What was a defining moment or life changing event in your life?

>>737676955
And you have dandruff too.

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Awesome scar! glad to hear your doing good after your surgery /b/ro

>>737676955
That's incredible OP.
why couldn't you attend school before?
How severe was your epilepsy?

That's a badass scar my guy. I don't think I've had my defining moment yet, hoping it comes soon.

>>737676955
Congratulations OP.
A defining moment?
Probably when I realized I don't need to work hard since I won't accomplish much above mediocrity. From then on I decided to just go with the flow

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>>737676955
>brain surgery

Congratulations on becoming a meme

>>737676955
With a scar like that you really only have one option, op. Super villain

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>>737676955

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I was a piece of shit junkie my whole adult life got arrested at 24 for pocs 143 grams of meth. Im still on probation did a year in prison. I hate that it came to such an extreme event but right now im the happiest I've ever been in my life despite the fact i don't have shit to show for it. I'm at peace with myself and that's the greatest thing I've ever had.
Congrats op i plan on attending school soon as well in the mortuary sciences

>>737676955
grats bud!! I haven't had one :( I need one

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>>737676955
>>737678504

Congratulations, now you're a gotham villain

it was hanging myself in a shower and spending 2 weeks in a psychiatric ward. Made me realize what was and wasn't important in life

>>737676955
How did that heal up? Got any recent pictures?

>>737678252
Same lol. I make enough to pay bills, that's all I ask for. Don't give a shit about being successful

>>737676955
When my best friend at the time shot me.
I thought we were cool, but turns out he was a psychopath.
I almost died, he's in jail for attempted murder.
There was no drugs involved - he did it to see what it was like to kill someone.
I don't trust anyone now, am completely self sufficient, and if push comes to shove - I will kill someone before I end up a victim again.

>>737679224
Where did he shoot you? Got any scar pics?

>>737678504
kek holy shit, well done m8

>>737679301
Neck.
No pics - I don't like being seen.
The scars are mostly faded now thanks to the great surgeon I had, and it's been almost 15 years, but I still do not let people, anyone, close enough to get a chance to notice them.
Doc said if it had been millimeters different, I would have been dead or a permanent quadraplegic and likely died young anyway. As it is, just got a dead spot in my neck where I have permanent nerve damage from it.

>>737676955


When my wife left me, divorced now.

I havent had a date in almost 8 years, same with sex.
Figured out that even being successful in a career, making 125k a year and already a million because of my investments....doesn't mean shit.
You can be the nicest guy in the work and bend over backwards, sacrificing in life, and your life will still suck.
We are all meat puppets and soon to be compost.
Women are all fucking brain damaged.
What matters most to me these days. Left being the fuck alone.
Would I like to have friends....sure. but in the end, have never found one that could pony up and have my back.
Then the is the emptyness of death. Life after death...please. not going to happen. Everything is going to fade to black then thats it. At least you wont be conscience of it.

face it. there is no meaning to any of this and a life changing event is pure bull shit.
Wish I had an epilepsy gif for you all to seize on.

>>737679835
Jeez, congrats on surviving. Neck shots are not something you take lightly. I hope your mental trauma heals as well as your scars did

>>737680017
You can always try killing yourself.

>>737680017
Thia Fedora is so sharp

>>737676955
Congrats /b/ro best of luck

For me it was crashing my sportscar into some trees at 70mph. I learned for the first time that I'm mortal and not invincible. Amazingly walked away with nothing but lingering whiplash and really awful muscle knots but I never really realized that it's incredibly easy to die. Ever since then I'm always on the cautious side and try to take better care of my body when I get injured.

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>>737676955
It almost looks like the hammer and sickle

>>737676955
Falling in love
Finding my neighbors corpse
Having an attempted break in
My gf of over five years dumping me through a text.
Now i am a husk who only cares about being in shape for violence and money.

>>737676955
My life-changing moment was the sudden FBI and county police raid that led to my conviction on child porn and child sex charges that required me to register as a sex offender for life.

>>737680396
Post proof? How long were you in jail? Are you in violation of your parole by being here with us right now?

>>737676955
when i touch my wee wee and the milk come out

>>737680396
did your life actually end? what's it like to be a sex offender in the real world?

>>737680017
Husk here. Why dont you use the money to get sex and or drugs? Those are both fun. I agree women are all stupid dogs. Also i have many good friends and those are all that keep me going other than xanax. I also am not poor or fat.

Hi Chris!!!!!!!!!!! :D

overdosed on heroin and was brought back from The Void just as I was on the brink of blinking out.

