy**

>>739420541
god i can't wait to calm down more so i can meet cool people irl

>>739420568
i am the source with allah as my witness.

>>739421195
haha i nutted in my gf a few times and when no kid came out.....
jk she's jewish (no banker)

>>739411277
I'm similar lol but I feel like I'm a switch and bi but I love watching sissy hypno stuff and being called a slut/whore/bitch and when I masterbate I normally have a couple fingers in my ass >>739411277

>>739420980
No, not yet, but Im pretty close to taking the plunge.

>>739421181
Thats exactly how i started, minus hypchan. Started with a hypnosis/brainwashing fetish Ive had since I was a kid. Now Im a crossdressing sissy :)

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i feel the same way. 25 now, been crossdressing and sucking cock since middle school, wish i could be trans but i missed the boat i feel, wouldve loved to transition when I was 16

I'm super into hypno.
I crossdressed from about age 13 to now (and wanted to crossdress for years before that before I found an opportunity).
I'd call myself trans, but I think the "sissy hynpo" stuff isn't good for you. I got into it for a while and it definitely is designed to give you that rush of "being the girl." I don't know why, but something about the instant access to "being the girl" in those hypnos just really clicks with people who are trans and it can really lead you down a deep rabbit hole.

I was looking at some stuff on getting away from sissy hypno and it said something along the lines of: "if you want to be a girl, fine, be a girl, but don't aspire to be the porn-star looking girls in sissy hypno, that's just a charicature of a girl. That's not what you are or what you want to be. That isn't a real girl."

Keep that in mind as you move forward. Don't aspire to be a "sissy bimbo" just aspire to be a girl, otherwise you will be really disappointed with your transition and stuff because you won't ever get to that point in reality.

>>739419864

>its somewhat "cool" nowadays to be trans or fluid or whatever, just like being vegan or shits like that.

As someone who is trans that meme is just so off base. Trust me, nobody takes this path and actually follows it because it's the cool thing to do. It's fucking hell and life would be so much easier if we were cis. We go through with it because the alternative is even worse. Anyone doing this because "it's cool" is going to get a RUDE awakening very quickly.

>>739421865
25 isn't too late at all. I've seen people transition successfully in their mid 30s. Its all about how you approach transition.

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> ,, normal hypnosis style porn''

> implying hypno porn is normal

Kek

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>>739421785
I was in that phase for years! Still kinda am, or atleast Id definitely say Im bi.

Anyone have good sources for sissy hypno?
Just to have enough to use all the time

>>739422152
sissy hypno redit or hypno tube

>>739422206
sissy hypno on reddit sucks. its just porn with sissy captions which sucks.

The really "good" stuff is mostly audio-only on WarpMyMind. Porn music videos with sissy captions are pointless.

>>739421865
25 isnt bad at all! Im just a little older than that and more than likely going to start HRT soon.

>>739421894
Sound advice!

>>739422206
>>739422276
Thank you I'll check out both
Audio one sounds perfect

>>739411277
Where do you live OP? I wanna smoke a bunch of weed with you while we explore whether sissy cocksucking is as good as it seems.

>>739421894
hello cure anon. your post starts with appealing to authority <i love hypno> and ends with <you will be disappointed if you transition>.

don't pull that shit here.

>>739421865
see >>739421941
i suggest you transition before you're 40 and kill yourself

>>739422276
you couldn't have posted this 48 hrs ago? )=

>>739422772
I was super into hypno but took a step back (not completely out of it). You'll be disappointed if your goal in transition is to be a hypno-slut. I listen to sissy hynpo but am not doing that with the goal that I become that.

Also stand by my statement that reddit sissy hypno sucks.

