most traumatic childhood memory thread

>>739398807
not a "thread", faggot
nobody cares about your lil boo-boos, snowflake
you're not special
you weren't mistreated
you are just a faggot, and a lil whiney faggot at that

grow up and move on, trashboi

>>739398807
Giving birth to you

>>739399030
kill youre self

>>739399100
kill yourself

>>739398807
The moment i became self aware

when i transcended into dark, dark adulthood and realized childhood is basically pure bliss

>>739398807
Watching the first man I ever viewed as a hero get shot to death by a pair of dirty cops because they went to the wrong duplex.

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>>739398807
That has happened to me or other?
.. Because I have caused some too.

>>739399392
need to hear rn

Being a 12 year old girl and being strangled by my mother, looking up at her enraged face, she wouldn't stop squeezing and I remember thinking I was really going to be strangled to death.
She did eventually stop.
There's more but that was pretty horrible for me.

>>739399030
Except for the anons replying you ninny.

seeing a nigger

>>739399683
you know what's worse than an attention whore ?
a sick anon motherfucka who pretend to be an attention whore

>>739399392
nice tits

>>739399822
nice dubs from me

>>739398807
Finding 4chan

I was born. I didn't choose that, I didn't want that and now I've been condemned to existence for no reason at all.

>>739398807
https://youtu.be/pA8DdkM2Wqo

Waking up when I was four and realizing I can't move my legs because I was in so much pain, rheumatic arthritis is a bitch, if your kid has it, don't be too hard on him/her, otherwise the kid might turn out like me, a 20 year old worthless piece of shit working in supermarket with no life goals

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My dad used to throw bottles at me. Although, this one time I fucked up real bad. So my mom tied me to a chair and burned me with cigarettes until she felt I was punished enough. Bad shit right there.

>>739399624
>>739399822
> suicide outreach
> start talking to young girl
> she sounds pretty convinced to do it
> convince her to give her name
> google/fb.. There she is
> a cute one
> convince her to meet
> supposed to get her to voluntarily go to psych ward
> supposed to have police constable on standby if she refuses
> supposed to be for her own good
> I go alone
> convince her to hop in my car for coffee
> open the door for her
> she turns and one quick punch to the back of her head
> zap straps and into the back seat

Cont?

>>739400589
please anon

>>739398807
>most traumatic childhood memory thread
Mom left me in a shelter without even looking back. i was <2yo. couldnt even walk. my first memory in life.

>>739400589
you need a hobby

>>739400754
Sounds like he already has one.

>>739398807
Not sure which is the most traumatic but I have one that comes to mind.

>Mom had me in her late twenties
>Was former member of Tri-Delta Sorority
>Sort of a rich daddy's girl her entire life, came from a powerful family
>Anyway, one day when I was 10 my mom's sorority sisters came to town
>My parents take me because they can't find a babysitter
>Dad says we'll only be an hour then drive home
>"okay..."
>"One hour" turns into eight hours of nonstop drinking
>I spend eight hours terrified watching my parents get progressively more and more drunk
>Day turns to night
>Feeling sleepy
>Find clock
>Its 1 in the morning
>Tell parents I'm sleepy
>"Mom I have school tomorrow I need to sleep"
>Mom ignores me
>Never had her do this before, kind feel dejected
>Try to find dad
>He's passed out cold on a couch
>Start crying
>A crying ten year old really kills the mood at a party of drunk cunts
>Mom (still very drunk) decides to take me home
>No one says shit
>She spends the entire drive yelling at me as I cry about how when I was born I "ruined her life" and that because of me "she has no friends"
>Surprised we made it home alive in retrospective
>Cried myself to sleep

Whenever I bring it up to them they refuse to acknowledge it ever happened.

>>739400694
>>739400754
I have a hobby.
Just have my quirks too.

> drive for a while
> there's an abandoned plant nursery in the flats
> I've spent the night there before
> making sure it's unpatrolled
> pull in and park in an old greenhouse
> she has been conscious and pleading
> I've made light conversation
> "you wanted to die didn't you?"
> "you consider yourself worthless don't you?"
> "you should be thanking me"
> "for this one night you'll have a purpose"
> "for this one night you'll be remembered"
> she's fucking bawling her eyes out and pleading for her life
> ironic
> pull her from the back seat
> she's maybe 100lbs easy to handle
> tell her if she screams nobody will even hear
> but even so.. I'll knock her out again if she tries
> she only whimpers like an animal that knows its fate

>>739401543
I also have more.

>>739401543
are you my wife?

>>739401752
Nah.

>>739398807
My father throwing me agaisnt the wall and breaking my arm when he caught me kissing another girl.

>>739401543
Why do parents do this? Whenever they do something that they are ashamed of they just say that it never actually happened.

>>739401852
Instead of him?

>>739401852
Faggot

>>739401944
Duh.

>>739401943
No, he never tried anything like that.

>>739401920
Guilt most likely. But in mom and dad's case I'd be surprised if they actually remembered it. They were really fucking wasted.

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>>739399030
>not a "thread", faggot

Posts in a thread

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>>739401659
Tell another, that was kind of interesting.

> I was maybe 5 or so
> on holidays with parents, Canari Islands
> on the beach, young Spanish couple playing beach tennis
> girl has this tanned perfect body with MASSIVE tits
> I'm hypnotized
> standing there, watching them play
> they notice me staring
> suddenly the girl invites me to play
> I don't understand what she says, but she's waving me to join them
> I look at my parents, don't know what to do
> they are laughing and tell me to go
> the girl comes to me, grabs my arm
> theresnoturningbacknow.jpg
> I keep looking at her jugs as I let her guide me
> she places me in front of her, facing her boyfriend
> he doesn't seem as enthusiastic as her and my parents, maintains an awkward smile
> she then leans forward to place the racket in my hands
> my tiny head is right between her tits
> the husband serves
> she swings my hands with the racket to hit the ball
> I'm paralyzed
> her tits are slapping my cheeks with each swing
> I don't think I was even breathing to whole time
> she keeps blabbering in Spanish and giggling, trying to make me hit the ball
> I must have been so red her boyfriend knew what was going on
> still, I was in such a shock that my dick wasn't hard
> I don't know how long it lasted, but it seemed like an eternity
> she finally realises that I'm petrified
> lets me go
> I slowly walk back to my parents, who are still laughing, glancing above my shoulder
> sat down on a towel
> didn't speak a sound for the rest of the day
> insisted on writing this down in this holiday notebook we were doing with my parents to write and draw memories from our holidays
> parents didn't want
I'm not really sure what consequences this event had on my subconscious, I turned out straight and without weird fetish, but when I had to think of smth traumatizing, this is the first thing that came up. I kinda see it as a sexual assault.

>>739401543
Moral of the story. Dont have fucking kids until you're at least 30

>6 years old
>walking past my dad's bedroom
>Dad is lying in bed
>"Hey Anon, come in bed to give Dad a kiss."
>get in bed with him
>he's naked
>he rubs his dick up against me
>I kick him in the balls and gtfo

>>739401650

> in the barn there's nothing
> I stand her in the middle of the room
> her hands and feet still bound
> she's trying to negotiate
> saying I don't have to
> pleading for her family
> saying I made my point please let her live
> I just calmly retrieve my duffle bag
> roll up foam mattress and a lamp
> among other things
> I start laying it down
> then I speak
> "here's the deal"
> "I've done this before"
> "you need to understand that no matter what you say.. This won't end well for you."
> more sobbing
> "first I'm going to rape you"
> "then I'm going to do it again"
> "if you're lucky I will enjoy it and not have to elevate my experience"
> this is when I remove a small box cutter from the bag
> "if you are exceptionally satisfying.."
> ".. You may even live through this."
> I'm lying of course
> but she's too young to give up hope

>>739401920
This. While I was at college my alcoholic parents took out a bunch of student credit cards in my name and maxed them out at bars and liquor stores. When I found out years later when collectors finally got my contact info I contested them as fraudulent and needed my parents testimony to win but they refused to acknowledge it ever happened. I'm halfway through bankruptcy and afterwards I'll still have to pay my student loans. I won't be able to buy my first house until my thirties. Fuckers.

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>>739402382
What creepypasta site did you get this off of anon? Sounds pretty funny

Let's see raised by bipolar hippy dad and borderline personality expunk mom.

>Dad was hardly home worked all the time.
>Mom gets enraged at my two year old brother.
>Kicks him the face.
>Hide in the bathroom til the evening until dad got there.
>He didn't divorce her until I was in college.

>>Once I found a dead cat under a tree when I was very young outside my great grandparents house.

>>>Spilled chocolate down my back in first grade in a rage as I attempted to throw it.

>>>Mom had me on ritalin by five cause she couldn't be bothered with being a mom.

>>739402454
Kill them...then pawn off all their stuff, might get you out of the bs.

