Feels Thread?

>>737281014
Comic/image preferred

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I won't feel no more.

>>737281151

You're the weakest of them all

>>737281270

All this makes me feel is cold and that I want to be in a building.

been waiting for this. II fucking hate myself .i AM worthless to anyone. please let me die please. I can't stand being alone like this for the rest of my life. please someone kill me

>>737281367
I think a city in the rain is beautiful. Walking through it, at night, I get a feeling that's unlike any other, but don't misinterpret that; it's just unique (kind of), nothing too special, but it's peaceful, for the most part.

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>>737281319

>>737281569

evn ur mems ams wek

goodnight my fellow /b/tards

>>737281492
Sure, you can think you're shit, but to think that you're worthless to anyone is just wrong.

If I wanted to (I don't), I could use you to read 4chan to me and post what I tell you to while I get my dick sucked while I'm playing video games or something.

>>737281704
Goodnight, Anon; may you dream good dreams.

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>>737281698

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Feeling like shit tonight. Have been talking to this chick for about two years and she was aware that I liked her. We still talked though. Tonight I reached out to message her only to find out she had blocked me. I can't help but feel I did something to cause this but I'm really not sure. Not feeling sad, just kinda melancholy.

>>737281772

It's a meme devolution

>>737281792
There's more to life than girls, Anon.

>>737281770
thank you, for you are a good and kindly anon and I wish you the same whence you retire to your chambers dude

>>737281413
average

>>737281792
Fuck...ima go cry now...

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>>737281890
Feels are for the weak.

>>737281918
I know that. I lead a good life but for some reason this is messing me up

>>737281708
A strange answer, but thanks? I guess that is ture, but I want to be useful in a more then base way

>>737281792
Its likely at some point you came off as either clingy of obsessive. I also feel confident in saying you were the one who most often texted first. She grew tired of you, whether it was boredom or because you were a burden. Unfortunately this happens often and it can be very discouraging. The key is to maintain your confidence and composure. Set goals, push yourself out of you comfort zone. Its amazing what optimism can do for you.

>>737282058
oh boy it's another /pol/tard trying to be edgy

i travelling the other side of the planet and meeting a friend i havent ever actually met irl. we've talked for about 5 years or so now, and almost every single day for the past two. we never talked about anything happening between us but just recently she mentioned she thinks if we're even remotely the same in person as we are now, its likely she falls for me. i feel the same.

now im worried about ruining a friendship / having her realize how large of a piece of shit i am. never lied to her or exagerrated anything and not a real problem to have, especially considering all else ive gone through in life.

i dont know if i should feel scared and stupid or hopeful and fortunate for having the opportunity

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>>737281014
>mfw looking at it reverse

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>>737282372
Never been on pol friendo.
You're still a cuck

today I learned i was 5 ft tall, that puts me at 5 with a 4.5" penis and forever single. why does God hate me?

>>737282058
"Hatred is nothing but the place where men who can't deal with sadness go."

>>737282267
You're right about texting first, but I never was clingy or obsessive. Always waited for her to talk and I didn't double text or try to start a conversation if there was nothing to say. Oh well. I'm quite the optimistic guy. I'm sure when I go back to the farm I work at tomorrow I'll be fine

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Not mine
1/2

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Let me tell you a story /b/. Decide for yourself how I should feel.

>7 years ago I post some picture of a nazi doctor with a cat head checking out a little girl on craigslist in the mfw part. Was drunk.
>actual girl responds
>girl is in adjacent city at the local college
>is a chan tard, likes warhammer 40k
>hit it off like we were meant for each other
>love each other for a year and then realize it's not going to work out
>shes failing school, I'm a shitty townie
>her parents pressure her to stop seeing me. He gets in 2 car accidents just coming to see me
>we break up
>I thought I was hot shit and didn't need her
>spend the next 7 years in a drunken stupor going from woman to woman thinking of craigslist girl
>now
>start work at a university hospital
>get drunk and message her on facebook. No response. another year passes
>eating lunch in the cafeteria
>she shows up
>she fucking shows up as beautiful as I remember her
>we hit it off again
>it's like we never stopped talking
>find out she has a boyfriend. A long time boyfriend. The only boyfriend she's had since I broke up with her
>crushed

I don't know what to do.

>>737281792
jesus christ that's depressing

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>>737282835
2/2

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>>737282710
Still using "cuck" as an insult because your puny brain couldn't muster an ounce of creativity to concoct a genuine insult. GG anon, you've already proven your age is <18.

>>737282872
You supress your love for her to the back of your heart and never get over it.

>>737282808
It being hatred is entirely your idea coming from your own head.
I call it passion.

>>737282981
cuck

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>>737282058

Incorrect. The more intelligent you are, the more complex your emotions are. I think it's fair to say that we measure human value on intelligence. It's not a matter of never feeling sad or angry. It's a matter of knowing when to feel those things. You're stunted intellectually and emotionally if you think stoicism is the only quality of strength.

Did anyone sc that girls rape story this afternoon? That gave me some sea feels
Also the end made me lol.
But also really sad

>>737282872
Find another girl?

>>737283118
So crazy women are smarter than anyone?

>>737283118
An overly emotional male isn't a man.

>>737283022
I'm trying. I hope you never meet your perfect woman/man. If you lose them you'll never find better.

>>737283187
I've tried. I've slept with a bunch of women. I literally can't stand them after I fuck them because they aren't craigslist girl.

>>737282779
If you're in good shape, there's plenty of women with a fetish for short guys. Souce: my own preferences.

Your dick is almost average. Just get good at eating pussy and have interesting and constructive hobbies. You'll be fine.

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>>737283048
>It being hatred is entirely your idea coming from your own head.
>I call it passion.

ow

>>737282546
Just relax, you're not a piece of shit if she's into you

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>>737283118
Cuck as fuck.

>>737283276

I agree. I'm saying an intelligent man knows when it's appropriate to emote certain ways. You missed the point.

>>737283253

Men are smarter than women. Period. I know that's sexist, but I live on Earth and I have eyes and ears. Another one who misses the point.

>>737283343

Not an argument

>>737283253
No, crazy women don't have the intellgence to think their emotions through on their own, hence why they are fucking psychopathic bitches. People who can understand themselves enough to process their emotions on their own are likely to gave deeper emotions than the ones who spout out about it nonstop.