>>737680551
Got 360 days suspended sentence so no jail, and 2 years summary probation, but I come up on all google searches as a sex offender

>>737680693
My life ends every time I either tell them of my conviction on my application and they don't hire me, or I don't tell them and they find out after a quick google search and fire me 3 days later.

>>737676955
My boyfriend died in my arms.

>>737680853
Who is chris? Husk here, not named chris.

>What was a defining moment or life changing event in your life?

When I found out the truth about extraterrestrial activity.

>>737676955
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>>737676955
HI CHRIS!!!!!!!!1!!

>>737680987
How did he die? Are you fem? Did you ever cheat on him or use him?

>>737680933
Fuck i got 1 year suspended sentence and 5 years probation for a couple pills.
Meanwhile a literal pedo gets less probation than me.

The time i shot myself in the mouth.

I was stupid and thought it would be funny to scare the shit out of someone on omegle. So i got on omegle video, put a 20g shell in my 12g shotgun and pulled the trigger. Didnt think it would go off but i was wrong. Fortunately it only split my tongue in half. The doctors at the hospital sewed it back up and it healed up completely. I occasionally flash back. I think i have ptsd over it.

>>737681111
Checked.

We got hit by a drunk driver running a red light. Yes, I'm a grill. No, I never cheated. He was everything to me, I had a duty to be faithful.

>>737681218
I'll happily trade your 5 years probation for my having to be a registered sex offender for LIFE.

>>737681537
Do you think you'll kill yourself?

>>737676955
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>>737676955
CHRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CCCCCCRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


CHRIS! :D

>>737676955
CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!CHRIS!

>>737681537
how long ago was your conviction?
>>737681657
I would also like to know this, tempting without even being on a list

>>737681537
I mean okay, Im still a felon and pretty much the exact same shit happens when i apply for jobs or try to get my own apartment. Felons are the only people it's okay to discriminate against. If I'm honest, they never call back. If I withhold the information they find out later and still dont hire me, same as you.

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>>737679102
so, good for you i guess

>>737676955
Riddle me this...

>>737681657
>>737681833
Happened 20 years ago, no probably won't kill myself, just resigned to living in cheap 1 BR apartments, working as a short order cook for minimum wage in diners despite my Ivy League college degree, bouncing around from place to place as the idiot owners find out about me and I have to move on.

>>737676955
Will you still thrash around on the floor for fun?

>>737682219
Kek

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>>737682181
thanks for answering

>>737681951
You just gotta keep looking for places where the hiring guy or owner also has a record so doesn't care, like in some restaurants, tire shops, oil change etc

>>737682181
Also RSO here
what is your tier level anon.
what is your degree in?

30 years ago I turned myself in. been on the list ever since. I am a programmer, most places dont run bg checks. when they do they are worried about law suits so never fire. But then I am a decent person other than that.

>>737681481
I'm sorry to hear that. I wish my ex had been more like you and i could have died in her arms. We had sex every night, even the night before she dumped me. She basically used me as i fell into a depression over corpse finding and some asshole trying to break into our place. She didnt try to push me to get better. She would just come home to fuck me, have me prepare food for her and take care of her. She wouldn't have left me if i got help sooner or if she knew how much my real net worth is. I feel so empty most of the time . I will never trust a woman again. She basically became crazy after she got a birth control thing put into her arm and started taking different antidepressants every month. I now cruise around hoping somebody will kill me. I have too much to live for, but honestly wealth doesnt mean much to me now that my heart is fucked. How long were you together?

>>737682556
On the positive side, I now know how to cook pretty good meals instead of just microwaving frozen shit.

>>737680933
why arent you going to europe though?

judicial system there is a lot more about correction and less about public shaming and retribution.

>>737680017
>>>/r9k/

>>737678924

This type of things are extremely rare to find in this shithole, so I am happy to read it. Don't give up, m8. I hope you have a wonderful life on this earth.

Anybody want OP's personal info?

>>737682181
Was it only CP or did you abused somebody ?
Gonna kill yourself ?

>>737683430
OP is just a dood making an interesting thread - rare on this board now, why the fuck would you even suggest doing anything to cause damage to him

>>737682814
I'm tier II in my current state (25 years registration) but where I was convicted (California) all tiers are lifetime registration, and a lot of states say if you're required to register in your state of conviction, you're required to register here. I can move to Maine or somewhere (only 10 years required for everybody there) and get off the registry, but I'm still on google, and there are no jobs in Maine really.