>>739402382
you are making this up

>>739402749
I wish. My dad drank himself to death and my mom ran away to Brazil yo escape a warrant, she's barely getting by as an English teacher out there. Luckily I was able to graduate college and become an engineer so once this bs is over it should be smooth sailing

>>739402454

File a civil suit against them, win and then you have your proof.

>>739402876
See>>739402875

>>739398807
Not my story but i story i was told back in high school

>be small child
>probably around 6-8 cant really remember
>be having nightmares
>decide i want to sleep with parents b/c spooks
>get into bed with mom and dad (theyre aware im there)
>be a half hour later all of sudden feel something grab my dick hard
>get scared look around
>mfw my dads hand was right on my dick
>mfw i look at my dad horrifed
>mfw my dad look back at me equally as horrifid
>hear my dad start apologizing

To this day his dad and him never spoke about it again cracked me up when he told me

>>739402875
>Inb4 when you next meet your mum QOTSA's Smooth Sailing is in the background
But I'm happy about you then m8, I'm the arthritis guy, I guess I'm lucky my parents aren't drinking or anything...

>>739402188
Sure, here's one from Dad

>Be like 8 or 7
>Dads taking me to the aquarium
>Fuckyeah.jpeg
>Been waiting for this for weeks
>We plan on leaving early in the morning (we live in DC, the aquarium is the next city over in Baltimore so the drive will take an hour)
>Big day comes, I wake up early and brush my teeth
>Go to dads room to wake him up
>Open door
>It smells...like really bad
>"Umm....dad?"
>No answer
>Try to wake him up
>His breath is horrible
>Years later realize he was hung over and had likely been vomiting the night before
>"Dad were going to the aquarium!"
>'gurgle noises'...."shut up and go back to bed"
>"But...you said the aquarium..."
>"We'll go later...go back to bad"
>"Um....okay"
>Go back to bed
>Later that day we leave at like 12
>Spend an hour the road, drive wasn't to bad
>Get to aquarium
>Line out the door around the block
>"Well shit..."
>Wait in line for an hour
>Suddenly an announcement comes over the loudspeaker
>"I'm sorry everyone but we are now sold out of tickets"
>Start crying
>Dad is mortified with guilt
>Cry back on the hour long drive home while dad says nothing

At least unlike the last one years later when I was older he acknowledged this and said it was his fault. Not a terribly "traumatizing" memory in retrospect but it's always stuck with me as that time dad just dropped the fucking ball and ruined everything.

>got in a fight with mom when i was 15
>told her i didn't care about my life bc i was going to be a useless piece of trash anyways
>extremely insecure and hate myself
>mom pissed off said she agreed with me and i was going to be a nobody

obviously apologized to each other for saying rude shit but i still remember those words till this day. it just really got to me

>>739401543
Keep reminding them of it untill they finaly apologize for beeing shitty parents

>>739399030
>shits on the idea of abuse
>was clearly abused
kill yourself

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>>739399030

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Just my whole childhood. Dad being an alcoholic piece of trash.Seeing my mother go through all of it destroyed me. My dad doesn't drink like he used to anymore, but when he does, mom stays up all night and watches him sleep so he doesn't choke on his vomit. I still think she deserves a better life, she's a wonderful woman. Too bad she grew up in a time when divorce in a family wasn't a thing

>>739403195
did you turn out to be a nobody?

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>been jerking off since I was 9
>never came of course, always dry orgasms
>12 years old at this point,, jacking it to some big titted brunette being damn near split by a huge cock
>I've never been this hard before. Ever. I was so hard it hurt
>furiously pounding my meat which is wet for some reason...
>that's funny, I don't remember reaching for the lotion yet
>whatever, keep going at it eyes intent on the screen
>Orgasm so hard I can't see for a couple seconds.
>Come down from my orgasm high and my hands are sticky.
>wtf is this shit?
>oh shit nigger I came for the first time
>really embarrassed for some reason now even though I'm alone
>thought everyone at school and my family would somehow know I shoot cum now and I'd get in trouble or made fun of
>stopped masturbating for 3 weeks because I didn't want to feel embarrassed

I finally got over it when they went in depth as to what puberty is and it's effects in men in health class. I was relieved to know this was normal

>The day of that same class I went home with a pre-cum dropping hard on and came easily a good few ounces of cum. Thick and gooey. I remember that part vividly because it was like trying to clean glue.

>dad spends $2k on a basically new Saturn SL1
>shit car but it's mine and I can go anywhere I want
>break my leg and can't move from bed basically
>wake up one morning, mom asks me where my car manual is
>go outside and she's selling my car to two niggers
>says 'it's just sitting there, you're not using it'
>mom it's a fucking standard I need both feet to drive it
>I'll give you the money back when you'll spend it responsibly
>5 years pass, dad spends 10k on basically brand new car again
>Awesome white 2016 Ford Focus, I love it
>Mom can I have that 1200 back? I want to put a new stereo in it.
>I don't have your money, you wouldn't spend it right anyway

I'm happy I have a new car. I'm sad I'm losing my mom. But it's time for her to go.

>>739399392
>drilling the eyebolts into the mortar

thats fucking amateur dude

>>739403685
>That pepe
Holy shit saved

>>739403758
Your mom sounds like a cunt. I'd break my mother's legs if she thought she could sell anything of mine just because I'm not currently using it.

>>739402563
No pasta.

>>739402777
Lets say I am.. For legal reasons.

>>739402382

> I walk to the door and bar it
> "there are no other ways out"
> "I'm twice your size, and will still rape your warm body if you fight me"
> "when I remove these straps.. You'll follow my every instruction. Correct?"
> she twitchily nods
> I cut the straps
> "are you a virgin?"
> she's not.. Disappointing
> "how many boys have you fucked?"
> one.. "How many times?"
> once.. Good.
> "lay down on your back with your arms over your head, and don't move unless I move you."
> now.. To start.
> first a grab some wet wipes from my bag
> wipe away her make-up
> the tears may not stop.. But that's okay
> then I feel her through her clothes from her thighs to her ponytail

Fell down the stairs shit was spooky

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>>739403934
Is this an excerpt from your most recent fanfic?

>>739403934
>> "how many boys have you fucked?"
>> one.. "How many times?"
>> once.. Good.

Yeah right

>>739403758
If your parents are divorced your father or hell you could sue her for that, that's basicly stealing your property..

>Gaslighting is a form of manipulation that seeks to sow seeds of doubt in a targeted individual, hoping to make targets question their own memory, perception, and sanity.
My dad, the religious nut, started early with this shit. Still does it all the time. Got me into the ward and in therapy for more than a year. Damaged for life. Yeah!
Things like that >>739401543 happened as well.
I can still remember what I felt when I saw my drunk parents smoke in a room full of noisy people. It was nothing but malignity.

>>739398807
I peed myself in a bus, because I could'nt hold it any longer

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>>739403515
not yet, but i just turned 22 and still think about suicide like 30times a day. every day
also, having no self esteem doesn't help with my career either

>>739399069
underrated post

>>739404091
Sure.. That's why it takes so long between posts.

>>739404307
Note that I haven't given her age yet.
Even one boy isn't common in her grade.

>>739403934
It appears nobody is interested.
I'll just get back to work.
Enjoy your thread Anons.

>>739402268
I had a minor flashback reading this. Like an ascending suppressed memory.

>>739404828
Can we at least get a link to your fanfiction.net account before you leave?

Oh god. Too many to tell. My mom is crazy. Like bipolar or something. They said it was PMDD and she got on pills for it. But nothing really ever worked. My dad worked a lot and claims he never knew about all the fucked up shit she did. I know we told him. He's just a drunk. She grabbed both my sister and I at different point and swung us around by our hair. She threw a chair at us for forgetting to eat bananas when she was at work. And so so much more. Last time she tried to hit me was when I was in 9th grade. And that was because she said I looked like a whore before going to school. I was wearing jeans and a hoodie. I pushed her back because I was 5 inches taller than her at that point. About a year or so ago, I was home for Christmas and I was drunk. I brought up some of the shit she did. And she called me a liar. Not that I was remembering it wrong (which I'm not. I have two sisters and we know what she did.) But that I was lying and she was a perfect mother. I will never get to shame her. The fucked up part is that she is just emotionally abusive and has manipulated us all into having to love her. I hate her but the guilt makes me have to love her. How fucked up is this? Now she keeps asking me when I'm going to pop out a kid. The answer is never.

>>739404828
Hey! I was reading that! Keep it up.

>>739404828
boi keep going pls

>>739404828
Bump for interest. At least finish, can't leave off on a cliff hanger

>>739404828
post any proof of this. since you are a serial rapist you must keep souvenirs from it all.. Or this is just faked as fuck, coming from a lonely basement dwelling 16 year old with an ok imagination and creative writing

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>>739403934
>Lets say I am.. For legal reasons.
Holy shit, how many vaccines did it take to build up this much autism?

