Its my birthday /b/ and Im gonna die alone

It's my birthday too, /b/ro. How old are you? 35 here

>>739353845
everyone dies alone who gives a shit grow the fuck up

I'll let you in on a bday secret newfriend

Everyone dies alone

happy birthday, man

Happy birthday. Hope your're at still life.
Conglatulations. Your are win1!!!1!1

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>>739354078
Hey man im 19 happy bday

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>>739354378
Thanks man, im drunk but i still appreciate it

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>>739354810
Thanks bud

>>739353845
Woo fuck you. Embrace being alive by defying others regardless of the suffering you cause. Worship death.

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>>739353845
So i was thinkin, anyone got any bday advice for meh? Life has been awful rough so far and i wanna make a big change

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>>739355084
Interesting perspective, ill keep it mind

>>739354946
Happy birthday man. You got a lot of good years ahead of you.

>>739355139
Hard lives build character. You working? In school?

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>>739355478
Thanks man i hope so, i really do - im just always in fucking head you know what im saying - no one to dump all my shit, no one who cares my man

>>739355196
How old are you? Best advice i can give is don't fall in love. Keep close friends and family. Focus on wealth and power. Sorry for saying fuck you,i just thought this thread was lacking hate. Birthdays are mostly meaningless.

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>>739355698
Yeah man im in school, fucking hate it tho, hate the rat race you know - hate cimpeting with fucking douche cunts just so i can fucj and get a job

>>739353845

Had my 40th bday last week. On my 30th I was hanging with Hollywood celebrities, banging models and actresses. This year I marked the anniversary those people turned their back on me when I was in danger and because I wasn't what they wanted me to be & everyone trashed me. Even though I'm still hurt and recovering from almost being murdered, I made the best choice cutting those people out of my life. I'd rather have real loneliness than empty, hollow fake friends.

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>>739355788
Yeah i feeel yah bro, i have never had a nice birthday, no one other than my mom really givea a shit about it - got no money to celebrate

>>739353845
Op your picture made me feel feels. Asshole.

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>>739355827
Dude i get that, sucks both ways tbougj cause i aint got any real friends, no girlfriends or anything like that man, have to think that even fake friends are better than thiz

Hey It's my birthday too, just turned 18. happy birthday guys. I hope for the best of you guys. I'm happy with what I got for me

>>739353845
Wtf does it matter who you are with when you die? Dieing is shit regardless why even think about it

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>>739355923
Sorry man didnt wanna bring you down, i love b and you guys, 4chan i the last place of anon free speach on the internet

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>>739356055
Happy bday dude wish you the best, i really do

>>739356124
>Dying is shit
That's what they want you to think.

>>739356025

Not worth it. If they can't be with you at your lowest then they aren't worth having around for only the good times. There's a difference between having buddies and hving real deep connections. I had people calling me at 3 am to do shit for them bailing them out of self created shit. When I needed basic things, even just someone to listen when my friend committed suicide, I found out friendship was a one way street. The people who feel the most get used the most.

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>>739356124
I agree dude i agree - scared shitless to die

>>739355923
Softy. Its a sunset. Watch children holding in their vital organs after being shelled and then you will feel something. Touch a cold corpse and experience the stiffness and snapping rigitimortis. You feel too easy. Be like me and disable your capacity to feel. Life is better that way.

>>739356262
Still scared tho

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>>739356283
I agree dude - people dont care anymore, people dont feel anymore - makes me wanna cry man

>>739356262
Who's they? Its what I know. It is shit by definition.

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>>739356329
I think im already there man

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>>739356502
Scared to die but im sad all the time, haha not much i can do

>>739356502
>shit
>freedom to choose the way out
Choose one. You could be like me and take heroin for the lulz (like now), and one day die from it in your sleep. And that's only one way to go. Gun doesn't even feel like anything.

>>739356509
How have you achieved this?

>>739355713
>>739355802
Same 35 yo anon here. Focus on you and don't worry about what other people think of you. I know that's hard at 19. When I was 19 I was alone and hated all the shit heads around me in school but still cared what other people think. As soon as you start focusing on yourself and what makes you happy, you'll start to be happy. People liking you will follow, especially women. I know this is stale advice, but people repeat it because it's true.

And yeah, the rat race sucks. Hopefully you're studying something you enjoy and can make money. If it can't make money, don't take out loans and if you don't enjoy it, find something you do.

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>>739356642
Yeah im think8ng about getting i to hard drugs tbh, love weed and drinks - ironically scared of needlez haha

>>739356238
Wow never expected someone to reply that quickly, thx. I wish you the best aswell. Seriously thx

>>739356636
Drugs. Tried Xanax yet?

>>739353845
Better to die alone than not die at all

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>>739356730
Fu k8ng living without real friends who give a shit, without female love my man

>>739356642
freedom to xhoose the way out sounds worse than shit mate

>>739356757
Eh, I snort and smoke that stuff. To be honest I only just recently started. Got bored of mild drugs and figured that I could get into opiates and "speed things up." Loving every fucking second.