My degree's in computer science, was doing a code review in the boardroom showing my powerpoint when cops showed up and literally handcuffed me in front of everyone and took me out for failure to register (didn't think I had to in that state). Since then it's been working the kitchen pretty much, only job that hires you on the spot without bg checks.

I don't know any IT company that doesn't do a check before they hire you. Where do you work?

When I was a kid I discovered that my dad cheated on my mom and at the age of 10 it was really sad and because of that I find really difficult to trust anybody. Anyways, I am 24 now and I understand how shitty adults are.

>>737683430
No. Go fuck yourself you piece of human garbage.

>>737683433
It was both CP and a consenting relationship with a very mature but underage minor (at least as much as a homosexual 11 year old boy can consent, and he did turn out homosexual now as an adult).

>>737683728
>>737682814
Do you guys drink heavily? I feel like I would need to.

>>737683952
Kys

>>737683728
Little places. I worded for a small publishing company. They needed a coldfusion programmer and I was one. With that I could look for a better paying place. I have never filled out an application since 1995.

Also convicted in CA 1988. I would suggest moving to washington state.

>>737681457
sorry m8, that's the dumbest thing in the thread

>>737681457
lol how fucking stupid are you? why would you think it wouldn't go off? the primer is still in the center of the barrel you moron

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nice crest

>>737684026
I'm >>737683728
and yes, I do drink heavily.

>>737684026
Do drink but not like you mean.

>>737683728
Also consider taking online jobs. I have made thousands off of craigs list adds for "programmers"

You are not going to beat most of the overseas coders, but there are people that want americans.

>>737684571
That would be a wicked scar tattoo, and worry free because it'd just get covered by hair.

>>737684589
Not saying you should kill yourself, but what stops you? Do you have friends and family still?

>>737684589
If you asked me normally I'd say I have no pity for sex offenders but occasionally I'll see one of you on here describing your life like this and my heart honestly goes out to you. It doesn't seem right.

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>>737676955

Glad to hear son, those surgeons sure are butchers when it comes to closing up.. But your hair will fix that anyway right.

Listen, a girlfriend got it since a few years and I was with her when she had a tonic clonic seizure recently which lasted almost 5 minutes and that shit was terrifying.. She's also been considering surgery but it's a heavy decision, risks etc. On top of the ( not working ) medication she's been self medicating with cannabis oil/tinctures. but without legit product or knowledge and a medicinal system were cannabis isn't approved medically it's hard.

So what kind of epilepsy did you have, what sort of fits and any side effects from surgery ?
Like brain functionallity/ memory damage or the likes ?

Hope you'll be a good OP and reply to this.

Also 3 years ago I was testing fate or whatever I was waisted (inb4 rtard, we all have questions and experiences) and crashed into a traffic sign with my motorcycle. Fucked up my whole right side from foot to arm but recovered like 98%. Mfw didn't even see a doctor.

>>737684487
Washington state though requires 15 years living in the state, if you're required to register in state of conviction, before petitioning the court to not have to register anymore. Maine just says 10 years after conviction for everybody, period. It would be nice if there was a thriving IT community in Maine.

>>737684967
Simple pleasures stop me... video games, favorite TV shows, booze, always something to look forward to in the day when I wake up.

>>737685467
My current employer lets me work from home. AWS is accessible from everywhere.
If it wasnt so cold there I might consider moving.

>>737685012
Thanks anon. None of us chose to have this sexuality.

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When I was diagnosed with cancer the week of my 16th birthday. All in all, it wasn't that bad, or at least I say it wasn't, just had 6 months of chemo and now Ii'm "fine". Been clean two years now and I struggle with depression quite a bit, also an MtF tranny, so.

I thought I was finally done with my depression but just the past couple days I've been oddly bothered by speaking. It's to the point where I don't want to speak but I'll use a notepad or my phone to communicate, I honestly right now wish I just got some injury that rendered me mute. I know it's fucked up but I can't get that thought of my head.

>>737685639
What is wrong with me then? I'm sure i have better access to all that plus i have friends, family and a wealthy future with no record. I barely want to live. Have you ever been in love?

>>737676955

it was the time I fucked your mom while you were getting brain surgery

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>>737686461
get the fuck out you fag

>>737686405
What do you plan on doing with your life? Like as a career?

>>737685467
You still here?

>>737686405
Show boipucci?

>>737685877
Vermont's another one with short registration requirements. Vermont and Maine are cold and snowy in winter, but you learn to stay inside. Spring-summer-fall have great weather with no humidity. If you can work remotely, there's no better place to be.

