>Feels thread I cant bump my thread this is the only picture

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>>738081901
Bump. Let's get this feels thread going.

How's it hangin OP?

>>738082201
Had to tell my mom I cant love her because I cant feel love. So pretty good!

>>738082304
Ouch. Even if you "can't feel love," it's better to fake it sometimes anon. She's your mother :(

>>738082516
Maybe not lying to her is loving her in my own way, I am pretty strict about the truth

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My kind of thread

>>738082651
Hm, I guess. I don't know. Just try not to hurt people who care about you. Let me tell you, if you hurt your parents and don't say sorry before they pass away, you're going to feel immensely more depressed than what usually fuels people's "depression" on here, a.k.a:
> my gf just broke up with me ;_;

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>>738083004
I think you have the wrong thread

>>738083112
Im pretty sure I'll "pass away" before my parents

4 years. 4 long years I've struggled with my depression. Countless medications and trips to hospitals. And even a trip to Mayo Clinic in MN. still feeling like crap. 2017 hasn't been a good year so far either. Last night I completely destroyed my finger working on my truck. Just one more thing. I hope things improve. I just want to smile.

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I'll drop a few feels texts and lurk around

>>738082304
I told my Mom that I didn't know if i loved her or not because I don't know or comprehend what love really is.

>>738083475
fucking kek

>>738083515
> I don't know or comprehend what love really is
...wrote the 14 year old in a dimly lit room

>>738083415
I'd love to help you, but I probably cant. Cant say it'll get better on its own, hang in there, and try why you didnt try before. Time kills, it doesnt heal

>>738083475
Thanks anon

>>738083650
18 year old in bright room because it's hot as fuck and the windows are open

>>738083515
It sucks
>>738083650
You sure showed him!

>>738083809
You're just being an angsty teen anon

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>>738081901
here I have some feels for you.
>go to LAN party to see friends I have not seen for years
>we all have great fun and shit
>2weeks of LAN later I get home
>start masturbating
>after a solid 2 second I cum >biggestcumshotofmylife. JPEG
>covered in cum
>after quick shower, I try to find a solution to this monster cumshot I have ATM
>find an old blanket my little cousin left at my house
>start masturbating with blanket >feelsgoodman.gif
>3hourse of masturbation later my dick hurts
>I go to bed
>next morning I look at blanket
>the place I masturbated with is completely black and there is blood on it
this was yesterday.

>>738082304
Thats pretty autismo

>>738084042
How is that feels?

>>738084042
this is more of a what the fuck than feels, but thanks for your contribution...

>>738084019
Said that to my mom when I was a lot younger, stupid kid then

>>738084101
Quite literally yes.

>>738084152
i feel pain
a lot of pain
too much pain
also my cousin need this blanket back and i don't know what to do

>>738084288
By feels we mean emotionally ;_;
You should see a doctor asap. And just wash the blanket? Idk

>>738084042
What's the story with your cousin anon?

>>738084365
I love this one. Gives me hope.

>>738084429
Nah the pain is just soreness from the friction with the blanket so that's ok.
but the blanket is fucked so, I am going to fucking burn it.

>>got dumped by the girl i wanted to marry 4 years ago after being together 3.5 years
>>since then i've fucked 2 girls and a hooker in Amsterdam
>>made out with a few more
>>literally nothing feels even close to the same as it was with her even though some of the girls were significantly hotter than she was
>>i am so so fucking lonely but nobody cares so i just keep it to myself

>>738084621
he is a little fuck that my aunt keep throwing in my house when she is too busy sucking dick instead of taking care of him.

>>738084227
Make an effort to learn some empathy. Don't tell your mother you don't love her because you're too much of a sperg to realise whats important

>>738084776
Tell her to take care of her own child or some other gay shit

>>738084645
how can you even read that

>>738084981
I like him, since I don't have many friends and my aunt are a fucking slut (literally) I spend time with him and he likes his "uncle anon" we play games and shit but this blanket is going to be a problem and a big one.

>>738085145
Yeah it's very blurry, but I remember the story

>>738085205
my aunt is a fucking slut, and my phone fucking sucks dicks too.

>>738084976
>learn empathy
>diagnosed sociopath
i talk with my therapist all the time, she just says "learn to own it"
i dont think i can

>>738081901
>You will never be happy with a cute little girlfriend
>You will never give to her your hoodies and find out that girl wearing oversized men clothes are the most beautiful thing in this damn earth
>You will never receive a text from her telling you that she's missing you and everything is so much boring without you
>You will never experience waking up in the middle of the night and seeing her sleeping besides you
> You will never gonna have the chance to tell her that everything's going to be fine when something happens
>You will never feel the indescribable sensation of your lips against hers and feeling that everything around you is fading into a second place
>She never gonna even know you exist

>>738085270
I remember this one. I'll find my copy. Is better

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>>738085707
Forgot pic

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just saw this on /Advice the whole board is a feels thread

>>738083663
Thanks /b/ro

>>738085707
What pains me the most is to have that briefly... now all I can think about is her experiencing this with someone else...

Fuck.

>>738085815
Shit

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>>738084365
>>738085145

>>738085962
here is the thread, it seems she was fucking with the poor guy and he had enough
>>>/adv/18489495

>>738083777
poor guy. also nice trips.

>>738086099
Thanks but I don't think I can handle that right now. How fucking cruel of someone. Wouldn't be surprised if she played the victim, crying about how much she genuinely cared about him.