>>739405229
hay fag we are trying to get him to keep writing so how about you stfu and kill your self niglet

>>739399683
My mum strangled me against the wall and lifted me off the ground as a kid. She also tried to chase me out of the house with a knife and I called her bluff and told her to stab me(which she didn't) Get over it you soft as baby shit!

>>739405512
>this

>>739404828
what. no don't stop

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>9 or 10 years old
>play little league football
>have one of those dads that take sports too seriously
>one day I get hit in my chest trying to make a block during practice
>get wind knocked out of me and have a hard time breathing
>recovering on the sidelines
>dad walks over and threatens to take away my Xbox if I don't get up
>says some other mean shit
>got tears in my eyes
>he doesn't give a fuck, says I'm making an ass out of him
>coach can tell I'm not doing too good, let's me go home
>wasn't seriously hurt, recovered by the next day
>my dad comes home from work, pissed off because I'm feeling better
>in his mind this meant I was faking the whole time
>yells at me again

My dad and I have a better relationship today but I don't think he understands how bad my childhood fucked me up. I have an anxiety disorder now and hate sports

>>739398807
my body kept telling me I would die when I went in for surgery

I had 18 surgeries before age 14

no idea what it did to me, I get weird things going sometimes and one of the surgeries gave me tinninitus so that doesn't help when I'm alone

>>739398807
>bitching with my sis
>getting in a huge huge argument
>going completely nuclear, taking her head and smash it against a wall
>blood splatters on wall and floor
>I was around 6yo
>I don't know if it's real, but it sure feels like it.

>wake up, time for 6th grade
>fuck my life right now
>starting to wake up and get ready as best i can
>realize i can't find underpants, fuck
>oh well, just go commando,
>grab some sweatpants
>too tired to notice massive fucking hole in the crotch
>get everything else situated, mother drives me
>forward to 2nd hour now, english class
>notice guy staring at my crotch
>note i am also a guy and i feel bamboozled
>glance down at crotch
>notice my dick poking out of the sweatpants, staring me down
>oh wtf
>immediately try to hide it, guy is laughing his ass off
>spent rest of the day trying to hide my crotch hole

still hate going commando today now.

>>739404828
keep going this suspense is AIDS, it's killing me

>>739405694
just doing my job

when my dad overdosed and slowly drifted away to eternal sleep in my arms

>>739405017
>>739405056
There is no fanfic.

>>739405229
I'm a monster, not a moron.
Note that I haven't mentioned any cameras, etc.
Only fools or the extremely unlucky are caught.

>>739405217
>>739405222
Thank you for voicing your interest.

> she was wearing leggings
> and a button up blouse with a cami top
> sliding my hand under her top and feeling her involuntary contortions
> her whimpers and sniffles
> I extended the utility blade and started cutting the buttons free
> then I stuck thr knife under her cami
> bunched it up on the blade and cut it
> fabric on either side of her chest
> and a quite basic little bralet
> she started crying harder when I reached into each cup to play with her little A's
> then I cut the bralet free in the same manner
> perfect budding acorns with tiny light pink nipples
> I lingered here for a while teasing them errect

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>>739406201
>I'm a monster, not a moron

>>739406201
yes he came back! praise kek!

I caught my uncle raping my sister. He forced me to rape her as well so i wouldn't tell. It worked...

>>739403077
Thanks bro, I hope you find your way out

an anon named it :(

>>739406585
wow

>>739406585
Give details pls

>>739406201
welcome back based anon

>>739406585
>>739406830
oh my. Will this be a story!
I hope so!

>>739406585
Replace uncle with father and you've basically got the plot to LISA right there

>>739404410
Did no one of you get beaten on a regular basis?
My angry religious nut dad used to beat me every Sunday before we went to church.
Now I'm a masochist. Surprise, surprise.
>>739405867
That's a nightmare.
>>739406585
That's beyond fucked up.

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>be me 4 years old
>think to self 'I'm going to make my dad a sandwich to show my appreciation
>make him peanut butter and jelly
>he doesn't like it
I kept bringing that up with the therapist up until I was 18

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>>739398807
>be 10
>in hospital diagnosed with meningitis
>half of my face is paralyzed
>108 grade fever
>almost dead
>a fat ginger nurse which smells like rotten strawberrys gives me antibiotics injections twice a day
>every injections burns like shit and makes my fever even worse
>doctors conclude that i'm allergic to antibiotics
>get a spinal tap which hurts so much that i nearly pass out

worst time of my life

been stabbed by my dad, choked, seen him slit a mans neck, cut anothers throat, shoot at my 7 year old brother, shoot out car windows from the kitchen window, shoot at my mother. This was all in el salvador eventually he was arrested and died in a jail fire.

>>739406830
>>739406926
Long version or short?
I haven't told it in detail before but I'll do my best

>>739406960
>plot to LISA
?? explain please

>>739406637
My way out is probably going to have something to do with either a rope or a handgun, I'm basicly a cripple without any visable problems so people asume I'm a normal person that's just lazy, but in reality, even right now, typing is painful because I have to move my fingers

Not really traumatic but oh well
>be 8
>win NFL tics at boys&girls club
>dad takes my 2 step bros
>watch game on tv crying
>don't watch sports to this day

>>739407293
long pls
i like storys

why didt your sister tell?

>>739403180
reading this one made me genuinely sad, holy shit

>>739399355
Go on

>>739407389
wold have killed him

>>739406984
got beaten all the time, starved, no toys, and made to work doing dumb chores all day

depressin, anxiety like a mfer, lazy and a shit load of other problems.

>>739402454
This isnt true. You needed to press charges to get your parent's arrested. I work in this field and see it happens quite often to kids and parents. Neither will press charges.

>>739407293
As long as possible. I'm bored at work

>>739406345
Do I seem like a low tier criminal?
I'm university educated, and employed in a respectable field.
You're just used to criminals who've been captured being fools; and equate criminality with stupidity.

>>739406384
So long as at least one Anon enjoys my story, I'll be here.

> she has run dry of tears
> several times she has started to lower her arms and stopped herself
> good girl
> now.. I don't bother cutting her leggings
> I just pull them and her panties off together
> she is holding her legs together
> that's alright.. I'll fix that
> I kneel and part her legs
> her crying resumes as do the whimpers
> reaching for the wipes again
> I tidy up my meal (they often urinate themselves)
> she has only some whisps of hair over her mound
> none around her vagina itself
> subtle lips, and her hood is more pronounced
> "if you enjoy this.. That's good young Miss"
> she tastes.. Slightly of tobacco
> clearly not a chain smoker, but enough on lunch breaks perhaps to affect her
> proves to me that she was on a downward slope

>Be Canadian
>Can't get job at Tim Hortons because Somalis and Africans only
>Go $100,000 into debt to get a STEM degree
>Graduate
>Try to get STEM jobs, can't, because no straight whites since Government subsidizes non-white immigrants/LGBTQHIV+ people
>Try to get government job, can't because of Gender Based Analysis Plus, no straight whites, only poor africans/muslims/chinks/poos/LGBTQHIV+
>Try to join military, can't, diversity hires only
>Try to join police, can't, diversity hires only
>Get job at Burger King making $11 CAD / $8 USD
>Pay 58.75% in taxes
>Serve rich refugees Halal meat who get $10,000/month for free
>Get in car accident, break wrist
>Free Healthcare!
>3 months wait for surgery, wrist fuses incorrectly meanwhile
>Can't use right hand
>Lose Burger King job
>Get Depressed
>Get Rx'd anti-depressants
>Can't fill Rx because free Rx is only for refugees
>Apply for welfare
>Wait in line with all shitskin refugees on iPhone 7 Plus wearing designer clothes
>Hear only halal
>Go to kiosk, "yes ma'm I'd like to apply for welfare. Here are my forms"
>"What's a white man doing applying for welfare?" Proceeds to forward my application to welfare fraud office
>Forgot to declare bank account never used because government knows about and seizes any money in it to pay student loan interest, which is 10% since government uses a private company
>Get charged and convicted of welfare fraud
>Criminal Record, can't get welfare or job
>Try to commit suicide
>Wake up in ER on life support with 10 Doctors working
>"No I want to die, can I apply for euthanasia?it's legal now"
>"No Anon, your suffering isn't great enough, denied"
>Get evicted
>Become homeless
>Spend time begging and warming up inside Burger King
>See TV
>See Al Qaeda terrorist on news
>See Trudeau gave him $10.5M for killing US soldier

This is the life of a Canadian

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>>739407333
Father abuses and rapes his kids which really fucking one of them up and leads the other to suicide and the one thing leads to another and the fucked up kid that's now an adult has to search for the last girl on earth to make up for not being able to protect his sister

Good game, worth a play through

>>739407293
>me 14, sister 9
>my uncle is a deadbeat and was cast out of the family till a year before
>huge drug addict etc
>went to rehab and everyone thought he "changed"
>he was actually my favorite family member at the time.
>tells us he finally got his own place and he'd like us to visit for the summer
>family thinks he has his shit together
>sister and I end up going to visit, he lives in florida and we're excited for Disney.
>he has a big house but was rarely there, a trucker of some sort, but when he was he had longer vacations and therefore had 24.7 access to us for the entire two weeks
>it wasn't till halfway through the second week I was woken up by a muffled "shh, be quiet, bitch" through the walls and some clanking that I assumed was his belt.
(cont?)

