How often do you think about suicide?

>>737890506
hi rit-chan

>>737890506
Several times daily

everytime

>>737890506
At least 2 times a day. Every day

A l l T h e T i m e L m a o

>>737890506
more often than not

>>737890506
i'd rather kill myself than commit suicide

every day

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>>737890506
never

>>737891002
yup

1-2 times a week? I still have stuff that I want to do, and the financial means to do it within a few years, figure I might as well stick around.

twice a day on average, id say

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there isn't a day that goes by without me thinking about ending my life

>>737890506
id say about 5 times a week

In all seriousness, a few times a week, but I would never go through with it.

never really willingly. Had issues during a bad point in my life where I had an almost obsessive urge when I saw something my brain connected as an opportunity. felt like my body was drawn to taking the action. Eventually learned that my working myself up during and after was almost MAKING the issue and learned to not make a big deal of the thought, while of course keeping myself on guard and letting a couple people I trusted in to keep me in line until it eventually faded. Can still feel it grab me from time to time, but it's all about knowing you and not feeding the emotion.

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when I think about what is my end goal and why, thoughts like that can make me think like why am I doing this shit if I'm not gonna get anything outa it

>>737890506
er, never. the one time i considered it was when i was on acid and thought my friend had dosed too high and he was like, pretty unresponsive to his name/any sort of personal cues. the thought of telling that fucker's mom, who id known for like 10 years, what happened, nah, id rather have died.

but other than that, never.

suicide? nah. just how I would finally be free if I were dead. there's too much yet to do. things to be seen, laughs to be had, all that.

but when it's finally time? fucking thank you, I need a break. I've been waiting so long

>>737890506
Everytime I'm sad

are any of you actually prepared to take your life? like a noose or a gun

>>737890506

Not at all anymore. You know I use think "Get a life" or "Haha you don't have a life" was a meme, but then I started going outside and doing shit and I don't really feel depressed anymore. Just sitting in a room all day on a computer jerking off all day isn't healthy mentally more than physically in my opinion.

>>737890506
Everyday, I'm not overly emotional or an edgy teen but I look to the future and the end result, I'd like to obtain nembutal and just end it before I turn into a vegetable

>>737890506
Multiple times every day but I haven't done it yet because I'm scared

>>737890506
A couple times a week

every now and then i spend a few minutes remembering the people i've lost, but apart from then never

>>737892269
what are you scared of?

>>737892203
What about people who can't go outside because the almost faint when confronted with strangers?

>>737892465
you are a product of your environment. not the other way around.

>>737892383
Pain. The only relatively painless method is a shotgun but my country's law won't allow me to get one. An exit bag would be too much planning and I'd pussy out I guess.

>>737890506
How often do YOU think about suicide?

>>737890506
Every other hour

Every single day
They can put me on as many pills as they want, won't change a thing

>>737892594
btw I won't jump in front of the train because the train driver might sue my family
>muh trauma
>muh ptsd

>>737890506
Always never unless

>>737892594
why not OD on sleeping pills or Nyquil?

How many of y'all have actually tried or at least started and changed your mind?

I have started but changed my mind at least five times, however I have not slit my wrists or anything like that

>>737892910
There are no prescription ffree pills that would kill me with 100% certainty in my country. Chances are I'd fuck up and become a potato.

>>737893059
Get a razor

>>737893195
not pain free

>>737892465

Well I fixed that (kinda) by forcing myself to talk to people and be chill, just push back the thoughts of being nervous. There'll be negative interactions, but that's just life.

I live in the Bronx and when I was younger I whenever I went outside there would always be a problem, like someone starting a fight with me or being an asshole, so I stopped going outside to play when I was 8 years old back in 2008 when my house got a computer. After that I would never go outside or anything because I would associate it with there will be a problem or I'll get in a fight or something. It's actually recently that I've tried fixing this problem, like last year, and now I'm taking even a bigger step since the pass 2-3 months to just go outside and do stuff.

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Just sorta along for the ride at this point. Though I'd never take suicide off the table entirely if faced with dire situations.