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>>738086083
thanks

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>>738081901
Is cringe close enough?

>>738085878
I know this too well my man, not long time ago I break up with her and still hurts like a bicth

>>738086351
if you cant handle that then please dont go there my friend its a pretty fucked scenario

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gonna dump some I have from way back

>>738083475
I just want his son to back dat asss up

>>738086489
KEK

>>738081901
I feel like shit too
>give my fiance some money to go get hamburger buns and ECT
>it's a 30 minutes trip
>6 hours later and no trace of him
>GeT worried and call
>he answers and before I can even say hello by telling me to leave him the fuck alone
>i hear his friends laughing as he calls me a little bitch
>He hangs up before I can say anything
>he took my money and ran
>idk if he's coming back
>idk if this is a breakup because im too afraid to call him back
>I don't know how to feel, this has never happened in our many years together

I'm so god damn stupid...
I'm just...i don't even know if I'm angry,sad or what...i feel so blank...im so hurt man..
>inb4 no girls, pretend I'm a faggot.

At least his friends probably think he's cool as fuck now..brightside to everything I guess.

>>738086512
>tfw you no longer cringe at this stuff but instead laugh

>>738086919
Stop laughing this is supposed to be a feels thread reeeee

>>738086919
You don't know that feel bro

>>738087107
Look up the video on youtube if you want to cringe at that one

>>738087074
...that's your fiance behaving that way? Sorry to say this, but he doesn't sound like marriage material... or even dating material tbh. That's just low.

>>738087074
you gave him your bank card ? if you did call the bank and tell theme to block it and let him go fuck himself.

>>738087143
>>738087170
Maybe I'm not interpreting the image properly. Is it not a dark humoured joke where the mother kills herself?

>>738087418
I think, but it's not supposed to be humorous

>>738087250
We've been together 7 years. He's never done this, he can get angry and yell and throw shit but he's never just ran off and made fun of me for sport in front of people ... Someone in the background laughed so loud, I got all red and embarrassed but thankfully my fiance hung up before I could hear any more...

>>738087269
Gave him cash. I even made the hamburgers thinking he was coming right back...
They're still sitting on a plate in the oven on warm...

>>738087753
> ty gaiz
thanks, faggots

>>738087207
Horrible animation style. Every character has the same facial expression and the mouth is off to the side.

>>738087679
Omg I'm so sorry femanon, this is just so unfair
Forget this piece of shit and break up with him

>>738087549
thank you that was beautiful
it just so happened i was listening to
comfortably numb while reading

>>738087679
Something like this going to happen again. It will only get worse. Get out now while you can.

>>738087944
> date me instead

>>738087488
It's about hating people that don't hate you for some reason

>>738087679
well alright.
this situation is shit but if he did that to you let him go fuck himself, don't let him back in your house and move on, eat the hamburgers, bread is overrated anyway.

>>738087622
damn

>>738088014
Jajajaa, now I was just giving advice to a fellow anon, even if she's a girl
I don't even know her WTF anon
>Stop projecting so hard

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hey /b/
ever been in love?

>>738087990
>>738087944

I know...but fuck I don't know how to be alone anymore. I get terrified just imagining being single.. I'm almost 24. I feel like if this doesn't work out that I'll be too old to start over.. And i do love him..but I also couldn't even begin to insult him like he did me...and I guess that says allot about how one sided our relationship must be..i respected him, and he steals my money and makes me a joke..

>>738088321
No, I'm not sure what it feels like. I've ruled out butterflies in your stomach because I feel that during most social interactions so I guess that's just anxiety

>>738087074
fuck him, if its your place, toss all his shit into the street, if its his place, pack your shit and dont look back, no one deserves to be scolded and laughed at, not especially since you care about him so much it made you get worried

>>738088494
oh

that's a real shame, anon. but it's better than having loved too much i suppose

>>738087622
Jesus.

>tfw you grow up and look at your hands
>youre about the age your dad was when he left
>i guess this is what his hands would have looked like
>you look at your hands and the work yourr doing with them, and think kf all the people who love you and youre neglecting because of what you do with those hands
>you wonder if it's worth it
>you realise that you weren't
>so you jsut keep on working

>>738088486
You already have de answer but only you can decide, I suggest you that leave him bc his temper gonna get worse with time

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Thought I had more but I must have lost them. Hope you enjoyed them.

I wish you all the best /b/.

My step-dad passed in February, he was a great guy. Always there for me and my mum and stuff. We worked as much as he could just so we could get by. I'd known him since I was two and he was more or less the dad I never got to experience. Properly anyway. He was the one who came to all my school plays and awards ceremonies. God damn it doesn't feel like 5 months since he's been gone, time moves quick I suppose. It's only really hit me that he's gone this past week as when he did go I buried my head in games and college. But it's all I've been thinking about for a few days now. He played such a huge part in my life without me even realising and now I've acknowledged he's gone i don't know what my futures gunna be like. Rip Davy, I'll never forget you.

>>738087549
Dammit....

>>738087549
>>738087953
>later
>cab driver gets home
>flips open laptop
>gets on the internet and types in "Granny getting fucked by massive horsecock"
>after cumming he laughs to himself and thinks about what the old bag he dropped off the other day is missing out on

>>738089348
Kek

>>738087074
He just sent me an email (I don't have my own cell phone)
It says "I'm sorry If I said anything fucked up, but I'm my own person and I'm busy. I got the buns. Turning my phone off. Goodnight, love you"
I don't even know what to think.