>>737687009
Thanks anon.

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>>737686833
Honestly not too sure, from the chemo and stuff I missed a year of school so I'm not even graduated yet, just going into grade 12 next semester.

So far I'm pretty sure I want to either go into game dev or some physics/engineering field. Haven't narrowed it down at all.

>>737686986
I literally just started low dose hormones like not even 2 months ago because my parents refused to do informed consent with me. Here's a pic of me for reference, I need to shave but I've had no motivation and haven't showered in like four days.

>>737687442
Nigga you look just like Chris Moltisanti from The Sopranos

21 year old going through the Court system at the moment for csc3 and child acco for a 15 year old who told me she was older and had a boyfriend older then me

>>737687728
I hope this thread doesn't die, it was a genuinely nice thread, but yeah, I do.

>>737684487
This fag still here.

>>737676955
>>737676955
holy shit, it's the riddler

Stroke and aneurysm at age 19. Was dead for a while. It was like night and day.

>>737688051
oh man. feel for you. hope you got a good fucking lawyer. what state you in?

Look at it this way, could be a lot worse. She could have been 14.

>>737688566
how are you different now?

>>737688051
You need to get a private lawyer no matter what the cost, because you get treated totally different than if you have a public defender.

>>737680396
>child sex charges
so aside from CP were you fucking kids or something?

>>737688631

I know its anecdotal but to me it proved one thing, I now KNOW that life extends beyond our flesh cages. And I was allowed to keep a bit .. just a tiny bit of knowledge from 'that place.'

I was able to confirm what was happening around me even though flat eeg & cardiac monitor.

>>737676955
Was just recently run over by a box truck. Was inches away from being killed/paralyzed, broke my pelvis in 5 places, broke 6 ribs, collapsed both lungs (and the right lung filled up with blood), ruptured my diaphragm, which allowed my stomach and small intestines to enter my chest cavity where they pushed my heart over to the other side of my chest. Spent a month in the hospital, underwent multiple surgeries. It really showed me that life is just so fucking fragile like you could just be skateboarding one day and one tiny stupid mistake just ends it all like fuck.

>>737680933
>My life ends every time I either tell them of my conviction on my application and they don't hire me, or I don't tell them and they find out after a quick google search and fire me 3 days later.

did you say you were a programmer? why don't you just freelance? or start your own business and sub programming jobs?

>>737683430
But why?

>>737683416
Thanks :)

>>737688832
This!!!

>>737676955
>watching a drug dealer stab a woman, and not giving a shit I just wanted to get my dope and go home. That was when I knew something was deeply wrong with my life. Mostly I was pissed off at the chick because she grabbed his jacket, and was saying he owed her a baggie. But yeah, I was blaming her for getting stabbed and slowing down me getting my smack.

I guess getting clean/sober would have been the changing moment, but that was a 10 year process, and I think it started with that moment on the street.

>>737688834
i wasnt actually going to give it up, just fucking with OP. I do actually know him tho, i think. He seems to have left ....

>>737688631
MI and I have a good one at the moment finding out Friday if I need to kill myself or not

>>737681537
>>737680396
How did you get caught? Were you selling/uploading it or something?

Or even worse, were you producing it?

>>737688782
That is pretty awesome. Glad you have that glimpse to hold onto.

>>737689138
nah man don't kill yourself. life is so fucking long. I spent my life until I was about 27 high and fucked up and miserable. I spent the next 6 years struggling with my drug addiction.

Even if you only see a few years of prison, you'll still be miles ahead of me in terms of getting your life together. And I'm doing pretty good.

>>737689308
My Max is 15 years

I once caught a bird that was flying with my bare hands in a McDonalds parking lot. The manager saw it and gave me a free burger. All downhill from there

>>737689412
why so long? for fucking a 15 year old? that is insane.

if nothing else, maybe you can focus on getting the laws changed.

>>737689532
Noice

>>737689532
that is a pretty good apex though. I think my life peaked at 16 when I met a cute girl, she liked me, we made out a few times and I was in love. best month of my life. everything since has been somewhere between hellish and barely tolerable.

>>737688832
"Freelance" programming isn't easy if you don't have a long history of programming and personal contacts, because the general internet open market for freelancers has a half billion Indian and Chinese programmers also competing. You can't make a living off that in western countries.

>>737676955
If you get a Hammer shaped scar across that one, you could be a soviet supervillain.