>>737890506
no, I'm happy. are you happy?

>>737890506
Almost daily. Still kicking but it aint easy.

>>737890506
Good life, good job and good friends. Still think about it daily.

>>737893195
Literally one of the worst and painful methods of suicide. Most of the time it doesn' t even work. I need something that ends my life in an instant with without givingn me time to regret my suicide.

>>737893243
If you have the guts to kill yourself why the hell does it matter if it hurts? If you can't find a pain free way to kill yourself use a fucking razor. Pussy

>>737893001
I've tried to end by putting a bag over my head but I fainted and when my head hit the corner of my bed it ripped the bag open allowing me to breath

>>737893622
I'm not that anon but I do agree with even if it will hurt its not going to be for long

>>737893622
wow that's probably the most retarded comment on suicide I've ever read

>>737893243
>you're stuck on this miserable existance your selfish sack of shit parents forced onto you
>and you're given no easy way out
thanks, assholes.

>>737893806
A razor might not even kill you and even if it does it can take hours.

>>737893904
this is 4chan do you really expect anything short of autistic comments

>>737893904
Different anon but why?

>>737890506
its every day bro

>>737890506
Every waking, nonfapping, nonworking moment.

>>737892910 me
>>737892594 not me

>>737893974
Fair enough. A razor is a poor method of killing yourself. But all i'm trying say is if you're gonna do it, it all has the same outcome

Only when I do something so cringey and embarrassing I'm positive there's no way I can ever recover from it. It happens quite often.

I use to daily but then I quite drinking and do I g drugs. now never

>>737894005
Because suicide isn't about having the guts to do it, it's about not having the guts to go on with life. It's supposed to be the easy way out and it must be as easy and painless as possible because people do it to END the pain.

>>737890506
a bit, i got kicked out a while ago so i'm surprised i haven't done it yet

>>737894256
Even when I was trying to find a way to kill myself I didn't care how I did it I just wanted the pain to end. The means don't matter as much as you think. They all have the same outcome. Although what you say is true you also have to have the will go into the unknown. You have no idea where you will go after death. What i'm saying is if you want to kill yourself it doesn't have to be entirely painless. A little a pain is a small price to pay to end a lifetime of it

>>737890621
daily reminder that Ritsu is love

I'm planning on trying it again soon I have most of it ready but I still need to do somethings for when I leave

>>737895157
Why?

>>737895261
I just don't want to continue with my shit of a life

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>>737894159
hanging works fine

>>737895487
to much work to find a place to hang myself

>>737894561
cuz you have will power
fight on, steal and cheat all the way faggot

>>737890506
several times a day

>>737895596
bitch you can't find a tall tree and a good rope?
starve then

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>>737890506

>>737895667
I'm going to electrocute my self so its fast and painless

>>737895410
Trust me as a person who has had many close calls when it cones to suicide. It's not as good as it sounds. You have the power to make your shit life great. It will get better I know you have probably heard that many times but if you go through with it, it will never get better, you'll never get married, have kids, see the world. If you haven't already that is

>>737895794
you'll have a 50/50 chance of living /b/ro
take a shitload of aspirin first as assurance

>>737895487
Good suggestion

Several hours a day. My thoughts and perception can switch 180°, usually when I'm in fuck all mood I'm in fuck my life mood as well

>>737895807
your advice is highly conflicting
would you like to butt-chug a bottle of vinegar?

>>737895879
50/50 wtf where did you get that from I know what I'm doing here

suicide is the last thing I would do

The best part about life is knowing that you have a expiration date. Nothing will be forever and no matter how happy or sad you are death will come for you regardless. Just live your one life the way you want to live it until everything fades to black. Rushing to the black is pointless since that's the only thing awaiting you anyway.

>>737896016
look m8 I can crush a golfball with my inner thighs because I was electrocuted as a baby and it actually super charged my dopamine receptors such that after a workout I gain nearly twice as much muscle mass as the average individual my age.
It's actually terrifying for my family, I am forbidden to use glass kitchen items because I tend to crush them to the point of breaking through sheer forces.
My labor job at the factory is super easy though!