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>>738083515
Love is the concept of knowing somebody so well that you will always hear what they would say if they were in your situation.

It's not always that they know the right thing to do, but, when prompted, you know how they would act were they in your shoes, and what they would tell you if you told them this scenario in the first place.

It's just familiarity that can't be taken back.

>>738089518
Thanks to all you anons. I don't have friends so it was nice to vent..
I'm gonna go eat my hamburgers, alone I guess....

>>738089165
Just never forget him. Tell your kids if you have them.

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>>738081901
>be mid-2000s
>freshman year of h/s
>10/10 girl is put in the same class as me
>right off the bat we hit it off
>as the year progresses she starts dropping more hints
>on several occasions i overhear her saying things like "anon's a total babe" to her friends
>hints gradually decline, begins expressing less interest in me
>last week of school
>she knows how much i'm into music
>asks me if i could take her to a local record store i frequent on the weekends
>exchange numbers
>HELL_YEAH_MOTHERFUCKER.JPG
>weekend arrives
>texts her suggesting some days to go, asks her what'll work best
>doesnt respond

>two weeks later i found out that she has a boyfriend

(1/2)

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i haven't talked to anyone in weeks and i feel so lonely. i am sooooo close to taking my own life but i have no easy way of doing it and i can't afford anything to do it with. i could use my belt to hang myself but would that take long? pls respond.

>>738088863
i fist girls with my hands
it's what my dad used to do to me before he left. i guess this is what his hands must've looked like. :/

>>738087208
Fuck man... always gets me...

>>738090438
nah don't kill
just stick around in /b/

>>738090438
Hey anon, don't feel bad..people hurt you worse than the feeling of being alone..im sending you good vibes, and I'll think of you anon.
I know you exist, and I won't forget.

>>738090802
thanks anon! i appreciate your hard work and effort in trying to make me feel better. but it just didn't work. :(

does anybody have the one about the ps2 anon and his mom?

>>738089165
>step
He was a beta/cuck and now he's dead. How's that for a feel?

>>738084042
>>738084621
get out

>>738090852
thanks d00t. i think the loneliness stems from the fact that i really miss my ex. i have schizotypal and schizoaffective so i got really paranoid and my mood swings fuck it all up. :/

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>>738090107
(2/2)
>summer ends
>become sophomore
>around november i'm asked by one of the teachers if i want to be the announcer for the talent show in January
>i say yes
>be January
>the day arrives
>i come up on stage, talk a bit, announce the first performer
>after about five performances in i come up again to announce the sixth
>in mid-sentence i hear someone in the audience shouting at me
>its the same girl
>"I LOVE YOU, ANON!!!!!!"
>i pause for a moment.
>i give a thumbs up.
>and i continue with the show

>>738082770
deffo feels

they spit it out like its nothing, two months later she found a new one, one year later .. I am still thinking about her

>>738087753
Wish /b/ was as closed off as when this was written.

>>738084688
I know the feel of keeping shit to yourself. all day act like a coldblooded normie with no feelings, just acting normal and cracking jokes
but at night when I browsing /b/ is when the feels come up, and I have no one but /b/ to talk to

>>738091050
oh shit

>>738090970
you really have no idea what balls it takes to step in as a man and take care and love someone else child. fuck yourself

>>738089518
thats bullshit but if you chose to buy it then just know its a lame excuse

>>738084721
that's the gayest thing I've ever read, delete that off your PC and don't let it come back to any feels thread ever, even /b/ for that matter

>>738087877
why this one...

>>738091326
It takes both of them obviously as they are clearly removed.

>>738090438
You sound like my ex. He used to stay pretty isolated except for random internet fags or snapchatting people from this app we used to terrorize. Pretty much didn't talk to people irl, so it's amazing we dated at all. He eventually got bored of me and dumped my ass. Or at least I think that's what happened. First boyfriend I ever had. Used to be a she. I miss him a lot, but I don't think he ever thinks about me. I want to see if he's alive sometimes, or tell him I miss him, but I feel like he'd ignore me. Im afraid of not getting a text back and wondering if he took his own life or just hates me. I never felt like someone understood me so well. I miss his touch. Kissing him when we'd drop acid or take Adderall. Sweating all night, and being awake. We'd lay in that dorm bed and talk for hours. I'd tell him things I never told anyone. We'd lay together and laugh at dumbass threads on /b/. God damn I fucking miss him.

>>738091531
guys who get bored of their significant other are fucked up. appreciate what you have, people!

>>738085707
Damn, that hits close to home. Excuse me while I sweat from my eyes.

>>738086489
what the fuck is this supposed to mean?

>>738090107
>>738091050
(3/? - surprise, the real ending)
>and thats when it hit me
>SLAP
>Her boyfriends hand slapped against my ass
>"heh she means as a friend"
>her bf then walks up to her
>the pair of them end up fucking infront of the school
>he won the talent show for giving her 14 orgasms

>>738091706
I don't think it was his fault really. It's just how his brain worked. I kinda thought the day would come. Especially since we started dating because he (she at the time) was dating a very close friend of mine, and we kinda got close on accident. When we started spending more time, he kinda left my friend (lesbian, never found out). We weren't gonna date, but it kinda happened anyway. Idk. I shoulda seen it coming. I think we fell for each other because we're both fucked up in the head a little. Can't expect that to last. I just wish we were still friends at least.

