anyone here have fucked up families? feels thread?

>>738305711

>mother is a disaster of a human
>growing up she seemed to keep everything in order
>as soon as she was no longer responsible for everyone / everything she reverted to a child
>she pretends to try and kill her self every 3 or so months
>ends up with a blood alochol content level of 3.7 but not any pills for over a year now
>its our job to drop what were doign and take care of her
>she tells me 'you're the only reason im alive, you're the only thing keeping me alive'
>keep telling her not to put that pressure on me but she insists

cont.

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>>738305798

>a year and a half ago she and dad were talking about divorce
>i never really liked my dad
>didn't meet him til i was 4
>he was gone a lot cuz of the military
>left us for a year once
>my mother reveals that he left for that year on purpose to get away from us / her
>feel even more resentment towards my dad
>they eventually stop talkoing about divorce
>i get them both on the phone (i live in la now) and ask them what the hell is the truth about back then
>dad claims he had no choice, military. mom claims he chose to leave us
>they both stick with their story
>dad has a stroke a week later

honestly not sure who to believe. moms been proven to be a liar so much its hard to believe anything. but even if she is lying, it doesn't excuse my dads other behavior.

Everyone here does, that's why we are here

>parents divorced when i was a teen
>father moved overseas around 10 years ago with new wife
>essentially feel like he gave up on me and the rest of my family
>told him to go fuck himself a year ago and probably will have no contact with him ever again

im not sure what will happen when i get the news he is dying. not sure i will have anything to say to him. we dont choose our family members and i certainly wouldnt have chosen him if i had the choice. and vice versa.

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>>738305931

>dad never seemed to like me and I never seemed to like him
>didn't meet til i was about 4
>he would smack me for the stupidest reasons
>if my older brother didn't like carrots my father had no issue with this
>but i didnt like lasagna nad he got irrationally angry
>he'd keep me up well past midnight after my brothers had gone to sleep, telling me i need to eat the lasagna
>eventually id cave in due to lack of sleep and eat it, but after two bites id throw up
>hed smack me, tell me i was being a drama queen
>in general he'd smack me a lot.
>i was a nervous laugher so when he smacked at me id laugh
>this would be seen as a form of rebellion, so hed smack me again
>and again
>and again
>one day he got a call from school and was informed that i was being bullied
>so he yelled at me and asked what the hell i was doing to get my self bullied.

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>anyone here have fucked up families?

GET OFF OUR WEBSITE NORMIE

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>>738306171

>older brother was much bigger than me
>at a young age he forced me to touch him sexually
>when i finally told my parents my father insisted i needed to pretend everything was fine because otherwise were a 'broken family'.
>they even made me sleep in the same bed as him on trips
>mother just went along with it because she lives in fairytale delusion land where everything is fine
>as an adult i came back to visit my family around christmas
>my brother had never moved out and seemd to resent me because i had
>myfather, wanting to assert his dominance, would wake me up at 7am and tell me 'its tim eto wake up'
>i could understand if there was something we were doing but he did it just to prove he was still in charge even though i had moved out two years ago
>i go on facebook and post 'being an adult should mean sleeping in if you want'
>my mother reads this and becomes hysterical, crying saying we ruined christmas (she does this every year)
>that day we all go to the shooting range
>we pack up the guns when were done but one doesn't fit, so i carry it in the front seat
>my older brother asks why i posted that
>i explained i was just expressing my feleings
>'well i express my feelings with my fists, so next time you express your self, im going to express my self all over your face'
>this was basically our relationship summed up
>he was bigger, therefore he was in charge
>i poitned the gun right at him and said 'do you want to threaten me right now? i have a gun.'
>he seethed. and we have never been alone together since.

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>be me 14 years alive
>mom goes to dad and tells him shes pregger with other child that is not his
>dad punches photo of jesus on the wall and goes out of the house
>mom cries
>dad attempts suicide 3 times that year
>mom aborts lil fetus bro
>dad hits me every day cause he cant figure out how to end his miserable life
>mom hits me everyday
>developed depression
>run away with all my savings at 16
>5 years later i know where my parents live but i will never talk to them
>be me depressed, lonely, angry.

i honestly just want to end it.