>>739403180
this one is the most fucked up one in the thread. how has life been treating you? how were you able to overcome?

Watching my dad slam my moms head into a dresser over and over

>>739405714
fucking wimp. i broke my arm when i was playing football when i was 11. didnt even cry.

>>739399228
This

>>739407720
yes

>>739407412
to be honest, I never asked. I told her after if she ever wanted to tell it was up to her but didn't really want her to so never pressed it. he ended up getting caught a whooping eight years later, but I don't think they connected the dots.

>>739407777
at least you got quads out of it, so it couldn't have been that bad, right?

>>739407649

Canadian here. Giving that guy 10.5 million is one of the biggest fuck fests I Canadian history. If you want work move to Alberta, you already know that.

>>739407777
did she tell him to slow down? how did they react when they found out that their child likes to watch them do anal?

>>739407674
LISA is amazing

>>739398807
being bullied inschool
these cunts would keep me around just to abuse me i tried leaving the group but they would follow me and hit me

i still can't trust other people or have friends

>>739405714
You admit yourself it wasn't that big of an "injury" your father seemed justified in my book he's was just trying to toughen you up.

>>739407922
Well he fractured her skull...

>>739408078
My nigga

Watched a kid drown at age 4

>>739407208
Was your dad a cartel member? Sound horrific.

>>739403024
kek

>>739398807
Trump won. Brrrr!

>>739407962
i'm not Canadian i got story from a /pol/ guy i don't care about Canada they like Muslims.

i never had a bad childhood because i'm smart and never really lived with family. brother was abusive but i don't care. he got locked up.

>>739402268
This was traumatic? Ur fucked

>>739405835
Reminds me of a time when I was strangling my cousin when we were 3 and 4

>>739399737
kek

>>739407720
Of course.

>>739408266
no, he was in the war and drank a lot... also im pretty sure he was schizo or something but was never diagnosed.

>>739407646
I like this story

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had a librarian rub my shoulders and grab my crotch in 10th grade

>>739403180
Shut up you spoiled fuck.


My mom thought I wanted to kill her. She thought my first gf was a literal witch. She screamed at me on xmas, that I worship Satan. She threw an ash tray at me for being in a cult and refusing it.

>>739406201
please keep going, this is the most exciting thing that's gonna happen to me today

>First day of kindergarten
>Don't have any concept of sex or gay / straight
>Turns out I'm gay
>Sitting on stairs with my mom (single parent) after first day
>she asked as a joke if there were any cute girls in my class
>I was ignorant
>said no, but there was a really cute boy
>She's hardcore catholic
>had no idea what I did wrong
>She beat the hell out of me then pushed me down the stairs
>broke my leg, arm, and several of my fingers
>sent me off to live with my dad
>my dad was married, he cheated on his wife with my mom, hence the single parent
>his wife and son hated my guts for just existing
>his son beat the shit out of me over any small thing, any excuse he could get
>his wife deliberately made food she knew I didn't like or was allergic to

My childhood was shit.

>be me
>be 9
>was never molested
>was never beaten
>constantly stepped on legos bare foot
>i was born an idiot

>be me
>on holidays in portugal with family
>parents go out to dinner
>give me sleeping pills
>sleeping pills knocked out
>taken and sold into sex trafficking
>still missing

>>739407646

> the taste dissipates shortly
> she occasionally has an involuntary spasm
> sometimes they cum once I'm also fingering them
> she's not there yet though
> I lubricate my index finger on my other hand
> and start pressing it against her anus
> she is clenching.. I'm glad this will be uncomfortable
> after a few moments she forces herself to relax
> likely to lessen the pain..
> this is where they sometimes cum
> so much tension.. and then the forced stimulation of a finger in each hole and a tounge
> when they relax it's like a flood of sensation
> she did.. Subtle but it was there
> I just stopped and watched her contracting
> and the crying worsens
> the guilt of betraying herself

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>>739402268
>5 years old
>Thinking about hard dick

I'm pretty sccuessful. My dad and his family were great. Dad is a cop and step mom an attorney. Married with college degree now, but grew up shitty. Dad lived in another state and only saw him during summer and holidays.

My mom is a cunt and yet, I still feel she's my responsibility. She does heroin and uses me for money. Step dad was an alcoholic and abusive. When I was 6 I broke my leg riding a a bike on handle bars, he didn't understand how fractures work. Made me walk on it for weeks. School refused to take me in class without X-ray. Mom took me and it has to get casted. I walk odd now.

I never tell people this story. Never told my dad. Still love hate my mom.

>>739407646
Emphasis on 'story'

>>739398807
My whole childhood was traumatic
Our father beat starved and abused my sisters and I
I ran away at 14 and lived on the streets for years. Both of my sisters are in and out of mental hospitals

>>739400589
Bump

>>739408878
forgive them.
Once it's too late you will hate yourself for all eternity for the smallest thing.

>>739407649
What a traumatic childhood.

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>>739408776
Chuunibyou is some kinda fetish now? Post pics of you cumming as you write this story pls

>>739402654
Ritalin sucked eh? Everyone thought i was a fuckin retard too. I was so lethargic i couldnt move let alone speak, so they even got me in a student helper, the only thing i cared to do was devising new ways to get a suspension every other week
Little did chad and suzie know i was already contemplating auicide before the age of realizing why, a drunk mom and a hateful absent father who then dissappeared, where a drunk mom would yell at me, telling my way too young brain, he was out cheating..

I lost my hero that day

I was in gr.6 or sth idk, elemntary is repressed, and hazy due to ritalin

Oya, and the ass whooping from my bitter drunk AF mom everyday, and the yelling at me randomly in her frustration at life, randomly I'd be gaming or sth, and it was on, "ANOOONNNNN WTF" *heavy, fast paced stomping up stairs*

My therapist told me i'll get better soon now that right to die laws are being passed

>>739408429
>>739408429
>>739407890
>at first I thought it was a dream and brushed it off
>however, when I heard the bedspring start moving it was hard to ignore
>I couldn't make out anything he was saying
>I realize what was going on but i'm a pussy and don't know what to do
>decide if he realizes i'm awake he might stop at least
>I decide to turn on lights in the living room and be noisy to make a point i'm awake
>I realize there's beer bottles littered around the house
>it doesn't work and the breadspring just becomes more desperate as he acknowledges me awake
>I panic and don't know what to do and just walk in
>he has her face shoved into the bed
>her hair was wrapped around his hand and he was pulling all of it back and exposing her neck
>he was licking up/down it and slobbering all over, a drunk mess.
>he was wearing nothing but a dirty wife-beater
>she had her skirt pulled up and shirt was gone
>he was pulling on her nipples hard with his other hand
>he's a fat fuck and sweating profusely
>all of this image is burned into my brain forever while all I can do is watch for a minute
>when I 'come to' I realize he had maneuvered her head by her ponytail to be looking up at me as he rammed her
>her face nothing but tears
>I find out later she didn't even start crying till she realized I wasn't going to react...
(cont? and thoughts?)

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>>739408887
stfu

>>739402777

You really think someone would do that? Just go on the internet and spread lies?

>>739407646
Your piece of fiction sucks. No one wants to read your edgy rape fantasy shit.

>>739408776
keep going anon

>>739409334
moar, please

>>739409334
How's your relationship with your sister after all this? And stop asking to cont, just do it. I'm following.

>>739408776
Finish her

>>739408663

thats worse than rape

>>739409334
i feel horrible for being turned on by this
please continue

>>739409461
>this again

>>739408643
How is your life now? Did you take much damage from that? I'm genuinely curious.