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>>739356743
Haha thanks bud im dead broke tho, got l9ans and everything, dont evwn k ow why im in school

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>>739356788
Haha sure man, yall r all i have

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>>739356807
Dude im actually goi g to a fucking doc to try and get some antidepreasets, real scared they wont fix me tho

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>>739356892
Yeah idk man, im fucking scared to die

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>>739356898
Haha yeah man, i love weed, just cant afford it - plus i gotta get a job when i go back to fucking school in the fall - gotta detox

>>739356925
Sophomore? Major? Do you like it?

>>739357009
Gosh really? This is why I always try to befriend random people, especially if they looked trouble. Well know that I care about you, even if I don't know you

>>739353845
please don't, here's your (You)

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>>739357307
Haha yeah im a sophmore at chapel hill, rn im a poli sci major but thats only cause i lack the talent or drive to do anything else

>>739357256
School is so dumb. You could learn everything they teach in college/uni in three weeks by studying on the internet. And work is so incredibly gay that I don't even. Fuck babylon. I want the pearly gates or oblivion or whatever the fuck some space nigger has (or hasn't) created for us.

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>>739357341
Thanks man, that really doea meen alot

>>739356861
I have many close friends and family. I am or was devasted by losing my ex after living together over five years.I have decent looks, assets, and wealth. I wish i didn't fall in love. Xanax and becoming a muscle bound monster are all that keep me going.

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>>739357374
Haha i dont really underatand your post my man but i am drunk, ill asume you said something nice tho and ill.say thanks

>>739357076
They probably won't. Say you have panick attacks and get chest pain from anxiety. Anxiety meds are waaay bettee than antidepressants.

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>>739357459
Haha i feel yah man, i juat wanna be happy

>>739357568
I implied you're an attention whore and should fuck off.
Dumb cunt. We don't need metally unstable nu-males in our society

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>>739357526
Sorry to here about your girl man :c best of luck pal

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>>739357638
Thabks man ill keep that in mind

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>>739357697
Haha yeah i get your point bro, i am asking for attention - sorry

>>739357466
No problem /b/ro it's the least I could do for a fellow man, I'd like to have told you that to your face but words on a screen will have to settle, an thx again

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>>739357929
Im jus drunk and young and sad, and dont know how to deal with it

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>>739357997
Haha i feel thay my man, have good life dude and know that i at least am thinking good thought your way

>>739357929
Hey man all he's saying is to not give up so easily, you were just being overdramatic to people who don't know you, and unless your dead rn you don't know anything for sure

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>>739357646
That's a good philosophy. Eudaimonia sheet. Love typically makes people relaxed and confident, so maybe get a gf if you don't already have one. Of course after getting the job and such. Just don't make babies or get married until you are ready to kill a part of your soul.

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>>739358154
Thats a giod point bud, and i know it man, it just hard when the hormones r fucking with my brain

>>739357714
Thanks. It is what it is. I was too passionate and honest with her. Women are stupid dogs that don't want to hear about reality, its best to let them live their delusional fairytale. I was rude with my words beyond necessity. I repeatedly refused to marry her because i knew she could secure my future income and assets if she suddenly wanted to dump me through a text like she did. I will just go on faining like i care about women to make them love me and spread the emotional pain i felt. Also i have many investments in motion to disenfranchised women and people characteristic of my ex. Revenge is sweet.

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>>739358173
Haha yeah man, i would love to have a kid one day, but thatz a long shot haha

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Eyy my birthday too!
GMT +8 here so it's 3.30pm now.
Had a fun morning. No breakfast, got chewed out, 5-hour class.
>Ahhhhh, life is grand

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>>739358274
Haha yeah man women are tricky, ive never even managed to get myself on a proper date, so you are doing pretty good comparatively haha

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>>739358369
Happy bday pal, hope its a good one!

>>739358241
I wish I could know how it feels, just so I can tell you what to do, but I can't. But I can tell you this, someone will start to care about you, and you'll see happiness, you just gotta look for it. The universe won't meet you halfway

>>739358462
Its a great feeling when it happens, but in the end she only liked me for sex and my ability to keep our living arrangement clean. She always felt stupid when we talked extensively, but she is stupid. I met many women whom were more intelligent and attractive while i was with her. Now I constantly regret not upgrading and being cold to her. Women are more ruthless and less caring, don't buy into their act of being sweet/innocent.

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>>739358651
Dude man i hope your right, everyone sayz it will happen eventually, but i thi k of tbose crazy fucks who never have it, and think what if im one of them and i just dont k ow it yet haha

>>739357418
Well the meme about changing majors isn't just a meme. Business is probably easier than poli sci and more marketable but tequires people skills. Accounting is good if you hate people though the math is a bit harder (not majorly difficult though). It's teally marketable and food money. Econ is marketable and similar enough to poly sci if you like it but math is tougher.