>>738305711
>Grandparents emotionally abuse me
>Mom physically and emotionally abuse me
>Parents divorced when I was 3 haven't seen my dad since I was 7
>Last conversation I had with my dad was about him not wanting me so I had to stay with my mom
>>738305798
If you're mom's proven to be a liar just believe you're dad about it and hold him accountable for his actions for whatever they may be. There's no excuse for lack of discipline

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>>738306424

>all these issues have been circling around my head despite living on my own
>I make little progress, for instance insisting i dont want to see my father anymore
>my mom then just pretends i didnt say that and says 'oh i was thinking of bringing your dad down to see you'.
>i told her i was busy making a movie and couldnt have visitors
>Despite this, three days later she texts me saying 'HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU IN THREE DAYS RESPOND NOW OR IM GOING TO FLY DOWN THERE TO MAKE SURE YOU'RE OKAY'

I Couldnt take it any more. shes driving me insane. the whole family is. they want me to just pretend like nothing is wrong and sit around watching animated comedies with them any time i visit and i just can't play in their little dollhouse. I later found out that the reason my brother threatened me in the car that day was because my mother asked him to. shes been manipulating us for so long and I cannot be apart of it anymore.

i told my mom today i cant talk to her anymore. got a new phone and new number and wont be seeing her. she kept saying 'BUT YOU'RE GOING TO BE AN UNCLE DONT YOU WANT TO BE A PART OF THAT KIDS LIFE?'

that kids dad molested me and i threatened to kill him. there's nothing there.

thats pretty much it. im just glad they can no longer reach me by phone. feels free.

>>738306078
Speak for yourself, you fucked up piece of trash

>>738306500
Props for getting out of there. You are very mature for your age. Don't be so down, its your life now. See where you can takeit.

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>>738306651
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>>738306171
>>738305931
>>738305798

anyone?

>>738307335
continue

>>738307488

thats pretty much it. i mean theres more shit the deeper i dig the more insane the little details get. cheating and other scandals and whatnot. btu thats it.

those are whats circling my mind right now and i just cant deal with it anymore. i feel relieved to let it all out and to just know that they cant call me anymore.

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we need to keep this thread alive, i need the feels.

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>>738305711
>anyone here have fucked up families?
Fair to say that's why most of us are on /b/ instead of leading fulfilling lives

And thats a yes from me. But im not in a place right now i wanna share. Just some of them couldn't keep their hands to themselves. Will lurk for a bit though, might tell story later.

Good news is they aren't a part of my life anymore.

>>738308129

i have a fucked up family, hang out on /b/ AND live a fulfilling life.

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>>738305798
>>738306500
>>738306171
>>738306424

Dad's a loser/manbaby and mom's a rose-tinted fool, but that's about it. I'm way out of my league in this thread.

>>738308205

>I'm way out of my league in this thread

what did anon mean by this?

those were two different people you were quoting btw

>>738308205

I marked the stories that got to me, the text is my personal beef.

>Mother died about 10 years ago
>Father is a drunk asshole all the time
>Constantly accused me of stealing his shit
>Took all my mother's inheritance and kept it
>Kicked me out on the street

Fast forward

>I'm a graduated mechanical engineer
>Work on space vehicles
>Have a fiance
>Father still appears on a rampage every now and then
>For example he blocked fiance in her carpark at work once and demanded to know where we live using standover tactics
>Has left notes on my car at work threatening to burn it
>No fucks given, he's the reason I carry a gun around and he's scared to directly confront me

cont...

>>738308450

what

>>738308146
> fulfilling life
Am genuinely glad to hear that anon. Gives me hope for myself.

I'm mostly a positive person despite my childhood and hate dwelling on bad shit. But sometimes it kinda takes over and i get overwhelmed. Am hoping its just a time thing, like the longer ago it was the better you start to feel????