>>737283331
trying to, just hard to battle conflicting thoughts common with long online friendships or relationships meeting, plus after two horrible long term relationships that completely fucked me over i thought id never be in a position to desire such a thing before.

i used to come in these threads and empathize with those that simply felt nothing, because that's how i was for quite a few years. but i guess it can in fact change

>>737283386
No women are more emotional so they're smarter.

>>737283316

>If you're in good shape, there's plenty of women with a fetish for short guys. Souce: my own preferences.

>Your dick is almost average. Just get good at eating pussy and have interesting and constructive hobbies. You'll be fine.

Not him but thanks for the hope
t. 5'5" average dick sized manlet who's starting to go to the gym every day

>>737283343
for someone wo has not been on pol you use a lot of pol memes and terminology

>>737283472
Oh yeah, you're super smart for being a generic brooding man child.

>>737283411
Not an argument.

>>737283490

You must be a woman

>>737283547
No just not a retard.

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>>737283542

I fucked your mom 8 times while your dad watched

>>737283571

No just a retard*

>>737283610
Holy shit anon, do you want to make me cry?

>>737283672
xD

>>737283491
>>737282779

dont want to start an argument but if you haven't tried jelqing before, do some research and try it. ive been doing it somewhat consistently since I was 18. I started at 5.5in but im over 6ft tall so it made it a lot worse. What pushed me over the edge was hooking up with a girl who afterwards said "well, i was expecting more..."

anyway, from 5.5 im now just short of 7in. always took it slow and careful and have had zero issues.

>>737283316
thanks anon. what i your cut off point in height?

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>>737283612
ask me how i know it's summer

y'all i wanna get sent to a mental hospital for like long term but what crazy thing do i do first. im too chicken to try to kill myself so thats kinda out of the question

>>737283743

>I'm a real nigga

>>737281413
>art major

Well at least she wasn't giving up on a bright future.

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I don't think I'm meant to love.
> liked this one girl, mint was her name
> loved her even
> we start to hang out
> super cool girl
> start hanging out with her for a couple months.
> she gets cancer
> after a struggle of two months she dies
> a couple days later after she died her parents give me a box
> they say "She wanted you to have this
> open it up
> there is her diary, the keys for it, and a note with a kiss mark on it.
> open up the note
> "To my wonderful precious anon, you always made me feel better, even in my last months, you were the best person I even met, I loved you, I was to scared you were going to reject me if I asked. And I was dying so I thought it didn't matter. But you will always be the one for me, never forget me cause I will never forget you, love mint"
> open diary
> It's all about me and her dating
> fuck. It messed me up
> but it gets worse
> meet girl named Hannah
> really funny, cute, short, always laughed at my jokes.
> we hung out a lot.
> I developed feelings for her.
> ask her out
> she says yes
> dated for a a month
> she attempted to kill herself and blame me
> I thought she was dead for 4 weeks.
> 4 weeks I told no one.
> She was luckily rushed to the hospital and survived.
> how did I figure that out?
> she sent me a picture of her flipping me off in the hospital with the text
> "Fuck you you did this, I hope you get cancer and die like mint."
> fuck right in the feels
> lost contact with her after that
> through all of this my long childhood friend, Alice was there for me
> we start to hang out almost every night
> we start dating
> it goes wonderfully
> she's all I ever wanted for a relationship
> she wouldn't leave me or lie to me or use me like so many other people have, she loved me as much as I loved her. She was the one.
Do you want me to continue?

looks the whole summerfag meme is real. cancer threads daily and a bunch of pussies whining on an anon image board about their bs "problems"

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>>737283532
Idk how or why you missed the point, but please miss me with that stupid shit.

>>737283821

Dude you're so cool

>>737283821
we've had feels thread year round moron try browsing more often some more

>>737283927
nah m8 it's all porn threads

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>>737283821
>let me cloak my summerfagginess by insulting the first thread I see claiming it's a summerfag thread

Either you're a summerfag or a grade-A for Autist, whichever you are, you're need to lurk more.

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This just happened recently, so I thought I'd get it off my chest
>Be me
>last week
>have to do the morning shift at work
>6 in the morning, on a Saturday to about 3 in the afternoon
>head out to my car
>house has 2 driveways for some reason
>drive to the 2nd one
>look forward and notice a bright rainbow in the distance
>think of it as a sign that today won't be a busy day, it will be easy on me
>what happened next was a clear "fuck that"
>look left to make sure no one coming
>notice something in road
>know exactly what it is
>bolt out of car and run to what's in the road
>already on the verge of tears here as what I feared is true
>my cat is dead in the middle of the road
>had that cat since 4th grade, 10 years ago
>cried for about 2 or 3 minutes in the middle of the street
>remember work
>have to leave because of being late and if I was late again, said I'd be fired
>cried the whole ride to work
>get there and do the whole shift
>had to punch a damn wall every time I went to the back or the bathroom to not cry
>clock out, go back to car
>close door and bawl my eyes out
I loved that cat so goddamn much, and her death reduced me to crying mess

>>737281014
I feel nothing anymore.

Occasionally something small that shouldn't bother me, like my garage door not closing, will piss me off and I'll punch a wall or something, or yell, but other than that I feel nothing.

Most of the time I just sit in my bedroom and browse /b/ or jack off because I don't feel like leaving the house. The rare times I do leave my house it's to pay bills or go grocery shopping.

If it wasn't for social security I would still be living with my mother. Now I live alone, where I'm not too much of a burden on others...

sometimes I think I feel sad, but I can't remember what it feels like to be sad, so I don't know.

I wish that I could go back and redo my life, but I wouldn't even know where to start. I like to think that it all started when my gf left me for another man, but in reality she only did that because of my sharp emotional decline, my inability to feel sympathy or empathy, and my general neglect of our relationship. Us breaking up was more like the catalyst.

don't ever do what i did, or more accurately didn't do. She liked me im positive, i think i loved her or at least as close to it as my broken soul can. My life mattered less to me than her happiness, and i did nothing. I observed instead of acting, i watched as she moved out of my life and every year more and more i realize that she was my one and only chance at fulfillment in life. Dont do what i did the regret of inaction is a million times worse than painful closure.