>>737895807
you have no idea what its like to thrown out of your house at the age of 13 and working your way up thinking that everything will be okay but in the back of your mind you know that you are a failure no matter what you do

no often i would only ever even consider it if i get sick and face a slow painful death cause f that who wants to suffer, but besides that i am not a pussy yes depression and all the bs i have gone trough life is what you make of it

>>737896273
you should have been raised in an orphanage and become a NEET at 18 if any of that is true.

>>737896331
shut up faggot, the adults are talking

>>737896270
you were shocked not electrocuted you dumb fuck electrocution is dying of electricity you know like execution

very often

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I make lots of suicide jokes but I only think about doing it every 2-3 days. I usually think about the small amount of people who might get sad if I commit and that kicks me out of the mindset but it doesn't always work.

>>737896273
Don't just fucking assume I don't have struggles too. We all have shit lives. Push through it, that's what I did, it doesn't mean it was easy it doesn't mean it will be easy for you. Get over yourself, deal with the pain and rise above the shit people say about you

>>737896590
Everyone has an easy life except me. You, and others like you, wouldn't last a second in my world little bitch.

I used to think about it 5 times a day on average but now Im to preoccupied with thinking about how to un-do decades of kike brainwashing/propaganda on mainstream society so people will realise we need to exterminate all the shitskins and save the white race

>>737896339
why would I? so I can stay there and do nothing till I was 18 when I got kicked out first thing I did was work

>>737896798
You couldn't be more wrong. Everyone has struggles, it's up to the one who is going through them to do something about it. My parents didn't even want me. And you know what, I didn't fucking kill myself l, I didn't bitch about my life on 4chan. Get. Over. It. Bitch

>>737890506
Everytime I get on /b/, hoping some oldfags are on making and contributing to decent threads, only to see the same fucking newfag bullshit, again.

every day

>>737897189
why the fuck do you even care about if I want to kill myself? this world would have one less piece of shit on it

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>oh em gee, u gais are such newfags
>I em le oldfag
>haha, I have been on this Peruvian breakdancing forum longer than you have
>Im totally not some faggot who came here within the last 5 years and is trying to overcompensate
>am....am I cool yet?

>>737890506
once a week

>>737897638
wtf this isn't even used to cut people's heads off it's a way to publicly humiliate them

>>737897483
Because I care about life. Don't throw away the greatest thing any human can have. If you kill yourself you WILL be the piece of shit you think you are, because you would have just gone along with what everyone else thinks about you. You wouldn't have left your mark on the world. After a while it would be as though you never existed. Be great and let the world know you aren't a piece of shit

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>>737897784
>thinks he will change the world
> thinks I give a fuck what people think of me
.

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Everytime I'm not working or keeping myself busy with something.

>>737896798
If I were in your world, I'd still be a fucking king. I. Am. That. Fucking. Good. You are a pussy and deserve the shit life you have.

>>737898092
You think I'm retarded for trying to save someone's life... Cool

>>737893371
>when I was 8 years old back in 2008
Underage b&

>>737895598
uh thanks, don't think it'll last

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Be me
21
Had alcohol withdrawls that i didnt think i was going to have from a year of drinking 4 months ago that almost killed me (DT's and a seizure)
Ended up having hypoglycemia after the WD's (insulin shock)
Cant smoke cannabis, drink, take most pills (not a pill guy anyways), or consume carbs and sugers.
I work a 8-5 job i fucking hate but cant afford to quit
Everyday i feel rapid dehydration, increased heart rate, throbbing (<Literally) headaches, numbness throughout my body, warming throughout my body, physical pain from low blood suger that feels terrible, prefuse sweating, and fatigue
At night, i go too sleep felling everything listed above, but somtimes when im near falling asleep my thoughts get distorted from high pitched noises to random spurts of yelling in a angry manor (not sure wtf thats about but its true)
I can only eat high fat and protein diets with lots of green and i can only drink water. Can't have a soda, ice cream on a hot day, eat pizza, potatoes, pasta, or bread dor that matter. or smoke a bowl after a long day of working in 100+° weather, and i grow!