>>738091500
and planted firmly in your mouth. take your shit b8 somewhere else, idiot

>>738091531
You should reach out to see how he's doing :)

Fucking hell I'm a 27 year old man and Im sitting in my room with the lights off crying goddamn it I wish I wasn't such a pussy

>>738092196
you forgot to mention how I fed them to you like a baby bird faggot.

>>738090438
We are here with you, please don't do it.
Your life is worth as much as anyone else's.

>Month ago my long time partner and best friend cheats on me
>Say we are going to make it work and I book a trip to see them
>I am going to propose this trip to drive home the point that I want them
>A week later they tell me they love someone else now and I should get over it but they will be my friend
>They become distant immediately and start saying hurtful things like they never loved me
>They get mad when I try and win them back and they believe a hurtful mis-characterization of me the person they slept with said.
>Have a mental breakdown, freak out, and ask for help
>They think I am trying to guilt trip them and they cut all contact
>It has been seven days, I haven't slept in 5 days
Kill me please.

>>738091144
I feel like I'm like that, but when I'm in the moment I actually feel like I'm enjoying myself joking around and talking, but when I get home I feel like I hated it. I don't know if I enjoy it or not anymore.

>>738092389
fuck dude,
here is what you are going to do.
move on and fuck those guys
bunch of faggots anyway

>>738092360
thank you anon. but i don't think it is; it's either me or someone else that i kill. i have homicidal & suicidal ideation and i can't handle it any longer. fuck man, i hate this. i'm glad i have /b/

>>738092558
I'm going to find the man she had an affair with and fuck him in the asshole

>>738084688
better to have loved and lost...

>>738092472
yes exactly, I feel normal and happy, I automatically completely block my negative feelings during the day

>>738092655
buy a gun and shoot the girl, its faster

>>738092655
finger his sphincter

>>738092270
I'm so afraid he's gone. Or doesn't want to speak to me. Or that I'll remind him of his past back before he was a dude, and it'll make him hate me/ make him feel shitty

>>738092289
Being a pussy is quite nice, stuff feels more intense

>>738092558
>move on
I wish this was possible, but they are literally the one. I have spent years of my life with them and invested way too much into it to ever move on. I can't let go sadly.

>>738092655
Sure you can have the homewrecker

>>738092289
crying is healthy man. you gotta let it go sometimes.

>>738092860
http://www.wikihow.com/Forgive-and-Move-On

>>738092161
yeah, I wish several of my exes had remained friends. But they won't, most likely, and I'll have to work on being a person they might like to come back and visit later in life.

>>738092618
Then become a soldier and kill some bastards.

>>738092949
Thanks for trying anon, but I am not ready for that and likely won't be for a very long time if ever. It is probably better I work on improving myself instead after I have had some time.

>>738084365
Thank you anon, you have shown me pure beauty.

Feel threads remind me that i'm alive

>>738082304
Pro-tip: fake it. I don't really love my family either (and they are really good people), but I have the sense to act like I do. It's a massive pain in the ass and uncomfortable sometimes, but they don't seem to notice the difference.

>>738092389
had an ex end up like this to me, in a way. A new friend of mine kept dating girls I thought were cute (and with whom I'd set him up), and he'd lie to me, them, or both of us to keep us from talking too much to each other.

One of my exes ended up dating him (was hooked up by me), and she took his word over mine. I took my time, built up evidence like crazy, confronted her with the truth, promised never to talk to her again.

She didn't believe me, and we don't talk any more. He dumped her less than a year later, in a sort of fucked way. I'm not surprised, and I care for her, but she made her decisions and I gave her as many opportunities as I could to talk to me.

She's always welcome to send a message my way, lol, but she probably won't, because we were a weird mix.

>>738093210
can't join the army. i have a history of mental illness :/

>>738093395
you are alive and we love you, anon. don't give up. <3

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Got invited to a 4th of July party by one of my oldest friends, but I know the only reason I was invited was because his mom made him. He never contacts me any other time of the year, and when I try to contact him nothing ever comes out of it.
We grew up together, practically brothers but he moved on with his own life.
My other best friend that I grew up with ignores me completely. I saw him riding his bike the other day and I'm sure he saw me but he waited out of site for awhile, probably hoping that I would leave the area, and when he rode by he kept looking over his shoulder to make it seem like he didn't see me.
I am constantly feeling that nostalgia from the old memories with these people, and now they don't want anything to do with me.

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A lot of the time I feel worthless. I hate myself. So i get tattoos and piercings and work out to try and change this fucking skin I'm in. But it never works. Other times I love myself. I think I'm hot as fuck I can go from not having any sex to fucking 8 chicks a week. I go from sleeping till 4 pm to waking up at 7 and jogging with my dog. But some shit always happens to throw me back in the whole wether it's me taking a romantic interest in someone or thinking of a past action that gets dug up. Or a friend I've lost along the years. But I'm trying. My sister gets me. Or atleast tries to. Man I'm so fucking tired. But not like a sleeping tired but like the ever onsought of existing is wearing me thin. Like how much more can I alone persevere until I burn up. I don't know. I'm really scared of the future and I hate it because it's out of my control. I plan on walking to Alaska next this month if I get there I should make it within 4 months. Maybe I'll die on the way maybe I'll find a smal town and fall in love. I don't know. I hope things work out because I'm sick and tired of being afraid. I turn 21 the 10th. I hope it's a good birthday.