>>737283818
Yes please

I don't wanna be a friend. Fuck that. I like talking to her but I want her for myself. I didn't mean to act like an asshole today but I'm at a bad point in life right now and I'm glad I was honest about something for once. I don't want to be put aside I want her close to me. I don't give a shit about any of the baggage, everybody has problems and I don't judge but I don't wanna hear about anything if we're not gonna through it together.

>>737283971
>not waiting around for the actually good threads or making one of your own

i shiggy yo diggy my niggy

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>>737283818
Please do, you need to vent

>>737284218
fuck man

>>737284250
is there anything you want to do in life? travel or something like that?

i was like that too, and still am sort of, but i decided to travel for a few months (havent gone yet) and its given me something to be hopeful for and ever since i made the decision (bought tickets and quit my job) ive actually been able to laugh again and find hope in the future.

dont know how ill feel during or after the trip, but hopefully even better

>>737284218
I would like a rainbow in my funeral

>>737284508
I'd like to leave, go across the country to the east coast, maybe Indiana, or Washington DC (currently I live in Washington on the West Coast) and just forget about everyone I've met so far in my life, and hope they forget about me.

>>737284218
Forgot to mention, because of the time constraint, couldn't even get her body out of the road or tell parents what happened, eventually they woke up and buried her while I was at work

>>737282872
missed opportunities are a part of life. Either you can sit around thinking "what if" or you can move on

>>737284399
I use [s4s] for that. (Nice dubs btw)

>>737284682
try to make it a reality. when my last ex cheated and i quit, i broke my lease and moved over 1500mi away. that didnt change me much, maybe for a short time but i fell back into my old ways eventually. but if you have nothing to lose, there's no reason to not chase what you either know or think you want.

>>737281014
Fuck it, I'll share. And even though probably no body cares about an Anonfag's story, I'll do it anyways.

>Be me, 19.
>Beta fag who does nothing but play vidya, watch youtube, and lurk on 4chan.
>Livin the damn dream.
>Going to uni and overall not caring about any of my classes except for math.
>Not because of math, but because of 7/10 girl who I've had a crush on since middle school.
>Went to this uni because of her.
>One day, I finally get the balls to ask her out.
>She says yes.
>What follows is the happiest year of my life.
>We go out drinking, we hang out together, it was the best time of my life.
>She was my first kiss and fuck.
>Inb4 "Lol op was a faggot."
>She was the greatest girl I've met ever.
>I get a job offer in KY.
>We're in TN.
>Last day before I leave I spend all the time I can with her.
>Do everything to make her happy.
>Next day I drive off.
>She sends me a text while I'm on the highway.
>I look at it later that night.
>"Anon, I'm sorry. I'm breaking up with you. I can't do this anymore. I'm in love with someone else, and have been cheating on you the whole time. I'd rather go out with him publicly than date you long distance. I'm sorry."
>Stare at phone for a while.
>Delete message and block her from my phone.
>Cry myself to sleep.

She was the first girl I actually loved, /b/ros. She was the first girl I felt sincere when I said I loved them. Three years, and a handful of different relationships later, and I still feel empty when I tell someone I love them. I can't help it. I had my heart stolen by a girl and I literally cannot love anyone again.

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>>737281014
I live in an old, unfinished, cement and cinder block basement in an old, hundred year old factory which has been abandoned for more than a decade. I have no fridge, no stove, no shower (I take sponge baths in the sink), and I sleep on an old piece of foam with the mice and the milliipedes.

I'm nearly 50, I have no money, no job, no family who care whether I live or die, and I haven't had friends in 20 years. I am diabetic, asthmatic, have severe eczema all over my face and scalp, and I am going slowly blind from a very rare form of glaucoma called pigment disperson syndrome. All four of my wisdom teeth became impacted decades ago and I couldn't afford to have them treated, so they crushed my molars and now I have jagged shards of razor-sharp tooth fragments and raw nerve exposed which leave me in constant pain. After being diabetic for decades, I now have peripheral neuropathy in my hands and feet which cause chronic, non-stop, and often agonizing pain.

All my belongings fit in a single backpack. I often go hungry, I patch my clothes with duct tape, and I haven't been to see a movie since 1998.

But you know what? My life is pretty good. My time is my own to do with as I please. My needs are small, and I busk to make enough money to buy tobacco so that I can sit by the riverside and smoke my pipe while I watch the cargo ships churn by against the setting sun. I'm warm, dry, safe, and my old computer may be a little long in the tooth, but it gives me access to all the entertainment I'll ever need over the Internet for free. I have no boss, no responsibilities, no mortgage, no debts, and I owe nothing to any human being but myself. I'm grateful to be alive.

"Happy the man to whom heaven has given a morsel of bread for which he is obliged to thank heaven alone." -- Miguel de Cervants, from Don Quixote

>>737285509
What are you using to post to /b/, then?

>>737283818
Continue, please?

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>>737281014
Been feelsing pretty good as of late, /b/ros

Posted some in a feels thread the other day, and one before that
>talking to ex gf again
>connect with her in a way I can't with anyone else
>very close
>hugs
>kisses on the cheek
>"i love you"s

We're not officially back together, she still thinks she needs more time, but she's said she does want to give it another try, and I'm feeling pretty happy about that
I love her, she loves me, I think she might be something really special.

And talking some of my troubles and concerns in these threads has helped me wait it out

So thanks anons, some of you guys are just alright.

>>737285604
Your moms pussy

>>737281270
nice. that's savannah ga.

>>737285827
That's not a real thing anon.

>>737285604
Uh... my old computer? And I have an Internet broadband connection down here. The poor technician nearly lost his mind installing it, since there's more than a century of wiring in the factory. They just kept layering new stuff over the old stuff, so there's everything from 19th century bakelite fixtures with old copper wires to fiber optic lines. After trying to find which lines might be live, he eventually said "fuck it" and spliced into a 70s-era wire.

>>737283818
I vote yes.

>>737285509
A timestamp would be nice, good post anyways

>>737286072
I don't own a cellphone. In fact, I've never even used a cellphone. And frankly, it gets really tiresome having suburban teenyboppers accuse me of lying every time I post anything about my life anywhere on 4chan. You realize that not everyone here is a white, teenaged, middle class kid, right?