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>>739422772
bc I just want to be a hypno slut. i want to be a sissy slave for someone. i want that as my life. not just as a transwoman, but as someones sex toy

>>739413068
Shes dead irl

>>739416858
who dat

>>739422709
Sounds like a fun time, hehe!!
Bombingham, AL :/

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>>739420185
I agree with almost all of this, but you're leaving out how negative some of these vids are. Anything with keywords bbc/nigger or that tells you your only purpose and value is to pleasure x is pretty fucked. As a means for opening people up to t heir subconcious wants, this stuff is pretty cool, but the excessive dublthink and hate-think is gonna leave a big impression on those that are impressionable and unlucky enough to feel it.

For all the good sissy hypno can do, it also produces an equal amount of bad. Anything aimed at suggesting directly to the suggestible can and eventually will be weaponized by those that understand it's potential. Racial tension is on the rise in a lot of places as well as general "I am good but you are garbage" mentality and I've got a feeling that this fetish in articular is, in it's own surprisingly popular way, fanning those fires.

MtF myself. Still go to this kind of porn when I'm feeling especially weak and vulnerable and it honestly comes from a place of self hate. I feel weak and I go somewhere where I'll be treated as if I am weak. I've been off it for a couple weeks but saw this thread and that hate and deep, nearly invisible dread crept it's way back in. This is just my experience and outlook.

tldr; shit's kinda cash but only if you like yourself otherwise it's $0 cash and also fuck you for not trying harder, me. Ya feel?

>>739419669
source?

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>>739413347
MENTALLY ILL

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>>739423754
Makes sense. I dont really care for the excess racial/BBC/white boi elements of it either

>>739423653

Kalindra

>>739411277
I've been doing that for years, never had a problem with it, in fact that's how I figured out I was Bi. I'm into sissy/trap stuff but not hypno, it isn't doing anything for me.

>>739423895
Yeah I am, so what? Haha

>>739424535
Well, it cant be for EVERYONE now can it? Haha! Honestly, im surprised this many people enjoy it

>>739423754
kek, that's why i'm on 4tin talking shit about jewish miscegnation today.

but u need to shut the fuck up because all the porn studios are infact owned by jews. not to mention there's a goldstein on wpath.

>feeling weak
sux. i feel empowered to conform to who allah made me as.

idk i think >>739423295 would benefit from that porn which you complain of.


i saaw some blackmail shit last night, some nerdy doxy chick. that video is the first time i've trusted what a female has said IN YEARS. bonded hard.
what the fuck

similar stuff to OP, only im not into the feminization stuff at all, I just found that kind of porn easier to get into: Like, I wanted to think of a dude blasting me in the ass, and it was easier to watch a shemale or a girl (whos a stand in for me) getting ass blasted than a dude. Getting to gay, but doing it from an oblique angle. I'm 25, and I quit porn recently. Tried to masturbate just to whatever fantasy works for me, or even better, only masturbate once my dick gets hard from a fantasy.

Basically I went from thinking I was straight with some bisexual inclinations (back in hs) to thinking I was bisexual, to strongly considering i might be gay. I want cock, and its what gets me off when i masturbate. Its what excites me when I think of sex in the abstract. I like the idea of a big strong man holding me, falling asleep in his arms, after he pounds my butthole.

Just take a step back and look at this abstractly: We have a ton of people in here talking about how they constantly

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>>739424829
Exactly. Hypno in general isn't for me, even straight hypno. But I can see why people love it.

>>739425221
cont: want to suck dick and get fucked by men, and yet...they're confused about what they want, and have a series of rationalizations and theoretical explanations as to how they can overcome it?

Doesnt that sound EXACTLY like something a self deluded gay man would say and think? Sure I constantly want to suck dick, but I would never KISS a man, and its porns fault really, not mine! Etc etc.

Orientation is fixed, maybe porn can change your sexual stimulus a bit, but its not going to change fundamental urges and desires. If want and like dick, and its your primary focus, theres a reason for that. It's not porn, its you.

