When did the road to a solitary life begin for you?

goin' down the only road I've ever known.

Like a drifter I was born to walk alone.

>>738722924
Nobody is born to be alone. It aint right. Humans are a social species. Im sure lonely people have a short life expectancy

>>738723403
It's all the same, only the names will change. Everyday, it seems we're wasting away. Another place where the faces are so cold. I drive all night just to get back home

>>738723403
Is good to be lonely in the modern society

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>>738722572

Birth.

>>738723613
The times when youre alone, and all you do is think...

>>738723774
No. Come on.
We all need atleast one friend, a relative perhaps, whatever.
A life being totally alone is such a fucking waste, beleive me

after my best friend died, i just never had the desire or energy to go be social again

>>738723793
I can feel ya there.
Even as a young kid of 7, i knew i would end up alone

>>738724060
>A life being totally alone is such a fucking waste, beleive me
all life is a wasting

WHITESNAKE RULES

>>738723818
This
>>738722572
It's not pleasant but you know what can you when they are watching you?

There's a voice that keeps on calling me...

>>738724208
'

certain stretches of my life I've had a few friends but my default state is alone with no friends. I lock my cellphone, not to guard my personal info; but in fear that someone at work will look in and find I talk to literally no one.

>>738724252
Yeah but its less of a waste when youve had a few good laughs with friends and had girls suck your cock. You cant deny that.

>>738724060
I have a small group of friends now, but I spent my high school alone, just me and my pc. And I was happy. Not that happy but happy

>>738724539
This too

Haha, fags

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>>738722572
always been "unique", now I'm full blown weird.

>>738724669
Can i ask why in ur opinion u have no friends?

I've been through the desert on a horse with no name, it felt good to be out of the rain. In the desert you can remember your name cuz there ain't no one for to give ya no pain.

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>>738722572
At 3 when I started exhibiting symptoms of schizophrenia while living in and uber religious family and thought it was demon possession. I thought if I told my parents they'd kill me so I learned to hide it my whole life. 24 now and completely accustomed to a life devoid of others. Still get the occasional voices in my head.

Late into elementary school. It's not particularly interesting, but I'll green text it if someone asks.

>>738725543
Ive been through so much mental torment i wonder my mind hasnt broken and ive gone insane.ive got a Strong mind i guess

>>738725685
Please share :)

>>738724539
Down the road is where I'll always be...

>>738725769
I don't think I've gotten strong, just numb. Things don't affect me so much anymore and I guess I feel a sort of bliss. I think this is why I've gotten better over the years and not worse as is typical. I've learned to accept life how it is (even my messed up head) and have found my own sort of happiness.

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BUT I DONT WANT TOOOOOOOOOOOO

>>738722572
>family moves to south carolina
>first day of first grade
>kid asks what my name is, tell him
>he asks if i'm "kin to" somebody
>don't understand what he's saying
>he repeats himself
>just ignore him
>he hated me and made everyone else hate me too

>>738722572
when the only person i ever trusted admitted that they actually hate me, really threw the last 9 years into perspective and has made me hate humanity forever.

>>738726276
I think i was born with a strong mind. Humans can adapt to their circumstances

>>738722572
Brother's schizophrenia combined with two close friends dieing - plus INTJ personality. Always had a gf though, but yeah say two or three close buddies would be nice

>>738726521
Who was that person to u. Friend, lover, family?

>>738722572

When the person I trusted most fucked me over the hardest at the lowest point of my life.

There's no unlearning that lesson. I will never trust a person again for the rest of my life. I'm lucky I'm not homeless.

>>738726711
Friend and family. Not anymore I guess.

>>738726276
I think every one should be alone for a while, it supports growth of yourself, mind and body so when I encounter someone who is accustomed to having companionship I see them as weaker for not being able to solve their own problems, as I venture through life I am always nurturing my creativity and problem solving skills. I prefer to be alone but do not fancy being lonely. That is what gets people, the fact that the think they are alone, however they always have themselves. the most reliable person you know. so I guess I started this path when I realized I cant count on anyone unless proven wrong, and they can only achieve that if they are better than me or can help me in one way or another. after that is established is when I make friends. all 7 of em

>>738726756
Ugh. Fuck being lonely AND homeless. Ive been there

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>>738725841

>be me
>military brat, just moved to a new school overseas in Japan
>no friends because of the move, didn't even bother to keep up with them
>days get more and more boring, I become more unhappy
>I start lashing out and picking fights for no reason
>at about my third fight I punched little nigger's tooth out (left a faint scar on my middle finger) and busted the side of his head open
>He gives me a black eye
>come to school the next day, that little nigglet didn't
>word gets around that I put him out of school for a while
>teachers can't do shit because it was out of school
>kids in class avoid me like the plague
>hear some kids talking about me durring recesses
>they're afraid of me
>fast foward
>new location, new middle school
>second verse, same as the first
>beat the shit out of a kid for thinking he could bully me because I was the "new kid"
>spend the rest of middle and high school alone except for the occasional girly friend
>graduate and never see anyone from school again
>skip to now
>quit college (tired of academics and all my options would lead to me being a desk jockey)
>waiting until the day I get shipped of to boot camp

Tl;dr - edgelord fag got into a bunch of fights and has no friends

When I moved into a pizza place because I'm a failure.