Everyday i think about killing myself. The only thing that keeps me from blowing my brains out is the fact it may get better in a year or 2

>>737890506
All the time. I feel like I'm really fucking dumb all the time. Whenever anyone or anything tells me I'm smart, I feel like I'm either disappointing their expectations or wasting my gifts

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Never..

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>>737890506
Does wanting certain other people to kill themselves count?

>>737890506
Every day. And it may be sad to say but to me, it's like a calm to me to know that when everything truly goes to shit, (Like it will soon for me) I can retreat to suicide. I don't believe in an afterlife or anything but if there is such thing as a paradise i hope i get to fuck Ritsu at least and live out my fantasies.

Because, i mean, what if the afterlife is just like this life. You start of as a kid, you go to school, you graduate, you start your adulthood, work, get in debts, work, pay taxes, work, try to survive till you're an old fart who gets like 2 bucks in pension, work, DIE! If this is how i'm cursed to live and re-live... then this is truly hell and i'm already dead.

>>737898498
Dude, sounds like hitting rock bottom has really forced you to turn your life around in a lot of ways. One that lifestyle becomes a habit, you'll start to not notice the negatives and focus on the positives

>>737898347
just like you I thought maybe one day I would change someone's mind and save their life but I later realized that its not worth living this life when we all die regardless in the end no matter who you are death will always come

>>737890506
At least once a day in heavy depression periods, otherwise once a week

>>737898738
You will die yes. But you don't have to make your life amount to nothing

Two times a day. Min,

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>>737898894
You're being really nice

>>737890506
Haven't for over 7 years

>>737898894
life itself is meaning less there is no heaven, no hell or a afterlife 3 years after your death only a few people will remember you then after that nobody will remember them and so on and so forth

If I swallow Americium-241, will it kill me, /b/?

>>737898737
I wouldn't say i ever hit rock bottom. When i quit, i quit on my own two feet and i didn't think i was going to have withdrawls, and i was only drinking out of the fact i work hard and had lots of money and nothing to spend it on (i have everything i want outside a better house). Alcohol is one fucked up substance that really did me in bad.

>>737899150
no do it

>>737899100
It's only meaningless if you make it so. George Washington is name that will never be forgotten, because he made something out of his name. His life has meaning because he gave it meaning

>>737899016
I honestly try really hard

>>737899100
>there is no heaven, no hell or a afterlife
I know you're ((((edgy)))) but you don't know that..
Even intelligent people admit that they don't know things.
BTW your pity party is cringy af, KYS.

look at this bitch get rekt from this bridge...
https://youtu.be/mTcUzv_Iraw

>>737890506
like 2 time a day.
try to supress these idea.

>>737892910
>This
I got my fatal dose set aside. It's freeing to know I can end it any night.
Feelgoodman.jpg

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>>737899651
>thinking that will kill you

>>737899366
how often do you think of George Washington and what he did? what like 5 times a year tops? Nicola tesla pioneered the idea of AC but you never really think about him ive thought you use AC every single day

>>737890506
if I lost my daughter to my ex
probably every minute

>>737899232
You are dumb

>>737899747
It doesn't really matter how often people thinkle of what you did. Without Tesla you would not have AC and that would suck. That's what matters what you do and how it will effect the future

>>737899511
wtf now its cringy that I'm a atheist also I hated growing up as a kid and having my moms beliefs shoved down my throat and being told you do this your going to hell that why I was kicked out because I didn't believe in a god

>>737899820
going to refer you to this comment >>737893997

Hourly at least my life is in shambles as of a month ago.

>>737900067
I said your pity party is cringy. Are you dyslexic? Learn to read or I'll shove something else down your throat ;) dudemanbro

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>>737890506

everytime I go over a certain bridge, which is once a week on fridays/saturday after I've spend some time with my co-workers who have become my friends eventhough we have nothing in common.

So, we spend some time together after work-hours and watch some movies in the show-room normaly used for presentations for costumers. Its always the same shit, I get drunk as fuck and barely remember what happened except for the moment where I go over the bridge, its like my mind becomes empty, everything goes silent around me, only one thought barely noticeable yet repeatadly crosses my mind, "why do I even bother with this?.."