>>739409334
boi keep going and stop asking. go until story is done. also dam

>Parents used to go party EVERY weekend
>sometimes they left fridays evening and came back sundays evenings
>was turning 11 then
>they were paying $$ to their friends doughter to babysit me
>she was like 16
>one time she went to shop and left me alone
>i discovered fapping few months before and so I went straight to her bag where she keept used underware ( she was sleeping in my home sometimes when parents were to wasted to come back)
>I grabbed her socks and panties and started to sniff them and fap
>I was in the middle of the fap when she entered the room
>I dropped her stuff and covered myself
>she turned red came to me and slaped me hard
>she started yelling and undressed me forcefully and ordered to stand next to the tv
>I stood there naked with tears in my eyes while she was watching tv and looking at my stuff from time to time
> after veryyy long while she told me to go to my room and stay there
>I was going mental because I thought she will tell my parents
>she didin't
>I thought she won't ever come again but she did next weekend
>parents told me they will be gone for entire weekend again
>shitting bricks
>when she came parents said goodbay and I was alone with her
>I was embarassed and red all over my face I could feel the heat radiating from my cheeks
>she just passed me by and just patted me on the head
>later on she said today I can watch an adult movie with her if I want and I was like "WOW! sure" and all the thick air around was just gone
>she made popcorn and played the second part of "Alien" on VHS
>after about 15 minutes of the film she took off her socks and put her legs on the couch and started to pressing them on me
>got hard really fast
>I was wearing my pijama so it was showing
>after short while of me peeking at her feet and getting dimond erection she told me she got punishment for me for what i did last week
>she told me to get my dick out and masturbate
>I protested and got really awkward but she said she will tell my mom if I won't

>>739403024
>be dad
>faggy son bitching about another fucking 'spook'
>pull dick out of wife
>little faggot fuck jumps between us, ew, should have been a stain on his mothers chin
>idea
>aggressively grab sons baby dick
>wakey wakey not so good sad day, real spook
>neveragain.pb&j

>>739398807
My mother is a psychologist and suffers from (a) severe undiagnosed mental disorder(s). Countless stories from my childhood, she's fucked my development mentally.

She decide on running away with me and forcing the concept that the entirety of my outside family and the world is a untrustable cesspool, essentially destroying my ability to experience complex emotion for other people. Presently living with my father and he's a stranger to me.

Physical abuse was fairly minimal. There were outbursts such as sharp objects thrown (I remember her lodging a doll in my sister's skull and screaming at her for crying before realizing she was covered in blood) but by the time I was in 7th grade I was 6'3 she grew fearful of me retaliating.

I'll never forget my face twitching nervously and her promising she'd chop off my face if I couldn't stop. Wasn't a good week.

I've honestly had a lot of trouble coming to terms with the things done to me. I was so brainwashed my entire life I couldn't see anywhere to go, I thought this was normal life.

Feel free to ask questions, I have plenty of stories but I have no motivation to type any of them out.

>>739409435
how about you kill yourself you commie bitch. stfu and stay out of this thread if you cant handle it niglet.

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>be me
>staying at my friends house
>playing vidya
>friends mom brings home Wendy's
>go to kitchen table
>eating
>hear kids mom on phone fighting with husband
>"You're never home!"
>Friends mom sits at table
>her make up is smeared from her crying
>"Are you guys enjoying the food I bought you?"
>later that night about 9:30 ish
>"Okay guys I'm going to bed don't stay up too late"
>out of the corner of my eye I see white
>she's wearing a see through night gown
>amazing boobs blonde bush
>my friend doesn't notice to focused on game
>"Goodnight honey"
>kisses him on the cheek
>I'm blushing
>she walks towads me
>redasatomato.JPEG
>"Goodnight anon"
>puts her hand on my cheek and kisses me on the lips
Didn't traumatize me but it was the first kiss I ever got from a woman. I would beg my parents to stay over my friends house every Friday.

>>739408776

> at this point I can feel my cock dripping
> I've learned the longer I wait the better it is
> I need it now though
> removing my pants I get on top of her
> I leave my shirt on until I know she won't scratch
> slowly.. I savour entering this young cunt
> so snug and hot
> I stare into her face with it's closed eye's
> she's wincing.. I keep pressing inward
> there it is.. I can feel her cervix
> a little more.. Her anterior wall
> she's all full.. But I still have a little more to go
> my favorite part.. I thrust suddenly.
> Sharply.. and as far as possible.
> her scream and sudden opening of her eyes..
> I don't pull out.. Just keep ruttong as deeply as I can
> in moments I'm cumming in this barely pubecent girl
> probably the first cum to have filled her
> I lay there on top of her crying frame
> "shhh.. You're doing so well."

When both of my parents eventually died it was the best feeling ever. Cancer is my friend

>>739409727
more

>>739408656
God damn. I really hate Catholicism. Ruins so much.

>>739408656
well thats what you get for being born a catholic faggot

>>739409727
Hawt

>>739409727
don't be a faggot, cont

I ran x/country and track in HS so be me 9th-10th grade
I was really good like top 5 on our team
that summer we vacation in Indiana (where my mom grew up)
visit the family she used to live next too and all their 7 white trash kids not in their late 40s my moms childhood friends basically
I'm into computers and shit so one of them is like hey wanna come up stairs and check out my laptop/games - mom is like go ahead me and brother go - brother leaves gets bored
So its now just me and this older dude he starts asking me about track and stuff
then says you prob have strong legs can i feel?
naive I say ummm okay (thinking this is weird but agree) so he start rubbing my leg and is like can i go higher (I'm scared a bit but agree) then things get strange and I'm no longer okay with this.
I stand up and he threatens me staying some typical pedo shit tries to pay me off basically with $100 and I'm not down.
I get up to leave and walk towards the door he blocks me
this is happening upstairs and everyone in the house is downstairs
I then say get the fuck outta my way or I'm slamming this laptop into the floor


He finally moves and I get the fuck outta there (find my brother whose 5 yrs younger than me at the time so 10-11ish)
Stay with my brother until we leave to protect him from the same experience
Never tell my mom cus its embarrassing and I don't want to relive the experience
Plus my mom knew this guy her entire childhood and all his bros/sisters they were like a 2nd family essentially


a year later we go back my mom is still friends with them and we stay at this guys house one night too before heading to the family lake house.
The night we spend at this pedo's house he tried to get me to sleep alone in the living room and I was like fuck no! I'll share a bedroom with my brother (to protect him) and because I still didn't tell my mom about the incident

>>739410018


Senior year of HS
This guy is the head of IT at some major company
Ask my mom what I was doing over summer and offers to get me a job there as an assistant because I liked computers and programming.
Mom is like this is a wonderful idea
He offers to let me live with his family and feed me for 3-4 months
Mom is sold on the idea
And I would get to keep all the money so its an AMAZING opportunity blah blah blah...
A week before graduation my mom is ready to buy my ticket
I breakdown and start crying... tell her everything... and tell her how I've been so stressed about this for the past year... just thinking about it everyday


My mom cuts ties with the family
Eventually, thier mom whose my grandmas age calls my mom and ask why we are avoiding them and my mom tells them
She doesn't deny and of it like its her son - doesn't tell my mom anything like thats odd or thats completely false

Later we find out the guy was charged for lewd acts with a minor
neighbor girl
hes also on one of those sex offender sites
spend 3yrs in prison for CP and some other shit

It was traumatic for me but nothing really happened and I have to live with the fact that had I spoken up about it and parents pressed charges I could have possible prevented little girl from having her childhood ruined. :(
My mom cuts ties with the family
Eventually, thier mom whose my grandmas age calls my mom and ask why we are avoiding them and my mom tells them
She doesn't deny and of it like its her son - doesn't tell my mom anything like thats odd or thats completely false

Later we find out the guy was charged for lewd acts with a minor
neighbor girl
hes also on one of those sex offender sites
spend 3yrs in prison for CP and some other shit


It was traumatic for me but nothing really happened and I have to live with the fact that had I spoken up about it and parents pressed charges I could have possible prevented little girl from having her childhood ruined. :(

>>739407204
Got a spinal tap once aswell.
Thats Just pure pain.

>>739407646
And they say b is dead. Please continue

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>>739409881
using 4chan to write mediocre porn stories but using all the shitty buzzwords. Dude that mention of the anterior wall got me so hard.

>>739409881
I wish I was that girl. Would you do all the same kind if stuff to a 300lbs hairy man?

>>739409828
So much edge, such a small brain.

>>739398807
When I was 12 my mom threw me a knive, when I was 15 she threw me another, the same year she got drunk in front of me (because I didn't want to go to the beach with her), I've grown up with a 5 year old mum.

The best thing? Even knowing all of that and more she has donde (these are the worst), my father won't divorce her.

One day he told to my brother and I:"I am the idiot for being with her, but you are the ones who will continue their lifes"

He should know that if he doesn't divorce that kid, my brother and I won't visit them in a future.

I just want to kill that bitch and then in her funeral I'd say everything she has done (if i go). I'd laugh at her funeral too, and i'd poop on her grave.

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>>739399228
It seems like bliss, but as a child you have no suffering to compare bliss to, so adult depression is replaced by childhood boredom. If kids could understand how good they have it, then they could probably stop being squirmy little shits. But they can't understand, so they're always gonna be brats if they have nothing better to do.

>>739401920
Anon her with parents that aren't alcoholics. Even when they haven't drunk a but, they refuse to know. A way to tell that they haven't even one good argument. Never.

>>739398807
An 84 year old Jewish rabbi put his finger in my ass and sucked my dick. I did not enjoy it at all. I never told anyone

>>739409909
I don't hate catholics, just extreme ones like my mom was.