>>738726915
I agree. Alot of people surround themselves with other mindless people to block out their own piss weak conscience.

>>738726915
I agree with this. Relationships should be in your life if they enhance it, not because you can't stand to be alone. I think those who learn to be comfortable alone form the most meaningful bonds. Unfortunately I've never really found anyone who enhanced my life. It seems everyone always needs something from me but I don't need anything from them.

>>738722572
When my grandmother died in 2011.

>>738723403
I've always liked to be alone. I mean I love my family and friends, and love a woman every once in a while.

>>738722572
When she left me for my supposed best friend and the rest of my social circle took their side.

not true actually. about 20% of the human race are solitary. it's a fascinating phenomenon, but it's firmly built into the DNA of humanity. I don't know if that can said of other animals with social grouping.

>>738726935

You got that right. The ONLY difference between me (who's actually doing better than ever financially) and that homeless bum you see on the street was I had ONE family member willing to take me in (the rest of my friends/family didn't care) while I recoup from all that I lost.

What's ironic is now I have the chance to prevent that family member from being homeless (twice). I repay what's given to me. I don't want to owe nobody nothing!

>>738727653
*I don't want to owe anyone anything!

>>738722572
When I left for college in another town. Realized that nobody gave a fuck whether I attended classes or not missed 3years of classes but still graduated this year. Im currently back home idle with nothing to do.

>>738727563
Try having your mother fuck most of your friends

>>738727858

Dammit. What I get trying to post and Netflix at the same time.

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>>738727455
Sorry to hear that anon. My grandfather died in 2013. He raised me and was my hero. I took care of him in his final years as he got dementia. By the time he died he was so bad he had no clue who I was. He would spit in my face each night and tell me he was going to cut my throat as I tucked him into bed. He died hating me.

>>738722572
I've always been solitary. Even when I was a kid I usually played by myself. I always had elaborate imaginary worlds that I liked to pretend I was in, and if other kids wanted to play with me they could join in, but most of the time they didn't get it, which I was basically fine with.

I've had a few friends come and go, stay in contact with a couple, dated a few girls as well, but for the most part I've always generally chosen solitude, it's just a preference. I don't even consider myself particularly unhappy or depressed, I just like to be alone and do things alone.

>>738725235
Yea sure.

It's hard to say. I'm not one to talk myself up so this may come off as boasting but I don't mean to. Most people who spend more than a casual amount of time with me end up liking me. I'm told I am very personable. When I left high school and gained some confidence I found that I made friends easily. Having maybe 1-2 friends early in life you really kind of learn to try to appeal to people. I smile easily and genuinely at everyone, and I am extremely accommodating to others, even strangers.

I'd say the problem is me. When a person isn't part of my daily life I practically forget/disregard them. I made great friends in college, and I keep up with exactly none of them. The few friends I had in high school (very close) practically all moved away, and we no longer speak. It's not because I don't like these people, and it's not because they don't like me. People I separate from try to keep in touch and I just shut them down till they give up. I just don't know what my problem is. Maybe i don't feel like I'm good enough or something.

>>738724803
What if you've had a few laughs with girls and had friends suck your cock?

>>738727883

that happened to you? shieet

>>738728257
Yeah shes a twisted cunt. Shes tried to ruin me my whole life, i still dont know what her problem is. Maybe she wants me to kill myself

>>738722572
It didn't. I've always had a bunch of friends who are very low maintenance.

>>738728621
Then what are u doing on this thread?
Go and suck ur friends cocks

Had 3 good friends. One of them turned be a fucking racist cunt after 10 years and "called me out" in public in a cafe for not having any friends, and he knew that i was a rather quiet introvert. i told him i don't need 100 friends, 2-3 good ones are enough, still there were many eyes on me that moment, some people i also knew. it made me think for weeks whether i believe myself or that i make excuses, but it's my true feelings.
after that i just dont care anymore. conversation with new people are bland, professional, minimal.
26 now, bought my own apartment, and currently just work, gaming, sleep. planned to move to japan after i've studied industrial engineering, just make a new start, just something.

>>738722572
When I realized that I won't put up with the flaws I see in others, so why the fuck should anyone put up with mine?