>>738093593
Have you gone to a therapist?

>>738091996
Learning to realize that others can care about you, you sociopath.

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Deffy if you're reading this, I hope you're ok and happy. Or if not, I hope things turn up. I wish you every happiness. Please never forget that someone out there loves you. I mean it.
I miss you.

>>738093720
how was the party?

>>738094550
I didn't bother going. No point in dragging out a dying relationship. Probly won't hear from him till next 4th of July, where his mom would bitch at him some more to invite his old friends. lol

>>738093650
No, no one loves me, anon. People here understand me and all i've ever asked of someone.

>>738093557
That sounds like a pretty shitty friend honestly. In a way this makes me glad I have never let any person in my life become my friend outside of my ex. My ex basically has quite a few issues as do I. They are emotionally over sensitive whereas I am medically incapable of feeling for others unless I make myself feel for them as I did with my ex. We balanced each other out. All other relationships I have had outside of this one failed as I never let them in and was cold, oddly enough though I turned down five people to be with my ex.

I am rambling now; I hope your girl sends you a message someday.

>>738093593
I have to go so let me tell you this:
Just try to live everyday giving your best, it will make you feel good back again.
Also dont do anything stupid, everything but death has a sollution.
You are not lonely, i care about you.

>>738094862
I love you

>>738081901

What a gay post

>>738094821
fair enough. well he's missing out, you sound alright to me

>>738094978
i think you're confusing this for the "Whats the gayest thing you've ever done" cancer thread that recently 404'd which is why you're here. isn't that right?

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>>738094997
Thanks anon

>>738085707
Damn anon, this hits too close to home

>>738085815
RIP that anon, tell him to send a postcard from the other side.

>>738095169
what a stupid retarded ass goat. fucking hate these animals

>>738095169
lost

>>738087208
This one gets me every time God I can't imagine the sad lonely like that mad lived for all those years just wanting to see his kids

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>>738095469
>>738095169
check these zebras out. also double 69 check

>>738086915
Fuck man this one got me

>>738091050
That's the end of it? No other details?

>>738087208
Really makes you hate women.

>>738092270
Actually, just was about to text him, don't have his number anymore. Lost it when my phone got stolen

>>738088717
The Bard himself would disagree.

>>738095115

Ohh man you so got me kys keep crying in your shitty feels thread you low test faggot

>>738091050
See >>738092020

>>738094364
I thought , the kid was being a bitch because he/she wanted attention and her mother just fucking gave her games instead of a good kick

>>738095857
Then theres nothin you can do, just go on. Im sure you will find someone as good as or even better than him. Life is full of oportunities

>>738085707
>> You will never gonna have the chance to tell her that everything's going to be fine when something happen
You will never gonna have good grammar fag

>>738096554
Kek

>>738092389
Treat yourself how loving parents would treat their child. Wash up, brush your teeth, make your bed nice and crawl in. You deserve to take care of yourself.

>>738096018
kek i'll cry one for you since you so obviously need it, /b/ro

>>738096687
This is sound advice. It's basically what pulled me out of a depression.

I lost the girl of my dreams due to addiction and now my life is ruined, I'm about to sleep in my car because I'm scared shitless of everyone I meet, and I can no longer put my head together like I used to
I'm fucked /b/, hopelessly fucked and insane

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Everyday I wake up and I just ask for one thing.
>can nothing stupid or bad happen to me today?
>and I have a good day

But low and behold something always does.
This happened to me today.
>I deliver pizzas for a living
>make enough money to live on my own and support myself
>get to work
>everyone has a shitty attitude for some reason
>Not towards me
>Just pissed off witch is odd to say the least
>anyways driving doing my job
>go to turn on my turn signal
>notice the one I replaced had burnt out
>SHIT!!! I CANNOT GET PULLED OVER(I CANT FOR REASONS)
>luckily though I had I spare bulb
>pull over change it in less the 5 mins
>go about my job
>later on pull up to store
>notice my headlight is burnt out
>ARE YOU SHITTING ME???!!!
>buy a headlight from the parts store literally next door
>swap that in 5 mins

I have a suspended registration. Not for doing anything bad. I changed insurance companies because the one I had was useless 2 accidents where it wasn't my fault and I was found at fault.
Would have been 3 but luckily the police where there and did me a solid.
And said no damage on either vehicle(there was damage the guy was a dick and they knew that) in the police report.
Anyways I cancelled my policy and got a new one with a different company thought nothing of it.
Wasnt till months later when I stopped at my dads house. Pick up some mail. 3 letters from the dmv. 1st says my license is going to expire soon and to renew, yea no problem I renew when it expires. 2nd says that the dmv was notified that I had cancelled my policy. and that insurance companies can report that. But are not obligated when new policy is made registration will suspended in 30 days, unless you fax or mail in a copy of your new policy, Okay I have that as well.
3rd letter. FINAL NOTICE OF SUSPENSION.
10 days send proof of insurance or Send in your plates OR pay a $500 fee and $75 renewel fee after it has been suspended. Look at the date on the letter, its the day after the dead line.

>>738097102
We're here for you brother, it always gets better man, that's all I can say. I'm the most antisocial piece of shit the world has ever seen, I get scared in my apartment complex when I take the fucking garbage out and try to avoid people, it's sad. But all I can do is try to keep my head up and hope for the nest in the future, as someone who's dealt with addiction don't worry about the girl you lost. If she really loved you she would have been really supportive and helped you get rehabilitated.