>>737689712

Start your own repo or contribute alot to a FOSS project. EASY PEAZY portfolio fluff and good vibes for contributing to FOSS stuff.

>>737689712
I hire freelance programmers all the time, and you are not correct.

We definitely use lower cost overseas programmers, but they can be really problematic - especially if you are doing something complex, or that requires "Western" thinking. eg: independent thinking / problem solving / etc.

You might start out making some shit money, but good talent definitely rises to the top. Or you could even function as a good project manager - managing overseas talent. Honestly, I'm sure you have a million options I'm not even aware of. Sure you will run into problems regarding NDAs / Background checks and shit. But I'll bet you;'d be better off than you are now.

>>737689712
Again, some people want americans

>>737689601
Yeah like that's gonna happen, I just don't see a point to trying to even live, just working dead end jobs. Just saving up for some helium

Starting to go here a couple weeks back

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die subhuman

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>>737676955

I took 300mcg of lsd one night and had hours of introspection.

made me realize how shitty the people that were closest to me are

now I keep a distance and associate myself with the right people and I've never been happier.

>>737689152
Wasn't producing anything, I just talked with a guy on a chat board in the 90's who sent me CP by email, then he got arrested and snitched my info, cops got a warrant based on it, asked all my neighbors about me and found a boy who was coming over every day for free sex and they proceeded to ruin that good thing.

>>737690168
It will happen, if for no other reason than the finances. Paying 3 million dollars to warehouse you for 15 years, for having sex with a sophmore in highschool or whatever - it makes no sense.

prison reform is a growing issue. I was really hoping hil was going to win, so that there would be some chance of tackling it. It was starting with the Drug offenses, and I'll admit the sex offenses are very hard to argue against ( no politician will do it ) ... but there is still support for it.

I'm not talking about violent sex crimes, I'm talking about shit like looking at pictures, or having sex with a 15 year old, or two highschool kids sending nude pics of themselves to eachother.

>>737690397
ok, so you were what sucking off some gradeschool kid?

>>737690397
how much prison time? did you get the shit kicked out of you for being a chomo?

ewww a homopedo

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>>737680740
Same boat

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pedo's hijacking a good tread.

OP hasn't even been attending his own shit.

Faggots

>>737690550
I was "sucking off some gradeschool kid" who was an admitted homosexual and is an admitted homosexual now as an adult. Best time of his life / worst time of my life (b/c sex offender registration)

>>737691194
Pedos hijack all good things. Thats why they are pedos.

Jesus some people.

>>737676955
Probably when I injected heroin for the first time. It felt great, it felt really fucking great, and that's saying something because I had been doing morphine every single day for about a year before that so the high was already pretty diminished. But the whole act of prepping a shot and finding a vein and sticking it into me and the fact that I felt violently ill for about 12 hours after the high had worn off was so awful, that every time I get high on opiates I'm just reminded about that terrible experience. It's really been a driving force in me quitting opiates just so I don't have to do that again. Like a sort of aversion therapy I guess.

And it wasn't the first time doing heroin, but it was the first time slamming it.

>>737690661
No jail and no shit kicked out of me (360 days suspended sentence).

>>737688782
is it possible your heart stopped but you just weren't braindead yet?
the brain can come up with all sorts of shit.
just asking.

>>737691572

EEG was flat, the stroke was in the neocortex & hippocampus. Basically tehre was 0 chance of me perceiving anything then actually remembering it.

EEG was due to seizure I had right before sttroke. (Brain wave monitor)

>>737691888
And to explain, they injected a clot buster right after and the clot moved to its final resting place and they were able to bring me back.

My life changing moment was when the man who raped me when I was a child, was killed. I felt no peace. My ptsd lingered for years after. I learned that you need to bring your own closure in things.

When I realized being nice or being an unironic niceguy would get me no where in relationships. After a while I started being more blunt, not being afraid to speak or present myself, and the change was significant. If you haven't embraced and understood this reality, you will learn it the slow and hard way.

>>737691984
Are you a boy, and if so did you get erect when he fucked you?