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>>738722572
In my teens.
Though I was never really solitary.
Since my wife of 6 years (who i dated 9 years before marriage) decided to desert me 2 years ago. Though we are together again i am solitary in ny heart and mind. I am just going to settle my promises to her and be finally free and truly solitary.

>>738728896
Japan? Hahaha u faggot.
Ooooo maybe a cute retarded asian will fall in love with u there xD

I played a Japanese Visual Novel

>>738722572
For me it started with long hrs. id rather be lonely than broke

>>738729596

not there for the girls but because i am are pretty much like them, most of them are very solitary aswell. why am i explaining it to you, you are some worthless edgelord xD xD anyway.

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>>738722572
There's no road to anything, mate.

Go out and talk to people, be likeable and generous that people will start liking you. There are plenty lonely faggots out there who will enjoy your presence if only you could remove your head from inside your own asshole.

You people are so fucking whiny, holy shit.

>>738730321
Shut up u aussie fuckin worm

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>>738730423
Eat me ass wanker.

>>738730321
Yeah, nah, shit advice

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>>738730639
Stay inside and glue your fucking head to your computer screen then, see if I care.

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>>738730851
HEY!!!
I thought i told u to stfu u little aussie worm!

>>738730321
agreed. Unless you have a mental disability/illness there's no real reason for you to be lonely.

Get out and live life instead of complaining, people. Fix your problems.

>>738722572
I'd say Kindergarten, when I lived in Detroit
>Spent recess inside playing with stuff instead of with the kids
>Wasn't too bad actually. I lived in a semi decent area, so not too many assholes at school
First grade was awesome. Schools in Georgia are pretty decent IMO
>Teachers were nice, kids were generally nice
Mississippi schools are fucking terrible
>Bullied everyday 2nd and 3rd grade, sometimes in front of teachers.
>They literally turn their backs on me
4th grade is in Louisiana
>Bunch of assholes as teachers, and school is full of uneducated and violent niggers
5th grade comes around
>Move to Texas, live with Mom, sister, mom's wife, and her daughters
>Mfw I actually learn stuff
>Mfw these are generally nice people and not apes
Grades 6-10 also in Texas
>Pretty much same as 5th. Some niggers here and there, but IMO better than anything Louisiana and Mississippi can have
Move to dad in Georgia again for 11th and 12th
>11 was a wild ride, and so was 12, but the absolute best in the years I've spent in school.

>>738731898
This is a fuckin thread about loneliness.
If you wanted to complain about being lonely, this is the place for it

Is this Jeb?
If so answer my email

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Being alone is the only thing I know

>>738732080
Fuck meant jed

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Alright cheesedick, youre up

>>738723403
You're an idiot .. idiots are meant to be social, that's why it spreads so rapidly.. good luck .. anyone remotely intelligent rationalises that a solitary existence is largely preferred

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/b/ros, theres this fucked thing with me. I've spent the past 7 years of my life literally sitting in my room, doing fuck all. Have no friends, got enough cash for the rest of my life from parent inheritance, but without friends everyday is just blank. and thats the thing, i feel like i want to have friends, someone to talk to, but everytime i get to talk to someone, or have them break a conversation, i just retread saying retarded shit like "thing is i got nothing to talk about, and being the person i am. i wont tell you stories about my life right off the bat either, probably the best thing to do now is just to forget this whole conversation".
is it spaghetti or am i just fucked in the head?

>>738732538
Yep. Try and justify ur pitiful, lonely existence.

>>738732850
Do you need a friEnd anon?
[email protected]

Always been on that road

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>>738732945
We could all be friends
We could all be friends
We could all be friends
TOGETHER

>>738722572
When i madly fell in love with my 1st cousin i grew up with knowing we could never be together because that would be incest and wed be shunned and we wouldnt want to incest either.
Never felt so empty, never could love again.
Her body and personality were a solid 10,
Loved her so much i couldnt even jack off to her.

Always prefered to be alone. Doesn't matter what age.
Never had any friends, simply because I didn't want any.
Never dig group work in school, never joined any sports.
Mostly sat alone, reading books, studied history and listened to music through out school.

When the time came to work I started a solitary job as a IT technician which quickly became a consultation job.
I live in my cabin, work a lot from home.
That's all I need.

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>>738726632
INTJ. Exactly. Most people are most people. Who needs that middle of the bell curve mediocre shit?

Started when I threw away my promising, bright future for the fast, "cool" gangbanger lifestyle. Ditched all my old friends for my "new ones" ect. All I'm left with is money, which ironically makes me feel worse.

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>>738731898
They don't want to solve their own problems, they want other people to do what they want.

People who bitch in these threads really aren't the best examples of someone you would want around your life, they will drain the life out of you and still be just as miserable as they were when they started. These people don't want to be happy, but they are enamored with the idea of making everyone else as unhappy as they are.