>>738097102

I had never had any experiences with women let alone dated anyone until I met the love of my life. We loved each other and it was the peak of my life nothing compared to it. She left because of my other love for xanax and I can't even remember what happened.

>>738096687
Thank you for the kind words anon, I have tried a few times now over the last few days but I end up just laying in bed for a few hours thinking. If it keeps up I will go to a doctor though to get something stronger to help with sleep.

>>738097102
Oh and not to mention I probably just lost a job that could easily pay for a single apartment because of that very same mindless insanity
I'm so fucked man and there's nobody to help

My aunt's liver cancer came back today and now she only has less than 6 months to live. I am not sad that she has less than a year to live, more or less because she had to endure so much pain for over a year just to lead to her death.

>>738097365
If I'm stopped my car will be fucking towed or they can take the plate and suspend my license leaving me even more fucked.
I need my car to make a living.
So now I have to come up with $575.
And I'm gonna have to do it.
If I loose my car or my the ability to drive I may as well end it.
That's like the one last thing I love doing.

>>738097533
Nah man, it's genuinely getting worse, my brain is overheated, thoughts and body impulses are completely scrambled, memories are burning and uncomfortable, whether positive or negative, people don't seem real, fuck I don't seem real, I'm constantly plagued by the most excruciating cutdownd that I never build a tolerance for, I can't even talk to people without my brain tweezimg
Did I say I can't sleep either?
Yeah there's that too
This is fucked man, and I can't even fantasize about suicude anymore
Trust me when I say there is no possible way to rectify my life at this point, I may actually contemplate jumping tonight
Nah, I pushed her away hard fucking core because I'm a horrible, unlovable twat who completely lacks genome human decency

>>738097567
This was by far the best and worst experience of my life and I feel like a shittier petson for it now

>>738086512
Mike looks like a cool guy to me

>>738098120

The xan and drinking just gets me through the days this entire year has been a fog

>>738098120
Everyone does some dumb shit in there life man, everyone regardless of what people say. Are you still using? I've personally never used Xanax but I used to fuck with Morphine which is probably worse. Did tyou quit using? Is that why you're feeling this way? Or is it just because she left?

>>738098120
Hello Anon, I too pushed away someone I cared about because I was going through some problems. I am >>738092389. I was complacent and not attentive enough before what happened in my post, while I don't suffer addiction issues I do suffer severe psychological issues.

Suicide will just hurt her, I really want to kill myself too right now as I feel my life is over as well. But I am holding off on the miracle chance the person of my dreams comes back to me or wants to talk again. You should hold out for your dream person too.

>>738086083
I wonder how happy they are after another 5 years? I wish i found a lady like that...

I've been depressed my whole life. Lately it's been so fucking bad I can't even stand myself. On Sunday I blocked all my closest friends on FB messenger (the most common form of communication that we all use) so they wouldn't have to deal with me. Or maybe I was just hoping someone would ask me if I was okay. But apparently they don't care too much because I haven't gotten a text, call, knock on the door, anything. I'm probably gonna put a round into my head later this week.

>>738098411
I have nothing to get me through the day anymore

>>738098460
Yeah, I actually blew 200 today on cheap shit because my dealer didn't have heroin or meth
That was all I had to work for the rest of the week because I can't even pick up the phone without my skull pressurizing
Partially because she left, but what came in its wake is something I'll always be too weak to cope with

>>738098571
It will hurt her a lot and that's what keeps me from it but ultimately I know she'll get over it
That's not what keeps me from jumping, what keeps me from jumping is the actual sight of hell, just a series of vicious, redhot tendrils wriggling through every nerve in my brain and body
I'm more scared that I will end up in a worse state than I was before I jumped

>>738094869
lol, after I told his girl all the lies he told, he called me trying to sort it out, but I can't trust him tbh. He lied about things that didn't matter often, and so it was just too much for him to make up in a five-minute phone call or whatever.

He and I don't talk any more; he wasn't a very good friend, just a lively one.

The girl, probably not. I love her, but we're so far off each other's radars, by now. There's just no real point.

You and I, on the other hand...

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>>738085707
>>She never gonna even know you exist
I guess she'd be better off like this.

I'm pretty sure this girl I've been taking it slow with is just using me and isn't being truthful. Might of even stole from me. I felt a strong connection towards her, but now I think she's just being sneaky. Idk wtf to do. Why can't girls tell the truth?

>>738085707
My bf used to love me like this. Then he just stopped and I broke it off but only because he didn't love me anymore. Sometimes I think I'm better off without him but god I really miss falling asleep in his arms

>>738099368
He probably misses it too

>>738099368
once dated a girl who was convinced I'd stopped loving her like that, because I'd fallen in love with her and realized we weren't compatible at the same time

>>738099156
When I had a break down I said a few times I was going to do it, I think deep down that scared them and made me think I was a bad person. I was just calling out for some help. She'll miss you anon. As for hell? Well I believe I am already in it right now.

>>738099195
>You and I, on the other hand...
?

>>738090992
I miss my ex too. I suffer from depression also, really sucks. I'm so sorry that you're feeling this way. Someone WILL care if you kill your self. I'll care.

>>738099751
them think I was a bad manipulative person*

>>738099284
Should I just say fuck it and give up on her? If she wants me she'll let me know I guess.