>>737283818
Part 2.
> Me and Alice had this playlist of music we listened to
>we slow danced to it playing
> we rocked out to it playing
> we smoked weed together with it playing
> we fucked with it playing
> it was all her favorite songs, on her phone
> it grew on me fast
> we always went to underground clubs, with rock bands playing
> house party's with rock bands
> we did almost everything together
> I was thinking of asking her to Mary me, was gonna do it on her birthday
> march 13
> It's march 5 Sunday, 2017
> it's 1:37 am in the morning
> we were walking home from one of those underground clubs she knew about
>Really awesome punk band played that night
> we were listening to that playlist, by now I have remembered every song on it
> she goes ahead of me and starts to prance and dance
> makes me giggle how cute she was, not a worry in the world.
> gone in a second
> she was hit by a truck
> got everywhere
> never got to say goodbye
> her parents blame me
> they don't want me at the wake
> they think I should of gotten hit
>...
> recently remade the playlist, exactly the same
> listen to it every day.
> listening to it while making this
> I still miss her every day
Should I have gotten hit?

Here's the playlist

https://open.spotify.com/user/a_bowl_of_cereal_with_milk/playlist/2og50cfpI1WLOXmso7uUiE

>>737285383
If you don't keep trying, you will keep that one moment of your life as your defining moment.

>>737285383
>TNfag


The girls around here are fucking dirty, man. Gotta be careful dealing with them. You'll be thinking everything is cool, and then you're left wondering "what the fuck just happened?"

>>737286262
I also realize you're fucking lying you literal retard. At least try to come up with a semi-believable story before posting. Lurk moar you dumb faggot

>>737283296
I'm sorry for you m8, you need psicology atention

>>737286416
this will give you feels.

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>>737286289
God fucking damn dude, that's horrible...

>>737286400
>TNfag
Which part of the volunteer state?

>>737285509
what city are you in. sound like someone I know in Georgia.

>>737286494
Probably. Definitely for the alcoholism. I was going to go a week without drinking. Only got 2 days. That's when it's a always the worst. When I think of her the most. She's always at the bottom of my cups.

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>>737286416
You're why I hardly ever post to /b/ any more. It's full of idiot teenyboppers whose tiny little white bubble excludes any possibility of a life outside of their bourgeois existence. Incidentally, I found a folder of photos taken when I moved in. Here's the room where I live.

>>737286654
Windsor, Ontario, a 15 minute drive from downtown Detroit.

>>737286586
>East

What about yourself, /bro/?

>>737281014
I had a dream this morning that my first gf (8/10 qt 3.14) and I were in a house I did not recognize and she was singing to me and it was all weird and surreal I viewed her as someone way above me. She was out of y league and still went for me. She started it and she ended it. In that short dream, that few minutes of my life, I was happier than I have been in months. Sounds gay, /b/, but maybe someone can sympathize with my sorry ass.

>>737286834
oh. I grew up in Michigan. Jackson actually. what do you do in the winter. it gets cold as hell up there.

>>737286289
Jesus dude, that's straight out of one of my Japanese cartoons.
Regardless I'm sorry all that shit has happened to you, but the best thing you can do is grit your teeth, and keep going. Stuff eventually works itself out no matter how long it takes.

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>>737285783
Why did y'all break up

>>737286289
>https://open.spotify.com/user/a_bowl_of_cereal_with_milk/playlist/2og50cfpI1WLOXmso7uUiE
never thought id met another mike krol fan
which one is your favorite and which one is hers?

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>>737286289
Is this you?

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>>737282886
This made me sad. So cool of this kid to be friends with him

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>>737286911
There's no heat down here, so I just wrap myself in a blanket. I have a little space heater, but it blows the fuse if I turn it up to full strength, so it's not much good except to keep my feet warm. I have the walls wrapped in tarp to keep the heat in as best I can, and I keep my computer on 24/7, so it provides some heat too.

Pic related: the stairway down to my basement.

>>737287101
not funny

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>>737284315
I miss you. Wish we would have drove to Vegas and got married. Wish you didn't turn into a memory.

Lost my mom when I was 17.
>day before she died we got in a fight over a speeding ticket I got.
>That night she made a fruit platter for my brother and sister. (may seem silly but that was her little thing, assorted fruits in a cute way and a bagel with cream cheese)
>Offered me one but i was too busy being a petty bitch and ignored her.
>Find her dead the next morning (she was getting pretty sick, fuck you multiple sclerosis)

think about it every day. why couldn't i just fucking be nice that night. Maybe it would've been different. Hate myself lol

>>737286835
East TN boi here as well

>>737284323
Never to late to go after her. I sent a message to someone on whatsapp. Last they were on was in April. Ive been waiting since June for a reply. I still have hope.

>>737287225
you ever consider snowbirding down south in the winter. it would be good for you. I know friends that ride the freight train down from the north in the fall. the make pretty good money spanging down here too.

>>737287101
Fuck you, nigger. This guy is pouring his heart out. Go back to your fucking hole in the ground you worthless cunt.

>>737287392
Sadly I'm not welcome in Murika. I burned the flag in front of the embassy and it seems they take that kind of thing pretty seriously. Who knew?

>>737284354
Try to make it work. Fight for it.

>>737287044
Drug addiction.

She was hooked on pills for about a month or so, didn't want me around that kind of thing. Didn't explain any of that to me at the time though. At the time I was fucking livid.

She's a good girl, she needs someone good in her life to keep her walking when she trips, because she will trip.

>>737286289
Shit nigga, that story it's true?

>>737287524
>implying burning a flag in front of the embassy would land you any kind of sentence or punishment

god damn you're story just falls apart on its own

>>737287101
Hey, the anon with the playlist here,
have you gotten to the point in your life when your so sad and alone you have to make fun of people who are depressed and see them feel pain so you can feel any emotions at all?

anyway, its not a really downer story
but it aint a happy one either
>be me
>16yo good for nothing metalhead
>highschool, yeah i got a couple of friends, no biggie
>then i met her
>lets call her "margaret"
>her life is shit right now
>father left her mom and elder brothers when she was 5, her boyfriend is a fucking psycho (we´ll get into detail in a minute) looking for a job to pay college, nothing turns out good, shes failing most of her classes, barely passes sophomore year
>then we enter senior year
>i love her
>not because i wanna nail her or i just want a girl
>she has questions , i have answers, she has problems, i have solutions, i love her because i want to give her a better life
(cont.)

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>I tried to fuck a whore but didn't have any money
I just want to get laid for free damnit!