>>739409942
I'm an extremely nice person, I didn't deserve that, and I know this is 4chan, so I'm just going to assume you're trying to get a rise out of me.

>>739402309
Amen

>>739398807
>dad wanting to ignite the house
>mom telling me "mommy is going to leave and never coming back
>finding mom, when I was like 5-6, in the forest telling me not to tell my dad because he wanted to kill her
>grandfather beating up grandmother


20 now, still living with that abusive, alcoholic family...every second feels like hell here, I cannot take it anymore, I don't have nowhere to go, if it wasn't for my mom I would have killed myself, I love her way too much

>>739403758
My mom did this with my communion money, most money I'd ever got and she hid it and said she never had it, probably iaed it on things i was already going to by so she didn't feel bad about being a raging alcoholic, excusing the fact she had no time or money -that she wanted- to spend on me

I also got her a 500$ guess watch for christmas 2years ago, and to date, she adamantly refutes herself ever owning a GIANT GOLD FUCKING WATCH

>>739409575
>when I finally try and react he decides to threaten me, telling me to stay still or he'd kill her
>doesn't even stop fucking her, just stares at me with this animal-like look
>he doesn't let me stop watching
>when he's finally close he tells me to put my dick in her mouth
>I try and protest but he makes a gesture like he's going to hurt her so I hurry up and do as he says
>her sobbing becomes more desperate
>he tells me to do it deeper, but she can't breathe, I have no idea what i'm doing
>he becomes furious any time I don't do what he says
>I try and pull out and he tells me 'the bitch is fine but she won't be if you don't put it back in'
>I do so and she literally chokes on my dick
>i'm ashamed of it but it is literally the best feeling in the world
>i literally almost cum before he does even though it was less than ten minutes before he was finished
>near the end he started to become more violent in his thrusts and they became less desperate and more rough
>almost like he was just stabbing her with it as hard as he could

(cont next post)

>>739407646
I also enjoy this please cont.

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>>739399962
I bet the collective entirety of existence is thinking the same thing.

>>739410401
Stereotypical Jew behavior. I'm not surprised.

>>739409659
Divorced parents, unattentive, emotionally absent and later crazy mom made me have trouble relating to other people. I was in my 20s before I realized, that other people are in fact people and not just objects in my own personal world. This led to trouble, as I would always seek to get whatever I wanted and disregard others. Hated any kind of authority.
After mom became crazy I moved to my dad. Eventually got my shit together. Always had a bright mind, so went to uni. Good job today, married, big house, dog but no kids yet. Mom got normal-ish, but I still don't trust her. Took years to just forgive her a little. Didn't see her for years right after the crazy period and moving out to my dad (best decision ever. My dad is a fucking bro).

>>739399100
kill you are self?
yourself*

>>739410491
Is It? It definitely changed the way I look at Jews but I've never heard other stories like mine. It didn't help that he admitted to getting stds in the past but I've since got tested for everything and I dodged a bullet there. I guess getting diseases through oral is pretty rare

>>739410101
>>739410164
It must bother you that people like me exist. Bother you enough at least to hurl insults in a futile attempt to disuade me from finishing my story.

This place allows me to "come clean" without repercussions as it were.
I won't allow you to ruin my catharsis.

>>739409881
Now who would like me to conclude this story?
If the yea's outway the nay's I'll make time to finish.

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>>739410232
>i'd poop on her grave
I don't know why, but this is just making me laugh

>>739410718
Degeneracy is common in Jewish communities. Jews are just really good at hiding and lying.

>>739409727
cont.

>so stared jerking but was to nervous so flop flop
>she sigh and put my small dick in her mounth and stared sucking till i got hard again
>then she kneeled on the floor and stared at me while I was jerking
>when I was close I asked for tissiue
> she just grabbed my dick again and finished me off
> I came on her hand
>she sniffed it and licked it off
>I remember I was both in shock and in heaven
>after that she sat back in the couch and hugged me
> she told me not to tell my parents or anyone else because I might get in big trouble
>for the rest of the film I was half sitting half laying on her while she was hugging me

Can't deny I was molested but I don't remember it as a traumatic experience.
I think of it always with a smile.

It actually was just a beggining of many "weekends".
She a bit geeky and I leared later that she was a virgin and didin't have a boyfriend till she was 19.
I guess she was using my as a substitute to real relationship. Fuck...

Continiue?

>>739410455
dude move out already, get a job at mcdonalds or some shit and you'll be able to pay rent.

>I live in a 3rd world shit hole
>Abusive dad, shitty mom
>Moved out first chance i got (18)

Am 20, turning 21 now. You can do this man. You can be better.

>>739410751
Yes

>>739410751
No I'm completely serious. I wish I was that girl. I wish you or someone like you would do that kind of stuff to me right now. I'd "put up a fight" and make it seem real for you.

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>>739410018
>>739410051
>not greentext

>>739410848
The wage won't be able to pay the rent, but I'll look for a job.
2 more years in college, I don't want to quit college, I don't know.....but I cannot take the abuse anymore, it's driving me nuts, it changes my whole perception of life, it's hell

I got circumcised at 10. I can still remember the pain in my dick when I woke up.

>>739410751
continue

>>739410825
yes please im diamonds right now

>>739398807
My babysitter died in our kitchen when I was maybe 3 or 4, she went to get my sister some water and then we heard a thud. We found her laying in the kitchen. We thought she was sleeping. I cleaned up the water she spilt thinking she'd be proud of me for cleaning it up. We hit our little toy pots and pans together to make noise to try to wake her up. She didn't wake up, she had had a heart attack.

>>739410751
keep going

>>739410825
Stop asking to continue. Just continue.

>>739410751
come on man finish it

>>739410751

Finish the story.

>>739410751
keep it up

>>739410825
How did it progress after that? Did you ever fuck her?

>>739410751
Yeah. Go for it.

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>be a small kid
>family computer is in my older brother's room
>want to play shitty games on it
>allows me to do so only if i close the door when I enter his room
>get excited and ask him to start it up for me bc i'm too dumb to figure it out
>he lays on bed with his dick exposed
>tells me he will do so only if i touch it
>i jokingly tell him ok
>see him get an erection
>get scared and leave room
>30 years later, it still stays fresh in my mind that he did that to me.

>>739410478
>after he was done he pretty much immediately had me fuck her
>i barely hesitated because he threatened to kill her
>but honestly, as ashamed as i am to admit this, i enjoyed it, and was almost excited to do it
>he laughed at us as we did it
>reminded us that now if we tell i'd be in trouble to
>kept referring to us as "dumb fuck" and "lil sissy cumbucket" and he thought it was clever
>he laughed also about how we were 'obviously both enjoying it'
>all i could get out was a pathetic 'no' as a response, but that didn't it from being true, at least for me
>she seemed wet as hell and he had loosened her up some but she was still tight af
>blood all over the sheets, and a huge sweat stain surrounded us
>the most horrible part for me is remembering that i actually took as long as i could to finish
>too much of a shit to have made it go by as fast as possible
>however, once i realized i loved it i needed to take advantage of it because i would never do it by myself
>she was forced to eat both of our cum 'to never forget what your family tastes like'
>she has no idea that i secretly fap to this ever since. i can't get off without it.

>>739410825
yes

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>>739405114
>I swear to fucking Christ if you don't eat that goddamn banana by the time I'm home I'll smack you with a chair
>laughs it off
>mom comes home

>>739411121
What's your relationship like with her today?

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>>739410751
Finish the story

Discovering 4chan aswell as having mild autism

Got lookt up in a cave w Rats by a polish Teacher... I was 6...

>>739411097
Bothers do this kind of shit all the time. Don't feel special:
>Be me 12
>Brother 15
>Parents get hot tub
>Bother and I go in to soak most nights
>We joke around and fight
>Usual bother stuff
>One winter night in the hot tub
>Bother tells me he will get out and roll around in the snow then get back in the hot tub
>I say "DO IT!!!"
>he says on one condition
>What?
>Suck on my toes
>I want to see him do it so whatever
>I suck on his toes
>He laughs and seems to enjoy it
>He gets out of the hot tub
>I see his half chub
>He rolls around in the snow then gets back in
>Says it's quite refreshing
>He got his toes sucked basically for nothing

>>739398807
>move out to another country at the age of 12
>have a house with separate rooms, 2 floors, pretty cool
>proper heating all that stuff
>come back to home town in home country for summer holiday
>excited to go back
>get back
>realize what a shithole it is
>neighbor was an alcoholic pissing off the stair case and I never knew
>grandparents (lived in the same appartment building) didn't have a bathroom, so they pissed in a bucket or went outside to their 'outhouse' that people with no bathrooms had
>our house was essentially half of their house but the landlord split it that way, so we got the bathroom, they didn't
>realize that we lived in what collectively looked like 3 rooms, with 5 people
>find out one of the most innocent girls in my class got pregnant at 12
>my friends started drinking
>find out all that on the same day
>I go home
>go to bed
>cry and repeat "I don't want to be here" over and over in my head
That was where my childhood innocence died and I became 'aware' about life
>be 22 now, I know for sure that ever since that day my life has only been getting worse and worse

>>739411251
we don't live together anymore because she lives with our mother and i live with our father since i was around 16 and they divorced for unrelated reasons. however we are sortof close.