Hamburger fem from before...
I just broke down in tears.. I think it's over..7 years down the shitter. I tried to call him, his phone was still on and he made some stranger answer
>ringing
>*laughter and muffled talking*
>me: anon?? Anon are you gonna come home? Do I need to come get you?
>stranger: oh yeah right, look he's drunk right now, he says to chill the fuck out
>*I havmt called fiance since he called me a bitch*
>me: look, can I talk to him? I don't know who you are but I called to talk to him.
>*oooooing from maybe two people in the background like it's fucking Jerry springer*
>fiance yelling in the background "I DON'T NEED NO FUCKIN RIDE TO WORK TOMARROW GO CRY TO YOUR DUCKING DAD, DON'T FUCKING CALL ME AGAIN TONIGHT"
>I stutter and they howl with laughter and hang up
>lay on the kitchen floor and cry really fucking hard
>we always carpool to work....
>I didn't recognize any of the voices on the phone, I don't know who answered it..

It's over, he sounds like he's just not gonna come home...
I started to pack his stuff out of anger, and o couldn't do it... I just started sobbing into his shirt...
I don't know what to do... I feel like I'm being ripped apart... like Somone pulling my ribcage open and squeezing my lungs...
I don't want to be here anymore...

>>738089585
Thanks for the laugh

>>738099751
Nobody can help me and I can't help myself or others, I try but I'm just too far back and I'll never get through it
I do too, but this is a much more definitive Hell, fuck it though, I hope this bridge is tall enough

im one of the younger members of /b/... but I've been here long enough so don't come and be jackasses.

My family doesn't have money. I've known this for awhile now, and I have passed it off as nothing was wrong. We have had a lot of trouble in the past, and its getting worse. both my parents do not have college degrees, and even though they both work 3 jobs each which still makes earning money for me and my two younger sisters very hard. Thus, it causes me to work extra hours at my job and give all the money I earn towards my family's debt, sell some of my personal possessions, my xbox one.. You get the point. It's put a large amount of stress on me, paying some
of the bills, taking care of my younger sisters because my parents are never around, and all my schoolwork on top of that. Recently, my mom totalled her car really bad, and i'm afraid I am going to have to sell my gaming rig, thus cutting off most if not all my free time.

Maybe it will get better. I hope it will. Yet, there is a chance that it might not. For as long as I can remember, my family has paid huge amounts of money for me to get an education, and I have misused that ability by fucking around and not doing well. Maybe this is a good thing, no distractions. I go to a private high school, and I have been accepted into a very good community college up where I live. Even with financial aid, it is still a lot of money, throwing my family into deeper debts

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>>738089348

>>738099368
My ex did that to me, though her excuse was "falling out of love" found out she was dating someone else

>>738099936
He's right. You should call your dad and tell him what's going on. Tell anyone, tell your friends, your family, somebody with a physical presence in your life.

I'm sorry I couldn't be more help, but I know that you will endure this and come out on top.

>>738099521
I wish. He blocked me on everything, I just have his number now but it's too painful to text him. I loved him so much

>>738099541
My bf and I weren't completely compatible either. I wanted a future that he didn't but god I loved him so much and I was ready to change my whole life for him. I'm sorry it happened to you dude. I wish you the best

>>738098031
Ask your dad for a loan, or get a loan from a bank, or ask some friends for a loan, or ask the manager at the pizzeria and explain the situation to him. You can do this, Anon, you may have to swallow your pride, but sacrifices must be made to get what you want.

Things will get better, your days will improve. Start saving up, if you can, so that things like this won't hit you as hard anymore.

Godspeed Anon.

>>738100320
Ugh I'm sorry. Cheating is the absolute worst. You deserve better, I promise you that.

>>738100357
That's horrible, I wish I were the old me so I'd be in a better position to help

How many people in your life have never did you wrong? How did you find them?

>>738100189
You need sharpening you blunt faggot

Last post on 4chan y'all, somebody give me that little extra push

>>738100330
Thank you so much, I'm crying all over again...
I feel like maybe he's just been wanting to get away...and I don't know what I've done to make him treat me like this so suddenly...
I cook, I clean, I give him money when he asks and I've always had his back...i thought we were a team.. I thought I was being a good fiance, showing I will be a good wife..but maybe Somone else will figure that out someday...idk, maybe I fucking suck.
Thank you, I'm gonna try my best...i don't know how to live alone, but..i guess I'll figure it out as I go...

>>738100934
I love you, and I send you all my best. You're a good person, and you'll get the good you've put out back one day. Just hang in there.

>>738100954
You were. He was just blind. I say good riddance.

>>738101036
I wish my brain weren't rigged to the point of being paranoid about the identity of a stranger, but thank you, I really meant I needed a push to overtake the survival impulse
I don't know if 500 ft into a river is insta-kill

>>738100046
Good for you, many others in your age and situation would simply refuse to play a part in their family. You embody an old world spirit, you are a person that can bear responsibilities and keep on going, while still being considerate of those you burden. I salute you.

Your family has invested a lot into your education and future. They are banking on you, and you already understand that you must live up to their expectations in order to keep your family alive. Do well in school and get a good job, don't worry about debt just yet.

Get a scholarship. Write about your situation, your family's suffering, your sacrifices, all that you're doing for your family, and I guarantee you that you will tug enough heartstrings to ensure that your family doesn't drown in debt.

Things will get better, but only if you do something, and I know you care enough to act. Good luck, Anon.