>>737281014
I'm ready for it to all be over. There's just nothing here for me. I'm completely indifferent and apathetic to everything.
My life isn't shit, and I'm not dying of disease. I'm not poor or crippled or a junkie or anything.
I just can not give enough of a fuck any day to do any thing.
Everything I love goes away, everything I'm passion about I excel at then lose interest in a year or 2 and become bitter.
Every. Single. Day. is identical. Redundant. Pointless.
Socially awkward, unloved, maybe 1-2 good friends who care, but from a distance. Get tons of attention from women I don't want, shit-talked and criticized by ones I am interested in, which is all superficial - which I'm also losing interest in sex.

So yeah. I just don't want to wake up anymore. Every day I wake up I'm disappointed I have to live the same monotonous, dreary, bleak fucking day over again.

>>737287048
Our favorite was 15 minutes

>>737287372
Do you hate it as much as I do?

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>>737281413
I sure hope she wasn't studying to be an art major.

>>737287678
Why would I make it up? To get attention from anonymous people online that I will most likely never meet again on 4chan or anywhere else to make me feel good?No, I'm just here to vent man

>>737287715
You're a fucking imbecile. I'm a well-known community organizer and anarchist shit-disturber, I've hosted two radio shows, and I'm a published author. I'm in the newspapers all the time. I've found a bug in one of my apartments in the past, and I'm well enough known to have a Wikipedia article about me. Seriously you fucking children calling me a liar every fucking time I mention anything about my life really fucking rustles my jimmies.

>>737282228
What the fuck is this nigga talking about?
>Janitors are cool as fuck
Y'all white people need to stop the hate.

>>737287782
Are you me?
Other than the whole people talking to you thing.
Because I know that feel too well, and the fact that I'm not disadvantaged at all just makes me hate myself more.

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>>737287846
It's not the best, that's for sure

I like the cold, and we don't usually get very harsh winters here, but summer is a real bitch

Just today, actually my fucking yard caught fire from where the brush has dried out and some dumbass that runs a garage down from my house decided to start a fire

I can't really complain too much though. I like the mountains, there are places you can get lost out in nature, y'know?
And a big ass chemical plant nearby that probably isn't safe to live near, but hey. Gotta die some time right?

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>tfw you will never have a lgf


Why live fam??.

>>737288014
Prove it, lying faggot.

>>737283343
>my life is shitty so the whole human race should give up on evolving past what it's already gotten to and just go extinct.

What a whiny bitch.

>>737287977
Dude, if some day I meet you I will give you a hug and go to see the sunset.
I really hope you get a better life soon.

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>>737281792
NOONONOONONONONONONONONONONOONONONONOONONONONONONONOONONONONO

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>>737282872
This is a Jim, Pam, Roy kind of situation, but you're Roy.

>>737288014
>prove it
>prove it
>prove it

>>737281792
I know that feel anon, women are so hard to read. First everything goes so well and you're certain she's just as happy to talk as you are, but then they cut it off just like that leaving you to wonder where did it go wrong. I've been through an identical situation multiple times but like that other anon said, you have to keep your confidence up and pursue your interests until someone else comes along. It's sort of funny in a way, you search so hard for someone to love but they almost always appear in your life without your control.

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>>737288159
If I prove it, will you shut the fuck up? Christ, you fucking children do this every fucking time. I have to out myself on /b/ every time I want to talk about ANYTHING in my fucking life because it exists outside of your suburban fucking bubble. Pic related: me. This is the Wikipedia article about me:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andrew_Nellis

No, I won't fucking timestamp it for you. If this isn't enough, you can go fuck yourself. Now, let's see a picture of YOU if you have the fucking balls.

Type out long history of her and what she did to me while listening to anons playlist. Ctrl+a, delete. It's better this way.

>>737283296
Perfection doesn't exist and there will always be better /b/rother.

>>737288052
That's all true, and it's odd to see someone else describe it.

Past few Winters have been pretty rough. There were a few times this past year that the temps dropped into the negatives. Was super weird to see.


I think the main thing I can't stand is majority of the people. Some are super chill, but the rest are shady or just plain assholes. Excluding the junkies, of course.

>>737281014
I don't even know how I feel anymore

>>737288233
I dress like jacket from hotline Miami, I actually have his jacket and everything, Alice and I were bother huge fans of it. She never got to see me in the jacket though

>>737287445
Kek

>Be me, 20 years old.
>I don't know if I'm just a horrible person or if there's something genuinely fucked up with my head.

>Meet a girl when I was 12 on ROBLOX (I know, cringe.)

>Her name is Anya

>I spend Every. Single. Day. with her, for seven years.

>Three years into our friendship, it becomes a relationship. We date for two years online, roleplaying, playing games on steam, whatever flies, we do it.

>She's perfect. She's honest, loyal, and good. She's truely just so pure and nice.

>I'm a manipulative, emotionally scarred fuckwit, and I slowly but surely tear her down.

>Hate myself for doing this, but I can't seem to stop, contemplate committing suicide multiple times, attempt to do so over ten times, but I'm too much of a coward to do it.

>I don't want to kill myself for me, but for her. If I could just do it, she'd be better off without me.

>But I can't live without her. She's my world.

>I break up with her one day, and immedietley go find another girl.

>I feel nothing for this girl. Nothing at all, I'm just messing around with her because I really miss her, I miss Anya.

>I'm playing with another girls heart because I can't stomach to hurt Anya anymore.

>Anya cries every single day, missing me, mixed in she also knows I'm with someone else.

>I feel nothing.

I'm not a good storyteller. I just wanted to share this. I hate myself every day for who I am.

>>737287745
You're*

>>737288422
Yeah, you're really not this guy.

Funny part is, I have no idea why you think it's rational in any sense to try and pathetically cosplay as a fucking retard online on an ANONYMOUS mongolian puppet theatre forum.