>dad was thrown in prison for gang activity drug dealing and homicide
>Mom slowly fell apart even though she has 3 children
>dumps us on uncles
>uncle dumps us on grandma
>grandpa dies, grandma suffers
>grandma goes through a series of boyfriends
>finally find a decent not abusive guy
>car crash kills him
>mom decides she wants to see us
>step dad is piece of shit, is angry so hits my lizard
>lizard dies
>7th grade anon mourns loss for a few minutes than goes to stab step dad
>already left
My life is better now, grandma found a good guy who I'm comfortable with, enough so to call him grandpa

>>738308530

i wouldnt know. my parent stuff kinda escalated to the climax last night and today is my first day breaking away.

but outside of them my life is great. I've been out here for 6 years and despite the strings they try to keep attached to me, I managed to get a great job, make great art, and the best friends someone like me could ask for.

i feel better just thinking about it all.

>>738308570
As an addition, I'm happily going through my 3rd year of marine biology. Love my functional side of the family

>>738308493
>Let's not forget dear ol sister
>Meth addict
>Constantly robs me if I don't religiously lock my stuff up because her friends know where I live
>Will beg for money every now and then, threatens to burn house down if I don't
>Also has been told to go suck a shotgun, offer my assistance to help with that
>At one point she reported me to the feds as a drug dealer and I got raided/arrested in a morning raid.
>Can't go out in my hometown because I get jumped by animals who know I'm associated with her
>By animals I mean nigger dealers and such

Brb dog barking

>>738308792
shit anon, your family is fucking crazy

>>738308888
nice quads

>>738306171
just eat the fucking lasagna u pussy, ur dad seems like a bro

>>738308991

well with any luck you'll have a stroke too.

>>738306424
He was just trying to raise you to become independent. He did it because he loved you.

>>738307649
that really blows, i can't really say I went through that, I'm very close with my family, but dealing with a family like that, its good you got out anon, and good choice on the new phone.

>>738309045

>asserting your dominance over an already successful adult will make them independent.

no. he was being an asshole. he had both my older and little brother living in the house with him so plenty of people who actually needed to learn independence.

he has admitted this, it is not up for debate.

>>738309045
This. Most parents raise you the way their parents raised them.

>>738309057

thankfully my job covers the expense as well so i was able to get it asap and not have it be traced to me.

>>738309209
Oh I thought u where still a kiddo, how old where u when he did this shit?

>>738309223

soft disagree. my grandfather died when my dad was young, and because of divorce wasn't around much when alive. my grandma was/is a hippie.

my father mostly picked this shit up from being in the military. and he is an a 'let me assert my dominance' asshole.

you know that 'stereotype' of millenials our age complaining at every restaurant they go to? thats my dad. it got to the point where we stopped going out to eat with him because every single time he had to yell at the manager about something like 'THE PLATE IS TOO HOT'

>>738309239
God I can't even imagine my mother or my father doing this kind of bullshit to me, do you have a gf or anything going on like that?

>>738308888

There is stories to tell

>Sister stole car one day
>I get another, even knowing where it is
>It's going to be fucked anyway
>2 months later car turns up
>Been crashed several times
>Been in 2 police chases
>Dog had been living in it and every SINGLE thing was chewed
>This includes, dashboard, gearshifter, door cards/handles, seats, carpets, centre console, rear tray etc etc
>Only has 2 wheels, they don't match
>The fuck did you take just 2 for, why not the matching pair?

This kind of shit has happened a few times.

>>738309297

i was 20. i had been moved out for two years. i was visiting as part of my vacation. i explained this to him but he said 'well you're under my roof (for 3 days) so you have to follow my rules'

>>738309378

i dont really date. I live in LA so sex is easy and between work and filmmaking dont have a lot of time for a legitimate relationship. every time i date i tend to break up either right before or right as i start filming osmething new, so it just became easier not to actually date for awhile.

>>738307649
Man, I thought I had it bad. I feel for ya man.

>>738309348
I'd blame stress of having a family whilst being forced to work at the military that turned him into an asshole man. Childhoods determine alot about an individuals life but you can still make the most out of your own future.