Also it's okay to not finish college and enter the work force for a while. I wouldn't do this if I had a shit load of students loans but if they aren't too bad, this is a good route to get some life experience and especially just live your life as a free man. This is what I did and I'm glad I did. You're an adult. Don't go to college right after hs just because you are "supposed to".

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>>739358815
Haha yeah man, i juat wish everyone was honest and upfront with what they want, no gamez and ahit

>>739358462
Also they aren't tricky. Bitches are stupid and easy to get to do whatever you want if you're assertive. I literally could have made her lick my asshole if i was into that shit. Dating is simple, fake being interested in their boring lives and display confidence. Dont share you inner thoughts and focus on meaningless joyful events. It doesn't take much more than that.

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>>739358999
Yeah man i think about this kinda stuff everyday, but i got no other interezts than history and politics and music, i used to work in an office envirroent for a few internships and it was soul cruahing, not sire what im gonna do

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>>739359199
Yeah i get that, its just depressing that more nice women arent out there - im sure thers are but its hard to find them and get to know them- i always thought things would be simpler when i was a kid

>>739359060
Women are inherently dishonest and hysterical. Don't let them play games. Take charge and tell them what you want. Just don't mention your thoughts on anything that could conflict with their ideal fairytale boyfriend.

>>739359268
Women dont want to hear history or politics. So fake other interests. >>739359472
It was simple to me in college. My regret is being loyal to my first love.

>>739358924
You're right everyone does say that, and you could end up like those guys. But thinking about that isn't helping you none, youre the only one holding yourself back, it might seem preachy, but the commitment you put in is the what you get, I believe in you, so that means you gotta too

>>739359494
Ok, i wish thing were easier

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>>739359698
Yeah i learned that, i wish i was a cool douche bag that could trick women into being into.them

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>>739359754
Haha yeah i agree, we are ultimately only tnings holding us back, hard to leep into doubt tho that being said

Broken hearted guy again
>>739359754
Not entirely true. I put in almost no effort and girls were giving me their numbers without me asking, constantly. It seems to be about being confident and somewhat mysterious. My ex i lived with five years asked for my number first and her body was a 10 at the time.

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>>739359754
Thx for believing in me though, i really appreciate it

>>739360075
Doubt about what? If I knew you in person I would push you to be your best, it's what I did for some friend out in my small town. What you need is a friend, all I could do is tell you I'm secretly cheering you on

>>739359268
What about getting non-office job? Tradeskills, construction, card dealer are all decent to well paying jobs that don't require a lot of training or money to get into.

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>>739360159
Haha nice, you are probably a good looking fella, confidence will only get you so far, and in a direction i wish i didnt have to take

>>739360168
I may sound gay but I have a bleeding heart and try to help those that I can, and who knows, maybe I did help you somewhat today, I'm just hoping knowing that someone cares about you helps

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>>739360284
Thanks man, i got a few chums in my home town, bit they dont really care about me - only my mom and my sister really care

>>739353845
At least you have a shit load of cat pics

>>739359962
Ya you got it wrong though. I wasn't a douche bag. I was the sincere popular good looking guy who cared about everyone. I'd come off as sweet and genuine all the time, but when challanged by other "alpha males" i would demonstrate my fearlessness. If they were above my comfort zone of violence, i would exude power through my muscle bound friends with gang mentalities and throw them out of parties. It made her hornier than you can imagine.

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>>739360345
Yeah im actually looking into that stuff, my mom would kill me if i dis that cause ahe tjinks im really smart but i got no interest in being depressed and lonely in college another 3 years (at least)

>>739360159
That's gr8! I just want to try and help people. And it seemed like you gave up inches from the finish line, so that's why I said that

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>>739360587
It doea help man, thanks for talking with me

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>>739360681
Haha nice man

>>739360604
Well that doesn't sound very alone, it could be worse, you could literally have no one but that's gr8

Happy birthday, dude!

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>>739360667
Haha, i really do, theu crack me up

>>739360778
Finish line being marrying a stupid bitch? Nah i can do much better women physically and mentally. She gained weight and cellulite towards the end. The point was i settled because i bought into the true love bullshit. My new women are younger and better looking. My wealth will make it possible for me to date 18 year olds until i die, social norms be damned.

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>>739360778
:)

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>>739360941
Yeah i guess so, would be nice to have anyone not related by blood tho haha

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>>739360945
Thanks pal!

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>>739361161
I wish things were like fairytales tho my man, like sitcomz and shit, i wish it woyld work out for everyone man

>>739361462
Dont we all bro. I should mention that for the first two to three years of my relationship, i was ridiculously happy. I had the world by the balls. In college i had more friends than time. i had abnormally strong finances and connections to aquire anything i could want. I mostly just wanted pussy, blowjobs, and bud though. All of which much of daily. So the low i feel now is worse because it feels like i had everything and ill never get back what i liked most, love.

>>739353845
it's my bday too op happy bday to us, man. cheers