Seriously, I know its /b/, but get a life dood

>>737286289
Hey playlist anon here again, forgot to mention, all I have left of her is a watch she gave me, her aviators, two hoodies, the playlist, and memories. Fuck man it hurts

>>737287756
>shes beautiful /b/,short 5.2ft, black hair (i kinda have a thing for black hair) prettiest face youve ever seen, and honestly, great style in clothing
>she likes some metal, you know, ozzy, KISS, poison, guns n´roses, shes a girl
anyway,
>i begin to join her into my circle of friends
> she fits in like a slipper
> we go and have good times, go get wasted, hang out, the usual
>we start helping her
>grades go back to normal
>she breaks up with psycho boy
>two months later, i make THE move
>i confess my love to her
>she had no idea,
>my dumb 17yo thought she felt something for me
>nothing.jpeg
>she explains me she doesnt want to be somebodys girlfriend of anyone right now
>she wants to be herself
>i taught her good, obviously too good
>since i only want the best for her we stay friends
>but my love to her starts making her uncomfortable
>i decide to kill
>/b/ it took me 4 days to stop loving her
>i made myself go through the 5 stages of grief
>in the end, i did it for her
>she meets, lets call him marshall
>meet marshall at a party in which he was cooking
>at first i didnt like the guy, at all
>after a few beers, her excellent food, and seeing how well he treets her
>im serious, she smiled along side of him during the whole party
>i see shes happy, so im at peace
(cont.)

>>737281151
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ebqxoz_LvMg

>adorable human being i want to marry is 3 years older and lives in Canada
>no chance?

>>737288422
>no mention of the ban
nice try foggot

>>737287799
i prefer red minivan, 15 has its moments, and great lyrics, but minivan is a coming of age story in 2 minutes

>>737288634
Fuck it. I'm out of here. Congratulations, you've successfully defended your idiot teenybopper echo chamber from anyone with life experiences different from your own.

>>737288233
If that helps in any way, but thanks for caring, I truly appreciate it, I hope your life is better than mine

>>737288716
U

>>737288716
K

>>737288470
Last year's winter wasn't bad at all. It got really super fucking cold for one or two days, but no snow.

The years before that though had tons of snow out of fucking nowhere
But all this snow never came when I was in high school and could've actually used it
Now it just makes it hard to get to work. All throughout school (with a few exceptions), winter was always a verdant warm hellscape.

And absolutely right about the people. Some are great, others seem like they're trying to stick it to you somehow or get something out of you for their own gain.

And christ alive there are junkies fucking everywhere. More often than not they hit me up for cash at gas stations or walmart parking lots.

>>737288817
Yeah, whatever you say moron

>>737288861
>>737288903
I fucked it up

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>Be me
>Be human encyclopedia
>My mind bares a great pain
>My phlosipe of life is absolutely fucked
>"Don't pay for something you can do."
>All those drugs really didn't help.
>Thought they would.
>Destroyed a filter I worked years to create
>Still hate academia
>To smart so I see through people's motives like a hawk.
>Have to be sure so my assumptions aren't totally fucked
>Why can't I have a sad girl story like you faggots?
>Legit had "flavor of the month's"
>I'm not gay, I think, is fucking traps gay?

>>737288816
Red minivan is really close to 15 minutes for me, but with the whole loyalty thing and her not leaving me like so many others have before was why we liked 15 minutes so much

I unironically hope you get hit by a truck and survive, only to die of blood loss slowly on your way to the hospital.

>>737288944
The fuck are you on about you delusional faggot

>>737288036
Yeah. I think about people with terminal illness.. I know 2 guys that had/have cancer and it's like, some people are FIGHTING for just one more day.
and I'm like "Please not another day of this shit"

makes me feel guilty and even more like a total scumfuck of a human.

which is probably the issue. I can't give a fuck about people 90% of the time. Then I am butthurt nobody gives a fuck about me.
I just don't get how to "connect" in a meaningful way.
When I try I'm received wrong - abrasive, asshole, cold, stuck up, weird, too "deep", etc.
Stupid fucking introvert "intelligent" bullshit.

>>737283821
>Thinking summerfags are real
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAAO-oh fuck

>>737288944
Not if they have a feminine penis.

>>737289043
>Fucking traps isn't gay!
>It isn't!
>Or is it
>wewowewowewowe

>>737286993
I've been trying man, I really have but it get hard sometimes. But I will never kill myself, Alice, or mint wouldn't of wanted it that way

>be me
>I'm almost 20
>pretty crappy life so far
>literally had a psychiatrist tell me if anyone else had my life they would be addicted to drugs, or commit suicide
>that was years ago
>literally alive just because I don't want to inconvenience people with suicide
>just kind of at a standstill right now not knowing what I want to do with life

>>737281792
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPXq_PIex2k

Just fuck it man, girls and people and shit, they're all shit, it sucks, and it hurts, but like, just fuck it ya know? I had to say fuck it to my father, cousins, uncles and aunts who i loved, because they all were assholes and drove me crazy, now I look like an asshole because I won't see them

I broke up with girls who loved me because I didn't like them, or maybe I did but I couldn't tell, it gets easier to be alone, now I found out my body has some disease that weakens my immune system and makes me sleep all the time, I feel like a lazy fuck and I got an infection that I shouldn't have, so maybe I will die soon, but fuck it ya know

>>737289101
But what constitutes a feminine penis?
What's the equation?
2T+1 = super gay.
Or is it more on size and length wise?
>How do I into feminine penis

>>737288910
I worked third shift at a gas station, and, my god, some of these people that come in. As soon as the sun goes down they all come out like roaches.


We had a pretty decent snow, here, this past one. I'm a bit more south, which makes it a tad more strange, but it's almost cyclical at this point. Every couple of years it'll happen, but not every year. That is super fucking true about it never doing it while we were in school. I think we only got out once my entire school career.

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>>737289187
>commit suicide
You heard the man.

>>737289282
Work*

>>737289078
I've tried to connect with people better too, but I always end up reverting back to my shitty habits. Honestly the thing that works the best usually is to just force yourself to interact with people. It's shitty, and cringy, and you'll hate it constantly, but it's like losing weight, eventually you should be able to get back into it. Even if I keep failing at it.

>>737289317
>wage slavery
I'm so sorry

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>>737281014
https://youtu.be/CwcBLo2Bb84

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>>737289354
>is to just force yourself
Do it.
>So you know how assholes say that the first word to draw your attention is the ,gay, truth.
They hella lied to you guys.

>>737289485
Hola amigo, Como estas?

>>737289389
Yeah, but it's money in my pocket. Looking into going back to school, so I can attempt to have a career before I get too old.

>>737282228
seriously whats wrong with people...
>btw janitor are cool as fk

>>737289552
Back to school for what anon?