>>738309452
I understand man, I'm only 19 so I can't say shit, but goddam I thought my boss had it rough growing up. What do you do for a job?

>>738309531

i could forgive the issues left in childhood, particular with my brother, because we were all just kids. but he brought them with us into adulthood. hes aware he molested me but still thinks its smart to threaten my with violence. he never grew up out of that mentality and the marines only made it worse.

i fear for his wife and kid honestly, its just a matter of time before his 'bullying' becomes abuse. i remember one time he sprained my ankle trying to 'monkey roll' me. parents didnt take me to a doctor for a week, not until it took me an hour to get half way home from school (a normally 15 minute walk) because of the pain. they just didn't believe me when i said it hurt. now i walk like a 'crack addict'. maddening.

same iwth my father. i could even forgive him just leaving us for a year, i understand the need for distance and self discovery, its basically hwat im doing now.

but the older i get the less he treats me like an adult.

>>738305711
I wish I would remember, I've subconsciously repressed so many memories of my family that I honestly can't remember much. I know they really don't like me and I was the byproduct of something else they wanted. Overall I was a complete failure and waste of their time and money. Which is why I'm saving up money to pay them back before I kill myself. Once I have enough to pay my parents and my brothers and lil sis I'm going to finish it. Hopefully I can give them more than enough to match how much they wasted on me.

It's probably best that I don't remember much, some stuff is coming back to me as I type this and I may prematurely commit suicide as a result.

>>738309550

>i'd blame the stress of hasving a family whilst being forced to work at the military that turned him into an asshole man

id blame him. no reason to blame anything else. he made 18 years of bad decisions, and there was always some excuse for it. but to date he hasnt apologized. he apologized to my little brother apparently, but doesn't feel the need to apologize to me.

he claims god sent me to punish him for something he did in highschool.

>>738309603

i manage a psychic.

>>738309383

Graduation was pretty funny though

>Fiance is there with her dad
> I'm taking the stage, feels good man
>Feels like I've conquered earth given the past few years
>Father rang during ceremony to threaten me
>Go to afterparty, not going to get down because he's a pussy
>At afterparty everyone gives me an award
>The "worst luck" award for the shit I deal with and a bottle of nice whiskey they put in for
>Do a small speech on how they're fucking awesome and they're more my family than my own.
>Got shitfaced

Needed a non depressing story in here, shit was soooo cash that night.

>my mom is a fucked up pedophile
>My face and body are all fucked up from beatings
>She fondled and raped a lot of my family and friends.
>Never could do anything about it
>Had a gang of fellow super nerds
>All pedos
>Fucked up me. Raped and tortured as a toddler.
>Have to function and hold a jod as that + schizophrenic (diagnosed)
>She was training in an IT position
>Don't even have my love of computers as retreat.
>Can't relationship because she went out of her way to fuck that up too.

Why the fuck didn't the rest of my family step in?
At least I didn't kill myself.

>>738309817

jesus christ anon, and i thought i had it bad.

cheers man, to being molested.

>>738309817
Get out and on with your life

>>738309750
>god sent me to punish him
fucking religiousfag, i feel sorry for ya
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>738309698
dear god man don't kill yourself because you'll regret that shit, its smart that you are saving, but you have 1 life, or at least that is how I see it, but you should live your life.

>>738309886

that was the stupid thing is he wasnt religious. he refused to go to church or anything like that and thought religion was stupid.

just something people say.

>>738305711
Can't get the right answer if you ask the wrong question.

Anyone here DOESN'T have a fucked up family?

>>738309768
and you said it pays well for ya?

>>738309880
Trying mate. Trying.