>>739410930
Get some college mates together and you'll be able to rent a 3 room apartment, Assuming you're American, Minimum wage should be at least 7/8 dollars an hour and assuming you split with your housemates, you'll do just fine.

College is a big deal though, if you move out and know your parents wont pay any longer, might be wise to get a job and save up some money first.
I heard community college there is like 1-2k a semester, which should be easy enough to save up for.

You're gonna need to buck up and really slug it through, its going to be hell for the first year, you might not have enough to eat if you're used to ordering take outs.

Cooking at home is always cheaper.
Frozen food = value.
Pasta = value.
Rice = max value

When i say frozen food i mean, get sausages, crabsticks, meatballs/fishballs. Not steaks/salmon and other luxuries.

I can tell you one thing Anon, once you move out you are going to feel fucking amazing.

You'll have the freedom and finally be free from all the abuse. But there is a downside, you no longer have people shouting at you to keep you in check, its easy to be lazy and give up. So watch out of that my man.

Think as your childhood as training for real life, people are going to shout at you, your higher ups arent gonna give a shit about you.

But when you do find/make your own family, You'll do better.

Will stick around if you wanna talk for abit, Good luck Anon.

I was never really beaten as a kid, I've had some books thrown at me once but that's it. The most traumatic experience was being left behind by my mom, who didn't want to leave me, but couldn't afford bringing me with her and I had just started going to school. She went to work and live in another country because we were in a 3rd world shit hole living on dimes with hopes to make money to support me with a higher salary abroad. I ended up seeing her once a year when she came to visit for the next 10 years. Cried my eyes out every day and every night for a week when she left each year until I became around 14-15 and got used to it. My dad lived in another town and I saw him once a week, lived with my grandparents. I think that single event is responsible for at least 2/3 of my psychological issues nowadays. Jealousy beyond reason from the fear of losing people has ironically made me lose almost every girl I've been with. I get very attached very easily and ignore everyone besides the one person I'm with during each relationship. When they leave I always end up alone without a single friend and can't get over them for months/years. Extreme social anxiety makes finding new friends and relationships harder every time as I get older. I'm terrible at letting go and the only way I can feel mildly okay is when my mind is too busy with everything internet and video games have to offer to remember what a fucking loser I am.

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>>739404828
>It appears nobody is interested.
>I'll just get back to work.

kek

>>739399228
>>739410282
I don't miss my shitty childhood. It's better now.

>>739409334
what do you guys think? am i fucked for having had enoyed it? am i fucked for still getting off to it to this day? i keep it in my mind and don't act on it but damn

>>739411862
hay continue

>10th birthday
>dad started drinking early
>having a party on back deck
>dad gets me a BB gun
>cool
>tells me to shoot at a stray cat
>I don't want to hurt a cat
>he looks at me oddly
>tells me ok go set beer can up
>while im doing it
>BAM shoots me in back of head with BB
>BB lodged in scalp right under skin
>I start crying
>first he laughs
>says him and his brothers used to do it all the time
>I keep crying
>he swings BB like a bat into the trunk of a tree busting it all to hell
>tells me im not big enough for a BB gun yet
>says maybe he should have got be a Barbie instead

>>739411977
I think you should talk to her about it. She might have found safety from you being there and it may open the door to a beautiful relationship.

>>739408728
Madeleine Mccann?

>>739411862
Pls cont

>>739411732
Tanks for the advice, anon.
I am from Eastern Europe.

The problem is (besides they'll beat me up for trying to move out) they won't be paying for college and I cannot pay for both college and rent so I could start college later after money is saved but I don't want to waste any more years, a futureless degree in psychology because I need more diplomas and years in study to get somewhere.

>I can tell you one thing Anon, once you move out you are going to feel fucking amazing
This almost tears me up, I visited mom for a week and I felt free, safe, decent, loved, no more anxiety (mind you I took 5 meds for depression/bipolar disorder/anxiety), none of that were present when I was with my mom. I could live the life everyone is supposed to live.

>>739412089
i'm kinda nervous about it. i have fantasized about someone talking to her for me one day to find out what she thinks but only when i'm horny. when i am finished i know it would be a bad idea and the bad potential outweighs the good

>>739412129
>>739411989
This guy is obviously not the dude telling his fanfic

>>739410451
I meant Catholicism not Catholics. Tbh I think Islam is a much better religion.

>>739410825

>one time she asked my why I was sniffing her socks
>I said that when I smelled them my dick was more tingly then usuall
>she kinda gigled and after a short while asked me if I want to smell her feet
>I got red face again but agreed
>so we sat on my bed and she pulled her socks off
>she then started to wiggle her toes and put her feet in my face
>I started to sniff and feel her feet on my face
>got hard of course
>her other feet started to rub my dick
>after few minutes I said I want to jerk off
>she pulled my pants down and started to rube my dick with her hand
>then she stopped to get me naked
>then sho got naked
>It was first time I saw naked girl (that was't my mom)
>I was mesmerized and had jaw on the floor
>she smiled, put me on my back and laid down on me
>her tits were pressing on my chest and I felt her breath on my face
>then she kissed me
>first kiss wow
>after that she grabbed my dick and started rubbing while kissing me
>she stopped and got on her back spreading her legs
>told me to lick her pussy
>I told her I don't know how
>almost shoved my head between her legs and said "just lick it"
>started licking she stared moaning
>I think she came but not sure
> she sat on my dick and started to rub it with her pussy
>got off and gave me a blowjob
>I came in her mounth
>I was cumming for like 10 second
>she said something like "oh my gosh" while I was still cumming in her mounth
>after that she swallowed it

more?

>be around 7-8
>had a habit of waking up at night to go take a piss
>dad usually comes back home hammered from work at night
>open bathroom door
>he's passed out in the toilet
>tell mom I need to go but dad is passed out on the seat
>"piss in the shower"
>walk over my dad's body and get in an awkward position (very small bathroom, only room for 1 person)
>piss in the shower over my unconscious dad
>go back to bed a bit disturbed
I don't know, I feel weird about this experience, I've legit ocd and pissing in the shower felt very uncomfortable and 'dirty', still feels odd to think about it

>>739398807
>be me Bullied at home and school
>kinda get used to it not one of those pussies to cut my troubles away
>just endure
>dread every PE day (for american's that is sports)
>Alone with the bullies getting changed
>Taking top off hear footsteps behind me
>Punched straight in the gut
>Winded
>On the floor
>4 people pick me up (im pretty fat at this age)
>Pushed in the shower with my school clothes still on
>boiling hot water scolding my body still winded
>they are holding me to the floor (2 of them)
>2 others kick me in the face and the rib cage with studded shoes

>next i hear the showers go off
>door closes
>I get up slowly coughing blood and stomach hurting
>see the door open again
>its not over
>! big lad rugby tackles me into the metal reighlings they hold clothes on
>My head is throbbing now
>they proceed to chuck dirt and rock at my body i couldn't get up and was too embarrassed at this point to do anything just hold back the tears
>they leave after telling me to say nothing
>I put on pe kit and chuck my shit in my bag with my school stuff its soaked through
>I cant go home either i walk around until late in my oe shorts and a thin top on a cold/wet day
>This kinda of shit happens to me a lot as a kid
>Kinda messed up because of it
>Get dreams a lot about killing these people if i ever met them but i know id just break down if i did
>I am basically just dead inside because of family life and how school was to me (im 22 now)

>>739407389
Ya i jave 2 step suzies, my pops loves them and probably secretly eants to fuck them, regardless, im discarded

Once again, not traumatic, just shows you what caliber of decency humans are.. especially after he cheated on my mom and ran away. It's a let down when we lose our heroes, that is the only trauma o received, like seeing batman goto hatambes funeral and shit on the corpse

>>739412382
Yes but faster

>>739412243
Well if you've never said anything and shes never said anything then I don't think you have anything to lose. Try something like this while you're both alone:

"So I've been having nightmares about that thing our uncle did to us" this will be useful to gauge her reaction. If she doesn't want to talk about it she will know that you are open to her and you just have to wait until she makes the move. If she wants to talk about it tell her how you feel really bad about being forced upon her and that you haven't been able to look at girls the same way since because you are afraid to hurt them. That should get some pity flowing from her. At that point tell her something like you wish she could just be your girlfriend because she knows how you feel.

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>>739412382
>she started touching me with her other feet

>>739412382
keep going

>>739409881
moar?

>>739412382
Yes

>>739412131
Europe! thats great!