>>737289147
I still firmly believe in the saying,
"It's better to have loved, and lost, then to have never loved at all."
I can't prove it definitively, because I've never had a meaningful relationship with anyone, but I'd give anything for have true love for even a week.
But I'm just some degenerate complaining on 4chan so who knows.

>>737286289
I'm so sorry, anon

>>737288716
> marshall treats her like a princess, goes to pick her up after high school (forgot to mention, hes a college freshman)
>bakes her cakes, buy us smokes
>righteous dude overall
>and then it hits
>psycho boy is back
>she blocks his number and all of his accounts
>he calls from relatives phone
>psycho boy says hes gonna come one day and beat the shit out of marshall
>marshall, as the cool guy he is, doesnt fear him, and keeps margaret calm
>psycho boy rats to margaret´s mom and tells her she is not a virgin anymore and that she used him
>now I wanna beat up psycho boy
>margaret has a big discussion with his mother
>she is grounded
>mother tells her to stop seeing both psycho boy and marshall
>otherwise shes grounded until college
>marshall never laid a hand in her if she didnt want to
>psycho boy was constantly pressuring her into a thresome she didnt want (with another girl) (duh), he made her feel powerless and useless, but we changed that
>psycho boy tells her she loves him and will come back in the future
>unfortunately, not a distant one
>she doesnt speak to marshall anymore
>she starts talking to psycho boy again
>they get back together
>hoo fucking ray
after all we told her, after all she went through, after all she learned, she goes back to him
she stopped talking to us
completely
this time, i swear gonna get pregnant or killed
by psycho boy
why /b/?
why do they never listen?

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>>737289282
Yeah that's a little strange, you'd think further south would equal less snow, maybe you're at a higher elevation?

I'm like right on the tip of the state

My particular neighborhood I grew up in and still live in is notoriously infested with junkies and addicts of every stripe and creed

The "community" itself is pretty much fucking dead. It's a whole stretch of dead businesses, a beat-up car dealership, a barber shop, an old restaurant old people eat at (I ate there once and got sick), two fast food restaurants (one of which I work at unfortunately), and two churches at either end.
Oh and someone parked a Mexican lunch truck somewhere along the middle but it never seems to be open when I see it.

>>737289618
I fuckin know right?

>>737289485
>You'll never be Gay

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>>737284218
sorry bro

>>737289658
It's ok it's not your fault, but thanks for caring, I hope your life is better than mine

>>737289012
isnt it great how the whole album only lasts 15 minutes?

>>737285383
>>Went to this uni because of her.
bro what the fuck

>be me
>bullied in inner city school, no friends, poor drug addict parents who neglect and beat me
>live a lonely life with anxiety depression and no confidence, self esteem literally at zero
>cant talk to anyone nevermind girls

>move away, turns out anon is not too ugly, actually turns out anon is quite good looking, meet AMAZING girl who changes me in every way, makes me a better man, 5 years of pure love and happiness, she makes me feel like i am loved, like i am worthy of life, like im attractive, shes also genuinely beautiful, she heals the wounds of a bad childhood, inspires me to travel, do more, be more, I fall so deeply in love with her I cant imagine life without her, we visit my fucked up dads
>she meets my dads new rescue cat and it plays with her hair, bobble, somehow shes taught it to play fetch with her bobble, always seems attracted to her, shes fucking magnetic, such a positive loving person - important
>i build a business, we live overlooking mountains and spend our summer days lazing at a lake
>i have never ever been so happy
>buy engagement ring ready to propose
>have a depressed night, im full of self hate, she soothes me
>i wake up one morning and she's not there
>cant find her anywhere
>start to panic, find out
>she went across road to buy me breakfast in morning and was hit by a car
>she died getting me breakfast
>she died, doing something nice for me to show me she loved me
>the only person that ever showed me love, died in an act of love for me, while i slept in the warmth glow of where she left my bed
>no god no
>please god no please no fuck no

My therapist told me "wow you are messed up"

Think is, I am watering down and omitting huge amounts of my life when telling her about me.

>move back to my dads to gether my thoughts and try not to an-hero
>back to my dad has a rescue cat that NEVER lets anyone stroke it, is scared of everything, but it would let her stroke it
>cat was physically abused and starved, dad makes bad jokes that me and the cat had the same childhood
>one day im sat and her photo appears on my facebook memories 1year ago
>its her kissing me
>i sob for hours, hot tears run out of me like rain
>get the bright idea to an hero
>as im sat on the couch drinking neat vodka about to chew down a load of morphine id stolen
>the cat comes and drops a bobble into my lap
>not just any bobble, but her hair bobble, must have fell out of a box when i moved back in
>even the cat remembers her
>me and he cat play all night throwing the bobble
>start to love the cat, cat starts to love me, he cuddles up at night in bed with me, gets under covers and headstrokes me, makes me feel less lonely without her next to me, makes me feel good to care for this broken beaten fucked up cat that had a rough time long ago, i can relate
>a few weeks go by and im ok, then something sets me off, and im ready to an-hero about her again
>the cat is in my room in a box (cats love boxes)
>as i lift cat out of box and look inside, a hand drawn picture of me sleeping catches me eye
>she'd drawn it for me, and on he back was a list of reasons she loved me
>I love you anon, I love your kiss your voice your mind your face your dick your body etc etc
>anon, youre worth do much more than you think
>anon, dont ever be sad i love you
>anon anon anon, so much love so much good advice, she really loved me
>I shit bricks when i saw the date on the corner of the picture
>shed written it that morning she was hit

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>>737289648
>"It's better to have loved, and lost, then to have never loved at all."
I'm going to fight you anon, that is a shitty wat of looking at things.
>it's like saying, it's better to have lost than to have never played at all.
>You just lost.

>>737288422
no fucking way
its you
remember me?
from the rick and morty vs south park thread
youre the dumbass that likes bobs burgers

>>737289884
Yah, I thought that was pretty neat

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>>737281014
Hey, do any of you faggots remember pic related?

Her abusive father burned her alive with her mother almost 30 years ago. If I gotta suffer, so do you.