>>738305711
>learned my grandfather cheated on grandma with grandmas sister
>grandmas sister has kid
>bad alcoholic everyone praised as some sort of god
>birth dad
>my mom left him a year or two after i was born
>he got crack, heroine, speed, idk for sure when i was a baby
>blew the rent money we needed on that
>cheated on my mom with several women
>might be a crack baby (don't know if dad doing hardcore shit could have any birth defects)

>my brother has downs
>my father never really talked to me until I was an adult
>I moved around a lot
>was bullied at school
>mom too busy working to pay attention
>no matter how bad I had it, my brother always had it worse, so I wasn't allowed to complain
>I moved to another country when starting high school
>I didn't speak the language
>I was alone for 3 years with only my dad, who didn't talk to me
>bullied at high school
>clinical depression
>parents didn't take it seriously until I was hospitalised
>later, parents having marriage problems
>dad blamed me for everything, causing all these problems
>get drug problems
>quit drugs
>antidepressants not working
>still depressed and trying to sort things out

I probably have it better than a lot of people in this thread, I just wanted to share

>>738309915
even worse than a religiousfag
REEEEEEEEEEE

>>738309946

it pays me well enough for the hours I work, and I am smart enough to know how to offset my other costs so despite living in hollywood my cost of living is really low for a relatively cushy lifestyle.

the real benefits are, well the benefits. he lets me charge a lot of stuff to the business including this new cell phone as well as ubers, and while he is old theres a security plan in place that would set me up for two years in the event that anything tragic happened to him.

hes also just a great boss, more of a father than my father was for sure.

>>738305711
>mom and dad worked their fingers to the bone to provide for us
>mom took a second job to help pay for our college education
>even though my 4 siblings, our parents and I live in different parts of the country, we still manage to see everybody for thanksgiving and Christmas
>family gatherings are great and everybody is happy
>3 of 4 siblings happily married with healthy, beautiful children

>>738310036

tip of the iceberg mate. i dont mind that so much as him making me eat til i puke or keeping me up past midnight, or insisting that im the only one who doesn't deserve his own room.

i was a pretty good kid too. a little too much internet porn in my teen years, but growing up i wasn't bad, i didnt bully, i didnt break, i didnt sneak, i didnt drink. i was just content to make videos on my computer or play with my action figures when i was real young.

i dont know why he had so much disdain for me.

>>738310008
>>might be a crack baby (don't know if dad doing hardcore shit could have any birth defects)

no, it can't, but you're clearly retarded

>>738310027
Depression's a bitch anon, set some goals and focus everything on achieving them.

>>738309905
No thanks, I wasn't supposed to be alive to begin with. There really is no other option for me, believe me I've looked and tried to fight it for over a decade.

I'm sorry to disappoint you or make you feel bad. I just don't want to live, I don't like living.

>>738308570
Sucks about your lizard. What a douche.

>>738310148
got shitty genes from a crack addicted manwhore, fuck off

>>738309943
I don't have one. Lucky me I guess. I mean, I've had a tragic life. I was molested when I was a kid and made fun of the restof the time. Yet my family was great.

I come on here to just be myself. Because I can't irl.

>>738309693
>now i walk like a 'crack addict'.
I have the same thing, but for my knee, from my 'rents not taking me to the doc too.
You know what cheers me up when I notice my limp? I pretend I'm Dr. House. I'm serious, try it - you sound like you're surrounded by fucking idiots on the holidays, so it shouldn't be too hard.

>>738310053
Same with my boss, my boss teaches me some great tips for the real world, but I don't have too much problems with my father, I mean I never really talked to him growing up, but I know my parents love and care for me and siblings, not trying to gloat or anything, but I'm just grateful, but if it means anything to you I'll be rooting for you.

>>738310171
Thanks anon
Going into psychology, trying to make something of myself someday

>>738310143
idk what to say man, nothing makes me more angry then people who willingly have children yet are unfit to be parents. just try to not think about it alot, id say what this anon said >>738310171

>>738306171
You kinda seem like a whiny bitch.

>>738309698
That's not gonna solve anything bro. The goal of paying them back is what's keeping you alive. Once you do that find a new goal and who knows you may end up enjoying it.

I apologize if this is the wrong place to vent but I have nowhere to go

Me and my friends girlfriend have been hanging out for the past few weeks and it basically ends up her coming over to my place, venting about shit (including her relationship with my friend) and we sometimes end up cuddling.