>>737683022
Give me some money and I'll kill you right now, faggot

>>737677998
Jinkies

>>737692133
(secret shame of most boys who get sodomized)

>>737676955
Brain surgery on muh dikkk NIGGER
WHITE POWER DIE SPICA NIGGERS AND JEWS HEIIIIIIILLL

>>737683430
Yes post it

>>737683898
suck my superior indian cock nerd

When I overdosed on a massive amount of pain pills, woke up in the coma and found out that my best friend revived me. Now I have completely changed my life and am better off mentally than the majority of people. Now I am on the path to becoming a hermit/sage/martial artist/enlightened. But before I commit my life to all of that I'm on the path to becoming a firefighter. I love people, my life and especially my country. I truly believe America is one of the best countries in the world with some of the best people in it. I am thinking about joining the military eventually to serve my country at some point but I don't want to stray to far away from my career as a firefighter.If anyone is interested in more of my story feel free to ask but I don't think anyone cares lol.

>nature is awesome
>I just want to live and die in the woods with my nature friends peacefully one day

>>737692782
tl;dr CUCK BETA FAGGOT LMAO

>>737692782
You can be a firefighter in the military iirc. I think most branches have firefighters in some capacity, they just wouldn't attend to civilian fires unless it's an emergency (army national guard, air guard, etc.)

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>>737692833
those dubs don't lie lmao i guess im a cuck

>>737692966
those dubs don't lie either! lol. the thing is as a military firefighter you go through the department of defense for certifications. those certifications are only worthwhile out of the military with department of defense jobs. ontop of that military firefighter RARELY ever see a fire so they don't get experience. military firefighters usually go to things like suicides, EMS calls etc. whereas if I was just a regular civilian firefighter I could get a shitload of experience and move up in pay grades fast making a bunch of money

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>>737692133
No I did not become aroused. It just felt like a chore to get touched and that last time I ended up telling my parents about it and not understanding why they were so freaked out about it. The doctors at the hospital said I had indeed been penetrated, and the psychologist begged the detective to follow through with the charges, but the man won because I was only a kid and was just making it up. I'm guessing he had some way to bribe someone somewhere. Idk how he got away with it otherwise. I was 7 when it happened, and we had to move after that because he lived close by. After the initial questioning, I repressed the memories and recovered them at 26 when the flashbacks were at their worst.

>>737688782
This is proof we live in the matrix

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Thread dead?

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>>737695352
Sadly anon, it looks like it is.

>>737676955
>For me it was brain surgery which cured my epilepsy
How much brain did they take out?

>>737696055
I'll bump with a small thing. Always remember to tell those close to you that you love them. I'm sure they know, but if anything should happen, they always knew that they mattered to you. You'll never feel the guilt or haunting feeling of 'I hope they knew'. The last time I saw my uncle was a few days before he fell off of a bridge in winter and drowned. It was the only time I forgot to say 'I love you' at the end of the visit. It's stupid, but it really bothered me for a long time

When my son was born

In a matter of six weeks I went from a NEET with no driver's license to having a 60 hour a week job and a very decent ride

>>737678504
He is the scourge of Gotham.
He is
>The Asker

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None,
and believe me, Ive psychoanalyzed myself and thought about it for years

I am a dispassionate, introverted college student. Im getting a degree just because I have to choose a major to graduate. I have no job plans. Grew up christian but have slowly realized the less I think about my religion the more I believe in it, which fucks me up as a logical person. Im not suicidal, but if I were to die in a car crash id be more interested in what happens next.

Closes thing to a motivation is the girlfriend

I tripped fucking balls on acid and lost my goddamn mind. My whole word and world-view melted. It was as if everything afterwards became clearer, sharper, and more vivid. I managed to pull up a bunch of shit that had been repressed for a long time (was abused as a child, mentally ill, raped twice shit sucked) and it really helped me figure out how much work I'd need to do to get myself to a better place. These past two years have really been a lot for me.

>>737676955
When I actually gave a shit about my personal health. At the end of grade 9 I went from the stereotypical "semi-athletic skinny white kid who takes gym class absolutely dead serious" to the "actually athletic skinny track guy who still takes his elective gym class dead serious" and it was fucking amazing. I'm sure there'll be more, but I'm fresh out of high school so I've not seen it all yet.

Almost drank myself to death and beat some pretty crazy odds to come out of the hospital basically 100% normal. Moved out of the shit town I was living in, cut my ex out of my life completely and am moving cross country. Ready for a new much less gay adventure.

>>737676955
sickle on one, hammer on the other

>>737676955
congratulations, op x

the defining moment in my life was when i came to the epiphany that i don't need anyone to be happy. it may sound mundane compared to a lot of shit here, but my life in general is very mundane. so i'm left by myself to think. i don't think anything too profound, but if it helps me, that's what matters. and that was what helped me the most.

>>737676955
I was deemed to high functioning for brain surgery. Stuck with epilepsy. :(

>>737691527
you did it wrong then