I've never posted in one of these threads because I try to stay positive. I'm not the type to show sadness, but I've had some alcy, so here we go

>grow up hearing terrible stories from mom about her dad
>"you will never see him. He was a terrible alcoholic who beat me"
>hate him instantly because my mom and I have a very healthy relationship
>family member dies (idr who, not close) and go to funeral at 15
>he sees me and says "Anon, is that you?"
>I stared at him and said yes with a blank face
>He starts crying and hugs me and told me he always wanted to meet me. Tells me he has been sober for 8 years, and there's a bicycle at his house with my name on it
>Mom convinces me he's full of shit so I never contact him
>5 years later my mom says she thinks she's ready to visit him again
>he says he's happy to see me again, hugs me and sits and tells me about his life. Skeptical
>2 years later, I get a call. He's dying, he really wants to see me because he only has a month left. I tell him I'll see him soon
>2 weeks later he dies. Never fucking saw him
>he left me his gold ring with a black onyx stone. Tore me apart. I wore it for a while
>Trade in my used car for a new one. The fucking ring was in the car. Never saw it again.

>>737288610
>>737287101
kill yourself faggot

>>737289960
We love that game but we never play, because we would lose and we wanna stay the way we are.

>>737287756
>I love her because I want to give her a better life
a fellow kindred spirit
>Our skills are wasted on this task but we go.

My brother died last year on the 4th of July. My last memory is of me being forced to hug him good bye after visiting my parents, a year before his death. I thought I hated him because he was my annoying little brother. Everyone keeps reminding me that he looked up to me so much. He wore the clothes I left at my parents after I moved out. I have a daughter that he'll never meet Since then I've had creeping suicidal thoughts. They get worse over time. I'm afraid that it will affect my career in the military.

I miss you Chris.... I'm sorry man. I love you.

>>737290035
hey man you know how can i download songs from spotify?
i cant find the whole album "turkey " on youtube

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>>737289855
Mine is at least sugar coated. To see you hope the best for someone else in such a life.. I'm rooting for ya

Also so far this playlist is great, coming from someone who barely listens to music. Saved.

>>737290255
hi
margaret fag here
what happened to you?

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>>737289906
>>the only person that ever showed me love, died in an act of love for me, while i slept in the warmth glow of where she left my bed

>>737290306
No sorry

>>737289936
Greentext your life

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>>737290398
>Nothing I just feel you brother
Trying to help these dumbass mortals but they ain't listening.

>>737289954
i'm sorry anon. im really really sorry

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>>737290028
>youre the dumbass that likes bobs burgers
I think you mean the Carl and Shake show brother

Think my gf is going to leave me, been pushing her away for a while. Got drunk last night (im a recovering addict), no one knew but i told her about it and she doesn't seem to understand.
But that's what i wanted, isn't it? To be alone?

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>>737289936
>Think is, I am watering down and omitting huge amounts of my life when telling her about me.
>Mfw I was gonna do the same thing
I think the trick is to not omit it but spew it at her.
>Remember they get paid by the hour
"Take your time."
>Those motherfucking bastards
>Trying to take my money.

>>737290371
Thanks anon, it's just how I was raised and how I think, I just put other people above me a lot, but they respect for for that which is nice, and I think if you just do things for yourself in life you did nothing because when you die what did you leave behind? Memories of you being greedy cruel and in for themselves, as a kid I thought that was terrible so it's how I've lived life

>>737290132
do you have a picture of the cat? im glad you have it as a buddy

does any one else just feel stuck? Like they can't get the motivation to do anything? Most days I don't leave the house even though I want nothing more than to have a life. It's a strange paradox

>>737289354
Maybe.
I've been there... I get the "speak it into existence" piece, control your life, etc.
I was a huge party guy, hooked up tons of people, knew everyone in town...
had a huge car accident and no one gave a fuck. couldn't even get a ride. got excuses and ignored. went from 300 contacts to like 5.
I'm still butthurt.
and I'm scared.
I try to interact. Sometimes it works. but the more I care, the weirder it is.
and even a lot of times when I dont care, people think i'm an asshole and I'm just shocked like "WTF DID I EVEN DO" ... I dont want to be an asshole. I actually care a lot what people think of me.
Or people are just overly critical and I'm like dude, who the fuck are you to judge me? wtf have you accomplished? what makes you better than anyone in any way?

ugh.
just thinking about it is exhausting.

I don't want superficial shit. I don't want meaningless fake friends (have a few already and they're a huge disappointment). I don't want "acquaintances" I can't rely on or spend quality time with. I don't want idiot women who think the world revolves around them and my sole duty in life is to please them.

Even further, I don't even know wtf *I* want.
So there's that, too...

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>>737290169
>What is love if it don't hurt me don't hurt no more?
I lose all the time
I was hoping I'd win once or twice at least.

>>737288563
GET YOUR FAGGOT SHIT TOGETHER AND GO GET YOUR GIRL BACK AND TREAT HER PROPERLY BEFORE YOU DO ANYMORE DAMAGE

>>737290465
ok playlist /b/ro
im going to bed, big day ahead tomorrow
it was really nice meeting you man
goodbye
im like a star
im burning out fast

>>737290608
i cant believe that image exists

but its right there

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5CVsCnxyXg

I fought my whole life so that I could lay in bed and do nothing, I fought my mom and dad, my teachers, my friends, they all would tell me how I am capable of so much and that I was smart. I cut my blinds so they couldn't be pulled up and the sun couldn't come in, I sleep all day and spend all night on 4chan doing nothing. My mom bought me an alarm clock at sharper image because she thought it was fun and that I would enjoy something interesting that also helped me get up in the morning, I smashed it. She used to drive me at 1 am to the hospital because I was depressed. She would make all appointments and stuff with all different types of doctors and specialists. I cut up her paintings she did in college. I hate myself, and I wish everyone else did, but they continue to love me.

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I just smoke weed to mask the pain that is my life. >Sever PTSD
>Fucked up back
>emotionally unstable enough to keep a relationship
>constant suicidal thoughts

It helps, but its just to make it hurt less man...

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>>737281151
ya, you do that.

>>737290295
>Nononoon
Remember anon don't let the voices win, Don't let them win!

>>737290670
fuck it's the worst when you feel you can no longer come to them with your problems.

>>737290142
Why would I? I'm not a depressed fuck like you all are.

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>>737290838
Yes marvel in it's glory

>>737290608
nope, ATHF is cool
youre the idiot who showed us his fedora collection and bragged about his newspaper job
like a newfag

>>737283610
In a world without gold, we might have been heroes.