I've had feelings for this girl for a while and I really don't know what to do. Should I basically end the only group of friends I have over this? Or should I just bury all my feelings for her.

>>738306195
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>>738310294

>you sound like you're surrounded by fucking idiots on the holidays

not anymore. last yera i skipped thanksgiving mostly cuz of the dad issue and as of today my parents have no way of calling me. i made it clear I'll be staying away indefinitely.

my boss' birthday is on christmas so i usually spent that with him anyways. I might just smuggle my self to a friends family for thanksgiving or enjoy the days for myself since i do a fakesgiving the week before anyways.

i used to really hate christmas because of my mom. maybe i can start to like it again.

thats great you can wash away the limp. mines not really a limp i just walk... funny. people call me out on it like once a year and i brush it off. I was still able to play rugby and can run fast so im grateful for that.

i just wobble weird.

>>738310207
Thanks man I loved that little guy

>>738310444
is that a trap? if it isn't i might fap to pic

>>738310407

ive always been a goal oriented person, its what got me out of the house so fast. i moved out like a month after i turned 18 and only went back once a year, now not even that.

right now im doing great at my business expanding it and bringing in money and working on my own little movies on the side.

pretty good in life, its literally just the family issue dragging me down,.

>>738310203
Okay I am a religious fag, but hear me out I believe that we all have a purpose in life, and I know its not to be wasted killing yourself, think about people that would kill to be a normal human being like you, and I mean people who were born with birth defects that never got a chance, I'm just saying you have so much more to live for, and if you really want to prove something to your family, prove them that you are better than the person your used to be, trust me that would make it up to them.

>>738310425

and you sound like a faggot.

good luck with your kids though, im sure they're just 'whining' when they call CPS on you.

>>738309874
Getting molested was nothing compared to being ass raped while tied to the ground and laughed at.

I exhausted all efforts to bring her to Justice. Far as I can tell, she gets off because she's a woman.
Really. A man can't get away with this shit.

>>738305711
>Mother was prostitute when I was growing up.
>Never met father, may have been government agent.
>Mother was physically and verbally abusive.
>Once walked in on her and stranger.
>Thought they were fighting.
>Both angry, man hits me and leaves.
>Mother beats me as punishment.
>Not uncommon treatment in house until taken away by CPS.

>>738310435

id confront your friend about what she is doing.

>>738310633

>a man can't get away with this shit

i imagine not. sorry about all that man.

>>738310680
How would that help the situation? Not really something I had considered doing

Eh, I just realized how incurably vicious my family is, and how I'm pathetic in comparison to literally all of them
One even ripped out pieces of my hair, luckily I don't think it's too obvious but still, it's the principle of the matter
Holy fuck
I hope all of you do okay in life, at least better than I have

>>738310435
idk man if man, you could really screw that up, depends how much you really want to keep your friends around man or how bad you really want this girl.

Fuck your depressing stories
>normal childhood
>3 siblings
>older bro and i chilling watching WWE in his room
>use to practice wrestling moves on the trampoline
>he decides we should practice them in his room
>UNDERTAKER HAS ENTERED THE RING
>picks me up by the neck to choke slam me into the bed
>smashes my skull into the moving fan and I start bleeding profusely
i miss being a kid.

>>738310783

well you would be putting it out there in the open with the intention of turning away from your baser desires with the hopes of preserving the friendship.

he would, hopefully, wise up, realize his girlfriends not there for the long run, dump her, and you two can go back to being bros without some possible betrayal looming over your heads.

>>738310725
Dude. I fucking waddle when I walk.

Luckily, I'm a kickboxer, so I can blame it on that.
Still, I can feel people's eyes on me. Wondering what caused it.

Thanks for listening. I needed to say something.

If nothing else, you'll know be aware about this and keep an eye out for fucking kids in a horrible situation.

My mother and I have the same father...