>>739425371
Cont once more, as i just thought of something: Now that i masturbate without porn, I find it actually somewhat difficult to get hard to women, or maintain an erection, and I'm bored when I do so. The orgasms kind of suck, they take a while to get there, and I tend to have to invent a reason for me to think about dick in the midst of it. So how do I explain this "transition" given I used to think I was straight, etc?

Simple: When your younger you are much hornier, and because society is "hetero normative" you look at the things you expect to get you off, namely, women. But as your libido declines into your twentys and the overwhelming urge just to masturbate at the slightest whiff of something sexual recedes, the only thing thats left over is truth.

>>739411277
what is this 'hypno porn' I've been hearing so much about?

>>739424963
>I feel empowered to conform to who allah made me as
translation
>It's too difficult to define myself by my own means so I would much rather get on my knees and suck the cock of god than try to figure out what makes me, me

Have fun with that. And the jews are gonna have you iced if you keep telling everyone about this totally undeniably true story that you learned about on /b/! Be careful, anon!

>>739418632
Hey, emailed you back. Might be in spam though. The one i got from you was

.>>739425313
Word. I started with hypno fetish and then progressed into the rest. Different strokes for different folks, literally in this case, hehe

>>739425607
Um, theres some links in the replies. Or you could just go to pornhub and search.

>>739425690
roflmao jews sending me to trans muslim heaven
allah akbar

why do you think i started hrt? u think my glock misfired?

this>>739418458
you were born with a dick
you have male chromosomes
this stuff is just mental illness

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Narcissism is a common theme in the transgender issue.
Some people are confused about their gender because they are intelligent, low-test and possibly molested. It's a perverse combination but it ultimately leads to suicide because it is disconnected from reality.
Some are even doing it simply to escape from reality. They do not like the life they have created, or simply do not want the responsibility of being a man in the world, and opt for a life that allows them to escape.
I would have no problem with it if there weren't always a minority of loud voices within that community always demanding to thrust their views on the rest of society.
It is not possible to force others to view the world your way. There is nothing unreasonable about recognising the biological truth of the matter.
Form follows function, all that which exists in this world is caused and at some point nature selected a dynamic whereby humans were separated into males and females. Each gender has a function. That's the issue reduced to the basics. Men and women have separate functions in the world, the situation would not have arisen otherwise.
If you truly want to be happy you must focus on avoiding this mental illness and becoming a strong and masculine person. We are at our happiest when we are serving the world, not the other way around. More narcissism equates to increased unhappiness, espeically when that narcissism is not grounded in reality.

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>>739426256
>u think my glock misfired?
I actually did assume that, yes.

The troll seems to be strong in you. I can't quite gauge the potential of your nen, so I'm gonna go the early Killua route and retreat off of this one. Enjoy your victory as well as the precum of your lord and savior. Amen-ra.

I'm going to enjoy myself to some stuff like pic related byeeee

>>739411277
fuckin Jewish shits. they turned me into a trap as well

>>739411277
that's hot

>>739426256
>>739426432
>>739427437

Who gives fuck?

>>739428410
Damn, nabbed another one! Lol

>>739428421
The picture or the post?

>>739429018
the post

actually the pic too

>>739419964
Moar

>>739414357
Hello r*ddit!

>>739411277
I know exactly what you're going through. My gf even knows and became my mistress.

>>739427437
I relate to this. I was molested many times by a woman when i was young. This went on for years, and she made me do anything she wanted, from the age of 6 to 8. I was basically her sex slave. I struggle to hold a relationship, i have played both a sub and a dom in the bedroom. But that's all ik, is sex. People leave me cause they think it's all ik. I've veen planning the day i kill myself if i can't get into a stable relationship and be happy.

>>739411277
Well fucking a girl cured it for me. Seeing her go crazy over my dick made me love my manhood again

>>739429355
Aww, ty

>>739429654
Marry her!

>>739431523
Well, Ive been in a 10ish yr relationship and a 2 year relationship with girls, so idk if that applies to me lol!