And then I feel the urge to jump, not a thought, just a feeling that moves my body towards the railings, a feeling of anxiousness, yet expectation for a moment of relief after its done.

i was trying to not think about suicide today. i think about it every day but never really
contemplate

>>737900278
I meant edgy and like I need pity from fags like you

>>737890506
Probably as much as weekly but the thought is more oriented towards no longer "doing"

"Doing" has essentially lead me nowhere.
My reward is poverty and cultural genocide

Whenever I go on normiegram for a fap and accidently come across a meme

>>737900546
I tried. I'm sorry but I'm done with you. Do what you want. It's almost 4 A.M. so I'm leaving

>>737900314
It's funny how kids can't handle their drinks

>>737900546
Then wut r u doin?

>>737900748
that's all i ever wanted to be able to do what i want

>>737890506
Everyday

Think about it everyday minimum. Sometimes multiple times. And it's not like I'm some kid who didn't get the console he wanted for Christmas last year. Be 18. Step mom kicked me out for literally no reason. Shit job. Only one person that I can truly say he's a friend. Was supposed to go to college but that went out the fucking window. I live in a small town and there's nothing big around. So my best choice for a "better" job is Walmart. I had tried to commit many many time in the past but either failed or didn't go through with it.

>>737900814
I was on /b/ and saw this thread was planning on killing myself then anon really started to get on my nerve

>>737890506
3-5 times a day
i'm too much of a pussy to go and do it
i'm sure one day though i'm gonna do it

>>737890945
how funny and original

>>737895794
it's painful believe me

>>737901796
no its not going to i know what I'm doing I'm not just stick a fork in a socket and hope i will die

>>737890506
At least 2 times a week
And I thought I am a stranger because this is too often. Looks like I am a stranger because too less?

>>737902031
Nah you're just more busy with life

>>737890506
like, twice an hour

>>737890506
When im not watching anime, such as k-on

>>737890506

considering my miserable life, not often enough it might pop in my head every week or so

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It's everyday bro

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Do you guys think it would be better to get alcohol poisoning while your tolerance is high ? or should i wait until it's gone down some?

>>737903484
That isn't a fun way to die.

>>737890506
once every few days though I realise I have something to live for, I still feel unhappy internally

>>737903590
thats unfortunate, it seemed like a good one.

Fairly often. I wouldn't, but life can be pretty fucking bleak hey

>>737890506
Every day, the moment I wake up. Then I talk myself (affirmations and stuff) into not being so blue, putting on my happy face. I do it until my mood elevates and I'm happy and "normal" by the time I get to work. I do my best to keep happy, even being the clown at work when I can. Since I know how God awful life is, my jokes and observations I do with a smile are comic gold. Happy mojo wears off before my shift is over, so I fake it hard, so hard, before I go home. I go home, drink myself stupid. Less thoughts mean easier to fight off wave of soul-crushing depressing reality. Do computer stuff while drinking myself into a coma. Pass out. Wash, rinse, repeat. Spite is my biggest motivater. If I do myself in, the people and events that depress/ anger me WIN. I will not allow that. Laughing at the shit, finding a way to do it, means I WIN!

>>737900275
At least once a thread

>>737890506
Normally in the morning when I wake up and then again at night before going to sleep. Sometimes I can't get to sleep and that's the worst. I have to drown out those thoughts with some music, though it rarely helps as I end up listening to some really melancholy stuff.

Can't never wake up if you can't even get to sleep. This is hell.

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gee what a bunch of losers

>>737890506
roll

Dozens of times a day.

>>737890506
Most hours of the day.

>>737894795
/thread

>>737898560
>cause school
Grammatical error aside, it's time for you to take your underageb& ass and leave.

Every fucking day...

>>737901036
Smoke weed and go hiking

Never as in considering it, but I think it's nice knowing that I have the possibility. It's like a safety net, if things get too bad, like if WW3 breaks out or whatever, I don't have to endure it any longer than I want to.