>>738310918
Gosh man. I hope you are doing alright

>>738310855
I think you may have missed the part where I have feelings for the girl in this scenario

>>738310836
Man I know and that's what I can't figure out. I really am in a fucked either way situation. I honestly can't figure out if my feelings have only intensified because she is showing me this kind of attention

>>738310918

>i fucking waddle when i walk

me too but from the ankle injury, not being ass raped.

>i can fele peoples eyes on me wondering what caused it

people legit say 'i thought oyu were a crack addict the first tim ei met you because of the way you walk.

feels bad man.

>thanks for listening

no probs man. ive been spamming my story across several threads tonight and didn't get anything more than a 'wow good luck with that' to me despite the same person writing out three paragraphs for a guy that basically said 'tfw no gf'.

its good to finally have athread where were all being listened to.

>>738311030

>i think you may have missed the part hwere i have feelings for the girl in this scenario

i did not miss this. the point of my advice was to NOT pursue her, and to instead expose her for what she is, you know shes aiming to cheat and if you come clean now you can at least salvage the friendship.

i think YOU missed the part where if you pursue her in any way, your friendship is over. you are fixating on the idea of her so much that the idea of simply refusing her to keep your friend is somehow just not an option in your mind.

think about it man. hes your best friend. whats really more important here?

>>738311030
she could be setting you up too, but dude I wouldn't know I'm talking to you on the internet, but you might have to do some recon before you go in like a retard, so just see whats going on with all this shit man.

>>738310998
Getting there. It's the type of thing that either you get intimacy that isn't broken...
I haven't.
Or you just wait it out.

>>738305711
>parents never married
>sexually abused by father as a child
>mom found out about it years after
>she cant remember jack shit and i have to set up my own therapy & doctors appts
>whole family is mentally ill and the older adults think theyre normal
>feeling suicidal is the norm
life could be better

>>738310664
Fuck off Rorschach.

>>738311151
I understand your point, but she really is not aiming to cheat. She's just looking for someone to vent to because my friend is like a stone wall when it comes to that shit.

I get what your saying, I really do.

>>738310624
Bahahaha. You're dad just wanted you to not be a beta faggot and you cry and whine about it. Of course he's gonna get mad and smack you.
>Should have just eaten the fucking lasagna

>>738305711
My family was dysfunctional as shit
>moms moms family was rich, famous and important to afghnistan
>great grandpa met muhammed ali
>grandpa marrys my grandma
>grandpas family burns grandmas family of 20 kids and GreatG and Great grandma to the ground
> 5 kids remaining includig my grandma
>grandma has phycological trauma
>abused my mom all her life
>makes mom marry my prick and pedo of a dad
>i look just like him which makes me wana kermit
>dads family is kinda fucked up as well
>dad molests me
>mom blames me at first
If my great grandparents didnt die in that fucking house fire i would be rich and famous
>i forgot their names
If i didnt i would have Wikipediad them more

>>738311653

>your dad didnt want you to be a beta
>thats why he forced you to eat lasagna but not his brother to eat carrots

so you're just pretending to be retarded?

>shoudl have just eaten the lasagna

i did, i just threw it up as a result.

>>738310431
Yes it will, it will compensate them for their loss. It will be enough for a cheap funeral and then they can use the rest on whatever they want like a nice car and a whatever house they want. It will basically offset the failure they had to endure with for over 20 years.

There is no new goal, I don't care for anything else.

>>738310623
I have already made my peace with going to Hell. I know it will be an eternity of pain but itll be the same regardless.

You guys don't understand and it's perfectly fine, If actually be more worried if you did.

The best way to describe it would be 'dissasociative disorder'. I don't like being alive, I don't want to be here. Every day I wake up it hurts to be alive. I just want it to end, I want to sleep forever.

I've though about it all, getting a lobotomy, trying to put myself in a coma so they won't have to deal with me killing myself, anything. None of it will work.