You're 20 years old my man, nothing to fear, you're an adult now. They lay hands on you? report em. Or better yet, just tell them you're moving out and leave. (I've always wanted to leave my family behind and never contact them ever again.)

I told my dad that i was moving out and he said no, and said how're you going to pay for everything, but i insisted on it and said i already signed a contract. Which means theres nothing he could do. And i left.
(I still keep in touch with them, recently had dinner with dad and sister, called me a disgrace. feelsbadman.)

If they're not going to pay for it, then i believe you'll have to start applying for a job tomorrow.
start saving up money man, everyday that goes by is a day wasted and an extra day of torment.

Why not live with your mom? she seems nice.

ultimately its up to you
>Either extend your college years by 2 from working and take less subjects per semester
or
>Hang in there rent free for until you finish while saving up what little cash you have till you're done with college

>>739412384
There are two types of people in the world: those who piss in the shower and those who lie about it.

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>>739407807
>>739408177
You faggots lack reading comprehension. I didn't cry because I got hit (it's football, you always get hit) I cried because my dad was an being an asshole

>broke my arm when i was playing football when i was 11. didnt even cry.
Cool story, bro. Congratulations on your fucked up arm I guess

>You admit yourself it wasn't that big of an "injury
I didn't call it an injury; I said I got the wind knocked out of me and had some trouble breathing

>your dad is justified in my book
If you think cussing out a 9 year old over a ball game is "justified" you shouldn't have kids. A normal parent would jcheck on their kid and tell them to get back on the field once they catch their breath. It's not that serious

>>739413155
I probably would if it wasn't for that experience, so I guess 3rd type of people do exist

>>739401543
At least you're rich. Bitch

>>739413046
They don''t, but they abuse me emotionally and verbally, they're heavy drinkers.
I really want to leave and never see anybody here again, I cannot have words to express how I feel living here, it's driving me nuts.

The thing is I have really fucked up and bad social anxiety which prevented me from going to an interview and calling the employers :(

I don't live with my mom because there are no others rooms for me to live in and she's in a small city where there are rarely any jobs available.

Jobs here suck, they overwork you and pay you less than normal wage....I'm trying to make some money by doing YouTube (this may take years though) and, uhm, Photoshop.

But yes, I will be looking for a job anyway, I want somewhere somewhat decent :(.
Thanks for the advice.

This >>739399030
The only intelligent post in this thread.
Otherwise, just a bunch of babies in here who have gathered to feed their need to play the victim.
I can virtually guaranty you that 100% of those who have cried in this thread are millenials. Millenials are weak, and they cry like bitches. On the off-chance there is actually an adult or two in here, and your playing this self-pity game, shame on you for being such a pussy. It also means you are probably gay because nobody from an adult generation would be this weak, except fags.

>>739412053
you'll shoot your eye out kid

>>739407649
Buddy, i live in fucking hamilton where they basocally sent all of these fuckers. Border fucking line gentrified from steel city era and now back to square one, just less jobs.

Walking down the street seeing a family not working, getting FREE premium groceries (yep there is a specoal market down here thats no a food bacl, o troed going wheb i was down on my luck, but could never get a spot kuz they allow shitskins in with their 50 children that i already pay for first, and then it's at capacity, did this 3 times before seeing the plot

FUCK YOU FUCKING REFUGEES, U COME HERE AND SHIT ON OUR CULTURE WHILE TAKING OUR MONEY, AND YOUR MORE RACIST THAN ANY OTHER PEOPLE I KNOW HERE, MAYBE NOT THE PAKIS, WHATEVER, FUCK YOU

I am so disgusted in taxes abd how theu are spent i have quit my job (which is why i went to food banks, reserve sheckels for dates and rent, actual food banks have too much food, fuck it) and will be moving out of my luxury suite for a Winnebago or some shit, go mountai climbing all day and ttain fighting for cage, gg gov

>>739402268
My father raped me. Boo fucking hoo for you though. I'm so sorry you didn't 't get to go to the aquarium.

>>739413279
Do you at least piss in the sink from time to time?

>>739412110
This guy gets it

>>739402364
It's only hot if you're a girl...

>>739408348
You're american so you must be dumb, ignorant, and fat.
At least i'm positive i got the first 2 right

>>739413721
No. I've ocd and I'm obsessed with washing myself and keeping things clean, if I pissed in the sink I'd end up spending the entire day cleaning it up, so there's no 'stains' left

Seeing my father, my mother, and two of my three lil sisters dead corpse's in front of my when the car crash ended.
I was 11 when that happened.
Now im 28 and my lil sister is 21.
Im a happy man but I still have nightmares.

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>>739413708
Did you enjoy it?

>>739412382
ok more there is

>one year forward
>after many weekends of practical sexual education she got a bit more open with her needs
>one time she got some really corny love story movie - Titanic (yeah)
>she was hugging and snugling with me entire movie and started to sob at the end
>after movie she switched to tv
>it was on channel whre erotic movies were playing after midnight
>and such movie was on
>we were watching how som hairy italian dude were banging some hairy italian women
>I got hard and started to wriggle
>she noticed and asked me if I want to do with her what that italian dude was doing
>by then I was very educated so I told her we are to young to have a baby
>she stared to laugh hard and kissed me on the forhed
>she said we don't have to and went to her bag
>she came back with condom and explained to me what it was
> after that straight to bedroom and get naked
> she started with her feet on my face because I really liked it and apparently she too
> she got kinda smelly feet, but in the nice way :) and really well taken care off
>while I was taking care of her feet she was rubbing her pussy
>after that she pushed me on my back and put the condom on
>it would seems I wasn't that small back then after all
>condom a bit loose but didin't fall off so to speak
>she played with my balls for a sec and then she sat on me and put my dick inside her
>heaven
>she started to ride me
>I lasted 20 seconds lol
>she sighed and said that we will work on that
>she then made me lick and play with her pussy and feet

>>739407389
Lol this reminds me of something, not traumatizing but a model example of my relationship with my parents.
>very lucky with raffles, I seem to win them constantly. Little things but still cool for a kid
>maybe 8yo
>enter raffle, sit in audience and wait for the winners to be called
>a cell phone comes up, cool technology and very expensive for someone my age
>my name is called, I go up on stage smiling, take my prize
>Go back to my seat, let my mom hold on to my new phone so I don't lose it
>couple of days later I ask for my phone
>"Oh, we gave that to your aunt."
Fucking what
>"she wanted a new phone so we gave it to her"
Still pissed about it to this day.

>>739399355
>Single piece of tape over mouth
Fucking amateurs

>>739413470
I know that feeling man, it means you know what its like to feel like shit. And that is going to make you a better person, a better father, a better husband.

I hope the pills are helping, i dont take any meds and 50/50 want to off myself everyday but also want to live to see myself have a nice stable life and make sure my kids have the childhood i never had.

You have to try, nothing will change if you dont try.

Also, during the interview its okay to be a little nervous, be honest with your employer, be honest with them and tell them you have commitments. (Shows you're mature)

my shit tier country only pays 1 euro an hour (i converted)

You're in a 1st world country man, you'll make it. I believe in you. I love you man, dont give up.
Even if you dont feel any love from anyone, I love you man. always remember that somewhere out there, someone loves you. Dont give up.

>be me, 13
> Bicurious just cuz
>Dad catches me looking at gay porn
>Says he's gunna teach me what it's like to be guy so I don't end up gay
>Shit.gif
>Wake up in the middle of the night to my dad standing over me naked.
>Tells me to out his cock in my mouth
>Freakedout.webm
>He says this is what gay people do
>I reject him, so he grabs me and sits me up and pushes my face against his dick
>He starts to get hard
>I open my mouth a little an his dick slipped in.
>Pushed his dick down my throat and told me this is what it's like to be gay
>Sat next to me and picked up a dildo from the floor, told me to lay over his lap.
>Scared af I did.
>He pulls my underwear over my ass, and I hear him spit and my asscrack get wet
>I feel a sharp pain, what I think was his finger but felt like the dildo.
>He pushed his finger in and out of my ass and asked if it felt good, I obviously said no
>He says good, make sure you bite into your sheets
>Ohboy.jpeg
>Pulls his finger out, spreads my cheeks and spits on my asshole, then the stinging is worse.
>I imagine he out two or three fingers in this time
>I keep biting the sheet, wondering when it was actually going to hurt, then it happened.
>I feel something large sit on my asshole, I look back and it's what looked like an incredibly large dildo.
>I look at my dad, and he asked if I was having fun
>Tears in my eyes I shook my head, he said good and pushed
>Worstpainofmylife.exe
>I feel a pop when the head slipped in my ass
>He pulled it out, spit, pushed it back in
>He did this until my ass swallowed the entire dildo
Long story short, this is the only time he did this and I am now in a daddy little boy relationship with a 37 year old man. Pretty sure my dad fucked me up for life.