You shouldn't ever try to help someone who has no intention of helping themselves first.

>>738734713
Which gang?

>>738734728
Ok female

>>738734797
Not really a gang just me and some of my more educated friends commiting crimes together. It was 100% money-fuelled and would've panned out perfectly if there wasn't such a price behind it.

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>>738734165
>he fell for the mbti meme

No wonder you people can't get your shit together, you're just too stupid to do anything productive with your time. lol

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>>738734959
I'm not the one sitting on my ass waiting for a prince charming to come and rescue me from my life of eternal suffering and sorrow.

Grow some balls, retard. You sound pathetic.

>>738735160
Ok dyke xD
Dont get angry and call the cops

>>738735292
Keep crying, faggot.

Maybe someday you'll convince somebody to feel sorry for your pitiful existence. You're weak, and you deserve to be rejected.

About when I was 17 I started going "alternative", shutting people off, not relating to anyone, directing my life inwardly. Now I'm 23, trying to crawl out of it I am building a social life from scratch.

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>>738735540
Hey now bitch,
There are plenty of people that feel sorry for my pitiful existence haha

>>738722572
A couple of years ago a new dude showed up in my group of friends. I didn't like the new guy who was a big christ-fag. I would make remarks every time his ideologies leaked out into our socialization. The group started not inviting me to things. Eventually they all went to comicon for the first time without me and tried to keep it a secret. A facebook slip-up betrayed them and I quietly without even a fit decided to never talk to them again. No one ever reached out to me. No calls. No texts. The last few friends I had weren't really my friends it turns out... I suspect the only thing that kept me associated with them for so long were my efforts to keep in contact.

>>738736224
Now I'm a 33 year old man with no friends and no family. Not even online friends. Just my wife. Thas it. Even her family hates me.

>>738736224
From what ive learned, friends always seem to turn on eachother anyway. Like a bunch of rats fighting over a piece of cheese. Be alone, and enjoy the show from a distance.

>>738736224
I can only imagine how much of an unbearable piece of shit someone like you must be.

Good on your friends for cutting you off when they had the chance, I can't stand faggots like you and I'm glad they put a stop to your faggotry.

Stay mad, and kill yourself asap, faggot. The world will be better off without you around.

>>738735160
>>738735540
>>738734728
>>738730321

what's your master advice then? I have been nice generally and have gotten to know few people, what if you don't share interests with many people and aren't a shallow enough of a fuck that anyone can relate to?

>>738736462
>>738735540
>>738735160

>samefagging this hard
its ironic how lonely you are in this thread

>>738736462
You're right and I know it. That's why I went quietly instead of being a big bitch about the whole thing.

I contemplate suicide every day as soon as the wife leaves me I'm done.

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>>738736800
If she leaves you, kill her or carve her face up or something. " dont you dare turn ur backb on me bitch " hahaha

THE GIRL I WAS DATING SHEATED ON ME WITH MY LITTLE BROTHER AND STARTED TO LIVE WHITH HIM SO FUCK EVERYTHING ANTISOCOCIAL TO THE MAX SINCE THEN

>>738737117
When I have absolutely nothing left I'll 'try' and likely fail to do some major shit, but not to someone who stuck by me for so long.

>>738722572
when my only other older sibling passed away 5 years ago.

>>738737385
Sorry for ur loss, but i think your sibling wouldnt want u to be alone

>>738723403
Humans are born alone and die alone.

I took 4 220ug tabs of 25i-Nbome by accident during my first "acid" trip (Kept taking more while tripping.) I was 14 at the time, and about a year later I developed severe psychosis. I've been a shut-in ever since, slowly losing relationships overtime.
>it's like not even real so yolo

>>738723403
Implying a long one is better...
A short merry life for me my friends.

>>738738143
How old r u now

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Gradeschool. I was never accepted by others. Only a few, and since then, we've grown apart.

I have social issues. Massive ones. I can't say much or connect with others. I'm very lonely. Can't fix it.

>>738722572
I started walking when I realized I was autistic. I became wary of any interaction and suspicious that everyone in the world looked down on me. When I realized it was actually me who looked down on me, I committed to the path so as to not be a burden on the well off.

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WHOS ON POINT?!!!
LERNER AND WARREN!!!

>>738738367
I'm 19

>>738722572
when i dropped out of school at 14, havents left my house in 6 years now.

>>738729504
This is where I'm at, I have come to accept my role. Life is monotonous and its always hard to find a real goal or purpose in any of our existences. Although, at the end of it. I enjoy seeing my daughters laugh and smile more than anything. I'm ok with that being my purpose for now. She doesn't expect anything from me besides to love her.

>>738722572
the first day of my life
i have been raised by wolves
i now hunt and eat wolves
the winter of my life is upon me