>>738305711
>Grandma a confirmed narc, living with us so I have to take her shit every day and I did ever since I was born
>My aunt had sexual advances towards me when I was about 6 or 7 years old, maybe even younger. I remember her making out with me. She was also a golddigger, often dating disgusting old rich men just to squeeze out money from them. Also living with us, until she got married. Narc confirmed, also.
>Brother had severe social anxiety and often fell into depression when we were kids, I never noticed tho since dumb younger bro
>My dad often used to verbally and physically abuse my mom, sometimes in front of me. Took her 20 years to walk away from him and his abuse. If anything I'm grateful for my and my bro's life, but she should have avoided that family completely in retrospect. A life full of mental abuse and trauma that still affects my life to this day.
>Mom left dad, bro still living at my dad's. I'm with my mom now, visit dad sometimes. Bro and me have regular contact tho, and I don't intend for that to ever change.

Well /b/ros, that's the first 18 years of my family life. How's your life been?

>>738311030
If she cheats to get with you, she's gonna cheat on you later on. Tell your /b/ro and ditch the hoe...or possibly work on getting her to let you two tag team her *shrug*

>>738311737
>uniroically giving (you)s to trolls

>>738311737
You can't compare carrots to lasagna. Most kids like lasagna, not many like carrots. Why did you throw up the lasagna? Please don't tell me you're a vegan now

>>738311752
god dam I wish I wasn't talking to you over a computer and tell you that your life is priceless, I'm saying you shouldn't kill yourself and instead ask what you want to do in life, then figure out a way you can pursue it.

I guess ill share. The gist of it is that my mother is a complete control freak that wouldnt let me outside the house, and my father doesnt talk to me. The only solace i found in my teens was school and the dog, who had a failing kidney, lungs, and addisons disease. Due to this, i tended to retreat into video games and other things.

>>738311938
Except I'm not trolling. I'm being serious man. This whiny faggot is what's wrong with the 18-30 age group. Whine and cry about "He made me eat my food!" It's bullshit and a perfect example of why corporal discipline is a good thing.

>>738312040

>you can't compare carrots to lasagna
>most people enjoy lasagna, so you should be forced to eat it for two decades even if you don't.

good luck with that mindset.

>please don't tell me you're a vegan now

thats a weird assumption to make because i dont like one pasta dish. no, i enjoy meat.

>>738312225
Damn nigga. You missed all of that? Can you play the victim any harder? I'm saying that him not making your brother eat carrots isn't even a fair comparison. Yes, he should have made him eat them regardless, but when you're reaching this hard to come up with excuses for your behavior it make it hard to not come off as a whiny cunt. My parents made me eat whatever was put in front of me. If I didn't like it, I didn't eat. If it was on my plate though, you can guarantee that I was gonna eat it or I was gonna get the belt to my ass. There's a lot of things worse than having to eat something that you don't like. Get some real problems

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Dad was a drug addict/alcoholic
Mom secretly sleeps around
Dad has huge ptsd with violent outbursts
Mom violent and degrading
Brothers get ok treatment
I was the family punching bag
Family lives a delusion
Mom and dad did bad things that caused huge ptsd in their lives
Brothers fail to accept reality
Both parents should be doing life in prison
Both have caused a lot of harm
Extended family stays away from them because they fear them and their behavior
The friends and people they do have and bring around are also monsters

Got beat to a bloody mess by both parents...brothers ignored it and eventually followed their behavior towards me without the violence.

Family is garbage if there is no love

>>738312560

>your behavior

what behavior is that? the leaving my family because of the physical and sexual abuse? but sure, im just being whiny.

>there's a lot of things worse than having to eat something that you don't like?

like getting beaten for trying to eat it then vomiting? like getting beaten for laughing? like being forced to share a bed with my rapist?

but yeah im just whiny because i wanted to anonymously vent some of my family issues, fuck me.

>>738312641
This anon has some real problems. See what I mean? Your mom is a liar. Your dad is an asshole. Get some real problems >>738312225

>>738312560
retard, it wasn't just about eating the fucking lasagna, he had more than just one thing happening with his family, I don't think he is a whiny cunt, that might have been extra, but it doesn't take away that he had a terrible childhood.