>>738099936
I'm really sorry. It sounds like it will be good riddance for you though. Once people become comfortable with you and stop caring, they'll treat you like shit. It's hard to find people in a relationship that will act the same way when you're a year in like they did the first week you met them. Just leave him, it'll be really good for you.

>>738100954
A wonderful lady wasted because a man can't appreciate what he has...

>>738088321
Once but that was 3 years or more ago and it's been hard try again

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>>738086709
>Those bones

>>738100954
There's plenty of resources online on living alone. Do research on budgeting, cooking, cleaning, paying bills, etc. If the situation calls for it, you can move back into your parent's house.

Never let the despair get you to, if you find yourself thinking about him, distract yourself by talking to someone, or doing something productive and mind numbing like cleaning. Don't linger on him.

Don't worry about him ever again. His actions show that he never considered you his equal and never will. Don't show the slightest shred of human decency to this man. Make it so that, in your mind, he is dead to you.

Good luck, Anon.

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>>738084365
>she she was gonna be dead by the end
I hope they are still happy

>>738099751
maybe there's a point

>>738088321
(((love))) is a lie

>>738090438
What cha been up to lately anon?

>>738101269
You know, /b/ always got a bad rap. People talk about how apparently evil and depraved it is. I don't know what drew me to this board about 10 years ago, but (and I don't want to sound cheesy) it's become a place I turn too. Yes, I see stuff that I know deep down I shouldn't be laughing at, or participate in a raid that I know is uncalled for, but it's people like you, anon who allow me to swallow my conscience and come here and be myself, without having to live up to any standard. I will take your advice to heart. I forever thank you.

>>738099936
Stay strong

You're a self-righteous cuck in the light, that's all I keep hearing, every second of every day
I swear to fuck this needs to stop

>>738100504
it happens, man; the important thing is to do something that you think is super fucking interesting. Keep doing things to make yourself become something you want to be; those people who seem not to care about you oftentimes do want to see you happy, but don't see you happy with them.

With that particular ex, I realized she and I weren't a proper mix, and I didn't know how to explain any of my thoughts at the time. It's still hard for me to do properly, but that's beside the point. My actions said something about what I didn't know how to say, and she perceived it in her own ways, but it was very much a "you must live in an environment where we are the entire focus of each other's attention all the time or we are never speaking again" sort of situation, which left me in a predicament, because I tend to like some level of gray area.

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>>738081901
something i did this afternoon

>>738088321
Yeah i thought i was but the dude next to me is right, love is a lie

>>738099936
The proper thing to do here is pull out. Don't talk to him ever again. Some people need a kick in the pants like this, sometimes; he has no intent to respect the situation, so he is given the respect of a clean and complete ending of the relationship.

If you have any particularly expensive gifts he's given you, maybe consider giving them back (if they're, like, family heirlooms or whatever, for instance), and just either leave if he's on the lease, or change the locks or move soon or both if you're on it.

>>738102085
I might be reading what you are saying wrong, but I am not the fem anon who also had a cheating partner. I am a dude.

>>738100934
>>738101228
Too much at one time can push a person to the edge.
https://www.liveleak.com/view?i=649_1491999301
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=85BKDj_1vVU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Vofnvv24wM

>>738102579
Who is this cuck you are mad at?

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i always get this weird, sad sort of feeling when feels threads 404.

>>738102592
Yeah. I'm doing pretty well for myself, I travel a lot and I have a year before I graduate college. I just really loved sharing my life with someone, ya know? And yes we were not the perfect match and I keep trying to remind myself that there will be someone better but sometimes I just get wrapped up in missing him so bad I forget all that. How did you get over it? My breakup is still pretty fresh. Sometimes I'm riding high and other times I get really low. Like right now. I appreciate your conversation and advice btw

sleeping is self-righteous cuck shit, smoking is self-righteous cuck shit, music is self-righteous cuck shit
thinking is self-righteous cuck shit
Hahahaha, guess I'm off to a parking lot because memories are only good whenever I'm faced with never making more of them

>>738083809
The day she dies you will find out.

>>738103018
Also I could never give up on them. They are precious to me despite what happened.

>>738103085
Videos are self-righteous cuck shit
I can't pay attention to videos without my perspective skewing anymore
>>738103123
Me

>>738103258
That's actually rough

>>738103255
Fuck off attentionwhore

>>738088321
Yeah...fucking chemicals in the brain.

>>738103654
Bitch I don't know who you are or what you look like but I promise you I am wound tight and edgy enough to fucking kill you without any hesitation
Laugh like I give any kind of fuck please

>>738103161

like everyone is fading away

>>738083475
you teach your son to be a man, you go every Sunday to a hunting trip with him instead of staying home relaxing from that hard job and you pay shit ton of hard earned money to make your son the ultra alpha and he does this. Wyd ?

>>738103181
yeah, you get low sometimes, but being low is a part of being alive.

I take up doing other things to regulate my mood. I exercise and monitor my sleep schedule and drink less soda and eat less sugar and meat to keep myself from slipping too quickly to catch myself.

I lose my temper when I get low, so I try not to dip too low. Losing my temper results in doing more things I regret than I normally would, so I exercise and do hard labor to work off the emotions.

Also, flirting and stuff helps. Personally, I decided to redefine how I do relationships since then, but either way, a bit of flirting and fooling around makes you feel more like a human being again, and arouses the hunger for sex in you so you can remember what it's like to be alive.